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being into someone is so tiring because my brain is going "haiiiiiii hello let's talk forever and ever please tell me every single thing that is going on in your head at all times I'm bored let's call and you can just talk I'll listen to whatever you say I just wanna hear your voice" but because I'm a sensible human I have to settle for sending an Instagram reel!!!

#what happened to love letters #pining!!! #courting!!! #let me just tell you how into you i am always!!! #gay #queer

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@awesomehoggirl is way ahead of you

Superior writing advice:

Make your characters FREAKS. Make them DERANGED. Make people think ‘surely this one guy towards the back is normal’ only to reveal FUCK NO. The guy in the back exclusively collects clown paintings (paintings done by professional clowns) and has an irrational hatred of second floors.

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ahhhh we're a couple of days out from my BIRTHDAY!!! so I thought it was as good a time as any for me to do this

2024 Ins & Outs

In:

walkmans and listening to music on tape

filming EVERYTHING

denim

charity shop jackets

boys in crop tops

small hoop earrings

tattoos

fruity cocktails

baking

seedless grapes

leather boots

pinterest

random letterboxd top 4

short stories

fluctuating queerness

academic comebacks

tacos

day drinking

turtlenecks

sunglasses

layering

dates

google calendars

friend group life360

train rides

tarot cards

postcards

body neutrality

study with me videos

male manipulator music

Out:

romanticizing your life

colored animal print

aesthetic studying

tiktok manifestation audios

bodychecks and what I eat in a day videos

passing being the ultimate goal

straight girls using gay slang

"cancel culture"

political neutrality

dressing for an aesthetic

posting your journal online

romcom hate

white cishet male directors

bragging about being unmedicated

therapy speak

ghosting

situationships

giving old trends new names

proana posts

hating on Disney adults

taylor swift

parasocial relationships

invalidating social media as a news source

discourse

dictating mixed race experiences

blind items

girlbosses

white/performative feminism

#yes these are just my likes and dislikes #and what about it #ins and outs #2024 #university life #queer #gay #student life #uni #tiktok

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I read this in a first year creative writing class and haven't stopped thinking about it since

N. K. Jemisin, The City Born Great

#creative writing #black writers #college #nk jemisin #short story #quote

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also hi I low-key forgot I had an account here

#watch me shitpost my descent into madness #i havent even left yet and i want to go back to uni #uni #university life #student life

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GUYS I'm going to visit my religious family over Christmas and I feel like I've somehow become MORE trans since I last saw them!!! like my aura and pheromones radiate little boykissing himbo !!! I don't know how long I can believably keep this closeted thing going

#my grandparents are lile 80 i dont thknk they get it #okay but theyre religious in a love thy neighbor way #maybe i should come out one day???? #it just keeps slipping my mind somehow #trans #queer #student life #gay #lgbtq

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oh and I had initially opened google docs to work on my current novel

if anyone cares, I've just finished spontaneously plotting my second full-length screenplay (the first one will never see the light of day)

think Ladybird meets Pariah but also with a black trans guy as the main character

#oh and i opened the document to plot the fun slasher I've been wanting to write #this is why i can never get anything done

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if anyone cares, I've just finished spontaneously plotting my second full-length screenplay (the first one will never see the light of day)

think Ladybird meets Pariah but also with a black trans guy as the main character

#oh also i cant write script #this is going to be ridiculously cathartic #ohhhhh im gonna be crying i just know it #no one tell my mom she singlehandedly provides the angst for 90% of what I write #trans #black writers #queer #screenplay #scriptwriting

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UNEXPECTED GOLDORAK SIGHTING ON THE FEED TODAY???

1979

#i did not think id see this tonight #i rarely see it referenced outside of france tbh #alcor can still get it #grendizer #ufo robot grendizer #goldorak

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💯🙏💛🟨👍

#💀💪🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈✨ #sounds about right

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why is this like an infographic about dysphoria

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he is literally me

#when im sad this is who's crying btw #the peanuts

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I move back to uni in 36 hours and have just started packing... stay tuned

#ive already cried three times #since when did i have so much stuff? #i feel like all of my clothes are on the floor yet my closet is still full? #plus i wont have a bookshelf so i need to keep my books to a minimum #and dont get me started on KITCHENWARE #i think im an ikea shareholder atp #university life #student life #college

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what I look like emerging from my room after three days to show my mom the Notion I've created for my (barely started) novel

#i only started to procrastinate actual writing #the LORE i've created is insane #my characters are???? complex??? #they have hopes and regrets and beliefs??? #they interact with other people offpage??? #also god there's so much research to be done #writer #creative writing #wip #writers block #writers of tumblr

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I just finished it... Guys imma need 3-5 business days to process

HAPPY HEARTSTOPPER DAY TO ALL THOSE WHO CELEBRATE

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I WANT IMOGEN TO BE MY BEST FRIEND

HAPPY HEARTSTOPPER DAY TO ALL THOSE WHO CELEBRATE

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HAPPY HEARTSTOPPER DAY TO ALL THOSE WHO CELEBRATE

#IT FEELS LIKE CHRISTMAS #I'M SO EXCITED #HEARTSTOPPER