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I got so addicted on c.ai I have like 8 hours per day on it- I need to get back to writing since my drafts are most likely deleted already..

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In the arms of a longing man

yan!Childe/Ajax x reader (female)

His dead eyes where something she wish she never had to see again. Every day she prayed to whichever archon that might listen, that he would be gone. But the archons failed her as everything else in her life. Had she just realised that something was terribly wrong with him in the beginning, everything would be different. She wouldn’t need to spend her days in the icy cold tundra of Snezhnaya, instead she could return to Mondstad. But of course, fate had other plans for her.  

The ice cold Snezhnayan wind blew through the treetops. She cussed at herself for not wearing a ticker scarf, but she knew very well that Childe would be extremely mad disappointed at her if she didn’t wear the scarf, he so kindly gifted her. She could only hope that she wouldn’t get a frostbite. 

“Hurry up soldiers!” the commander yelled. She and the other Fatui soldiers hurried as fast as they could in the heavy snow. Oh, how she longed for her warm little cottage hidden safely in the big forest by the little village she had grown so fond of. 

She thought that joining the Fatui was a good idea. She hoped that then she could escape the poverty that had hunted her since she was born. She did in fact earn more than she ever had, but she soon regretted her horrible decision. She then realized that she had been blinded by the hope of earning enough money to live a good life, that she did not think of all the cruel acts one had to commit to become a true Fatui soldier. She realized soon after she arrived to Snezhnaya, that she had been incredibly foolish to believe that she could avoid all the evil deeds. 

How could she be so utterly foolish? She truly was ashamed. She had to leave the Fatui as soon as possible. Today she was going to tell her superior that she was going to take a boat back to Mondstad in the following day. 

She was going back and forth Infront of her superior’s office. She didn’t have another choice. She held her breath and raised her hand to knock on the door. “Hi! You’re Y/N right? You’re one of the new recruits am I right?” a voice behind her said gleefully. She jumped and quickly turned to see whom the voice belonged to. It was Tartaglia one of the Harbingers. 

“Hello sir. Yes, you’re indeed correct.” she straightened her back and bowed. “What are you doing here? Shouldn’t you be training with the other recruits?” the Harbinger grinned.

 “Yes, I should, but I’m here regarding my position here in the Fatui. I’m going to quit.” She looked down to the floor. The light blue tiles were wet, and it was a small puddle forming under Childe`s boots. She didn’t know why she was telling him all this. Mabey it was because he was a Harbinger, and she felt the need to tell him. She held her breath and looked up at him. His grin was gone and replaced by an unreading expression. Had she gone too far by telling him? Probably, judging by his expression or rather lack of. 

“Oh… really. May I ask why?” his lips were in a tight line. She really shouldn’t tell him the reason, but she definitelyshouldn’t lie to him. 

She sighed “I am really not fit for being a member of the Fatui”. He hummed. “I see…” he looked disappointed. He turned on his heel and walked away towards the dark hallway. He waved over his shoulder “Bye then, dear Y/N”. His voice was gleeful.

She tumbled backwards to the door. She was relieved that he didn’t scold her or worse… Still, she got a bad feeling. 

The office door opened. The sergeant looked her up and down with disapproval. “What brings you here? And why is your uniform wrinkled?” he mentioned that she should enter. She must have knocked on the door when she leaned against it by accident she thought. “Sit” he said and sat himself on his fancy leather chair. “You see sir, I have thought about it for an awhile and I have concluded that I will resign from the Fatui” she said while she fiddled with her hands. “I am sure you have” he said mockingly. “Why? Do you not feel honoured by being soldier? Are you that ungrateful?” he pushed his small round glasses up his nose bridge. “No! Of course not! I’m very grateful that I got this position. It´s just that I feel that… it´s not for me. The Fatui have use of someone better than me” she tried to explain. 

He scoffed “Well… I guess I can´t deny you since you applied yourself. It’s a shame really. You’re demised”. “Thank you for your understanding, sir” she bowed and hurried out to the hallway. She sighed in relief. I really did it! 

The next day she was finished packing her belongings and was ready to leave. The docks in Snezhnaya were freezing, but she couldn’t care less. Finally, was she going back home. She was ready to bord the boat, when a few Fatui soldiers surrounded her. “We have orders from the eleventh Harbinger to arrest you” the tallest one said. Her eyes widened. What one earth was going on? She hadn’t done anything wrong. “Why?” she asked and hoped she didn’t sound scared, but judging by her voice she was. “You’ve leaked secret information about the Fatui” a broad shouldered, but short soldier answered. He was eyeing her up and down with a mocking smile. “What? I have done no such thing!” she yelled. It didn’t matter how much she tried to explain herself, they didn’t listen and brought her to the Zapolyarny Palace. The footsteps of the soldiers echoed in the seemingly endless hallways. She was shivering. Was this it? Was she going to get exuded form something she didn’t do? After walking for what seemed like an eternity, they stopped in front of two gigantic doors. The doors were the only thing between her and her doom. The doors opened and the soldiers pushed her in. she stumbled, but quickly gained her balance. The inside was dimly lit, and the walls were decorated to an almost exaggerated state.

The Harbingers were seated on extravagant chairs overlooking Y/N and the soldiers. She almost cowered in fear. She kneeled before them; the soldiers followed suit. Pierro cleared his throat. “I am certain you understand why you are here” his gruff voice rung in the spacious hall. She simply nodded. “I am highly disappointed. Such behaviour should be punished with death”. She raised her head wanting to claim her innocence but stopped when she saw that Pierro wasn’t done speaking. “Thanks to Tartaglia you will be spared”. Her eyes widened in surprise. “You will now be serving under Tartaglia”.

Childe was grinning. She bowed her head. “Thank you for giving me a second chance. To that I am extremely grateful” her voice was quiet. She wasn’t grateful at all. Now it would be impossible to leave the Fatui. Serving directly under a Harbinger was worse than death. “I look forward to working with you comrade” his gaze full of an indescribable hunger. She swallowed. “You are dismissed” Pierro’s voice stern. 

She rose to her feet and bowed before exiting. 

The icy wind didn’t get any better as they descended the mountain. The mission had gone smoothly. The snow creaked under her heavy boots. Fear was creeping up her back. They were almost home. She tried to calm her nerves. Mabey he wasn’t in his office? Perhaps his mission was delayed? She could only hope so.

The office door creaked opened. She stepped inside with her back straightened. She was not going to show her fear. The red-haired man was staring out the window. He turned around and grinned upon seeing her. “Well, if it isn’t Y/N” his voice was like soft velvet. His dead eyes boring into her. “Hello Tartaglia” she bowed. He raised an eyebrow playfully “What have I said about treating me so formally when it`s only us?”. “Right…” her voice was flat as she eyed the Harbinger. He walked towards her with a wolfish grin. He stroked her cheek gently. “Oh, how I have missed you…” he sighed. She didn’t answer. He curled his arms around her and held her tightly. She didn’t dare hug him back. He lowered his head and whispered in her ear “You can’t escape me now. Do you seriously think that the commander doesn’t tell me everything?”. Chills ran across her spine. He laughed coldly. “He told me that you were planning on leaving the group and flee across the border”. He sighed and looked her straight in the eye. He griped her chin firmly. His expression was of fake sadness. “Do you know how hurt I was hearing that? I can’t possibly let you go now”. “Oh, how I have longed for you since the first time I saw you” his voice soft and his eyes looking at her so tenderly. His lips pulled back in a horrifying smile. “I will never let you go”.

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MY MAN BAIZHU IS NOW IN GAME (I'm slow ikik) BUT you know what it means... I'M WRITING FOR HIM NOW AWE WOW WEE. he's so :(((

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Brain rot with redhead

authors note: I get "bullied" by a fucking redhead but I still find fictional redheads attractive yum. Also this is something I came up with at German class yesterday morning while sketching and it was originally little drawing BUT since I an not that good at drawing NSFW I will write it <3

-warnings-

Fingering, not specified pronouns, reader has female body, nicknames: darling, sweethearts, plaything, etc.., Childe is little bastard who enjoys teasing, drop of yandere/ claiming? It's all basically just in memory, I suck at this..

story-

Childe was a sneaky bastard who thought he can have anything, even you. You on the other hand thought otherwise. And some time with him alone after long time reminded you of some events..

It won't happen again. Or will it?

You and Childe weren't that close as you were with other harbingers even though he was the closest to your age. You would rather talk all day to Pantalone about mora or with dottore about his work that with Childe who had so much to tell you. You always found him a bit annoying, not that you hated him but he knew how make your day a lot more uncomfortable. He was such a sweetheart but also such sadist who enjoyed to see the desperate look in your eyes since you was too soft to just tell him to fuck off. It was normal evening when all the other harbingers had a lot of work. You didn't like staying alone with him. And as much as you did wanted to go to your work you couldn't. Childe again at his job boring you to death talking about how he enjoyed with traveler. It made you kinda jealous. What's so special about them anyways? They had one duel. You and childe fought always. But anyways you were alone. Just the two of you. He suddenly paused in his story to look at you.

He smirked ,,So, you don't listen to word I say huh? What if I remind you of.. the first time we were alone?"

,,First and last. I'm leaving" you stood up and went to the doors, but then you stopped in your track when you heard him laugh"

,,sweetheart from all the boredom you seem to forget that we are trapped here until someone comes back into the palace"

He was right. Schnechznaya was cold and snow was everywhere, and it sometimes just so happened that snow burried the doors. You really forgot on that.

,,ugh. I don't get it, why don't you just use your delusion, the form is strong enough to kick the door isn't it?"

,,it is, but the delusion is allowed just in two cases. We don't have it for fun nor for every small problem. You know how Tsaritsa would be mad if we used her gift for every small thing." You sat defeated on the floor. Waiting for rescue. Luckily for you, you didn't have to wait for long, Pantalone ordered people to help you. On your way to your room you couldn't forget about Childes words..

,,Would you listen if I reminded you of first time we were alone?"

That damn sentence was repeating in your head the whole way to your room. The first time we were alone..

You arrived to your room, unlocked it and went inside. You didn't bother doing other than getting off the coat. You went directly to bed. You lied in your bed in complete darkness with the only light coming from the moon trough the window, you tried your best not to think about it. You tried to forget. It was wrong, you knew it. You can't date nor fuck with your colleagues and if Childe isn't the responsible one, you will be. As much as you wanted you couldn't stop your mind from replaying the moment, so you just closed your eyes and drifted to your fantasy trying to remember every second if it.

Suddenly you were in his hands again, legs spread open. Whining you tried to move into more comfortable position as he smiled at you. His smile was so kind but behind it all it was just facade. You knew he was cruel and just wanted to play with you. Or at least. Now you knew it.. his fingers deep inside of you moving faster every minute. You felt like it was ages in that position. You wished he would do more than that. If he sped up a bit more. At this moment it started to be uncomfortable for you. You took him by his shirt and squeezed your hand.

,,aw. Aren't you just cute? What, isn't it comfortable? Let me help you" He stopped his movements, pulled his fingers out cleaned them and helped you get into more comfortable position. You were shaking from the amount of times he almost made you cum but he always stopped. Every. Single. Time. And he laughed at you. He laughed at how pathetic you are. Did you really think he will let you that easily? He just started his fun. You were now against his chest, between his legs.

,,Is that better love?'' You nodded at his words. He luckily gave you smoe time to get relaxed, it didnt last for long though since after some time his fingers found their way into you again. But his touch seemed... Softer? It was like he finally began to think on your pleasure and not only cruel playing around. Your body shaking in reaction on his touch. It was suddenly so nice. His other hand gently tracing your body from time to time he gave you a kiss. It felt like he changed his whole personality just by changing position, but. Did he do it on purpose or was he really suddenly letting his feelings win?..

You didn't know. What you did know was how you loved when he touched you, every single touch, every kiss. You loved everything of it. and you were ready to take anything he gave you. You were so lost in your thoughs you didn't realize that you were close your high again. But he didn't stop. No, he kept his pace. In the last moment he pulled you into a kiss. As he calmed you during your high. Your whole body was shaking. He pulled his fingers out and cleaned them.

,,you're such a good girl.. Sad that you won't be anything more than a plaything." He said while brushing away your messy hair. Even after these words that hurt like knife straight to the heart something about that moment seemed.. comfortable.. So soothing. And you found yourself wanting more..

You opened your eyes and realized that the whole time you had hand in your pants. Of course your clothing now ruined by the wettness you decided to clean yourself. After that you went to sleep, not bothering what happened back then and how much you changed the scenario in your head to make him feel like less heartless idiot.

Authors note #2 - I might make second part if people would want. Also. I had one request I sadly didn't have time to make it and now I can't find it, the person maybe deleted it and it makes me feel kinda bad that I couldn't do it for them. :/ Anyways back to this work. I hope you enjoyed it guys and prephaps we'll see again at part two of this or you can check out my other work! Thank you for all kinds of support and bye<3

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Guess who got all their drafts deleted because of preparating for exams :) Yes me 😭

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I got one smutty draft and i really think if i should finish it or not.... :DD

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omg hi i love ur theme 🫶🫶

OMGOMGOMG HI. ehm Thank youuu, i love yours aswell. When i have the chance i just wanted to say that you was the first person who writes too i was brave enough to follow and i'm glad i did it i love your work:'))

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To the person who was first one to send me request, so firstly i love you fr :'))) Thank you for request *cries happy tears* And secondly, i'm working on your request so no worries, i just don't know when it's gonna be finished since i have something in my drafts for like month and i really can't wait to finish it :DD Okay that's all thank youuuu<3

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<3 Genshin Boys Headcanons<3

-Female reader on her period pt2 <3 This is part of this work <3

Warnings: ooc because i suck at this, use of petnames (darling, sweetheart, etc.), Smutty kinda? (in Dottore's part)

Characters: Itto, Albedo, Dottore, Pantalone Genres: Slight nsfw(Note that I'm a minor, if you're uncomfy with that skip Dottore's part please.), Fluff

<3Itto:

AAAAAHHH I LOVE THIS MANS VIBE SM×33

He calls himself ,,Itto The Only One Who Can Beat Your Period Pain''

He's a bit scared of you when you're on your period, do you blame him? YOU ALMOST ATE HIM ALIVE WHEN HE TOLD YOU THAT IT'S MIDNIGHT AND HE WON'T BE ABLE TO GET YOU TRICOLOR DANGO.

,,Sweetheart it's midnight where do you think they're gonna have open?'' Poor Itto said before you threw another pillow on him.

As soon as he can he buys you so much of it that you're not eating lunch after that-

This man is the best in cuddling fr<3 If you're going trough big pains he tries his best to get heating pad for you (I don't mean that electric)

If he doesn't find anything and you're still not feeling better he cuddles up to you in bed <3

He's such a dork, who wouldn't love him<3

<3Albedo:

Not surprised with your behavior at all.

Again somebody who knows more abt it than you.

He's sweet, trying whatever he can to help you <3

He lobes it when you ask him to cuddle you, because he would never ask himself.

He's always is careful with you it hurts :')

<3Dottore:

THIS MAN HAS ME IN HIS GRAB BARKING, DROOLING OH MY

Okay ehm.

I think he's not much of a touchy touchy type, BUT ACTUALLY HE SECRETLY IS

Also knows a lot about it- So he definitely knows what to do and what not to do.

There are some things he chose to ignore, like the fact that you at first didn't like the idea of period sex unlike him. He definitely is good at it tho.

When he first told you that it will ease the symptoms and you didn't believe him BUT DAMN. He helped you a lot <3

,,See? I told you it will help you Sweetheart and you didn't believe me'' You were moaning which didn't bother him much, in fact. It was you proving his fact.

You weren't even so bratty after it which busted his ego even more.

Not only that he helps you with your pain like this, if you please REALLY nicely he will cuddle with you. But only if you're good enough<3

<3Pantalone:

Another man than has me in his grasp fr fr <3

Even though he is almost always busy he makes time for you on your period :')))

He is gentle with you, he does not push you into anything. Much.

Unlike Dottore he doesn't believe that period sex could help you, but maybe he could try it sometime <3

Buys you A LOT of things. If this man doesn't deserve to be called sugar daddy, then nobody does <3

Of course this sweet version doesn't lasts too long, because if you really decide to be a brat he might try Dottores method.

,,When i see the fucked out face you're making darling i think it was not the worst idea'' He chuckles behind you, while you're trying your best taking him.

Authors Note:

If you liked this and you want more headcanons you can always write a request <3

#fatui x reader #dottore x reader #pantalone x reader #genshin impact #genshin fanfic #itto x reader #albedo x reader #genshin headcanons #genshin x reader

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I have SO MUCH ideas on fanfics with Dottore BUT I HAVE TWO WORKS TO FINISH. Probably just gonna add him into one of them <3

#genshin x reader #genshin fanfic #genshin impact #dottore #dottore x reader #fatui x reader

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Send me headcannons requests pls :'(

I take anything with any character from genshin or stranger things ( just to say that im on second season rn and i really won't write about Billy :)) i know about characters from newest season just thanks to tik tok and my friends ( Hi Kiki) so don't expect anything from me :'). Anyways you can request slight smut (Just in case that you're okay with minor writing it), angst, fluff, angst to fluff, etc...

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<3 Genshin Headcannons <3

Authors note: Hiiii, since i am sick now again i wanted to post new headcannons because we all love our boys don't we? ×3 Anyways let me know what characters you would like in next post!

-genshin boys with sick reader :(-

Warnings: Nickname Prince for Albedo,Teasing from Kaeya, Fluff. <3Characters:Childe, Zhongli, Albedo, Kaeya, Diluc (Separated)

<3Childe

I just KNOW that he would try to cherish you with all these satisfying toys yk?

If you have fever he would 1000% help you get something cold. if you have cold he would cuddle to you

100% would cuddle to you even if you wouldn't have cold. he just loves you so much he would risk catching it too if it means he can at least hug you

You can tell him billion times that you don't want him to be sick too, but he just repeats that ,,What if i see you for the last time? :(''

<3Zhongli

Tea is the key

Did someone say worried dad?

Works too much to keep you happy and you swear that if he wouldn't be god he would pass out or get sick too (Even tho you don't think it's because of it)

,,Today i saw kids playing in water from window. I wish i could too :('' ,,If you would eat more vegetables, you could swim too dear.''

,,You know, you should have time for yourself too Zhongli.'' ,,I have plenty of time later, when you won't be sick''

<3Albedo

Worried prince Bedo <3

With his knowledge i'm pretty sure he would be able to create potion against anything.

If nothing helps he tries his best to help you, he cooks a lot for you and makes you a tea of course.

Of course he is sad when he can't help you so you just cuddle to him and whisper sweet nothings to him about how he always keeps such a care for you and how you love him. <33

,,My prince, you always keep such a good care for me, when i'll be healthy again i will have to take good care for you as a payback <3''

<3Kaeya

poor Kaeya can't help you with cold much because of his vision he's cold as ice. All he can do is make you a tea and warm chicken soup.

On the other side when you have fever he knows just what to do.

shut your pretty mouth and let him work, he knows what he's doing. Right?

It happens often that his hands wonder a bit too close to your lower part, but you'll make sure that they'll stay where they are supposed to.

,,Kaeya..'' You said while you looked at his face just to see that his eyes are only focused on the part of your body where his hands are at. You sigh and slap his hands a little. ,,You're supposed to help me with fever Kae >:v'' He just chuckles and his hands are back on your forehead. for a minute you close your eyes before his hands again finds their way down.

He blames it on that, that when you're healthy you don't have time for eachother D: Even tho half of the time you work together :vv

<3 Diluc

Is the best at helping you when you're cold, you don't need fire to keep you warm when he's near.

Everytime you're sick he's worried, he can't lose you yk :c

He would stay even a month home with you to make sure you're healing well and you have enough vitamins.

He may seem cold as ice but when you're sick, he have no problem showing you how much you mean to him.

He's just too scared to lose you :c

CUDDLES, he doesn't care if he can get sick too just like Childe, it can be the last time you two cuddle

Of course he's not so emotional normally, yes it happens but mostly when you two have little fight before :c

He would never forgive himself if you would pass away with that he was mean to you.

You of course tell him that he needs to work, and he goes he just comes a lot earlier than normally just to take care of you.

#kaeya x reader #diluc x reader #albedo fluff #kaeya fluff #diluc fluff #albedo x reader #zhongli x reader #zhongli fluff #childe x reader #childe fluff #genshin x reader #genshin headcanons #genshin fanfic

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<3 Genshin Boys Headcanons<3

-Female Reader on her period

Warnings: ooc because i suck at this, nsfw-ish(Kaeya and Childe), use of petnames(Darling, love)

Characters: Kaeya, Childe, Diluc and Zhongli

<3Kaeya:

He would be so confused by the way you act. Can you blame him? Yes he was with many girls before but never on their periods, it was always one night stands.

So when you're dying in pain in his bed he doesn't really knows what to do. ,,Do you need anything? Are you hungry? Thirsty?" He asks every thirty minutes until you get mad ,,All i need now is you to shut up! >:C''

Of course you always apologize for yelling and throwing pillows at him, it just hurts so bad :c

Of course after a surprisingly short time he learns what helps you and that giving you salty food on your period isn't the best idea

Of course few days before and after your period is the best for him, since you're more needy than usual.

<3Childe:

With his knowledge from large family he of course knows a lot about what's happening to you and sometimes you worry if he doesn't know when is your time better then you.

The answer is yes. He knows it better.

,,We have just three days until you get your period, so i was think-" ,,Childe NO."

If you're into period fun the better for him.

If you're not, you can at least expect getting spoiled by sweets, big plushies, tampons, pads or anything you use, warmed pillows, and cuddles of course! You're his darling after all <3

<3Diluc:

I'm pretty sure he would be just as confused as Kaeya since he didn't have anyone before you.

Listen. Diluc can cook, i'm on hundred percent sure that he can. So he surely would cook your favorite dish.

If you are in big pain he would stay home the whole week with you.

,,I'll make sure you'll have everything while you'll need it" ,,Thanks Luc"

He would warm the pillows for you with his vision so you don't have to worry.

He himself is one big warm pillow so i'm pretty sure cuddles with him on your period are the best.

<3Zhongli:

LISTEN. This man knows EVERYTHING. I mean it. Even more than you >:O

Of course that's one of the reasons why you love him. He always helps you out with anything you want, such a gentleman <3

you're not into wine? Okay, he'll make you as much tea as he can. And food from him is just Mhmmm <33

Cuddles, Cuddles and once more CUDDLES.

,,I'm going for now. do you need anything love?" ,,Not much, but can you buy me Radish Veggie Soup?''

Of course he ends up buying more things (Everything from Childe's money)

Once again, if you're having big pain i just know he'll praise you for how good you're making it even trough the pain.

And like Childe, he knows when your period is coming way better than you.

<3End<3

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Am i good enough?

Kaeya x reader/ Hurt-comfort,A bit angst?

Admin notes//

My head hurts like Hell while im writing this but i had to write some fluffy comfort because im overwhelmed of everything and i was feeling like a shit past few weeks, so enjoy this and if you’re also going trough something like me i hope it’ll get better as soon as possible <3

Last few days you couldn’t sleep. And you didn’t know why, but since you got together with Kaeya you were always worried if you’re good enough and that if he cheats somewhere outside. Actually... You knew perfectly why. Kaeya is handsome and flirty. Even after you two started dating he still flirted with others. he had even the audacity to flirt with someone right in front of you, but you acted like you didn’t care.

Am i good enough? Is he cheating somewhere outside? Does he still love me? Did he ever love me or he’s just pretending? Was the thoughts that came into your mind every night when he came late.

It was late at night, Kaeya returned two hours ago already asleep behind you. You sat and then carefully stood up. You dressed and left the house, and left Mondstadt. You got all the way up on biggest hill laid on grass and watched how the stars danced above you.

,,Well there you are” After a while you heard Kaeya’s voice and quickly sat and looked at him. ,,What are you doing here? You were asleep when i left.” He smirked ,,Of all the people you should know that im good at pretending.” Right like you’re good at everything you do. You sighed and stood up wanting to leave. ,,Now now love, would you like to tell me why you’re acting so strange past few months?” You act like you care. ,,I don’t know what you’re talking about.” The smile on his face faded into slight frown. ,,You know perfectly what i’m talking about.” You looked away from him and murmured ,,Can’t we talk about it tomorrow?.” ,, No we can’t love. I waited long enough, i want to know if there’s anything wrong” You looked back at him with tears in your eyes. ,,You should know why im like this! You always flirt with others, and i feel like i mean nothing to you! Every day you wonder around and you come late at night, and all i can think about is that you’re maybe somewhere with other person! I just want to at least once fall asleep in your arms because that was one of the things i expected when i started to date you! You always say that you’re knight and you can’t just focus on me, BUT still you can focus on drinking with Rosaria away from me! If you would at least tell me where you’re going but no, instead of it i just hear from Diluc if we didn’t broke up because you’re always with everybody just not me! All i wanted was to be with you on your Birthday but instead you were with traveler on drink, i know it was YOUR birthday but i had gift for you and i really put my heart into it, but you didn’t even bother to come! I know i look selfish now... But i really love you and these past months you act like you don’t love me back... Maybe i’m just being dramatic.. but please if you don’t love me anymore then just say it..” The tears finally left your eyes and you looked on the ground. He then took your face into his hands ,,Why didn’t you tell me you feel like this earlier? Darling of course i love you, and if you want i will make time just for you.” He wiped a tear from your face with his thumb ,, I suppose that i wasn’t best boyfriend but i had somebody who would care for me like you do many years ago, and i didn’t realise that you feel like this. Believe me, i love you more than anything and i wish to spend whole eternity with you.” You looked at him, you couldn’t believe your ears. You kissed him and after a while he kissed you back. With heart filled with love and hope again you leaved with him back to home and after all this terrible months of almost no sleep you finally calmly fell asleep in his arms.

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