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Poems poems poems

Getting emotions out

I had the food

I chewed the food

I spit it out

I rinsed my mouth

Why do I still feel gu!lty?

I used up money

I watched my calories

I puk3d today

I walked away

Why do I still feel guilty??

Scroll through tumblr

Still filled with hunger

Did I eat today

Not a thing

Why am I f—k!ng maintaining???

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(No minors & block if you don’t like me ✨🫶🏻

This content is made to explain my person struggles and create an environment you can relate to

Love you 🫶🏻✨)

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Height: 5’4

Sw: 126lbs (57kg)

Cw: 113lbs (51kg)

Lw: 100lbs (45kg)

Hw: 130lbs (59kg)

See other posts for gw!!

#thinspø #tw ed ana #tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #tw vent #my rants #tw depressing thoughts #tw ed sheeran #fitbody #@na vent #vent post #poems on tumblr #ed poetry #ed poem

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I just realized I never have done an intro post!

Helloooo I’m Frankii or 🫶🏻Frank🫶🏻

✨ Im a very nature esc person ✨

Loves: Fairycore, Naturecore, Th!nsp°

I post about makeup art and my battle with an ed

(anything I post that’s negative includes a disclaimer that I DO NOT promote any kind of negative lifestyles, however I post my battles for relation and understanding)

You can support someone who is battling ed, sh, etc. without forcing recovery. Support and a slight push in the direction will suffice ✨

Everything will heal with time and care 🫶🏻✨

ANY MINORS WILL BE BLOCKED when seen if I am not blocked off of their pages already.

Please BLOCK do not REPORT

Again! I do not support unhealthy lifestyles

Anyone following my page has my entire support and friendship, feel free to message and rant if you have no one else to listen. We are here for each other.

Thank you for visiting my page, feel free to like, follow, repost if you like any of my posts or my style. ⭐️

Disclaimer for anyone below this point

Tw ed

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Stats:

Height: 5’4

SW: 126lbs (57kg)

CW: 115lbs (52kg)

GW1: 110lbs (49kg)

GW2: 100lbs (45kg)

UGW: 80lbs (36kg)

#thinspø #tw vent #intro post #blog intro #introduction #an4r3xia #tw ed ana #tw thinspi #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #about myself #bonespø

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Ever get that small boost of confidence that’s like “yeah- I know I’m on the right track keep going like this and I’m gonna be my dream come true”

The waist doesn’t even fit anymore ⭐️⭐️⭐️

(Again this is not pro nothing- this is my personal struggle being shared to relate

Just block me if you don’t like me ❤️)

#thinspø #tw vent #tw ed but not sheeran #tw thinspi #tw ed ana #tw ed sheeran #tw disordered thoughts #fitbody #disordered eating recovery #tw depressing thoughts #meanspø #⭐️ve #⭐️vation goals

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How are y’all hiding the fact you’re ⭐️ving around Easter dinner.. I’m going to be so sick

We never even celebrate- why now

(Again ranting through my own struggle- 0/10 do not recommend 😭🫡)

#tw thinspi #tw depressing thoughts #thinspø #tw ed ana #tw vent #tw ed but not sheeran #meanspø #an4r3xia

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I just saw a TikTok- “Oh no, your last 10 photos got leaked! What are they?”

Um no. I’d rather kms

#my rants #relatable #thoughts #thinspø #meanspø #tw vent #tw ed sheeran #tw depressing thoughts

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When your community won’t accept you if you don’t drink Red Bull or monster but the only energy you like is triple shot monster coffee-

200 cal vs 5 cal

5% fat vs 0%

47% added sugars vs 0%

YOU SEE MY PREDICAMENT?

If I drink it I get ins3cure

(Again this is my rant about MY struggles. For anyone to relate to me. This is NOT made to make anyone influenced.)

#fitbody #thinsperation #health facts #tw thinspi #thinspø #thoughts #my rants #personal rant #an4r3xia #tw ed ana #tw ed but not sheeran

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I’d like to make a note of my body- not just for myself but also to relate

(Side note: no matter how nice that report button is looking, people have different tr@um@ experiences. That needs to be understood. I have been in and out of recovery from many things bc a terrible household for 7 years. Ed, anxiety, sui, etc.. my account is made for people in similar experiences to relate and see me through the good times and the bad. Currently battling ed. This post is based on my stats)

Height 5’4

Sw 126lbs (57kg)

Cw 120lbs (54kg)

Gw 110lbs (50kg)

Gw(2) 100lbs (45kg)

Ugw 90-80lbs (40-36kg)

(I need points for the fact I attempted to translate to kg 🤣🤣 all by myself)

Again, in no way is this meant to be encouraging of bad habits

But to be a tr@um@ relation

Love you guys, take care of yourself.

Remember to drink water guys ❤️⭐️

#fitbody #my rants #fitness #stats #tw ed ana #an4r3xia #tw thinspi #thinspø #tw ed but not sheeran

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OKAY- I’m so anxious over this shit. I guess I’m focusing on the smaller things in life that are wrong rather than the big things that are wrong…. Trauma…

So here is the small shit I’m going through.

POINT 1: I ordered a new vanity off of a bidding website… I was stupid and decided that I was gonna go head to head to someone. By the end of it I ended up paying almost $40 more than what this exact vanity would be if I ordered it when it wasn’t already open and missing pieces on a bidding website…….. in my defense I didn’t know that much cost after you bought it. Point being. I bought this vanity and it ended up being more than a couple screws missing. Whole. Fucking. Boards. The fronts of drawers too!! Entire. Shelves.

Why.

+ it was packaged AWFUL.

Of course, I found this after I emptied out everything from my old vanity, and moved it to a separate room for other things. Therefore said ‘first room’ is a DISASTER. Messy all over. No room to walk in the ENTIRE place….. hence why I needed a bigger vanity in the first place. 

Point 2… I’m still flipping out over everything getting here on time. The comicon I would like to attend is on April 7 and my outfit for that comicon that I have gotten myself WAY too excited for could arrive April 6-8….. I might cry.

Kms

AHHHH

And my prom pieces to make my prom dress should arrive between now and the 10th I believe, maybe 12th. Prom is on the 20th…

Yes, my prom is 4/20.

Lastly- POINT 3… a weight ordeal. Please leave if you are a minor or easy to tw about ed

Been getting better slowly but also worse.. for example my particular struggle is sweets.

Its almost Easter and they are EVERYWHERE.

I’ve gotten in this bad habit of absolute WASTE. Taking a bite, chewing, spitting, and rinsing out my mouth.

It SUCKS.

Be careful out there humans and drink loads of water.

All done c: thanks for listening 🤣💅

#diy #outfits #my rants #rant post #mini rant #rant #anxitey #anxi4ty #anxious thoughts #thinsperation #thinspø #anor3c1a #tw ed but not sheeran #thoughts #tw thinspi #tw ed ana #@na vent #disordered eating recovery #fitbody #an4r3xia

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Me asf- who else relates

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"but there is something that happens when you are told you are too much. you begin to ask everyone, "how small would you like me?""

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Two things-

A) I just got paid today, which means I had about 24 hours to pay and order everything for prom and for comicon and pray I have enough.

Short answer- everything is possibly fine.

Long answer- I had enough to get all the prom tickets and my prom outfit. I also had enough to get my comicon outfit and tickets. However, my comicon outfit ranges from getting here the day before comicon….. and the day after it ends……. Help.

SHEIN HEAR MY CALLS-

Medusa. I have decided that I will fulfill my long bucket list dream of being Medusa!! Everything looks as if it will come together beautifully and I have wanted this for a long while.

Did I mention I’ve wanted to cosplay her since forever???

Because I have!

Comicon is my excuse. But if it comes THE DAY AFTER. I might flip. Ofc I’ll still wear it with friends in a group cosplay but JEEZ. I did my BEST to plan this out good. ITS NOT MY FAULT MY PAYCHECK HAS THIS TIMING….

B) I purged really bad today and I made myself so dizzy and sick. Please care for yourselves guys!! And drink loads of water, because work distracted me from it and I’m extremely dehydrated. Catch up with me!!

As far as prom goes, I’m making my own dress. Well- partly. I’m buying a dress but adding on loads of vines and flowers. Very nature fairy esk. My vibe ✨❤️



#diy #comicon #outfits #makeupart #makeup artist #cosplay #fitness #health and wellness #cosplay idea #my rants #rant post #mini rant