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SUNKILLER THEY COULD NEVER MAKE ME HATE YOU

Regulus had a crush on James since he was 11 but Barty had a crush on James since he was 6 when they were at some ministry event with their parents and James brought him a biscuit after watching his father scold him.

#sunkiller #barty crouch jr #james potter #marauders #regulus black #jegulus #I LOVE THEM #THEY ARE EVERYTHING TO ME #BARTY HAD TO SUPRESS HIS FEELINGS UNTIL HE MET EVAN #THEY HAD SEX AT LEAST A FEW TIMES #IT WAS EVERYTHING TO BARTY #UGH #THEY WERE FWB FOR A WHILE #I'M GONNA CRY #stop it #i love them so much #i love this #headcanon

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Johnny who's super awkward and touch-starved and Dally who doesn't initiate it but doesn't mind it when its him so Johnny's always clung to his side. Like 24/7 up on his arm or with a hand around his side, just always touching him. Asleep on the couch nestled in his shoulder, holding his hand when he's talking to another one of the gang, just always touching.

Dally wouldn't let another member side from Johnny within ten feet of him.

But it's Johnny.

#the outsiders #THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE READ AS PLATONIC #PLATONIC #I DO NOT SHIP DALLY

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This shit is like crack cocaine to me you do not understand

james who's such a good analyzer because he's used to looking for changes in behaviours and actions and tones because just what if it means they don't like him anymore?

#marauders era #james potter #the marauders #james is so real for this one #James needs a HUG bro #He deserves angst not cause I dont like him but because I'm projecting #I LOVE HIM #WHAT DO YOU MEAN “WHAT IF THAT MEANS THEY DON'T LIKE HIM ANYMORE”

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I stayed up for 29 hours went to bed and slept for 17 what is my life...

#marauders #the outsiders #idek anymore #im just a girl #im going insane

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I love it when people write things when they reblog my posts btw. Tell me what you thought of the post. Tell me what you had for breakfast. Tell me your deepest darkest secret. Write your grocery list, confess your love to the universe. Tell me how you like your coffee or about that cat that stopped in front of you on your morning walk.

I love to read anything and everything. Even if you have nothing to say about the post itself there is always something to talk about.

#marauders #the outsiders #mutuals #Targeted to everyone #life life life

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Shout out to all the notes-app poems, love letters, secrets, novels, diary entries, bucket lists and lyrics that were hurredly typed into people’s phones at 3am and then hidden from the world and forgotten. Maybe one day you’ll open the app and laugh at how pretentious you were, or maybe you’ll smile at that part of yourself that noone else saw

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ALL OF THEM YES YES YES.

"I love that James Potter variant" bicth, wich one???

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Regulus "Yeah. I'm gay. Why does that matter?" Black and James "Guys? No I don't like guys. What? No I just l, you know I'm not like that I'm not- it's different for me, alright? I can't be I just can't be. Of course I support you, Sirius But I'm... Not. I'm not. I really swear on it I, I swear it. It's too confusing. So what if I find no pleasure in women, maybe it's just a me thing maybe- Yeah okay I kissed a guy and it felt like a weight was lifted off of my chest but that doesn't mean that I'm... Okay sure, I feel romantic attraction toward someone and that someone happens to be a man but it isn't because it's a man it's- No you don't get it I can't be gay that's..too much change. I was supposed to be straight I was supposed to- I was supposed to be normal. Girls like me.. Why can't I like girls? Nobody hates me when I just like girls. Sure I don't really like them but it's easier to be with them. Yeah, maybe I'm only happy when I'm with him but society isn't happy when we're together so why bother, Sirius? Why bother being anything at all if it isn't something I'm not? The world wanted me to like girls so now I do. At least I'll try to. I'll force it down my throat if I have too it's just easier. It's more digestible for the rest of them that way. Okay yeah it hurts and yeah I feel like my entire earth is on fire in the worst way possible and yes I'm gay. Yeah. I'm gay alright? And I don't think I know how to be. I'm so sorry. I'm so fucking sorry. Why am I like this? Why-" Potter.

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#James Potter has internalized homophobia. #james potter #peter pettigrew #marauders #remus lupin #sirius black #regulus black #marauders era #james fleamont potter #James Potter supports everyone #James potter needs a HUG bro #james potter angst #sunseeker #starchaser #jegulus

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Me when I get overly excited to see someone preface smth with James feeling like he's going to go insane or he's going to break or he feels alone only for it to be about him watching Remus And Sirius be oblivious to eachothers love(I hate this) (I wanted my James Angst bro.)

#I ordered a side of fries not this BULLSHIT #marauders #james potter #peter pettigrew #remus lupin #sirius black #regulus black #marauders era #james fleamont potter #jegulus #james means so much to me #james potter angst #RAHHH

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I'm not big into purly but "Hear me out" has me on the FLOOR dude 😭😭😭😭

When pony first told the gang he liked curly he deadass had to preface by saying “ok guys hear me out”

They in fact did not hear him out

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things i noticed on my re-read:

- ponyboy has “almost—red hair.”

- johnny can’t say “boo to a goose.”

- ponyboy owes johnny 150$ from poker while they were in the church

- just a HILARIOUS quote “sent from heaven? had he gotten a good look at dallas?” ponyboy micheal curtis is hilarious and i don’t wanna hear anything else

- ponyboy isn’t like his parents, but his brothers are

- the curtis and shepard gang have a weird whistle that means “who’s there?” and people don’t talk about it enough

- dally called ponyboy “sleeping beauty.”

- soda’s letter to ponyboy had so many spelling and grammatical mistakes.

- dally had stubble when he went to get ponyboy and johnny “a stubble of colorless beard.”

- johnny’s crazy about drag races.

- dally thinks everything was cherry’s fault.

- dally has a cousin that lives in the area of the church, and told him it’d make a good hiding spot.

- johnny has a “deathly fear of cops.”

- jerry was too fat to climb through the church’s window.

- johnny was having fun in the church.

- soda wouldn’t quit messing with the reporters, he stole their hats and cameras, and even grabbed a cops gun.

- if johnny survived, he would’ve been crippled.

- two-bit’s mom said they should lock the door because of burglars, but darry just flexed his arms in response.

- two-bit was cleaning eggs off the floor after he knocked them off ponyboy’s pan.

- johnny would’ve been charged with manslaughter.

- soda went into darry’s closet to grab his jeans, and steve followed him in. apparently, “in a second, there was the general racket of a pillow fight.”

- two-bit’s mom is just like two-bit, except she isn’t lazy.

- randy’s thinking of leaving town.

- johnny and his mom look exactly the same, with black hair and big black eyes.

- the only difference is johnny has “fearful and sensitive” eyes, while her’s are “cheap and hard.”

- dallas looked out the window instead of at two-bit and ponyboy when he asked about johnny

- cherry had her hair up and she was wearing a ski jacket when she went to go meet the greasers.

- tim shepard has curly black hair and “smoldering” dark-blue eyes. he also has a scar from temple to chin because a “tramp” hit him with a broken soda bottle.

- tim accidentally stepped on ponyboy during the rumble.

- all johnny had ever wanted was for dallas to be proud of him.

- bob had the same smile as soda.

- greasers don’t eat in the school cafeteria.

- curly fell off from a telephone poll and he broke his arm. the face curly made was the same as sodapop’s when darry and ponyboy were fighting.

- when ponyboy wrote his theme, it didn’t hurt to think about johnny and dally.

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Sirius: So how’s fatherhood treating you?

Regulus: Good. I didn’t expect this much crying, though

Remus: Don’t worry, Reg, it’s normal for babies

Regulus: What? No, Harry is fine. I was talking about James

James, sobbing from the nursery: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!

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This is me with "He died violent and young and desperate. Just like we all knew he would someday."

me when “Sixteen years on the streets and you can learn a lot. But all the wrong things, not the things you want to learn. Sixteen years on the streets and you see a lot. But all the wrong sights, not the sights you want to see.“

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Johnny is the angel(In heaven) on Ponyboys shoulder and Dally is the Devil (In hell) on the other side.

People probably think he's fucking crazy when he starts talking to himself, his head whipping back and forth to either side as he tries to reason.

That's it. That's the post.

#the outsiders #ponyboy curtis #darry curtis #sodapop curtis #johnny cade #dallas winston #steve randle #two bit mathews #the outsiders 1983

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I wish people knew that when Im referring to "The Outsiders" I'm referring to the plot, and dialogue from the book but the characters from the movie. Minus Two Bit (they did him dirty.)

I'm mixing and matching pieces like it's all just one big polly pocket , You know?

#the outsiders #ponyboy curtis #darry curtis #sodapop curtis #johnny cade #dally winston #steve randle #two bit mathews #the outsiders 1983

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"Book Dally-"

BOOK DALLY HAD BLONDE HAIR.

BOOK DALLY HAD A LONG ELFISH FACE

BOOK DALLY HAD BIG ASS EARS.

BOOK DALLY IS NOT MATT DILLON.

#the outsiders #ponyboy curtis #darry curtis #sodapop curtis #johnny cade #dallas winston #steve randle #two bit mathews