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Wanted to play around a bit with Pacs designs

#my art #voids gallery #qsmp pac #pactw #qsmp

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Tysm for the tag! never done one of these before so this'll be interesting!

Last Song: Ancient History - the crane wives (I'm a sucker for that song for many reasons pffff)

Fav Colors: mainly ourple. Gotta love a good purple!

Last movie/TV show: don't know if this would count but binged both seasons of the legend of vox machina (animated series) and it was a blast!

Sweet,Spicy or Savory: uhhh all of the above? really depends on what my body wants atm pffff

Relationship Status: Very gay for my partner <3

Last Google Search: Different minecraft mods for a modpack pfff

Current Obsessions: Still adore each of the qsmp creators so I hop through their streams a lot (and haven't stopped brainrotting about AU's) also critical role (have all 3 campaigns finished/caught up. So yeah tho currently drawing bells hells the most) also working my way through a bunch of dimension 20 content and still occasionally check in with the hermits and friends group as well!

Tagging! obviously participating is very /nf

@sourlemonjuice @seriouslycalamitous @lutraviolet @demizorua

Nine people I'd like to get to know better

WOOPS I did not have time to do this for the past like, week but I've been wanting to bc I love silly little memes like this. Tytyty @ithillia for the tag :3

Last song: All Our Bruised Bodies And The Whole Heart Shrinks by La Dispute (It makes me think about Fives and it hurts so fucking much) 

Favorite colour: GREEN!! and also blue 

Last movie/TV Show: TCW of course, I had a Bad Autism Time™️ and my gf put on the fucking Umbara Arc to calm me down. It worked like a charm what the fuck is wrong w me lmfaooo. 

Sweet/Spicy/Savory: All of the above but spice hurts me. I do it anyway tho, mama raised a little bitch but she didn't raise a quitter lmfaoo. 

Relationship status: So fuckin down bad for my girlfriend hhh 

Last thing you googled: fuckjgn AO3 LMAOOO 

Current obsession: clonesclonesclonesclones forever. I haven't had a special interest/hyperfixation this deep since I was like 12-14 so like this is one of the most important things in my life tbh. Specifically like thinking about how their culture would work, and their solidarity, internal conflicts, shared trauma and how that would relate to those things. Their ideas about personal and cultural identity and how that would vary individually. Things like how their upbringing must have felt, how that affected them and who they became later in life, the things they're taught vs what they truly come to believe once they're out on the field, the psychological effects of O66 on the clones who survived and the devastating impact it must have had- Bro stop me or I'll keep going forever like. I'm in deep and tbh? I wouldn't change it for the world. 

NPT: LMFAO bold of this title to assume that I know 9 people on this site, or am brave enough to tag ppl I haven't talked to often fhsjdmksmf SO if you see this consider yourself tagged. Yes, You. idc if we've never talked It's probably bc I'm too baby, so (unless u don't feel like it) do it 👀 also @mamuzzy and @whatislifewithoutangst if y'all haven't already and wanna do this here u go! 

#speaking void #void mumbling #tag game

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Some murder mystery au doodles with these 2! Genuinely adore the concept of the AU and of course who can say no to a buff dude in a dress!

AU by: @seriouslycalamitous AU Co-Creators: @sourlemonjuice and Pastel

#fitpac #hideduo #murder mystery au #detective pac #widow fitmc #voids gallery #qsmp au #if i got the au credit wrong #please let me know!!!! #but look at them gays pfffff #also #tw blood #cw blood #for the second image mainly pfffff #also there may or may not be lipstick marks on someone in the second image #who am i to say pffff

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SOLUTION TO BEING MUCH TO SCARED TO TALK TO MUTUALS:

FUgkin..... hit em with ur paws......

#reblog #yeah pfffff

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I love their friendship so much, also very happy to have figured out an fcg design that works for a more expression/cartoony style! We love a lil rock'n'role content

#critical role #critical role fanart #my art #fcg critical role #ashton greymoore #voids gallery #theee booiiiisss #few friend's of mine and me came up with a fun lil headcanon #and that is that during the crook house days #those 2 KEPT stealing clothes #like fcg doesnt have any #but ashton does #and so does milo pffffff #so yeah #constant clothe sterling in that house pffff

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Some soft morning cuddles hideduo. I was so excited to add little richas and Ramon to this!

#qsmp #qsmp pac #qsmp fitmc #qsmp fitpac #hideduo #fitpac #qsmp ramón #qsmp richarlyson #i love this little family so much #my art #voids gallery

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Some soft morning cuddles hideduo. I was so excited to add little richas and Ramon to this!

#qsmp #qsmp pac #qsmp fitmc #qsmp fitpac #hideduo #fitpac #qsmp ramón #qsmp richarlyson #i love this little family so much #my art #voids gallery

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I wanna talk about Tubbo and Phil

I know there's some strong opinions from many on either character so I wanna share some thoughts on their relationship from someone who's watched both for a LONG time (way way before qsmp).

Tubbos and Phil's relationship kinda is, the closest I can get to explaining is is Bads and Foolishs, by that i mean is that at first glance you would not necessarily think these 2 had the dynamic they actually DO have. It's easy to get swept up in their banter and chaotic messing with eachother or in the way they mostly communicate through jokes and teasing but those 2 TRUST eachother a LOT.

I'm gonna try to not bring the kids into this cause obviously they don't have the knowledge we as the audience do in this sense, but Phil is not someone who trusts easy, the closets one he has to fully being honest with is Fit and even he doesn't know everything. But Phil trusts capabilities, that's why he trusts Fit so much cause he knows the other veteran is incredibly capable. To bring this back to Tubbo, Phil knows that Tubbo is INCREDIBLY capable and smart, he knows the kid is talented, hard working and determined beyond believe. But those who know Phil also know he's just not good at showing this, but believe me when I say he thinks incredibly highly of Tubbos capabilities.

Tubbo is someone Phil trusts relentlessly, even if he sometimes gets things wrong about him as a character it is never with any malicious intent and he sees that kid as family, meaning he'll do everything to help him if called.

Now to Tubbo, tubbo is interesting because his trust is rare, at least his FULL trust is. Obviously he has people he relies on more than others but true transparent trust is something he really only has with the eggs. He does have people he trusts, he just doesn't want/like to rely on others and it's kinda weaving into his need to be the one that people rely on. Now for me I definitely think Tubbo thinks of Phil as a friend, no doubt about it. And I feel like he's also very aware of how Phil works, a lot more so than others (definitely due to their long term irl friendship too). Tubbo knows where Phil's strengths lie and when he can just ask him for tips or advice, Tubbo knows Phil is reliable when called for, Tubbo knows Phil does not talk about his relationships or emotions a lot. Tubbo has been on the receiving end of a few things no other had to see from Phil yet, Tubbo was one of the only ones who during Purgatory got shown how Phil lost all hope in himself and for his kids (seeing in him being genuinely shocked Tubbo was still fighting for them too), But he also got to see how even with that doubt Phil would never leave someone behind he sees as his flock. Phil sacrificed his wings for Tubbo and both know he'd do it again a thousand times over.

Another moment I like to take as example is very early day of Tubbo joining, it's funny cause u can definitely see a like mentor/apprentice vibe which quickly fizzles out once Tubbo finds his footing in what he is good at. A moment that has always stuck out to me though is the kids disappearance day and those leading up to it. Tubbo was responsible for Chayanne and Tallulah during that time (quick side note, Phil's instant trust with those 2 for Tubbo is HUGE especially the fact that Phil knew Tubbo would take his explanations of how to be there for Tallulah seriously) and once the realization hit Tubbo kinda went into this dooming mindset, he saw himself as a failure and was worried about losing the fact that Phil relied on him, basically afraid of losing his usefulness, he spiraled and was terrified of Phil's response but when it actually came to that day? Phil was nothing but instantly understanding, reassured Tubbo, never lost trust in him with the kids down the line and showed Tubbo where his anger truly falls. It was such a simple moment but Neither have lost any trust in the other when it comes to absolute necessity.

And I think that's where a lot of their headbutting or appeared distrust comes from cause those 2 don't want nor like to rely on others. They're used to being the ones that are relied on! But when it comes down to it, when it comes to push and shove they know the other is someone they could rely on in a heartbeat (when I say necessity I mean necessity btw, like full on life or death)

Because when the people who do not ask for help need to ask for help you know shits bad, and it's a little easier when the person you know is so similar yet so different from you that you're aware this will never be talked about again, it's easier to ignore the heaviness if you've gotten used to hide it with banter and jokes. But a flock will never leave eachother down, even if they don't say it.

(Also Tubbo logging out infront of Phil today and Phil wanting to prank him with a spawn trap only to go "I was gonna put Lava here, but he can't die so no I'm not gonna be a dick" is something like, once Phil is aware of something he instantly adjusts to it, he asked for Tubbos equipment before bringing him a boss mob to fight, gave him food during it etc. Cause again once both are aware of something they do instantly jump in or adjust to it)

#qsmp #qsmp tubbo #qsmp philza #qsmp analysis #look i love them both so much #both stubbornly self sacrificial people pfffff #they both have so much wrong with them #and often need things spelled out for them #but once theyre aware they do everything they can to help #hardcore duo

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While working on a bigger project I found some time to sketch some designs based on the mc event pac and fit played in a while ago! The cleric/healing angel as well as warlock/greedy lich vibes are just too good.

#my art #voids gallery #pactw #fitmc #qsmp au

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I participated in a gift exchange Event hosted by @hermbi-discord and these were the 2 Gifts I made!

#my art #voids gallery #critical role #bells hells #the mighty nein #yasha nydoorin #beauregard lionett #mollymauk tealeaf #ashton greymoore #orym of the air ashari #dorian storm

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Thoughts on a hideduo-centric 60’s murder mystery au???

(Came up with this idea with Pastel and Calam on twt :) )

Also extra sketches

#reblog #missfit archives #I love this so much omg #did fit kill his husband? naaaahhhh totally not! #and if he did Pac definitely hasnt seen all the signs that point to it #and what if he blinked at a good time for some proof to disappear #its fit! wdym! #he would never! #and if he did it was definitely validated #no red flags or signs of murder here YEP #pfffff #Cellbit having to deal with his co detectives incomprehensible notes too #hes so tired of these 2 #at this point he wouldnt even care if fit admitted it #he'd help them cover it at this point pfffff #hes just tired of the headache of messy notes and things not making sense #qsmp fitpac

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First time drawing critical role campaign 3 stuff and I have fallen in love with these 2! They're such fun little guys

#my art #voids gallery #critical role #bells hells #ashton greymoore #fcg critical role #fcg

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There's something I haven't been able to forget since watching yesterday's Phil stream and its pretty self indulgent but God.

Let me explain.

Chayanne fought Phil over the course of 3 days right? He obviously got some breaks since he had a sleeping bag set up but by the amount of blood on the ground, the soreness of Phil's body and the blood covering Chayanne (which in my eyes that's Phil's and not Chayanne's).

I'm curious, or I'd like to think that Techno was with Chayanne during that time, he's the blood God so do you think Phil occasionally came back to himself and thought he was staring at his oldest friend due to the blood that covered the face.

Do you think Chayanne was doubting himself, loosing his stance, getting exhausted but each time he did there were strong arms holding his up, strategies being whispered in his ears and a chant that fueled him with confidence echoing through the air.

He'd hear a cocky laugh when the ender king had to take a break, he'd hear teases about how his father had become an old man and sloppy fighter but each insult and joke was filled with nothing but care for the crow.

And chayanne knows the stories, knows the man that helped him find his urge to fight. He's known the stories of techno since his dad's adopted him, and he always knew he'd have the protection of him deep down.

So while he feels awful there's a smile creeping over his face at a new drop of blood he manages to draw, he knows who he's fighting, and he knows that this is what he's meant to do. He gains his confidence in his footings and begins to repeate the teases the wind whispers out loud.

Because this isn't his dad he is fighting.

Because this isn't a God worthy

Because he is a child bound to the blood God by nature.

And he is one of us

#qsmp #qsmp theory #speaking void #void mumbling #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne

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The main reason why I started campaign 2 was because I utterly fell in love with the dynamic these 2 had

#my art #voids gallery #critical role #nott the brave #caleb widogast #the mighty nein

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Imagine you're Bagi

Imagine you know this man, he lives across the river.

You've known him to be nothing but kind when he offers you advice, help and items. You see him be praised as an amazing father confidently taking care of 2 eggs, never asking or needing help to keep them fed.

His house is comforting and he always keeps his doors open to your and your friends antics.

Then suddenly you're confronted with his suffering, seeing his body split apart and a substance that looks like the void itself pouring from him, he doesn't mention it. Moves like it's not even there, there's no fear in his eyes.

But his kids look at you with tears prickling at the corners of theirs, begging for help or something.

Then, then you hear them argue, this man you've known by nothing but laughter and warmth and kindness and smiles sounds broken as he apologizes to his daughter, who you know loves him, for yelling at her.

You can't even imagine the sound of his voice yelling.

There's silence for a bit and suddenly those kids return. Scratched, bruised, tear stained faces staring at you looking guilty for even attempting to find someone to talk to.

And they tell you a lot, they're confused themselves about most of it.

They tell you how this man who you've only seen hug raised his sword at them with a purpose, tell you how the man who's voice rings with laughter spat venom at them through words he decided to lace with poison.

Tell you they've been haunted and hunted for so long that they don't even bother saying a time frame.

And you stare at these 2 kids, and the currently empty home of the man across the river who's been Nothing but joy and kindness and warmth and comfort and you wonder.

How long has he been suffering under it all

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp bagi #qsmp analysis #speaking void #void mumbling #text post

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What's insane to me is that even after all this. Pac and Mike are still as inseparable as ever. Is the bond they used to share less there? Of fucking course but there's no way it didn't spark back to life at least a little bit when they reunited.

Mike staring at fit from afar only to feel a slight buzz pull him to the left where a beet red pac is walking along the beach, both of their minds humming in that very familiar sync once they hug for the first time in months. And neither of them say it but Mike can feel the nervousness and there's an instant understanding of what fit means to pac, it's less obviously. And he needs to get filled in by Ramon on a lot he'd usually be able to figure out through the link they had, but the buzz is there, slowly.

Pac is a little more worried, the normal buzz he was so used to from Mike feels different fundamentally changed and he wonders if that's what Mike felt the first time he got kidnapped and came back different. He doesn't point it out but the worry and fear that the small hum of Mike sends down his spine and it's something he hides with a smile for now, maybe he just needs some more time to heal.

They were separated, still are to some extent. But they'll always be 2 halves of a whole, 2 bodies sharing a shared soul. Friends through everything. And are only truly whole once they had the chance to let that familiarity of their other half buzz through them again.

Even if it's changed.

#qsmp #qsmp pac #qsmp mike #qsmp tazercraft #void mumbling #my thoughts about them go SO much deeper #but this is what i got now #im so glad to see them together again #as nuts as they tend to be KKKKK

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YOOOOO YOUR QSMP ART’S IN THE MUSEUM :DDDDD

Yeah!!! It's been a WILD thing to witness people see it and have someone like Mike or Fit point out specific details I never expected people to notice pffff.

I've been VERY happy about it to the point where it took me a whole day to realize it was actually my art I saw on Mike's stream pffff the support on the drawing has been crazy as well so I've just been very grateful for it!

#speaking void #void mumbling #its been a trip for me irl pffff #some of my friends got to see me process this live KKKKL #but ty for telling me!!!!!