kakuryuminn

[kakuryuminn]

Hi! I love reading all of your Mammon angst stories! Each one of them is beautiful and so sad and I love it! I was wondering if you could do a story with Lucifer accidentally hurting/killing Mammon in a fit of uncontrolled rage then realizing what he did. If you’re busy with other things and/or don’t want to write this, then it’s perfectly fine. Everything you make is glorious regardless! Thank you for listening!

Hello! Sorry it took quite a while. I just opened my tumblr hehe. And of course! I'll do it. I have been pretty bored lately and experiencing writers block so, this would be a nice warmup! Thank you for loving my fics<333

Ps: short as fuck and not many details in it. Hope you guys enjoy!

UNINTENTIONAL

Tw: Violence, Blood, life and death situation, comatose, trauma

Lucifer, the avatar of pride, the eldest of the seven, glared at the lower rank demons that are on his way.

His red eyes glowing fiercely, as he balled his hands in a fist. He walked at the hallway, every step he took made a cracking sound at the wooden floor.

He don't want to see anyone right now. Whether it may be one of his brothers, one of his closest friends, he wants to be completely alone in this moment.

Because lucifer doesn't know, when or where he will lose his temper and lash out at some random stranger. Or worse, kill them with his rage.

"But this will be a complete fail!" A noble shouted as they slammed their hands onto the table, making some of the teacups shake.

"Please do not worry about the outcome, for lucifer, my right hand demon will be incharge of this business." Diavolo smiled reassuringly at the demon. Lucifer could tell that the demon prince is getting impatient by the constant questions about this project they are proposing.

"Hah!" The demon scoffed, jamming a finger at lucifer and turning to the others with a mocking smile. "Have you gone mad, prince?! This is the same person who ruined our first project!"

Lucifer's brows knitted in annoyance. He decided to speak and put this annoying fucker on his place. "Excuse me? Weren't you the one who begged me to give you the first project? And what did you do to the fund we raised? Spent it on useless things saying it could help our project." He took a sip of his tea and glanced at diavolo, checking if he is going to stop lucifer.

Seeing as he didn't, lucifer continued. "It didn't help and just ruined our project completely. We didn't even sue you. So who do you think you are accusing?"

The noble shut his mouth and sat down, grumbling things under his breath.

Half an hour had passed, and they were all dismissed from the meeting.

Lucifer walked through the palace corridors. He turned, but stopped when he heard familiar voices.

"I mean, how can prince diavolo make that fallen angel his right hand?!"

Lucifer halts.

"Yes! I mean, a fallen angel as his right hand? Ugh, it feels like he's belittling us."

Lucifer glared.

"I mean, can't you see his brothers also?" The demons snickered. One that made lucifer feel anger.

"No wonder they couldn't save their pathetic sister from her tragic love story!!" They all laughed out loud, and Lucifer's eyes darkened.

This was the last straw.

He flung the door open, the demons inside flinching and turning to him in a snap. All fearful of the demon in front of them.

Lucifer stood at the middle, wings flapped open as he looked at them one by one. If a glare can kill, lucifer will have to deal with a bloody aftermath.

"...!"

Lucifer dashed so fast and lifted his fists, but before his punch can hit the demons face, someone had pulled the noble demon to the side, causing for lucifer to punch the wall and made a huge hole that would take days to renovate.

"You-!" Lucifer was about to attack again, but he was held back by diavolo, who ordered him to back out and follow him.

It took them a hard time to get lucifer to go outside of the castle because he was lashing and cursing like crazy. He curses everyone who laughed at his brothers. He curses everyone who laughed at his sister.

He want them dead.

Diavolo opened the door to his car, lucifer came out, fists clenched hard that it wouldn't surprise diavolo if there's blood that's dripping. He glared at the doorframe to his home.

Driven by anger, lucifer walked towards their house without bidding goodbye to the butler and the demon prince. He slammed the door open, walls that surrounds the door cracked. He walked inside, and shut the door so loudly diavolo swear he heard the handle broke.

Lucifer could hear a few steps. He looked up the stairs, and glared at the demon(s).

Asmodeus, beelzebub, satan, belphegor, and levi were all huddled, staring at him. Some were nervous, one is amused, and some were worried.

Lucifer walked at the opposite stair, not breaking eye contact with his brothers. He stopped when he reached the top, and scanned all of them. Levi flinched when he saw a chuck of the railing fall.

"Mammon. Where is he?" Lucifer asked, anger obvious in his voice. He waited for them to answer, but he was out of patience. Lucifer gripped the rails, and threw a big chunk at their direction. Don't worry, he purposely let it miss.

"Woah!" Satan exclaimed, because it almost hit him. "What the actual fuck?" He said, turning to his demon form. "What the hell is up your ass this time?!"

"Satan-"

"Mammon. Where is he?" Lucifer repeated again. This time, with his demon form out too. "I won't repeat again. Where's that bastard?" He asked, again.

Now, the others thought that mammon was the reason of lucifers anger. Satan let out an annoyed 'tch' before turning to his original form. He crossed his arms, it seems like noone is willing to speak so he'll do it instead.

"That scumbag is working right now—"

Satan stopped talking when the door creaked open, and mammon walked in, sweaty and obviously tired.

"—Speaking of the demon, tadah." Satan scoffed and motioned his hands as if presenting a very treasured gift.

Mammon looked at them, eyes half lidded. He smiled tiredly. "Somethin' wrong?" He asked, voice hoarse.

Beelzebub looked at him in worry before giving him a mouthed 'goodluck'. The glutton demon dragged belphegor to their room despite his protests. Well, belphegor just wanted to insult his second eldest brother. Asmodeus followed suit, mumbling under his breath about his beauty sleep being interrupted. Levi dashed to his room in a hurry, after smirking at mammon. A mocking one.

Satan leaned in on the rails, looking at lucifer. The eldest is glaring daggers at mammon. Satan looked at mammon, and frowned when he looked so confused.

"Just a reminder, I'll be reading my favourite book so don't scream too loud." Satan warned, showing the book in his hands. "Or I'll shut you up enternally."

With that, satan walked out of the scene and mammon could hear the door opening and being slammed closed. Mammon sighed. What could he possibly did this time?

Mammon, despite not knowing what he did wrong, lifted both of his arms and closed his eyes. "Look, Im' one minute late to the curfew, and i aint' doin' anythin' this past few days. I don't know what ya want from me, but i sincerely just wanna' rest so can you please postpone the punishment til' tomorrow?" When all he received was silence, mammon opened his left eye to peak and oh boy how he almost pissed his pants.

There was lucifer, marching down with both his fist clenched and wings spread widely, mammon could hear a low growl.

The avatar of greed gulped.

"Y-yer scarin' me right now, luci..." He stepped backwards, his hands searching for the knob hurriedly, while glancing at his walking brother. He was marching and mammon felt like it was death coming to him.

"Fuck, where the hell—" He turned around, horror in his eyes when he found out the knob was broken and the door was locked because of magic.

Just as mammon turned his head to face lucifer, a harsh punch landed on his face and he screamed.

Satan gripped his book, his breath hitching when he heard another scream of pain. He sighed, flipping another page as he tried to ignore the countless screams of mammon for lucifer to stop.

He could hear crashing of things, and harsh coughing of mammon. He couldn't hear lucifer speak, though. He just heard kicking and he felt the eldest's power on and off.

"...just what did mammon do this time..." He said, worry lacing his voice. He sighed, flipping yet another page.

The screaming went on for hours and satan could swear he couldn't understand what he was he even reading. He slammed his book close and placed it on top of his desk.

He brought his hands to his face, a sigh of exhaustion and worry evident.

...

The screaming stopped.

Satan peaked from his fingers, staring at the ceiling. Is it over?

Satan stood up and opened his door with courage, but he halts when he heard an agonizing scream. A scream that didn't belong to the second oldest.

Satan ran.

Lucifer continued kicking the noble demons body, stepping on it's stomach and grinning when he heard it scream and wail.

You son of a bitch. Do you think you could talk to my family like that?

And finally, with one final kick to the stomach, the demon stopped screaming. The cries and begging for him to stop all vanished on thin air.

Lucifer breathed a heavy breath, backing away. He looked at his masterpiece, grinning like a maniac.

The black [white] hair of the demon was now messy. His green [blue] eyes now painted in a dull color, and his once graceful skin covered with his very own blood.

Lucifer's vision starts to blur, the anger inside him subsiding as his vision become clearer and clearer by the second that pass.

His breathing became stable, and he felt like it was his first time knowing who he was, why was he here.

Lucifer looked down at the blood in his hands and clothes, and to the demon he had just beat up.

His vision became cleared.

The black hair was replaced by white.

That made lucifer widen his eyes in fear and horror. With trembling legs, he stepped forward, and forward...

"...!"

There, in a pool of blood, lay mammon. Almost lifeless. His eyes opened wide, eyes becoming dull and tears flowed through them uncontrollably. Mammon's left hand at his stomach, his right hand bent in directions that made lucifer want to rip out his head and scream his lungs out.

Mammon coughed, weakly. Blood came out of his mouth, as his pupils barely moved. His gaze landed on lucifer.

"...L...c....fer-" He coughed again. Lucifer couldn't move. "W....y...?" Coughed blood. Again. "W...hy...ou...d...yo....do...is...?"

Lucifer fell to his knees, he dragged himself to mammon's side. "I-" I'm sorry. I didn't mean to do this, I'm sorry mammon.

With a final cough, mammon's vision turned black.

Lucifer shook him. Again, and again. He did not respond. Did not flinch. Did not breath.

And so,

Lucifer screamed.

The house of lamentation became quiet after that very same night. If one was to walk past the house, they would think that the seven avatars that lived there vanished to thin air.

Inside the house, through the quiet corridors, through the doors to the demons rooms, there lay mammon. Not moving, not waking up, not doing anything.

His body covered in stitches and bandages. An oxygen tank on his side that was probably the only reason he was alive.

Syringes on the table, wet towels, wet tissues in the trash can.

Outside of that room, six demons lay on their own beds, doing nothing but coping.

Doing everything they could ever do to forget this ever happened in their family.

To forget that mammon may die at any second and they wouldn't get to apologize. HE wouldn't get to apologize.

This went on for days. Days eventually turning into weeks, and weeks turning into months.

When mammon woke up, they all rushed to him. The five of them rushed to his side, asking if he was okay. But the avatar did not answer any of their questions. He only stared blankly at the wall infront of him, mouth slightly agape as he stared at it in horror. He didn't speak for a few months. And when he did speak, the only thing that came out of his mouth was a terrified scream as a familiar black hair and red eyed demon entered the room.

#mammon #mammon angst #obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me angst #obey me mammon #lucifer #lucifer angst #lucifer obey me #mammon im so sorry #satan obey me #I can't with myself anymore #leviathan #om! leviathan #om lucifer #om! asmodeus #om! belphegor #om! beelzebub #might kms

[kakuryuminn]

WE FELL, LIKE BIRDS THAT GOT SHOT IN THE SKY

Tw: Blood, a bit gore. Celestial war.

°What if, mammon died with lilith?

A/n: Kind of connected to my fic in ao3. Where mammon and lilith are siblings in the human world and are chosen to participate at the devildom exchange program. This story is about how they died together.

Celestial realm.

The once white and breathtaking place, now looks ruined. The green grass that angels sleep in, now covered in blood and corpes. The sky covered with a disgusting smell of blood.

That day was unforgettable in the celestial realm.

"Belphie!" The call of his name made the said angel turn around, with eyes widened. "Focus, this is a war!"

When he finally came back to his senses, he looked at the scene infront of him. Corpses, blooded wings, and angels fighting for their dear life.

"... Where's lilith?" Was the only thing he muttered, belphegor had a stern expression but his eyes held fear. "S-she's with Mammon."

Belphegor sighed, a sigh of relief. If she's with mammon, she'll be safe. After all, mammon is the fastest among them, he can protect lilith.

Despite that thought in mind, belphegor flew and searched for the two, asmodeus following behind him, blocking arrows with his spear. Belphegor spotted them at an open space. Beel, levi, and lucifer were a bit close to mammon and lilith. Beel and levi fought with angels after angels, while lucifer was up in the sky, dueling with multiple angels at once.

When belphegor saw that, he took one of his arrows and aimed at one of the angels lucifer was fighting with. The angel screamed and fell, his wings being covered in blood. Belphie could hear some angels yelling the fallen one's name. Screaming in anguish.

Belphegor winced. His hand shook while aiming at the angels. He didn't want to do this. But if he doesn't do it, if he don't kill, he will be killed instead. Or worse, one of his siblings may get killed.

Belphegor looked beneath him, he saw beel struggling to aim. He came down, flying to his twin to help him.

He was tired.

But he doesn't have a choice.

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"Lilith! On your back!" Mammon yelled at his sister, pointing a finger at her. Lilith was quick to move. She shifted around and grabbed her spear, before striking at the angel. It was a good aim.

Mammon flew to her and grabbed her arms, pulling her close. "Listen, you need to go to beel and belphie. You're not safe if you're with me." Well, that was true. Many angels gather around mammon and lucifer. Probably because they were the hardest ones to fight. "If you're with beel and belphie, you can have a strong protection. Are you listening, lilith?" He asked.

Lilith nodded hesitantly. "But how about you?" She asked, worry lacing her voice as her pupils shook. "Lilith." Mammon, once again called her name. But this time, sternly. "Your safety is the most important to me. Don't mind your older brother, i can take care of myself." He reassured, carressing her face and brushing off some of the hair. "You need to listen to me. GO!"

With a single push on the back, lilith flapped her wings wide and flew quickly to the twins. She looked back at mammon, but mammon only gave him a toothy grin, before turning his head around and running forward to the horde of angels. Mammon was fearless, striking every angel with his spear. No angel was spared with his speed.

A skill that even the eldest, from above gaze at him with a proud smile.

When lilith arrived at where her twins at, she looked back again, sighing in relief to see the white haired angel even smiling while fighting. Although she was sure it was a mocking smile.

"Lilith! Where's mammon?" Leviathan, the third eldest asked her. Lilith pointed at the hoard of angels, levi frowned. "He's not there..."

Only then did he see his brother when the angels covering him fell, he saw Mammon's blooded spear. Some of the red, disgusting liquid on his hair and body.

"He's really the same as lucifer. Very fearless even in times like this." Asmo said behind his brothers. Only a few angels came to their direction and fight them. The rest, fighting with lucifer and mammon.

They soon separated, asmo and levi leaving to help lucifer, leaving the triplets alone.

"We should help mammon." Beel told them, pointing at their older brother. Belphie and lilith nodded in agreement, beel being the one who first flew to mammon, belphie behind him, while lilith is behind belphie.

It was a bad decision.

When the three of them flew, they were unaware of multiple angels flying above with bows and arrows. There were 10 of them above.

Beel, belphie, and lilith didn't see them. The sound of metal clanking and screams echoed to their ears as they run.

But, a scream was heard.

"LILITH!" The sound of lucifer and mammon's voices. Lilith stopped. She looked behind her, horror in her eyes as she saw multiple arrows heading her way. She looked back, seeing beel carrying belphie as they both stared at her with clear fear and horror.

"Ah...Bee—"

It was too late. Lilith, the youngest. The only sister they have, was strucked by arrows after arrows. Her once white and beautiful wings, now ruined and blooded. She coughed blood.

Lucifer, was flying fastly, as the angels loaded arrows, pointing it at her direction. All while having cold and spite in their eyes.

Lucifer knows he won't make it. He won't, he won't, he won't—

"LILITH!!!!" Someone shoot past lucifer in an incredible speed, going to his sister in a flash.

He gasped. NO! NONONONONONONONONONO

Mammon went behind his wounded sister, he flapped his wings widely, before turning her sister around to face him. He hugged her, wrapping her wings around her for protection. As he close his eyes.

THWACK! THWACK! THWACK!

Mammon didn't know how many times he have been shot. He only felt pain as the arrows dug deep into his skin, blood oozing out.

He coughed, blood coming out of his mouth. He saw the silhouette of lucifer. His eyes were getting blurry.

The next thing he knew, he was falling. Falling while he hold lilith tightly in his arms, their broken wings feeling numb.

Mammon could hear lilith's breath hitch. She coughed.

"...mmon...?" She mumbled, lifting her face. She stared at him in horror before her eyes filled with tears. Mammon took the shot for her. He was the most damaged as she can see some of the tips of the arrows exposed in his chest.

Mammon's pupils gazed at her, his once blue eyes now dull. He held her tightly, the tie in her hair now loose as her hair followed the wind beautifully.

Mammon smiled at her. "Don't cry..." He told her, blood coming out of his mouth. He used the strength left in him to cradle her close. "Don't cry lilith..." He told her, kissing the crown of her head.

"... I'm sorry! B-because of me...Y-you-!"

"Shhh..."

Mammon opened his mouth, he wiped his sisters tears with his thumb. Some of the blood getting on lilith's cheek. "It's not your fault. Don't cry..."

It was warm.

He could feel the blood. It was warm.

He could also see lilith's pained expression as she wrapped her arms around mammon's neck. "Promise me...promise me that you'll be there—" She choked out. "Promise me that you'll wait for me in the afterlife, please mammon." She begged him. Mammon hates seeing his sister like this. He hates it.

"Of course. Of course I'll wait for you, hm?" He once again smiled, a smile that lilith loved and cherish.

"Lilith, i love you."

When mammon told her that, lilith cried more. She replied to him with an 'i love you too'. Hugging mammon for dear life.

"I'll rest now, okay? I'll hold you tight so you won't get hurt." Mammon carresed his sisters hair, he could smell the unpleasant devildom awaiting for them.

Lilith nodded and closed her eyes, breathing very slowly by the second that pass.

Mammon patted her back, luring her to sleep. Although, this sleep was eternal and not like when she was little.

The second Born's dull eyes blurred. But before they could shut close, he saw black hair and wings far more wider than his. He could see the silhouette of a hand reaching out to them.

Mammon smiled, it was lucifer. He hugged her sister close, she was getting cold now. Lilith would hate it. She hates being cold. Mammon cradled her sister more closer, her head on his chest.

"Wait for me, lilith..."

Mammon closed his eyes, feeling the peacefulness surrounding him. He could almost hear lilith's voice...

He wants to laugh.

Is this how birds feel when they got shot by humans and fell?

Perhaps, he can compare himself to a bird. A bird falling down from the sky.

Ah...

Lilith will be angry and lonely if he made her wait any longer.

...

#mammon #mammon angst #obey me shall we date #obey me angst #obey me #obey me mammon #lucifer angst #lucifer obey me #om! leviathan #om! asmodeus #om! beelzebub #om! belphegor #lilith obey me #the great celestial war #im sorry

[kakuryuminn]

SHATTERED

°Connected to my fic 'You killed me, in this place.°

Includes: Self blame.

A/n: I have read many michael headcannon. So, um. I have written Michaels personality here like that one hc i read. I don't actually remember it clearly, but it stated there that michael never really want to talk about mammon. (Uncomfortable? Idk.) So based off some of the scenes in that hc. I'm really bad at explaining. I hope you enjoy, thank you for reading!

"Michael."

Raphael called his name, there was sadness in his voice. An emotion rarely heard from the angel. "You should leave your room." He said, knocking three times. Raphael knew he could be heard from the other side of the door.

"You need to do your duties." He told him, knocking again. But this time, the knocking was not loud.

"Come out."

The room was silent, the seraphim laying on his bed could hear raphael sigh from the other side. A few minutes had gone pass, finally, he heard the sound of footsteps walking away.

Michael buried his face into his pillow, closing his eyes.

He couldn't find the strength to get up and do his work. He simply can't.

But why?

When he received the news, he was fine. He felt a little sad but that was it.

...

Or was it really?

...

Michael got up, he was now sitting in his bed. Both of his legs stretched, as he leaned at the headboard of his bed. Both of his arms limp at his side.

"Why am i like this...?" He questioned himself, laughing bitterly. "That child is no longer my brother. Why do i feel so shattered?" He laughed again, this time, a tear ran down his cheeks.

Michael stopped.

...

"I shouldn't have entrusted my brother to him..." Michael gritted his teeth, his words full of regret and spite. "I should've never let my brother under his wings..." He muttered again, clenching his hand.

...

What was the point of blaming that person? What was the point of regretting it all now?

...

Michael lifted his right arm, wiping off his tear. He should not cry. He is a well respected angel. He was once thought to let go of the past.

He should let go.

...

"Ya know, i think sunflowers suit ya, michael."

...

"Because it's yellow like yer eyes!" The child laughed.

...

Michael opened his eyes and looked at the mirror beside him, his heart being pulled when he saw how dull his eyes were. He looks like a total mess.

"...How laughable. It's not even close to those sunflowers." He laughed bitterly, there was spite and hatred in his voice.

He hates this feeling.

He hates how he was so affected.

He hates mammon.

He hates mammon for making him feel like this.

"That child really never did anything right." Michael said through gritted teeth, turning away from the mirror and curling to himself.

He closed his eyes, ignoring the aching pain growing in his chest. But it was no use.

For he hears that childs voice even in his head.

"Brother! I made a wreath for ya!"

...quiet.

"Do ya want to cut the bread in half?"

Go away.

"Are ya alright?"

Because of you, im not.

"Do ya feel pain, Michael?"

...

"Why do ya not want to hang out with me anymore?"

Stop.

"I want to be under Lucifers wing."

...Please stop.

"He understands me more than you do, i don't want to be your brother anymore!"

...

Why?

"What did you see in him that made you want to leave me?" Michael spoke in a shaky voice, his every word trembling. "Why do you trust him so much that you gave up being an angel just to follow him?"

He asked, and asked.

Up until now, he can't understand why. He could not understand why mammon had chosen lucifer, and not him. Not him, who was his real brother. Not him, who mammon saw when he opened his eyes. Not him, who taught mammon everything that he needs to know.

Deep down, michael knew why. Deep down in his heart, deep within his thoughts, there buried the answers to his questions.

It was because it was also him, who caused mammon a lot of pain.

...

Michael sometimes wonder, what would've happened if he had stopped his little brother to fall down with lucifer? If he had tried understanding him better, if he acted like a brother.

Would mammon, a demon that hold a special place in his heart, be alive to this day? Would he have spent every day seeing his brother smile brightly? Would he have saved mammon from that tragedy?

...

"Mammon has been declared dead. His lifeless body had been found in his cell, multiple curse seals were casted upon him. He had met his unfortunate death on the 15th."

It was the report he had received from simeon.

A report that he didn't know would shatter his heart. With every word, with every elegant stroke, it shattered a big part in his heart, turning it into pieces. Pieces that is impossible to be glued together.

Michael might come out of his room unbothered. He may come out of his room looking normal. He may come out of his room without a single hint of sadness in his eyes. He may come out of his room with a smile on his face.

But they would never know what happened inside this big room, where he slept, and work. They wouldn't know the tears he had shed every time he remembers mammon. They wouldn't know the anguish and longing he felt. They wouldn't know the sadness that lie deep down in his smile.

They wouldn't know that his heart had been shattered.

They wouldn't...

#mammon #mammon angst #obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me angst #obey me mammon #lucifer #lucifer angst #mammon im so sorry #lucifer obey me #Michael obey me #michael angst #yo

[kakuryuminn]

GOLDEN RING

[Story i wrote on ao3.]

He met him again.

In a different place. Lucifer recognize him still. Even though he may look and age different, but lucifer knew it was him.

To his way of speaking, to his hair, shape of face, his voice— it was him.

It was mammon, who left them years ago. It was the same mammon he loved and hurt. The mammon he misses to death. Mammon, his first brother, the first one to trust and love lucifer.

There was no doubt...

-

"Fresh vegetables! Young man, would you like to buy? It's cheaper and the vegetables are freshly picked!"

"Hey, would it be better if i buy a big loaf of bread or...."

"Look mom! That looks delicious, can we buy please?"

Lucifer's brows knitted together, annoyed by the noise. It really is loud here in the human world.

Lucifer checked his watch, he still have 2 hours here in the human world before going back to the devildom. He sighed, wanting to go home already. If it weren't for diavolo forcing him to 'relax' for 4 days here in the human world, he wouldn't be here. That prince was so concerned of lucifer all the time ever since that happened.

He don't get it why diavolo's best choice was the human realm. And to make things worse, the house lucifer is currently staying at is close to a village. Yes, maybe it is convenient for him that he is near the village. But, what lucifer hates the most is, it is noisy every morning. Like right now. Diavolo's plan for him to 'relax' is a fail. Because yeah, he sleeps early because he has no work to do. But his sleep is still not complete because he gets waken up by loud engines, voices- Dear diavolo lucifer just dislike it here.

The people are kind, which he was glad. But overall, he dislike this place.

"Young child, would you like to take a look at these accessories this old woman is selling?." Lucifer paused. He turned around, about to decline and say he is quite busy but stopped. He looked down at the accessories, almost all of them are colored gold. "These aren't really pure gold. Only a small amount is in there." The woman added.

Lucifer picked a small ring from the accessories, staring at it intensely.

"Ah, that ring." The old woman giggled. "A man gave that to me years ago, he said i would make a good fortune out of it since it's made of pure gold." She laughed, remembering the memory. "Although i didn't believe it was with pure gold, I accepted it because it is an act of kindness."

"Do you find it interesting?"

Lucifer slightly smiled at the woman. A half-hearted smile.

"How much is this?" He asked, getting his wallet.

"Ah, it cost 100 coins but since you're the only one who took an interest of it, i can give it to you for 60." The woman smiled at him, a gesture which lucifer returned. He placed the money in the womans hand and said a simple thank you before going on his way.

"Ah, young man, this is 500 coins! It is too muc..." The woman trailed off, looking around to see that the man he was talking to dissapeared.

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Lucifer walked to the village, his pace slow.

He lifted the ring, holding it with his two fingers. He observed it once again. It was no doubt that this ring belongs to his brother. After all, how can lucifer not recognize it when he was the one who gave it to him in the first place?

He never thought he would find something so precious in the human world...

Lucifer brought the ring to his lips, and closed his eyes.

"A ring? Why a ring? Come on big bro, can't i take cash instead? Its much more convenient for me instead of a ring ya know." Mammon whined, not accepting the ring lucifer was giving him.

"Do you really not want it? If so, it's better to throw it away then." Lucifer frowned, upset of his younger brothers reply.

"Wha?! Im' just jokin'! Give me the ring, I'll just keep it." Mammon hurriedly snatched the ring out of Lucifer's hand and put it in his pockets. "Ya can't take this away from me now, bye lucifer!"

It was a memory years ago yet he could still remember it clearly. Ever since that happened, lucifer had tried to recall every memories with mammon. He tried to recall all the good memories, and not the bad ones. Not the ones where all he does is punish mammon.

...

He wonders,

Did mammon, even for a moment...recalled those happy memories with him? Can mammon still remember those days, when his family is loving, caring- and not the ones where he felt like he would die in their hands?

Did he reminisce good memories before he—

Lucifer opened his eyes in a flash, breathing heavily. He had been thinking so deeply, and he almost recalled that memory he was trying to get rid off.

...

Right...

The sole reason of diavolo sending him to the human world, is to forget that happened. To let his mind be free from those memories, which may ruin his mental health.

Lucifer held the ring close to his chest, before putting it inside his pocket.

He sighed, bringing himself together. He shouldn't waste his time like this.

Lucifer continued walking, his eyes looking at the road instead of his front. He kept walking, trying not to bump into humans on his way.

He is supposed to meet diavolo and barbatos at the forest near the village. He don't want to do anything anymore anyways. So he will just wait there alone for the two demons to come and open the portal so he could go home.

He needs to rest at their house now. All he wants is to clear his mind in his room. Doing whatever there is to do just to forget about it even for an hour.

He can't stay here at the human world any longer.

All he wants is to—

"Mister, ya dropped somethin'."

A warm, gentle tug on Lucifer's clothes and he froze. He felt the world stop as he trembled in a way he couldn't describe.

"Mister? Ya dropped a ring on yer way."

Lucifer slowly looked down, and he could feel his heart shatter into pieces when he saw the appearance of the child.

White hair, big brown round eyes that always held curiousity.

He may look different, but lucifer knew it was him.

He was small, and if lucifer were to guess his age, he was around 3. The child looked at the ring and stared at it intensely. "Woah, gold!" He cheered with enthusiasm.

"Oh...?"

Even after the child started talking, lucifer stood there frozen still. He was trembling slightly at the sight infront of him. He couldn't believe it...He simply couldn't...

"The name is similar to mine!"

"Mister, can i take it instead?" The child looked at him with big, pleading eyes and lucifer couldn't even describe the pain in his already shattered heart when the child asked him that. All he could do to answer was nod.

The child beamed with joy, but before he could even say thank you, someone called his name.

"Mon! What did i tell you about running away?!" A taller and a more matured boy came, hugging the child's small body gently. He brushed the hair in the child's eyes.

"Luis! Luis! This mister gave me a ring!" The boy named luis looked at lucifer, he was a bit intimidated by how tall he is and how red his eyes were. The taller one lifted the white haired child, and bowed to lucifer. "Im sorry my little brother must have bothered you, do you want the ring back, sir?"

Lucifer opened his mouth, and closed it again. Clenching his hand, lucifer turned his back at the two boys, leaving the question unanswered. He walked fast, ignoring the calls of the two children.

It seems like he don't need to be worried anymore...

Lucifer entered the forest in a hurry, going to the deepest as the voices inside his head grew louder and louder.

He stopped and stood Infront of the biggest tree in the forest. He lifted his head, lucifer was a mess.

Shortly after he arrived, a circle of light appeared before him, mixed with purple and black. There stepped out the two demons he was waiting for. Lucifer only looked down, not wanting to see diavolo nor barbatos gaze. He was afraid, that they would see his teary eyes.

Lucifer walked towards the portal, he was glad that the two demons seems to understand that he doesn't want to talk for now.

Drops of water fell before the light engulf them.

He is going home, to where his family are. To where his loved ones are. To his family that he built,

and destroyed.

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It seems like i do not need to worry anymore. I can see that you're safe.

I'm sorry, mammon. Only now i understand your feelings. I'm sorry if i have been so ignorant.

Heaven have given you another chance in life. It hurts me to know that you are no longer by my side, but i know you will only be hurt if you stay with me and the others.

Be happy, my younger brother.

Be happy and do anything you want in your new life.

You shouldn't see this sinful brother of yours that brought you the most pain.

Live to the fullest, and may we never meet again.

#mammon #obey me shall we date #mammon angst #obey me #obey me angst #obey me mammon #lucifer #lucifer angst #mammon im so sorry

[kakuryuminn]

I want to ask so badly for an aftermath of you killed me, in this place but I'd be content with an explanation of Lucifer's thoughts finding out Mammon died. I really hate him with a passion in this story. Like why would he think Mammon would survive in such a harsh place 😭 They even cut out his tongue. And his audacity to say he'll treat him better. I wish Mammon could've let him know his thoughts and hatred towards him. Like maybe somehow Lucifer got to see into Mammon's memories ajdjwkkdd. I love your work. I'm a big Yuki Mura simp 😂

I WAS THE ONE TO BLAME

Tw: Gore, self blame. This story can have disturbing topics.

Hello! And sure, that sounds like an interesting idea! I'll try to write.it exactly how you requested it to, but I'm apologizing in advance if anything changes!

Thank you for loving my work, and I love you all!

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The house of lamentation was quiet. No sound was evident inside the house. No talking loudly, no things getting destroyed every second, no chaos.

There was no chaos.

Because the demons that lives in this house are in their rooms, drowning with their tears.

But except for one.

Except for the very demon that made this happen.

Except for lucifer.

The avatar of pride— the eldest of the seven six demon brothers. The demon with such beauty. The once angel that was gods favourite. The lucifer who was mammon's older brother.

...

Lucifer was laying on his bed, on his demon form. Wings spread out in the mattress. His arm was covering his eyes, as the other hand stayed limp beside him.

"I do not...have the rights to cry." Lucifer mumbled, his words shaky as he tried his best to blink away his tears. He turned to his side, still covering his face the best he could.

He never once thought he would kill another sibling.

That he would make one of his siblings suffer all alone again, painfully enduring it all when it was lucifers fault.

He never thought...that it was mammon he was going to lose.

Lucifers breath hitched, as he remembered what diavolo told to all of them. He remembered how his brothers widen their eyes in disbelief, and turned to him. Wishing it was all a joke.

He remembered it so clearly, the lifeless body of mammon. Laying in the mattress, covered with a blanket. He remembered the way his blood went cold, after seeing mammon.

He remembered it all.

And most of all, he remembered barbatos words.

"Mammon died due to extreme internal and external injuries. Even if we came a little sooner, he wouldn't make it." Barbatos spoke with sadness, telling lucifer and his brothers the horrific news. "We...found some of his body parts scattered around the cell. And..." Barbatos hesitated with his words. "We found multiple curse seals inside his body."

Lucifer wants to scream when he heard all of that. He wanted to destroy everything around him when he heard the horror mammon went through.

"I was at fault..."

Lucifer couldnt stop his tears anymore.

They flowed down his cheeks uncontrollably, as his head throbbed painfully.

"Im sorry, im sorry..." He sobbed, not caring about his pride. "My baby brother, my poor brother..."

If he weren't such a fool, mammon would still be here.

If he just let the incident slide, mammon would still be here.

"You stole again from the demon lords castle?!" Lucifer yelled at his brother who was shaking in the corner, with fearful eyes and tears. "When will you learn?!"

Silence engulfed the room, as his words from before echoed in his ears.

"Maybe if i sent you to a place where you will be severely punished, you will be disciplined."

"I was wrong! I was wrong, mammon-!"

Lucifer choked out the words, screaming and thrashing in his bed.

He felt his heart broke into a million pieces, thinking of just how much mammon hates him. The brother he promised to protect, the very first brother he had, he was gone.

Gone and he will never come back.

"Lucifer! Lucifer i was wrong about stealing! Please, dont sent me there—" Mammon pleaded to his brother, crying on his knees as he tried to convince lucifer not to send him in 'that' place. "Please...Im scared."

If he had known much- if he had thought about it carefully, it wouldnt be like this.

If only he chose to punish mammon the same way and not like this, if only he payed more attention to him and loved him openly- none of this would've happened.

He doesn't deserve mammon.

He could never deserve that sweet and loving brother.

Oh,

If only he could go back in time...

He would love him openly, and never let him go.

He would,

He would.

"Father, if you are hearing me right now..." Lucifer said, his hands trembling as he clasped his hands together, closing his eyes like he used to.

"Please grant this sinful son one last wish." He breathed heavily, feeling the pain in his heart growing. "Make mammon hate me to the fullest, and create a new life for him."

"A life without a brother like me. A life where there is no lucifer."

#Boutta fail my exams just like how lucifer failed mammon #Mammon #sad mammon #mammon #mammon angst #obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me angst #obey me mammon #lucifer #lucifer angst #mammon and lucifer #fuck this shit im out

[kakuryuminn]

YOU KILLED ME, IN THIS PLACE.

Tw: Gore, blood, character death

A/n: Hello everyone! It's been a few months since I last posted, yeah? I'm sorry for that, I totally forgot I have Tumblr. This is a random idea I had. No backstory. I couldnt post it on ao3 because it is short.

I don't know when I'll post asmodeus chapter but I'll try. I hope you'll like this one shot!

Ps: To the anonymous person that sent a request, yes, I can make it. I'll try to post it:)))

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Drip...

The sounds of dropping water from the ceiling echoed in the small, quiet cell. 

Drip...

Heavy breathing could be heard, as the chains shackle and rub against each other, making an annoying noise.

Drip...

Dull eyes gazed into the floor, staring at the blood trickling down from his thighs. 

Drip...

He was nearing his end. 

It was finally the moment he had been waiting for. 

The avatar of greed, Mammon. Was inside this disgusting cell, his wrists and feet chained. Fresh scars visible in his body, as he hung his head low. 

Drip...

The sound of footsteps caught mammon's attention. He tried to move his pupils to atleast look at the door, but failed to do so. 

Hah...Why would he even look at it? It's not like he can see anything. It was a covered cell. Protected by magic.

"Mammon...?" A familiar voice called, one that made mammon's heart clench.

It was the voice he had missed so much...

But also the voice he had hated the moment he was sent here.

"Are...are you alright?"

Mammon would laugh if only he could at that question. Him? Alright? They were the one who sent him here. They very well know what kind of prison they sent their brother to. They knew punishment here.

"Are you sleeping?"

Im dying

He wants to say that. He badly wants to say that. But how could he do it? When his tongue is cut off?

When his only working sense is his hearing and vision?

"I'm sorry." Lucifer trailed off, his voice sounded hurt. "I'm sorry I know you're in pain." 

I am.

If only you know how much pain I'm feeling.

Mammon could only answer in his thoughts.

"But I have no choice." Mammon wants to laugh because of that. No choice? No choice but to send his brother here? His brother, who only acted on his sin? "In two more months, you're able to get out of here." 

Im dead by that time.

"I promise, that I'll be good to you." He sounds so positive, huh? So positive to believe that mammon will get out of here.

Mammon badly wants to punch lucifer. To tell him how big of a jerk he was, and how mammon hates him more than anything right now. 

Drip...

Lucifers voice was getting fainter and fainter...

Mammon was drifting away, slowly.

Mammon's role was finally over.

His brothers, had gotten stronger now. So strong that they don't need him anymore. So strong that it was easy for them to just throw him away. 

To throw the one who took care of them and raised them. 

It was so easy for them.

Yet it was hard for mammon to do the same.

Mammon let out a faint breath, his vision was getting all blurry. 

"I'll go then, my baby brother."

Please don't

Don't do it

Dont do it

LUCIFER!

"I don't wish to die alone..."

#mammon #mammon angst #obey me shall we date #obey me #obey me angst #Lucifer obey me #demon brothers

[kakuryuminn]

THE LITTLE DEMON AND HIS OLDER BROTHER

Made by: yuki_mura

Grammatical errors ahead!

A/n: Hello! Satan's part is already finished! I haven't posted for a very long time because of my exams. Oh, and I received a request to make a background on how mammon died. I'm still writing it:DD

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"Do you love me?" A child voice asked, lifting his head to look at his older brother. Mammon, who was sitting beside the chair holding a story book looked at him, confused by the question.

"of course I do. But why did you ask?" The older had asked, putting the book down on his lap. He inched his chair forward. "Tan, is there a problem?" Mammon questioned, his angelic eyes perfectly shone together with the moon as satan stared in awe.

His brother was truly like an angel. Satan don't understand why he was a demon...

"It's nothing. Something just bothered me." The child said, smiling slightly at his brother. Mammon returned the smile back, grabbing the story book and stood up. "How about the great mammon sleep together with you?"

Satan couldnt help but roll his eyes, giggling when his older brother went to his side, suddenly carrying him before laying down with satan on his chest.

"do you still want the story?" Mammon asked, staring at his younger brothers big green eyes.

Satan nodded, climbing down his brothers big chest to mammon's side. Mammon smile did not falter when he lifted the book in hand, opening the first page.

Satan was beginning to drift to sleep, his soft snores indicating that he was close to sleeping.

He read the sentences so graceful, delivering the story to satan with so much care and love in his voice.

For a moment, satan felt a kiss on the forehead.

".....night, tan."

And so, satan smiled.

×

A cold breeze past by, the window making a creaking sound when it slightly opened due to the air. The demon slowly opened his eyes, his vision still blurry.

Satan only stared outside. It was far more different that it normally was. The outside was... terrible.

Everything was gloomy and annoying.

It was unbearable.

Satan's focus quickly snapped out when he heard the flipping of page because of the wind. He looked down, his glossy eyes staring at the book.

How long was he in here? Did he fall asleep when reading a book?

The wind blew by for the third time, flipping yet another page from the book.

"The little princess and her stepmother."

Satan read the title of the book in his mind, biting his lower lip when he remembered why he brought that book with him.

It was...

The first story mammon has ever read him. It was the story that both him and his older brother loved.

Satan opened the book, his breath hitching as he was met with nostalgia.

"the little princess and her stepmother." Mammon said in a caring tone, flipping the page of the book.

Satan flipped a page, his fingers brushing through the old picture of the characters.

"The little princess was born without a mother." The demon continued. "Her father, the king don't want anything from her." The little satan followed his brothers words, reading mammon's lips. "The only person she has was her stepmother."

"The stepmother has a daughter, but don't like the little princess." Satan read out loud. Flipping yet another page, he ignored the clenching of his heart.

"The stepmother was very fond of the little princess. And so, she tried to get close to her." Satan perked up at the mention of the word 'close.' "why does the stepmother want to get close with the little princess? They are not related?" He asked. Mammon chuckled at his little brothers question. "Maybe the stepmother sees herself on the little princess?"

"By the time flew by, the little princess felt love again in the hands of her stepmother."

As a kid, satan didn't understand why mammon liked this story so much. But I guess, it did have some familiar scenes similar to them. The blond haired demon smiled, remembering the times mammon had told his little self how he love this book. Because despite it being beginning with a happy start, it was...

"But it didn't last." Mammon's tone dropped, slightly frowing. "The little princess grew up to be a smart young lady." Mammon continued. "But as time pass, she became ashamed of her already old and weak stepmother."

Satan stopped reading for a while, as he took a breath. A very deep breath.

"S-she started belittling her stepmother, making her stepmother sad." Some of the words cracked as he spoke, steadying his posture to stay focused on the story.

"By the time, the stepmother got to the point where she was extremely sick." Mammon spoke in a saddened voice. The little demon laying in bed only watched his brother read the book in sadness as he didn't understand why he felt that way.

Satan flipped a page. "Eventually, the stepmother died without even seeing one of her children. Especially, the princess she raised as her own." Satan was nearing the end of the book. After all, it was such a short story for kids.

"...The princess heard the news and cried." Mammon stated. "She hurriedly went to the castle and when she saw his stepmother on her bed, not moving nor breathing..."

"She apologized for her actions all this time, shouting and screaming on how cruel she was to the stepmother..." Satan spoke, his voice beginning to fade as he lowered his head.

The story...

Was far too familiar.

"The princess became lonely, with noone by her side." Mammon caressed his little brothers cheek, smiling as he turned his focus again on the book. "She remembered all the memories they had, as she flipped through the books her stepmother once read when she was little."

A drop fell.

A water drop.

Satan, who was always composed and unbothered, was crying.

Because of a book.

"Tan-Tan..."

Satan wiped his cheeks with his finger, but little did it not stopped the water coming out of his eyes uncontrollably.

"you...will not end up like this little princess, alright?" The little demon was half asleep. He didn't understand what his beloved older brother was saying. But even so, he smiled.

And nodded.

Satan could feel his hand tremble, as he reminisce the memories he had with his brother. With this little book, in the same room, same time, But it was different. Because the story teller isn't here anymore.

It was just satan.

Alone.

"...Im sorry I couldnt keep my promise until the end." He managed to choke out between sobs.

A breeze of wind blew by, but this time, it was different.

It was warm.

So lovely...

"Are you telling me to not blame myself?" Satan chuckled. He closed the book and leaned in on his headboard. He hugged the book tightly in his chest. He was starting to fall asleep again.

Well, maybe it's fine.

Maybe...

He'll even meet mammon there...

His brother...

A tear fell down satan's cheeks, as he smiled in his sleep.

"Tan-Tan. I love you."

"I love you too!"

#mammon angst #obey me #mammon #obey me angst #obey me shall we date #obey me mammon #satan #satan angst #i love this omg #satan regretting his life decisions? hell yeah #mammon im so sorry