my mom just came into my room and said to me
“I want you to be everything I’m not.”
Oh my god I want to cry so much?? ???
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Life will always suck for someone like me. Each day feels more unbearable than the last and I don’t know if I can bear tomorrow. Me and my boyfriend aren’t together anymore, although we are still platonic pals, we aren’t in love anymore. Well, he isn’t, I am, terribly so. And each day we talk, while I’m healing, I get hurt by something he says relating to our relationship, even if it’s something good, I realize how badly I failed him. It’s unfair, especially since last night he said something I wished he did a long time ago. “I hurt you, that hurts me too, very much. I care about you.” Now that my worst fear has happened (him not loving me anymore) I have gained a new fear of losing him for good. Maybe not even just that, but that I might realize I truly took it all for granted.
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my future tattoo ideas… will probably be adding shading and sparkles for that official hoochie mama 2000’s tat
I seriously have tattoo fever, which is bad because I want to become a runway model. But how can you tell me no? I would love more hand/finger tats…get “sin miedo” on my side palms…probably get dots on my finger tips and more tiny symbols inside of my fingers. Oh and definitely “Babydoll” or “made of love” is being placed on the top back of my neck (if that makes any sense)… and possibly something right on my collarbone…and a Orchid on my ankle…and other tats on my ankles/feet.
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