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Hi everyone! Long time no talk, so much has happened in my life over the last several years! I graduated from pharmacy school and became a pharmacist, trained for 2 years following my graduation and I'm now working as a mental health pharmacist in the pacific northwest, serving our veteran population! :)
Over the past few months, I became a Host in the community and a Twitch Stream Mod, and I've made so many awesome friends and people to play with!
We play a HUGE variety of games! These include horror games, MOBAs, FPS, Party Games, MMORPGs and more! Some of the games that we regularly play include:
League of Legends
Splitgate
7 Days to Die
Phasmophobia
Dead by Daylight
Among Us
Fall Guys
Minecraft
Dungeons and Dragons
Jackbox
Apex Legends
AND MORE!
We regularly host tournaments with CASH PRIZES and we are dedicated to maintaining a positive, no-drama, non-toxic atmosphere.
I discovered the owner on TikTok, (check out his videos at https://www.tiktok.com/@ryan_and_snoop) and thought he had a great message and mission that he was working on! No one should game alone!
He wears these awesome pink kitty headphones, so of course, I had to follow! (Also, he gives AMAZING motivational speeches, check out his twitch here! https://www.twitch.tv/ryanandsnoop)
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Ahh, I had SO MANY IDEAS so of course I had to put it down in writing!
GOM + Kasamatsu reactions to having an indirect kiss with their crush - Part 1 (Akashi, Midorima, Aomine)
Akashi
Sitting quietly on the tatami mat, Akashi’s gaze was focused on the shoji board that was set up in front of him. He had just taken a sip of his tea when you had burst into the room, face flushed and sweat beading along your hairline as you panted, leaning against the doorframe.
‘I’m so sorry I’m late!!!”
Not missing a single beat or showing any sort of surprise, Akashi calmly set the teacup back down, folding his arms as he smiled serenely at you. “It’s no problem, _____.”
“Sensei wanted to chat with me about one of the assignments, then we just started chatting about the show that was on TV last night…”
You were too busy smoothing down your flyaway hairs and the skirt of your uniform to notice that Akashi was watching you with an uncharacteristic warmth in his eyes. Not that he’d be explicitly admitting to it so easily anytime soon, but he truly looked forward to the games of shoji the two of you played together.
“I’m going to definitely impress you today, Akashi-kun!” You stated confidently, sitting down across the board. “I’m been practicing a whole lot!”
“We shall see.” Akashi responded diplomatically, nudging the board slightly so it was set exactly in the middle between the two of you.
The air grew thick with tension as the two of you began, Akashi murmuring words of praise as he saw that you were indeed putting his teaching into practice, managing to stay ahead of him for most of the match. However, he had no intent to let go of this pastime with you anytime soon, so he enjoyed the look of frustration on your face as he cleanly delivered a strategic response to your tactics.
“Not again…!” You sighed, tapping your fingers against your side as you studied the board intently.
His next words died in his throat as he watched you absentmindedly pick up the teacup-his teacup, that his lips had touched-and bring it up to your lips. You were clearly focused on the match and had accidentally grabbed the wrong cup.
“Oh, this is really delicious!”
Akashi felt his mouth grow dry, his mind clearly conjuring other ideas of what exactly you were referring to as being delicious…
Midorima
“Mido-kun!! Is that what I think it is???”
Grabbing the cup out of the green-haired shooter’s hands, you stared at it in wonder. “How long did you have to line up for this?”
“It was my lucky item, so of course I had Takao acquire it.”
“Don’t even get me started, _____-chan.” The point guard groaned, his head resting atop his folded arms. “I had to wake up so early to get to the store, and there were already people there!”
The item in question was a new offering at one of the most popular bubble tea shops in the area, and unfortunately it was a daily limited-item selection. There was no way, with your constant need for the most sleep you could manage in a day and the fact that your parents had been less than impressed with your begging to take off a day of school to try what you had referred to as the “elixir of the gods” for you to even get a taste of it.
You stared longingly at the drink, Midorima easily understanding the look of desperation in your eyes. He had tried it, but didn’t find it much to write home about-but, nonetheless, he had to have it on his person.
Unconsciously, your tongue had darted out and swept across your lips, and Midorima felt his breath catch in his throat at the sight of your wet lips, the lips that had been recently haunting his thoughts.
His fingers gripped the edges of his desk before he adjusted his glasses, as nonchalantly as possible as he cleared his throat.
“_____. If you’d like, I can certainly share-“
“Then try it if you want, _____-chan!” Takao raised his hand, pushing the drink right up against your mouth. “It’s too sweet for Shin-chan, so he’s probably not going to be able to finish it!”
“W-Wait, but I didn’t even ask if it’s okay-!”
A smattering of red bloomed across Midorima’s cheeks as he realized that your lips were touching exactly where his lips were earlier.
“T-That’s acceptable.” He managed to eek out as he tilted his gaze to the left, avoiding the knowing look Takao was sending his way.
“Thanks so much Mido-kun, you’re the best!!”
He wasn’t sure if he wanted to slap Takao or begrudgingly thank him for his antics.
Aomine
“Satsuki, hand me the juice.” Aomine muttered, one arm slung over his eyes as he yawned. It was lunchtime, the sun was nice outside…perfect time for a nap. He’d been too lazy to go buy his food himself, and despite the multitude of complaints from the pink-haired manager, she still acted as a courier for his drinks and snacks.
“Oh, actually it’s _____, Aomine-kun.”
Aomine’s eyes widened at the sound of your voice, his body immediately reacting as he jerked himself into a sitting position. The sun was directly shining into his eyes as he swore under his breath, feeling slight whiplash from how quickly he righted himself. “What the fuck?!”
You smiled sheepishly as you climbed the ladder to the top of the roof, gesturing to the bag held in you left hand. “Momoi-chan was called away for something, so I volunteered to drop stuff off for you.”
Aomine rubbed the back of his neck nervously, clearing his throat. “Ah, you didn’t have to do that…”
“No worries! I actually wanted to find this secret spot you were talking about!” You were about to sit down before you hesitated. “Well, if it’s okay for me to be here, or I can leave…”
“N-No, you can stay!” Aomine cringed as he listened to the way he stuttered-he was acting like some kindergartener kid with a crush on the cutest girl in the school.
“Oh, perfect!” You brightened up immediately, plopping down next to Aomine, completely ignoring the way his cheeks flushed slightly as you brushed up against him. “I feel so honored to be here! I can see why you like it, it’s quiet, and warm…perfect for a nap.”
“Yeah, I suppose…” Clearing his throat, Aomine busied himself with digging through the bag and fishing out the drinks. “Uh, thanks for bringing all of this.” Trying to hide his embarrassment, he opened one of the drinks, easily chugging down half of its contents.
“You’re welcome! Oh, but…” You pout, swiping the bottle out of his hands. “That was the one I wanted to try!”
Before he even had a chance to say anything, you had already placed the bottle to your lips, helping yourself to the drink. “Oh, this is delicious!”
Aomine’s mouth gaped open slightly as he watched how you licked your lips before handing the bottle back to him. “It was delicious, Aomine-kun~"
I know I have been inactive for a long fricking time, and I am so sorry! Long story short, the last few months have been insane as I've been trying to finish up my 2nd year pharmacy residency program. I'm happy to say that as of Friday I have officially graduated! Yay!
So what does that mean?
1. I will be moving back home tomorrow and hopefully by Tuesday-Wednesday I will be back in my normal schedule, and taking a few weeks break before starting at my new job!
2. I anticipate having more time in the next few weeks to actually sit down and do some writing (I really appreciate everyone that's stuck around and those that continue to share and reblog my works, ya'll the MVP)
so TL;DR I'll be starting back writing again in the next few weeks and hopefully have some more time once I start my actual job and not be thrust into the chaos that is residency again!! Thank you to all who have kept sending in prompts, to keep things fair I'm going to go down from the very bottom and look at the ones that were submitted yoinks ago.
I will focus on ones that I have inspiration for, but will go in an older to newer fashion!
Ello Ello! Hi! I'm the anon that asked for the depressed/stressed!reader x GoM. Thank you SO much for doing that request. It made my day when I read your masterpiece! Sorry for wasting your time!
I’m glad you enjoyed it anon, and you have nothing to apologize for!! If it made you feel better, then it was a worthy use of time!!!
Oh gosh, I have so many that I like!! One that I really like is “Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.” I tried to find who was the one who said it, but all I could find is that it’s apparently taken from an Irish tombstone.
2. Age
I turned 26 this year! Aka I have to get my own health insurance after this year, lol...
And, here is part two of the request!! You can read part one here!
Again, for anyone who is struggling or needs help, PLEASE call the National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 800-273-8255
GOM Comforting Depressed/Stressed Reader - Part Two: Kise, Murasakibara, Kuroko
Kise
Kise has no concept of personal space most times, so imagine that on steroids if he notices that you’ve been stressed out or depressed
He genuinely wants to make sure that you’re okay all the time, so he sticks to your side like glue
Of course, this causes you to worry that he’s not properly doing his modeling job or his other responsibilities
Which makes you feel even more stressed out, and so this cycle can often lead you to subconsciously shun your boyfriend
I can definitely see Kise as someone who would realize that he made a mistake and be that guy who goes to your house at night with a boombox way over his head and blast out some type of song and beg for your forgiveness
And at the end of the day, his eagerness and kindness always wins you over
Also the whole neighborhood would probably kill you if their sleep kept being disturbed so the easiest way to shut him up would be to run downstairs and kiss him (and take away the boombox)
Kise would be sad that he was making you more stressed out, so the two of you develop a way to share each other’s calendars
And Kise would definitely make an effort to stay in touch with you more and doing his daily check ins on you, but respect your space if you ask him for it (good communication is key!)
But it totally doesn’t stop him from gushing about his “adorable _____-cchi” during his interviews
“My girlfriend is just the cutest!! I love it whenever she waits for me to get done with my shoots and waits outside for me, all bundled up in her coat and scarf!”
“Uh…Kise-san, we were asking about your goals for the future…”
Murasakibara
Murasakibara is used to just crushing his problems and getting rid of them
So he worries that someone or something was what made you feel sad, and offers to go crush someone’s head
The sentiment is sweet, but you explain to him that sometimes, you feel down and it can be out of nowhere
I can see Murasakibara walking around, not really paying much attention-and after bumping into several people, Himuro finally asks him what’s going on
And gives him tips for how to cheer you up and support you
Be ready for lots of cuddles and lots of just Murasakibara draping himself over you, hugging you from the back
His warmth is really all that you need at times, and you feel safe whenever he’s protecting you.
Murasakibara is a good listener, and will let you just vent and get your feelings all out. Under his normal facade, he does worry about you and wants to make sure that you’re doing well and healthy
So he’ll make an effort to go out and see you and visit you if he feels you sound really sad over the phone, and without fail, just having him by your side does wonders for your mood.
“I’m strong, so _____-chin can tell me all her worries.” Murasakibara says, rubbing your back as you sniffle into his chest. “And I’ll help carry them for _____-chin.”
Kuroko
Kuroko is always very sensitive to your feelings, and he can notice if you’re more distracted than usual because you may not always notice him beside you
Your pace is a bit slower, and there’s something off in your tone that the phantom can immediately notice.
I can see Kuroko seeking guidance if he feels like he doesn’t know the best way to approach it; he wants to give you space, but worries that maybe you’re wanting him to reach out first
So I can imagine that one day at practice, he is deep in thought and the third-years get angry at him
“Kuroko, get your head in the game!!!”
“I can’t, coach.”
“What do you mean I can’t???” “I’m thinking about my girlfriend.”
Cue everyone being shocked, since they knew just how strong the relationship between you two were
So of course, practice is on hold while they all brainstorm ideas together
“_____.” You see Kuroko’s hand reaching out to yours as you turn to look at him. You had been finishing up work in the classroom and were staying late.
“Ah, Tetsuya…”
“I’m worried about you, _____. Please let me know if there is anything I can do.” Kuroko simply asks, his baby-blue eyes fixed on your face, a small frown touching his lips.
“Just you being here means a lot to me.” You smile at him. “And…I’d love to talk more, but we do have an audience outside…”
The whole Seirin basketball team is crowded outside the door, watching the two of you. You don’t catch the look that Kuroko sends them, but whatever it was, it was enough to send the whole team running away.
“I’m just worried about the test that’s coming up…” “Let’s study together then, _____.” You blink at Kuroko slowly. “Um…Tetsuya, didn’t you fail-“ “I mean I will call Akashi and ask him to help us study.”
This is a good question, I had to think about it for a while! I’ll pick something deeper that I think most people don’t know about me. It’s that I really don’t like it when people complain about having to be “politically correct”-I genuinely think that people should not be assholes and that you never know how people feel about different things, so I don’t think it’s wrong to err on the side of caution about what you say and how you say it. I think society as a whole can stand to be a little nicer even if for some people it seems “silly”.
And also that I’m in therapy! It’s not something I really try to hide, but I usually don’t go around telling people I am, but I will bring it up if I feel that any of my patients or friends may benefit from considering it.
88. What do you fear the most?
Another good question! I am TERRIFIED of spiders, to the point where I used to feel like I got panic attacks whenever I would see one and especially if it was out of nowhere. On a more serious note, I fear that the people in my life who do or say nice things for me are secretly laughing behind my back or doing it as a joke. I think this is a result of having some deep-seated issues from back when I was bullied when I was younger, and trust issues and feeling more secure in my relationships is something I’m actively working on through therapy.
I am so sorry to hear that you’re going through a rough time in life right now, Anon!!! Please stay safe and if you have any dark thoughts and think you might be wanting to hurt yourself, please reach out for help.
National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 800-273-8255
GOM Comforting Depressed/Stressed Reader - Part One: Akashi, Midorima, Aomine
Akashi
Very intuitive and easily notices when you seem more distracted or stressed out-he knows you don’t like to make a big deal out of it.
So in very Akashi-like fashion, he simply observes you and tries to make things easier for you wherever he can
He’ll show you his support in small, understated ways-he’ll hold your hand whenever he’s close to you, squeezing your hand and giving you the softest smile when you finally turn to look at him
You always joke about how he’s such a gentleman all the time, so get prepared for ultra-super gentleman Akashi
Lifting the back of your hand to his lips and kissing it gently, brushing your hair and tucking it behind your ear
He’ll lean in and whisper compliments, just simple ones-about how lovely you look today, even more lovely than the day before
He doesn’t push you to tell him what’s going on, but waits for you to confide in him if you’re ready to. Sharing the burden is always something that he reminds you he’s ready to do.
Just his comforting, steadfast presence in your life is enough for you to curl up in his arms and tell him about your fears, sadness, and anything that’s stressing you out
He hums gently in your ear as he rocks you in his lap, something that he recalls his mother doing for him when he was little
And the next day, your smile is brighter than ever, gaze shining with confidence as you skip into the room, greeting him with a spirited peck on the lips.
“I always wish to be your safe haven, my Empress.” Akashi murmurs into your ear, his fingertips lightly brushing away the tears from your eyes as if flicking the morning dew off a flowers’ leaves. “No matter what stands in your way, I will always be there for you-as your protector, as your confident, and as the person who loves you the most in this world.”
Midorima
Although this tsundere really isn’t the best at showing emotions, he deeply cares for you and will notice if you seem off, or sad
Your responses to him aren’t as snarky or laced with sarcasm, and he can easily notice if it seems like you’re not being as clingy
He notices one of your habits of how you try to hold yourself together, your fingers digging into your arms whenever you don’t think he’s paying attention.
The lucky item of the day is a frog plushie, so he makes sure to purchase it for you and sticks it into your bag when you’re not paying attention
What you don’t notice is that he’s also slipped a note that he’s written alongside the plushie
When you get home that day, you empty out your bag to find the rather adorable looking stuffed frog-and a folded up piece of paper
Opening it up, you immediately notice the neat handwriting that’s obviously Midorima’s
When you finish the note, you immediately dash out the door of your house, almost running smack right into your boyfriend who was waiting for you outside
And this time, he’s not even complaining when you cling to his arms and calling him “Shin-tan!!!”, his arms wrapping around your back as he clumsily pats your hair, his cheeks reddening as you bury yourself into his chest, saying how comforting he smells.
“When you read this, I’ll be standing right outside if you want to talk. No matter how long it takes, I’ll always be here for you.”
Aomine
He notices your stressed mood when you’re not even barely responding to his provocations, and his normal, joking offers of doing some sort of “special” activities
You’re so distracted that you don’t even notice his arms wrapping you from behind, his lips pressing against the side of your neck
“What’s wrong, babe?” Aomine murmurs against your skin, growing more worried as you continue to stay silent. “Am I trouble…?”
“No.” You reply, turning to look at him with a tired smile. “I’m just…tired.”
Even Momoi is worried at this point
“If I kiss her enough, do you think that’ll make her feel better?” “No, Ahomine!! You have to show her that you care about her!” Momoi scolds him
Aomine knows that you’re strong, even if you don’t feel like it yourself. He may be loud and joking most of the time, but he’s the one that knows you the best.
He can see how much work you put in to your studies and all that you do, even if everyone else thinks you’re some kind of genius. He knows just how much you’re working behind the scenes, when you confide in him that sometimes, you feel that you’re not enough.
Making an executive decision, Aomine gently closes your textbook before he tugs on your hand, ignoring your protests as he pulls you into somewhere that he swore he’d never, ever step foot in.
And soon enough, you’re laughing at the sight of several kittens crawling all over Aomine’s large frame, their claws gripping onto his sweater as they hang off of him.
For Aomine, just hearing you laugh again is enough to suffer through any embarrassment that he has to sit through, in the middle of a cutesy cat cafe.
“I’ll wear these for you today, but it’ll be your turn next time.” Aomine teases, slipping the dark-blue colored cat ears onto his head. “I’ve got all sorts of fun things planned for you, babe.”
Yes, this blog is active BUT I just suck at keeping up with requests because my life is ridiculously busy (I’m starting my research month for my residency and I have to go through records of about 348 patients and do analysis on them so adlfasflkjaflj)
Please feel free to send in requests still, so I’ll have them on hand-right now I’ve given up going in any sort of order (I do try to work up from the older requests but if I don’t have inspiration instead of struggling with them I’ll try and skip around to find one that I do have inspiration for and can write)
The one thing I never want to do is compromise quality for quantity, so I still try to take my time when writing to make sure the end product is something I’m proud of-unfortunately that’s just another way of saying I’m really slow lol >_<
Right now is thanksgiving so I’m giving myself the day off and trying to catch up on things I’ve been not able to catch up on, aka this blog!! I’m really sorry and I appreciate all your continued support <3
It is, I’m just really busy (currently a pharmacy resident and dying from all the work aha) and not super good at keeping up with writing, so sorry!!! OTL