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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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Toga x reader (platonic) FLUFF!
Cuddles with Togaaaaaa
Toga x reader (platonic) FLUFF
(trigger warning, y/n that feels worthless with degrading voices in their head, self harm, cursing)(fluff at the end)
(DON’T READ IF THIS WILL TRIGGER YOU)
A/NI couldn't find many Toga x reader platonic self harm specifically, so since I have absolutely nothing to do, I did this because yes, and I also needed it, and I'm tired of not writing fanfictions in my head lol ALSO, LAST WARNING IF YOU GET TRIGGERED BY THIS TYPE OF THING SCROLL OFF (sorry for seeming harsh, It's not yelling I swear, I hate yelling, just making sure my fellow mentally ill homies are alright)
I just sat there, the moonlight spilling through the small window in my room. It’s all I felt I could do. I was worthless. It felt like so much pressure was around me, making it harder and harder to breathe with every moment that passed by. I felt worthless, so, so worthless. I didn’t have the energy to cry, to even take a deep breath, to think. I just sat there, my mind a painful static, thoughtless and full of so many thoughts at the same time. It didn’t feel like it was in my control, a voice sounded in my head over and over again making my head hurt. ‘Useless, worthless, disgusting, stupid, waste of time’ over and over again. I just sat there, as always. I’m the most useless member of the league. I just sit here, unable to accomplish anything useful. I finally get the energy to move, my hand slowly moves towards my phone. The league got it for my birthday. Well, stole it..but the thought was worth it. Though, I’m not worth it. I plug in my earphones and turn on my favorite song, and put the volume on 100. It’s been so long. I’ve always used music to drown out the thoughts, I focus on the words in the song. However, sometimes I can be too late. The thoughts scream and yell over the music.
I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. Why do I deserve this? Why can’t I be like other people, going outside with their ‘happiness’. I’ve been under this cloud for so long I can’t remember what that word used to mean to me. I don’t know happiness. I only know the breaks I get from this loneliness mixed with distancing myself from others when my friends come help. I feel so guilty for deceiving them. Showing them that I’m doing alright. That’s not the truth. What happens behind closed doors is. I open my second drawer and pick up the blade. I know it’s not worth it, but it’s so fucking worth it at the same time. This pressure I feel around me. The pressure, the stress. The everything. It just goes away. Like that. The fresh blood seeps through the wound. I watch it intently. The way the blood seems to rush to the surface. The way the wound overflows. It’s addicting. Then seconds later, I feel guilt. So much guilt. I told Toga I’d try to stop. I can’t. I hate that I can’t.
I hear the door slowly creak open, and Toga sits next to me, on the side of my bed. I don’t meet her gaze. I’m ashamed. She talked in such a gentle voice. “You relapsed again? Don’t worry, It’s not your fault. Big sis Toga can handle this!”, she opened my nightstand and took out the medical wipes. She washed away all of the blood and followed it with cute band aids with heart markings and rainbows on them. “One last touch..”, she took out a sticker sheet and stuck a heart emoji above the wound. “Done! Now we can cuddle aaaaalllllll night, hm?”, she fluffed the pillows and smoothed out the blanket before helping me lay down facing towards her. She held me close and played with my hair as I cried in her arms, whispering sweet compliments. “Goodnight lil sis y/n, I hope you sleep well”
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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"I wasn't there for you.." Bakugou x Injured!reader
(female reader who has telekinesis quirk ((your quirk can only activate when you are calm))) L/N (your last name) (E/C your eye color)
WHAT IF: Instead of Deku, you were the one confronted by Shigaraki?
(USJ scene) You watched from afar as an unknown (crusty) blue haired villain reached for Tsu, you pushed your quirk to the max, boosting your flying speed. Using your quirk you managed to create a wall in front of the villain and rescue Deku, Tsu, and Mineta. You fly away almost as quickly as you arrived with bated breath and sweat dripping from everywhere it could, you were safe.
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Today was a very eventful day, you went to the mall with the baku squad. Though Bakugou protested, (like usual) you all went to the mall anyway. Though as soon as you arrived, Mina immediately stole you away from Bakugou and the others almost as if they weren’t even there and dragged you to a random shop with cute clothes.
In the end, she wanted to explore an entire clothing store and you wanted to go elsewhere so the 2 of you split up anyways, deciding to go your separate ways and meet back at the entrance when you were both done shopping. You were heading to an interesting shop when you heard a voice call out, “Hey, you’re that telekinesis kid from UA!”, a man in a black hoodie approached you and you cringed when he put an arm around your shoulder. “You were at that USJ incident too, what a coincidence.”, you struggled in his grasp fighting to get his arm off of you, obviously uncomfortable. “Or maybe it was.. fate.”, you finally got a glimpse of his face, it was him. Tomura Shigaraki. You flinched at the realization. “Oh, don’t be scared, just an old friend paying you a visit.”, “What do you want, Shigaraki..”, he smirked at you creepily, sneaking his hand to your neck. “I just want you to tell me everything you know about the UA schedules”, “Why would I tell you even if I did know? You’d just attack us again.”, “Well, that’s where your problem is, this one finger is what’s separating you from death. If I touched you with this last finger..”, he tauntingly tapped on your skin, “..your neck would disintegrate.”. He punctuated his sentence with a cold chuckle that sent shivers down your spine.
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Bakugou and Kirishima had finally left the rest of the squad to go find you. You were supposed to have met by the entrance by this time, but you were nowhere to be seen. Bakugou, though he said he was annoyed that you weren’t there, he had a terrible feeling of worry for you. He just felt it, it made his entire body cold and his arm hairs stand up. He and Kirishima were walking through the mall looking for you until they spotted you with Shigaraki, they didn’t know it yet though. “Hey, I found her, Kirishima. Eh? Who the hell’s that guy with his hand around her shoulder?! I’LL KILL EM’—”, Bakugou starts marching towards the both of you until Kirishima pulls him back. “Bakugou, I don’t think we should go over there..that’s..”.Bakugou takes a moment to focus on his face, and he too realizes that that’s Shigaraki Tomura. “Bakugou, I’ll call a hero, don’t do anything she could be in danger.”
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“Hmm..you’re sure that you don’t know anything?”, he threateningly diggs into your neck with his nails digging deeper with every word he says. “Yes..I’m sure, our teachers don’t tell us a-anything unless it’s a field trip or something..”, his grip on your neck is hellishly strong, nearly crushing your windpipe and only leaving air to talk. The tension rises and then suddenly he loosens up and eventually lets go. You take this time to use your quirk and slip a tracking device into his pocket using your telekinesis and run to Bakugou and Kirishima. When you look back he’s gone. “Did..did you call a hero?”, “Yeah, L/N, are you alright?”, “I can’t believe that bastard got away..I WAS GONNA BEAT HIS ASS!”, “I slipped a tracker onto him, we need to hurry. Do you know where Allmight is?”, Bakugou turned around with a smirk on his face, “That’s my L/N.”
The three of you made it outside where Denki, Sero, and Mina were waiting worriedly. Mina rushed to hug you, and made sure you were alright. “I slipped a tracker onto him, we need to find Allmight. Anyone know where he is?”, there was a heavy silence until Denki piped up, “Hey! I bet I know someone who does!'' Everyone cheered knowing exactly who he was thinking of, except Bakugou, he only groaned. “That stupid nerdy Deku?!”.
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You got on a call with Deku and learned of his whereabouts. “Katsuki, can you come with me?”, “…Fine.”, the both of you began running to Allmight, you eventually keeping up with Bakugou. When you arrived, you informed him of the situation and gave him your phone with Shigaraki’s whereabouts. The rest would be heard of on the news. Your job was over.
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Allmight once again stormed into the LOV’s base, but this time they knew better and everyone escaped. Twice cloned Shigaraki and the clone attacked every hero Allmight brought along with him. Dabi set fire creating a smoke screen and the heroes were left battling the clones Twice created while they escaped.
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The 2 weeks after that Bakugou crudely (tsundere lol) insisted that he stay with you at all times you go out, so Shigaraki wouldn’t come back for you. He went to get groceries with you and everything, he even stayed with you after school. Shigaraki really gave him a scare, he was just able to put up with your (totally) annoying presence, he couldn’t lose the only other person he tolerated other than Kirishima.
Tonight, you were in your bedroom. (right next to Bakugou’s) You could tell Bakugou was still awake. He always made so much noise though he’d knock on your room door just to complain about you dropping a blanket even. He had super ears but was completely ignorant to his own noise. You were settling in when a knock sounded at your door. You opened it, speaking playfully, “Bakugou I know, I know I—”, as soon as you opened the door you saw Shigaraki. How’d he get into the dorms? You quickly tried to shut the door but he caught it, shut it and locked it behind him. “Hello old friend, I’ve come to visit again..”, he uncovered the knife he was holding. “..but this time I’m not such a nice old friend. I’ll disintegrate every limb you have until you beg me to let you die.”, you ran further into the room towards the window but he caught you by the hair, tugging at your scalp. He threw you onto the floor and pinned you with one hand. “Which first? Eenie.. Meenie.. miney…. Moe— screw it.”, he sneered as he placed his hand on your knee and the skin started to peel away into dust until the muscle was visible. He put a finger over your lips and shushed you, you whimpered, trying to stay silent as so much pain overcame your body as the wound got longer until your knee no longer had any skin and your calves and thigh were next.
You tried to think, to remember what you were taught in self defense class, but it was all a blur. Your vision became fuzzy with tears while he mocked you over and over again. He grabbed your wrist. “You planted a tracker on me, didn’t you?”, you stayed silent, your fearful e/c eyes staring into his crazed ones. “DIDN’T YOU? ANSWER ME!”, you shuddered, “Yes..I did, I planted it.”. The skin on your wrist started to slowly peel away as well as he only got angrier. You needed to do something. You finally remembered a move from class. You took his wrist and pushed up while pushing your uninjured knee to his stomach and planting the other to tip him over and get out. You tripped over your own feet as he tumbled to the floor. The door was inches away. You unlocked the knob and nearly escaped out to the hall, but he was faster. His hand swiftly reached for your ankle and he grasped it, pulling you back onto the ground with him. “You tried to get away, you know what that means..”, the skin on your ankle began decaying instantly. You felt it as more and more layers of skin disappeared slowly.
Then the sound of a door busting open surrounded the entire room “HEY DUMBASS WHAT’S WITH ALL THE NOISE WHA…”, Bakugou paused for but a moment and quickly processed the situation, lunging at the villain and pinning his hands down. The two brawled on the ground while you sat there immobile and trembling. That was until Bakugou got pinned in return and Shigaraki was about to kill him. As he reached for Bakugou, you grabbed one of the weights from your closet and hit him over the head with it. He passed out instantly and your legs gave out, the last bit of your strength now gone.
Bakugou acted quickly and carried you in his arms down the hall, where a button was recently installed to notify all students and teachers that a villain was inside. He quickly clicked it and ran down the stairs as the alarms blared, all the way to the gym basement, where all students on campus were supposed to gather. You both arrived safely, along with all of your classmates. Momo quickly made you a mat to rest on until help arrived. Bakugou was by your side the entire time in the gym. He was worried sick for you, he should’ve been faster to notice. How could he be so stupid?
The next day no evidence of Shigaraki’s arrival other than your destroyed room was found, and security was permanently heightened. From this day on you slept in Bakugou's room, he didn’t mind it though he complained a lot. He would be able to protect you easier. After the incident he confessed to you. As you were in the hospital bed he told you in a shaky voice, “I love you, dumbass..and I wasn’t there for you..I wish..I wish I could go back in time— do something different, but you’re hurt and.. it’s all my fault.”, the both of you shared a heartfelt hug, “I love you too Katsuki. It’s not your fault, I’ll be alright, okay?” the room was silent, but you felt it. He nodded slowly and you felt a tear fall onto you. “..Okay..dumbass..” THE END
A/N: I've only watched 3 and a half seasons of mha so if you have any requests for WHAT IF please tell me the episode(s) number and the scene you want me to write.
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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I just found my old Dabi fanfics that I posted (don't check them out rusgihnkjvdc)
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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Hawks x reader (short)
It was a very cold day. The air was dry, the wind blew harshly, and everyone’s cheeks were heavily flushed. Even during this weather Keigo was out saving people, and flying high up where the air was even colder and even thinner. You couldn’t imagine, but the conditions he works in just prove how much he cares for the people of the city. You’re zoning out huddled inside of a blanket, the tv not even catching your attention despite all of the interesting news stories going on and on about pro heroes. The time flies by as you begin to doze off, shielded from the cold outside as your tv continues playing in the background, until you don’t hear it anymore and fall asleep. As your alarm rings signaling that it’s 11 PM, you realize you’ve just slept your day away. With a huff and a groan you walk to the kitchen and try to find something to eat, the lights are still on too. That’s going to be a light bill from hell. When suddenly everything shuts off and you hear a deathly quiet that sends a shiver down your spine, until you get the realization the electricity went out. It doesn’t take long for it to get cold inside. Despite the shivering cold now in your home you crawl into bed with at least 4 more blankets, this’ll help, right? It doesn’t. However, you’re too lazy to get up and pile 8 more blankets. You curl into yourself and fall back asleep. You don’t hear it but the door creaks open quietly, and a shivering bird man shuffles inside. He pulls off all of his clothes and places them in the wash for tomorrow, maybe it’ll be warmer tomorrow. Who knows? He opens your bedroom door and quietly puts his pajamas on. (Let us be honest, his pajamas are onesies covered in chicken wings.) He sluggishly scoots in bed and gives you a hug. You whine at the sudden cold, “Why are you so cold,” you turn around, “at least warm up a bit. Who put the chicken in the deep freezer?”, “Not my fault kid, but it’s your problem; I’m not going to fix it either, I’m too tired.”, with a sigh you give the frozen chicken a hug, and the both of you freeze together. At Least you’re not alone anymore. “Goodnight, bird man.”, “Goodnight sushi roll..”, “Sushi? Are you hungry?”, “Yeah..”, “Fine, I’ll atleast make you dinner, idiot.” A/N: I’ve decided to be productive today and for once not be terrified to post because of my lack of social skills. Came up with my first good idea in 5 months while at a school meeting, on a SUNDAY EaUhh :((
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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My teacher let us write stories for fun since we finished with our test early and I wrote something depressing and dramatic as usual and I see her read my story because I'm a very quick writer once I have a set idea and I see her face just 'what the fuck this is crazy and amusing' face teachers make when their eye brows raise and their eyes widen then after a few seconds they scrunch up their face with that smile that still says they approve of the writing but they're nodding their head in agreement.
"Okay everyone, make sure to take this lightly this is just for fun after all" then she just thumbs up to me 😭😔😎👏😈👏✨👏💕👏🌚👏😎🌚😎☕😎😈🥺😈☕😈😭😎😭😭😭☕☕☕☕☕☕⚰⚰⚰⚰
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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IM SO STUPID AND CLUMSY XJDHEKDHD
My mom just invited me, her introverted socially traumatized child to go with her to a huge gathering with social people, so that I could have a good weekend because I stay inside alot. I can't say no, I have no work, I have no school, no projects, no assignments..I have to go. I get there; terrified, begging everyone that comes close to me to not talk to me "go away go away go away go away", and then my mom and my auntie decide to introduce me to people, and I freak out in my 3 layers of clothing in blazing heat with my fluffy winter coat on.
Then, since this is a book event where they show off and sell their books they wrote, my brother wrote a book, and my auntie goes on stage and says, "there is my niece she's very smart she got all A's, say hi (my name)" *I proceeded to make books fall over while trying to wave and repeatedly trying to put them back as they keep falling*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHGGGG
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
HOW ARE PEOPLE SO OUTGOING AND EXTROVERTED ITS TERRIFYING AHHHHHHHHHHGGG 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
AND THEN MY MOM HEARD ME MUMBLING ABOUT HOW "I DONT LIKE THIS WHY DO I HAVE TO COME HERE,
PEOPLE
IM SCARED HELP I JUST WANT TO GO HOME PLEASE STOP GO GO GO GO GO STOP STOP STOP" then she says "You don't like what?", then I'm freaking out "nothing, I didn't say anything"
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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SOMEONE HELP!!!!!
It's been like 5 months and I haven't gotten an idea for a story been to busy with school, so maybe give me ideas for when spring break comes around and don't give me hate if you hate it because I'm scared and it's probably why I'm having procrastination and no ideas
(Also sorry if someone's scrolling the hashtags and you're annoyed that this isn't a post please just scroll by 🥺)
I ALSO DONT WRITE SMUT IM AN ANGEL I SWEAR
Just don't go through my history
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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Hello, it is I, I'm up, 5 AM, insomnia, no sleep yesterday, head ache, eye ache, wallet ache, spent lots of money today, want to cry, also very proud of the art supplies I bought. I shouldn't have had that coffee, but I was tired..my mom isn't letting me get coffee again.
What I learned from today: I need fanfics
What I learned the last 3 years: I need fanfics
What I know right now: I. Need. FANFICS.
I'm going to die with a Hawks fanfic in my face, aren't I? I spent 1.75c on feathers, and I know why, that's why it hurts so much, I KNOW WHY. I know why there are feathers all over my room now, all in my covers, I face planted in them. I find one every 15 minutes. I need help, but most importantly I need a Hawks fanfic, I've scouted every user I know on Tumblr, checked other sites, checked tags, used Google, I've read them all. My life officially has no excitement, I need Keigo 🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅😤🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
KEIGO
🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅🦅
KEIGO
I'm just going to embarras myself by posting this but you all need to see the insanity you're following so I know I will not let you do‐
KEIGO
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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Hawks x Dabi x Reader
Personal headcanon before going to bed so I can go to sChoOl tomorrow..
I feel like there'd just be a common chilling position, Dabi on the bottom, Reader laying; back on Dabi, and Hawks gets a face full of chest on the top lmao, a sandwich with a human, a multipurpose stove, and a half naked chicken.
Please don't hate me if my post isn't good it was quick and at 12 AM
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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Hell yeah
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A game!
@hipster-merchant-of-death @katsontherun @babayaga67 @danielsleftwhitevan @dekusleftshoe @thots4daze @michiieewrites @aizawascumslut @ravenfeet222 @strawbirb @yanderart @league-of-villians-headcanons @sailor-manga
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Nothing hapend
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ok.
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kurayami-ichika · 2 years
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Happy birthday Keigo!! 💗
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I know he's a fictional character, but he's been all I've had for the past year, It's been a fierce battle with mental problems and this character has helped me power through it all and I think everyone should have their personal Keigo, be it a friend, lover, or an animal. Keigo has just been the center of my reasons to survive and live through all this crap for the past 2 years..I could full an entire pool with the tears I've cried within these 2 years but even an ocean won't fill the hole Keigo has filled in my heart, thanks to whoever created him, because Google won't tell me lol, bye bye! ✨
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Dabi x Medic!Reader AU
A/N: WOW MY GOODNESS I’M PROUD OF THIS
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Both you and Dabi grew up with a terrible life already set up for you, the moment you turned a “proper” age to start some type of training was the end of your life and the beginning of your trip to hell. Yet here you were, in a place that is anything but hell. Wrapped in Toya’s arms, the warmest place in the world, never too hot never too cold, but always loving. This moment in his arms made you think of what took you to this very moment, and to be honest, you’d be scared to change any bad thing about your past because it brought you to Toya, your one and only love. **********************************************************************
Back then, you couldn’t show emotions. Your family ran a “school” designed to create top classed doctors who are only worthy of those on the top of the world. This place was more like a prison, and the only reason you knew was because your parents put you in it. Just like all of the other children sold off by their parents to earn money from their child's progress. If you slip you die, you have to be perfect here to make it through. This place made everyone there terrified to show emotion, or even smile. You were sick of it, seeing heroes with your parents on TV congratulating them on some stupid achievement that’s on the backs of all of their prisoners, to think they wouldn’t even let their own child live happily. You hated heroes, you hated this place, you hated everyone in it, you hated the world. Heroes would regularly come here to just watch you all in pain, silently wishing to be saved like the people on the news, but they did nothing but watch and bid money on the child they wanted to “graduate” and become one of their doctors. You were nearly an adult now, you “graduated”, now you were a real Doctor. One of the best. You felt nothing towards the achievement. You didn’t even feel rage, you were just there. You didn’t know if you were happy, sad, angry, or scared; all you knew was that more hell was to come. Your parents just gave you to the LOV. You arrived at their doorstep as quickly as they sold you off, it smelled like alcohol but you didn’t feel anything. You didn’t express your distaste, you didn’t flinch at the smell, you only stared blankly, not focusing on anything. ********************************************************************** Y/N POV uwu [TIME SKIPPP] I’ve been at the LOV for a month, there’s a girl; her name is Toga. She’s been around with me alot, I’ve cleaned a few knee scrapes she’s gotten but never anything serious. The LOV’s leader gave me my own clinic to stay in, it’s definitely not like you’d imagine. The walls are wood full of splinters at every inch, the smell of damp wood covering the smell of the medical products I have. There are two beds in here, they both have very thin covers, I doubt we’d survive winter without someone getting hypothermia. When I first came in everyone jumped up to introduce themselves to me except this guy, he’s covered in burns, has jet black hair, and only wears one outfit. Yesterday, I finally got a name out of him. His name is Dabi, there have been lots more stealth missions, so he hasn’t been out of the base as much, since his quirk is so flashy. I think it’s beautiful, though any normal person or hero might start shaking at the sight. I’m confused around him, every time we get close, or even walk past each other I get an unknown feeling, I feel like I’ve felt it before but I don’t know when. I’m in my clinic/room eating an apple when someone walks in, “Hello, what do you need?”, it was Dabi, he was clenching his teeth, arm in hand. “You said I could come anytime, right? I just need staples, they’ve been ripped off.”, I quickly stood up and blankly inspected his arm. “I have a few, but it looks like they will just come off again. Let me get you a cream to help your skin.”, I start rummaging through the desk I was provided with to hold all of my medical items, “So..is it a burn cream? Sorry to break it to ya, but those don’t work anymore, not for years.”, I stopped searching when I found just what I needed. I sat Dabi down opposite of my desk with a huge table magnifying glass, as I inspected his whole arm, “It’s a skin cream I made myself. It helps strengthen skin.”, we both shifted in silence as I applied the cream and stitched where the staples should be, “If you use this cream twice a week you will feel your skin heal, though it won’t turn back to a normal color.”, he walked out waving as he closed the door, he seemed to be in a rush. ********************************************************************** Dabi POV uwu I hurried out of the door before she could see my face, I have always not been able to fucking breathe around her. It’s not
because of irritation like all those other crazy assholes, it’s something different. She’s the only person who doesn’t annoy me because of her mental problems, she annoys me because of how she makes me feel. I can’t help but want to smile and that fucking hurts. I go to my room and take off my jacket and shirt to lay on the bed, I have no idea what to do. Out of boredom, I inspect my arm, I expected it to look rushed from how quick she stitched me up, but it was fucking perfect. After a while of looking around my room and back to my arm, I settle into bed and try not to fidget so much. I wake up to a knock on the door, I open it half presentable with no shirt on, expecting it to be that crazy blonde bitch or that two-faced idiot at the door. I slowly look up and realize it’s Y/N, I jump a little and fix my posture, god, I hate what she does to me, what the hell even is this mess? She opens her mouth to speak then closes it and gives me the cream from last night with closed eyes. I then watch her try not to walk too fast back to her room, I could tell she wanted to run. ********************************************************************** Y/N POV uwu I finally get back to my room after giving Dabi the cream he left in my clinic/room last night. I let out a breath of air I didn’t know I was holding in, I should not have invaded his privacy! He clearly wasn’t ready for any visitors. I skip breakfast that day to sleep in some more, I did only wake up to give Dabi his cream. By the time I wake up, it’s 5:30 pm and getting dark. I overslept. I hear the league getting ready to go on a mission, I can tell because Toga always talks about Izuku Midoria before leaving. I manage to catch them before they’re out the door back into danger, I give Toga the knee pads I prepared for her since she always gets scrapes, and off they are..on another mission. There’s no medic work to do at the bar, and since Dabi said I’d just slow them down on the field if I came; I never asked again. I go into my clinic/room and touch up the files I write in when I check someone, I use it to keep track of what happened when and what medicines I’ve already used. I then just take a break to scribble on a piece of paper, coming up blank when I try to think of what to do. ********************************************************************** 3 hours later.. I’ve fallen asleep at my desk, woken up by the sound of quick shuffling and yelling. My door is knocked open and Dabi is quickly laid on the spare bed for patients. I stand up after quickly processing how much blood he was losing. “Hurry, He’ll bleed out!; Take your time, he’ll be fine.”, Twice’s words only made My head hurt more as I quickly got a wet rag and put pressure on the wound. It was a deep knife wound, I could tell by the shape of it. After I slowed the bleeding, I laid his head on a pillow and put the blanket over him as I prepared more products, by this time the entire room was empty and quiet, with blocked sounds of chairs and an angry Shigaraki outside. While I prepared an ointment, spray, alcohol, cotton swabs, stitches, and bandages, Dabi sat straight up in a cold sweat. He was breathing fast, I tried to calm him after I made him lay back down so I could clean the wound. ********************************************************************** Dabi POV uwu I was breathing fast, I didn’t even take the time to observe my surroundings. I just needed to fucking breathe. I laid back down when I finally noticed Y/N studying my wound and cleaning it, I couldn’t help but feel calm in this moment. I looked away and closed my eyes when I felt drops of water on my arm and looked up to see where it was coming from. Y/N was crying, still cleaning and preparing my wound. I wanted to reach out to her but I could only watch. She threw out all of the bloody cotton pieces and bandaged me up, I thought she was done until she hugged me, placing her head on my shoulder. I could feel her heart beating rapidly against my arm as I froze. She was still crying, I used the strength I had left and
softly put my hand on her head. Then I fell asleep. ********************************************************************** Y/N POV uwu I shouldn’t have done that, the last thing I wanted was for Shigaraki to feel like I couldn’t do my job because of my feelings. I was terrified. I’ve been feeling things more lately, and that only makes it harder to feel calm here. If I’m seen crying I could be sent away, or even killed if he tells my parents. I let Dabi sleep in the clinic until he felt better, it was embarrassing to face him after last night, but thankfully he didn’t talk about it, though I feel like a weight has been pulled off of my shoulders. I wake up for the first time in a while to eat breakfast, everyone was surprised to see me up so early. I noticed Dabi sitting next to me, he’d never done that. After seeing him hunched over the table I immediately made him change his posture to not break the stitches. ********************************************************************** Dabi POV (at night time) Y/N was asleep on the other side of the room, I was allowed to stay in her clinic until I felt better. I began to run through my entire week with her, then I realized. “I like her?!”, I blurted it out causing Y/N to squirm in her sleep and knock the covers off of herself. I walked over and put it back on her, “Sorry! Ugh, What’s wrong with me..”. I scrambled back to my bed and turned away from her, trying to get a wink of sleep instead of watching her like a fucking creep. ********************************************************************** Dabi POV (daytime) I woke up at the crack of Dawn, I was thinking about it all night, I have to tell her today. Toga told me about some love “mana”, “manga”? Couldn’t be bothered to listen at the time, but the guy confessed on the rooftop. I must admit it was cheesy, but I was interested. Sadly. So, I left a note on her desk and shifted out of the door, to the rooftop..how far have I fallen?! I sit and wait on the rooftop admiring the view of nature. Until at least 8AM, I hear the door bust open. There she is, Y/n. “I hope you didn’t wait for too long!!”. ********************************************************************** Y/N POV owo I woke up and saw a note on my desk, I picked it up and had to read it about 7 times until I understood. “Go to the rooftop” then an angered scribble next to it. I hurry up there and bust through the door, I see Dabi with his hair waving in the wind, “I hope you didn’t wait for too long!!”. “About that night..uhh where I was stabbed..?”, he said with his back turned. I shuffled nervously, “Yes..?”, “Didn’t you feel..something..?”, he started walking closer to me and came to a stop right in front of my face. We stared at each other for a moment, our eyes never leaving each other. He suddenly gently grabbed my shoulders, “I love you..Y/N.”, I was caught up in that moment that felt like it lasted hours. “I..”, my lip quivered. “Dabi..I love you too”, it was in that moment that he kissed me. “It’s Toya.”.
********************************************************************** Y/N POV (hehe) I snap back to reality, in my bed I share with Toya. My face red from just thinking about our moment together, where we started our relationship. Toya laying on my chest fallen asleep from listening to my heartbeat he never gets tired of. “Too many memories..”, I soon fall asleep.
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Bakugou x Bunny!Reader (FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!)
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You wake up in your U.A dorm bed and walk to the common room after brushing your teeth and getting a huge yummy breakfast you put together the day before. You’re in the middle of your pancakes when Katsuki walks in with a vein popping out of his forehead, that sight alone makes you want to yell at him but you continue eating. Katsuki looks around and takes a moment to process because he just woke up, “Who..ate my food..?”. He spoke gruffly, surprisingly calm, so you began to respond normally but were completely cut off. “Katsu-”, “It was you wasn’t it?”, you tilted your head along with your bunny ears, clearly confused. “Me?”, “Yeah you eat all the time..”, you just sat there in silence starring into his eyes. “Wheres my food?!”, he stomped like a little toddler, only making you tilt your head in confusion even more. “Give me my food floof ball!” , “I don’t have it!”, “Yes you DO!”, “Shut up stupid Katsuki!”, “NO, you shut up you dumb BUNNY RABBIT!”, “NO, YOU SHUT UP YOU DUMBASS MUSCLE BRAIN!”, “YOU KNOW WHAT?!..”, “WHAT?!”, “FORGET IT.”, “NO, YOU FORGET IT I’M NOT FORGETTING KATSU-IDIOT!”, “WHAAAATTT SPEAK FOR YOURSELF YOU SACK OF FLUFF!”. Just like that everyone was downstairs. Mina spoke out, “You two..please quiet down we’re trying to sleep.”, you both turned your head from each other and starred at Mina. “YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE AWAKE ANYWAYS-”, you both screamed at the same time. “STOP COPYING ME FLOOF BALL!”, “HOW ABOUT YOU STOP COPYING ME?!”, and before you knew it; when you two settled the fight, your pancakes were cold, and then came another noise complaint. A/N: I am so angry I can't say a word in my head without following it with a curse word, HOW DO YOU CUT POSTS WITH THE BETA EDITOR ON
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I'VE FALLEN AND I CAN'T GET UP-
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Shinsou with some piercings
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kurayami-ichika · 3 years
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"A swell day.." Hawks x Reader Fluff
A/N: I’m posting this near Halloween, I’ve chosen violence today.
So fluffy Kei bby ❤🥺
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<I had some art posted here but I was informed that the artist didn't like reposts thank you for not biting my head off ❤ I'll find a different way other than art for now until I either stop having art block or learn how to draw good more than once a week, enjoy!>
Hawks x Winged!Reader
You happily flew your way back home after getting off of hero work in the afternoon and going to the mall to buy Christmas things and Keigo’s favorite food. You also bought a few gifts to give to him for Christmas, which was creeping up in the next few days; luckily you still have time for last-minute shopping if you get any ideas.
You landed on your balcony and used your keys to open the door. The house was cold since both you and Keigo were out for nearly the whole day, the crime spike for villains has calmed down, but there are still robberies and muggings. Since the lack of villains, heroes either have more days off or they’re guarding big banks and on patrols. It’s finally peaceful, you just hope it’s not the calm before the storm.
You turn on all of the heaters and shake off your wings. Keigo is getting off soon, thanks to the lack of evil roaming the streets. You prepare dinner plates, Keigo’s plate has a bunch of chicken on it. Meanwhile you with your more healthy meal with rib tips and a salad. Seemingly on cue, Keigo pops his head through the door eyeing the food through the wall as you peak from behind the corner to see him starring at the wall like it’s prey.
“I smell something.”, You pouted at him, “Mhm, say hi to the food.”, he came over to gingerly hug you but you dodged playfully running with your bare feet making the cutest sound on the wooden floor, into the bedroom and hiding in the closet. He slowly opened the door and creeped in, you couldn’t help but giggle. He first looked painfully close to the closet, probably teasing you.
“I wonder..Is she under..here!? No..”, he chuckled every time he looked in a place he knew you weren’t until he snuck up on the closet and scared you. “Boo!”, you half screamed half giggled as he tickled you out of your mind. You were out of breath by the time you mentioned the food getting cold.
He was very excited to try all the chicken you got from different places that were made with all sorts of different spices with different tastes. He was clearly very thankful to you when he kissed you just to push an extra spicey wing into your mouth and watch you run to the sink to wash the pain away while he giggled like a schoolgirl.
Your stomach was very upset after that extra spicey wing so you finished eating early to join Keigo in the living room with all the sparkly ornaments you bought. As you took each one out you both took a minute to stare at each super shiny one because of your shared bird-like instincts.
You finish the tree and you both step back to look at all the shiny ornaments, he puts his arms over your shoulders; his chin in your neck, taking in both your scent and the beauty of the tree. The alarm goes off telling you both it’s 1 AM now, you pout wanting to stay up longer but you know being a hero doesn’t come with a completely out of proportion sleeping schedule.
You cuddle him in the warm bed with the cute white-furred onesie he bought for you on your last birthday and fall asleep. You wake up to birds chirping outside your window chirping louder and louder and Keigo trying to shush your pesky friends until he sees you awake and gives them a tired glare.
When he leaves for a meeting about work, he gives you a kiss on the forehead goodbye. You know you only have until the afternoon for him to come back, so you start to wrap your gifts and hide them. You bought him a love charm with the both of you in it, it caught your eye because of the angel wings attached to the heart.
Your second gift was a cute bear that was bought with your best money. It was a light beige and white color with a luminescent stomach and paws, it was very expensive because it was hand-made and had better quality material to last longer than most. You were tired from all the gift wrapping so you went to go see if you could find anything that would go amazing with Keigo.
While walking to the park to ask the birds a certain outfit caught your eye, it looked as if it had an old design. It was a dark gray suit with an off-white tie and lighter gray sleeves, matching dark gray pants and black shoes. There was also a classy fedora. You walked past but couldn’t stop imagining Keigo’s smirk as he tipped the fedora playfully like an actor.
Your bird friends at the park told you to get it if you couldn’t stop thinking about it so you did. When Keigo came home it was pretty late since he had a surprise mission because of a huge bank robbery. He made sure to text you because he didn’t want you to wait unknowingly. You took the time to decorate the house making sure to put a mistletoe over the front door.
When he walked in you rushed to hug him and then brought the mistletoe to his attention away from all the other decorations. “Oh, you little mischievous- comere.”, he kissed you, playfully poking at your stomach and lower back to tease you. Tomorrow was Christmas eve and there would be a party full of heroes.
You got ready in a beautiful (color) outfit to match your wings and Keigo lost his tie so he just wore a dress shirt and an undone suit. It was still somehow hot. You two only had to come for a speech so you inspected every sweet you could find and stuffed it into a to-go box sticking a few you couldn’t resist in Keigo’s face to give him a taste.
You both did your speech and then got home to take off the tight clothing and fell asleep in each other’s arms. You woke up later than usual because the tweeting birds outside of your window finally left to find somewhere warmer. You then noticed that Keigo was gone and went to the living room with a jump and skip, your gifts to him in hand.
He was dressed as Santa clause to your surprise. He was terrible at impressions but he tried his best. “Come sit on Santa’s lap child.”, you giggled at the terrible Santa clause impression but you did as he said and he handed you a skinny medium box, you opened it and took out a beautiful dress. It was a dark gray with (eye color) roses mixed with tinier (wing colored) roses. There was so much detail it could’ve cost a fortune.
You gave him a huge hug, “Let’s open the next one baby bi- I mean..ah forget it it’s terrible anyways.” your cheerful laughter echoes through the house making Keigo only love you more if that’s even possible. You opened the next present which is a watch you were eyeing to your surprise. He could see the child-like happiness displayed when you put it on and gave him a kiss on the cheek, “I love it!”. You smiled so lovingly.
Then you reached for a medium square box that was very big, “Kid, let us save that one for last.”. You gave him your first present, it was in a bag. He pulled out the paper hiding his present and bought out a soft cuddly stuffed bear. He gave it a huge hug along with you. “How’d you know I liked stuffed animals?!”, he would not let you go at all.
You finally got him to open the next presents and presented him with the beautiful heart love necklace. He instantly put it on and opened it, he opened his mouth but no words came out until he finally spoke. “I love it so much Baby bird, I don’t know what to say!”, he gave you a huge hug.
Now onto your last present, he opened the box to see a new suit just for him and you grabbed the fedora you were hiding and pushed it onto his head. He tipped it with a smirk just like you imagined. He gave you many pecks on the cheeks nose and forehead.
“Now, it’s time for the last present I got you. I’ll be back, I need to get it ready.”, he left to the other room leaving you with such suspense. You didn’t even come close to guessing what it was though. He came back while you had your back turned thinking and got on one knee.
He poked you in the back and when you turned you almost had a heart attack. You were stunned. “Will..You marry me?”, the words you were begging to hear your whole life. You couldn’t hold your surprised tears back, at that moment all you felt existed in this world were you and Keigo. You said yes.
A/N: And then the fire nation attacked- (oh wait couldn’t that be Dabi lmao-) Hope you liked it~! I'm open to criticism (Not insulting)
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