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lamppost-t · 19 days
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Should’ve been me
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Gn!reader (I’m pretty sure correct me if I’m wrong)
Summary: finnick comforts the reader as they try and recover from survivors guilt from winning the hunger games
Word count : 756
Warnings: mentions of death and killing, the hunger games, hurt and comfort, no use of y/n, use of pet names (sweetheart)
A/N: No one requested this but I felt like writing a short finnick fic but I low key hate this so 😍
(snuck a few Mitski references in here 😽)
The hot blaring heat waves of the summer usually hit district 4 pretty hard. For as long as you could remember each summer you’d be a frequent visitor of the many many beaches of your hometown. As much as you hated the very violent heat of district 4 summers you missed it more than ever now. You were on your victory tour after just winning the hunger games and the only place you wanted to be was back home, tolerating the horrible flames of summer in district 4 but no you were stuck on the train as they paraded you through the districts. As you stared out of the window of the moving train trying not to remember your situation as the cart steadily moved along the train tracks. you heard the familiar sound of the door sliding open.
“There you are” said a comforting voice “they are looking for you, they want to make sure your in your next outfit before we get to district 8”
You stay silent as if trying to ignore the thought of having to do any of your duty’s of being a victor as it made you sick. Finnick glanced at you, sadness in his eyes. He placed his hand on your shoulder trying his best to comfort you.
“You did what you needed to do” he said softly. He knew what you were thinking as he had gone through the same thing, winning his games at 13 wasn’t easy and the guilt still chewed at him every single night. He knew the pain or having to wake up almost every night from the replays of the life being drained out of the eyes of the people he had killed to get out of the arena.
“But I didn’t deserve to make it out alive” you responded turning to finally face Finnick, your cheeks stained with tears. the thought of the games caused tears to well up once again in your eyes. “They shouldn’t have died it should’ve been me” you said, the guilt in your voice could be heard clearly trough every word “they had families Finnick they had lives and what did I do to deserve to make it out alive? I was just lucky the Capitol decided to bet on a loosing dog” you cried wiping the tears threatening to come out of your eyes waiting for his reaction.
“Don’t say that sweetheart” he said wrapping you into a tight hug. “You didn’t choose to go into the games and you did exactly what you needed to do to get out just like everyone else.” He said placing a kiss on top of your head “you’ve done nothing wrong” he spoke rubbing circles on your back. You cried silently into his arms. Finnick stood there with you, letting you get all of your emotions out, no matter how drenched his shirt would become from your tears, he just wanted to help you deal with the traumas of being a victim to snow and the capitols games.
“Does the guilt ever go away?” You sniffed looking up at Finnick your eyes tired from crying.
“It never goes away but I promise you it gets a bit better” he replied, his voice soothing you as you rested your head on his chest. The room was filled with a comfortable silence as he held you in his arms firmly and comfortably that you had yearned for your whole life. You felt yourself becoming tired as Finnick was quite comfortable to lean on
“Are you falling asleep on me?” He questioned letting out a little laugh
“Shut up” you said “I deserve a bit of a rest do you know how much of a hell this victory tour has been?” You complained, you were right you hadn’t really gotten much sleep on the tour and most of the crew could tell.
“Don’t worry just get a bit of sleep I’ll cover for you” he said laying you onto the couch behind you. He tried to walk out of the cart but you stopped him, grabbing onto his arm
“Stay… please” the desperation in your voice clear as you beckoned him to stay. He didn’t really want to say no so he sat next to you allowing you to use him as a pillow. You soaked in the silence and peace of the moment falling into a deep slumber, knowing this would be a rare occurrence moving forward, but you knew Finnick would be by your side to help you through it
I love Finnick Odair I wish nice men were real 😞😞
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lamppost-t · 21 days
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Rip sae byeok you would’ve loved Nana 💔💔
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lamppost-t · 26 days
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Miguel as a stereotypical Mexican dad
A/n: this was really fun to write and it’s based off of a lot of my experience growing up and it’s different for everyone so take it with a grain of salt
Warning: this was written in a universe where he’s not Spider-Man and Gabbis alive and well 🪿
this was really fun to write hope you guys enjoy (might write a part 2 if you guys like this) 😘
Always drinking LAs CHELAS 🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥
Not really related but he obviously have trouble finding shoes that fit him, since his feet are so godamn big he has to travel out of the city to go to certain outlets 😭🙏
Is numb to the taste of hot sauce atp, his spice tolerance is fucking crazy
speaking of he brings hot sauce literally everywhere it’s like water for him
Eats EVERYTHING with a tortilla
Since we know cannonly he has a horrible wardrobe he definitely only wears plain one colour shirts that always have some sort of stain on them with basic ass jeans and once in a blue moon for special he’d have a unstained shirt and mabye a cowboy hat (it would take him 10 minutes to stain his shirt again)
He fixes literally everything technical by himself like if your dishwasher broke down he’d try to fix it himself even tough he knows nothing about dishwashers
He’s always hot. Even in the winter, if he’s not going out for long he’ll be wearing shorts
If you ever share a bed with this man he does the opposite of stealing the covers he gets so hot he throws all the covers onto you
Snores like CRAZY like not even typical dad snoring like the whole house can hear him and he’s definitely woken himself up because of that
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lamppost-t · 26 days
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I hope fanfiction writers know that I think of them like celebrities
I literally scream a little bit whenever one of them interacts with a comment i made on one of their posts like they are literally famous in my mind
thank you fanfiction writers you are literally sometimes the only thing keeping me alive 
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lamppost-t · 29 days
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I had such a good draft and than it got deleted 😭😭😭 Theres gonna be a delay mb fazgang 😞😞
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lamppost-t · 30 days
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Hi babe I miss you
It’s been a year daddy 😞 I really really miss you. Mommy says your in a better place now called heaven 💔
(2 new fic’s comings soon 😘)
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Hi lamp I need Peter quill
Uhm me too queen
Like at first I was writing Peter quill for my friend but now I think it’s for the both of us 💔
I need this man to give me the biggest bear hug ever
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Guys I have a confession… I’m madly Inlove with Zuko..
Like actually I’ve liked him for like 8 years now and it HASNT GONE AWAY… so uh if you have any zuko requests hit me up 😽💗
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Hey babes !!!! If you aren’t comfortable with this that’s okay but I had an idea for a Joel miller fic.
This is in a universe with no clicker virus…. But ANYWAYS imagine being close with Joel and being a mother figure to Sarah??? And Joel is getting really comfortable with you around and he’s just so happy to see his daughter with a mother figure again :((( I wanna take her shopping and go on family outings with them and see them get their happy ending.
- Yours truly …. Harmonica
UGH YES I LOVE THIS SM
Girls day out
Pairing: Joel x reader, Sarah x Motherfigure!reader
Warnings: None just fluff and barely any usage of y/n
Summary: You take Sarah out for a girls day out for her birthday
Authors note: I had so much fun writing this btw its Fem!reader but I'll write more Gn!reader soon I swear TRUST, Thanks harmonica your literally my home girl!!
not edited, tell me if theres anything wrong it the comments (ᗒᗣᗕ)՞
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The hot blaring sun hit your eyes as you held Sarahs hand navagating through the outdoor mall. you guys had been out for hours, you wanted to treat Sarah to something special since Joel was working till around 6 and thought it would be a great time for you guys to bond, so you took a day off of work. "where do you want to go next?" you asked
"Uhm can we mabye stop for a drink?" she replied flashing a smile
You guys madeo your way to a small local coffee shop, one of your personal favorite that you grew up going to. you bought Sarah and you drinks and you guys sat down looking over your mountains of shopping bags. "thank you for this, I had alot of fun" Sarah said softy
"no problem I love having exuses to spend time with you" you replied, to be honest you loved seeing Sarah happy, Sarahs mom had left both Joel and Sarah a bit after Sarah was born and Joel put his all into raising Sarah. still, growing up without a mother figure was hard on Sarah and Joel had noticed. Joel felt horrible for her but there was really nothing he could do. when you and joel started dating and as you got closer to Sarah, Joel noticed Sarah become happier. "I'm really grateful for you y'know" Sarah said taking a sip from her drink "I'm grateful for you too"
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When you got home Sarah put on a fashion show for you and Joel of clothes you had bought her.
"Are you ready?" she asked from behind the door, her voice emanating excitment.
"come on out" you laughed glad to see her so happy.
she came out in a purple dress she had been the most excited when she saw it, even though it was very expensive, you didn't bat an eye, beeing able to give Sarah nice things was something you loved doing. Sarah did a small twirl before looking at the both of you
"do you love it or do you love it?" she squealed
"its absolutely gorgous!" Joel said, a smile plastered on his face
"thanks Y/n got it for me!" Sarah joked smiling at you
the rest of the night you, Joel and Sarah watched movies and ate cake until it got late. Sarah had fallen asleep on the couch and Joel picked her up and brought her to her room. you followed and you both put her to sleep. you placed a kiss on her forhead and as you pulled the covers up you stepped back to make sure she was comfortable. you felt Joels hands wrap around your waist as he placed a kiss on your shoulder
"thanks for taking her out today" he said "I don't think shes ever been that excited" "no problem" you smiled.
you enjoyed spoiling Sarah and had no plans to stop.
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Day 19000 no Peter Quill fanfics from lamppost, I’ve lost hearing in my right eye and I’m beginning to loose feeling in my left
BABE DONT WORRY IM COOKING SOME UP
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Lamppost feed me I need Peter Quill NOW
I WILL I WILL I SWEAR 💔💔💔😞😞😞
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Imagine if you were in the spider society right and you’re a spider (obvi) and you go to Miguel’s evil ahh villain lair and you go to make a move on him and he fucking slaps you so hard you fly back and hit a wall and dent it
Wait guys this might be cannon
Just imagine him winding his hand up too and like kissing his hand like a cartoon bar fight 😭😭😭
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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rip tan
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not my image
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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I need Peter quill to cuddle me
No like imagine hugs from this guy I feel like his hugs are like bear hugs and he’s definitely the type of guy to give long hugs like he’s never going to see you again because he probably thinks he won’t 😭😭 like his hugs would be so comfortable you wouldn’t want to let go
And like don’t even get me started on cuddling bc this man is like a pillow holy shit he’d be so comfortable to fall asleep on just listening to his heart beat while he journals or does something else (I love Peter quill 😭💔)
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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Lamp…. I need to bite Miguel Ohara’s arms
No like me too I need to take a gigantic juicy bite out of his biceps like a piece of jerky 🎀🎀
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LIKE HIS BACK?!?!? 🐕🐕🐕
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lamppost-t · 1 month
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˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚Intro and request guide ༘♡ ⋆。˚
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˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ Hi, I'm Lamp!
I'm a fanfic writer, I love writing and post lots of small blurbs when I have time and I love doing requests (mainly because I have writers block), I write both Gn! and Fem! reader (remember to specify before requesting). I love Sanrio, classical writing and films aswell as Music like Jazz and Bossa nova
!things I won't write!
* ˚ ✦ I will not write smut. I'm not very comfortable with writing smut for personal reasons so please refrain from sending requests for smut
* ˚ ✦ I won't write anything creepy like big/inapropriate age gaps, Racism, homophobia, ect
* ˚ ✦ I won't write real people Its not in my comfort Zone!! I will write for their characters :3
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚Characters I write for ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆
ೃ⁀➷ Across the spiderverse
* ˚ ✦ Miguel O'hara
* ˚ ✦ Miles Morales
ೃ⁀➷The Hunger Games
* ˚ ✦ Finnick Odair
* ˚ ✦ Peeta Mellark
* ˚ ✦ Johanna Mason
ೃ⁀➷ The Last Of Us
* ˚ ✦ Ellie Williams
* ˚ ✦ Joel Miller (Platonic)
* ˚ ✦ Jesse
ೃ⁀➷ Avatar The Last Airbender
* ˚ ✦ Zuko
* ˚ ✦ Bolin
* ˚ ✦ Mako
* ˚ ✦ Jett
* ˚ ✦ Suki
ೃ⁀➷ Other
* ˚ ✦ Poe dameron
* ˚ ✦ Rose (Star Wars)
* ˚ ✦ Steven grant
* ˚ ✦ Mark Spector
* ˚ ✦ Peeter Quill
More coming soon!!
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lamppost-t · 2 months
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Rip Finnick Odair, you'd have loved h2o and make mermaids
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