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I've seen a lot of people (rightly) criticize Jojo Siwa and her mother for making that girl dance after she had major spinal cord surgery, but I have not once seen anyone ask why the parents of this child allowed her to dance. Like if my child had spinal cord surgery for her spina bifida and the doctor said no strenuous activity for 6 weeks, that means no activity for 6 weeks. I don't care if her dance teacher wants her to come in, she is recovering from surgery and has explicit doctors orders. People (including this girls mother) are treating Jojo like a monster while simultaneously ignoring that it was this girls mother who put her in the car, drove her to the studio, and said, 'you have to do this'. If this was my daughter, I would physically fight Jojo and her mother before allowing my daughter to dance again before doctors said it was okay. This girl's parents are in the wrong as much as Jojo and her mother are.

#true tho #although I think what happened is that the girl wanted to dance afterwards so soon #she doesn’t want her condition to hold her back #which is admirable but still the mom needed to put her foot down and have her properly recover #I’m not dismissing jojo and her moms reaction to the bleeding #that’s fucked but like this post says #the girls mom is also responsible #both sides reacted horribly

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I’m naturally a hoodie/ sweatshirt person and it’s been getting hotter here and you best believe that ain’t going to stop me

#heat stroke doesn’t scare me #emo girl #emo #alternative #random #random post #hoodie season #college #I get cold easily lol

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Didn’t puke but felt a bit icky the next day

Getting drunk with a friend tonight and watching Megan. Might puke tomorrow

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Welp going to be working 10 hours Friday- Sunday pretty soon, it’s to save money for a car and for myself. I want more tattoos and dumb stuff lol

#emo girl #emo #alternative #college #college girl #random post #I’m going to fucking hate this but I’ll cope somehow #probably won’t be healthy coping but it’s all I know it seems

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Getting drunk with a friend tonight and watching Megan. Might puke tomorrow

#emo girl #emo #alternative #drunk #drinking with friend #I’ll probably puke tomorrow cuz we have like 3 different types of drink #mixing is a bad idea #but whatever #Megan sounds fun and stupid and I need that #update #alcohol #drinking

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Wearing my platform boots today and MY GOD DO I FEEL LIKE IM THE SHIT! 😂

#emo girl #emo #alternative #might post pics later #alternative girl #emo fashion #alternative fashion #fashion

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Going to go to my tattoo place and do a consultation tomorrow!!!

Regular rose on 1 arm and a wilting one on the other, going to be on the smaller side but still kinda big. Can’t wait!!

#emo girl #emo #alternative #tattoo #tattoo ideas #tattoos

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I cant wait to live in an apartment alone all the time, with tiny plates, diet coke in the fridge and no one stopping me. I'll drop weight like its nothing.

#me too #it’s hard to do your thing with other people around #my issue I don’t recommend

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I wish I can eat whatever I want and never gain a single pound. I could pick a number and stay there forever.

#emo girl #emo #disordered eating #ed mention #restricting ed #i hate food #but I need it to consume enough to be happy #but I’m never happy with my weight #my shape or my face #it’s always wrong

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Maybe I’ll get another tattoo soon? I’m looking at ideas on Pinterest and I just might do it after my next check.

#emo girl #emo #tattoo ideas #tattoo #update #random thought

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Feelin sad so drinking my sorrows away again

#emo girl #emo #my period is coming soon so that probably why #but also my disordered eating is coming back soooo #this sucks #depression #depressed #disordered eating #alcohol #drinking my feelings away #menstrual cycle #period

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One moment u can b the happiest u ever remember then 1 split second ur wishing it was all over again

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I want to completely dissappear from existence.

No trace of me anywhere not even in memories.

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Got the big peppermint mocha squish! Last one till next check lol

I’ve also purchased some squishmallows! 12-16 inch are most of them. Never really got into them because well I only have my room so I have limited space but recently I’ve been like “Fuck It!” So I got a stackable avocado toast, regular pancake stack and I might get a peppermint mocha latte one if the seller answers back on an offer. If not it’ll just be the 2 and might purchase more on the next check.

🫡Gotta budget and control myself 🫡

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I’ve also purchased some squishmallows! 12-16 inch are most of them. Never really got into them because well I only have my room so I have limited space but recently I’ve been like “Fuck It!” So I got a stackable avocado toast, regular pancake stack and I might get a peppermint mocha latte one if the seller answers back on an offer. If not it’ll just be the 2 and might purchase more on the next check.

🫡Gotta budget and control myself 🫡

#it’s not fucking easy!! #I just want to buy all the dessert ones! #I wish money fell from the sky #squishmallows #random thought #a lot of rearranging had to happen let me tell you

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Got so much more emo jewelry and got a pair of black platform shoes!!!! Now I’m tall already, 5’10, but I’ve wanted a pair of these forever and I got a good price for them. I also got a white pair but they’re a more combat style.

So far I have 4 styles

1. Basic

2. Emo

3. Pastel/cute emo

4. Dark Academia

Gotta say I’m having fun with them. I often wear emo and pastel emo to work and it’s fun getting the outfit together even while wearing my work shirt.

#emo girl #alternative #emo #dark academia #chaotic academia #pastel #pastel emo #pastel goth aesthetic #pastel goth #I know I put pastel emo but it’s because I don’t think it reps what my style includes #like I don’t have crosses on any of my things and such #emo just fits better imo but I may be wrong? #I’m no expert in this stuff #I just wear what I like and go

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“What would you do if you were going to bed and you knew you wouldn’t wake up tomorrow?”

Bitch I would celebrate

#true idaf #i am so tired #idk I just feel empty a lot of the times #I mean idk #life is just bleh to me #everybody is bleh to me #idk even if I’ll have a partner in my life #I’m scared #depressing life #i hate it here #emo girl