HONESTLY it is just the worst. i’m trying to bash some sense into my little perfectionist brain because like. what is the absolute worst thing that could happen by me trying my best and not doing well. i fail the test? i possibly fail the class? which would fucking suck, u know, and i would definitely be affected by it. but in the long run who CARES !!! we’re worth so much more than one test grade or one class grade or a whole GPA of class grades.
ariana grande did THAT with this new album. beginning to end, straights bops.
they can both lurk on my social media anytime 😏
I don’t fight and you’re older than me but you said my mom died from drugs and you didn’t even know her. Keep my mom out your mouth. Don’t try me.
THERE WILL BE NO SAGITTARIUS SLANDER ON THIS BLOG
listen okay, if you’re a fire sign, or if you have fire in your chart, you are automatically valid. people are just scared and jealous of ur energy. also i adore sagittariuses!! they are definitely one of my favorite signs! 🖤
hemingway, thank you so much for your kind words! i’m not sure how my crass smut makes you feel happy and soft but you’re very kind to say so. i hope you’re having a wonderful day!! 🖤
I’m on Lo Loestrin Fe for my ovarian cysts. I’ve been in pain since July 15th but it’s greatly subsided because I know the cause of it now! My period started on October 1st after skipping August and September entirely, maybe because October’s my favorite month and fall calms me lol. It also lasted thirteen days. Am I breaking out because I’m on the pill, or because I ate like three chocolate bars and a key lime pie this month? The only time I eat sweets is when I’m menstruating or it’s a holiday.
My next gyne appointment is in late November and I wonder if I’m going to have to have a laparoscopy, ugh. I haven’t been able to do abdominal exercises since mid-July. Swimming was out of the question because of covidiots. :/ I also need to schedule my wisdom teeth removal.
The rest of this post is about the Ginger Snaps trilogy because I felt that series deserved its own review post. (Even if it’s short.) I haven’t written one of those in a while! There are so many notes on my phone from all the horror movies I ‘ve watched this year. These notes are from months ago so hopefully I remembered everything correctly lol.
I feel like all of us have at one point wondered how girls in dystopian/fiction novels deal with their periods
That post about a rescued panther now being a pet is going around again… idgaf how “cute” you think it is, that is a wild fucking animal that should be in the care of trained wildlife professionals and not as some couple’s toy for instagram likes
There has been times when my endometriosis flares have been so bad that:
- I went to the emergency room thinking my appendix had raptured.
- I googled how to break bones so my doctors would give me stronger pain medication.
- I’ve considered throwing myself down stairs.
- I’ve considered stabbing myself in the abdomen.
1 in every 10 women have this condition and there is no cure. There’s not even any real support groups because all endometriosis groups are about having babies. (Since up to 50% of us are infertile.) Every goddamn post is baby this, baby that. We need support for our mental health and wellbeing, doctors not taking our pain seriously, coping with hospital stays and surgeries, etc. Like, im seriously going to end up hurting myself. I wouldn’t be the first endo girl to do so and I won’t be the last.
If you have a family member or friend with endometriosis, please check on them. Make sure they’re doing ok.
My new baby 😍
Little over 3 months on Metformin and a new birth control. Went back to the doctor for my follow up appointment and I’ve gone from 246 pounds to 233!!
I’ve lost 13 pounds! (Probably from the horrible diarrhea!) 😂🤔
I actually do feel better overall though. I’ve been getting up at 3:30-4:00 every morning and actually have energy most of the day (as long as I eat something!)
I have been dead long enough now; oxygen can’t cure me. Bring me my Taylor Swift playlist.
Me, knowing very well my period is a hellish mess of nausea and severe abdominal pain each and every time:
*feels cramps start during the third hour of a 28-hour shift* crap
*Stands for the next 1.5 hours through the geriatric grand round, gritting my teeth through the feeling of the bones of my lower back and pelvis slowly being pulled apart*
*Staggers to buy lunch from the hospital canteen*
*Staggers back into the medical resident office (they put me in the male resident office because the girls’ one ran out of space) go change my pad, collapse into my chair, and grab two paracetamol and my own personal stock of etoricoxib, a cox-2 inhibitor*
*Down the pills with water and try not to vomit as I stuff down lunch*
24 hours to go til I’m off work
The whole freaking rehab hospital is overseen only by me tonight guys
Wish me luck
my ovaries are on the table for the weeknd
For Halloween, Lan Huan’s going to dress up as Jiang Wanyin’s husband 🤗
i love my boyfriend so so much hes so strong he has so much going for him hes such a good person and im so lucky to be with him
it doesn’t matter who it is, if jaehyun enters the room, he immediately becomes the hottest guy in the room.