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I haven't been on this account much lately, my depressions been too bad, my last breakup was another level of traumatizing

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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OK so how do I react to my new FP admitting they have feelings for me but not wanting to do anything with it because they don't think it'll be healthy

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd awareness #bpd abandonment #bpd friends #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #bpd safe #bpd stuff #bpd struggles #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd triggers #bpd traits #bpd things #bpd mention #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd moment

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The sinking realization that no one has ever truly loved you

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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Why do I only attract red flags

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd mention #bpd moment #bpd is a bitch #bpd is bpding #bpd issues #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd meme #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd triggers #bpd traits #bpd things #bpd relatable #bpd rant #bpd rage #bpd relationships #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger

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So my now ex who I thought would be my forever person turned out to be one of the worst manipulators and abusers I've had somehow! And also somehow I'm not that upset about it I saw it coming lol stay unbothered

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd love #bpd life #bpd tag #bpd thoughts #bpd triggers #bpd relatable #bpd episode #bpd emotions #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd awareness #bpd abandonment #bpd issues #bpd things #bpd traits #bpd core #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #bpd stuff

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Hi , as someone else who has bpd i just wanted to check in , are you okay ?

You know I'm doing surprisingly alright! Life is hard-core kicking my ass rn but I'm just Numb at this point 😭

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp

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Does anyone else with BPD ever forgive something too big and realize that they're gonna get traumatized later but everything is fine for now

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #bpd mention #bpd moment #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd traits #bpd thoughts #bpd things #bpd tag #bpd triggers #bpd problems #bpd posting #bpd positivity #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #bpd stuff #bpd safe #bpd struggles #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger

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I had another ER trip yesterday and it wasn't my fault this time 🙃

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Living with EDS: Ouch ouch ouch my ankie,,,,my ankel,,,, must pop back in,,,,,,,, owie my aknel someone hepl me

#ehlers danlos syndrome #hypermobile ehlers danlos #hypermobile eds #hypermobility #hypermobile joints #ehlers danlos problems #my joints are as reliable as the governmenr #probably even less #what is connextive tissue

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Weed solves all my problems

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #weedlife #weedsociety #living life

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Don't forget some autistics stare, not all autistics turn away from eye contact. I personally have had issues with staring , I didn't even know people not like it until senior year of high school .

Although I actually don't like when people stare at me either THAT what affect me personally . I have to pay attention to how much I'm looking at someone or I'll stare , my mind go like "oh wait am I looking too long? or too short?"

eye contact is only hard for me really if I'm already overwhelmed

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I‘m a burden for everyone. I’m even a burden to myself.

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Help the Tumblr porn bots have found my account

#why are they like this #please go away #if i got as much attention irl as porn bots followed me id die

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I hate knowing that I'm ruining my own life and not being able to do anything about it

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp #actually bpd #bpd attachment #bpd anger #bpd awareness #bpd love #bpd life #bpd is a bitch #bpd issues #bpd shitposting #bpd splitting #quiet bpd #bpd quotes #bpd mention #bpd moment #bpd meltdown #bpd mood #bpd thoughts #bpd traits #bpd things #bpd tag

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Guess who has to get an echocardiogram and is wearing a heart monitor <333 it's this bitch

#disabled #heart issues #echocardiogram #hearts hurt #invisible disability #invisible illness #invisible disease #tachycardiac

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If you wanted me to be nice maybe you shouldn't have hurt me and left me for dead

#being borderline #borderline personality disorder #borderline thoughts #bpd #bpd feels #bpd shit #quiet borderline #bpd meds #bpd favorite person #bpd fp