"Blue,
I’ve been writing and deleting and rewriting this email all weekend, and I still can’t get it right.
I know I haven’t written in a while. So, first I want to say this: I know who you are.
I know that you’re smart and careful and weird and funny.
You overthink things and remember details and you always, always say the right thing.
But I’ve been spending very little time spelling things out for you and taking chances and putting my heart on the line.
I’m not going to pretend I know how this ends, and I don’t have a freaking clue if it’s possible to fall in love over email.
But I would really like to meet you, Blue. I want to try this.
And I can’t imagine a scenario where I won’t want to kiss your face off as soon as I see you.
So, what I’m trying to say is that there’s an extremely badass carnival in the parking lot of Perimeter Mall today, and it’s apparently open until nine. For what it’s worth, I’ll be there at six thirty. And I hope I see you.
Love,
Simon."
- Simon Spier, hoping to bring Blue into his life after all this time.
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So I'm off tumblr for a bit and end up with 600 followers... Hey y'all😂... Also not sure what I should keep doing with this account so let me know !!!
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Thanks for 100+ followers!
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"He pauses for a moment, and my eyes flutter open, and he smiles, so I smile back.
And then he leans in to kiss me again, sweet and feather-soft.
And it’s almost too perfect.
Almost too Disney.
This can’t actually be me."
-Simon Spier (Describing the feeling of finally kissing his boyfriend, Bram Greenfeld)
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"But I’m tired of coming out.
All I ever do is come out.
I try not to change, but I keep changing, in all these tiny ways.
I get a girlfriend.
I have a beer.
And every freaking time, I have to reintroduce myself to the universe all over again."
- Simon Spier (Tired of having to introduce himself again)
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"So, I go all the way back to the beginning, back to August, and I read through everything.
His subject lines. Every line of every email.
I have no idea who he is.
No...
freaking...
clue...
But I think I’m falling for him again."
- Simon Spier (Falling in love with Blue all over again)
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"P.S. I love the way you smile like you don’t realize you’re doing it.
I love your perpetual bed head.
I love the way you hold eye contact a moment longer than you need to.
And I love your moon-gray eyes.
So if you think I’m not attracted to you, Simon, you’re crazy."
- Blue (Crazily in love with Simon Spier)
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"I can’t believe Bram Greenfeld dressed up. Bram from my lunch table. He’s this quiet black kid who’s supposed to be really smart, but I’ve never heard him speak unless he’s forced to. He leans way back into the corner of the couch, shuffling the toe of one foot against the other, and I never noticed it before, but he’s actually kind of adorable"
- Simon Spier (Crushing on Bram Greenfeld, of soft eyes and soccer calves)
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