#;;I hope this was as coherent as I believe it is

[lothrilzul]

🖊 and Thenasto (TELL ME ABOUT YOUR GODWOKEN TELL ME EVERYTHING MWHAHAHAHA)

So, Thenasto, or Tendon as the shipmates came to knew him aboard the Merryweather, was free elf by the time the Magisters caught him. He was leading a one-elf healing clinic where he sometimes worked for free if people were unable to pay. He accepted trade, food, whatever. That’s where he met the other custom Godwoken of his story, Lady Arne, who was my Husband’s custom character.

As a young elf, he lived in the edge of the Homeland, near a human village where his father was helping the humans with the burials. He literally grew up in a cemetery but it never bothered him. He learned a lot about death, customs, rituals, respect, loss and the Hall of the Echoes was a very interesting thing for him. He also was curious about Source, but he didn’t connect the two yet.

When he was a little older, he had a crush/girlfriend, I don’t how serious it was, but they had a pet squirrel. Only, the squirrel died and he was grieving the poor innocent creature so much, that he somehow brought it back. It was not the same, and eventually not more than a walking (albeit happy) skeleton and the girl was terrified. Of both of them. She screamed and yelled and sent him away. With his broken heart, he ran from home, never to return.

He wandered the forests, silent at first, and then he came to peace with his talents. He vowed never to use these skills as offense, only in self defense, and only if there was nothing else he could do. He was also talented in Hydrosophist spells, so he focused mostly on those. He learned some ice magic, but it was healing that interested him most.

And scholarly stuff. He is a reader and a talented singer. Every night, he would walk the forest and sing to the creatures or the Moon. I know it’s cliche but he really was a pure dumb idiot like that. 

So one day, during the New Moon, lizard slavers captured him and it was his voice that saved him. He never stopped singing and didn’t resist. He liked living, even if he wasn’t free. He was immediately put to a different wagon, into a more expensive cage essentially and was sold to the highest bidder. The slavers were paid well for the find.

His first owner was a pleasure garden. He had pretty good life there, the ‘birds’ were respected by the owner, were allowed to refuse clients and most often didn’t even need to perform sexual acts. It was mostly mild things, think courtesan or geisha. They were expensive escorts, not cheap things. It was a prestige to hire a bird and if a client was not behaving they found themselves banned from the garden.

One day, a wealthy human woman came to the garden to buy a new book reader, because her eye sight was failing and her previous one just died. (You know, like you would buy a new e-book reader, I guess?) She quickly chose Thenasto because he spoke more than one language and could sing beautifully.

He continued to have a relatively happy life. He had everything but his freedom. They had fine clothes, free time, were free to leave the mansion and they loved the Lady. The Old Lady was nice, well, as nice as a slave-owner gets, but  everyone someone enough owned slaved there.

Thenasto fell in love with a man named Sandor, the cook. The Old Lady allowed them, she said it brought happiness into the ‘big old house’.

But the Old Lady was, well, old and only had relatives that lived in countries where slavery was abolished, and urged her to free her lot, give them wages, but she said she was too old to change now and they’ll be free once she died. All of the relatives squarely refused owning slaves, all but one. So, when she died, everything she had, including all the ‘servants’ in the house, were inherited by her niece, who was the only one not refusing. 

Now, the niece was everything but like the Old Lady. She was cruel and selfish. The last year of Thenasto’s slave-life was plain misery. The new lady was keen on showing them what slaves ‘deserved’, whippings were common as verbal abuse and so on. Sandor and Thenasto laid low, but they Lady found out. It led to Thenasto escaping via a literal bloodshed where he killed her, but also lost Sandor.

Since that event he could raise a bloated corpse, one of his starting spells. (Other is decaying touch, also used that night.) He used it only in self defense and was always horrified of it.

He had 3 owners in total, but I’m not sure how long his slave time was actually. He was free by the time the Fog devastated the Homeland and his last hope of seeing his family vanquished. 

At that time, he never would’ve thought he will end up with the man he cursed so many times and he would be grateful for meeting him.

(Spelling these all out, I’m now embarrassingly aware how similar some of these elements are to the stories of Fenris and Anders from Dragon Age 2 and Zevran from Origins, but when I conjured it all up, it haven’t played these games yet. Yeah I’m a latecomer.)

So, where did this idea came from? I wanted to play an elf because I was tired of equipping the shapeshifting mask everytime. I chose male, because female elves terrified me personally. I still respect Sebille but hoo boy. She’s a presense, isn’t she? Thenasto sure agrees. Now, I always had a sweet spot for Necromancy since Heroes of Might and Magic III’s Necropolis and my D:OS Source Hunter was a Geomancer/Witchcraft girl, so I was kind of familiar with the playstyle. 

Ah, and Thenasto is a well-read one and he craves old stories about Source users. Source Hunters, Arhu, Zandalor, Jahan, Cassandra and Braccus? He knows everything that was written down somewhere. Meeting Jahan, Arhu and Braccus in person was like a dream come true. Or a nightmare, in the latter case. (He personally almost worships my Source Hunter Busdra, even tho official texts claimed it was ‘Roderick and Scarlett’ or whatever, he always believed the ‘Busdra and Blossom’ version was true. That was what the elves taught to him. That was in the memories that he tasted.)

As for the romance? I didn’t even know this game had romance until I accidentally triggered Ifan with the ‘you know, lonely’ dialogue. I was done then and there. In a week I was shipping this boy so hard with Ifan my heart clenched. Because just imagine the possibilities! The back story was born soon and I’m currently 18k into their ‘idiots in love’ fic and half of it wasn’t even written. Or badly. It devolved from a violent climax to a totally tender one and I’m still polishing it to be good enough to share. It’s a quickly escalating thing, really, much like my real falling in love was. ^^

Ifan, as we know, can be in love with the player since the moment they meet on the ship, and I am on board with that. He saw this graceful parrot with his mohawk, soft words and kind soul and went: that’s the one. Thenasto didn’t need much more than a boop on the nose either.

Neither of them was comfortable prodding the other much tho, both thought the other deserved better. Thenasto was not proud of his past as a slave, especially as that kind of slave and well, we know Ifan’s story. It is extra angsty with an elf.)

Lady Arne and the Red Prince (the rest of the party, Hubbo’s characters) were doing their best to make these two idiots realize what they felt before they left Reaper’s coast. They succeeded, bless them.

We finished our game by sharing the source with everyone, but their canon is that Lady Arne became the New Divine in Lucian’s place. This was more or less satisfactory for everyone. Neither Thenasto nor Ifan really ever wanted it, and none of them wanted to outlive or outstrong the other, so they trusted Arne. Turns out, she is much better than Lucian. The only downside was losing Afrit for Ifan.

Thenasto and Ifan went on about the forest rehabilitation project and lived happily ever after. (Or not, but that’s a different story, and I’m still working on that.)

#thenasto #thenasto & ifan #lothril answers asks #;;I hope this was as coherent as I believe it is #;;thank you for the ask! #;;sorry if typoes

[old-fashioned-lovergirl]

Big fan of how they keep going back and forth between "there is something supernatural happening" and "they try to justify the bad things happening by believing in forest god because they went through a lot in the wilderness and it left a permanent mark on their psyche" to the point where the lines are blurring so much the viewers can't really tell which one it is

#it creates this effect of really connecting to the characters because they're not should what to believe either #and i think that's very cool #i hope they'll never tell us and leave it open for interpretation #is that coherant i don't know #yellowjackets #txt

[wowowwild]

What I'm thinking: Dahlia Hawthorne went through so much as a child and then young adult, receiving no love from her mother once it was clear she wasn't good enough, being only a tool before that. Then being forced upon a father that didn't want her and separated from the one person who believed in her (I do not believe Dahlia was telling the truth when she said she was the one that gave and convinced her father of the idea to send Iris away). And she was what? 14? 'Dating' a grown man? No matter how you feel about Terry personally and how much blame you think does or does not fall on him, someone should have prevented that situation but clearly no one cared enough to do so. It's made clear that her father was not a good man and was abusive. Obviously I cannot condone murder, but she was surviving the best way she knew how when all she was ever taught was that everyone was out to abuse her and the only way to get by was to manipulate and gain any and all advantages possible by whatever means necessary. Iris is designed as a direct contrast. The same beginning, but when she was sent to the temple she gained a proper maternal figure. When she traded spots with Dahlia she got to fall in love. Iris and Dahlia are everything the other could have been. Dahlia could never physically harm her sister, but she does despise her bc she reminds her that she could have been good, could have had good things happen to her, further enforcing that she wasn't worthy why wasn't she deserving? She hadn't done anything wrong when it all started to crash and burn. She was a child. You can't trust anyone, they'll only hurt and manipulate you unless you hurt and manipulate them first. Iris views this as the tragedy it is and bares the weight of it on her shoulders, which only makes Dahlia despise her more. And Dahlia loves her sister in a way that is confusing for her, but more than anything she hates her. Where as Iris is the complete opposite, resenting her sister, yes, but choosing to love her with everything she has. And once she's found out, she becomes a caged tool, yet again. Dahlia is right in her anger. She died too young, yet another thing Iris blames herself for, if only she had been able to love her more, provide more, maybe they'd still be together. And Dahlia lies to everyone about how bad and evil she is bc it's easier if she was irredeemable and no one even tries. If there was no other choice she wouldn't have to even consider feeling remorse bc she would have had no other choice. And when she's 'defeated' it is only Iris who doesn't cheer for her demise, only Iris who understands that it easily could have been her, could have been anyone, that it's a sad thing when someone so young is pushed to those beliefs and dies to them. Iris knows that all Dahlia needed was help and love from the people she should have been able to expect that from, the people she should have been able to trust. And no of course she shouldn't have been committing murders but trying to understand is not the same as excusing. Even Iris, the person who knows and loves her most, can't excuse her actions, she is merely sad about the situation which I feel is the proper response.

What I'm saying: lmao girlboss and sadgirl

#anyway i'm sure this was barely coherent and i hope what i'm trying to say is coming across #this was more dahlia focused bc i've talked about iris before. i believe it's in game posting #ace attorney #dahlia hawthorne #iris hawthorne #ace's post

[svtskneecaps]

yknow what with the strife building between forever and bad and the ripple effect that might have on the server at large i think now is the perfect time to fridge bad. go touch grass, mr boyhalo, it's time to see people either fall apart or come together without you. bc listen. listen. when the dms are bumpin with 'bad can you ___' every thirty seconds. sometimes you just gotta steal badboyhalo and see what the fuck happens. i just want to know.

and i also want bad to slEEP GODDAMNIT

#qsmp #qsmp badboyhalo #he ended stream early for once but i don't believe for a second he left the server #for the love of god freeze dry this man #like i want to see how him being gone affects the server at large #(bc he's such a steady support for egg parents + theory people + dungeon raiders) #(like the french love him the brazilians love him philza knows if he can't take care of the kids bad will) #(fit lets bad watch ramon while ramon and dapper hang out) #(and shit dude bad and dapper are attached at the hip like it was devastating in the days after dapper lost his life bc before that- #-you barely ever saw bad ALONE; they went EVERYWHERE together even to secret order meetings) #bad please get in the freezer and nap for like three days #i'm in a funky mood and i'd LOVE to fuck around and find out #tho i understand completely that the lore is busy with a different angle and i will not find out #((i'm holding out hope to find out sometime but i recognize now will likely not be that time)) #((the worms in my brain are curious and they would feast deeply on the answers)) #shut up vic #block game brainrot #it's 4am btw if this isn't coherent its bc i didn't proofread bc it's 4am lol

[obikindred]

Hi F451 tumblr. Can i go on an insane ramble. Montag is kind of just like the hound. Montag hound allegory 100…. Both because All We Put Into It is Hunting Fighting and Killing What a Shame If Thats All It Will Ever Know but ALSO i just know Beatty loves that damn hound. I can see him kneeling before it in my mind’s eye, lovingly adjusting chemical balance and making sure its joints are oiled and move comfortably, shining its exterior, cleaning its led eyes, taking it with him on jobs, slip lead held loosely around its great accordion rubber neck, giving it rats and mice to kill by hand, stroking that great chrome head with tenderness and adoration unbecoming of a man of Beatty’s status, and is Montag not his own hound? His best man? Does he not lovingly feed him books to destroy? Lies to believe? Did he not train him, build him in his own image? What love beatty feels is like how a god feels love, it’s retribution, punishment, ownership, in a way. Montag is his Hound, and does Beatty not take excellent care of his hound?

#its like that mitski song #youre an angel im a dog or youre a dog and im your man #you believe me like a god I destroy you like I am #good GOD #is this coherent #is this anything #you guys kind of sound insane so. i hope this resonates with somebody because I am definitely insane #NOT IN LIKE A WEIRD YAOI WAY THOUGH. #in a highly repressed illicit homosexual affair in the 60s kind of way you know #my ideal ship dynamic is just Man Who is Desperate for Affection x Man Who Takes Good Care of His Things #its unhealthy its codependent its everything I want for them #amen #fahrenheit 451 #guy montag #captain beatty #guy montag x captain beatty #because the tag is EMPTY!!!!!!!! #ITS EMPTY!!! WHY!!! #max talks smack

[awesome-shoes-with-wings]

@hedgehodgy, this is my attempt at a Triton first sketch for your fic 'Mercy Upon Ourselves'! I hope he looks similar enough to your vision of him!?? I'm open to ideas so if you have an actor face-claim or something similar, I'd love to see it!

Happy writing! I really love your fic!!

#triton #it's almost 2am and i am sick #i hope i sound coherent enough?? #i had a desire to draw triton #so i gave into that desire #i still wanna change some things #and i'll get to those changes! #percy jackson #percy jackson fanfic #fanfic fanart #fic art for a great fic writer #pose is from our great melon soup i believe! #... melon soup? #idk i'm tired and sick and the demon of the month has come for my blood #i'm having a nIGHT

[quuerbee]

Yeah yeah yeah everyone makes that post/analysis over how the burden of reviving Mount Hua coupled with the intense "survivors" guilt he carries shapes Chung Myung as a person and how he is so so so far away from the person he used to be but man. I've got to take a second everytime I think about it and just ponder.

Imagine waking up after witnessing the brutal killing of almost everyone you have ever met, including yourself, and immediately having to come up with a plan to save your home again. Imagine finding out that it's "your fault" (in all actuality we all know that none of what happened is Chung Myung's fault, but you know how bad his guilt complex is) that your home burned down after you passed. That the little disciples that you left behind, with the goal of protecting from the war, had to fight a different kind of war to protect their home. This doesn't even tap into a LOT of the stuff Chung Myung blames himself for throughout the novel.

How do you live with that? It's been said that Chung Myung lives only for Mount Hua. He lived for Mount Hua, died for Mount Hua, and now has to live for Mount Hua again, knowing that his past sacrifice did nothing to protect his home when it mattered.

#return of the blossoming blade #i have some other thoughts about #Chung Myung trying to emulate the people he was close to in his past life #because he believes that the only way to help mount hua grow #is to be someone other than himself #and how that thought pattern #which is cannon btw!!! #leads to his intense hatred for who he once was as the Sword Saint #but i cannot make my thoughts coherent enough #so itll have to wait #im hoping that if i thow out enough half baked ideas #itll eventually make enough sense that peoole know what im talking about #i dont think its working tho heehee <3 #rotmhs #rotmhs spoilers #? #analysis

[pandora15]

so yeah I still feel the same way I felt at the beginning of the ahsoka series

there are things I really REALLY liked about it. but there are also things that I find frustrating and like. not really fleshed out at all?

like.

ezra's whole arc was amazing. his dynamic with sabine? him getting to make a new lightsaber that looks like kanan's? him finally getting to go home and reuniting with hera? i was almost CRYING at that part and I literally screamed when it cut away before we could see them hug. all of it was AMAZING.

but I'm also like. frustrated with the way that they didn't really explain sabine's past? or like, the things that connected her from the end of rebels to now. like I feel like I still don't understand what happened between her and ahsoka before the events of this show. there was that moment where huyang talked about it to ezra a bit but it's like. so quick and just like "oh ahsoka was worried about sabine turning to the dark side" and then it's never mentioned again???? it's just like how baylan mentioned mandalore's destruction in ep4 and how it drove sabine and ahsoka apart as like a throwaway line and then it's never brought up again? i'm??????

but I also really REALLY liked baylan and shin, and the fact that the mortis gods are referenced at the very end of this season INTRIGUES me. i need to know where this is going.

every time hayden showed up in this series he was INCREDIBLE. probably definitely my favorite part of the series. episode 5 is definitely my favorite episode.

but I'm also like. not feeling great about how ahsoka seems to think about the jedi at the time of the clone wars. she says this line about how anakin was the only one to stand by her, even when no one else would, when homeboy literally turned to the dark side and later tried to kill her in rebels? did she forget about that?

did she forget about all the jedi who mentored her during tcw? about plo koon, luminara unduli, tera sinube, aayla secura? about obi-wan? we haven't seen her even mention any other jedi from that time other than anakin (and kanan, in today's episode, but that's literally because of ezra).

i'm just hnggggggggggg so conflicted. the show does some things so WELL and I'm in awe of those things but then it also just. completely misses the point or confuses me or just makes me vaguely upset and it just leaves me in this state of being frustrated

anyways.

overall I did enjoy the show, even if it sounds like I didn't. It's just. I think it would've been better if the ahsoka series and the rebels sequel were two different things, y'know? it would've given more time for both of these storylines to be fleshed out more properly.

but here we are, I'm accepting that this is the show that we got, and I think it was good. I'm intrigued to see what happens next.

#ahsoka spoilers #ahsoka show #ahsoka tano #ahsoka finale spoilers #also the whole sabine suddenly becoming force sensitive thing is something i just have to accept now #i was really hoping they'd like. make her someone who believes in the jedi way and the force but isn't necessarily someone who can wield it #i would've loved to see her find balance #the show kinda hints at it a bit i guess? like she has the opportunity to jump after ezra #which is something she probably WOULD have done before the whole ''giving baylan the map'' thing #but she realizes that she has to stay for ahsoka #and she DOES #which is like. baby steps #i'm gonna shut up and go to sleep now #i will think on this a bit more to gather my thoughts about this show #and maybe post something more coherent tomorrow

[pyromaniac-cyndaquil]

Smth I REALLY wanna say about scarlet and violet though. Epic ship/polycule headcanons aside, I think it's REALLY visible just how much gamefreak are improving at writing realistic and fleshed out friendships between characters, with actual depth and soul to them. These aren't just random npcs who the game outright has to have a professor tell you 'this is your friend!' and who you have a few nice conversations with while you occasionally battle and compare your dexes. They're much more realistic to what friendships are.

These are characters you get to know, aid the arcs of, visit for idle chitchat, witness bickering and working that out and being silly and overall? It's just like yeah. That's a real friend group right there. While there's SOME characters in older pokemon games they've kinda achieved this with, they did it for so many in sv in a way that's truly charming.

#hope this is coherent and makes sense! #i don't think they were going for any of the dynamics to seem romantic really. it's just a lot more in depth than previous friendships #to a point where it's felt different to a lot of people y'know? #and speaking as an aroace it's really nice to see friendships that are so core and whole #... doesn't mean i don't still have a fuckton of sv ships though lmao #the one exception is i really wanna believe penny being sapphic is fully intentional lol

[ichorblossoms]

I WOULD LIKE TO ASK QUESTION ABOUT OCS IN FACT 🤲 how was meeting yarrow for the first time like for grimm? and reverse? i love them and how tender they grow together so dearly

HELLO THANK YOU FOR THE ASK AND THANK YOU IN GENERAL EHEHEHEEEE they are eating at my brain all the time <3

OKAY so a vague timeline of honeybee's three main parts is here BUT there is a (not actually secret) part 0 that is how they first meet. i want to include it in the story but i'm concerned telling a story like this

might get a little confusing for people so. we shall see

i DO have my reasons for wanting to tell it this way and also p0 is a single scene. but also i might combine it with p1 idk. it's a mess, i'm a mess

anyways at this point grimm is ~18 and still pretty freshly out of their whole "i was a bodyguard/scout for the people who destroyed everything i loved for several years because i fell in love [was manipulated by] the family's young heiress when i was vulnerable and also a child"* ordeal and now making a living for themself being an outlaw. it travels from town to town and takes on odd jobs, mostly recon stuff because it's very good at sneaking around. also having a robot dog designed to jam signals and camera feeds helps

*this is A Lot. i know it sounds edgy as fuck, but a consistent source of conflict in this universe is how people in power (those with a lot of money in this case) consistently fuck over everyone else and each other for the sake of more power/a perceived advantage/money and grimm is a victim of that to a more extreme degree than most

grimm takes a job that involves getting some sort of intel out of the offices of a medical clinic and gets caught halfway through. they can fight too, so they do get out, but not before sustaining a pretty bad injury to their jaw (originally this was going to be a gunshot, but after doing research i realize that hm sustaining a gunshot wound to the jaw usually requires reconstructive surgery that grimm would not have access to, so i think they were hit with something instead). on their way sneak-stumbling out, they happen across one of the interns in the stairwell, who sees them injured and bleeding and goes "stay right there i'll get something to help you!" because shit, why else are they working at a clinic if they aren't going to help people who are hurt

normally grimm wouldn't stay, fuck that, but it's dazed and possibly concussed, so it does. yarrow (who is about ~19) comes back with some bandages and painkillers, quickly does a quick patch job, and sends grimm off with a "i'm sorry this is all i can do" and grimm gets the fuck out of there

now yarrow isn't stupid, he knew that grimm wasn't supposed to be there, but if he can help, he will help, especially if someone's in pain. grimm wasn't anyone meaningful to them at that point, and i think that whole ordeal is something that occasionally crosses their mind in the next ~3 years before they cross paths again, but there weren't any severe consequences to their actions (if any, still dunno if they got caught) nor was their life really under threat, so it wasn't any more shocking than someone coming in to the clinic with a severe injury

ON the flip side though, grimm cannot stop thinking about this. it has encountered so little kindness in the previous ~6 years of its life that a total stranger helping them out is inconceivable. now, grimm will save its own hide first and foremost, so it doesn't stick around, but this whole incident leaves it with a sense of being indebted to yarrow, whose name they don't even know at that point. nothing it would go out of its way to act upon, but this "i owe my life to that stranger" thing it marvels at from time to time.

so, when the two cross paths ~3 years later in a different clinic in a different city, grimm feels compelled to at least get yarrow out of there before shit goes down; they've graduated to working riskier jobs with teams of outlaws instead of alone, so it's very much a "you saved my life, i'll save yours back and get you out of here and we can part ways for good" situation. or, that's what grimm tells itself :)

bonus pt0 grimm and yarrow designs hehe

#asks #confusedlucifer #thank you SO much for the ask #i was hoping to get it answered before i went to work but i am not quick at writing up responses bc i have So Many Words to say #and none of them are coherent until i reread everything #this part has existed in my brain for awhile i just haven't talked about it much #someone who is kind without thinking meeting someone who has encountered so little kindness in their life.......ough #like! of course grimm is going to be a little selfish and stick around when they know they should run away after saving yarrow #it's going to stay and hate itself while doing so because it loves like a dog and knows this. but also. nothing else is kind or gentle #yarrow's less intense with things but he's got his issues that mostly revolve around refusing to believe he'll ever do enough #to deserve good things? there's nuance there but that comes out more in p2 #just starts. barking. #honeybee #grimm #yarrow #grimmyarrow

[idleorbitals]

🚨🚨🚨 emergency 🚨🚨🚨

this is one (1) week away 😰

#and i will be losing my last hope of coherency on schedule #can't believe i have to do things that aren't think of them all week long #ofts #only friends the series #raysand #sandray #what we feeling folks

[laulink]

Mercedes, taking a deep breath : Ok. Dorothea, I have a favour to ask. Can I flirt with Edelgard to make Byleth jealous ?

Dorothea, after visibly short-circuiting for a few seconds : ... *takes a deep breath and holds her clasped hands in front of her before letting it out and pointing her hands to Mercedes* This is wrong on SO many levels. First off, making your crush jealous has to be number one in the top ten of stupid ideas. Why don't you just talk to her ? Also, why MY Edie ?!

Lysithea, holding her head in her hands to fend off a headache : Dorothea, for the tenth time TODAY, you and Edelgard are NOT dating. No matter how big your crush on her is, and how big HER crush on YOU is, even if she still doesn't realise it, she's not YOUR Edie yet.

Dorothea : STILL ! Gals before pals, girls ! Mercie, you know that !

Mercedes : All valid points. To answer your questions, I've tried pretty much everything else to get Byleth to understand my feelings, short of pushing her against a wall and kissing her that is, and since it could be considered sexual assault on a professor if it goes wrong, I'm not going to risk it. And I'm asking for Edelgard specifically because it would be VERY easy to find flirty comments to say to her ; if Byleth weren't there, and if you hadn't called dibs, I think I would have tried my chance with her.

Dorothea, standing up and slamming her open palms on the table : YOU STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY WIFE-

Lysithea, screaming to the high heavens : FOR THE LAST TIME, SHE'S NOT YOUR WIFE, YOU'RE NOT EVEN DATING !

Edelgard, at the other side of the dining hall, watching the three girls make a racket while talking to Hubert : I wonder who that girl Dorothea has a crush on is.

Hubert, who's heard Dorothea say "I love you" to Edelgard more times than he can count : I have no idea.

#Edelgard is very dense #she thinks Dorothea means that in a friendly way #Dorothea is starting to lose her mind though #I think next time Edelgard miscunderstands her confession she's gonna go for the ''pin her against a wall and kiss her'' method #Mercedes just wants Byleth to take a hint #Lysithea just wants to play dolls with them and smash their faces together until they're dating and she doesn't have to endure this anymore #Hubert is very amused by the whole thing #fire emblem three houses #fire emblem three hopes #dorothea arnault #mercedes von martritz #lysithea von ordelia #edelgard von hresvelg #hubert von vestra #edelthea #mercileth #I still love how their shipname sounds like ''merciless'' #AND I CAN'T BELIEVE IT'S AT LEAST THE SECOND TIME I TYPE THIS EXACT TAG #at least I stay coherent

[earl-grey-crow]

so. coyle.

#that's the best I can do right now I can't think of anything clever #I'm just sorta. WHAT is going on. what is kat not telling alice. what did jacob do. what is anything. #and kat being so close to seeing jacob?? only for the british to take him away?? #I think that's why I'm just staring dumbly at my screen right now I can't believe it she was so close #chyler leigh you are amazing at communicating kat's emotions in the most devastating way #that last expression it looked like kat felt she could tear the british to pieces for taking her brother away #anyway. in other news #the way home hallmark #wouldn't be a hallmark series without a founder's day celebration #I'm a little wary of where they're taking del and what's his name? sam? if they're taking them anywhere #I hope they don't end up together partly because I don't like the idea of anyone replacing colton #partly because I don't really like him and partly because I don't think we need it #also have I missed something?? or have they not said that guy's name?? the one always at the coffee shop talking to alice #I still don't know if I like him or not he reminds me too much of brady (except for the fact he most definitely doesn't #have a five year plan) which is weird but he seems mildly interesting? #hmm parallels between the augustines and the town and the augustines and the time travelers? like always observing always something I don't #know I don't have coherent thoughts #elliot's father is. intense. to say the least. I have concerns #also not rita always trying to rip off tourists lol #and best for last: I like coyle tbh I'm so excited for the next episode because it looks like he'll be in a lot of it #I just really really hope they maintain his weird complexity and not be like oh you thought he was pond scum but he's not really it was jus #bad first impressions or whatever #I really hope they let him keep his paradox of sorta bad sorta good it's part of his charm #I was dying over that scene between him and kat like wow go off then #okay I think I've exhausted the tags enough #earl crow ramblings

[kalijhomentethi]

guess who started rambling about runeterran languages—

#SORRY MEL SKCNAKSKA #here’s hoping this post is actually coherent— #i LOVE lore ok #(for context i used to dm a league campaign and i made a huge document of world lore from deepdiving into anything related to worldbuilding #that includes how languages were spread n etc) #i even have resources for the ionian language…. sentence structure; dictionary n all but it’s not like super complete or anything bc #there’s not a Lot to read on in general #and the zed comic isnt my fave bc i’d rather pretend certain scenes didn’t exist BUT #it gave me lots of character building stuff to go off of for akali #i wrote a whole ass essay on how she loves 😭 and that’s just one topic #edit: although i believe i wrote the essay before i read the zed comic?? #i’ll go see if i can find my post about it in the morning #or rather posts #but essentially she has so mUCH DEPTH #she has so much lore and potential and AAA i love her sm #anyway YEAH VIBRATES #mun

[sentient-cloud]

Ugh plans for disability pride month include I have a doctors appointment and maybe I’ll finally bring up my pain (horrifying, especially as a fat person and especially with a doctor who still hasn’t put me on my adhd meds I previously had yet. Maybe I’ll also ask about those because help.) trying to get a therapist and also. Making that phone call begging the state to not cut my assistance benefits and to believe me when I say i don’t work due to health + mental health reasons at the moment (negative hopes)

#starts throwing up hands on knees y’all believe me (they have no hope) #last time I tried to explain the only jobs that I’ve found will hire me are physical ones (no high school diploma) and #I can’t walk around Walmart w out getting nauseous and out of breath from back pain #and every job I’ve worked has been the same #w out the ‘well not every job is physical’ but I physically can not do a job where I need to be on my feet. I can’t accomplish standing on #my feet for over 2 hours w out yhe pain being all I can focus on and that rules out most jobs #and good luck finding an office job w no ged (I’m trying to work on this. part of why I’m trying to get a therapist + back on my adhd meds) #ik there’s call centers and stuff but 1-I don’t have phone service and 2 I have problems w #annoyingly #coherent thoughts sometimes and also not freezing up and stuttering or going silent when I get nervous #which interacting w customers makes me #also in the past they also haven’t called me back cause of the diploma thing #anyway sorry rant. #here’s hoping I can get some answer for my pain that’s not ‘you’re fat lolllll’ #chronic pain conditions run in my family #my grandma And at least one aunt. and my sister and my mom who has like 4 overlapping pain conditions #smiles #ack maybe I should also talk about the daily pounding headaches

[extantformoflife]

haha yeah i get it the symbol of the new fishman pirates is a (literal) hollow imitation of the symbol of the sun pirates, so intent on their hatred of the humans that they have stripped away its original purpose. thats cool .

#extanttalks #op #one piece #fishman island #fishman island arc #new fishman pirates #fishman pirates #sun pirates #i have THOUGHTS about the way the new fishman pirates chose to imitate the sun pirates but this is like. the only one i can like. verbalize #at least coherently. #like even the name... #the sun pirates were CALLED the fishman pirates by humans because they could not see their purpose or anything beyond the fact that fishmen #-were the ones doing these things #but the new fishman pirates dont have anything else beyond that name. they tried to imitate the sun pirates but fell short because they- #couldn't understand *why* the sun pirates did the things they did #the new fishman pirates are full of hatred and nothing else #fundamentally fisher tiger did not believe in hatred. he wanted there to be more to this world than suffering #the new fishman pirates could not have hoped to ever truly be the next sun pirates #because they didnt care about anyone else. #yeah none of that made sense. im bad at media analysis. or bad at wording it right. but i find it really cool.