#[i'm tired but i'll be working on replies]

[coollyinterferes]

Today, I offer you...

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#[been thinking all day abt how much jona happily infodumps abt az/te/c culture and civilization on others if he gets the chance lol] #[especially when you take into account he canonly has some kind of morbid fascination with the dead and w/occult stuff (ie. the stone mask) #[probably had a blast the first time he tried pozole (a dish that seems it was popular in that culture and still is nowadays in mexico)] #[and he'd totally throw in the good ole ''did you know it's believed az/te/cs used actual human flesh instead of meat to make this?!''] #[he wouldn't do it in an ill-natured manner tho! he wouldn't try to upset others on purpose (and possibly ruin their meal in the process xd #[it'd be just his nerd ass infodumping and throwing some very dark facts/stuff bc he's so used to all of it lol] #[but yeah. i can definitely see why he got invested so much into all that stuff] #[it's just perfect for him] #[and yeah. i will be making a more formal post about all this sometime (if my pea brain doesn't forget to do it)] #;ooc tag #[stilllll feel free to interact with jona if you wish to! (regular jona. not micro!jona lol)] #[anyways.. had a bit of A Day] #[but at least i got to see some hal/low/een and dia de muertos stuff!] #[so that was good] #[i'm tired but i'll be working on replies] #[might not get any done tonight but they will be worked on nonetheless!] #[hope everyone's having a lovely day/night!! <3]

[running-in-the-dark]

I've basically been moving non-stop all day for a week (except Monday when I went to the doctor, and then the antibiotics were mean to me), everything hurts, but hey at least my room is somewhat close to being finished!

now there's just everything else left to do....

I've also had to deal with builders and electricians and a painter and I don't remember who else every day this week. I think I did alright. didn't have a panic attack or anything, it didn't even make me very anxious. so that's good! but I want to be left alone for several months now please 🙃

#I'm sorry for not replying to messages etc. I'm SO tired #and I only have a phone signal in the living room.... which is where alllll of the boxes are. so I don't really spend time there #there's some people coming by from the ISP (again) next week. maybe they'll at least be able to tell us when we can expect to have internet #also we got our washing machine today!! I love it so much. I'm so glad we didn't take the old broken one with us. I mean it did technically #work in that it washed things. but if you have to constantly stand next to it to press a button every time it gives an error messages that #is not very convenient #we put my bed in my room today!! so I'll get to sleep all on my own for the first time since January 😭 I'm so excited #I love the cats SO much and I'll still let them sleep in my room sometimes (once the rest of the apartment is safe for them to go into) #but man I already have so many issues sleeping. I just need to be alone in the quiet and without two cats literally walking all over me #I can't wait 🥰 #and I'd love to be able to sleep in the same room as my husband all the time but my god his snoring has been driving me absolutely insane #these last few days #personal

[lucyvaleheart]

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#i need to stop doing this. but i just. i..... #.....I'll probably fall asleep minutes after i post this #so if you message me about it and i don't reply that's why #but i just #............fuck I'm trying so hard #it doesn't seem to matter #no matter how much i get done or accomplish it's never enough I'm always ten steps behind where i need to be to even reach net zero #not even the point of making progress. the point where i can so much as rest #I'm so tired. im so tired. nothing i think of works nothing i try is ever the right thing #i know from the outside looking in i may not seem like a burden i may even seem like an uplifting person to be around #but I'm a burden. #i am. I'm not self deprecating. it's a fact. it's just a fact. #as i am now i am a resource sink and i need too much help and i can't really be independent #and yet i don't really have a choice #so at present whoever i live with (currently my husband) gets stuck taking care of me because i just fall short in so many ways #.....i can't do anything right #nothing i do seems to matter. i can't.... i can't do anything #fuck #I'm just repeating myself I'm almost certain but #...............why can't i have a decent idea for once #all this confidence and i just keep fucking up anyway #worked so hard on being confident in myself that i don't match up to my own expectations now #i #.............fuck #everything hurts so badly #I'm so tired #....I'm so tired #....................if anyone happens to live in Minnesota and wants to just. come shoot me dead hit me up #im too much of a coward to do it myself

[viaetor]

tips my toes in back here, hello ;;;;; thank you so much for all the supportive messages and asks you guys sent ! i'm doing so, so, SO much better. thank you so much for the good wishes 💕 friends DO heal u. this is me:

#❛ㅤ𓆩✦𓆪ㅤ:ㅤooc﹔ㅤㅤ/ㅤㅤchaos and aether simpery. #i'm still stressed and tired from everything thats going on but. i took (2) days off from checking my phone and email #and i'm already like. considerably recharged ! it's incredible how being off for a few days makes wonders to your mental health #i think i'll buy a phone for work for that reason ! #some of my irl friends called me yesterday so we could watch one of my favourite movies too #im so lucky ;w; #thank you guys once again ! #i'll be back to my full force in 5~7 working days nsdakmsdjg #and i'll get back to messages slowly ! #for now i'm feeling fuzzy and warm and creative so i'll try delivering some replies bc writing with you all is SO fun #mwahs from ur local mimir

[hatredcurse]

Inbox call — ♥ and I'll send you some memes from your prompt list.

#ooc #.interaction call #|| I've been up since 5AM for on-call work. I'm very tired and I'm gonna play some DS3 to chill out. #|| If you wanna plot something else just ask for discord. #|| I'll get to other replies later.

[lunaetis]

[ to attempt to write or to pass the heck out ... ]

#.ooc #.tbd #[ i'M SO TIRED FROM WORK #i'll let eden be a menace for one whole reply then pass out hjlkhjlk ]

[davepetea]

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#ooc post. #.vat file #I've gotta remember to just. save posts I'm supposed to reply to in my drafts when I see them but don't have energy to reply. #I've lost track of a couple but I'll go back and find them eventually lmao #I'm just tired and sun-wed I work lol

[briars-by-any-other-name]

Dadbert?

Daddy Hubie...?

#ic #dash comm #//I'll actually reply to people tomorrow I prommy I'm just very tired and my brain's not working😔

[altruistic-meme]

why do i ever assume my family communicates i KNOW they don't why do i ALWAYS fall for this

#this is mostly /lh i promise just #my mother texted me yesterday about coming over Saturday not Sunday to watch go2 #and asked if I'd be driving my sister over again (bc im practicing driving stick shift in my sister's car) #so i THOUGHT 'oh clearly she asked my sister too bc my sister ALSO sometimes works Saturdays! #and if she wanted to change the day we agreed on last week then SURLY she MUST have texted everyone who was part of the plan!!!' #i was wrong #i texted my sister to tell her 'hey call me when you're oyw so I'll wake up' and my sister. of course. DIDN'T KNOW #ABOUT THE DAY CHANGE #and she actually DOES work today (unlike me who does not which was my mom's og question) #so she CAN'T do it today #but my mom DIDN'T ASK HER #so now i texted my mom and am waiting for her to wake up and reply #bc our options are 1. hope it rains (bc my sister can't work in the rain so if it rains she gets off work) #or 2. everyone is going to be awake until 1-2am to watch the show bc it's 5-6hours long and we won't get there until like 6pm #or you know option 3. we just stick with the og plan of Sunday #but ill give my mom the options bc idc either way i have to be awake so night anyway #but everyone else watching Doesn't do they're opinions do matter here #anyway #I'm just so tired #this happens EVERY SINGLE TIME we make plans!!! #someone wants to make a change and asks one person and then that person assumes they also checked with everyone else #and they NEVER!!! DO!!!!!! #shh ac

[hyaciiintho]

🌸｡*ﾟ+. If anyone has a nice version of ph*t*sh*p (cracked or not) they're willing to share with me, I would be forever grateful. I got hit with the "You're using an unlicensed version--" message and I can't use mine anymore c': and I can't remember where I had gotten mine and will need to filter through a bunch of... questionable links to find it again online.

So if anyone has a link to a trusted downloaded, I would appreciate it a ton!

#MUN SPEAKING 🌸 ᴬ ʷᵉᵃᵛᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ᵗᵃˡᵉˢ; ᴾᵃⁱⁿᵗᵉʳ ᵒᶠ ˢᵗᵃʳˢ #I have work tonight so I'll be working on replies then. Hope everyone's been doing well~ #Been drawing more and working on other stuff. You'll probably see my art post sometime in the future on here pffft~ #It hasn't felt like October at all for me and it's depressing c': but I'm planning to just watch horror movies soon #for the course of the next few days at least. Immerse myself. And just. Try to get into the spirit of things. #Been a little rough mentally/emotionally but I've been making stuff creatively (even if it's been difficult) so that's good! #Just been tired. Wish I didn't have work tonight but eeeeehhhh I'll survive! I might toss a random starter with some muses. Who knows. #I've got a few replies due but for the most part I'm not sweating it and feel like I can afford getting more threads rolling~ #Been feeling pretty hyped on the Romeo train so. We'll see!! ANYWAYS have a good day y'all #Rambling in the tags like usual. Very On Brand of me to word dump in here LOL

[ofdeference]

#Headed to the gym. #When I get back if I have time to do replies I will. #I still have some asks to do as well. #But the sad thing is I have to go to bed early to drop the car off at the mechanics. #At like...god damn 7am. #I don't have to be at work until 8am which means I'll have to get up at 6am... #It's gonna be a shitshow tomorrow. #And I'm gonna be too tired to do this god damn Medical Review...

[cinnamon-phrog]

I promise I care I just don't know how to speak to people! It's getting more and more exhausting to talk to people but not personally! I just have so many mutuals now it'd hard to keep track!

#i hope this doesn't stop people from interacting i love it! i just hope i'm giving the same as i'm getting! #so every reply chat and ask i send feels... stale? disengaged? because i feel so tired because i stay up later to 'keep up' with everyone. #i end up missing out people out of forgetfulness but please don't take it personally. i just have a lot more than what i'm used to! #i'll get the hang of it while figuring out a better schedule for myself that works. #🗨🐸

[snarkspawn]

Hi I love your kinnporsche art 🥰🥰🥰 I just wanna know how do you draw in your own style and also make it look like the actual person??? I just can't seem to do that without getting hyper realistic 😱

Heyyy, thank you so much!! ♥

Sorry to say this but I don't have a magic trick for that either haha I think the key is to use good references!! Find something for the exact angle or expression you need, and then get borderline creepy by just staring at the face for a while to study it lmao sketch it a few times to get a feel for it, and/or trace it if that helps you, just figure out what makes this particular face unique. Like, as an example with kinnporsche for me it’s Bible's cheekbones and his eyes and nose, or Mile's eyebrows and his nose and jaw etc etc. Focus on these features that stand out to you, and emphasise them.

I touched on this a little bit in a previous ask on faces and while that advice is a couple of years old now, I still think that having the right proportions down makes all the difference. Try not to get lost in the details, that way hyper realism lies :D

#somesketchyshitmain #replies #art asks #I will say though that I struggle a lot with drawing apo because that man is just. so. goddamn beautiful??? #trying to figure out his face feels like staring directly into the sun #which is the reason why you don't see as much porsche art from me even though I love him a lot lmao #I tried. there are so many WIPs but you know how it is #well. that and the fact that I have 0 time #ANYWAY #thank you again #I hope it helped at least a bit #I was going to sketch a few examples but I just got home from work and I'm so tired #maybe I'll add something tomorrow ... idk. we'll see

[byanyan]

spent yesterday trapped in bed with what wasn't quite a migraine but was close enough that doing anything other than sleeping was a miserable time. so that was fun. feeling a lot more functional today though so I'm gonna be around to do some stuff

...also, pretty sure I've decided to go in and delete a bunch of drafts. not everything, but probably most of them. anything that's been plotted or even discussed a little, I'll be holding onto bc I still have muse for those, but a lot of the stuff that hasn't been plotted/is more inconsequential will be cleaned out. I took too much onto my plate (my own fault) and I just need to clean up a little so I feel less overwhelmed. if I drop our thread(s), I'm sorry, but we can get something new and fresh going sometime soon!!

#should probably clean out the months old memes in my inbox too but that doesn't bother me as much as the 70+ in my drafts lmao... #I'm. gonna try to be more consistent about replying to things bc I'm tired of doing like. two replies then losing threads in my drafts #but also gonna work on being better about replying to what I feel like replying to without feeling bad for ignoring everything else #SELF CARE OR WHATEVER. I'm tired of pressuring myself over a hobby it's so dumb #anyway. I'll climb on my laptop after coffee to clean things up & see how many drafts I'm left with #depending on the number I may or may not reblog a meme or smth to get some fresh stuff going we'll see #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ OOC ⋮ DON’T @ ME.

[mspoodle1]

✨🌈☀️send this to the ten people you’re happy to see every time they pop up on your dash/notif and wish them a good day🌟🌈💥

Thank you so much Sybile. You're always so sweet! 🤗🤗🤗

Wishing you a wonderful Holiday season!

#reply #sorry I haven't been around lately #all the medieval cc and halloween cc making #has me pretty wiped out in the creative department #I'll probably get back to it after the xmas holidays #nvidia and microsoft keep updating and i'm tired of chasing fixes #I have to do to make things work for ts3 #sometimes

[arrowsperpetualcringe]

mmmm wow, i sure wish my friends would ✨talk to me✨

#texts me when I'm tired and exhausted from work and gets pissy when i don't reply asap #but also leaves me on read and doesn't say shit when im actually active in the group chat and suddenly you wanna be a lurker- #ight b #and aside from this one person everyone else just like #does not care #I'll be like 'hey im finally free wanna talk' #and it's just ' n o ' #like gyat dayum #I probably shouldn't say they don't care #but that's what it feels like #pick on me and vague about me when I'm not available and dodge me when i am #and everyone else is just content to not talk to me.... at all #and not to mention one time a friend was so ready to tell me and make sure I knew that this video game he got was more important than me #like that's actually literally what he said #like I don't expect to be top priority all the time #but goddamn. #idk what to make of this #sometimes i really just contemplate disappearing forever #it feels like that'd be the best option sometimes #because sometimes it doesn't feel like they'd notice anyway #vent #tw: vent #cw: vent #rambling