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babymashroom · 4 months

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swordbenihime · 3 years

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Promise//Zeke Yeager x Gn Warrior Reader

Request by: @weatherreport-simp

Summary:Zeke and Reader discussing after Fort Slava Commander's meeting.

Warnings:A bit of sadness (ı am sorry :/ )

Words:970 (ı am so sorry 😭;ı know it's short but it was my first request.Next time i'll make up)

"I am sorry,General but may ı be so bold as to offer my advice?"

You were standing quietly at meeting room.Thoughts in your mind were interrupted by his voice. Your eyes had found him amongst all those soldiers. Zeke Yeager raised his one hand, waiting to speak.

"Ah,Zeke,the boy wonder.Go ahead."

He was talking about Paradis Island operation,retaking the founding titan.Everbody in the room,especially your superiors were listening him very carefully.He was fascinating enough to impress everyone.Every word that came out of his mouth made so much sense that no one said a word against him.

"I remind you,you have less than a year in your term."

His eyes suddenly found you.You had your fingernails in your flesh to control yourself; you had bitten your tongue so as not to scream.You didn't want to face the facts.He was aware of what you were feeling.Grey eyes gave you the once-over.

"Yes.And ı am very anxious about whether or not Colt can inherit the full my powers of beast titan."

"I see." General said.

You wanted to cry on your knees.

You didn't want him to return to that island once more. It hurt to walk away from him once more, not see him again.

As the meeting was over, all the commanders were standing up and leaving the room. For a second, your eyes met each other again. If you continued to look at each other this way, it wouldn't take long for the others to understand between you.

You ran away, without paying attention to his call to you, to a deserted place, with one hand on your chest; you were waiting for my trapped breath to recover.Although the things that were just spoken were well-known facts, it was painful to you.

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"You must apologize to Colt."you said then sighed.You finally backed to normal.

"I already did.What kind of man you think ı am?"He reached one hand down to his pocket to grab a cigarette.

"Do you want?"

Your turned you head for look him;he was pointing out cigarette.

"You know,ı don't smoke."you frowned.

He slightly smiled and lit his cigarette.He did not speak for a while and continued to smoke his cigarette.

"I know but you look worried.I thought it could be helpful."his said in slight tone.

You didn't respond his words.You took a deep breath.You needed to be calm down for start to speak.You wouldn't let the words out of your mouth ruin everything.It was the last thing you wanted to hurt him or say something wrong.

"So,you have only one year to live."you said while looking at sea.

His eyes widened when he realized of bitter in your voice and he couldn't help.It was the only truth you had.

"It's gonna be okay.You are young,you are gonna be okay."he said.

You were angry at all of this.As an Eldian,your body was only a weapon.You weren't real human.You were to one who inherit Pieck's Cart Titan power.You were going to die in fifteen years, and that's just the life allotted to you.They took everything away from you.But there was the only thing you had.

They thought,without their permission you can't fall in love.But you did.

"You must know Zeke,you aren't old too.You are only twenty-nine."

His eyes found you then started to laugh.He could look older than his age, but as you said, he was just a young man.

"I've never thought of it this way before.It really sounds like ı am young."

His arms reached over your waist;wrapped around there.He put his chin on your shoulder;his hands on your abdomen.His lips found your neck;started to kiss slowly.

"I wasn't lying about everything is gonna be okay."he said.

"How?"you asked.In your perspective everything was dark.There's no way out escaped from this darkness.Because your light was holding you.You were in his arms.For now.

"I am scared of ending up alone.Don't leave me alone."you whispered.

His arms tightened around your waist, his lips reached your cheek. You took a deep breath as you let out a kiss. You wanted to inhale all the scent while you could stand this close to him.

"I can't make big promises, we both know how much time I have. But there is only one thing I can tell you."

One hand found your cheek as he turned your body towards him. As your lips met, you wrapped your arms around his neck. Your kiss deepened; you couldn't stop a tear escaped from your eye.

"I love you."he said in a husky tone.

"And no matter what,ı will."he continued.

Your eyes widened with his confession.You already knew but he never admitted.Until that moment.

"I love you too.With all my heart."

He leaned to you again;started a intimate kiss.Your fingers found his silky blonde hair.

"Is there any way?" You asked as your lips parted. "Is there any way to broke the curse?"

Grey eyes traveled on your lips;his long fingers found your face.He cupped your cheek.

"Who knows,my dear?Maybe,ı can find something else."he confessed.Not because he wanted to tell everthing about his plan.He didn't want to see you like this.You were fading away slowly.He wanted to keep you alive.

"Promise me.At least you'll try to find something."

He kept his silence for a second then spoke"I will.But you must keep your words too."

"Which words?"you asked suddenly.But he was laughing at you.

"You already forgot?"

"Zeke."you whispered.

He hugged you,his lips found you ear."You told me you fell in love with me.Keep your word till the last moment.Because,i will."

Your hand found your chest,on your heart.

"I will always love you."

#zeke yeager #zeke x reader #zeke yeager x reader #zeke aot

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zeynepbal · 5 years

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Change

It s so strange that every change in me happens suddenly. I mean, I know they re not sudden changes but the result of accumulation and burst but I would like to go thru the path of change as most of the people experience; in a slow continiued phase..

However it happens in me like a burst when I wake up one day or just after a news I take

This time what caused it I dont know but for sure it s related with my keeping the biggest issues of me inside but showing the small nonsense ones to out and behaving or trying to be seem as reckless - and this is why I love social media since it helps you to fake people about yourself. You may act as a bitch on social media while living in a sacred temple of yours ; you may show yourself as a reckless person who parties every night and day but you may be reading books at home, or you may show yourself as a drunken sailor while sipping your milk at home via writing your future novel - yet, all of them may be you and noone might be sure about you except you and the people in your closest circle who sometimes know you better than you

Tho it seems it has no relation, I do feel that it will cause a burst in me in near future that I learnt yesterday my brother is leaving japan to brazil. At that very moment what I thought and told him was, something similar to stuff below

Before I came here I tried tı think about every single bad situation that I might be put into or I may put myself in. Tho I experience some of them there always were someothers that I d never expect but they were understandable for me after sometime since I think I started living my life here, after leaving turkey. Since I d never been all alone bymyself for a long time - meaning trying to do everything by myself or with the help of people who are not my family or friends of more than 10 years. So as time passes I became stronger and pity that lost my purity. Yes purity. Since even the jokes or stuff I laughed has changed in time and I became an adult more than a child now. And I was thinking I am prepared for anything now. However when he yold me yesterday he s leaving, I found out that and told him also that when even marcos left I didnt get aware of this feeling that: I tried to prepare myself for anything but I d never thought that people I love would leave... may be marcos was always not fond of japan so i was expecting it inside but my bro.. I got shocked. I mean I am not okay enough to tell how I feel in a good way I think but まとめ: it was another point that caused a change in me suddenly

Another thing : 3-4 days ago I wanted to write a blog but I had no 気持ちい to write it but it was the first step or warning of this change (upgrade) will arrive to me. I felt I was doing something wrong while comparing myself or other people inside and getting angry to myself or others. The only thing that I should have done should be comparing me with myself and if there s a race I should race mith myself to be better than me. I understood I should just focus on it.. then sth had happened and after months I bursted in the office to two people telling how I was feeling about one specific condition.. and they just tried to tell me what I understood 2 days ago from that day. I was about to cry because of my ambitions I remember.. and when I left the office to turn back home, I thought a lot about what we did talk and what I did think of 2 days before. This was another step to change I think (again after accumulation and my masking my true feelings for a long time)

So.. now , I am dying because of sth that I cant control in my body and I hate this situation however I feel kind a calm ( I hope it s not because of the extreme tiredness that I feel) and till yesterday I tried to write and share many feelings of mine ( OMG ı feel like I will erase this post I should end it quickly or..) then I said “to whom I am trying to explain myself” or “who are those people to know those”

Strange.

I remember for the first time in my life warning my friends ( up to me what I did was arrogancy but to normal people who are not as idiot as me, it was normal; but altho I thought it was arrogant I did it ) as “please dont do that since I dont want anyone to know about me. Not everyone you see around me or I smile or I behave kindly are my friends or even they might not be the people I like”

Lol. I still cannot believe I warned my dear friends plus I said sth unsincere ( it is exactly an unsincere behavior to other for old me... ) like that but it feels so right that I did it or am feeling in that way to other people.

Strange.

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utopianatolia · 6 years

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Kitaplar...

251) William Shakespeare - Julius Caesar

Like a Colossus, and we petty men Walk under his huge legs and peep obout To find ourselves dishonourable graves Men at some time are masters of their fates The fault, dear, Brutus, is not in our stars But in ourselves, that we are underlings.

I can as well be hanged as tell the manner of it: it was mere foolery, I did not mark it. I saw Mark Antony offer him a crown, yet ‘twas not a crown neither, ‘twas one of these voronets: and, as I told you, he put it by once: but for all that, to my thinking, he was very loath to lay his fingers off it. And then he offered it the third time; he put it the third time by: and still as he refused it, the rabblement hooted and clapped their chopped hands and threw up their sweaty night-caps and uttered such a deal of stinking breath because Caesar refused the crown, that it had almost choked Caesar; for he swooned and fell down at it: and for mine own part, I durst not laugh for fear of opening my lips and receiving the bad air.

If ı were Brutus now and he were Cassius He should not humour me. I will this night In several hands, in at his windows throw As if they came from several citizens Writings, all tending to the great opinion That Rome holds of his name, wherein obscurely Caesar’s ambition shall be glanced at Anf after this let Caesar seat him sure For we will shake him, or worse day endure

That should be in a Roman you do want Or else you use not. You look pale and gaze And put on fear and cast yourself in wonder Too see the strange impatience of th heavens But if you would consider the true cause Why all these fires, why all these gliding ghosts Why birds and beasts from quality and kind Why old men,fools, and children calculate Why all these things change from their ordinance Their natures and preformed faculties To monstrous quality,why,you shall find That heaven hath nfused them with these spirits To make them instruments of fear and warning Unto some monstrous state Now could I, Casca, name to thee a man Most like this dreadful night That thunders, lightens, opens graves, and roars As doth the lion in the Capitol A man no mightier than thyself or me In personal action, yet prodigious grown And fearful, as these strange eruptions are

Therein, ye gods, you make the weak most strong Therein, ye gofs, you tyrants do defeat. Nor stony tower, nor walls of beaten brass Nor airless dungeon, nor strong links of iron Can be retentive to strentgth of spirit But life, being weary of these wordly bars, Never lacks power to dismiss itself If I know this, know all the world besides, That part of tyranny that I do bear I can shake off at a pleasure

And why should Caesar be a tyrant then? Poor man! I know he would not be a wolf But that he sees the Romans are but sheep: He were no lion were not Romans hinds. Those that with haste will make a mighty fire Begin it with weak straws: what trash is Rome What rubbisg and what offal, when it serbes For the base matter to illuminate So bile a thing as Caesar!! But,O grief....

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The Tarquin drive, when he was called a king “Speak, strike, redress” Am I entreated To speak and strike? O Rome I make thee promise If the redress will follow, thou receivest Thy full petition at the hand of Brutus

Cowards die many times before their deaths The valiant never taste of death but once Of all the wonders that I yet have heard It seems to me most strange that men should fear Seeing that death, a necesseary end Will come when it will come

Calphurnia here, my wife, stays me at home: She dreamt to-night she saw my statua Which like a fountain with a hundred spouts Did run pure blood, and many lusty Romans Came smiling and did bathe their hands in it: And these does she apply for warnings and portents And evils imminent; and on her knee Hath begged that I will stay at home to-day

Et tu, Brute? Then fall,Caesar! Liberty, freedom! Tyranny is dead Run hence, proclaim,cry it about the streets

Brutus. Be patient till the last. • Romans, countrymen, and lovers! hear me for my • cause, and be silent, that you may hear: believe me for mine honour, and have respect to mine honour, that you may believe: censure me in your wisdom, and awake your senses, that you may the better judge. If there be any in this assembly, any dear friend of Cnsar's, to him I say that Brutus' love to Caesar was no less than his. If then that friend demand why Brutus rose against Caesar, this is my answer : not that I loved Cesar less, but that I loved Rome more. Had you rather Caesar were living, and die all slaves, than that Caesar were dead, to live all free men ? As Caesar loved me, I weep for him; as he was fortunate, I rejoice at it; as he was valiant, I honour him; but as he was ambitious, I slew him. There is tears for his love; joy for his fortune; honour for his valour; and death for his ambition. Who is here so base that would be a bondman ? If any, speak; for him have I offended. Who is here so rude that would not be a Roman ? If any, speak; for him have I offended. Who is here so vile that will not his country? If any, speak; for him have I offended. I pause for a reply.

With this I depart that, as I slew my best lover for the good of Rome, I have the same dagger for myself, when it shall please my country to need my death.

And that craves wary walking, crown him that And then I grantput a sting in him, That at his will,he may do danger with. Th'abuse og, greatness is when it disjoins Remorse from power: and, to speak truth of Caesar, I have not known when his affections swayed More than his _reason. But 'tis a common proof That lowliness is young ambition's ladder, Whereto the climber-upward turns his face; But when he once attains the upmost round, He then unto the ladder turns his back, Looks in the clouds, scorning the base degrees By which he did ascend: so Caesar may; • Then, lest he may, prevent. And, since the quarrel Will bear no colour for the thing he is, Fashion it thus: that what he is, augmented, Would run to these and these extremities: And therefore think him as a serpent's egg Which hatched would as his kind grow mischievous And kill him in the shell.

#wiliam shakespeare #shakespeare #julius caesar #caesar #worldsworthedition

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babymashroom · 4 months

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