Love isn't dead
Yandere cupid x reader
Tw: yandere, minor mention of body horror, obsessive and possessive behavior, isolation
💌you couldn't remember when he first appeared or when you could feel another presence near you. All you knew was that you had a cupid trying to set you up.
💘always nonchalant when you'd open a closet door and he'd be hiding inside. Pausing to stare before continuing to put the towels away. He swore you could see right through him and at him at the same time. But that shouldn't be possible. Because humans can't see cupids. They're not supposed to
💌but that obviously wasn't the case with you. Sweetheart quickly became more bold. Watching you quietly and forgetting his task of finding your soulmate. It got to a point where you blatantly confronted him after you finished bathing, noticing a pair of pink heart eyes staring at you from the top of the shower curtain half way
"are you going to keep staring at me like a creep or are you going to actually introduce yourself?"
"gah-!! Ah.. uh right! Ofcourse! I-im sweetheart! Pleasure to meet you!"
💘after Introducing yourself, you set some ground rules. 1. Don't watch you while you shower, use the bathroom, or sleep 2. Don't Invade your space 3. He can't stalk you while you're out and about
💌at first he followed these rules, nodding obediently and following them diligently. But then he noticed something.. when did you become so beautiful? He swore you were more beautiful than his mother.. so kind and patient, he almost didn't want to finish his job, just stay here with you forever. Offering him food, caring for him, giving him hugs and cheek kisses. He wanted more.
💘he broke your rules, but he never let you find out. He'd never want to upset you! Having gotten better in hiding, he silently watches from the shadows. taking things he's sure you won't notice. All he talks and asks about now is what you like, what you're thinking of or if you got your eye on anyone. Claiming it's because he's curious about humans
💌 growing possessive, he uses one of his hate arrows whenever a suitor tries to approach you. How dare they try and take what was his! Can't they see you're too perfect for them!? He saw everything else as inferior to you, nobody was worthy to see your smile. A god/dess among rubbish.
💘he started using his arrows to distance your loved ones, until he was all that you had left. Comforting you, holding you close, wiping away your tears. He felt a foreign burning feeling in-between his legs whenever he saw you cry. Wanting nothing more than to lick them up but he knew you would consider it weird
💌he didn't dare use a love arrow on you, he wanted to see you. The real you at all times. Ignoring the angry calls his mother and siblings would send him, urging him to finish his job and come back home. So he did something he never would have thought of doing. Something irreversible. He cut off his wings, turning him mortal
💘he smiled up at you with a lovesick grin, while you could only stare at him in horror. You had just gotten back from a miserable day at work and stumbled into the bathroom to find it bloody and covered in familiar pink feathers. Slowly walking backwards, glancing at the small bones of where his wings use to be, sticking out. Bloody and mangled.
"this is all for you.. don't you see? I'M your soulmate! We were made for eachother my darling! So let's be together forever.."
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💌Secret Admirer: Park Jisung💌
💘Park Jisung x Reader ft. Zhong Chenle being a supportive bestie
💘Genre: Fluff
💘Warnings: None
💘Scenario: It’s the week before holiday break, and Park Jisung, after being urged by his best friend Zhong Chenle to do so, decides to confess to his crush at school....through a series of secret admirer letters.
💌Hello everyone! I hope you are well.
💌Today I have a timestamp/scenario hybrid featuring none other than Park Jisung! I originally wrote this in December like a year ago, so there’s some hint that this takes place in winter lmao
💌Let’s just get right into it! Stay hydrated everyone, and make yourselves comfortable! Grab some blankets, hot chocolate, tea, whatever you need, and I hope you enjoy!
I don’t own any of the photos used! I found them on Pinterest. Credits to the rightful owners of these swaggy Jisung pics!!
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[2:09 PM]-Monday
“Just do it already.” Chenle hissed, smacking Jisung lightly on his shoulder. “You’re lucky I was even able to talk the teacher into letting us go early!”
“It’s only one minute early, Chenle.” Jisung replied with a pout, clutching the rose-colored envelope tightly in his shaking hands. “And you told the teacher it was for true love! She probably thinks we are crazy.”
“We ARE crazy.” Chenle said with a straight face. “Now go put that letter in the locker, Jisung!”
“But I’m nervous. What if Y/n thinks it’s weird?” Jisung replied, his eyes wide. “Even worse, what if Y/n knows it’s me?”
“Ji, isn’t the point of this to eventually end up confessing your feelings? Come on, dude! You got this. Besides, you kept the note anonymous. This is just to see how Y/n reacts to it first, before you swoop in and capture the heart of your one true love.” Chenle exclaimed, draping a hand on his forehead dramatically. Jisung groaned.
“Hurry up, Jisung! You have like thirty seconds until the bell rings!” Chenle exclaimed, pushing Jisung out into the empty hall.
“Ack! Okay!” Jisung took a deep breath, hurrying across the hall. Finally, he reached it. Your locker. Looking around, Jisung gulped before shoving the envelope in the locker and booking it back to Chenle.
“You did it! That’s step one. Now we wait. Y/n will be coming in about 3, 2, 1....” Chenle slapped his friend on the back, pulling him behind the corner of the wall and counting down the seconds on his phone. Jisung waited, holding his breath, as the bell rang, signaling the end of school. Jisung thought he was going to pass out.
[2:10 PM]-Monday
“I’ll see you later, Sungchan!” You called to your friend from class as he turned down a separate hall, waving. In a somewhat happy mood, you headed down the bustling hall to your locker, cradling your books and notebooks in your arms. After putting in the locker combination, you swung open the small blue door. Oddly enough, a red envelope tumbled out, landing at your feet.
“What is this?” You asked, bending down and picking it up. It was slightly bent, but it had your name scrawled messily across the front. Curiously, you opened the envelope, pulling out a note scribbled onto a sheet of notebook paper.
A letter? Cocking an eyebrow, you began to read:
“Dear Y/n.
Um, hello. You might not know who I am, right now, at least, but you will. Eventually. I just wanted to tell you that I really, really like you. Like....I have a crush on you. You’re smart, funny, pretty, and really kind, and I couldn’t help but fall for you. But I’m too shy to tell you in person...right now, at least. You do know who I am, though. And I hope you feel the same way. I hope this doesn’t sound creepy.
Sincerely,
Cupid Park, your secret admirer”
Your eyes widened as you finished reading the short letter, a blush creeping up your cheeks. Cupid Park? Who was that? The note said you knew the person? Wait, someone liked you? You had so many questions racing around your mind as your heart thundered in your chest. You looked around, but through the crowded hall, you wouldn’t be able to see if anyone was there, even if they were. You smiled as you read the letter again, running your thumb over the name “Cupid Park.” You didn’t know anyone named Cupid, so you figured that was a made-up nickname to remain anonymous. You know, Cupid and romance go together. But Park? Park, Park....there was only one Park you could think of. As you packed up your things, your mind immediately went to one person, and one person only. You didn’t want to get too far ahead of yourself, and tried to push down the thought that it could possibly be him who wrote the letter. As soon as you read the name Park, he popped into your head.
Park Jisung. It couldn’t be him, right?
There was no way, absolutely NO WAY, that the boy from your English class who you’d had a crush on since the first day of the school year but were too shy to talk to, had a crush on you. It was just too much to hope for.
Right?
[2:14 PM] -Monday
“Jisung, did you see that? Y/n was smiling!” Chenle exclaimed, pumping a fist into the air. “That’s good, right?”
“Yeah, but Y/n still doesn’t know it’s me, dummy. It could be anyone for all Y/n knows.” Jisung frowned. “Maybe this was a bad idea.”
“Dude, no, it’s not! It’s a great idea! And besides, Y/n is super nice and sweet, we have science together. You won’t get stomped to the floor.” Chenle reassured his panicking friend, patting his back.
“Wow, thanks, I’m glad not being stomped is the only goal here.” Jisung narrowed his eyes, peeking around the corner again as you closed your locker, still clutching his letter in your hands.
“You know what I mean. And come on, let’s go, if we go now, we can walk by Y/n, and maybe you can say hi.”
“Chenle what—“ Jisung began as Chenle grabbed his arm, pulling him forward and in the direction of you as you walked down the hall.
“Just say hi as we walk by! It’ll be fine!” Chenle assured him, pushing him into the busy hall.
Jisung panicked, freezing right in the middle of the hall as you approached.
He caught your eye as you walked by, and quickly raised his hand in a wave.
“Hi Y/n!” Jisung called out, much louder than he meant to.
You gave him a look of surprise before smiling that bright smile, the one that made his heart flutter, and waving back. You still held the letter safely in your other hand, clutching it to your chest.
“Hi Jisung!” You replied cheerfully before turning down the other end of the hall. You seemed positively overjoyed, which was a good sign to him. Could your happy mood be because of his letter? He sure hoped so. After all, the two of you didn’t talk often. The most he had done on his own was ask you for a pencil once (after Chenle stole his so that he would ask you for one, of course). The only other time was that one occasion when the teacher had partnered the both of you up for a project. He hadn’t said much to you then, either, and neither did you, for that matter, but he was secretly overjoyed to have been partnered with you. So, your bubbly greeting was a but of a surprise to him. But, it was a pleasant surprise, nonetheless.
[2:12 PM] -Wednesday
You rushed as fast as you could from math class to your locker, your heart pounding in anticipation of another letter. You still didn’t want to get your hopes up too high, but you were pretty sure the one writing the letters really was Jisung. After all, on Monday he had walked by you on your way out of the school, and you knew for a fact he usually didn’t come down that hall at that time. On Tuesday you had found another note in your locker, this one simply commenting that you looked “really pretty” that day, and quickly mentioning that he enjoyed hearing your essay.
The only class you had written an essay for recently was English. Jisung was in your English class.
You reached your locker, your fingers fumbling quickly with the combination lock. All the pieces made sense. Cupid Park, in your English class, had to be Jisung. Who else could it be? You just couldn’t believe there was a possibility that the boy liked you back.
Yanking open the locker door, another red envelope fell out. Having expected it, you caught it before it had the chance to tumble to the floor, and tore it open excitedly, your heart pounding.
“Dear Y/n,
I wonder if you know it’s me yet. And I wonder if you are okay with it. I hope you are. Holiday break is starting at the end of this week, and I want to reveal myself to you before then. After school ends on Friday, will you meet me in the library? I have something for you, and I want to confess my feelings, in person this time. I hope you will come.
Until then,
Cupid J. Park, your secret admirer”
Cupid J. Park. The “J” was a new addition, and you almost screamed out loud in the middle of that hallway. This practically confirmed it, didn’t it? Your secret admirer had to be Jisung! It just had to be! Jisung could bet on you meeting him in the library on Friday, you wouldn’t miss that for anything. He could count on it.
Closing your locker with a joyful giggle, you practically skipped down the hall. You couldn’t wait for Friday!
[2:14 PM] -Friday
Jisung paced nervously at one of the study tables in the front of the library, clutching the carefully-wrapped present in his hands. Chenle had helped him pick it out, and he thought it was perfect. It was a pale-pink knit beanie, the same shade as the sneakers you always wore. He hoped you would show up. He didn’t know what he would do if you didn’t. He might cry, honestly. Yep, that seemed like a very possible option.
Jisung kept glancing at the door as the seconds ticked by. Finally, the clock turned to 2:15, and suddenly, you appeared in the doorway of the library, a pearly grin plastered onto your face. He would never NOT find that smile beautiful in every way.
“Oh my gosh...” he breathed, as your eyes finally landed on him, your face lighting up!
“Jisung! I knew it!” You hurried toward him, stopping short in front of him and almost tripping on the library carpet.
“Huh?” He asked, his cheeks flushing red.
“I knew Cupid Park was you!” You giggled. “I didn’t want to get my hopes up because I really really like you, but I didn’t want to think it was you in case it wasn’t, and—“ You rambled, and Jisung blinked, taken aback.
“Wait, you like me too?” He asked excitedly, a grin spreading on his face.
You stopped, your cheeks flushing pink. He nearly combusted on the spot at the adorable sight. You nodded, and he almost let out a squeal of sheer joy.
“Um, yes. Yes I do!” You said, covering your face with your hands.
“Well—“ Jisung said, and you lowered your hands. “—as you have figured out, I like you too! You really knew it was me?” He asked. He knew he dropped a lot of hints, courtesy of Chenle, but he didn’t actually think it would actually be THAT obvious.
You nodded again. “Like I said, I didn’t want to hope too much, but I had a feeling it was you. After all, you’re the only ‘Park’ that came to mind who has English with me, and the “J. Park” just confirmed it! But, well, I had a feeling, even on Monday. I’m really glad it’s you.” You explained, laughing. Jisung grinned, suddenly remembering the gift that was still in his hands.
“Oh! Christmas is soon, and um, this is for you. I got it with my friend Chenle. He helped me pick it out, because I wanted to get you something, but I didn’t know what to get.” He held out the red-wrapped package, mentally kicking himself for giving you all those unnecessary details. He probably seemed incapable, now, and you probably thought Chenle did all the work!
“Oh! You got me something?” Your eyes widened, and you accepted the gift, gently tearing the paper off. “And I know Chenle, he’s in my science class.”
Jisung nodded, watching as you finished unwrapping the present, delicately pulling the soft pink hat from the wrapping paper.
“Oh my gosh, this is so cute, Jisung! I love it!” You exclaimed, suddenly lurching forward and wrapping him in a hug. He could feel your heart pounding in your chest and knew you were just as nervous as he was in this moment.
“Oh, I’m sorry.” You stepped back, blushing deeply. “For the hug.”
“No, it’s okay.” Jisung assured you, feeling his own cheeks heat up even more. “It was more than okay, actually.”
Why did he have to be like this? “It was more than okay.” He mentally kicked himself for the second time. Chenle would be making fun of him so much right now if he were here.
Much to his relief, you simply laughed, and began putting on the hat. “Technically we aren’t supposed to wear hats in school, but it’s after school, so I’m going to wear it anyway. Besides, the librarian is really nice.” You said while shoving the beanie over your hair.
Jisung smiled at you before turning around to glance at the librarian, who was at her desk, watching the both of you with a knowing smile. Jisung felt even more embarrassed.
“I wish I had something for you now.” You said, frowning.
“Oh no! It’s okay!” Jisung smiled. “Well....” He stared shyly at the floor.
“What is it?” You asked.
“Would you like to go on a date? With me? Next Friday?” He asked, scratching the back of his neck. “We could go see a movie or something, or we can stay in and watch a movie. ‘Tis the season to watch Frozen, am I right?” He rambled, blushing. Frozen? FROZEN?
“I would love to! And I love Frozen!” You replied, making Jisung feel slightly more relaxed.
“Then that’s a perfect gift.” He replied, brushing the hair out of his eyes.
You smiled, and the both of you stod there for a moment, just blushing and grinning. Jisung had to remember to thank Chenle later for urging him to do this whole thing in the first place!
“Oh, um, here, let’s exchange numbers.” Jisung said, pulling his phone out of his pocket. You did the same, and the both of you swapped phones. Carefully, Jisung typed his number and name, debating whether or not to asd a heart. Why not? He quickly added a green heart at the end of his name before handing your phone back to you, quickly realizing he shouldn’t have worried about the heart at all.
Because you had added a pink one next to your name in his phone.
“So, secret admirer.” You giggled. “I’ll see you Friday?”
“See you Friday.” Jisung agreed, positively beaming.
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