estas bien, mami?(gn)
a miles g/prowler! miles x reader
requested by anonymous
warnings:
teasing to the point of short term periods of not eating
slight eating disorder
possibly sensitive topics
tooth rotting fluff
annoying brothers
any of these seems uninteresting to you, don’t read.
you know how your younger brother can say stupid shit at times but you really didn’t think it affected you until that day. every now and then, you’d get little comments from your brother like “oh, she’s eatin’ again? fattie.” or “why do you eat up all the food?” it didn’t really effect you, all it did was annoy you but as it persisted, the more you started to wonder if he was actually right.
the first time he ever said anything was at a cookout with your extended family in georgia. you were on your second plate of food when you heard him and your boy cousins snicker bout how much you were eating. “look, watch out! y/n’s gonna leave us hungry with the way she’s eatin’!” they said, you just rolled your eyes and went to sit with your other cousins. it was nothing but a harmless joke at the time.
the second time was when you and him were at the dinner table. “you sure you wanna eat all that? i mean, you look pretty big already.” he whispered past you, getting his fill on mac n cheese and chicken. you huffed and put up the finger, your momma scolded you and sent you upstairs to finish your dinner. “estúpido.” you said under your breathe, that you learned from miles. (y’all aren’t dating officially yet) that night, you didn’t eat as much as you normally did but it wasn’t like anyone would notice, right?
the third time was when you two were over a friend’s house, your momma forced you to bring your brother over for ‘quality time’ or some shit. as you left downstairs to eat, he popped up, snickering with your friend’s brother. “look at the hippo!” they squealed, unfortunately your friend and her mom barely heard so your mood was officially ruined for the rest of the night. you eat a moderate size amount of food and you would soon suffer the consequences for your stomach growled most of the time there.
the fourth and final time before the ‘day’, was the day after getting back from your friend’s house. you didn’t even bother getting breakfast not like your family cared, apparently. you went down for lunch and got a apple while your brother was staring at you.
“all for today, hippo?” he asked, you nodded and ran up the stairs. you walked over to the bathroom, you decided to weigh yourself just out of curiosity. surprisingly, you lost 20-25 pounds in the last week. the last time you weighted yourself, you were 199 lbs. you thought about going lower, maybe then he would stop picking on you. so you decided you go down to 160, losing 39 pounds was easy.
as the weeks passed, you were getting slimmer and slimmer. you smiled at the console of getting skinny, you weren’t an ideal type for boys. maybe then they’d start to notice you. your mom also made quick remarks about your unknown weight loss and about how she was so proud that you stopped eating as much. you weighted yourself and saw that you slimmed down to 146.
‘yes!’ you thought, you were finally perfect. or should you go lower? ‘do it, y/n.. you know you want to..’ a voice said creepily, you shivered. you got off the scale and made way to your room. that was a strange thought but you managed to look past it. you thought about it for hours, it was slowly eating away at you. 1-2 weeks later, you were down 130. you felt tired but happy.
after that, you were getting more and more exhausted. simple tasks began to take a toll on you. one day, ‘the day’, you went on the scale and passed out. you woke up, laying on the bathroom floor. you tried to get up but you were too tired. then you thought about calling miles, ‘he wouldn’t want to see you… not when you look so ugly, so disgusting… you should be ashamed..’ the voice said again.
going against it, you rang up miles. “què pasa, mami?” he asked, you sighed deeply. “nothin, could y-y-you come over? i wanna see you.” you said, gasping for air. “alrigh’, ma, hang on tight.” he said, hanging up. you passed out again.
“hey, mrs. [last name], you do know where y/n is?” miles asked, the lady shook her head. “maybe try in her room?” she suggested, he thanked her. he walked up the stairs and made way to your bedroom before he saw the bathroom door open with you lying on the floor. miles stared in concern and walked towards you. “mami? puedes oírme?” miles asked, shaking your body for a response. “nnghhh…” you groaned, “stop shaking me!” you said in annoyance, miles pulled you into a hug.
“ma, estás viva!” miles exclaimed, holding you close and smiling down at you. “yeah? i’m fine, miles.” you said, staying in his hold a little longer before attempting to get up. you fell before miles caught you. “estas bien, mami?” miles asked, worried. you looked down at your body and began to tear up, “no, miles, no, i’m not ok..” you whispered, miles picked you bridal style and walked downstairs.
gladly, there was no one there to stop him from taking you to his house because best believe he would fight if he had to. you hid in his chest most of the way there. once you got there, miles made way to his room and closed the door with his foot. he placed you down on his bed.
“mind tellin me why i found you on the floor passed out?” he asked, staring into your eyes. “i just tryna ‘ose a few pounds, ‘s all..” you mumbled, miles frowned. “mila, mi vida,” he began to say, getting down on his knees to hold your hands. “eres tan hermosa, mi niña bonita.” he finished, kissing up your arms to your lips. it was short and sweet.
you started to tear up again, miles frowned deeply. “ah, mami, no lloles, pol favol, odio verte molesto…” he said, rocking you in his arms. the two of you ended up cuddling, miles hummed a song softly to you while tracing your face. you lied against him, content. “who said that you needed to lose weight?” miles asked, his demeanor changing slightly though he still traced your face with his finger.
“uhm, no one-.” you began to say when miles shot you a “tell me the truth or i’ll fight a random nigga” look. you sighed, “my brother..” you spat out, miles stopped tracing your face to look at you properly. “and my mom, a bit.” you confessed, miles’ usual warm hazel eyes turned cold. “you’re with me for a few days, mami, ok?” he said, though it sounded more of a command. you nodded, rio’s cooking was amazing. “good..” miles whispered, kissing your cheek. you cheesed softly. “estás a salvo conmigo, niña..” he whispered in your ear, him speaking spanish always made you fall head over heels.
translations-
què pasa, mami? - what’s up, mommy?
mami? puedes oírme? - mommy? can you hear me?
ma, estás vivas! - ma, you’re alive!
estás bien, mami? - are you ok, mommy?
mira, mi vida - look, my life
eres tan hermosa, mi niña bonita - you are so beautiful, my pretty girl
ah, mami, no llores, por favor, odio verte molesto.. - ah, mommy, please don’t cry, i hate to see you upset..
estás a salvo conmigo, niña.. - you’re safe with me, baby girl
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◈ ⇢ @jynxd ⋯ Continued Ask .
❝ Caitlyn and Vi take time to recover at the Kiramman Estate ❞
⊰ ⸻ ⊱ It was a welcome gift to wake up and be able to hear voices again. Her body still ached a bit but she finally back on par a little bit, she was able to sit down with her mother. She didn't have the gemstone, but she knew what Silco was after, she knew the dangers that lay within Zaun. The conversation was a bit sharp, with quite a bit of yelling that left Caitlyn coughing a little, her lungs still recovering from the smoke of the bridge that left her chest sore. But she managed to convince her mother (to her surprise). The walk back to the room was more a state of surprise than acceptance, as she pressed her hand down against her leg and flinched slightly. Spirits, it still hurt, it would take a week or so to heal, and her ears would need time to recover after being busted. But still, she was alive.
At what cost?
She pushed those thoughts away, needing to focus more on her mission. And not just that, but the other mission: Vi's. There was still so much she didn't remember, so much that confused her. Caitlyn wanted to help her piece back together her memories. The idea of losing something so important, just out of reach, must be maddening. There were things she wanted to know too, Jinx being her sister, for example, or what connections she might have. Ekko might be able to help her the most, but Caitlyn wanted to help her in any way she could.
Vi had a distant look in her eyes, as she looked at Vi sitting on the bed and Caitlyn joined her, brushing her hand lightly against her cheek. "It's okay, I just wanted to make sure you were alright," Her forehead pressed lightly against Vi's, and let out a little purr. "Well, I do hope I have a little bit of talent in that area," Caitlyn teased playfully as she opened her eyes to look at Vi.
At the question, Caitlyn let out a sigh as she pulled her head back slightly. "No, it's not you. Or well, she's not very...accepting of zaunites?" Caitlyn paused, not quite sure how to even express this. "But it was more the fact I'm demanding a meeting with the councilors after.... some illegal activity and breaking more than a dozen laws?" Caitlyn waved her hand nonchalantly, not at all bothered by her actions. "Still, I don't regret them, it needed to be done otherwise I wouldn't have the information I needed. But she's not going to kick you out, and even if she tried she has to get through me first," Caitlyn reached for Vi's hand and squeezed it softly.
"You don't have to leave, you deserve better than that,"
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The issues with taking control of something like this for yourself, the endless deals that are there, and with this one, it was not so easily served with a blade to the throat, a slash and a cut, the removal of flesh and bones from one, as this one could not be so easily harmed at all, no not like her brother, who she enjoyed every single moment of what she had done to him, to ensure that he suffered as much as possible for think that he was the one, the one above all others, that his life was better than her own, holding more meaning, more purpose, more of everything when she had been right there the entire time, wanting for so much more, and learning that the world was not going to hand you anything, you had to take it for yourself.
“What do you want now?” As she paced back and forth within the tent, within another form, that she held, to freely move within the city, you would not believe, how many people, spill their secrets freely, to her and believe they can gain something from her, other than their lives, slipping from them with their final gasps. “The old man will be captured soon.”
As she rolled her eyes, she was not involved in that, the other two, idiots she had to share power with, didn’t want her involved with it nor her followers,s he was too wild, too unstable, they could not control her and predict what she could do so they kept her within this city then, so be it, there was more than enough her, so much chaos and madness waiting, so much blood as well, rivers of blood, waiting to burst and wash away everyone and leaving her to bask within it and offer it up to the only god that matters, as her eyes narrow upon the devil.
“Careful.” As she crossed the distance between them with the blade pressed into the flat of her stomach. “I am not afraid of you, don’t speak to me, in such a manner again, or you will be going back to the inferno you crawled out from, in pieces.”
"I would advise against this, my dear."
Mizora gingerly closed her fingers around Orin's wrist and pushed her hand down, forcing the shapeshifter to lower the ornate, bloodred and curved dagger, at which handle her nether stone flashed ominously.
The Cambion explained: "If you kill me, I will just reform in Avernus, but most of all, if you kill me, then Wyll dies and becomes a lemure in Hell. Ergo I have no reason to return to the surface world and continue helping you. If anything, I might become angry enough to help your brother, dearest. He might not recall our arrangement, but it seems my presence earlier did jog his memory if only a little."
"However, I do recognise that you probably do not care too much about what I think. So how about I tell you exactly what the ramifications for you are, Orin?" Mizora's smile turned wolfish and her wings opened and shut a bit. She leaned closer, voice nothing but a whisper: "You kill me, and you prove Gortasch and Kethric right in their assumptions about you all over again."
Circling around behind the shapeshifter, Mizora's tail curled around her ankle like an adder and she placed a flat hand on Orin's shoulder as she continued talking: "Killing me makes you yet again nothing more than a rapid, deranged, maniac-riddled dog. No wonder, your partners-in-crime chose to lock you up in a kennel, because that is what Baldur's Gate is. Make no mistake; it is your kennel! I am genuinely surprised neither Gortasch, nor Kethric has decided to put shackles on your hands, pull your fangs and file off your claws. After all, you are directionless. As far as they are concerned, you always have been and you always will be."
"And believe me, that attitude of yours is the reason, you will not get your father's love or approval", Mizora finished, plunging the metaphorical dagger deeper into Orin's heart, "Bhaal is the Father of Murder, and murder is many things but directionless killing. If Bhaal wanted that, he wouldn't need you. Just watching a pack of wolves devour a deer would give him the same result." Her hand once more wound around Orin's wrist, lifting up her dagger so they could reexamine the red stone.
"Think about it", Mizora murmured and there seemed to be a pitiful note in her voice, "You have more power than you could have ever dreamt of, and yet your life is as purposeless as it has ever been. You are still nothing in your father's eyes and nothing in the eyes of those, who allied with you. I know how maddening that feeling is. How rage-inducing. You have every right to show them all but can't if you keep running in a circle."
@fallesto cont. from here.
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