#'I'm having a proper full on gay crisis'

[lilythefirst819x]

Do what you will with this I was bored

#charlie x nick #charlie spring #nick nelson #heartstopper alice oseman #heartstopper #I'm having a proper full on gay crisis

[amillixnvoicesarch]

my boy.

#heartstopper rp #indie heartstopper rp #v: you can just...feel ( nick ) #v: i'm having a proper full on gay crisis ( nick ; canon d )

[catalyst-and-chaos]

...you can think about kissing someone and buying them things and making them the happiest person in the world in a platonic way, right?

#lesbian #help i'm having a proper full on gay crisis

[thiamblogger]

thinking for years that i'd only ever consider marriage if it was with a woman was because of my many issues.. but like.. maybe i'm just a lesbian?

#help?! #i'm having a proper full on gay crisis right now.. #lesbian

[septemberbells]

episode 3 liveblog (part 2)

#heartstopper liveblog #darcy and tara kissing at the party and nick being so happy! and them being so happy!! that they can be together and happy and safe!!! #the rainbow background too!!!! #somehow i feel like there is gonna be more than one kiss at this party & i forgot how fast charlie can run which makes this even better #nick you had fucking better fix this #HE SHOWED UP IN THE POURING RAIN OH MY GOD #moving on to episode four since i have tags left but #if that's not a way to show that charlie means something to him then goddamn #also omg charlie's giant brideshead revisited poster and music sign and yeah i love charlie's room #nick you cannot goddamn ask him to keep you a secret #'i'm having a proper full-on gay crisis' SWEETIE #RAIN KISS RAIN KISS RAIN KISS #nick is so happy to see charlie at school!!! #they're laughing at nothing together!!! i'm happy nick is figuring stuff out and starting to feel safe #also if harry comes after him or charlie i will absolutely cut a bitch #TARA #awwwww tara darcy homeroom kiss they're so cute and elle is so happy #mr ajayi!!! is back!!!!! #'i'm not like homophobic i'm an ally' 'we thank you for your service' darcy omg #'why are the other team literal adult men' f #i love that isaac came holding his book. isaac is so friend shaped hello aroace friend #'you tao xu king of getting involved' 'shut up' i love them #onto ep 5 now. omg isaac sleeping at game night tho #tao's interpretive dance!!!!! omg that's so good!!!! #i think imogen gets nick even if he's not ready to come out yet tbh

[soughtreasure]

nick not realizing that imogen likes him is very on brand for a chaotic bisexual disaster 

#I'M HAVING A PROPER FULL ON GAY CRISIS. ( nick ; musings. )

[unhealthyobsessionslol]

"I'm having a proper full-on gay crisis," Nick Nelson

THANK YOU! You're expressing what (almost) every one of us is feeling. Couldn't have said it better myself👏👏

#heartstopper #nick nelson #charlie spring #alice oseman #nick and charlie #charlie and nick #charlie x nick #heartstopper on netflix #heartstopper series #nick x charlie #heartstopper 3 #heartstopper 2 #heartstopper comic #heartstopper book #lqbtqia #lqbtq #kit connor #joe locke #proper full on gay crisis #osemanverse

[aromantic-diaries]

I'm having a proper full on gay asexual crisis.

I've never had a crush on anyone. I've never desired to have sex with anyone either. I love the idea of being in love, like when I'm watching a cute show like Heartstopper I'm thinking "I wish that were me!!!" but I have literally never had a crush. I thought I had one at one point, but I don't think that was the case. When I think about dating someone, it seems warm and fuzzy and I would like it. It's not the same with intercourse, though. I can never imagine myself having sex. This is like the 3rd identity crisis this week hELP

Based on what you've said you're probably asexual. As for the romance bit, you could be on the aromantic spectrum considering you've never had a crush. You might be cupioromantic (someone who's aro but wants a romantic relationship) or somewhere in the romance favorable category, whatever you call yourself is up to you. I'm not here to assign labels. There is a chance of you being a late bloomer or not having met the right person but only time will tell and even if that turns out to be the case, you can always change labels if your feelings change

#anon #mail time

[thominho-incorrectquotes]

Thomas: I'm straight

Thomas: *sees Minho*

Thomas: I'm having a proper full on gay crisis

#yes i took that from our boy nick nelson #thominho #thomas #thomas and minho #minho #the maze runner #maze runner thomas #tmr #tmr thomas #tmr minho #maze runner minho #incorrect thominho quotes #incorrect tmr quotes #incorrect quote #incorrect quotes

[mirrorofliterature]

I have another coco canon divergence idea that I've been mulling on recently

it's victoria being pulled into a mystery, but this time whilst she's alive.

so essentially the plot is:

- Victoria wants to upskill her designing skills for shoemaking as her abuela is now in her mid-60s and should be retiring, but won't. Also, fashion has evolved since the 1920s.

- So she (in her early-mid 20s) decides to upskill by going to a technical school in Mexico City for shoemaking/design, that kind of thing. I want to research this to make it accurate, if I was to go full blown on this.

- Anyway. It's a year course and her family by now has the money necessary to send her (again, need to check the realities of this kind of technical training in 1960s Mexico) and she has an apartment in Mexico City.

- This technical school happens to also offer music courses.

- She shares her apartment with fellow students, one who happens to be a music student

- Unlike Elena, who absolutely virulently loathes music, Victoria has always struck me as someone who is, at best, apathetic towards music, so she's fine with musicians, she just doesn't listen to music out of respect to her abuela and mama.

- So she's fine with the music student

- Also there's a lesbian subplot because yes. With who? Idk.

- ANYWAY so this music student has this side hobby via Ernesto de la Cruz and is trying to get information on his early career and is trying to figure out who his early touring partner was.

- Which is her new roommate's dead abuelo, but they both have no idea.

- Anyway, Victoria is like: 'oh, my name is Victoria Rivera [Julio's last name] and I'm from Santa Cecilia'

- the MS (music student): 'oh cool anyone in your family know ernesto de la cruz?'

- victoria: 'no my abuela hates music and ernesto.'

- MS: 'hm. anyway did you say your maternal last name was rivera because crazy thing, there's this obscure travelling partner ernesto had known only as 'h rivera'. heard of him'?

- victoria, curiosity piqued: 'sure I'll ask'

- Victoria asks her tios about this not her abuela or mama she's not cruel. Her tios reluctantly admit that yes, her abuela's husband did travel with and disappear on a tour with ernesto de la Cruz in 1921 and yes, they were childhood best friends

- music student, upon learning this: interesting

anyway it then divulges into this mystery where they puzzle out that héctor was the real musician (writer) this whole time and that he kind of died in late 1921 and isn't it like. highly suspicious that ernesto went on to use héctor's songs as his own + without telling his family that he was, y'know, dead???

victoria has an identity crisis and kisses a pretty lady.

Imelda and coco are eventually told and coco is like. fuck me that's tragic but it makes a shitload more sense then héctor just ditching us and an embittered imelda is like. yeah. wish ernesto was still around so I could murder him but I'll settle for suing his estate for plagiarism :).

when imelda dies, she's already had héctor's picture up for a few years (because #regret and #love of my life) but doesn't expect anything from it because y'know héctor has been dead decades and probably moved on by now and it's all her fault for assuming the worst.

and it's not like sunshine and rainbows when héctor and imelda reunite but it's a whole lot better than canon and héctor is like: it was very strange 1) having people recognise that I wrote ernesto's songs and 2) learning that he murdered me thanks to the granddaughter I didn't know I had??? also I love you but like. very hurt that you thought the worst of me for so long.

and imelda is like: that's fair and they heal and shit.

and maybe thanks to imelda's lawsuit money, victoria gets proper treatment for her cancer and lives a long gay life.

okay. that was a lot more words than expected. sleeping now.

#coco pixar #canon divergence #victoria rivera #tia victoria #hector rivera #imelda rivera #fic idea #rambles

[willftmike]

This is how"I'm having a proper full on gay crisis" looks like, your honor

#byler

[mjaumjauthesoul]

How it went...

Nick Nelson relasing his feelings to Charlie:

Nick: I'm having a proper, full-on gay crisis+bi panic

When they started dating and Nick discovered Charlie's eating issues:

Nick: I having a proper, full-on boyfriend crisis+worrying panic

#narlie #lgbt #heartstopper #eating disorder #gay

[amillixnvoicesarch]

“I wish we knew each other sooner.” - ( Charlie ) @leschanceux

"Yeah." His voice sounds a little choked up at the words, because Nick's been feeling that very same sentiment. In a way, he thinks, he's lucky to have met Charlie when he did. He'd sort of been floating around, trying to figure out why his whole life felt SO OFF, and without falling for Charlie the way he had, he probably would have continued to do just that.

Still, he wishes he wouldn't have needed to go through that at all, that he could have realized his friends were pretty much assholes, and maybe not real friends at all, and Nick knows that's selfish, because he's not the only person feeling like this, and yet he can't help it.

And then...he wishes he could have known Charlie when the bullying had started. That he could have PROTECTED him from it, and maybe that's something that's always going to haunt him a little bit. Nick knows it's not his fault, that maybe he wouldn't have been able to do anything at all, but he would have tried at least.

He thinks back to when Tao had told him that Charlie would always be feeling a little bit crap about himself for having to keep their relationship a secret, and maybe this is what makes Nick feel the same way. And then he feel SELFISH again, because it's not about him at all, it shouldn't be, it's about Charlie, and what he's gone through.

"But hey," He says softly, reaching out to tuck a stray curl from Charlie's face and back into its place. "We have each other now, and that's great, right?"

#//me? having a lot of feeling about nick nelson? more likely than you think #leschanceux #v: i'm having a proper full on gay crisis ( nick ; canon d )

[heartstopper-lover123]

Favourite heartstopper quote? (BTW I love ur channel)

Firstly thank you so much! I never thought people would actually love my blog

And secondly, my favourite heartstopper quote is hard to choose from.

I love "I'm bi actually"- because I'm bi

"Stop saying hanky panky"- bc Tori Spring

"The one that looks like a golden retriever"- because I'm also a golden retriever

"Tao Xu"- literally anytime Elle says his full name is adorable

"Mon amour"- does this need explaining

"I'm having a proper full on gay-crisis"- haven't we all at some point

"Hi. Hi."- Hi

"I'm not like homophobic I'm an ally"- slay Imogen

What is your favourite @butimtoofuckinglazy ?

[mostdontknowit]

Shock

When I was twenty years old (2013) I struggled with adulthood. I had recently came out and fled my parents place. This resulted me in couch hopping between a few people.

One of them, who's name is Jeff, let me stay with him. He also gave me $100 to help me. We didn't have proper wifi, we stole it from a bar net to us, essentially. I didn't know yet at the time I was going to struggle with finding a job. I couldn't go to school and I just flat out didn't know how to job search which killed my motivation.

Jeff and I had sex once but he explained he's mostly a-sexual. He wanted to keep things entirely platonic. I was fully on board as I was still kind of struggling with that kind of stuff. I felt extremely shameful whenever anything became slightly sexual.

Jeff told me he was embraced in Chinese culture and had lived there for a while. His facebook was in Chinese. He also apparently had like several college degree's. He was in the process of getting a degree in counseling.

What I remember about him saying of his family was that they were from California and agnostic. They were slightly homophobic and didn't understand why he dived into Christianity. That kind of stuff isn't too common. Though I guess you hear stories about people converting.

One thing that urked me about him was he analyzed everything I did. This is hard to deal with when living with someone. He was deeply critical of my first love, who broke my heart. But was an insanely great guy and I still hold him dearly. I thoughtJeff analyzed me so much because he was studying to be a counselor.

Someone (let's call him Mike) who he knew from California, moved to Portland. If I recall correctly Mike was a member of Jeff's youth group he was a youth pastor for. Or maybe it was like he was the son of one of Jeffs friends, I honestly don't remember the fine details. But I remember going out with Jeff and Mike a few times. From what I remember about Mike is that he was also borderline a-sexual. I think he was maybe closer to his mid-20s. He was essentially a-sexual but wanted to explore and thought he might be gay too. But it may have been repressed? I also remember him being a virgin which was a big topic for discussion. I didn't know him as well.

I was supposed to live with Jeff until I either found a job or until the new school year. But someone invited me to stay with them who lived in a better location, had full wifi and I got a long better with. After that I never heard from Jeff again and wanted to wait a while before I reached out again. A few years ago I tried reaching out to Jeff but got no response. I wanted to pay him back for giving me cash and letting me live with him when I was experiencing my own housing crisis. But I never got a response. I tried googling him a couple times and got his business information, but I thought that would be inappropriate for me to contact him that way.

Anyway the actual crazy part of this all is that I just found out Jeff was arrested for "multiple charges of oral copulation of a person under 16, sodomy of a person under 16, and forcible lewd act upon a child," that took place between 2006-2008. This was several years before I met him. I'm in quite a bit of shock about it. There's a lot of things that don't make sense but then a lot of things that do. Like maybe he was saying he was practically a-sexual as some weird cover up or to disguise his own insecurities? Was him analyzing everything I did some kind of sign of him having control issues? I always thought the whole thing about living around in China sounded suspicious and I especially thought him having several degree's sounded suspicious. I wonder if "Mike" was one of the Victims, I remember thinking Jeff seemed interested in Mike but I always dismissed it.

#gay #sex offender #youth pastor

[deanismysavior]

My speculation is that El is going to break up with Mike, telling him that they are incompatible and that she didn't believe her monologue. If Mike asks her ''what about the painting and that you said I was the heart (etc)'' it's over for Will tbh because his lie will be revealed. So, what now?

What if El realizes at that moment that Will loves Mike or something but decides to keep it a secret so Will wouldn't be ''outed''? So she deflects Mike's question and says she wants to break up still in order to find herself and that they're incompatible. And she begins to suspect Mike might feel the same for Will...? Like I'm really confused about how's this scenario going to play out here. I thought it would be better for Mike to realize his feelings for Will before he learns that Will loves him, but the moment the truth about the painting comes it's going to escalate anyway, so? what's your opinion?

I'm sorry if you've already answered a question like this before.

So I think some variant of this might happen. I definitely think El will be the one to break up with Mike. I think it will be due to her realization that he doesn't really see or understand her anymore. I think she'll say something along the lines of, "You love your superhero, Mike, but you don't love me. Not like that." And I think Mike will argue with her a bit on that point and be like, "Well what about the painting?" And El will just say, "What painting?" and Mike will go silent. I think he'll realize without saying anything more and walk away from the situation trying to process everything, which deep down, he already maybe suspected, but it's going to hit him all at once then and he'll have a proper full-on gay crisis.

Imagine this is Mike:

This I think would make sense, but I would also LOVE to see El say something like, "Come on, Mike. I see the way you look at him," and Mike then has to come to terms with the fact that he's not so platonic with his bestie.

#byler #byler endgame #byler nation #ask #mike wheeler #will byers #el hopper #stranger things #st #will byers is gay #mike wheeler i know what you are