#((and read more siken..))

[brsb4hls]

Ok, but if you wanna circle that Siken quote around, maybe post the whole thing?

The second part is the important one.

Also, for those who still can't seperate fiction from reality and are obvi already pestering him, because he dared to name that ship:

#richard siken #shipping discourse #again sigh #johnlock #destiel #wincest #the ship is not illegal #but if you did anything Sam and Dean do irl it would be #all of it btw #but I don't see people getting upset about credit card fraud or grave desecration in SPN fics #weird huh? #ship and let ship #or block and blacklist #it really is that simple #also please read more books #that seems to be a general problem these days #I grew up with Bukowski and Roth and Irving #that helps

[whewchilly]

Detail of the Fire Richard Siken

Scuderia Ferrari 2019 Season

Canada 2019 / Bahrain 2019 / Singapore 2019 / Monza 2019 / Brazil 2019 / Brazil 2019 / Canada 2019 / Belgium 2019 / Singapore 2019 / Singapore 2019 / Japan 2019 / Bahrain 2019

#yes it’s me again. my siken sebchal flavour of the month is *spins wheel* detail of the fire ! #sorry to be a one trick pony but times are tough (re read war of the foxes on the bus yesterday) #richard siken x f1 beloved #sry 2 the marshall i photoshopped out of the brazil shot it was for the narrative. #sebchal #we should have had more time we should have had more time we should have had more time we should have ha

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

top 5 wips you’re most excited to write? :D

AH …. anon my beloved 🥺🥺🥺 tysm for giving me an excuse to talk about them!!!! i have a whole bunch but here are the ones i’m most excited for/planning to write soon :3 hopefully

TITLES ARE STILL UNDER CONSTRUCTION BTW but if you know where any of them are from you get a big gold star ⭐️

it’s your touch that i need

the best friend’s brother!satoru fic that i’m planning on posting next….. i’m . Unsure if i’ll have time to post it this week but :’3 i’ll get it done!!! honestly i just think bfb!toru is insanely attractive so this is mostly an outlet for that but . i have a plot mapped out kind of… the unrequited love trope is just perfect for him but it’s Me so it’ll probably be less angsty and more funny/bittersweet !!

here’s a snippet from it <3

”you’re a good kid,” he says, and his smile teeters on the edge of something apologetic. mostly, it’s pitying. ”there are lots of people out there for you.” the weight of his palm on your head is usually a comfort, but like this? it’s a specific kind of torture. he ruffles your hair, as affectionate as ever, the same as it’s always been. not a trace of any romantic intent. there are lots of people out there for you. (i know, you want to tell him, but your voice is raspy and your throat feels sort of dry. i know. but i want you.)

hunter, you were human

my neglected mer!sugu fic…… our beloved fish man….. one day. i’ll write it out. i’m having some trouble deciding the order of events + general formatting of the outline so 😭😭 i’m a bit stuck. i’ll get there though!!! this au has angst potential but it’s Me so trust that this will be fluffy and nothing else. lots of banter and cutesy moments. i have a lotttt of thoughts about this au and character/reader dynamic so….. i’m. really excited to eventually write it all out!!! i love him sm :cc

“i don’t really like freshwater.” … your eyes widen. his voice is silky, smooth, like a silver river running from the forked tip of his tongue; a melodic lilt that makes you think of the lullaby your mother used to sing you to sleep with. a long, slow moment passes you by, like the rocking of a rusty ship. silently, your tongue forms around a bundle of words, your mouth gaping like a fish out of water. staring at the merman in your bathtub. “you can talk?!”

consider the hairpin turn

THE BELOVEDEST OF THEM ALL …… my extremely neglected best friend’s brother!kenjaku fic T_T my magnum opus even . i started writing it out a while ago but had to stop bc i can’t decide how to format it …. i think it’d be best to tell the story through a lot of flashbacks but it’s difficult to decide where to put what flashbacks in a way that doesn’t disturb the flow, yk??? but i do have everything outlined and i’m super excited to finally post it :33 someday… bfb!kenny is the actual loml i have so much lore planned for him. this fic is just a whole bunch of yearning and tension… the tiniest tiniest bit suggestive bc he truly makes me ill.

nervously, your gaze trails towards the stairs. worried, your teeth gnawing at your bottom lip. kenjaku notices. a large palm cradles your cheek; making sure your eyes stay locked onto his own. ”don't worry about him,” he soothes, a rough thumb smoothing down your skin. ”it’s just us here… just you and me. why don’t you take a deep breath for me, hm?” (you do. without thinking. as if your body was waiting for instructions, waiting to satiate this gnawing desire to impress him, make him proud. be good for him.)  “now,” he exhales, in tandem with you, molecules mingling together. “do you want this?” 

only in the next world

ANOTHER DEARLY BELOVED WIP that’s been rotting in my drafts for a while ….. 👉👈 i think that out of all of these fics this is the first one that i wrote the outline to?? probably even before i made this blog. it’s basically just a canon-aligned au where gojo navigates his maybe-possibly-feelings for you, a new teacher at jujutsu high!! sooo really just my attempt to write what i view as a more canon-aligned gojo and his feelings towards love :3 mostly character-centered fluff and slowburn… some office au vibes…. i’m very fond of this reader!! and i love this version of gojo so bad i really hope i can do him justice…

“they’re a softie, huh?” shoko exhales — smoke drifting past her lungs, mingling with the cold air, a stench of tobacco that makes him crinkle his nose. ”they are,” she hums, glancing at him out of the corner of her eye. a dangerously knowing look. “it’s not often someone captures your attention.” gojo smiles. ”is that what it seems like?” he drawls, almost a chuckle. closing his eyes and thinking of you, the fading scent of your perfume. ”well, who knows.” (certainly not him.)

signs of affection

my sickeningly fluffy cult leader geto fic <333 bc i’m spreading the agenda that he is a puppy of a man towards his s/o. this one is just meant to be funny and sweet!! i adoreee the thought of him dating a retired sorcerer with a normal ass job so in this one the reader works at a preschool…. and they’re meant to attend some kind of event for the preschool + is offered to bring a plus one. mild chaos ensues (geto doesn’t want to be anywhere near your non-sorcerer colleagues but he also wants to support you so he’s having a bit of a crisis rn…..) i LOVE this one and i’m so excited to write it out <333333 i think this geto is the most endearing man alive.

suguru blinks, eyelashes fluttering, gleaming under the shallow light of the lamppost just behind him. illuminating the peach-dyed flush dusting his ears, those wide pupils. and his lips, glossy with something cherry-flavoured, soon to curl up into a smile — fond, fond, fond. melting into your touch, basking in your long-sought attention. if he were a cat, you’re sure he'd be purring. he places one big palm over yours, where it rests on his cheek, and he stares. silently, like you’re the only thing worth seeing; dreamy galaxies inside his eyes, all honey and star clusters, leaking adoration. a milky way of love. ”… another,” he pleads, nosing at your fingertips.

#TYSM FOR INDULGING ME ANON!!!!!! #these r all very important to me #anyway im abt to spoil where the titles are from bc i cant contain myself 😔😔 #it’s your touch that i need is a pinkpantheress lyric (song: just for me) bc her music is so gojocoded and ESP bfb!gojo coded… #also the lyrics are very much in tune w the fic and reader being horrendously down bad #hunter; you were human is a lyric from one of my favorite mitski songs pearl diver <333 it just feels mer!sugu coded to me!! #but the song is a lot more somber than the fic #consider the hairpin turn is ofc a line from a richard siken poem <333 bc kenny is sikencoded and this fic is VERY in tune w you are jeff #that’s the name of the poem btw. you are jeff. it’s super good go read it rn !!! #only in the next world is a quote from my belovedest video game disco elysium :3 the full quote is: #“true love is possible only in the next world — for new people. it is too late for us. wreak havoc on the middle class.” #<- which is just. insanely gojocoded #aaaand finally signs of affection is the name of a persona 4 song that i rlly like :3 im not completely sure if that should be the title #but im going w it for now <333 #anyway if you read all this pls know ily. 🫂🫂 here’s your gold star ⭐️ !! #ask tag ✩

[baladric]

2024

1. ENOUGH OF THIS TERROR, WE DESERVE TO KNOW LIGHT, AND GROW EVER MORE LIGHTER AND LIGHTER.

2. BUT WE ARE THE CROSSROADS, MY LITTLE OUTLAW.

3. PRAISE THE MUTILATED WORLD. PRAISE THE GENTLE LIGHT THAT STRAYS & VANISHES— & RETURNS.

Sawdust & Diamonds, Joanna Newsom / Snow and Dirty Rain, Richard Siken / Listening to The Mountain Goats while on public transport, Dante Émile

#joanna newsom #dante émile #dante emile #richard siken #doubt this one'll take off like last year's did but man idk #affirmations #also go read some dante émile if you haven't #(and listen to joanna newsom..) #((and read more siken..))

[cactuseri]

yeah yeah i know richard siken is woefully over-quoted on this site but “there’s a part in the movie where you can see right through the acting, where you can tell that i’m about to burst into tears, right before i burst into tears,” hey what if i walk into traffic. idk why that line rips my heart out every time but it does

#literally one of my issues w poetry is i get SOOO attached to one authors style and then my brain doesnt wanna read anything else #in no particular order i like #1. siken #2. one unpublished author on here who ran a blog thats now deleted and i probably wont ever read their writing again #(thank god i bought pdfs of all their available work at the time and printed it out and bound it. thank god) #3. a boy who was one of my closest friends ever but hasn’t written back in 6 years and idk why and it hurts but i still buy his poetry books #4. the minecraft end poem #5. kafka’s depressing diary entries #of course i read more poetry than that! i think everyone should #but i cant reallyyyy get into anything else. so far. #seri.txt

[mothmanhamlet]

aaaaaaand neil gaiman is taking the lead in the "author starts abruptly talking about shipping causing Hot New Discourse to hit the market" competition. now, he's been rising the ranks for most of his career, but season one of good omens truly putting him on the map. with a second season AND a controversial gay kiss we may be seeing an absolutely HISTORIC-

hold on? im getting word of something going on out on the field. uh huh. yeah. whats this? now entering the ring: RICHARD SIKEN WITH THE STEEL CHAIR 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

#this is truly meant with no disrespect to either author in particular #i just. why is he talking about his destiel fanfiction #and more IMPORTANTLY. where can i read it #richard siken #destiel

[joonary]

#thinking of this again #signed nary #richard siken more like im siken tired of getting read for filth by this dude

[whiskeysorrows]

this is not a love story (wip) by Patroclus Minh

[Text ID:

Summer abandons me like an unleashed dog. 

I traced 

my footprints and can’t remember how I got here. 

Some days, I forget trees have roots, taking to the axe like an unbound

outlaw — your name hovers on my lips. 

Adam please, we’re not dirty, I kept begging. We’re not dirty.

And the lies kept slipping into your cocktail, kept on slipping

like date rape drugs, like Eve before she feeds your namesake

the apple. 

It’s always like this:

it’s always bloodshed, always running and hiding

and pretending we aren’t what we are. There’s no honour among thieves.

There’s no mercy among traitors.

You’ll go back to your pastor and I’ll go back to haunting your apartment. 

I wish heaven had been kinder to our love.

I wish we weren’t two boys fumbling in dark alleyways.

/End ID]

#once again i read richard siken whilst listening to hozier #a terrible combo if you ask me bc this has got to stop #mine; words and more #poets on tumblr #queer poetry #spilled ink #trans poets #this is not a love story #words #poetry #patroclus minh

[lost-decade]

"let's admit, without apology, what we do to each other."

Richard Siken, Detail of the Fire

#maximilian günther #james rossiter #ok this is awful and i hate the colours #but considering i just wasted an hour and s half on it #extreme procrastination while ill time #i figured i may as well post the damn thing #not me reading richard siken instead of writing fic #I'm bad at everything sorry #time for more penicillin

[harbingermotel]

the unsleeping city s1e15 hall of heroes

(richard siken voice) you're in a maserati with a beautiful boy,

#i debated whether it was funnier to put brennan or siken in the parentheses #its possible that either way it is only funny to me #anyway ive been crying about esther sinclair being freed from her curse and allowing herself to love #(or to be more accurate allowing herself to thirst lmao) #i swear to gd they better get airtime as a couple in s2. i had to stop watching fhsy bc the zelda stuff made me so upset #that being said i do have to watch times squaremaggedon first. im putting it off cuz i dont want s1 to be over #anyway ive gone on too long. thanks for reading hope you enjoyed #avi speaks #the unsleeping city #richard siken #ricky matsui #esther sinclair

[snowshinobi]

microdosing on cannibalizing my own flesh by reading Richard Silken poems. and falling in love

#this post was brought to you by kaz. ty for the organposting kaz #cannibalism #the triangle of cannibalism #got to have a delightful car ride w #cosmic #and his mom this weekend where we talked about technology and volleyball and poetry #and i got to lose my mind about ''these our bodies possessed by light/tell me we'll never get used to it'' which still rips my guts out #and feeds them to me. to this day. every time i read those lines i become a little more unraveled. my god #richard you minx. i could hug you #richard siken #snowswords #oh yeah and the inherent destruction of building a partnership. its good destruction. you gotta figure out how to be part of a whole #that's life in general too. i think doing romance with people really puts a microscope on the process. at least for me. #like damn being with cosmic means i have less freedom to up and do whatever i want. i can still do almost anything i want but now it's #important to give him a heads up. or maybe he'd like to do this too i should wait for him. or there's something he'd like to do that #im invited along for!! i'll do the original thing i wanted to do another time so we can do this now #yknow? yeah. im destroying snow (singular) to create snow (member of duo). and that helps me remember ive never really been a singular enti #this is its own post isnt it. ok wait #Richard silken #sigh spelled his name wrong the first time my bad

[queenqunari]

I always say the reason I stopped dating straight men is that they ignore my gender identity/see me as a woman (no matter how masc I present), and that’s definitely the main issue.

But the breaking point was when I told a straight guy I was dating about the line “he was pointing at the moon, but I was looking at his hand” and he like. Could not comprehend how I found the line so meaningful and beautiful and heartbreaking.

#sorry to any straight guys who know about yearning but a lot of y’all could do with reading some more poetry #I mean there were other reasons I broke up with him but I do think about how he laughed when I said it was my favorite line #not to generalize about men but still #richard Siken #queer #also before you come for me for taking it out of context: I have read all of crush several times #and wrote an essay about ‘a litany in which certain things are crossed out’

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

the sugu fic is now 20k >:33 (<- earnest call for help)

#i dont think it’ll be much more!!!! now im just cleaning the whole thing up #adding stuff here n there!!!! trying to make it flow well… i’m a lil nervous that it won’t </3 #hopefully it’ll be fully ready within like . six hours …… ish ………….. #:’3 sugu nation send me ur strenght #drinking chai & reading war of the foxes to give me inspo #save me mr siken… save me….. #ari noises ✩

[defeateddetectives]

something something you're in a car with a beautiful boy and he won’t tell you that he loves you BUT HE LOVES YOU

#the vampire chronicles #he cant say it back to armand :) not yet anyway :) so he confesses it to the audience instead over and over again :))))) #not to richard siken circa 2005 crush era constantly on main but like #you said i could have anything i wanted but i just couldn't say it out loud!!!!!!!!! #mirai reads vc #more specifically rereads #the vampire lestat #and lies down all over again re: the most #feral courtship of the MILLENNIA

[oatbugs]

please delete your philosophy gpt-3 post. it's most likely stolen writing.

philosophy?? idk which one you're referring to sorry. also no . if it's the poetry one, see in tags. actually see in tags anyway. actually pls look at my posts on AI too . sorry if it's badly worded i'm very tired :')

#GPT3 is a large language model (LLM) and so is trained on massive amounts of data #so what it produces is always going to be stolen in some way bc...it cant be trained on nothing #it is trained on peoples writing. just like you are trained on peoples writing. #what most ppl are worried about w GPT3 is openAI using common crawl which is a web crawler/open database with a ridiculous amt of data #in it. all these sources will obviously include some published books in which case...the writing isnt stolen. its a book out in the open #meant to be read. it will also include Stolen Writing as in fanfics or private writing etc that someone might not want shared in this way #HOWEVER . please remember GPT3 was trained on around 45TB of data. may not seem like much but its ONLY TEXT DATA. thats billions and #billions of words. im not sure what you mean by stolen writing (the model has to be trained on...something) but any general prompt you give #it will pretty much be a synthesis of billions and billions and billions of words. it wont be derived specifically from one stolen #text unless that's what you ask for. THAT BEING SAID. prompt engineering is a thing. you can feed the model #specific texts and writings and make sure you ask it to use that. which is what i did. i know where the writing is from. #in the one post i made abt gpt3 (this was when it was still in beta and not publicly accessible) the writing is a synthesis of my writing #richard siken's poetry #and 2 of alan turing's papers #im not sure what you mean by stolen writing and web crawling def needs to have more limitations . i have already made several posts about #this . but i promise you no harm was done by me using GPT3 to generate a poem #lol i think this was badly worded i might clarify later but i promise u there are bigger issues w AI and the world than me #feeding my own work and a few poems to a specifically prompt-engineered AI #asks #anon

[saintharrowhark]

after all this i’m starting to think that you’re in a car with a beautiful boy,, and he won’t tell you that he loves you because he’s your brother ….

#i jest #but do i #because the more that i read of that poem i’m realizing that it’s very dean winchester #richard siken