#(I'm not dead just on vacation)

[risingsunresistance]

apparently twitter is fightng about whether or not alpharad is Literally Rich Like Actually 1% "Eat The Rich" Rich because of his last vlog and people are mad that he was nice to his friends and think he's just bragging about having a lot of money because they didnt care enough to watch the video and only went by the title and thumbnail

anyways have i told you how much i love alpharad that guy is awesome

#man i've been here since 90k subs i've watched him go from nothing to THIS #you guys think he just got algorithm'd to fame and doesnt deserve it?? IT TOOK HIM A DECADE #ONE VACATION AND BUYING HIS FRIENDS GIFTS DOES NOT EQUATE TO SWEAT SHOP LABOR LEVELS OF CAPITALIST EXPLOITATION #YOU'RE ALL BRAIN DEAD I HOPE ELON KILLS YOU ALL 😭 #man takes his first vacation in 10 years and says he's finally happy after working so hard to fight off depeession #only for everyone to complain that he's having fun and enjoying life #''you cant be happy because im not happy!! that's not fair!!!'' #chat #sorry had to complain somewhere without a word count. simply had too much to say and priv wont cut it jhdkfh #if he ever restocks some of the graffiti designs i'm throwing him another $60 💖

[wildaboutmnhockey]

YA GIRL HAS OFFICIALLY ORDERED A PWHL MINNESOTA JERSEY

#we're just going to ignore that I don't have the budget for it because I'm going on vacation next week and work has been dead #dee lb #pwhl minnesota

[damsxlette]

ranting in the tags ⬇️

#hiii #I’m not dead just busy as shit #going through it between class work and my fucking sinuses acting up #i wanna draw like personal shit but honestly my uni is fucking overloading me with work 😩 #I have no time for like anything 😭 #I’m literally like three weeks in and I already need a vacation #anyways I'm thinking of changing my name again #mostly because I follow junjunjunko and everytume they mention their oc cherub i get confused 😭 #thought about just doing “cherry” but i also like “petri” like petri dish #i like names rhat are like kinda odd or unconventional #also I clearly like names that end with that ee sound #if anyone has any name ideas though like let me know #anyways I’m gonna q this to post sometime when I’m sleeping because I get embarrassed about people reading my rambling #love y’all<3 #note: my blog name would still be the same btw! i would just be changing my tag names with my name in them #though of another name: i could also do cosette with the nickname cosy #or i could just do cosy honestly #so many choices...

[readyfreddy]

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#current mental state: don't want to necessarily be alive but don't really want to be dead #I'm at zero risk of hurting myself but I don't want to wake up either #I'm in desperate need of a grippy sock vacation but in can't in reality #My life is falling apart in inconceivable measures #5 classes 2 jobs 2 exec positions on clubs father w/ Parkinson's etc... #I just need and hug and some reassurance and a fucking break

[pencilofawesomeness]

Hi again, it’s been a while since u updated htryds. I am wondering if you do requests for htryds short stories. If u so could u do a htryds Jellal therapy or focus story?

Yeah. Yeah it has. I hit that burnout hard and doing some event stuff didn't help, so I elected to let myself have fun and rest up. Suuuuper sorry about the wait. I'm coming back I swear. It won't be forever. I have the document pulled up and everything, so it's not drowning at the bottom of the pool or anything.

I don't officially take or not take requests or anything; I will pick something up if I get inspiration for it, but I mostly do my own thing because my brain is bursting with ideas as it is. I need more like I need holes in the bottom of my boat hahaha. (And I am sadly easily tempted by ideas.)

I do have some side stories ideas regarding Jellal and his adventures in therapy pinging around back there in the ol' noggin. Though nothing involving the session itself, because I don't trust myself to write it that well and make it story relevant without being a Jellal recap episode lol. The biggest idea(s) I have is more adjacent to it, but yeah. One day you shall be in luck XD

#htryds ask #htryds announcement #going ahead and tagging that because this is my #“hey I'm still dead and I'm sorry” update #so uh #sorry about that #dw guys my motivation is still totally here I just need to corral the cats #but the cats needed a vacation so I am letting them run free unfettered for a minute

[fratboykate]

#someone put this on my feed and I had to laugh #for totally no reason #🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️ #I'm just thinking that I simply wouldn't be caught dead on vacation with a well known racist homophobic drumpf supporting transphobe #BUT THATS JUST ME #maybe my standards are too high #must be it lol #because ain't no way..... #I've never been turned off by someone so fast #like...some of BEEN KNEW but I would've at least put up a better front lol #and not scrapped the bottom of the barrel this badly #and most of y'all still out there defending the indefensible #wild to me #the other one was a 'cheater' but at least he believes in fucking human rights 🫣 #twitter #rants #polítics

[techniiciian]

am i terrorizing @alootus with sad matt & padmé vibes via marjorie by taylor swift ? perhaps . have been terrorizing her poor heart for two days about it now ? maybe . . .

#( what died didn't say dead ) #( you're alive ) #( you're alive in my head ) #( i'm so sorry milla ) #( they're so wholesome & sweet ) #( your honor i love them ) #( i just have a lot of feelings ) #( when is their beach vacation ) #( they need fruity drinks in their hands asap ) #technician difficulties ( ooc )

[soapoet]

hiya, i did not, in fact, run away with the circus. instead i got dragged out of my house to go even further into the woods where there's practically no signal, just birds and squirrels. i'll be back to posting readings and answering asks once i get back home ♡

#soapy.talks #just a little update since i just kinda went m.i.a. #a very much needed vacation in a big beautiful log cabin #i have some appointments next week that i'm really not looking forward to #so i'm using this to really psych myself up for those #at least my emotional support virgo won't have to carry dead weight haha #have a super blessed week ahead of you lovelies ♡

[help-me-obi-wan-ur-my-only-hope]

Me, half asleep, in the middle of the night, struggling and failing to finish two essays in one and a half days to myself: bitch, you had the entire summer for this shit, just why-

#THE ENTIRE SUMMER JUST WHY- #IB sucks bitch #run while u can #why are essays so hard #need to hand in both essays on monday morning how in the world?? #and i have two more ddls coming up in three days #and THE most important test in IB also in Sep #and a act test in Sep #also two IOs in Sep #also 4 IAs #and the fucking EE #bitch i'm already failing IB #dead inside #procrastination is a bitch #summer vacation #deadline #losing my sanity #mental health #student #study #writing #essay #school sucks

[yuriyuruandyuraart]

ah well gosh hi???

in what i said was gonna be a one day break from, well, life tbh, i seemingly realized that i don't just have school coming SOON, but that i wasn't prepared to wake up at 2pm to find out i only have a few days left of total free time not spent struggling and stressing out over exams of all things

so like any average person i went and made plans with friends to hang out and get my mind off of everything- and while it was good while it lasted, i really wanted to be, yknow, clear

i have artworks at the ready, and if i ever become desperate enough to start getting a hang on drawing with a mouse all the time i might as well, but as things stand i really do not know what the heck i am doing-

i'll try my hardest to at least look for a way to fix the pen cause that's just the most important and expensive part of the damaged stuff, but i'm thinking the cable is perma-broke so i'll have to look for a way to replace it

to cut right to the chase: i have some art i can post. but i dunno when, if, or which to post because most of them have some context that i would've normally been all too eager to explain, but as things stand? man i don't think i could muster the energy to try

so? i dunno yall- i mean i could start writing again? i've entertained the idea long enough and this might be just the opportunity to finally get some practice without getting distracted by drawing :'D

i could do small stuff with a mouse if i feel like sharing some art, but the illustrations? i feel like i can only post those once i feel a bit more alive mentally and physically to interact with others without feeling so drained all the time (but knowing that school's coming, i can't really promise anything :'))

thanks a lot for the sweet words and patience guys- it means a lot that you won't immediately, idk, ditch this blog once you realize i might not post much if not at all (hopefully not gosh) for an undetermined amount of time? you really made me realize this wasn't as bad as my mind's been pushing me to think,

so trust me i WILL bounce back and reblog stuff and have entire essays in your tags eventually- i just need to stop feeling like it has to be today, or tomorrow, or any days afterwards, just that it will happen when i feel like it<3

#rambling #delete later? #it feels so funny to get bothered by something that would be trivial to future me in like...idk a year? #i'm not as upset as i thought i'd be too- just mostly numb i guess.. #also the reason why i can't bring myself to post the artworks i had- can i really talk about how much fun i had drawing them? #when i'm barely wrapping my head around the fact that i can't no more? and for an uncertain amount of time where i'll be too busy #too tired and too short on money to even think about drawing in the first place? i don't think i wanna get used to that but well #if there's one thing i can take from these vacations is that while you guys can't see it i really did have fun improving on my art #and gosh do i love what i'm doing so much that i personally wouldn't mind if it were just for me alone to see #but after sharing my ideas and works into the wild and watching people gather around to share ideas back- #i can say i like my art and the why is because it makes me happy! and it apparently does for you guys too so why not share! >:) #i also guess one of the reasons i'm not as active is cause of the whole need to compose myself and find the time to breathe and enjoy #the works of the others and mine and think of ways to express my feelings to everyone #and trust me sometimes i wish i could just write nothing and post/reblog- but it feels so empty #if i wanted to do that i'd make another account #no i want to talk about what i love with y'all and if i start rambling well no one's complaining! #if i see something made with the thought of me behind it then ain't no way in hell i'm not climbing rooftops yelling how much i love it #so if i somehow don't do that then i'm either too busy to even check tumblr- dead- or doing even worse somehow- so nothing against you! #guess i had that on my mind for a while now so please! i'm not ignoring you on purpose! i'm probably too wrapped up in my stuff to react #same for asks btw i am not joking there's so many and i live in constant shame xD :') #if you made it this far i am so sorry for yet another long post but i feel it's justified a little x) goodnight everyone! have a nice day<3

[albatris]

no camp nano update today...... I am still behind but tomorrow I'll be with friends for our monthly laze around on the couch and be lazy day and I always get some good writing done there while we're watching movies and lazing and being lazy......

I did get a bit of writing done today though

a very confusing phone conversation between nat and yvonne about the current situation (yvonne has impulsively beaten her manager to death with a shovel and now needs help disposing of a body) and how to handle it, where they both for entirely different reasons are trying extremely hard not to actually name the situation out loud (that yvonne has impulsively beaten her manager to death with a shovel and now needs help disposing of a body) in the fear that someone will overhear and be like um????? this conversation sounds an awful lot like someone has impulsively beaten their manager to death with a shovel and now needs help disposing of a body???

so they are talking in Metaphors that are just getting increasingly out of hand

#look. #yvonne murders her piece of shit manager with a shovel then is like oh Fuck did i just do that #(yes and youre so valid) #then after having a panic attack she's just like...... what the fuck am i supposed to do now??? #(call your vampire friend) #(he is the cause of a lot of dead bodies) #(surely he knows how to handle this?) #while being so paranoid that someone is gonna walk by the construction site and be like. hey what the fuck #nothing shady going on here! #just a suspicious body shape under a piece of tarp and a lady with blood all over her clothes hiding next to the site office #mumbling about definitely not how she just beat her manager to death with a shovel to someone on the phone #also keeping in mind Yvonne's been taking a selfcare vacation away from the chaos of the plot while she #figures out what kinds of healthy boundaries she wants to put in place #so her re-entry to the story from Nat's perspective is just like #''hey i know we still have a whole lot of nonsense to sort out and I'm soooo keen to do that but rn i need help hiding a body #because i just killed someone haha oh no'' #nat just like!!! oh yvonne is calling me!!! maybe she wants to catch up and we can talk about how to make her feel more comfortable #and what i can do to give her more control and also not get her involved in any scary stuff she doesnt wanna deal with!'' #aka its time to establish the boundaries of a healthy friendship! :D #then yvonne is just like HEY HOW DO YOU USUALLY DEAL WITH YOUR VICTIMS' DEAD BODIES #dw they do sort their shit out lmao #gotta deal w the dead body first though 😕

[umbra-speculum]

#{ screaming into the void } || ooc #i'm not dead.... #my muses have just been dead #and in my spare time i've mostly been gaming with friends as of the last few months #plus still doing two jobs SUCKS #but i must save up for my vacation next year #i now sink back into the void

[theelectricpeach]

Me and who?

#Kissing rocks #Chiricahua national monument #(I'm not dead just on vacation)

[heffrondriving]

welp, i just had a weirdly stupid dream about the btr gang randomly taking a holiday in my home region and i got to hug kendall and lowkey hang out with carlos and logan as they went to go see the local sights and naturey stuff. also mica and alexa (with ocean + kingston???) made cameos and i greeted alexa with the awkwardest handshake in the history of dream handshakes. oh and james was there bare-fistfighting a donsol whale shark too ig ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

#welp make that an important lesson never to pass out from pure exhaustion after freaking out abt them ;/ #there was also like this liminal endless flower field the van was driving through and smth about shirts and some of my family were there? #that dream hug was nice though. ken was so warm and fuzzy and smelled like fresh citrus (yeah kinda weird now @ self) and now i'm sad :'< #even if it ended with action star james montage snarling and trying to intimidate a giant shark in some vacation water park kinda place lol #neway now back to reality where i'm oceans and an entire continent away and will prob never get to see them irl for as long as i live. sigh #i woke up at 8 AM and i'm still mad lemme indulge for a while reality u cruel boring bastard;;; there ain't no forever tour rodeo for me!!! #sorry if this is weird to even admit ahah idk what's going on in my braim but at least it isn't bloody dissection dreams this time so. #although those are kinda cool too. or i might just be watching too much g0ry dead meat eps on youtube idk :^) #do pretty girl don't speak #will delete #i just said i'd stop with the personal infodumping didn't i. shit. sorry once again y'all ;-;

[ketchup112]

Before anyone ask where I was, I took a vacation to visit with family. I meant to stay there for five days. And then fly back home. But I was snowed in with my family in a mountain. We were OK, we had a lot of fun, and it was also a little worrying because we did not have a car. Dogs were great comfort though. When asked why, I didn't take my laptop with me, because that's where all my apps live. Luggage, for one thing. Two, I already have my backpack into suitcases, and I did not want to bring my computer with me. Because I was also worried that I might lose it. Uh, in luggage or someone taking it? So that's the reason why I did not bring my laptop with me. Also was pretty useless to bring with me because I did not have Internet either. So yeah.

#I'm back. #I'm not dead. I promise I just took a vacation and it took longer than I first thought #I blame nature. #my art

[vs-blue]

Psst. Anyone awake?

#vs writes #vs polls #new tag unlocked!! #this is. for wired wrong 2.0 #in the original wired wrong it's maine. and south is dead. #but I'm considering bringing her back since this is like. pretty much a completely different story. #and having two girls bullying wash will probably be fun. no peace for this guy <3 #except due to ai plot reasons i kinda don't want to divide maine and carolina so wash and south would have to go on their own #except they both got shot and are currently hurt and probably should not be driving so maybe someone else should go with them #which would probably be grif since 1. that means getting away from sarge‚ and 2. that means he gets to see kai again <3 #but I'm not sure i want to take grif. first of all more characters to write. second of all he'd be separated from the other reds. #so maybe i should just say south got healed up enough to drive #or maybe i leave her dead and forget the 'give wash a vacation in blood gulch' plot #anyways I'm indecisive so please. vote