#(she was obsessed w those things)

[anna-scribbles]

h-how do you ever finish any of your work? genuine question because you seem to be productive despite your agreste syndrome and I need to learn your ways. but also how do you ever finish any of your work

unclear. last night i stayed up and finished a report worth 25% of my grade at about 5am, arrived on time for my 9am lecture, and spent about half of it zoned out while thinking about seventeen year old emilie agreste. and i was one of the most active participants in the class discussion

#in some ways it IS the move to go to grad school right out of undergrad #because your body can still sort of operate like a college kid #i’m on about 3ish hours of sleep rn and this morning it felt SO over but now i’ve eaten something and we’re so back #i also don’t really do caffeine. except sometimes i’ll go get one of those panera death lemonades #i might be able to snag a short nap before work #but anyway about seventeen year old emilie. i was thinking abt how she was in that movie solitude and adrien said she was seventeen #WAIT. NO. HE SAID SHE WAS SEVENTEEN IN THAT PHOTO ON HIS DESKTOP NOT IN THE MOVIE #well. okay whatever i’m gonna tell you what i was thinking about anyway #OKAY i’m back i just checked the wikipedia page and then i watched the end of gorizilla. to make sure i’m not lying. because i’m normal. #anyway i was thinking about the solitude film and how it’s super rare and old and obscure and whatever. and how apparently #emilie wrote it herself and andre produced it #and i’m thinking about how gabe was discovered by audrey and that’s how he got his start in the fashion industry #so now i’m like?? did gabe and emilie first meet on the set of solitude? because gabe was designing costumes or whatever? #and that’s how audrey found him? have people already thought about this?? #also i just checked and it doesn’t say emilie’s last name in the credits and also it’s ‘graham films’ with the twin rings logo m #so i’m assuming she’s still emilie graham de vanily at that point #anyway it comes back to seventeen year old emilie because i started imagining seventeen year old runaway emilie having her new life in pari #after escaping her british nobility life #and the first thing she does is write and star in an original movie. of course. #and she meets this repressed bisexual punk upstart costume designer who is so the opposite of everyone she’s ever known #and he’s immediately so unhealthily obsessed with her. which she appreciates. #and then they proceed to have the most toxic doomed evil relationship of all time #also she gets cheated because once gabe gets money he represses himself SO hard that he is now exactly like all the people emilie grew up w #but at least he’s still obsessed with her #this is what i was thinking about during class today. i don’t know how i get anything done either. #ml #anna rambles #asks

[distraughtlesbian]

literally the best part of this whole stupid book iwlove weird obsessed horndogs thee villain archetype of all time. he’s so silly. “we could’ve had a life together”, he says to his lesbian ex-neighbour who he’s just shot with a crossbow bolt meanwhile her girlfriend who he’s also just shot is half dead across the room. god i love it here he said me and the bad bitch im going to fumble

#WHAT A FUCKING FREAK IJBOL!!!!!! #MORE PSYCHOSEXUALLY OBSESSED WEIRDO VILLAINS PIXELBERRY I KNOW YOU HAVE IT IN U. #their villains are usually so cringe and one note at least this one is memorable #mind you this could have used more buildup. up until like chapter 19 he still had the benefit of the doubt #his ass was NOT beating the twist villain allegations but the fucking freak allegations were a whole separate beast #and he could be presumed innocent in those. like sure i guess these are just average fanatic werewolf hunter antics. #like EYE had my suspicions. him sending that frat bro to sexually harass mc was a fucking freak move #but like in general he was coming off as someone who was just a normal amount of concerned about a friend of theirs falling in w a cult #like girl why am i following my cringe fwb into the pool house to be all ‘babe this isnt u :(’ #i dont CARE i wanna go engage with the twist antagonist who at this point my mc still thinks is kind of normal/their friend!!! #but alas that’s just pb for you. we WILL NOT stick a landing ever. they make all the new writers swear to never write a villain that makes #sense or is well foreshadowed. ONLY side characters who you would never suspect bc they have like 5 lines in the whole book. #like you’ll never be duffy veilofsecrets you’ll never recapture that magic. #anyway. markus choicesalpha the fucking weirdo cringefail stalker incel loser you could have been…kermit looking out rainy window dot png #maeve speaks #playchoices #choices #pixelberry #choices alpha #channing lowe #markus barnes #side note this whole thing probably has a Much different vibe with a male mc #but as it is it’s like ijbol. channing is cringe and emotionally unavailable but how could you POSSIBLY compare to a buff werewolf bitch #he is so completely not a contender that its comedic to me. you think WE could have had a LIFE TOGETHER? #even if my mc had never ever met channing SHE IS A LESBIAN!!!! SHES GAY DUDE STOP IT LOL #and with a female mc and male channing its like yeah whatever average incel number 10 billion. wow youre going to kill me bc some other guy #is hotter than you? eyeroll. at least channing canonically gives great head.

[gaemms-chamois]

i think about Ines' shadow-reading arts a lot. imagine having the capability to read people's emotions somewhat. figure out their deepest fears, as well as their greatest joys in life. getting to know one's character and potential intentions without it being a direct mind-reading thing.

so it's definitely special when someone such as her, who can figure people's inner workings out via arts, has people she chooses to stick by.

and those are Hoederer & W

#arknights #it's funny how obsessed some people on rhodes were with ines' arrival and wanting to find out more about her #'who could possibly fight alongside W for so long??' and it's the person who can figure people's inner workings out. HM. #and theres hoederer those two have been alongside one another since they were teens hi #i highly doubt ines would waste her time on someone she deems unreasonable at glance for long #it doesn't matter what scathing remarks ines could make about either of them. her actions of sticking by them are louder. #gaemms whistling #im so eepy im not sure if im wording things the way i wanna LOL im just having a moment #ALSO INES OUTRIGHT THREATENING DOCTOR BC SHE CARES ABT W'S WELLBEING #the exact details of ines' arts r still like fucking vague but they were waaay more crazy than i expected from when we just had darknights

[icewindandboringhorror]

examining a seemingly normal image only to slowly realize the clear signs of AI generated art.... i know what you are... you cannot hide your true nature from me... go back where you came from... out of my sight with haste, wretched and vile husk

#BEGONE!!! *wizard beam blast leaving a black smoking crater in the middle of the tumblr dashboard* #I think another downside to everyone doing everything on phone apps on shitty tiny screens nowadays is the inability to really see details #of an image and thus its easier to share BLATANTLY fake things like.. even 'good' ai art has pretty obvious tells at this point #but especially MOST of it is not even 'good' and will have details that are clearly off or lines that dont make sense/uneven (like the imag #of a house interior and in the corner there's a cabinet and it has handles as if it has doors that open but there #are no actual doors visible. or both handles are slightly different shapes. So much stuff that looks 'normal' at first glance #but then you can clearly tell it's just added details with no intention or thought behind it. a pattern that starts and then just abruptly #doesn't go anywhere. etc. etc. ) #the same thing with how YEARS ago when I followed more fashion type blogs on tumblr and 'colored hair' was a cool ''''New Thing''' instead #of being the norm now basically. and people would share photos of like ombre hair designs and stuff that were CLEARLY photoshop like #you could LITERally see the coloring outside of the lines. blurs of color that extend past the hair line to the rest of the image #or etc. But people would just share them regardless and comment like 'omg i wish I could do this to my hair!' or 'hair goallzzzz!! i #wonder what salon they went to !!' which would make me want to scream and correct them everytime ( i did not lol) #hhhhhhggh... literally view the image on anything close to a full sized screen and You Will SEe #I don't know why it's such a pet peeve of mine. I think just as always I'm obsessed with the reality and truth of things. most of the thing #that annoy me most about people are situations in which people are misinterpreting/misunderstanding how something works or having a misconc #eption about somehting thats easily provable as false or etc. etc. Even if it's harmless for some random woman on facebook to believe that #this AI generated image of a cat shaped coffee machine is actually a real product she could buy somewhere ... I still urgently #wish I could be like 'IT IS ALL AN ILLUSION. YOU SEE???? ITS NOT REALL!!!!! AAAAA' hjhjnj #Like those AI shoes that went around for a while with 1000000s of comments like 'omg LOVE these where can i get them!?' and it's like YOU #CANT!!! YOU CANT GET THEM!!! THEY DONT EXIST!!! THE EYELETS DONT EVEN LINE UP THE SHOES DONT EVEN #MATCH THE PATTERNS ARE GIBBERISH!! HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE THEY ARE NOT REAL!??!!' *sobbing in the rain like in some drama movie* #Sorry I'm a pedantic hater who loves truth and accuracy of interpretation and collecting information lol #I think moreso the lacking of context? Like for example I find the enneagram interesting but I nearly ALWAYS preface any talking about it #with ''and I know this is not scientifically accurate it's just an interesting system humans invented to classify ourselve and our traits #and I find it sociologically fascinating the same way I find religion fascinating'. If someone presented personality typing information wit #out that sort of context or was purporting that enneagram types are like 100% solid scientific truth and people should be classified by the #unquestionaingly in daily life or something then.. yeah fuck that. If these images had like disclaimers BIG in the image description somewh #re like 'this is not a real thing it's just an AI generated image I made up' then fine. I still largely disagree with the ethics behind AI #art but at least it's informed. It's the fact that people just post images w/o context or beleive a falsehood about it.. then its aAAAAAA

[yardsards]

part of me: yeah i mean it's mayyybe for the better that amity didn't get a hooked nose *in canon*, considering that feature is stereotypically associated with jewish people, and amity was initially introduced as an antagonist with a wealthy and powerful family, and that fact could have played into some bad stereotypes before her and her family got more fleshed out

also me: but also i am ethnically jewish and have a prominent nose and i just really wish there were more female major characters w features like that who aren't treated as ugly by the narrative and i like her i think it would be neat if she had a hooked nose like her dad

#sidenote: #i am very relieved that her parent w the button nose is the money-hungry one working for the evil government #while her parent w the hooked nose wants no part of any of that and joins the protagonists and puts doing the right thing over money #instead of the other way around #also i think there's been similar said about the fact that she's white #amd how it's a mix of wishing she wasn't white bc it would be do nice to get more representation through the protag's love interest #but also the fact that if the wroters weren't careful they could've played into stereotypes w her and/or her family #abt being aggressive or obsessed w academics or overly strict or greedy etc #(tho it'd prolly be doable esp w her redemption and how if they had made her latina or black or east asian it would be offset #by the fact that this show has main characters of those ethnicities who DON'T adhere to any of those stereotypes) #and how the blight family represents unfair privilege so giving them white privilege (even if it doesn't exist in-universe) makes sense #tho i myself am white so i don't think i quite have anything to add to THAT particular discussion #but yea #eliot posts #toh #the owl house #amity blight #anyway i at least FULLY love when she's given her dad's nose in FANON

[britneyshakespeare]

throughout the series of drake and josh it pretty consistently implies that josh nichols is a christian (josh peck is jewish) and in the finale of the series helen (played by yvette nicole brown, not jewish[?]) is portrayed as a practicing jew

#i dont have a problem w either of those things necessarily i just find it interesting #if i had to guess. drake and josh was a mainstream that didnt wanna touch on religion generally #but josh was kind of a dork and usually when josh's religious beliefs are implied it is in dorkish ways #such as praying and thanking the lord after he has his first kiss. #but since dan schneider is jewish perhaps he wanted to make helen have a jewish wedding in the finale? #not that there needs to be a reason. but u do notice occasional jewish-related jokes in d&j but none of them are what you could call #offensive. in good faith that is. 'eric is a pacifist' 'i thought he was jewish?' like come on #text post #i have been rewatching drake and josh recently and i have had so many thoughts #im almost done. i just have left that stupid dance episode that they premiered last for the stupid reason #of a special dance-themed premiere night in fall 2007. they premiered the third episode of icarly and a new zoey 101 on the same night #which i think is so stupid. they should've aired really big shrimp last. it messed w my understanding of the series at the time lol #i remember not really knowing that the show was ENDING. like i knew icarly was starting & miranda was doing that #i thought really big shrimp was like just another special like go hollywood. #and then like two days later they premiered the helicopter episode for some reason #and i was like why is drake not famous in this. he just had a number 1 song in a superbowl commercial #and then a month later the dance one. which. if anything is satisfying about that as a final episode it's just that #that unnamed girl from the blues brothers episode who is obsessed w drake shows up again and congratulates them #and the very final line of the series is 'who is she?' because. because really who IS she? #that's a funny enough throwback to wrap things up with i suppose #drake and josh wasn't a highly serialized show so i can see how they could air those after the intended finale and act like it didn't matte #but i have to tell you it did fuck with my brain a bit at the time. lol. i still think of those episodes as having 'happened' after #and on paramount plus those episodes are still placed after really big shrimp. the injustice #but thats kinda messy. what a weird way to end such an influential and popular sitcom #season 4 had a few lowpoints while still also having some VERY solid episodes. #idk. ill have to continue my series review another time im getting way too longwinded here #helen dubois is jewish

[autistic-katara]

will forever think abt that girl i used to be friends with who when we were learning abt the holocaust in school she said she didn’t understand bcz “why would white ppl do that to other white ppl?”

#like babes they didn’t consider us white- #that was kinda their whole thing #like jesus christ our schools education on the holocaust is bad #(was also quite insensitive at times) #but also then again she was kinda antisemitic in general so it could justve been her #(like whenever she talked abt israel she would call the israeli government/zionists “jews” #as if it was a collective decision from all of us to colonise palestine) #she was also one of those girls who r OBSESSED w/ yaoi but was rlly weird abt sapphics and thought that being queer was a sin #and she was quite transphobic too #seriously glad im not friends with her anymore- #jewish #idk if i need to tag this but i will just in case #cw antisemitism

[comradecowplant]

so things are not going well with my new elderly socdem friend unfortunately.

#she said this RIGHT after talking about how bad yt misinfo is... which she followed up w SO I WAS WATCHING A YT DOC ABOUT WW2 & LEARNED THIS #youtube 'historians' are literally the most fascist breed of youtuber. avoid the vast majority like the plague lmao #i asked if the video was sourcing the hollow dahmer & the black book of communism & she didnt seem to know what those are lol #to her credit i told her straight up that she was incorrect & she at least faked being curious about doing more research but i am doubting #she also 'learned' that lenin killed trotsky lol get your propaganda right lenin was dead by then STALIN icepicked him <3 #anyway im making jokes bc the worst part was a different conversation where she spoke positively of israel #THAT'S gonna be the one to ruin our friendship. fuck you & your war tourist friend who fought in the 1960s landgrabs that youre now #telling me as if this is a cute story. nahhhh lmao i looked her straight in the eye & said i will NOT debate this #so she dropped it like the true enlightened centrist most socdem cowards are and i kept cleaning her house quietly #turns out You & Me We're the Only Ones Around Here Who Aren't Complete Fools was premature *kicks the poorly rendered gravel sadly* #shes otherwise a nice lady & i know i need to be more flexible in order to hopefully change ppls minds... #but also when people say awful & untrue things it makes me not want to talk to you 🤷‍♂️ srry 2 b a freak like that #also i know shes not transphobic but i havent sniffed her out well enough to know if shes safe to come out to #so its hours of misgendering (which isnt her fault she doesnt know) bc shes obsessed with neoliberal feminism and inappropriately brings #gender into conversations that it does not belong in #'did you know all the countries that handled covid best were ran by women?' 1) untrue 2) dont care finland still sucks #she also tried to tell me that european rich people learned to be nicer after the french rev & thats why europe is better than america... #girl shut up we learned how to be so good at racism and capitalism BECAUSE of europe. there is no such thing as a good rich person!!! #i pick my battles (genocide & anticommunist genocide revisionism) so i let her cook w that one & was not left convinced as you can imagine #ANYWAY rant about today's weird day done. gonna smoke weed & rim some skies 🥵 while listening to the Khrushchev Lied audiobook i found 😘

[tapsoda]

I forgot if u say anything abt akechi acknowledging he did bad things you either get ppl who are mad that you “misunderstand his character and that you need to understand he actually did nothing wrong at all” or the ppl who get mad that you like his character “because he’s irredeemable” I almost prefer the pancake jokes era

Editing the original to force u to look at my tags bc 90% of u didn’t understand the post at all and look dumb as hell to me . Sorey

#I miss when we could all hold hands over him and analyze how the bad things he did were interesting #now it’s all... woobification to make shipping the main thing #throw back to someone missing the entire point of the dynamic between him and futaba and said ‘he did her a favor’ 😐 girl #the interesting thing is futaba found it in herself to treat him with kindness bc she knows how he feels in a way. she didn’t do all of tht #just for u guys to push her rlly nice moment and development aside to make him the main focus 24/7 #<- coming from a guy who is obsessed w akechi and enjoys his reasoning AND his evil deeds #just liek. knowing what he did to her and how it mirrors his own life and problems #they have SUCH an interesting dynamic especially bc she’s one of the only #members to tried to let him know HIS future can grow with them #p5r spoilers #I’m serious btw someone told me that he ‘saved her from her mother’ ummm.... I think ur missing the obvious here. it was a parrell #I know Akira is the MAIN foil to akechi but all ppl care abt is shipppinggg so they all miss just how cool it is that akechi actually has a #few foils in each character #specifically haru futaba ryuji and yusuke and their family life + social status of family + how they handled grudges #those ones also all treat him in their own specific ways after the reveal too it’s so!!!! cool

[moonrpg]

finished spider gwen have many thoughts and opinions on it. first and foremost comics are dumb I don’t want to have to read some other comic to understand the one I’m reading or have to know caption americas backstory to keep up with spider woman. Doesn’t make sense. second biggest takeaway the face I made when they showed that mj and gloria share a bed

#joking abt that second bit. good for them #anyways like parts of it were rlly good and parts of it were rlly dumb and some of it made me a little uncomfortable. truly learning what it #what it’s like to be a comics enjoyer lol. do not like the whole thing miles n gwen have going on in the comic.. writers r so #weird abt it. please just be normal #I hope it doesn’t sour my view of tjme in the movies bc they’re rlly sweet in those. anyways #can’t decide if I want to jump into miles spider man or ghost spider next.. I kinda wanna know where this story goes and know miles first f #few r gonna be not fun so probs will go w ghost lol #anyways gwenom so awesome kind of obsessed w her. she’s so real #spider lb

[localcoffeeshop]

my conception of the popular & always fun to play in au where betty stays with simon during the crown & subsequent mushroom war apocalypse & finding marcy is FUCKED like it's literally LOVE WILL TEAR US APART core over here it's wild for me

#betty being obsessive about not letting simon put on the crown even in perilous situations that could be easily resolved w it #because she's a creative problem solver!! she's always gonna try to find a way around the big glaring giant problem okay? #and you know the entire thing is a little bit resentful... its just one of those terrible situations where love & fear & survival collide. #petrigrof is a ship of two fuck ups who are fucking up the entire fucked up ship all the time #little marcy is begging for their divorce the tension is palpable when it comes to Crown Matters #ruthless devotion devotion that unravels us both devotion that dooms our story no matter how it plays out

[quenthel]

that being said using canon stuff to shut down other ppl's ideas or hounding what is and isnt true within the story too much is also cruel and stupid. like in the end of the day these are stories that are told for some kind of purpose. like does x little detail add anything substantial to what the story is abt? many times that question will be no yet ppl treat that information as it would be like a real life undisputable event... also this ties into how many ppl interact w fiction and fictional character like they would w real life events and people lol

#quenthel special #like ppl in the trenches abt astarion's eyecolor #or long ass discussions abt dnd lore and timelines etc when those are on purpose foggy given how dnd is an ever growing franchise #designed to be vague on the details so you can write your own stoires into the setting #like dont get me wrong im an obsessive person im like my dog sometimes when she sees a hedgehog i have to have my jaws around the thing #until it cuts me so badly i start to bleed everyhwere it happens #but idk... some ppl lose the plot abt how real and tangible these things are and dont differentiate between fiction and reality #and that makes it hard to interact w them and sometimes turns them very malicious towards fellow fans #anyway i wish to look at art and analysis and so many times i see bullshit and its tiriing...

[gothamcityneedsme]

also basically all of those screenshots are tavon being mean b/c i think its way funnier when he's mean. i dont screenshot when he says nice things

#shitpost #i mean. i do. i have over 1000 screenshots from today #but like. i dont usually POST those #thats for my brainworms writing process #he was nice to petra and to sa'har this patch. and rass i suppose but he DID say something pretty mean to rass so i think it balances out #well. not to rass like exactly but tavon did say like one shitty thing about mandalorians lmao. #because he was like. uhhh you guys better fix that shit. and rass was like I KNOW WE'RE WORKING ON IT OK #etc etc its fine. but it was a little mean #anyways also #he said something almost out of character to petra because he was like #im not qualified in this but i AM the leader of a force enclave so i feel like i should tell this nascent force user that uh #leaning on her anger probably isn't a good move. and. in a practical sense. will probably get her killed #but ALSO i know for force users there are some Not So Good Vibes Here #so like. im obsessed w/ that too #and tbh tavon has been wanting to actually talk to sa'har since like. manaan. #since manaan he became like. he basically has no intention to fight her unless she makes it happen #which is VERY STRANGE for him #but he picked up on the Something Is Going On vibes and he's like. hmmm #usually he is far more like. harder to disarm vs a foe #but he can tell sa'har is presenting herself as a foe and... isnt one really #which is quite fun for me because that's not something tavon does often #something i expect more from my other characters

[sleepy-edits]

#inuyashaedit #oldanimeedit #anisource #dailyanime #animangaladies #inuyasha #kikyo #well the whole phrase per se was WORSE i just did a directors cut rolf #girl is obsessed w inuyasha and she's like either he's mine or he's dead those are the only options #ummmmmmmmmm sorry grandma your time has passed and he has gotten over you maybe seek teraphy???? #anyway she's so terribly toxic what u guys see in her. resemblance in this char is bad #it is true she has gone through some hardcore betrayal but its literally the only terrible thing that ever happened to her #nothing scarred her as much as inuyasha's betrayal in fact it wasnt even inuyasha and even when she KNOWS #she doesnt care. she's stuck #she cannot let him go she cannot go on either she just....look im terribly sorry she died and stuff went down like that #but she was a PRIESTESS she took care of her village and kept the sacred jewel CLEAN from evil feelings #now she's just betraying all her life's work and devotion #i despise her for choosing this way she literally refuses to deal with her emotions & her trauma & the truth she closes her eyes to all #and chooses hate & revenge & to be miserable #i know pain & trauma can carry us to a dark path but in the end we are the ones who choose if to take it or work hard on something good #but once u take the dark path? im sorry but you have chosen to become a cruel person bc of your own sorrow and you made it #the whole fucking worlds problem outta nowhere #that's being fucking toxic and you need a chill pill #ugh i ranted hard she disappoints me terribly

[perenlop]

also i definitely agree with the idea that amy’s kinda gotten the short end of the stick when it comes to characterization but like if u arent a shipper i dont get the complaint that shes worse now that shes not obsessed with sonic. how is that not something we’re all relieved by

#like. first of all obviously the age gap is uncomfortable and i dont like the ''oooo will he reciprocate'' #thing that they sometimes do. like itd be cool if it was just a kid crush #but besides that. even when i was little i was uncomfortable w the ''ha ha she stalks sonic'' thing as a joke #bc sonic was obviously uncomfortable and like. i just do not care for those kinds of jokes #ntm the misogyny in having a female character's entire personality being that shes obsessed w a guy #and im not saying that was always her character btw she obviously wasnt always justthat #but there was a point where she was flanderized to the point that she was #and i dont care for that #and i definitely prefer this version where theyre clearly friends at the end of the day #im not really a fan of her being painted as The Responsible One tho either. im not getting much of that from frontiers #but thats like kinda what she is in the comics and such #and idk. feel like that couldve just been tails? i dont like that being restricted to one of the only female characters #ig rouge counters that but shes not as frequent as amy anyways. plus shes still painted as The Responsible One in team dark #idk. i do really like that we see more of her sensitivity and care towards nature in frontiers and prime #and her desire to see the best in everyone no matter where they came from like in adventure #more of that pls #echoed voice

[latinokaeya-moving]

actually one of the less important things that i’m actually kinda mad abt w kaeya in genshin is the fact that it’s canonically said varka took all the horses on the expedition with him and “left the cavalry captain without a cavalry” as if that isn’t an insane thing to do like ur fr telling me n expecting me to believe he took every single last working horse in mondstadt POSSIBLY including kaeyas own personal horse? and for WHAT like don’t make me fucking mad i refuse to believe this bc genshin is a terrible terrible game all i know is that his horse is lovingly being doted on and taken care of by kaeya In Mondstadt everyday thank you very much like how dare you imply otherwise

#x #gi posting #i don’t believe it it sounds so stupid kaeya STILL has knights working under him and he’s the leader of the cavalry company what in the #godamn hell r they meant to do if they don’t have their horses #better yet WHAT does varka need w all those horses that meant he Didnt need their riders???? why didn’t he just take the entire cavalry #company then???? #this makes me SO heated for no reason at all like it’s so irrelevant n does not matter but idc. kaeya HAS his personal horse that he didn’t #let varka take bc he’s not crazy n she’s a temperamental terror of a mare that’s absolutely gorgeous and kaeya keeps her in the Loveliest #condition Ever and tries to ride her at least once a day n feeds her as many treats as he lets himself get away with and that has turned #that beast into the most terrifying thing ever. she tries to bite and kick ANYONE that gets too touchy i know it i see it in my mind #she only lets kaeya que la quichiquea bc he basically raised her ok #i haven’t settled on a name on her yet but just know. Just Know he definitely affectionately refers to her as darling or smth #i’m sorry i’m just obsessed w horse girl kaeya and i won’t stand by the idea that he just Let Varka take his own horse w him…. like that’s #not my king. he would NEVER