#... sorry i'm still mad about the ending.

[ying-doodles]

// novel spoilers (side story 3 / chp 406)

... okay yes charlotte is cute. lloyd influencing her into making contracts for everything was very him and him setting cheek kisses as the reward for the "contract" was very sweet- :>

... but how the fck did charlotte also get the system?? "... as though it was fated." what part of fate needs to be more involved in making what's soon to be the world's most overpowered child who's not even 7 yet??

like they already said she has her mom's swordfighting capabilities and her dad's wit and intellect, not to mention also having fcking javier the grandmaster as her mentor- I don't think she needs the system's help??

and all that for just a special summon for her birthday gift?? that's wild. (I'm not saying it's a bad thing but like. for why-)

#ying talks about tged #the greatest estate developer #tged #tged liveblog #tged spoilers #side story 3 #chp 406 #also lloyd saying he's not progressing in his swordmaster journey because he has his /wife/ to protect him... ugh. #WHAT DO YOU MEAN WIFE YOU HAD A FCKING GRANDMASTER AS YOUR PERSONAL KNIGHT?? #... sorry i'm still mad about the ending. #also now that i think about it they barely mention her in cpsm apart from being 'the greatest ruler of all time' #i would've liked to see more about her growing up outside of this side story #how did she rule? how did she make the kingdom prosper into an empire?

[wandixx]

Serious chaos one-shot snippet

“Hey, Dami?”

Boy hadn’t looked up from kittens he was bottle feeding but let out hum indicating he listened.

“I think about trying out more girlish style. Do you think it would suit me?”

Well, Damian had no idea but if Dani wished to give it a chance, then, well, the only appropriate course of action was to offer his aid.

Also features: Dani and Damian working at an animal shelter, Steph being fashionable, and Batman's rouge gallery and no, it's not a spelling mistake :)

#dpxdc #dp x dc #dc x dp #dcxdp #serious chaos #dani/damians #fanfic snippet #batman's rouge gallery #idk i have kinda shitty day and need a validation #i hate timed tests #i know all answers but how the fuck do you expect me to answer all this broad questions in 45 minutes #I would write an an answer for one of them in this time #i would like to infodump about it. give me chance to infodump about it not punish me for knowing too much #really history is only subject i actually still care about #so failing it majorly sucks #and now i have to learn something totally else also for history for tomorrow #i'm not mad about it #i have kinda special treatment because i'll write exam at the end of the high school and I have to study harder than my classmates #still I'm frustrated #sorry for spilling my guts like that #I lowkey want to scream rn #anyway how do you like this snippet? #have a nice day dear stranger who got to this part

[emrys-merlin]

Ok, but...was there not a single person in the writers' room who said "Wait. Wait. We didn't FINISH OUR STORY. WE CAN'T KILL ARTHUR YET"

No? Ok.

#merlin #bbc merlin #merlin bbc #arthur pendragon #merlin emrys #merlin 5x13 #sorry i'm still mad about the ending lol #where is the golden age #sigh

[maddy-ferguson]

Ngl, I really think that these bylers that are crying 24/7 about "purity culture" or whatever, are playing dumb when they start with their "but Nancy and Steve were 16 and 17 in that scene of s1!!!1" like... We got introduced to these characters at that age and the people playing them were already adults. So yeah, sorry but I think it's easy to see why most viewers would be uncomfortable with a more sexual scene of Mike and Will and it's not automatically homophobia, I think that would be the case with any of the kids since we got introduced to these characters when they were 12 and the actors were babies as well. We literally saw those kids grow. And I'm not saying byler should only get to peck or hold hands, It'd be cool if they have their epic kiss or whatever, but Will hasn't even had his first kiss yet and some of these people are already talking about sex scenes, like... Be for real 😭

funny you should say that...because i've used the nancy was 15-16 in season one argument (last tag) before while also saying that i understand why people find the sex part of their sexualities uncomfortable to discuss. and i wanna reiterate that, again, i totally understand that people feel like they've seen them grow up etc etc and that they still think of the actors themselves as children even thought they're not anymore.

i don't think it's all homophobia because like you said, people would probably feel the same about lucas and max and discussions of sex (i don't know if anyone is discussing that because there's much less discourse to have there and you can't argue that people are homophobic if they disagree with you) but i don't think it would be justified either. the "but we knew the characters when they were little" argument makes me think me of an ancient disney channel/abc show that old people and girl meets world fans who watched it for the first time in the 2010s will know, boy meets world (1993-2000). classic comic of age show, look at these kids. and eric in the back (he's fifteen).

they're eleven at the start of the show and then, what happens in any coming of age story happens, you guessed it...

they grow up. this is them in the later seasons, when the main characters are still in high school i think. they grow up, they talk about sex and about having sex at prom in season five and then they don't have sex right away because they figure it's not the right time yet or something like that, and then they have sex later and get married, the details don't matter. but my point is, who watches a show for five seasons, over years and years and gets upset at the main characters having sex because "this is crazy they used to be children"? isn't that the point of coming of age stories that cover multiple years or that focus on the latter years of adolescence, that they're not children forever and that at one point the characters "come of age" which usually includes their first sexual experiences?

i don't think the having sex part is particularly important in stranger things but also it doesn't have to be for it to be portrayed (see jonathan and nancy), teenagers have sex, it's just the way the world works. i'm not advocating for sex scenes of any kind especially because stranger things isn't a show that features a lot of sex in general, the only "explicit" sex scene being nancy and steve in season one with cuts to barb dying, but i genuinely don't think the duffers would have any qualms about portraying teenage sexuality in general with the party. if they did, they wouldn't have included erica threatening lucas to tell dustin what she found under his bed (it wasn't the communist manifesto) and they wouldn't have had max looking at a shirtless steve for an amount of time that's supposed to make the audience laugh. it's been 7 years. if they do a time jump, the babies will be about 17, played by actors who will all be around 20, the age natalia was when filming season one. the characters are teenagers, babies grow up. it happens to the best of us. i get why people would find it uncomfortable and maybe i would find it uncomfortable too but i wouldn't be scandalized. the duffers had no problem having a child actor portray everything will goes through in seasons one and especially two, i really feel like sex is fine and...not traumatizing or hard to watch compared to every single thing will's gone through lol. and again, i'm not even expecting them to have sex lmao, but i wouldn't cry myself to sleep if they revealed that everyone in the party actually knows what sex is.

last question: do we have any indication that jonathan had talked to more than one other girl (the girl at the halloween party being the one girl i'm counting for him) before he got together with nancy. i'm just asking because of your last sentence, because if we don't he should have slowed down also😭

#yes i'm back to calling people old for no reason. <3 #saying that they will all be around 20 isn't a stretch because noah's turning 19 in 4 months and they haven't begun filming yet. thank you #i'm not mad at you anon sorry for not really agreeing with you and again i get where you're coming from and i don't even expect them to #have sex and if they did i would expect it to be implied like jonathan and nancy but yeah #what i mean when i say it's not particularly important in st is that i don't think they need to have sex for will's arc to be complete or #anything😭 #i would've been happy with jonathan and nancy only kissing in s2 like idc yk it's a detail #i'm not advocating for sex scenes means HERE in this case i'm not anti-sex scenes in general lmao #i didn't watch bmw over years and years i watched it in like. a month and a half maybe i really was not crying when cory started wanting to #have sex and i was 15...an impressionnable kid who knew what sex was...disheartening i know💔 #<- that wasn't me making fun of you anon lmao again i get where you're coming from i just respectfully disagree #i looked up the episode where they have sex and (spoiler alert lol) cory and topanga end up only having sex on their wedding night i think? #and that's not the episode in s5 i'm talking about but they consider having sex and talk about it so still bringing that one up #i found an article about something rider strong (shawn) said about not liking this episode because while they talk about sex at length they #never talk about safe sex and he even talked about his concerns to the showrunner because he thought it was irresponsible since yk young #viewers and all that and he was like maybe you don't get it different generations mine grew up with aids and everything this is really #important and he brushed him off! i thought that was interesting. this has nothing to do with st #ask

[huccimermaidshirts]

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#it is quite funny to me that Z admitted that he left first because he wanted a headstart for the solo career #and haters still manage to turn it to harry saying he's evil for not wanting to sign another contract with 1d and communicating clearly to #the others and that clearly makes him a villain! but not Z though!!! even though he left in the middle of everything and left the others to #pick up the slack. #like I'm sorry i don't see why wanting a solo career and planning it the last year/few years but still fulfilling your contract to the end #is so evil (it's not but alas) but leaving in the middle of tour and promo isn't! and that harry is considered the bad guy for planning #ahead and saying that most of all he was mad about the unprofessionalism is regarded as bad

[angelizs]

hi guys guess who's back 😁

#PLEASE READ THE TAGS!! #OMG I'M SO SORRY FOR JUST. DISAPPEARING FOR MONTHS LIKE THAT 😭 #at the end of the year life got very hectic for me with my semestral project coming up + some other personal things #so I kinda lost it a bit and decided I needed to take a break !! #and proceeded to uninstall tumblr 🤩 and discord as well 🤩 #I didn't even enter TWST for some months too #and then things calmed down but I. got kinda embarrassed about disappearing like that and didn't know how to come back 😭 #so today I gathered some courage and decided I missed this too much so. Hi 😁 #TRULY I MISSED WRITING AND TALKING WITH EVERYONE ABOUT TWST SO MUCH 😭😭😭 #and here I am now 😁 #I can't promise I'll be as active as I used to be since I've got a lot going on irl but!! I'll at least still come around to write and talk #now I'll get onto answering my asks and tags! #ALSO I've created a twitter account around a month ago where I'm pretty active! I'll put it on my pinned so feel free to follow! #that's it <3 #mad purrs

[zincbot]

the hits stop coming and they don't stop coming

#every time i think i can't feel worse i discover a new blow #TO BE FAIR. IT'S PROBABLY NOT EVEN THAT BAD #i'm just like. really sensitive or something annoying like that #the worst part is that usually when i'm feeling low i can hinge my feelings on smth like 'if this happens that means everything will be okay #but then sometimes. it happens. and i still feel like the world is ending. so that didn't work now what do i do #ugh i didn't even feel this bad when i was like in the hospital a few months ago and it's literally just like. (in summary) #2 people i love are mad at me. i did really poorly in my exams and might lose my gpa. my car (highly attached) is breaking down and i need #get a new one #i start a new job tomorrow and i heard bad things about it from my classmates who started before me #+ i have serious doubts in my ability to dress neatly and well with all my shitty poorman clothes #+ i started breaking out #+ i just noticed i lost a bunch of weight likely from my hospital stay and i dunno how to get that back #+ my doctor said i'm not likely to get full mobility back at this point and it's upsetting me #also my spare tires are missing #ugh i'll be fine. i'll be fine i'll be fine i'll be fine. i'll be fine #i'm good at dealing BUT ONLY WITH SOME OF THESE. i can deal with the car and the job and the health. but interpersonal shit? #which is the thing upsetting me the most? wow surprise surprise local autist doesn't do people good #UGH anyway sorry for complaints on main i just feel like i got too many straws rn #it's 10:30pm i'm sure i'll feel better in the morning (ignoring the fact that i've been feeling almost exactly like this for days) #ugh. it's fine. i'll deal. only way out is through or whatever

[emile-hides]

This took me literally all day but I feel very correct in my takes so at least that’s something.

#Fairy Tail #Queer #I like hand drawing flags other than the Transmace/femme and the mlm flag those all got copy/pasted after the first time #I'm so sorry to Makarov Cana and Guildarts I love you three but cannot for the life of me pick up on your vibes #None of the Celestial Spirits are Cis half of them don't have gender to begin with #Leo He/Him Lesbian and copycat Scorpio who came out as a He/Him Lesbian literally a week after Leo #Brothers #T4T Taurus/Lucy is my everything I need you all to understand this #I couldn't decide if Capricorn was Aro/Ace or Aro/Gay I settled on Aro/Gay but it's still very much in the air #Lucy/Natsu queer plantonics #Lily/Gajeel/Levy Polycule #I'm going insane I need you to understand #Elfman a bi man with a huge preferance for other men so excited to meet a man and have a manly wedding and grow into old men together #Falls in love with Evergreen and is mad about it for the rest of his life #You can pry Transfem/Femboy Queer Grey from my cold dead hands #That Lucy looking fit he wore in at the end of the Magic Games opened my eyes #Long skirt not shirt kinda gal I love her #I'm so tired I've got a little fever and my arms hurt but I did the thing I wanted to do today #Woo! #Neoprounoun Autigender Laxus.... I gotta write that Autistic Laxus essay man

[hwiyoungies]

the way people are ready to throw away morals just because the wizard boy was important in their childhood. how selfish can you be if you know that supporting that franchise is directly harming the life of trans people since the author literally funds organization against them WITH the money earned from it. doesn't matter if she's already rich why are you even helping on making her richer, just because of nostalgia? because of an emotional attachment? because your feelings are more important than trans lives? if you're gonna support that show in any kind of way please do me a favor and unfollow me and block me because it cannot be that fucking hard to put the lives of actual human beings over your feelings and emotions

#and this is coming from someone who's teenage years were better because of the books #they meant everything to me that world meant everything to me #but the lives of people are way more important that whichever attachment i have #it's just fucking infuriating seeing people time and time again be like ''i know she's bad and i don't agree but what about ME'' #who gives a fuck!!! who honestly gives a flying fuck!!! #so many people thinking like this that at the end they all end up playing directly into her hands #like what's the point of not agreeing with her if you're still gonna give her money one way or another #jesus fucking christ man #b.txt #sorry i'm genuinely mad that i've seen way too many people say that #mixed something up at the end because english confuses me even more when i'm mad LMAO

[plethoraworldatlas]

The innovation of a 3D-printed device from the University of Edinburgh could pave the way to the abolition of animal testing. The plastic “body-on-chip” device contains human cells from five major organs — the brain, heart, lungs, kidneys, and liver — and simulates chemicals moving through the circulatory system by using positron emission tomography (PET) scanning. “This device is the first to be designed specifically for measuring drug distribution … essentially, allowing us to see where a new drug goes in the body and how long it stays there, without having to use a human or animal to test it,” Liam Carr, inventor of the device, told The Guardian. Future models could also show how organs in different stages of disease react to medicine — as well as how everyday items like foods, aerosols, and cleaners affect the human body — improving precision in biomedical experiments. This device is an example of innovation in biomedical models that could replace animal testing. It could also be cheaper and faster than testing new drugs on live animals. “This device shows really strong potential to reduce the large number of animals that are used worldwide for testing drugs and other compounds, particularly in the early stages, where only 2% of compounds progress through the discovery pipeline,” said Dr. Adriana Tavares of the University’s Centre for Cardiovascular Science according to WION News.

#ecology #enviromentalism #science #animal testing #experimentation #Remember reading about early versions of this tech years ago #Always fascinated me #But I ended up seeing a bunch of people rally against it for the dumbest reasons #I'm sorry I thought the point was to try and get research data and results that can eventually help people #Even the “best animal testing” is still fairly off due to the sheer biological differences #This can help save time and resources AND yield more useful results AND at the very least massively reduces animal testing #But some people decided the scientists who've spend years on this were “attacking scientific traditions” or were “ARAs GONE MAD” #First off “Grand scientific traditions”???? #Second way to either admit you have no relevant knowledge or straight up ignore all the many valid criticisms of animal testing #What were they rallying against? Better testing with less waste? More usable data faster? #The potential reduction in animal testing? (They were mostly mad about that)

[strawberry-starstruck]

honkai writers: *slaps script of the moon's origin and finality arc* this bad boy can fit so much character assassination in it

#jo talks #honkai critical #can you tell i'm still mad about the way the ending was handled. #the moment apho was confirmed to be canon i knew the main story was fucked #but i still held out hope that they could write themselves out of their mess #somehow #but alas! the story kept getting better. until it got worse #and everything they'd ever written up to that point was for naught #look at me being a dramatic little bitch #i'm sorry i just feel like the ending failed everyone okay #they all deserved better

[armeniuslaurant]

beating a dead horse but I still get so baffled and confused that at the ending. I thought "So Patty at some point had an epiphany that all she wants from Allison is friendship? That's dumb, and rushed, and completely without the proper foundation".

And then MHI and Valerie were both like "no Patty still has secret unrequited feelings but that's fine for some reason : )"

No that's WORSE how do you not see how that's WORSE at least my interpretation blamed clumsy writing that could be attributed to an early cancelation don't act like this was the plan all along because it's so much WORSE

#Kevin can fuck himself #I will seriously die mad about this #Like if it had been played as a bittersweet ambiguous ending I would have still been annoyed but had some begrudging respect #But it's supposed to be SINCERE what the fuck #Like I'm sorry you don't get to offload emotional closure to post-series speculation

[aromanticannibal]

I saw someone complain about how apparently raine was created only to be eda's love interest and op was like hoho ofc the only nb character is a love interest with no character development and like.

I'm sorry I am physically unable to see this as a problem. raine is good representation, like they just are. not ever queer character needs to be incredibly important to the plot to be good rep? also it's not like raine is a side character that was thrown in in the back for cheap rep, they have an important role for eda's developpment and theyre literally the head of the rebellion against belos (aside from eda who rebels against everything). and THEY'RE NOT THE ONLY NON BINARY CHARACTER EITHER?? masha I think is their name is nb too (and they are a very very side character but we already have raine it's not like they're the only nb character again) and the collector uses he/they pronouns im pretty sure. good lord.

I want to bang my head against a wall. how do you Live.

it reminds me of when I saw someone saying TOH is shit queer representation and racist (??? somehow) because it doesn't do enough? bro? the main character is a neurodivergent OPENLY bisexual black latina girl. what do you want MORE. she's in a relationship with her lesbian girlfriend, the world girlfriend was said, trey kiss and hold hand. They put so much diversity in this show it got fucking canceled.

#like a fair criticism is people complaining that willow is blasian but doesn't really look black at all #I get that people would be mad #about that #but like. #urg #I complained about the other person who said the show was somehow racist and like. even if I never heard anyone else ever say anything #(apart from the willow thing) #I'm still white so if there is something I probably won't be able to see #it #but I very much am queer and if you're trying to tell me toh isn't good rep you're bullshitting me #THE GAY AND TRANS FUCKERS DONT NEED TO GO THROUGH HELL TO BE GOOD REP #raine is just chilling #what the fuck did op want the creators to do good lord #this show has so much rep and its just stuff they said on Twitter once or smth raine and masha are clearly nb #eda and luz are clearly bisexual we have canon bi flag in toh #I'm going to go insane #tw rant #rant tw #I'm so sorry if this ends up in the t/oh tag

[loser-brain]

A little midnight rant (??) more of a ramble actually.

But anyway, I kept getting a lot of "Feminist" videos when they are actually Terf videos disguise as feminist videos or just flat-out Terf videos but don't want to use the word Terf because "it's a hateful thing to say." When really... no. It's not, it literally means Trans Exclusion Radical Feminist.

But anyway, I digress, my question, when did the word feminist lose its proper meaning?

There's a reason why I don't put feminist on my bio because many folks already (sadly) have come to the assumption that feminism/feminist means an all-women club aka "bio women" only.

When... no... feminism was started by women but only because in the working force women were really seen as stay-at-home wives. But because of the women's rights movement is when the law became more lenient in allowing women to work.

Feminist also means helping others such as men of different races as well to get proper jobs and payment as well. That sentence is gonna confuse someone sorry, to ramble more on what I mean. You have to understand the payment system. It's still a problem in today but way way back then, it was a lot worse. Many foreigners that came to America weren’t getting proper payment or not paid at all. But were really taken advataged at the fact they were aliens so their boss would make threats to them such as getting them deported or worse.

Because of the feminist movement, women realize they weren't the only ones getting mistreated by the system so we, feminist, would stick with them and fight a fight for equal rights. In which we won but obviously still need more work.

There is so much more history in which I can't really type all of that here because that would derail this post purpose on my question.

As a true feminist (ew, I don't like that I have to call myself a true feminist just so I don't lump myself with the falseys), knowing the history of what a feminist is... When did the word feminist lose it proper meaning?

I'm not chronically online as I use to be in my teen years (but knowing that bad habit messed up my mental and physical health). Please explain to me like I have been living under rock. Don't explain to me that undermine my intelligence (I've had people that done that to me before it's not fun) but in a way that is like high school teaching. Except take out the censoring bit. I wanna know the

✨d e t a i l s✨

#It's really late but I'm just a little tired that I kept getting a lot of terf videos disguised as feminist videos #only reason why I'm extra mad at terfs is because my sis got converted into a terf all because she heard #quote in her word the trans community been calling heterosexual couples breeders... end quote #and I'm like... no one is calling heterosexual couples breeders. The anti human life people been doin' that but like not the trans communit #if so then they aren't loud and should get their toe stub for the rest of their life. In fact anyone who dip their nose in anyone business #should get a stub toe for the rest of their life. #but I digress. It's frustrating to see my sis slowly being converted into being a terf and she even went as far as to say she is not one #but a feminist. Standing by other bio women. #it's so frustrating hearing the word feminist being use as a female only card when... no. That is not what feminist means. #but anyway. Sorry for rambling. My sis isn't really a terf... yet. She still got her values but it is frustrating hearing her be a bigot #about trans folks all because of the terf lies. and those “feminist” videos when they are not feminist videos but terf in disguise. #sorry im rambling #rant #loser brain eat a snicker

[aw-bean-s]

sometimes I just wish my friends liked me the way other people's seem to

#Being angry sad at my best friend hours again #I just can't believe she'd fucking do that to me so casually and not even fucking regret or be sorry a little bit #Just a fucking iota of sympathy or fuckin compassion is all I am fucking asking of you #Doesn't tell me shit then tells me I'm bad at communication #Tells anyone BUT ME about our relationship so I'm always the last to fuckin know #Doesn't tell me things for literal YEARS so I can't fuckin help then gets mad when I didn't do anything #And then she's surprised when I end up in these shitty codependent relationships with other people and don't believe that she likes me #Or wants me at all even #She's just such a fucking callous fucking hypocrite and I fucking hate her but also I can't fucking lose her #Fuck she's such a bitch sometimes #She just hurts me and then expects me to still be there in the end! #And I'm not helping myself by STILL FUCKING BEING THERE #I just wish she liked me #And saw that she has Systematically fucking destroyed my trust in other people #She hurt me and she doesn't even fucking care #And the thing is I spent so SO long thinking I was everything wrong in our friendship #That if I could just be a good enough person I'd be good enough for her eventually #But I never fuckin have been have i! Because I'm not a fuckin mind reader! #I spent so long feeling like shit and wishing I could just be better but not knowing how #And then she drops the bomb that she's been actively keeping shit from me and excluding me since 2020! So fuck me I guess! #And there's all this fucking hurt but also this weird peace of 'oh. I wasn't everything wrong.' #Which also makes me so fucking mad because if she'd just TOLD ME I couldve spent so much time NOT HATING MYSELF #For problems that I couldn't fix because she wouldn't TELL ME ABOUT THEM! #I spent so long feeling like I wasn't enough and knowing something was wrong but she wouldn't tell me WHAT #And now it's my fault that I couldn't just figure it out! Fuck off!! #She is so fucking good at making people feel like shit #And after all of this! She doesn't get why I don't belive she likes or wants me! What the ACTUAL fuck! #And now I gotta tell her all this because despite all of this I do love her and belive my life is better for having her in it #And I gotta tell her without her deciding I'm not worth it and leaving so that's fucking cool #I'm half convinced shes manipulating me so I leave her and she can be the victim of big mean Lachlan and maintain her moral high ground

[breadclubrising]

i am not asking for your sympathy but man, it has been a rough year and change for ibustans. people being shoot terrible to/about ibushi (and his fans) bc of the title unification (that he pretty obviously didn't like either) was the *nicest* thing that has happened to him since about ~March 2021. compared to what followed, that was actually some zany giggles.

and also i am not asking for your sympathy but i realized it was time to reach out for support when i was sitting here considering making an 'ibushi in skull end' gifset.

i just want all my fellow ibustans to know i support you and send my love. i hope you are coping okay. like ~it's just wrestling, but damn. it's been really really bad, huh.

#kota ibushi #'heartbroken about kota ibushi' and 'thinkin about how he sells skull end' gotta be two of my favorite genders #:( #i still might make that gif set #i definitely have already made gifs of at least 2 separate instances #he's like a snake that can unhinge its jaw to consume a piglet whole #but with being an impossibly beautiful exemplar of the human form #like sometimes you see him and it's like wow. a person looks like that. #and then other times you see him and experience a brief lovecraftian Madness as your brain falters trying to comprehend the visual input #maybe just me? #like he has hotness reserves somehow. why. why would god give one person that power #anyway it's #real kota ibushi meltdown hours #but it isn't actually legal in oregon #i'm just goddamn like this #i'm sincerely sorry but i'm not going to change