⤷ Summary | If she had paid attention earlier to the sin that dwelt behind those obsidian irises, she would never have trusted it.
If she had noticed earlier the devouring love that dwelled in his corrupt heart, she probably would have fled.
She had done none of that, and now she had to come to terms with her new reality.
➢ Author's Note | This work originated in Italian, so I apologize for any errors you will find, I am not a native english speaker 🥺❤
Also, this does not reflect my way of thinking or living at all, it is just a work of fiction, it is like watching a horror movie, many of us love horror movies, but we would never dream of what we see in those movies happening in reality as well.
Simply put, this story was written for entertainment purposes, it should not be seen as a reflection of my values, opinions or morals. I absolutely do not condone such acts.
➢ For Italian tumblr readers, if you are interested in reading this story, please know that it is already on Wattpad in Italian: HAPPY ENDING ITALIAN VERSION
#NOTA: dia 1 do desafio da @flowercandy: música do meu grupo masculino favorito, e acho que não é novidade pra ninguém que sou ATEEZ utted, amo muito meus meninos! capa feita sob a supervisão do meu neném, @minkisaur.
Dwa DBLK pod rząd wedle kalendarza - dziś i jutro. Nocka w pracy minęła spokonie. Odespałam, zrobiłam skyrnik na wieczorna imprezę (no bardziej takie spotkanie babskie z kawą i winem) i chilluje.
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Ostatnio nie mam za bardzo o czym pisać. Zastanawiam się czasami nad sensem prowadzenia tego bloga. Chyba nic nowego w temacie nie wniosę...
Ale tak przestać też nie umiem. Narzekam na rutynę i całe to liczenie, a jednocześnie codziennie wchodzę w to od nowa jak w stare, wygodne skarpety. Czytaliście już moje żale nie raz, prawda? Ciągle się powtarzam.
W każdy DBLK nie mam powodu sądzić, że popełniam jakieś kardynalne błędy nie licząc kalor1i, czy przekraczam ten limit 2100 - bo raczej nie przekraczam. Mogłabym w ogóle nie liczyć nic... A jednak na całkowity luz nie umiem sobie pozwolić choć kolega @drifftingg w naszej rozmowie prywatnej trochę przekonywał że bym na spokojnie mogła. Dzięki stary!
Głowa mówi inaczej... A jak jutro coś mi się na tej wadze za bardzo nie spodoba to głowa mi powie "Na pewno nie możesz inaczej!" 😖
A ja czuję "wzrost" w powietrzu. Nie jakieś straszne, nadprogramowe kilogramy - ale tak patrzę na siebie to czuję - chyba troche więcej.... Mimo tego, że jestem raczej racjonalnie nastawiona i dość pobłażliwa wobec siebie, i pamiętam o zdrowym BMI - nie lubię wzrostów 🙄. Grrr!
Dobrej nocy wam życzę. Post juz publikuje przed wyjściem na spotkanie. Może jeszcze wieczorem pozaglądam. ✌️
Joker Out was the fourth band scheduled to play in the record store today and I have to say the other artists were also so nice to listen to 🔥🔥
Bojan apparently had a look inside the store to see how many people were already there before leaving again
When the guys arrived the security guard pressured us all into taking a group picture with them? I am still not sure why tbh but it's a nice picture, I guess
Speaking of clothes, Kris's new sweater!! Later, he said it's like the one with holes just without the black. And without the holes. (awkward babygirl, honestly.)
They soundchecked Tokio and everyone started singing along!! the guys looked really happy about it
They started like ten minutes earlier than they were slated to and also finished ten minutes earlier. when Bojan came down after the last song I said to him that they still had ten minutes left and at first he was like "yeah? I don't know" but then said that they had to leave a bit early to catch their flight back to London
Bojan was amazing. Like of course he was also good on stage yesterday but today, oh my god. he had such power over the entire audience in the record store the very second he walked on stage. honestly fascinating, especially compared to the showcase
Yesterday after the showcase, Kris said that it was going to be an acoustic set, Bojan however called it semi-acoustic today
He started their set by saying something like: "Of course we didn't rehearse it, so we're just gonna wing it. I believe it's gonna be a little more cowboy-ish."
Bojan not even knowing the first song they were gonna play and turning around to ask the band 🥰🥰
People requested vem da greš and Bojan was like "wasn't planned but yeah, we'll figure it out!" and when they played it he told us off for clapping the rhythm wrong
Kris ngvot!! He was so smiley throughout the gig and during ngvot and yeah I think he really enjoyed being in the Netherlands
Nace flashing the heart on the back of his Fender for us 🫶
All the songs they played sounded amazing. Like of course they're an incredible live band but they were so in their element today, it was a stunning thing to witness
"Thank you, cowboys!" after Carpe Diem because of course
They took their time again to talk to us after the gig, Nace requested taking a selfie with the crowd (post it, you coward) and then also them talking to everyone waiting outside before leaving
The crowd was so nice and respectful and asked every member before hugging them and taking photos, thank you Dutchies (and the few other Germans we saw ig)
Favourite Nace quote from after the show "Let's do the Kris slay pose!" after someone said that they wanted a cool photo lol
I think I'll need a lot of times to process this but thank you joker out for being so kind and simply marvellous on stage and especially @izpira-se-zlato without whom these gigs would not have been possible 💛