#8.6.2023

[rbf451]

_n.ninzu ig story 8.6.2023 At Veikkaus-festarit, Helsinki 8.6.2023

#oh ok 🙂 #käärijä #live #cha cha cha #song #veikkausfestarit helsinki 8.6.2023 #käärijä summer 2023 #video #ig story #8.6.2023

[raapija]

Jere and Alan shenanigans continue 🤸

#he called him pretty 🥰 #jere pöyhönen #alan walker #käärijä #ig story #8.6.2023

[randanopterix]

The very first match in the N-1 and it left a great impression on me. Go watch Manabu Soya vs Katsuhiko Nakajima if you get the chance, seriously!!!

#Noah n1 victory 2023 #katsuhiko nakajima #manabu soya #pro wrestling noah #pro wrestling #wrestling #mars art #8.6.2023

[louisupdates]

LTHQOfficial: FITF Crowd Gifs

8.6.2022

#lthq official #crowd gifs #8.6.2023

[septentrrional]

Road trip through the Baltics: #6 Heavy Metal

Cool metal places I found on the Baltics road trip:

1. Zobens un lemess, Riga

2. Black Magic, Tallin - including a metal beer

3. Praha, Helsinki

4. Basic, Helsinki

5. Music Hunter, Helsinki

6. Trve Black Metal, Helsinki

7. Children of Bodom in National Museum of Finland

#heavy metal #riga #tallinn #helsinki #music hunter #trve black metal #praha #latvia #estonia #finland #black metal #basic #black magic #8.6.2023 #10.6.2023 #12.6.2023 #13.6.2023 #baltics

[moonofiron]

Work; awful people and sick power plays for no reason

Watched stuff

Views of the river and sunset

Half a movie with half a dinner

#moondaily #backdated #8.6.2023

[prosy-days]

June 8, 2023 - Day 354

Yeah, that's pretty hazy.

#365 #8.6.2023 #Day 354 #air quality #commute

[godsnameisjoy]

GAME OVER?

Date: 8 June 2023

1 Duration: 28 minutes at 8:31 AM

2 Duration: 24 minutes at 11:26 AM

3 Duration: 51 minutes at 10:37 PM

Depth:

The quiet, unheard mental voice with which I am conducting every counted inhalation and exhalation appalls me. I am doing the entire set of tensing and relaxing these days and it frustrates me.

There is absolutely no depth to my meditations anymore. I beginning to think so. And I am right in thinking this so.

I have Peace. The voice in the head that is conducting the meditation exercises and techniques is unheard even by me. The counting and the instruction are merely mouthed in my head. And once I tell myself to conduct a technique, my most chronic problem doesn’t distract. My chronic problem defines my personality, not the Peace that I have collected despite the problem.

All these hard earned achievements as a meditator and still I feel like I have no depth in my meditations. In fact, as recent as a few hours ago, I have realised that I have seemingly regressed to years back when I was transitioning from meditating in the conscious to meditating in the subconscious.

Sometime in the middle of my first decade of practice, I began seeing dream imagery behind shut eyes while seated upright in meditation. The subconscious is muscular in nature. The moment I would find the surface of my subconscious, I would lose all control over my attention.

It took me years to get my attention to handle rational and logical distractions from conscious and now this. Thats how I felt back then. I had gone from being distracted with forgotten bills to being distracted with imagery of me breathing miniature clones of Mark Wahlberg!

Oh! How reluctant I was to enter the subconscious. I was reluctant for a few weeks. In those weeks, my attention would concentrate to locate the subconscious and I would immediately withdraw my attention back to the shallow surface of bills due, appointments to make and the eternally running things to purchase list.

In these weeks of reluctance, my subconscious would come on progressively earlier in the meditation until I had no choice but to battle with imagery that doesn’t follow the laws of physics. I was blessed enough with a life that allowed me to meditate for many months and years. In the end, I realised that the subconscious is the best gym upgrade for the attention that’s trying to build the concentration muscle.

For the last week or two, in all my meditations I have heard stuff. These sounds are as silent as the mental voice in my head that guides my meditations and dictates these blogs. The sound of a war drum that I have heard a few meditations back, was simply life energies touching those parts of my brain that are assigned the task of letting me know that a war drum has been struck.

I am not very open to hearing my Higher Self. I sure want to see Him but I don’t want to listen to Him. During last night’s meditation I realised that the war drum sound has been replaced with ticking sounds.

The ticking sound is coming from higher up the neck than the war drum sound. The part of the head you would place your fingers to show where your medulla oblongata is, is where the source of the sound is.

My attention already knows that the sound has nothing to do with the muscles and structure of my neck. It has nothing to do with the way my entire spine has moved since 2020, March. My attention has been avoiding a dilemma by remaining in the shallow.

My attention can’t decide if it should listen to my silent rational voice or my disrupting Higher Self. Should it be the body-conscious ego or the body-unconscious self? If I block my hearing with sounds generated by my energy roused brain cells, then will I ever be able to hear my earthly desires?

All that I have achieved so far as a meditator is that the voice in my head can remain on mute. No due bills and no clones of Mark Wahlberg can keep my inner guide from guiding my meditations. In its Peace soaked silence, the voice in my head outshouts all earthly distractions.

But if I begin listening to life energy soaked brain cells, I may not have any distractions left to battle. Am I to retire as a warrior then? Is the spiritual battle over for me? I haven’t even made the acquaintance of God, how can my battle be over?

#meditation #paramhansa yogananda #god #hong sau #intuition #inner peace #kundalini #dharana #8.6.2023

[phototagebuch]

8.6.2023: FAHRZEUGE

#8.6.2023 #phototagebuch #tagesphoto #photo diary #photo of the day #photojournal #photo du jour #photo des tages #vienna #wien #wienschrift #letters #fonts #typography #alphabet #fahrzeuge

[anwiel13]

Boats München 8.6.2023

Lucky fan

#paul landers #flake lorenz #till lindemann #richard kruspe #christoph schneider #oliver riedel #rammstein #rammstein 2023 #München 2023

[rbf451]

alanwalkermusic ig story 8.6.2023

#käärijä #alan walker #tram ride with alan walker #cha cha cha alan walker remix #video #ig story #8.6.2023

[randanopterix]

Flirty

#someone on my twit said they were like two cats trying to figure out if they can play with each other #which was so real #timothy thatcher #jake lee #pro wrestling Noah #Noah N-1 Victory 2023 #wrestling #8.6.2023

[louisupdates]

themichaelblackwell :: Indianapolis ❤️ // 📷 by @oli_sound ::

[IG 8.6.2023]

#michael blackwell #louis tomlinson #oli crump #fitfwt23: indianapolis #8.6.2023

[a-paradise-for-hyperfixations]

Random zombie walk during Mein Teil (München 8.6.2023)

#rammstein #paul landers #richard kruspe #rammbois #rammstein concert #paulchard

[p-h03n1-x]

YIBo Official Weibo update 8.6.2023 The real-time box office of the movie "One and Only" broke 700 million! 🏍️

#wang yibo #Wang Yibo One and Only #Wang Yibo Chen Shuo #yibo official weibo update #P-h03n1-x edits #congratulations wang yibo #congratulations wang yibo cast and crew

[madfantasy]

New spells 🔞

Going through my drawing listttt as fast as I cannn, and now we have here Sevan, Lucy & Nars enjoying eachothers company and testing new spells and theories 🙊

Where's Sev? Oh, he's here! —> PSWD

8.6.2023

#my art #snucius #i think? #severus snape #lucius malfoy #narcissa malfoy #idk why i always color them with yelowish vibes8' #cux they toxicc yess #naughties