#Dean and Cas were fucked

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Suptober - Day 9 || Starlight [x]

#suptober23 #destiel #dean winchester #castiel #destiel fanart #spn #spnfanart #supernatural #wiggleart #I was gonna do stars for Cas crown but that’ll be hard to do with line art and so this page in the coloring book will have them holding the #stars but then the galaxy around them and if y’all wanna put a halo not a crown omg a HALO lol that’s up to you! #I will recommend white or glittery gel pens or white out or white nail polish #but yeah I just wanted them floating in space lol #initially dean was gonna be in a space suit but #a friend mentioned they were claustrophobic on deans behalf and I’m like yeah #he doesn’t need a space suit #fuck it #lol #but yeah just a lil doodle of them in space!

[sunforgrace]

you guys please understand they were going to say “CASTIEL’S PERSONAL HEAVEN” and paper the walls like a teen girls room with pictures of dean pictures of dean’s face PLASTERED onto the bodies of beefcakes all while cheek to cheek blares out. as brought to you by fucking metatron

#cutting an I love you because your actor who’s been kinning this guy for years thinks is out of character: #cutting part of me always believed you’d come back because same actor thinks that’s too gay: #cutting castiel’s personal half naked dean winchester heaven because tptb go hey maybe this is too gay and homophobic. as a bit: #I understand why we’re picking handprint. but I will put forth the argument that this is the bait rounds and that overall #the handprint is less bait and more so the weird boy besties behavior #listen you know I LOVE the handprint. but in terms of genuine great american queerbait #and I mean they put the handprint back on during the love confession at this point that one’s just textual we’re talkin BAIT #closest to bait here I’d argue is the fact they had anna palm it while having sex with dean #like actively pausing the sex scene to just show anna gripping it and dean reacting #but again that’s more. weird. than bait I’d say. Simply because that transcends bait into what the fuck are you guys doing #but at this point cas was hot off the scene by season 9 they KNEW what they were doing and they were DOING it maliciously in a POST YOURE #NOT CRAZY TWEET WORLD

[quietwingsinthesky]

it ever hit you out of nowhere that castiel is living in a dead guy's body and the show just does not care. it does not care. jimmy novak might as well not exist the moment he or claire is out of sight. cas stole a guy's body and his face and his life, and we can't ever talk about it or discuss it in detail because of how fucking horrifying it is that sam and dean's best friend just walks around in a dead guy suit. there's not even a human soul in there anymore. it's just a corpse. stone-cold body snatcher indeed.

#castiel spn #spn #this is not like a Castiel Crime (tm) to be clear. this is more me being (un)surprised that the show is Like This. #castiel is a horror story he is so much a horror story in the rapture #and then they just uh. never bring up again how horrifying and fucked up this is for another like 7 seasons #and when they do its to briefly go :( claire lost her dad :) but its okay! she forgives cas for it! #which!! NO SHE SHOULD FUCKING NOT!!! #but we can't have that discussion. we can't talk about that. because to acknowledge that it's fucked up would mean making cas kind of. evil #in a way that would vastly improve his later character arcs btw. if we had to reckon with not only this massive transgression #but with the fact that cas himself STILL DOESN'T SEE IT AS ONE. #that on a lot of fundamental levels. he is still functioning as he did in s4. a lot of that base programming is still there. #something something how cas never changes out of his suit under his trenchcoat #but it's like. jimmy said yes. so it's fine. that's what it is to him. #anyway. i wish they hadn't been scared of making all three of the boys more fucked up in later seasons. #thank GOD for dean being interesting in how he becomes Worse <3 because they were not bringing that for castiel. #again. good version of spn where jimmy's bloodline is an off-shoot of the lucifer vessel bloodline. explaining a) how lucifer Got In There #and b) letting lucifer possess claire later so that the two of them can have daddy issues together. #something about cas being the monster-not monster that jimmy let in that destroyed his life. #something about lucifer being the monster-not monster that castiel lets in later. the cycles. they are cycling.

[drulalovescas]

Funny how in 15x18 Charlie lost her love interest

Sam lost his love interest

And Dean lost his love int--

#this show was... #bobo tried he really tried to give us as much (sub)TEXT as possible #and then they fucked everything up with THAT garbage finale #spn 15x18 #destiel #dean and cas were in love

[bloodfreak-boyking]

ykw i do think Dean loves Cas like a brother. Which means all three of them fuck sloppy style. to ME

#dean has forgiven cas for shit he would've /never/ forgiven other ppl for #and we all know he would forgive sam for literally anything ever bc they can't function apart #love triangle this #destiel vs wincest that #what if they were a polycule? #what if they all got to fuck nasty and love each other in the most fucked up toxic ways? what then? #wincestiel is real in my heart

[angelsdean]

seeing a post that gets some things right (interesting complex john thoughts) but other parts dead wrong (bad dean takes) has me like *eye twitch*

#reducing a complicated plot to dean hates all monsters and thinks every monster needs to be killed is um. first of all not even canon #do i need to bring out all the posts abt dean's monster ethics and how he thinks a monster is someone who hurts / kills innocent ppl #and that definition includes humans who do monstrous things too (a theme explored in multiple episodes in s1 !!!!) #but anyways. no he did not think jack should be killed bc he was ~not human~ he thought jack was a Dangerous supernatural being #since ya know. he Was. literally thee most powerful being after god / amara. and they had no idea what he might do. he was not their Baby #or their Kid yet. he was a stranger. a strange new supernatural being that they might have to stop. #s12 finale literally leaves off on a cliffhanger positioning jack to potentially be the new 'Big Bad' #so he's a stranger AND the son of lucifer (they had no idea how that would affect jack yet) AND he seemingly brainwashed cas and kelly #bc remember cas was all about Free Will and Choice and Fuck Heaven / Paradise / Peace #and then suddenly he's going against his core beliefs talking abt paradise on earth and jack needing to fulfill his Destiny like ??? #i'd be sus af too if i were dean #dean had no reason to trust jack right off the bat. 'oh but he should've trusted him bc cas did' ok and cas is dead now so ?? #then there's the soulless jack stuff which is a whole other complicated beast. and dean was not the only one trying to stop jack then eithe #but anyways. no you cannot reduce dean's complex feelings abt jack to simply 'lol dean hates monsters and wants them all dead' #he doesn't. half his family and friends are literally monsters. anyways. #vic.txt

[mellohd]

im so addicted to tomodachi life right now it isnt funny 😓

#my right button is broke and sd card fucked up cause i homed my brew a little too hard in my youth #so you guys are going to have to deal with my shitty photos straight from my phone #sams catchphrase is my favorite 😭 #i would have went with the pizza man one with cas but its too long #so far i have gordon barney dean sam castiel me postal dude simon david wheatley and chell #im going to doodles these one day i swear #more tomodachi soon #tomodachi life #tomodachi game #simon and chell were lieing in quirky questions btw especially simon #supernatural #dean winchester mii #sam winchester mii #castiel mii #castiel #dean winchester #sam winchester #wheatley

[justanangryduck]

Do u think

Do u think every time they walk past one of those instagram murals of the like wings on a brick wall

Dean and Sam force cas to stand in front of it while they take pictures

I feel like they would

#i would if i were friends with an angel #Cas would be so fucking done with their shit #spn #supernatural #castiel #dean winchester #sam winchester

[grahamcore]

i’m not even a fan of supernatural but every new thing i learn about destiel makes me feel so insane

#i just found out that apparently dean has cas’s handprint on his arm from when he rescued him from hell??? that’s peak romance what the fuck #i don’t know how that fandom put up with such bullshit for years because the fact that they were just made canon in 2020 is… absurd #supernatural #bea buzzing

[asharestupid]

No no man you cannot tell me that he just confesses his love and then dies this is not okay the writers can't do this to me I need closure I'm NOT OKAY

#supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #deancas #supernatural is a show #supernatural characters #supernatural series #supernatural season 15 #supernatural spoilers #spn #jensen ackles #misha collins #misha fucking collins #mishapocalypse #dean and cas were my favorites #dean x castiel

[segernatural]

what is castiel's greatest regret?

link to panel is here, timestamp: 20:54, images below cut

when he was god he could've fixed the world but failed to

'he harboured his feelings for 10 years without actually sharing them, and waited until he was about to die to share his affections'

he never really patched things up with his angel brethren in heaven

he never actually felt like he belonged on earth

(likely connected to above but) he had very few friends

he had a very, very limited wardrobe

as cas looks back on his life, it's probably nothing but one giant sweep of regret

misha did book-end it with:

"Well, I think, in the big picture, Cas... the thing that I like about that character is that he always tried to do the right thing, always tried to do what he thought was good and righteous. And sometimes he made mistakes, but that was always his North Star, and I quite like that about him."

#this went in several directions. but it is very interesting to think about. #i use a destiel lens bc i often do #but its really something. to think about cas regretting not saying something sooner. and i think its a testament to how the confession went #because there were very legitimate reasons for cas not to say anything. but now. after. after the dust settles after the words are out. #after he sees dean hear it. he wishes he said it sooner. #because he knows hes not gonna lose him. fuck. and they couldve had something. #if only he didnt. stop himself. over and over and over again. #10 years. a blink in the eye for him and yet. everything. every moment. every time. i should've said it. i should've told him. #but i didn't. #at the very least he did get to say it. and save him one last time. but they could've had years. fuck. 😭 #sorry but also. the 'waited til he was about to die' cause he knows what itll do to dean. itll fuck everything up. itll break him. #(in hindsight he knows this now) dying is already enough. but leaving dean with that. with instead of 'we never...' it was. 'we almost' #'we did. for one brief second we did' #spn #destiel #char speaks #15x18 despair #favourites

[sunforgrace]

he sat there on the ground and cried. for cas. cas told him he loved him was taken away and he buried his head in his hands and wept

#AND THEN THEY TRIED TO PRETEND LIKE IT WAS FINE? and after the widower arc #it wasn’t even as nearly fucked then this time all their friends got thanos snapped and we don’t even get canon confirmation that they were #brought back. even with covid not even a vo or offhand mention or reference #jack is god and in every drop of rain or whatever. #sure yeah whatever they beat the final boss and got over the protagonist angst of it all but the world was still the same it just wasn’t a #chuck story which only ramped up to being The Big Problem in the season 14 finale. #cas was stabbed by an angel blade and dean broke while wrapping his body for the funeral pyre. ALONE. and was. not doing well #and you tell me it’s whatever after he sat there in that dungeon refused to answer sam’s calls and cried during the complete and total end #of the world. that he just bounced back from that and died and drove around heaven for decades in a few minutes and smiled while americana #electric guitar played on some bridge #cas helped oh that’s nice I guess smile now I have GOT to go drive my car around. because I did not get enough of that in my time on earth. #unlike my time with cas which I am satisfied with and in no need of closure. perhaps a conversation. looking upon him to see him alive and #well. healing some of that trauma of the last time I saw him. a reunion hug maybe even which has become tradition. CUT THE CAMERAS deadass #he’s going for the face touch. no this we cannot possibly have time for we have to play carry on wayward son twice #sorry. it has been three years. sorry. it’s just so funny buddy your ass did NOT escape the hamster wheel

[souporsaladnatural]

cas and benny having beef within 5 seconds of meeting each other was so. so great actually

#dean derangement syndrome victims can never just get along smh #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #benny lafitte #god i miss benny all his interactions with dean were so good #and having him around for all the later dean and cas drama would hav been fucking amazing #cat spirals tag

[drulalovescas]

What happiness looks like? It looks like this

#cas made dean so happy #he was dean's hope and win and home #they were done so dirty #destiel #they loved each other #so fucking much #spn s8e2 #spn s11e23 #spn s12e1 #spn s13e6

[straightfromthetorturedpoetsdept]

people getting mad headcanons to me is like getting mad at someone for playing pretend incorrectly like what do you mean i'm pretending this character is autistic incorrectly?

#got into it with someone cuz i was like katniss is autistic to me and they were like but she has ptsd and i was like okay and? #shes still autistic to me #and they were like trying to explain away the autistic traits by saying no but her ptsd caused that and i must have missed the part where #it says she has ptsd in the series first of all and second of all bro why not both? why does it weird u out that im attributing traits to #autism as well as ptsd or whatever the character headcanon is like i make everyone i relate to autistic or adhd because there is no way tha #i could ever relate to NTs lmfao thats a joke but anyways #like for example to me dean has adhd and cas has autism #stiles has adhd confirmed but derek has autism #wednesday is autistic #katniss is autistic #draco is autistic #hermione is autistic #eleanor has adhd #emma swan is autistic #etc you get the point #i just do it cause i want to i like finding ways to represent characters as autistic or adhd because its fun let me fucking have fun #why do you feel the need to get angry over make-believe honestly #personal