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#Death is sad; family is sorrowful [Cobalt]
lycanspirited · 1 year
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The door of Cobalt's shop swung open, Colette walking in and scanning for any sign of Cobalt. She glanced at the various weaponry around her, knowing that she was at least skilled enough with one to use one proficiently, but with her already existing abilities, she didn't have much use for anything there.
A bell rung out as the door swung open, a man standing at the counter and there was Asher on the other side of it. Asher looked over his shoulder and Cobalt looked passed Asher as he handed Asher a pistol from the case. Cobalt of course was in his human form.
"Colette?" Cobalt blinked a few times and kept his relaxed state. Asher leans up on the counter racking the slide of the pistol making it lock open.
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jackalspirited · 4 months
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"You know," Asher started. "You could've told us." He holstered his gun and produced another pistol from his pocket. He tossed it to me. Catching it I chambered a round and caught a spare magazine he threw.
"Told you what? I only found out a few days ago." I looked over at the barely breathing vampire.
"Oh great...Werewolves are real, I though-" Asher kicked him in the face.
"Shut up."
I stared at him a moment. He was upset, angry even and that was terrifying to see coming from Asher. I glanced out the door, seeing Cobalt peak his head.
"We wait any longer there won't be a single human to save." Asher nodded and started towards the door, followed by me. Climbing into his truck, I was squished between him and Cobalt...got to love single cab OBS Fords....
"Was he the leader?" Cobalt started.
"I can only guess, honestly. He confronted me after you and me took out the two in town." Getting back to the school, it was already a mess and it looked like cops were called, they couldn't face vampires...We needed...Heller!?
Standing off to the side was a familiar face. He had a rig and unlike a few of the other cops he carried an AK-47. "Who told Heller?"
"I did." Asher finally spoke again. Taking after those two I shift back and climbed from the truck. Heller walked over. He normally worked for SIN, so now I wondered if SIN knew this was happening.
"Glad to see you're still together, Robin." He pats my head. Heller was a werecat, no magical abilities, but damn he was a good cop and investigator. "So it is vampires?"
"So vampire cult? I don't know how many...I just found a few days ago. These cops can't face them, I know that."
You four can I whipped my head around. About time he showed up, he was sitting on the hood of the truck, eating an apple. You three have magic and Heller there is a pretty good shot
Specter wasn't wrong. I drew the pistol and nodded. "It has to be us. No one else can enter, to much of a liability." I took a step towards the door. "Stay shifted, so we won't have any friendly fire. I don't care who sees us."
The sound of four werecreaters was LOUD.
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“What the actually fuck?” Gladion was in a panic, running towards the portal set up. Frantically typing on the console, it soon blew the magic blue smoke. “Fuck!” He slammed his hand on the table.
He froze up, his eyes glancing to the side as he heard a swirl of fire.
“Sooo, you’re the one who learned...wait..this isn’t magic!?”
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Shadow burst into the room, rifle shouldered. He too froze up, it was...
“Anubis!?” His watch was sputtering out static but managed to get the word out before it too stopped working.
Cobalt turned to Shadow. “Ahh, the Gryphon.” He took a step towards Shadow. He stopped when he heard the safety click off the rifle. “Go ahead, shoot.” Shadow obliged and pulled the trigger.
CLICK
“What the fuck!?” He looked at Cobalt who was rolling the bullet in his pawhand.
“Pointing a gun at the fucking son of Anubis...sweet gods you are stupid, I thought Gryphons were pretty smart.” Gladion using this as a chance pulled a Ultra Ball from his belt. Cobalt turned his head and pulled the Ultra Ball from Gladion’s hand. “No you don’t. My dear Boyfriend told me about these. You can summon magical creatures to fight for you.”
Gladion growled as the ball was ripped from his fingers. He took a step back. “Lunala!” He called out as the bat Pokemon appears behind him, anger filling her eyes as she locked onto the intruder and strange creature. Cobalt turned to face her.
“A bat?” He wouldn’t get much of another word as he was tackled by Shadow who rushed him down. The two struggled on the ground, but guess who was more physically fit and had proper training.
Cobalt pushed Shadow up off himself, grabbing his pistol and pointed it at Shadow’s head. “One move and I will fucking do.” He panted. “IF you don’t leave my world alone you will cause more harm.”
A pure, godly warning. With that said finally Cobalt tossed the pistol and vanished in a swirl of fire, leaving the three, the two normal ones hearts were racing. Shadow picked up the Pokeball and handed it to Gladion, he leaned on the console. Lunala floated down close; keeping her Chosen’s heartrate in check.
“Did he say...son?” Gladion looked up at Shadow to confirm what he said. Shadow nodded. His watched sputtered again, coming back to life. 
“My records show- Zap - that the one known as Anubis in that world has no known sons.” Shadow and Gladion looked at the watch.
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lyrabythelake · 3 years
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Whumptober prompt: “you have to let go”/bound (Wind & Warriors)
CW: off screen major character death, injury
It seems now, as Wind hangs from his arm and a flimsy piece of cobalt blue material off the side of a cliff, that it all happened in as little time as a wave might take to crash to the shore. That the time it took for his life to take an unexpected turn downhill (literally) was a matter of seconds, and who knows how many more it will take before it will end completely.
Warriors is above him; he focuses on his face like there is nothing more interesting than watching him struggle in utter anguish to keep hold of the other end of the scarf. Even so, he doesn’t think it’s sunk in for him yet, that there is no other option but to let go.
Wind is scared. He has faced death before, but there is something so helpless about this situation, just waiting, waiting until Warriors’ strength finally gives out. He didn’t think he would go like this. He thought he’d go down in a shipwreck in the middle of a lightning storm, claimed by the same seas he’s dedicated his life to. He thought he’d go down fighting, a hero through and through.
It’s his fault, he supposes. The rocky crag the two of them were walking along just moments before had been unstable, yes, but he should have been watching his footing more closely. He’d barely had time to grab Warriors before he had toppled over the edge, his hand catching his scarf at the last minute, ripping it off his neck. The scarf had knotted miraculously, though precariously, around his arm as he fell, bringing him to a jolting halt and dislocating both his shoulder and possibly his elbow in the process. Warriors caught it in his hands, but the material is silky smooth, and he won’t be able to hold on much longer. The pain that radiates through the limb is excruciating, though not quite enough to fully distract from his predicament.
The wind howls a heavy note through the canyons, mournful of what’s to come.
Small stones scatter down from the cliff face, loosened by his movement and clattering to the ground below. He still hasn’t looked down, but the length of time the rocks take to reach the bottom, and the distance from which the sound travels is telling enough that the fall is more than enough to be fatal. He will be dead the second he hits the ground.
Warriors’ face is deep red from the burden of holding his weight, the muscles in his arms jumping and twitching under his skin. The strength needed to hold him must be immense; it’s a wonder the scarf hasn’t ripped under the strain. He can barely keep him hanging, let alone pull him up.
Warriors slips slightly where he is half lying on the ledge at the top, the ground uneven and dry from the perpetual desert sun. He’s in danger of falling himself if he keeps this up much longer.
“You have to let go,” he tells him, because Warriors will never admit that, not to himself and especially not out loud, and though Wind is scared, he is still able to think clearly enough to know what has to happen.
“No.”
Water droplets splatter onto his face, but the sky is as blue and clear as it has been all day. He can’t recall if he has seen Warriors cry before. He thinks not, because to see it now is one of the most painful things to witness and he is sure he would remember it if it has indeed happened in the past.
“Please don’t cry,” he says faintly, the strain on not just his arm, but seemingly every muscle in his body half strangling him, distorting his voice so that it is barely recognisable. He regrets the words immediately he says them; it’s unfair to force Warriors to hide his sorrow. How many times has he let Wind rant to him, offered his shoulder to lean on and pretended he didn’t notice when the material of his tunic became damp with silent tears? It’s the least he could do to allow his friend this one moment of weakness, so stoic and restrained as he is even when the world is cruel.
But Warriors’ face crumples with the strain of trying to keep his tears at bay, and somehow, that is so much worse.
“I can’t hold on,” he chokes, his voice just as unrecognisable as his own had been, strained and high pitched and full of emotion.
“It’s okay.” It’s almost time now.
Strangely, suddenly, he doesn’t feel all that scared anymore. He thinks of his sister and grandmother, Tetra and everyone else he left back home. He thinks of this mismatched group of heroes he’s somehow found family in. He thinks of how happy he’s been these past few months.
He feels sad, yes. But not scared.
“It’s okay, you can let go. I forgive you.”
So he does.
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mczenrath · 3 years
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aesthetic.
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deiaiko · 4 years
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Alternate timeline where —- dies, leaving —- to live with that bitter reality as he tries to get better over time
Really really long story under the cut (also excuse my crappy grammar and the rushed ending :”3)
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“Bam, don’t cry”.
“…”, how could he not cry at a time like this?!
Their teammates already left the place, leaving all the remaining time that the two have to bid their last farewell.
Bam is holding Khun in his arms, letting him leans heavily on his chest while trying to warm his starting-to-get-cold body. One hand to hold him and the other to try to stop the bleeding.
“there must be a way to—”
“no”, the bleeding is too severe to be treated. Besides, there’s no one nearby that has the ability to help, “it’s too late…you know that”.
Bam keeps pressing the wound, but no matter how hard he tries, the warm blood keeps flowing out, it hurts him to being so helpless. What’s the point of being strong if he failed to protect him? What’s the point to spend many years training? Isn’t it his fault that Khun became like this in the first place? Because of his wish to save others? And then a dark thought came into his mind, Khun doesn’t need to suffer alone.
“I’ll go with you!”, Bam cried in a verge of desperation.
“don’t do that”.
“then…then tell me, what’s the point for me to keep living?”
“to enjoy what life offers you”.
“I…I don’t understand”.
“It’s always been…for other people’s sake, so how about…you do things for yourself once?”, Khun looks at Bam with the softest look he ever gave him, “be what you want to be…and live happily”.
“without you?”
Khun hesitated before answering, “without me”.
“how can I be happy without you?”
“…I know you can”.
“…”
Khun is trying his best to endure the pain so Bam would be less worried about him, at least he felt more numb on every second passed as more blood poured out.
“hey Khun, have you…live happily?”, Bam suddenly asked.
“yes,…cause you’re with me”.
“have you be what you want to be?”
“yes. All I want…is to be with you”.
Bam gave him a sad smile that quickly fell from his face, “I’m sorry”.
“it’s not your fault…things happen. When I chose to follow you…this is the risk that I took”, Khun smiled, “it’s worth it”.
Bam doesn’t know what to say, he just gave Khun his best smile even though his heart breaking inside.
Khun starting to feel lightheaded and his ears began to ring, he knew he didn’t have much time left.
“Bam”, Khun sighed and closed his eyes, “thank you…for everything”.
“Khun wait—”
“all I want now…is for you to be happy, even without me”.
“please”, Bam’s eyes began to water, “don’t say that”.
“I don’t know what…will happen, but…stay alive…for me”.
“Khun…please”.
But Khun didn’t respond anymore as he had fallen into a very deep sleep.
“Khun?”, Bam tighten his grip, “Khun! Answer me!”
But there’s no answer.
“say something, please”.
“…”
“anything is fine”.
“…”
“I beg you”.
“…”
“Khun…please”, he sobbed, “wake up”.
“…”
“…”
Bam doesn’t know what else to say, he hugged Khun tighter and cried silently with a deep sorrow. He cried until there’s no more tear left for him to shed.
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Khun is gone now. He’s gone forever and he won’t come back anytime soon. But Bam is yet come to realized it.
“Bam stop it!”, Shibisu stopped Bam before he had a chance to hurt himself.
“why?!”, Bam cried in desperation, “why can’t I wake up from this nightmare?!?”
“because you’re not dreaming”.
“no! You’re lying!”, Bam covered his ears, “I don’t want to hear it!”
“it’s the truth”.
“no! It’s just a dream!”
Rak slapped him hard, leaving a red mark on his cheek.
Bam’s hand quickly went to cover it, looking surprised.
Rak cupped his cheeks and locked their eyes, “listen black turtle! This is the reality, you must face it no matter how bitter it is. Don’t hide in your shell forever!”. Rak took his hands off and walked away, “it’s not like you to act like this”.
Bam was left speechless, his sore cheek is a constant reminder that he wasn’t dreaming. But it’s still too much for him to take, he needs time for himself.
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Bam is doing a little better, he’s finally returned after locking himself in his room for two weeks straight. He’s lucky to have his friends to watch over him and keep him grounded while recovering from the grief.
But anyone can tell that he’s…different. He becomes slightly distant and a little bit colder. Though no one can blame him, he didn’t wish for it either.
Months later they left the floor to continue their journey, because Bam still has a mission to accomplish.
He promised himself to come back to Khun once it’s over.
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After defeating Zahard in the 133rd floor, the name Jue Viole Grace becomes one of the legends, a monster, the feared one that nobody dares to say out loud.
Rumors said that he’s taking over the 134th floor and rules there, or maybe even already outside the tower. Though it’s just a false rumors, only his close friends who knows where he is now.
Because as promised, he cut his hair and came back to where Khun is, the 53rd floor. He bought a small house not far from the cemetery and lives there using his original name, the 25th Bam, though only a few people know his other identity.
Now that Bam has all the time in the world, he tries to do many things to spend it. From reading to cooking, learning new techniques and skills, and also tries to socialize out of his friends advice. But nothing seems to be able to make him happy as it can only distract him from his feelings.
Once in a while, his friends came to visit him, to keep him company while making sure he’ll stay sane throughout the years.
Every other day he also bought flowers for Khun, one crimson rose (sadness, mourning, death, rebirth, love) with a variation from pink camellia (longing) and pink carnation (remembrance) to chrysanthemum (grief) and purple hyacinth (sorrow, deep regret, asking forgiveness).
Soon he became a close friend with the shopkeeper, (she has the ability to instantly grow seed into plants, so she doesn’t need much space in her flower shop).
“you always come here, who is this someone?”
“he’s…my best friend”.
“I see”.
She wants to ask more, but she respects his privacy.
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Thousand years passed. Although Bam doesn’t age, he isn’t immortal, (he won’t make the same mistake like his mother did. He can still be killed of course, but that is, if anyone can).
Until one day, Shibisu suddenly gave him a surprising news that makes his broken heart thumping in his chest. A picture from the floor of test, taken just a few days ago, a group of people with a blue haired boy among them.
Bam stared at the picture for a full minute straight because he couldn’t believe what he just saw.
The person in the photo looks eerily similar. With the same smug smile on his face and a sharp look in his eyes, but with a slightly different hair hue.
“I’ll go check on him”, Bam decided without thinking and quickly packed his things.
“hey hey, wait. Are you sure?”
“yes”.
“then I’ll go as well, you might need the company”.
“thanks Isu”.
Bam visited Khun again to say a temporary farewell before he left the 53rd floor.
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Along the way Bam has inner conflicts.
His mind told him that “he’s not him, he won’t know you and you’ll only get hurt if he doesn’t match your expectations. You should get back”.
But his heart already took full control of his body as it says “what’s wrong with it? I’ll only live on regrets if I don’t come. Besides, I just want to talk to him”.
“then are you ready for the consequences? You’re a stranger to him, remember that”.
“…yes, I’m aware”.
Bam prepares himself.
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But he was unable to approach him.
“you can come back whenever you want you know? And that includes now”.
“but I’m already here, let me just. . .watch over him for a while”.
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“why did you help me?”, the blue haired boy pointing a knife at him.
Bam knew ‘this Khun’ teammates were plotting a treason against him, but he couldn’t stop himself to intervene with the situation. He regretted it.
Khun knows that he’s no match to the stranger after he saw him beat his ex-teammates in a blink of an eye, but he also wants to know why the stranger helped him, “answer me!”
Bam still can’t bring himself to look at him in the eye, no matter how long he prepares, he’s not ready to face him yet. “because I want to”, Bam answered.
“that’s not an answer. What do you want from me?”
“Khun”, the name slipped out from his mouth.
“of course I’m a Khun, so what? I got kicked out of my family, you won’t get anything by kidnapping me”.
Bam turned around to finally look at him. Now that he’s quite close to him, he could see him clearer. Pale skin with shoulder length blue hair and the same sharp cobalt blue eyes, “you look just like him”.
“…who?”
“…”
Khun lowered his weapon when he saw the man’s eyes, the dull golden eyes filled with sorrow. Khun felt an indescribable feeling, a sympathy maybe. He set aside his suspicion for a while, “I’m not him, you know that”.
Bam heartache hearing the undeniable truth came straight from his mouth. He broke their eye contact and spoke softly as if he were trying not to break down, “yeah, I know”, he’s fully aware of it, “you’re not him and you’ll never be”.
“then what do you want from me?”
“nothing”, Bam turned around and walked away, “nothing at all”.
“is that why you were stalking me this past few months?”
Bam heart skipped a beat, ‘oh, so he knew’, he thought. “I’m sorry if I bothered you, I’ll go now”.
“wait!”, after being betrayed by his teammates Khun knew he has to rebuild his team from the start. He thought it’ll be very beneficial to have someone as strong as him on his party, it’ll definitely raise his position among a low-class regular and reduce the possibility to be betrayed again. He can take advantage of him without anything to lose, a great chance like this won’t came twice.
“please let me be your apprentice”.
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The first week had been rough for Bam as he was intentionally avoiding Khun. Shibisu asked him to stay on the floor that he’s now and wait until he comes, Bam couldn’t say no to him. So there he is, locking himself in his room again like a coward.
Looking at the new Khun only reminds Bam that his Khun was gone and how much he misses him. Just like adding salt to his wound.
So Bam closes his heart to avoid getting hurt more than he already is, just like the days when he first met Sweet and Sour team, cold and distant.
But this Khun is determined to be his apprentice (or rather to make him on his side), he keep insisting until Bam finally give in, it took him a week to get to talk to him and another week to get his name.
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Shibisu and his team finally arrived at the floor where Bam and Khun are staying to check on them.
“so you’re Mr.Bam’s friend?”, asked Khun.
“y-yeah”, Shibisu decided not to comment on how he calls Bam. “I’m Shibisu, you can call me Isu”, he offered a hand to shake.
“Khun”, he returned the gesture.
The boy is a little bit shorter than him, but his height is almost the same as Khun on the floor of test a really long time ago. His hair color is more saturated than him and his voice is a little bit different, but everything else are the same. It felt really weird to talk to a person with his late friend’s face, Bam must be really…distressed.
“so…how’s Bam doing?”, Shibisu decided to ask.
“I’m not sure”, Khun scratches his head, “he rarely talks to me, so I don’t know. Is he really a quiet type or…?”
“no. He used to be really enthusiastic, he was the heart of our team after all”.
“was? What changed? Is it because of. . .him?”
“so he told you about it?”
“not the details, mostly just my hunch”.
“let’s have a short talk somewhere else”. Shibisu went to sat on the sitting place nearby and motioned Khun to follow.
Khun obeyed, he may get a valuable information that can help him get close to Mr.Bam, so why not.
“so Khun…how long have you met him?”, Shibisu started the conversation.
“not long, it’s only been two weeks”.
“what do you think about him so far?”
“err, he’s strong, honestly I was a bit wary of him because he followed me for weeks and then suddenly came out to fight my traitors”.
“not surprised”.
“eh?”
“well, he’s the type to not remain silent when someone is in need”.
“then my decision to be his apprentice wasn’t wrong”.
“apprentice huh? Nice”.
“but he still hasn’t given me an answer”.
“don’t worry, I’ll help you”, Shibisu gave him a thumb-up, “what else do you think of him?”
“uhm, he’s also…quiet and mysterious, he rarely talks and he won’t even look at me. I think he’s avoiding me”.
“no wonder”.
“it’s because of him right? His 'Khun’?”
“yeah, you guessed it”.
“what happened?”
“you should ask him yourself”, Shibisu smiled and patted his head.
Khun looked a bit dissapointed, but it must be really personal, so that’s reasonable.
Honestly right now Shibisu is trying his best to keep his amusement inside. He never had a chance to pat Khun’s head before, he’d be killed if he did, and turns out it doesn’t feel so bad. He smiled with satisfaction.
Shibisu then looks up at the sky and sighed deeply to relax himself before he continues, “Bam is a really great person, I give you my words. But the thing is, he has been suffering for too long”. He looks at Khun and smiled, “I hope you can bring him back to what he used to be. Please don’t give up on him”.
Khun is amazed on how much Mr.Isu cares about Mr.Bam, he must be a really great person after all, “…okay”.
“thanks”, Shibisu stood up, “anyways, do you know where Bam is? I need to make sure he’s alright”.
“he’s usually in his room”, Khun pointed him the direction.
- - - - -
Bam is standing on the balcony looking at the sky, like he always does.
“hey there”, Shibisu greeted him.
Bam quickly wiped his eyes, “oh! Isu, long time no see”, he forced a smile.
“you don’t need to do that”.
“…”, his smile fell and quickly replaced by sorrow. Bam wanted to be strong, for Isu, for both Khuns and for his friends. He doesn’t want anyone to worry, but the last few days are just too overwhelming for him. He snivelled, his tears started to fall again and his hands went to cover his face, “I-I can’t do this, Isu”.
Shibisu approached him slowly and wrapped his arm around him to comfort his friend.
“It’s a mistake that I went here in the first place”, Bam sobbed, “it hurts”.
“shh”, Shibisu patted his back a few times.
“he’s different, he’s not Khun, I know, I really do”.
Shibisu hummed.
“though there’s a naive part of me that really want to believe that it was wrong, that he’s him. But he’s not!”
“I know. But you can’t blame him because he didn’t match your expectations”.
“should I go back then? there’s no point for me to be here”.
“how about you give him a chance first?”, honestly Shibisu couldn’t stand seeing his friend suffering like this, but if this Khun can make Bam feels better, then so be it. “just one month. After that you can decide whether to go back or to stay with him”.
- - - - -
“Mr.Bam, Mr.Bam”.
“?”
“how long have you been in this tower?”
Bam thinks, “over one millennium”.
“wha-?! That’s really long. Are you immortal?”
“no”.
“why not?”
“I’m…not ready for the consequences”.
- - - - -
“aren’t you busy, Mr.Bam?”
“no, I’m quite free”.
“then you’re okay to be my mentor right?”
“…”
- - - - -
“Mr.Bam, can I ask where are you going after this?”
“home”.
“are you going to take me?”
“…depends”.
- - - - -
After two weeks, Bam finally gathered enough courage to start a conversation.
“what do you seek in the tower?”
“I’m not sure. My mother doesn’t want me and my father doesn’t care, why I was born then? I think I’m seeking for a 'purpose’. Climbing the tower sounds fun, though I don’t know what I wanted when I reached the top yet”.
“I see”, Bam changes the subject. “then what do you seek in me?”
“huh?”
“you said you want to be my apprentice right? Why?”
“uh, that’s…because you’re strong, I want to be like you”.
“following me doesn’t guarantee you to be strong, you must train really hard to get it”.
“I know, I’ll do my best!”
- - - - -
“so you knew I’m Viole”.
“I’m a light bearer remember?”
“took you long enough”, Bam teased.
“the information was buried quite deep”, Khun defended.
“then…are you afraid of me?”
“no, why should I?”, Khun quickly replied, “you, a really great person and also one of the legends, watching over me from all people? I couldn’t think of anything better!”
- - - - -
“Mr.Bam!”, Khun is determined, “please be my mentor!”
“even when you’re aware that we’re in a different class? I’m a wave controller, I can’t teach you much about being a lightbearer, you know that”.
“but they’re a perfect combination right? Besides, you have the experiences and acquaintances”.
“I also have enemies you know?”
“that’s why I want to be stronger and fight with you!”
“…”, this Khun looks just like the younger him, full of passion and spirit. He can’t refuse that look, can he?, “it’ll be a very long path, are you sure?”
“yes!”
- - - - -
“did you make this yourself, Mr.Bam?!”, Khun exclaimed after tasting his pasta.
Bam nods.
“it’s so good! The best one I’ve ever tasted. Can you teach me?”
“sure”.
- - - - -
Bam uses his ability to heal Khun’s injury that he got on the training.
“oww”.
“when I said train really hard, I don’t mean this hard”, Bam can’t help but smile remembering his own training days when he passed out from exhaustion at least once a week, what an irony. Luckily Khun only got a few light scratches, so it’ll only take a few minutes to heal, “be careful next time”.
“…okay”.
- - - - -
Bam starting to get used to Khun and without realizing, their bond is getting stronger.
They’ve been together for almost 7 years and now on their way to the 23rd floor.
“you did a good job”, Bam patted his head.
“I’m not a kid!”
“but you like it, don’t you?”
“s-shut up!”, Khun blushed out of embarrassment because he’s being watched by his teammates right now, “don’t do that in front of them!”, Khun whisper-shouted at Bam.
Bam chuckled, “too late, they’ve seen it”.
Bam is close to all of his team members as well, seems like Bam slowly becomes not only their mentor but also a father figure, though none of them think of it that way…yet.
- - - - -
“Mr.Bam, I have a question”, Khun asked him.
“what is it?”
“the blue thing you always bring, what’s that?”
Bam gingerly took out the blue fabric from his pocket and unfolded it, “it’s…his. He once wore it as a hair tie”.
“oh…I see”, Khun recognized the pattern, “He must be really important to you”.
“yeah, he is”.
- - - - -
“I just realized you never called me by name, Mr.Bam”.
Bam just realized it as well, “uh…”
“that’s okay, you don’t need to”.
- - - - -
One of Khun’s teammates died on the test, Khun was quite close to her and he’s getting a bit down because of it.
Khun sat beside Bam and curled himself up. It’s not like him to be sad about it, but at the moment, he just needs someone to guide him through this new emotion.
“Mr.Bam, how does it feel to lost someone?”
“depends. If you don’t really know them, you might only be upset for awhile. But if you deeply care for them, it may feel even worse than the death itself”.
“you’ve experienced it right? the second one”.
“…yeah”.
“will the feeling ever go away?”
“I don’t know, I guess it won’t”, Bam confessed, “you just have to get used to it”.
“…I’m sorry. It must be hard for you too”.
They sat in silence. Khun is mourning for his late friend while Bam reminiscing about his own past.
They said death give meaning to life. By knowing everything didn’t last forever, Bam has came to appreciate every moments that he had experienced.
The happy and exciting moments, the harsh and tense moments, every laugh, every tears, every fight, every wounds that he shared, with them, with his friends and with both Khuns. Every one of them are precious, even the most painful one.
Now it’s time for him to reconcile with the past so he could live in the present.
“you know?”, Bam broke the silence, “it’s okay to be upset, you can mourn over her for as long as it takes and in any way you like. But remember to cherish every moments that life gives, don’t let your grief hold you back from the world around you”.
Khun processed the words for a moment, but he has yet to understand it. Even so, he smiled to appreciate Mr.Bam’s efforts.
Bam smiled back.
A moment passed.
“Mr.Bam”.
“hm?”
“may I ask what happened to. . .him?”
“…”
“I-I’m sorry, just forget it. You don’t have to answer—”.
“no, it’s okay. You deserve to know”, Bam prepares himself for the inevitable. “that time we were in the middle of a fight, the enemies were tough and we went on our separate ways. Then he…got hit pretty bad. I got his message and immediately went to his place, there’s blood everywhere, from both him and the enemies. He’d lost too much of his own that there’s no chance that he would survived, I was a little too late”. Bam went quiet for a moment as his vision began to blur.
Khun listened intently.
“we had a short talk, and that time I just realized how much he cared for me. Everything that he did since the beginning was all for me, to be with me, even when we disagreed on each other plan, in the end he always went with mine and did his best to make it succeed. I…regret that I realized his feeling far too late”, Bam looked away so Khun won’t see the tears that threatening to spill from his eyes. “I was too focused on gathering power to protect others that I forgot I also dragged my friends into the danger. I asked for too much that I ended up losing mine”.
A moment of silence before Khun finally decided to say something to ease the awkwardness.
“Mr.Bam, what was he like?”
“he’s…”, Bam stared at the distance, trying to remember his happy moments with him. “he’s smart but also cunning, a perfectionist and a bit manipulative when it came into planning. He always went with the most rational ways, really the opposite of me”, Bam smiled, “people might say he’s cold and heartless, but once you know him, you’d know that he cared. He’s my most trusted someone, my best friend”, Bam looks at Khun warmly, “he was just like you”.
“I remember Mr.Isu said you used to be the heart of your team, is that means he’s the brain?”, Khun joked.
Bam chuckled, “you could say that”.
- - - - -
They met Shibisu’s team on the way to the 36th floor, Rak is there too.
“it’s black turtle!”, cheered Rak.
“Bam!”, Shibisu greeted him, “you look…different, but in a good way”.
“really?”
“yes. Glad everything went well”, Shibisu smiled and gave him a few pats on the shoulder.
While Bam get to greet the others, Shibisu approached Khun who’s gathering with his teammates, “hey there”.
“oh, Mr.Isu, long time no see”, Khun greeted.
“I just want to thank you, for not giving up on him”.
“there’s no need, I’m the one who should thank you for helping me”.
“you’re welcome all the same”, Shibisu patted his head. “anyways, I heard from Bam that you’re all getting promoted to D-class regulars yesterday, how about I treat you guys tonight to celebrate it?”
- - - - -
“so he’s the new blue turtle?”
“turtle??”, Khun raised an eyebrow.
“he’s his own person, Rak”, Bam objected.
“I’ll still call him blue turtle though”.
- - - - -
“so Mr.Rak, are you a crocodile or an alligator?”, Khun asked him.
“…”, Rak stared at him in astonishment, “it’s really weird on how different and similar you turtles are”.
- - - - -
“let me get this straight. You’re not only knew Ms.Endorsi but you guys are also friends with her?!?”, said one of Khun’s teammates who’s a big fan of her, “my goodness, I’m so lucky to be here”.
“you want me to introduce you to her?”, Shibisu offered.
“yes please!!”
“don’t get your hopes too high tho, she might be different than what you think”.
- - - - -
“oh my! It’s-it’s really you!!”, he cheered, “m-may I get your sign p-please?”
“no”, Endorsi replied coldly.
“but—”
“when I said no then it’s a no”.
They can somehow hear his heart shattered.
Endorsi glanced around after finding no more interest on him, and Khun immediately caught her attention, “hm?”, she observed him more carefully, “wait, you seem familiar”, and then she looked at Bam, “ah!!”
“yeah, I get that a lot”, Khun chuckled, he’s starting to get used to it.
Bam covered his mouth to hide his amusement.
- - - - -
They continue their journey. While Rak stays with Bam, Khun and the others, they parted with Shibisu’s team because they have another business to attend.
Years passed, Khun and his team has grown stronger. Now they’re on their way to the 50th floor, just a few more floors left to where Bam once lived.
“Mr.Bam, we’re almost there right?”
“yeah”.
“are you…going to stay there once we arrived?”
“I guess so”.
“won’t you come with us?”
“you’re not kids anymore, you don’t need me to watch over you everytime”.
Khun couldn’t argue if Mr.Bam already made up his mind. And he’s also right, he can’t depend on him forever. Though he’s hoping that Mr.Bam can watch over him for a little longer.
- - - - -
“so this is it?”
Khun and the team arrived at the 53rd floor, along with Bam and Rak.
“Rak, could you show them where I live?”, Bam asked, “I have something to do”.
Rak understands. He knew that Bam needs some time for himself after years away from his 'home’, so he’ll help him to buy some time. “come, turtles! The leader Rak will show you the way!”
They all followed Rak. Well, except for Khun of course, who’s secretly following Bam out of his curiosity.
“you don’t need to hide”, Bam easily caught his act.
“sorry”, Khun came to walk alongside him, “so where are you going?”
Bam doesn’t need to answer him as they have reached the destination and entered a flower shop.
“welcome! Oh it’s you, long time no see”, the shopkeeper greeted him. “and who’s this?”
“I’m his apprentice”, Khun answered proudly.
“I see”, the shopkeeper smiled at Khun, she picked up a book called 'the language of flowers’ from the counter and handed it to him, “here, maybe you’ll be interested”. She returned her attention to Bam, “so what can I get you?”
“may I have a white stargazer lily with daffodils, a red rose and a sweet pea, please?”
“that’s new”.
“also, do you have pink tulips?”
“yes, let me pick them up”.
- - - - -
Such a peaceful face, as if he were sleeping. Mr.Bam was right, he looks just like him.
They stood in front of a grave which surface is covered with glass that allows them to see the inside quite clearly.
Bam kneels, he took the withered flowers off the nearby vase and replaced it with the one he bought. One red rose (love), a sweet pea (thank you, farewell/see you again) and daffodils (rebirth, new beginning).
Khun stays quiet and let Bam mourn for his late friend.
“I’m back. Thanks for waiting”, Bam whispered to himself. He could sit there all day, talking about the last few years when he was away, there’s so much he wants to tell him, but he decided to do it next time as right now Khun is with him.
Bam handed Khun a white stargazer lily (sympathy) for him to place it himself, “here, if you want to”.
Khun gladly took the lily and place it in the vase.
- - - - -
They went back to where his team were waiting. Rak was trying to make them busy and relieved when Bam came back.
“here, I bought you something”, Bam took the pink tulips and gave one to each of them, “it stands for good wishes”.
“so you really are staying Mr.Bam?”, they look dissapointed.
“yeah”, he’s also not willing to let them go, but “don’t worry, you’re welcome here anytime”.
- - - - -
The day before his team went to take the exam to the next floor, Khun came back to the flower shop.
“may I borrow the book you show me that day?”
“sure, go ahead”.
Khun picked up the book and began reading, he searched for the meaning he’s looking for and decided which flower he wants to buy. “do you have azalea?”
- - - - -
After they departed, Bam came back to his house and noticed the small new flower tree in his backyard, there’s also a note beside it that reads 'take care’. He smiled warmly.
Rak apparently, had gone with them as their guardian. Cause without realizing, he’s been attached to them as well.
Bam admits that he misses them already, but right now he needs some time for himself.
- - - - -
It’s indeed different without Mr.Bam, everyone in the team thinks so too.
Normally, after they successfully passed a test, Mr.Bam would gave every one of them a pat on the head and said “good job guys!”. Even if they can call him, it just doesn’t feel the same.
They also miss his cooking, nobody in the team can make dinner as good as him. Eating them after a hard day training has become their routine, it’s always boosted up their mood.
When there’s doubt, Mr.Bam always there to help them, even only to gave them company. They realized that he’s become the heart of their team as well.
And now everything’s different, but they can’t depend on Mr.Bam forever, it’s their chance to proof that they can stand on their own feets.
- - - - -
Bam spend his first few weeks mostly in the cemetery, he has a lot to talk about with.
Khun and the team call him once in a while, usually just to inform him on how they’re doing.
About one year later Shibisu and his team arrived at 53rd floor, they paid Bam a visit. They had a small party in his house, the first party after…well, after they got Bam back thousand years ago from workshop battle. Nothing much to mention though, mostly just absurdity, but at least they had fun. They stayed there for a month before leaving.
And Bam is back to his routine.
- - - - -
Khun and the others are on video call, “Mr.Bam, how are you?”
“I’m fine”.
“by the way, we’ve made it to 57th floor!”
“oh! congrats!”
“and the food here is quite good, I suppose you’ve tried it already but let’s eat together some time”.
“sure thing”.
- - - - -
Wangnan suddenly contacted Bam. He sent him a photo of Khun and his team with Rak nearby that he took secretly.
“V-viole, am I seeing this right?!”
“huh?”, Bam takes a closer look at the picture, “yeah”.
“b-but—, wha—?, how?! I thought—”
“no, he’s not him, if that’s what you’re asking”.
“huh??…hmm…ohh!”, it clicked, “that means you know them right?”
“yes”, Bam said somehow proudly.
“then I’ll go greet them”.
- - - - -
“Mr.Bam, can you please tell Mr.Rak not to be lazy?”, Khun complained.
“I’m not!”
“you eat bananas all day and always wake up really late, how’s that not lazy?!”
“you’re the one who should take it easy, you damn blue turtle! Don’t overwork yourself”.
“guys, come on”, Bam shook his head in amusement.
- - - - -
“I heard the floor you’re staying now isn’t really safe”, Bam contacted them, “be careful okay?”
“got it!”
- - - - -
“uhh Mr.Bam”, they’re on the call, “we met this strange ranker that you might know”, said one of them, “he also called you by your other name”, Khun added.
“I’m not strange”, Jinsung ha took over the call, “I’m just asking on how’s my Viole doing”.
“your Viole?”, they raised their eyebrows.
“a high ranker talking to us regulars is already strange, how did you know that we know Mr.Bam?”, one of them retorted.
“he’s my disciple, of course I know”.
“is that true Mr.Bam?”
“well, yea”.
“Viole never told you about me?!”, Jinsung looks dissapointed.
“uhh”, they try to avoid eye contact.
- - - - -
How long has it been? 3 years maybe. Khun and his team has reached 64th floor, time sure flies really fast.
“M-Mr.Bam!”, one of Khun’s teammates calls him in distress.
Bam quickly senses something’s wrong, “what is it?”
“it’s Khun—”
- - - - -
Bam didn’t think twice and immediately went to their place, it took him only 2 days to arrive.
Khun is lying on the bed, bandages covering all over his torso. His friends were also there, one in the room with Rak and the rest of them are on the balcony.
Bam slammed open the door, “Khun!”
“Mr.Bam?!?”, Khun didn’t expect him to be there.
Bam is thankful just to know Khun is alive, he sighed with relief. But still, “you scared me”.
“sorry”.
Bam uses his skill to heal him, but because his wound is quite severe, it’ll still needs time to heal.
Meanwhile, Khun wants to yell at whoever called Mr.Bam with 'didn’t I tell you not to call him?!’, but he keeps it to himself. Because since Mr.Bam is already here, he can’t ask him to go back, there’s no need for him to be mad anymore.
The room is quiet, Khun tries to think of something else to preoccupied his mind so that the pain won’t hurt too much.
Khun suddenly realized something, “by the way, Mr.Bam”.
“hm?”
“that’s the first time you called my name”.
- - - - -
“don’t move too much”, Bam warned Khun, “your wound hasn’t healed yet”.
But Khun is itching to move from his boring bed, he sighed and gave Bam a pleading stare.
“don’t give me that look, you know it’s for the best”.
- - - - -
“Mr.Bam, do I need to add the salt or the pepper first?”
“it doesn’t matter, the point is to make it tasty”.
“but I thought cooking has rules”, Khun is confused.
“it does. But it’s not as complicated as you think”.
- - - - -
Urek is with them, wearing a formal clothes with a bouquet of flowers on his hand, “how do I look?”
“great”.
“then, wish me luck, baby~!”
After he left, Rak whispered to Bam, “I bet ten bananas that the hopeless turtle gonna get rejected”.
Bam facepalmed internally, “are we seriously going with this again?”
- - - - -
“Bam!!”, Yuri approached him with outstretched arms, “how are you?”
“ah, Miss.Yuri”, Bam returned the hug, “I’m fine”.
Meanwhile in the distance, Evan has his attention on Khun, “huh? Aren’t you—”
“dead? Nope”, Khun quickly answered him, “did I know you?”
- - - - -
“so, what have you learned from Mr.Evan?”, Bam asked.
“should I explain it or demonstrate them instead?”, Khun said with a smug.
- - - - -
One day Bam suddenly had a weird feeling. It’s really rare for him to feel so…insecure, probably because he misses 'him’. He decided to have a short talk with Khun.
“what is it, Mr.Bam?”
“are you going to be okay on your own?”
“why did you ask? Are you feeling homesick?”
“not exactly, but you could say that”.
Khun gave him a smile, “I can take care of myself, don’t worry about me”.
- - - - -
Bam came back from his walk, he opened the door and shouted, “I’m back!”, like always. But no one answered, that’s odd. He took a few steps forward, “Rak?”, he shouted again, still no answer, “Khun? Everyone?”, the room is still quiet.
Then he stepped on something, a paper with an address written on it, there’s also a message on the back that make his stomach dropped. “meet me at the place I mentioned tomorrow unless you want them dead”.
- - - - -
Khun and his team were being kidnapped by someone who holds a grudge against Bam. After a long talk, they finally settled on a deal. In exchange for their lives, Bam took an unknown curse that condemned him to die in a few weeks.
Everyone hardly slept for days to find the cure. If they can’t find it soon, Bam has no other choice. He’s almost at his limit.
Unfortunately, despite how much time they spent, they still found nothing. Let alone on how to get rid of the curse, there’s not even a single mention about it.
“that’s enough guys, thank you for your hard work”, Bam spoke up, “there’s no need for that anymore”.
“are you giving up black turtle!?”, Rak couldn’t believe what he had just heard, “it’s not like you to give up that easily”.
“what can I say?”, Bam gave a halfhearted laugh as he rolled up his sleeve to reveal his arm, everyone who saw it could tell that they’re running out of time.
“I don’t want it to end like this!”, one of them cried.
“it’s not the end”, Bam reassured.
“there must be a way!”
Bam felt some kind of deja vu.
“Bam…”, Shibisu called him.
“?”
Shibisu turned his head to look at Khun who’s sitting in the corner, still fixed up on his lighthouse. Typing, searching, reading, anything to keep himself busy and pretend all of the conversations that he heard isn’t real.
Bam realized that Khun has been very silent for a long time, though he can understand what Khun might feel right now, it must be the same feeling of helplessness, just like that day.
Bam approached him and spoke softly, “you can stop now”.
Khun’s hands halted, he didn’t move an inch and keep staring at the screen.
“I’m sorry”, Bam apologized.
Khun’s eyes watered, he placed his clenched fists on his lap and bowed his head, trying not to breakdown.
“are you mad at me?”
Khun quickly shook his head. He isn’t mad at Bam, he’s mad at himself who can’t find a way to help him. He’s a lightbearer damn it, it’s his job to find informations to help his team. But he failed. His tears started falling down one after another.
Bam took a step forward and held him closer in an embrace. Khun quickly wrapped his arms tightly around him and started sobbing into his clothes.
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“don’t cry”.
Khun shook his head again, how can he not cry at a time like this?! Khun hugs him tighter and buried his face deeper into him.
The room is quiet, Bam keep stroking his hair until he calmed down.
“I don’t mind dying as long as you’re safe”, Bam tries to reassure him.
“but I don’t want it if it means you won’t be here!”, Khun shouted his pent up frustration.
Bam is at a loss for words because he knew the feeling too well.
His teammates approached them one by one and Bam pulled them into a group hug.
“don’t leave us, Mr.Bam”, one of them cried.
“Mr.Bam… ”, they sobbed.
Bam closes his eyes and appreciate their warmth for the last time, “that day, I never thought that I’ll get the chance to experience happiness again. But you proved that I was wrong. The time that I spent with you are one of the best gift that life ever gave to me”, Bam smiled, “thank you”.
All of them breaking into tears, they hug Bam tighter and no one wants to let go.
They stay like that for a while before Bam pulled away from the hug and patted their heads, “take care, okay?”
“no, please don’t leave us”.
“Mr.Bam…”
Bam approached Rak and paused before him.
“black turtle…”, Rak is filled with so much emotions, he doesn’t know what else to say.
Bam kneels and pulled Rak into a hug, Rak immediately returned the gesture.
“don’t be sad, Rak. It’s fine”, but a tear trickled down his cheek because it hurts him to say goodbye. He felt his heart crumbles into pieces as he said, “it’s fine”, but even so, he smiles, “because, I can finally see him again”.
Rak tighten his hug.
“oh Bam…”, Shibisu instinctively went to comfort him.
They eventually pulled out from the hug. Rak didn’t say anything but anyone can tell that he’s upset, and so does Shibisu. They want to cry, to scream, anything that can prevent Bam to leave, but they know it won’t, so they hold their feeling back and keep themselves strong, for Bam and everyone else’s sake.
“Rak, Isu, take care. I’ll leave them to you”.
“of course!”
“you don’t have to ask”.
- - - - -
They were devastated. Not only Khun and his teammates, but also all of Bam’s close friends who’s got the unexpected news.
Meanwhile, Khun accidentally found an unfinished photo album in Bam’s work desk when he’s about to clean his room. He opened it out of curiosity.
Inside, there’s a photo when he and his team finally got promoted into D-class regulars, with a handwritten 'I’m proud of you!’ on the corner. A photo of them lying around on the ground full of sweat after a hard day training, with a handwritten 'keep it up!’
There’s also photos of them on their first cooking lesson, when they accidentally set the kitchen on fire. A photo when they had a sleepover after an exhausting day. Also a photo when they had a fight against each other over a silly thing. There’s even a photo of his late friend’s funeral.
Khun can’t help the tears that already streaming down on his face. He remembered that Mr.Bam once told him to cherish every moments that he experienced, because now he finally understood how valuable those moments are.
- - - - -
“Bam!”, a familiar blue haired man waved his hand in the distance.
Bam turned to look at him. Realizing who it is, he smiles brightly and came running to get him, almost knocking him off with a hug.
“I missed you!”, Bam burst into happy tears, “I missed you so much!”
Khun chuckled, “I missed you more”.
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starl1ght-child · 4 years
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Aphotic
Dredgen Yor X F!Warlock OC
Chapter 3 : Truth
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Three weeks.
Three weeks using the Touch of Malice.
It took three weeks for her to realize that he was right.
At first, the whispers she heard from Oryx had stopped.  The moment they killed him, the whispers on the edge of her consciousness stopped.  The fingers on her mind went away.  The chill that was left in her bones from being Taken was gone.  And now, after three weeks back in the field, using the Touch of Malice, they were back.  The cold voice telling her to hurt, to maim, to kill.  When she started to notice, she fled her home with no warning.  She had her Ghost shut off all her feeds and she just… disappeared.  The Touch of Malice in hand.  She didn’t want to hurt anyone close to her.  Maybe she could just die out in the wilds, or fight until she couldn’t fight anymore.
She fought for twenty-three days straight.  No rest, no food, no water.  She started on the Dreadnaught where her pain was coming from, where the whispers were the loudest, then turned to the Moon.  She finally came back to Earth, hunting in the now frozen and SIVA infested Cosmodrome.  She finally collapsed deep within the wall, hiding in the dark.  She was tired.  Very, very tired.  She pulled off her helmet and leaned her head back against the cold metal.  She took a deep breath and watched her breath cloud in front of her.  She couldn’t see it, but her physical appearance was starting to change.  Her hair was losing its silver shine and darkening, her skin was turning paler, and her eyes… her eyes were no longer their pure, cobalt blue.  Her eyes were flecked with the same emerald green she had seen in Dredgen Yor’s.  
He found her there.  He found her passed out in dangerous territory, helmet on the ground beside her, gun laid across her lap, her finger still on the trigger.  He almost… felt sorry for her, knowing that she left everything behind so she wouldn’t hurt her family, that the Weapon of Sorrow was corrupting her.  And yet at the same time, he felt his chest swell with pride and some emotion he hadn’t felt in so long that he almost didn’t recognize it.  
Enamored.
She woke quickly and lifted the gun, aimed directly at him.  She didn’t pull the trigger right away.  Her eyes, oh her eyes!  He was so taken aback by them that he was almost at a loss for words.
“What do you want, Dredgen?” She spat.
“Come, now, sweet thing,” he purred as he crouched down in front of her.  Her gun trailed him the entire way.  “Is that how you greet the first person you’ve seen in months?”
She lowered the weapon slowly and settled it back in her lap.  Oh, she looked so tired.  “I wasn’t made for this,” she murmured.  “I wasn’t made for senseless killing and death.”
“But you do it so well!”  Dredgen Yor exclaimed.  The way that she looked at him made him grin, but he knew he was being selfish.  “You have been mindlessly killing enemies of the Light, and for what?  Just to sit here and wallow?”  He tilted her chin up with Thorn.  “Look at me, pretty thing, do you really think that I chose this?  No, I didn’t.  But I embraced it anyway.  You won’t feel any better until you embrace the Darkness.”
“Why should I?”  She asked with a tired and bitter laugh.  “This all seems pointless.  I’ve got nothing—no one—to live for.”
“Come now, sweet girl… do you think I’ve kept following you after all this time to kill you?”
“You’d be doing me one hell of a service if you did.”
Now he laughed.  There was silence between them for a moment until she broke it.
“You were right,” she murmured softly.   “I thought I had broken away from it… but it never went away.  It was always there.”  There was a small smile on her lips as she looked at him but there was deep sadness in her eyes.  “Except now… I can feel it changing me.”
Dredgen Yor smiled as he brushed some hair out of her eyes.  Before she would have flinched.  This time, she didn’t even move.  “I can help you,” he said quietly.  
“Like you can help me,” she scoffed.
“What If I told you that I can make it go away.”  This caught her attention.  She looked up at him, blue-green eyes wide.  “I can teach you, show you how to handle it.”
“How?”  She whispered.  “I’m barely holding on to the Light I have left.”
“That’s exactly how!”  He exclaimed with a grin.  “You just have to let go.  The moment you let go, that Hive God in your head?  His voice won’t hurt anymore.  You need to just… use it like a guide.  Not a burden.”
She watched him carefully.  His hand gently brushed over her jaw, once again moving her hair out of her face, and tucked it behind her ear.  What surprised him was that she closed her eyes and leaned against his hand.
“Only if you promise me one thing,” she added, the tone of her voice was so soft and delicate he knew that she was ready to let go.  He looked at her carefully before giving her a small nod.  “Not to hurt me.”
A grin spread across his lips.  “Only if you promise me one thing,” he mimicked, earning a small laugh out of the warlock as she nodded.  “Not to bore me.”
He helped her to her feet and they walked, side by side, back out of the wall and into the shadows, Weapons of Sorrow in hand.
She bid her Ghost farewell in the snow with an apology, but she never looked back.
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laurapora · 5 years
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Giyu Tomioka x Reader
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By the time you returned home the sun was just beginning to rise. It always worked out that way. Demons were only active at night after all. 
You weren’t involved in the actual deed of slaying demons. It wasn’t until they had been slaughtered that you arrived on the scene to assess the damage. As a member of the Kakushis you were responsible for cleaning up the mess left behind by the hunters. It was disgusting, laborious work and thankless to boot.
Most nights there were only bodies to collect, severed limbs to discard, and parting prayers to be said. Sometimes--on a good night--there were survivors. Your medical training would be put to the test as you brought people back from the brink of death. This was the reason why you joined. To save as many people as possible from meeting the same fate as your younger sister. 
You knew that it would never bring her back, but returning people to their families eased the pain. You grieved her loss every day and begged the heavens to take you instead. It was too late, of course, this was the fate you must endure. 
You had lived alone for some time. Leaving your parents and village behind was the safest option. The closer you were to them the more they were at risk. Demons were your livelihood now and keeping ties with your past could only end badly. 
Stepping across the threshold you removed your head cover and yawned loudly. You shuffled inside, legs weary. Your tatami mat beckoned and sleep encroached on your senses.
“(Y/N).”
Blinking heavily you focused your gaze on a dark shape resting against the wall.
“Oh, Giyu, it’s been a while!”
You smiled despite your fatigue and began to prepare some tea. 
He made no move to assist you, choosing to quietly observe. You could tell something was on his mind. Over the past few years in the Corps you had developed--you wouldn’t go so far as to say relationship--a bond of sorts with the aloof and cryptic demon hunter. 
He was a Hashira, the highest rank of swordsmen, and incredible to witness in action. Yet there was a sadness about him. A great sorrow that lingered in his eyes. You had heard the rumor of his frigid disposition, but you wondered if the reason that everyone disliked Giyu was simply because no one had bothered to see beyond the surface.
As time passed you chipped away at his cool exterior. He ignored your attempts at first, but you never failed to give him a kind smile when your paths crossed. 
On occasion you manage to get a word or two from him. He wasn’t much for conversation, but you came to understand how much he appreciated having company. Someone to sit with in the aftermath, the quiet moments of dawn.
You couldn’t recall exactly when his visits started, but you had grown to look forward to them. They were always like this. He would arrive unannounced, you would make tea, and together you would watch the day break.
“Some night, eh? Happening upon a whole nest of demons like that--”
You poured the boiling liquid into cups and took your place opposite him. 
“Still, we saved quite a few people. I can sleep well today.”
The ghost of a smile flitted over his face. Your ability to find the silver lining in any given situation both perplexed and amused him. 
The two of you sat comfortably and sipped your tea. You waited patiently for him to confess what he was thinking.
“You never object to my presence here,” he spoke softly, “I cannot decide if you pity me or if you are afraid to reject me.”
His words startled you because you hadn’t realized he felt this way. 
“Why should I object? I enjoy your company.” Your reply was earnest and brought color to your face. 
You took great pleasure in your interactions with Giyu. Truthfully you had developed an affection for him, but it was one you rarely allowed yourself to acknowledge. 
“That’s quite an insult to my character, you know, assuming that my kindness is born of pity or fear.” You scolded him, but it was mostly in jest.
“I apologize. If that is the case then I run the risk of insulting you further with my next question, but I must ask it.” He shifted to face you.
“Do you like me?” 
His cobalt eyes pinned you and exposed the vulnerability he harbored. 
You found yourself overwhelmed by his gaze and a little heartbroken. All this time he had no idea the extent of your feelings for him.
“Of course I do, Giyu, I’ve never said otherwise.”
Spurred on by the blood pounding in your ears you reached out to him and placed a gentle hand on his cheek. 
Surprise clouded his features, but he didn’t move away. 
“You never have to worry about that with me, all right?”
He lowered his gaze, “Thank you.”
You started to remove your hand and he swiftly clasped it with his own. You smiled as he intertwined his fingers with yours.
“Can I stay?” His voice was subdued.
“As long as you like.”
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I had to write this because it broke my heart to see his reaction in episode 21 when Shinobu called him out :’( Giyu deserves love!
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runncrup · 5 years
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aesthetic.
what are your muse’s aesthetics? bold any which apply to your muse! remember to REPOST! feel free to add to the list!
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[ COLORS ]  ~  burgundy. red. crimson. scarlet. maroon. mahogany. copper. amber. chocolate. brown. tawny. tan. bronze. brass. orange. gold. saffron. yellow. chartreuse. spring green. lime. mint. green. olive. forest. turquoise. teal. cerulean. blue. navy. cobalt. periwinkle. indigo. pewter. plum. purple. magenta. fuchsia. lilac. lavender. pink. coral. peach. ivory. cream. white. silver. grey. smoke. charcoal. ebony. black. pastels. vibrant. matte. metallic. muted. dark. light.
[ BODY ]  ~  mutations. claws. fangs. wings. tails. feathers. webs. spikes. scales. fur. stripes. spots. freckles. acne. bruises. scars. scratches. gashes. lashes. wounds. amputations. burns. brands. teeth. gums. tongues. lips. beards. mustaches. cheeks. noses. ears. eyes. eyelashes. eyebrows. hair. heads. neck. shoulders. collar bones. arms. elbows. wrists. hands. fingers. breast. back. ribs. abs. belly. hips. curves. butts. legs. thighs. knees. shins. ankles. feet. toes. nails. sweat. spit. tears. blood. heart. stomach. lungs. liver. veins. guts. bones. spine. muscle. skin. feline. canine. masculine. feminine.
[ WEAPONS ]  ~  bites. fists. kicks. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. bow. crossbow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. bombs. missiles. boomerangs. lethal pets. lasers. canons.
[ MATERIALS ]  ~  metal. gold. silver. platinum. pewter. titanium. iron. steel. copper. bronze. brass. tin. bismuth. diamonds. pearls. rubies. garnets. sapphires. emeralds. jade. peridots. alexandrite. opal. topaz. jasper. quartz. rose quartz. smoky quartz. amethyst. citrine. fluorite. amber. malachite. turquoise. lapis lazuli. sodalite. pyrite. labradorite. moonstone. petrified wood. wood. paper. parchment. hemp. canvas. burlap. oils skin. muslin. rayon. faux. wool. fur. lace. leather. skins. suede. corduroy. silk. satin. chiffon. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. rocks. flint. asphalt. brick. granite. marble. dust. rust. glitter. sand. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. nylon. polyester. plastic. glass. porcelain. bone. shells. coral.
[ NATURE ]  ~  grass. leaves. trees. bark. flowers. roses. daisies. forget me nots. tulips. lavender. sunflowers. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. roots. ocean. pond. river. stream. waterfall. creek. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. tropical. jungle. marsh. moors. swamp. plains. hills. highlands. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. fire. lava. ice. frost. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. shadow. tornado. hurricane. water spout. thunder. hail. twisters. humidity. dryness.
[ ANIMALS ]  ~ birds. penguins. eagles. owls. falcons. vultures. hawks. swans. parrots. parakeets. doves. pigeons. ducks. robins. cardinals. blue jays. bluebirds. blackbirds. crows. ravens. magpies. mockingbirds. flamingos. ostriches. seagulls. albatross. peacocks. condors. finches. pelicans. chickens. geese. quail. bats. sheep. cows. buffalo. deer. hedgehogs. elephants. horses. giraffes. cats. lions. tigers. pumas. cheetahs. jaguars. foxes. dogs. wolves. coyotes. bunnies. mice. rats. monkeys. apes. bears. pandas. polar bears. snakes. iguanas. chameleons. alligators. crocodiles. turtles. lizards. frogs. toads. whales.dolphins. fish. sharks. stingrays. octopus. lobsters. crabs. bugs. spiders. moths. butterflies. flies. maggots. roaches. ladybugs. beetles. cicadas. dragonflies. fleas. termites. leeches. worms. snails. mosquitoes. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. dinosaurs.
[ FOODS/DRINKS ]  ~  pepper. salt. sugar. honey. syrup. caramel. candy. bubblegum. mints. candy canes. gumdrops. lollipops. chocolate. vanilla. cinnamon. ice cream. cake. cookies. brownies. biscuits. pie. tarts. lemonade. soda. champagne. wine. brandy. rum. whiskey. vodka. tequila. sake. beer. soju. gin. crema de cacao. cocoa. latte. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. fruit. apples. oranges. lemons. cherries. strawberries. blueberries. raspberries. cranberries. watermelons. cantaloupes. bananas. coconuts. grapes. kiwi. pomegranates. tomatoes. vegetables. potatoes. cucumbers. carrots. turnips. onions. leeks. celery. broccoli. cabbages. lettuces. roots. nuts. white meat. red meat. raw meat. veal. pork. chicken. beef. venison. fish. lobster. oysters. pizza. ambrosia. pasta. sandwiches. soup.
[ HOBBIES ]  ~ music. piano. flute. woodwinds. whistles. drums. guitar. cello. synthesizer. violin. lute. harp. fiddle. harmonica. trumpet. brass. singing. composing. folk. classical. bluegrass. blues. jazz. big band. pop. country. rock. punk. metal. electronica. hip hop. reggae. ska. rap. vinyl records. cassettes. cds. soundcloud. itunes. spotify. art. sculpting. pottery. painting. watercolour. drawing. pastels. charcoal. sketching. graffiti. printing. inking. collecting. fighting. martial arts. self-defence. boxing. fencing. sumo. wrestling. jousting. paintball. lazer tag. duelling. hunting. fishing. climbing. weight lifting. training. sports. football. football (usa). rugby. baseball. cricket. lacrosse. volleyball. basketball. tennis. badminton. skating. cycling. sailing.  swimming. rowing. hiking. running. gymnastics. dancing. ice skating. hockey. reading. writing. cooking. sewing. acting. photography. video games. horseback riding. gardening. smithing. shopping. traveling. movies. theatre, libraries. books. magazines. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. science.
[ STYLE ]  ~ nudism. perfume. cologne. piercings. tattoos. henna. body paint. war paint. make up. lipstick. mascara. eyeliner. eye shadow. powder. beauty marks. blush. nail polish. lingerie. fishnet. pantie-hoes. socks. stockings. leggings. long johns. under armor. corsets. sports bras. bustles. camisoles. blouses. button ups. tunics. vests. waistcoats. leather jackets. ponchos. sweaters/jumpers. hoodies. skirts. jeans. kilts. breeches. scarfs. cravats. ascots. belts. sashes. gloves. heels. sandals. platforms. tennis shoes. penny loafers. jordans. slippers. boots. cowboy boots. rain boots. army boots. armor. justaucorps. trench coats. capes. cloaks. burqa. suits. tuxedos. kimonos. saris. sun dresses. gowns. jewelry. earrings. noes rings. lip rings. tongue piercings. belly rings. gauges. eyebrow rings. necklaces. pearl strings. leis. bracelets. bangles. cuffs. watches. friendship bracelets. rings. pendants. lockets. broaches. boutonnieres. pocket watches. cuff links. hats. crowns. circlets. flower crowns. helmets. hijabs. turbans. baseball caps. cowboy hats. brocade. doublet. gorget. bracers. masks. cowls. braces. glasses. sun glasses. eye contacts. pajamas.
[ MISC ]  ~ balloons. bubbles. candles. battle. war. diplomacy. peace. money. power. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. sex. hugs. duality. sin. lust. greed. wrath. envy. sloth. gluttony. pride. virtue. chivalry. honor. piety. charity. diligence. chastity. gentleness. aggression. romance. hatred. grief. pity. success. bitterness. sorrow. joy. fear. anger. good. evil. relativity. vampirism. sapphism. life. birth. time. death. illusion. silence.
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lycanspirited · 18 days
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"When I was growing up, my dad took me on camping trips from time to time, and I think that's when I first started to realize that I had a special connection with fire. I hadn't gone on a campout since he broke his leg at work. I feel like it'd be fun to go on one now that I have friends!" said Colette.
Shirou and Cobalt raised a brow. Colette had walked into Cobalt's shop and just started to talk about camping? Shirou leaned on the glass looking at Colette. "It's been a long while since I have been camping. I think...late 50s? I may still have some old camping gear. I know jasper went camping in the 70s."
"Asher did and we saw what happened to him." Cobalt finally spoke up, wiping the glass where Shirou had leaned on it. "Got bitten."
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jackalspirited · 5 months
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The night finished without much worry. The police came and I was long gone. I had made it back to my dorm, Specter standing outside biting into an apple.
You acted to slowly, better be glad Cobalt came to save you.
I ignored him and opened the door. Inside was Cobalt, kicking back on my bed. "Hi..." I flip the lights on and crossed my arms. Cobalt didn't even give me a look as he flipped through a book.
"This is college? Booooring." He rolled his eyes and sat up. I left him with a glare as Specter peeked in. I sat in my computer chair and just stared at him. "What?"
"You never liked me, Cobalt." I finally said. Cobalt froze at that statement. He was caught off guard for sure. "You wished Anubis never took me-"
"Fucking hell, Robin. I can't keep this up. I know we never seen eye to eye, but you're my cousin!" He threw his arms up. "I can't keep living like I do. Not with Anubis being the way he is now. Colette...colette kept up together, as some strange chaotic family."
I felt my heart still, for a moment as I looked into his eyes. He was worried about something more then Anubis and the others. He stood up and walked to the window looking out across Boone.
"Whatever you're trying to do...be careful. Please." I've already lost dad I think.... He vanishes quickly.
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gcrminatorarchive · 5 years
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aesthetic.
what are your muse’s aesthetics?
bold any which apply to your muse!
remember to REPOST!
feel free to add to the list!
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[ COLORS ] ~ burgundy. red. crimson. scarlet. maroon. mahogany. copper. amber. chocolate. brown. tawny. tan. bronze. brass. orange. gold. saffron. yellow. chartreuse. spring green. lime. mint. green. olive. forest. turquoise. teal. cerulean. blue. navy. cobalt. periwinkle. indigo. pewter. plum. purple. magenta. fuchsia. lilac. lavender. pink. coral. peach. ivory. cream. white. silver. grey. smoke. charcoal. ebony. black. pastels. vibrant. matte. metallic. muted. dark. light.
[ BODY ] ~ mutations. claws. fangs. wings. tails. feathers. webs. spikes. scales. fur. stripes. spots. freckles. acne. bruises. scars. scratches. gashes. lashes. wounds. amputations. burns. brands. teeth. gums. tongues. lips. beards. mustaches. cheeks. noses. ears. eyes. eyelashes. eyebrows. hair. heads. neck. shoulders. collar bones. arms. elbows. wrists. hands. fingers. breast. back. ribs. abs. belly. hips. curves. butts. legs. thighs. knees. shins. ankles. feet. toes. nails. sweat. spit. tears. blood. heart. stomach. lungs. liver. veins. guts. bones. spine. muscle. skin. feline. canine. masculine. feminine.
[ WEAPONS ] ~ bites. fists. kicks. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. bow. crossbow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. bombs. missiles. boomerangs. lethal pets. lasers. canons.
[ MATERIALS ] ~ metal. gold. silver. platinum. pewter. titanium. iron. steel. copper. bronze. brass. tin. bismuth. diamonds. pearls. rubies. garnets. sapphires. emeralds. jade. peridots. alexandrite. opal. topaz. jasper. quartz. rose quartz. smoky quartz. amethyst. citrine. fluorite. amber. malachite. turquoise. lapis lazuli. sodalite. pyrite. labradorite. moonstone. petrified wood. wood. paper. parchment. hemp. canvas. burlap. oils skin. muslin. rayon. faux. wool. fur. lace. leather. skins. suede. corduroy. silk. satin. chiffon. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. rocks. flint. asphalt. brick. granite. marble. dust. rust. glitter. sand. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. nylon. polyester. plastic. glass. porcelain. bone. shells. coral.
[ NATURE ] ~ grass. leaves. trees. bark. flowers. roses. daisies. forget me nots. tulips. lavender. sunflowers. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. roots. ocean. pond. river. stream. waterfall. creek. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. tropical. jungle. marsh. moors. swamp. plains. hills. highlands. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. fire. lava. ice. frost. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. shadow. tornado. hurricane. water spout. thunder. hail. twisters. humidity. dryness.
[ ANIMALS ] ~ birds. penguins. eagles. owls. falcons. vultures. hawks. swans. parrots. parakeets. doves. pigeons. ducks. robins. cardinals. blue jays. bluebirds. blackbirds. crows. ravens. magpies. mockingbirds. flamingos. ostriches. seagulls. albatross. peacocks. condors. finches. pelicans. chickens. geese. quail. bats. sheep. cows. buffalo. deer. hedgehogs. elephants. horses. giraffes. cats. lions. tigers. pumas. cheetahs. jaguars. foxes. dogs. wolves. coyotes. bunnies. mice. rats. monkeys. apes. bears. pandas. polar bears. snakes. iguanas. chameleons. alligators. crocodiles. turtles. lizards. frogs. toads. whales.dolphins. fish. sharks. stingrays. octopus. lobsters. crabs. bugs. spiders. moths. butterflies. flies. maggots. roaches. ladybugs. beetles. cicadas. dragonflies. fleas. termites. leeches. worms. snails. mosquitoes. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. dinosaurs.
[ FOODS/DRINKS ] ~ pepper. salt. sugar. honey. syrup. caramel. candy. bubblegum. mints. candy canes. gumdrops. lollipops. chocolate. vanilla. cinnamon. ice cream. cake. cookies. brownies. biscuits. pie. tarts. lemonade. soda. champagne. wine. brandy. rum. whiskey. vodka. tequila. sake. beer. soju. gin. crema de cacao. cocoa. latte. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. fruit. apples. oranges. lemons. cherries. strawberries. blueberries. raspberries. cranberries. watermelons. cantaloupes. bananas. coconuts. grapes. kiwi. pomegranates. tomatoes. vegetables. potatoes. cucumbers. carrots. turnips. onions. leeks. celery. broccoli. cabbages. lettuces. roots. nuts. white meat. red meat. raw meat. veal. pork. chicken. beef. venison. fish. lobster. oysters. pizza. ambrosia. pasta. sandwiches. soup.
[ HOBBIES ] ~ music. piano. flute. woodwinds. whistles. drums. guitar. cello. synthesizer. violin. lute. harp. fiddle. harmonica. trumpet. brass. singing. composing. folk. classical. bluegrass. blues. jazz. big band. pop. country. rock. punk. metal. electronica. hip hop. reggae. ska. rap. vinyl records. cassettes. cds. soundcloud. itunes. spotify. art. sculpting. pottery. painting. watercolour. drawing. pastels. charcoal. sketching. graffiti. printing. inking. collecting. fighting. martial arts. self-defense. boxing. fencing. sumo. wrestling. jousting. paintball. lazer tag. duelling. hunting. fishing. climbing. weight lifting. training. sports. football. football (usa). rugby. baseball. cricket. lacrosse. volleyball. basketball. tennis. badminton. skating. cycling. sailing. swimming. rowing. hiking. running. gymnastics. dancing. ice skating. hockey. reading. writing. cooking. sewing. acting. photography. video games. horseback riding. gardening. smithing. shopping. traveling. movies. theatre, libraries. books. magazines. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. science.
[ STYLE ] ~ nudism. perfume. cologne. piercings. tattoos. henna. body paint. war paint. make up. lipstick. mascara. eyeliner. eye shadow. powder. beauty marks. blush. nail polish. lingerie. fishnet. pantie-hoes. socks. stockings. leggings. long johns. under armor. corsets. sports bras. bustles. camisoles. blouses. button ups. tunics. vests. waistcoats. leather jackets. ponchos. sweaters/jumpers. hoodies. skirts. jeans. kilts. breeches. scarfs. cravats. ascots. belts. sashes. gloves. heels. sandals. platforms. tennis shoes. penny loafers. jordans. slippers. boots. cowboy boots. rain boots. army boots. armor. justaucorps. trench coats. capes. cloaks. burqa. suits. tuxedos. kimonos. saris. sun dresses. gowns. jewelry. earrings. nose rings. lip rings. tongue piercings. belly rings. gauges. eyebrow rings. necklaces. pearl strings. leis. bracelets. bangles. cuffs. watches. friendship bracelets. rings. pendants. lockets. broaches. boutonnieres. pocket watches. cuff links. hats. crowns. circlets. flower crowns. helmets. hijabs. turbans. baseball caps. cowboy hats. brocade. doublet. gorget. bracers. masks. cowls. braces. glasses. sun glasses. eye contacts. pajamas.
[ MISC ] ~ balloons. bubbles. candles. battle. war. diplomacy. peace. money. power. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. sex. hugs. duality. sin. lust. greed. wrath. envy. sloth. gluttony. pride. virtue. chivalry. honor. piety. charity. diligence. chastity. gentleness. aggression. romance. hatred. grief. pity. success. bitterness. sorrow. joy. fear. anger. good. evil. relativity. vampirism. sapphism. life. birth. time. death. illusion. silence.
Tagged by: @runncrup ( <3 )
Tagging: @ababwa @fosterskeeper @mostghcst @murroyilodel @muerte-rojo @everythingisspooky (For Drix!) Anyone reading this.
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spoopyghostgirl · 4 years
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So I'm just gonna post a character thing for my Mass Effect OC Hades
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Name: Hades Alexandria Demetriou
Title: Commander, Spectre, Princess
Nickname(s): Charming, Hey Hey, Hot Head, Star Dust, Super Nova Girl
Gender: Female
Age: 26781 years old
Birthday: August 18th
Previous Homeworld: Olympus
Current Homeworld: Olympus
Sexual Orientation: Panexual
Race: Celestial
Voice: Asami Sato
Personality: Hades is a shameless flirt with a short temper and sociopathic tendencies. She tries to be a good person but isn't always the best at it. She is playful and light, commonly being asked if she "takes anything seriously", which can be a good thing when winning people over and a stressful thing when someone's already mad at her. She smiles constantly, being the child of an ambassador and is use to pretending to like people she doesn't. Good for diplomacy, to a point. Will throw hands in necessary. Big into giving nicknames.
Family or Relatives:
• Brother (twin): Poseidon Alexander Demetriou
• Sister: Artemis Emilie Demetriou
• Brother: Apollo Leoni Demetriou
• Brother: Aries Emanates Demetriou
• Brother: Zeus Aniello Demetriou
• Mother: Rhea Alexandria Demetriou
• Father: Kronos Emilio Demetriou
Morality: Chaotic Evil
Pre-Service History: Hades was born around 26781 years ago. She was born on Earth, though she isn't human. She was born during the period her parents were on Earth, parading around as Gods to those who were less evolved. For awhile things were great, until her father and his siblings decided to run tests on the humans. She and her two older brothers, Poseidon and Zeus turned against them, banishing them from Earth and taking over as the big three. For a time, there was peace, the trio restoring what their parents destroyed and helping guide the humans down more peaceful paths. Soon, the humans began to war amongst themselves in the name of the god they most supported. This was what ended the Elementals time on Earth. They left, returning to their home planet. When they returned, they discovered that their mother had founded a new government and led their people to peace. Several smaller "Gods" took to the moons around the planet, making them their homes, and beginning colonies while her mother and father ruled as the King and Queen of Gods. It wasn't long after when her parents were approached to join the council and the other races of aliens. Her father was ambassador for awhile before he decided to take time off, offering the position to Hades. Thankfully, the council, having her of Hades skills and abilities, was chosen to become a Spectre while her older brother, Zeus, became the ambassador. This all happened within 2000 years of the series starting.
Psychological Profile: Ruthless
Addictions: None particularly, partially an adrenaline junky
Role model(s): Her father, a powerful leader. Her mother for her kind heart and ability to charm just about anyone.
Beliefs: None
Habits: Running in the morning. Practicing both hand to hand combat and her shooting skills. Talks with her hands and has problems standing/sitting still.
Hobbies: Enjoys listening to music and art. Has a large garden of flowers on her home planet that she had originally planted and maintained to impress a girl. Likes to paint and sketch.
Source of Anger/Hatred: Some of her siblings (Aries). Anyone who is stupid or intentionally hurtful. Those who would threaten those she loves. Idiots. People who can't see what's in front of their faces. People who talk down to her or people she cares about.
Source of Sadness/Sorrow: Nothing really.
Source of Fear/Phobia: Fear of spiders and heights.
Likes: Books. Music. Art. Cats. Being physical. Tattoos.
Dislikes: Spiders. Idiots.
Weight: 120lbs
Height: 5'7
Build: Lean Muscular
Scar(s): One, center of her bottom lip. Faint scar from all the times shes split it open.
Tattoo(s): Floral tattoos on both arms around shoulder to bicep. They're of flowers that she grew in her garden with Persephone. They took the flowers to the tattoo shop and had them dipped in ink and then Persephone pressed them to her skin in an intricate pattern which was then tattooed over. They're cobalt blue and black on her left arm and a deep violet and burgundy on her right.
Skin Tone: Hades is fair, tending to spend most of her time in her armor.
Facial Features: Full lips, with a pouty lower lip. Small, Roman nose. High cheek bones. Dark arched brows. Large almond shaped eyes and long dark lashes. A small freckle under the other corner of her right eye. Small scar on the center of her lower lip.
Hair  Style:
ME1: Short and white, buzzed on the sides, long on top
ME2 and 3: Long and wave, goes pass shoulder blades. Lilac in color and buzzed short on the right side.
Hair color: White. Later, Lilac.
Eye color: Yellow/Red/Black
Eye Style: Hades, along with all of her people, have black sclera. Her irises are red around the pupil and yellow in the rest.
Helmet: Death Mask
Chest Armor: Kestrel Torso Sheath
Shoulder Piece: Kestrel Shoulder Piece
Gauntlet Armor Piece: Kestrel Arm Sheathing
Leg Armor Piece: Kestrel Power Pack
Primary Colour: Black
Secondary Colour: Burgundy
Tertiary Colour: Navy blue
Casual Clothing: Hades wears a black crop top and leather skinny jeans. Over her black crop top she wears a silk off the shoulder crop top that is red with gold trim. Hades wears red silky half skirt that is clipped into place by two gold clasps on each side of her hips. She wears a pair of black knee high boots.
Faction/Occupation/Affiliation: Council, Spectre, Cerberus (ME2), Council/Spectre (ME3)
Artificial intelligence: Cerberus, unrelated to the human organization
Allies/Friends: Several.
Rivals/Frienemies: None.
Nemesis/Enemies: Seran, Aries, Cerberus, Reapers, Geth
Class: Adept/Solider
Category Threat Level: 12
Rank: Commander, Spectre
Standard/Modified Weapons: 
1. Diamond Back X Assault Rifle
2.M-98 Widow Anti-Material Rifle
3. Cobra X line pistol
Genetic Augmentation: Hades was created to be the perfect solider by her father. As an infant (given that she wasn't naturally birthed and was instead made in a pod) she is super human, with super strength, increased speed, increased healing abilities, and perfect vision.
Supernatural Powers: Hades has the ability to manipulate fire and space. Can become a mass of fire shaped like herself and teleport short distances.
Skills/Specialization: Immensely skilled with pistols and assault rifles. Is the person who runs ahead and pops off enemies. Is skilled in hand to hand combat.
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awakenedredemption · 5 years
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bold any which apply to your muse!
remember to REPOST! feel free to add to the list!
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[ COLORS ]  ~  burgundy. red. crimson. scarlet. maroon. mahogany. copper. amber. chocolate. brown. tawny. tan. bronze. brass. orange. gold. saffron. yellow. chartreuse. spring green. lime. mint. green. olive. forest. turquoise. teal. cerulean. blue. navy. cobalt. periwinkle. indigo. pewter. plum. purple. magenta. fuchsia. lilac. lavender. pink. coral. peach. ivory. cream. white. silver. grey. smoke. charcoal. ebony. black. pastels. vibrant. matte. metallic. muted. dark. light.
[ BODY ]  ~  mutations. claws. fangs. wings. tails. feathers. webs. spikes. scales. fur. stripes. spots. freckles. acne. bruises. scars. scratches. gashes. lashes. wounds. amputations. burns. brands. teeth. gums. tongues. lips. beards. mustaches. cheeks. noses. ears. eyes. eyelashes. eyebrows. hair. heads. neck. shoulders. collar bones. arms. elbows. wrists. hands. fingers. breast. back. ribs. abs. belly. hips. curves. butts. legs. thighs. knees. shins. ankles. feet. toes. nails. sweat. spit. tears. blood. heart. stomach. lungs. liver. veins. guts. bones. spine. muscle. skin. feline. canine. masculine. feminine.
[ WEAPONS ]  ~  bites. fists. kicks. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. bow. crossbow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. bombs. missiles. boomerangs. lethal pets. lasers. canons.
[ MATERIALS ]  ~  metal. gold. silver. platinum. pewter. titanium. iron. steel. copper. bronze. brass. tin. bismuth. diamonds. pearls. rubies. garnets. sapphires. emeralds. jade. peridots. alexandrite. opal. topaz. jasper. quartz. rose quartz. smoky quartz. amethyst. citrine. fluorite. amber. malachite. turquoise. lapis lazuli. sodalite. pyrite. labradorite. moonstone. petrified wood. wood. paper. parchment. hemp. canvas. burlap. oils skin. muslin. rayon. faux. wool. fur. lace. leather. skins. suede. corduroy. silk. satin. chiffon. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. rocks. flint. asphalt. brick. granite. marble. dust. rust. glitter. sand. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. nylon. polyester. plastic. glass. porcelain. bone. shells. coral.
[ NATURE ]  ~  grass. leaves. trees. bark. flowers. roses. daisies. forget me nots. tulips. lavender. sunflowers. blue bells. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. roots. ocean. pond. river. stream. waterfall. creek. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. tropical. jungle. marsh. moors. swamp. plains. hills. highlands. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. fire. lava. ice. frost. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. shadow. tornado. hurricane. water spout. thunder. hail. twisters. humidity. dryness.
[ ANIMALS ]  ~ birds. penguins. eagles. owls. falcons. vultures. hawks. swans. parrots. parakeets. doves. pigeons. ducks. robins. cardinals. blue jays. bluebirds. blackbirds. crows. ravens. magpies. mockingbirds. flamingos. ostriches. seagulls. albatross. peacocks. condors. finches. pelicans. chickens. geese. quail. bats. sheep. cows. buffalo. deer. hedgehogs. elephants. horses. giraffes. cats. lions. tigers. pumas. cheetahs. jaguars. foxes. dogs. wolves. coyotes. bunnies. mice. rats. monkeys. apes. bears. pandas. polar bears. snakes. iguanas. chameleons. alligators. crocodiles. turtles. lizards. frogs. toads. whales. dolphins. fish. sharks. stingrays. octopus. lobsters. crabs. bugs. spiders. moths. butterflies. flies. maggots. roaches. ladybugs. beetles. cicadas. dragonflies. fleas. termites. leeches. worms. snails. mosquitoes. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. dinosaurs.
[ FOODS/DRINKS ]  ~  pepper. salt. sugar. honey. syrup. caramel. candy. bubblegum. mints. candy canes. gumdrops. lollipops. chocolate. vanilla. cinnamon. ice cream. cake. cookies. brownies. biscuits. pie. tarts. lemonade. soda. champagne. wine. brandy. rum. whiskey. vodka. tequila. sake. beer. soju. gin. crema de cacao. cocoa. latte. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. fruit. apples. oranges. lemons. cherries. strawberries. blueberries. raspberries. cranberries. watermelons. cantaloupes. bananas. coconuts. grapes. kiwi. pomegranates. tomatoes. vegetables. potatoes. cucumbers. carrots. turnips. onions. leeks. celery. broccoli. cabbages. lettuces. roots. nuts. white meat. red meat. raw meat. veal. pork. chicken. beef. venison. fish. lobster. oysters. pizza. ambrosia. pasta. sandwiches. soup.
[ HOBBIES ]  ~ music. piano. flute. woodwinds. whistles. drums. guitar. base guitar. cello. synthesizer. violin. lute. harp. fiddle. harmonica. trumpet. brass. singing. composing. folk. classical. bluegrass. blues. jazz. big band. swing. rockabilly. pop. country. rock. punk. metal. electronica. hip hop. reggae. ska. rap. vinyl records. cassettes. cds. soundcloud. itunes. spotify. art. sculpting. pottery. painting. watercolour. drawing. pastels. charcoal. sketching. graffiti. printing. inking. collecting. fighting. martial arts. self-defense. boxing. fencing. sumo. wrestling. jousting. paintball. lazer tag. duelling. hunting. fishing. climbing. weight lifting. training. sports. football. football (usa). rugby. baseball. cricket. lacrosse. volleyball. basketball. tennis. badminton. skating. cycling. sailing. swimming. rowing. hiking. running. gymnastics. dancing. ice skating. hockey. reading. writing. cooking. sewing. acting. photography. video games. horseback riding. gardening. smithing. shopping. traveling. movies. theatre. libraries. books. magazines. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. science.
[ STYLE ]  ~ nudism. perfume. cologne. piercings. tattoos. henna. body paint. war paint. make up. lipstick. mascara. eyeliner. eye shadow. powder. beauty marks. blush. nail polish. lingerie. fishnet. pantie-hoes. socks. stockings. leggings. long johns. under armor. corsets. sports bras. bustles. camisoles. blouses. button ups. tunics. vests. waistcoats. leather jackets. ponchos. sweaters/jumpers. hoodies. skirts. jeans. kilts. breeches. scarfs. cravats. ascots. belts. sashes. gloves. heels. sandals. platforms. tennis shoes. penny loafers. jordans. slippers. boots. cowboy boots. rain boots. army boots. armor. justaucorps. trench coats. capes. cloaks. burqa. suits. tuxedos. kimonos. saris. sun dresses. gowns. jewelry. earrings. nose rings. lip rings. tongue piercings. belly rings. gauges. eyebrow rings. necklaces. pearl strings. leis. bracelets. bangles. cuffs. watches. friendship bracelets. rings. pendants. lockets. broaches. boutonnieres. pocket watches. cuff links. hats. crowns. circlets. flower crowns. helmets. hijabs. turbans. baseball caps. cowboy hats. brocade. doublet. gorget. bracers. masks. cowls. braces. glasses. sun glasses. eye contacts. pajamas.
[ MISC ]  ~ balloons. bubbles. candles. battle. war. diplomacy. peace. money. power. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. sex. hugs. duality. sin. lust. greed. wrath. envy. sloth. gluttony. pride. virtue. chivalry. honor. piety. charity. diligence. chastity. gentleness. aggression. romance. hatred. grief. pity. success. bitterness. sorrow. joy. fear. anger. good. evil. relativity. vampirism. sapphism. life. birth. time. death. illusion. silence.
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ababwa · 4 years
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aesthetic.
what are your muse’s aesthetics? bold any which apply to your muse! remember to REPOST! feel free to add to the list!
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[ COLORS ] ~ burgundy. red. crimson. scarlet. maroon. mahogany. copper. amber. chocolate. brown. tawny. tan. bronze. brass. orange. gold. saffron. yellow. chartreuse. spring green. lime. mint. green. olive. forest. turquoise. teal. cerulean. blue. navy. cobalt. periwinkle. indigo. pewter. plum. purple. magenta. fuchsia. lilac. lavender. pink. coral. peach. ivory. cream. white. silver. grey. smoke. charcoal. ebony. black. pastels. vibrant. matte. metallic. muted. dark. light.
[ BODY ] ~ mutations. claws. fangs. wings. tails. feathers. webs. spikes. scales. fur. stripes. spots. freckles. acne. bruises. scars. scratches. gashes. lashes. wounds. amputations. burns. brands. teeth. gums. tongues. lips. beards. mustaches. cheeks. noses. ears. eyes. eyelashes. eyebrows. hair. heads. neck. shoulders. collar bones. arms. elbows. wrists. hands. fingers. breast. back. ribs. abs. belly. hips. curves. butts. legs. thighs. knees. shins. ankles. feet. toes. nails. sweat. spit. tears. blood. heart. stomach. lungs. liver. veins. guts. bones. spine. muscle. skin. feline. canine. masculine. feminine.
[ WEAPONS ] ~ bites. fists. kicks. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. bow. crossbow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. bombs. missiles. boomerangs. lethal pets. lasers. canons.
[ MATERIALS ] ~ metal. gold. silver. platinum. pewter. titanium. iron. steel. copper. bronze. brass. tin. bismuth. diamonds. pearls. rubies. garnets. sapphires. emeralds. jade. peridots. alexandrite. opal. topaz. jasper. quartz. rose quartz. smoky quartz. amethyst. citrine. fluorite. amber. malachite. turquoise. lapis lazuli. sodalite. pyrite. labradorite. moonstone. petrified wood. wood. paper. parchment. hemp. canvas. burlap. oils skin. muslin. rayon. faux. wool. fur. lace. leather. skins. suede. corduroy. silk. satin. chiffon. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. rocks. flint. asphalt. brick. granite. marble. dust. rust. glitter. sand. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. nylon. polyester. plastic. glass. porcelain. bone. shells. coral.
[ NATURE ] ~ grass. leaves. trees. bark. flowers. roses. daisies. forget me nots. tulips. lavender. sunflowers. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. roots. ocean. pond. river. stream. waterfall. creek. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. tropical. jungle. marsh. moors. swamp. plains. hills. highlands. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. fire. lava. ice. frost. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. shadow. tornado. hurricane. water spout. thunder. hail. twisters. humidity. dryness.
[ ANIMALS ] ~ birds. penguins. eagles. owls. falcons. vultures. hawks. swans. parrots. parakeets. doves. pigeons. ducks. robins. cardinals. blue jays. bluebirds. blackbirds. crows. ravens. magpies. mockingbirds. flamingos. ostriches. seagulls. albatross. peacocks. condors. finches. pelicans. chickens. geese. quail. bats. sheep. cows. buffalo. deer. hedgehogs. elephants. horses. giraffes. cats. lions. tigers. pumas. cheetahs. jaguars. foxes. dogs. wolves. coyotes. bunnies. mice. rats. monkeys. apes. bears. pandas. polar bears. snakes. iguanas. chameleons. alligators. crocodiles. turtles. lizards. frogs. toads. whales.dolphins. fish. sharks. stingrays. octopus. lobsters. crabs. bugs. spiders. moths. butterflies. flies. maggots. roaches. ladybugs. beetles. cicadas. dragonflies. fleas. termites. leeches. worms. snails. mosquitoes. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. dinosaurs.
[ FOODS/DRINKS ] ~ pepper. salt. sugar. honey. syrup. caramel. candy. bubblegum. mints. candy canes. gumdrops. lollipops. chocolate. vanilla. cinnamon. ice cream. cake. cookies. brownies. biscuits. pie. tarts. lemonade. soda. champagne. wine. brandy. rum. whiskey. vodka. tequila. sake. beer. soju. gin. crema de cacao. cocoa. latte. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. fruit. apples. oranges. lemons. cherries. strawberries. blueberries. raspberries. cranberries. watermelons. cantaloupes. bananas. coconuts. grapes. kiwi. pomegranates. tomatoes. vegetables. potatoes. cucumbers. carrots. turnips. onions. leeks. celery. broccoli. cabbages. lettuces. roots. nuts. white meat. red meat. raw meat. veal. pork. chicken. beef. venison. fish. lobster. oysters. pizza. ambrosia. pasta. sandwiches. soup.
[ HOBBIES ] ~ music. piano. flute. woodwinds. whistles. drums. guitar. cello. synthesizer. violin. lute. harp. fiddle. harmonica. trumpet. brass. singing. composing. folk. classical. bluegrass. blues. jazz. big band. pop. country. rock. punk. metal. electronica. hip hop. reggae. ska. rap. vinyl records. cassettes. cds. soundcloud. itunes. spotify. art. sculpting. pottery. painting. watercolour. drawing. pastels. charcoal. sketching. graffiti. printing. inking. collecting. fighting. martial arts. self-defense. boxing. fencing. sumo. wrestling. jousting. paintball. lazer tag. duelling. hunting. fishing. climbing. weight lifting. training. sports. football. football (usa). rugby. baseball. cricket. lacrosse. volleyball. basketball. tennis. badminton. skating. cycling. sailing. swimming. rowing. hiking. running. gymnastics. dancing. ice skating. hockey. reading. writing. cooking. sewing. acting. photography. video games. horseback riding. gardening. smithing. shopping. traveling. movies. theatre, libraries. books. magazines. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. science.
[ STYLE ] ~ nudism. perfume. cologne. piercings. tattoos. henna. body paint. war paint. make up. lipstick. mascara. eyeliner. eye shadow. powder. beauty marks. blush. nail polish. lingerie. fishnet. pantie-hoes. socks. stockings. leggings. long johns. under armor. corsets. sports bras. bustles. camisoles. blouses. button ups. tunics. vests. waistcoats. leather jackets. ponchos. sweaters/jumpers. hoodies. skirts. jeans. kilts. breeches. scarfs. cravats. ascots. belts. sashes. gloves. heels. sandals. platforms. tennis shoes. penny loafers. jordans. slippers. boots. cowboy boots. rain boots. army boots. armor. justaucorps. trench coats. capes. cloaks. burqa. suits. tuxedos. kimonos. saris. sun dresses. gowns. jewelry. earrings. nose rings. lip rings. tongue piercings. belly rings. gauges. eyebrow rings. necklaces. pearl strings. leis. bracelets. bangles. cuffs. watches. friendship bracelets. rings. pendants. lockets. broaches. boutonnieres. pocket watches. cuff links. hats. crowns. circlets. flower crowns. helmets. hijabs. turbans. baseball caps. cowboy hats. brocade. doublet. gorget. bracers. masks. cowls. braces. glasses. sun glasses. eye contacts. pajamas.
[ MISC ] ~ balloons. bubbles. candles. battle. war. diplomacy. peace. money. power. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. sex. hugs. duality. sin. lust. greed. wrath. envy. sloth. gluttony. pride. virtue. chivalry. honor. piety. charity. diligence. chastity. gentleness. aggression. romance. hatred. grief. pity. success. bitterness. sorrow. joy. fear. anger. good. evil. relativity. vampirism. sapphism. life. birth. time. death. illusion. silence.
Tagged by: @gcrminator​ Tagging:  those who want to try the thing
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reverierunner-blog · 5 years
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aesthetic.
what are your muse’s aesthetics? bold any which apply to your muse! remember to REPOST! feel free to add to the list!
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[ COLORS ]  ~  burgundy. red. crimson. scarlet. maroon. mahogany. copper. amber. chocolate. brown. tawny. tan. bronze. brass. orange. gold. saffron. yellow. chartreuse. spring green. lime. mint. green. olive. forest. turquoise. teal. cerulean. blue. navy. cobalt. periwinkle. indigo. pewter. plum. purple. magenta. fuchsia. lilac. lavender. pink. coral. peach. ivory. cream. white. silver. grey. smoke. charcoal. ebony. black. pastels. vibrant. matte. metallic. muted. dark. light.
[ BODY ]  ~  mutations. claws. fangs. wings. tails. feathers. webs. spikes. scales. fur. stripes. spots. freckles. acne. bruises. scars. scratches. gashes. lashes. wounds. amputations. burns. brands. teeth. gums. tongues. lips. beards. mustaches. cheeks. noses. ears. eyes. eyelashes. eyebrows. hair. heads. neck. shoulders. collar bones. arms. elbows. wrists. hands. fingers. breast. back. ribs. abs. belly. hips. curves. butts. legs. thighs. knees. shins. ankles. feet. toes. nails. sweat. spit. tears. blood. heart. stomach. lungs. liver. veins. guts. bones. spine. muscle. skin. feline. canine. masculine. feminine.
[ WEAPONS ]  ~  bites. fists. kicks. sword. dagger. spear. arrow. bow. crossbow. hammer. shield. poison. guns. axes. throwing axes. whips. knives. throwing knives. pepper sprays. tasers. machine guns. slingshots. katanas. maces. staffs. wands. powers. magical items. magic. rocks. mud balls. bombs. missiles. boomerangs. lethal pets. lasers. canons.
[ MATERIALS ]  ~  metal. gold. silver. platinum. pewter. titanium. iron. steel. copper. bronze. brass. tin. bismuth. diamonds. pearls. rubies. garnets. sapphires. emeralds. jade. peridots. alexandrite. opal. topaz. jasper. quartz. rose quartz. smoky quartz. amethyst. citrine. fluorite. amber. malachite. turquoise. lapis lazuli. sodalite. pyrite. labradorite. moonstone. petrified wood. wood. paper. parchment. hemp. canvas. burlap. oils skin. muslin. rayon. faux. wool. fur. lace. leather. skins. suede. corduroy. silk. satin. chiffon. velvet. denim. linen. cotton. charcoal. clay. stone. rocks. flint. asphalt. brick. granite. marble. dust. rust. glitter. sand. dirt. mud. smoke. ash. carbonate. rubber. synthetics. nylon. polyester. plastic. glass. porcelain. bone. shells. coral.
[ NATURE ]  ~  grass. leaves. trees. bark. flowers. roses. daisies. forget me nots. tulips. lavender. sunflowers. petals. thorns. seeds. hay. roots. ocean. pond. river. stream. waterfall. creek. meadow. forest. desert. tundra. savanna. rain forest. tropical. jungle. marsh. moors. swamp. plains. hills. highlands. caves. underwater. coral reef. beach. waves. space. clouds. mountains. fire. lava. ice. frost. water. air. earth. rain. snow. wind. moon. stars. sun. heat. cold. steam. lightning. sunlight. moonlight. dawn. dusk. twilight. midnight. sunrise. sunset. dewdrops. shadow. tornado. hurricane. water spout. thunder. hail. twisters. humidity. dryness.
[ ANIMALS ]  ~  birds. penguins. eagles. owls. falcons. vultures. hawks. swans. parrots. parakeets. doves. pigeons. ducks. robins. cardinals. blue jays. bluebirds. blackbirds. crows. ravens. magpies. mockingbirds. flamingos. ostriches. seagulls. albatross. peacocks. condors. finches. pelicans. chickens. geese. quail. bats. sheep. cows. buffalo. deer. hedgehogs. elephants. horses. giraffes. cats. lions. tigers. pumas. cheetahs. jaguars. foxes. dogs. wolves. coyotes. bunnies. mice. rats. monkeys. apes. bears. pandas. polar bears. snakes. iguanas. chameleons. alligators. crocodiles. turtles. lizards. frogs. toads. whales.dolphins. fish. sharks. stingrays. octopus. lobsters. crabs. bugs. spiders. moths. butterflies. flies. maggots. roaches. ladybugs. beetles. cicadas. dragonflies. fleas. termites. leeches. worms. snails. mosquitoes. werewolves. unicorns. pegasus. dragons. dinosaurs.
[ FOODS/DRINKS ]  ~  pepper. salt. sugar. honey. syrup. caramel. candy. bubblegum. mints. candy canes. gumdrops. lollipops. chocolate. vanilla. cinnamon. ice cream. cake. cookies. brownies. biscuits. pie. tarts. lemonade. soda. champagne. wine. brandy. rum. whiskey. vodka. tequila. sake. beer. soju. gin. crema de cacao. cocoa. latte. coffee. tea. spices. herbs. fruit. apples. oranges. lemons. cherries. strawberries. blueberries. raspberries. cranberries. watermelons. cantaloupes. bananas. coconuts. grapes. kiwi. pomegranates. tomatoes. vegetables. potatoes. cucumbers. carrots. turnips. onions. leeks. celery. broccoli. cabbages. lettuces. roots. nuts. white meat. red meat. raw meat. veal. pork. chicken. beef. venison. fish. lobster. oysters. pizza. ambrosia. pasta. sandwiches. soup.
[ HOBBIES ]  ~  music. piano. flute. woodwinds. whistles. drums. guitar. cello. synthesizer. violin. lute. harp. fiddle. harmonica. trumpet. brass. singing. composing. folk. classical. bluegrass. blues. jazz. big band. pop. country. rock. punk. metal. electronica. hip hop. reggae. ska. rap. vinyl records. cassettes. cds. soundcloud. itunes. spotify. art. sculpting. pottery. painting. watercolour. drawing. pastels. charcoal. sketching. graffiti. printing. inking. collecting. fighting. martial arts. self-defence. boxing. fencing. sumo. wrestling. jousting. paintball. lazer tag. duelling. hunting. fishing. climbing. weight lifting. training. sports. football. football (usa). rugby. baseball. cricket. lacrosse. volleyball. basketball. tennis. badminton. skating. cycling. sailing.  swimming. rowing. hiking. running. gymnastics. dancing. ice skating. hockey. reading. writing. cooking. sewing. acting. photography. video games. horseback riding. gardening. smithing. shopping. traveling. movies. theatre, libraries. books. magazines. playing cards. poker chips. chess. dice. science.
[ STYLE ]  ~  nudism. perfume. cologne. piercings. tattoos. henna. body paint. war paint. make up. lipstick. mascara. eyeliner. eye shadow. powder. beauty marks. blush. nail polish. lingerie. fishnet. pantie-hoes. socks. stockings. leggings. long johns. under armor. corsets. sports bras. bustles. camisoles. blouses. button ups. tunics. vests. waistcoats. leather jackets. ponchos. sweaters/jumpers. hoodies. skirts. jeans. kilts. breeches. scarfs. cravats. ascots. belts. sashes. gloves. heels. sandals. platforms. tennis shoes. penny loafers. jordans. slippers. boots. cowboy boots. rain boots. army boots. armor. justaucorps. trench coats. capes. cloaks. burqa. suits. tuxedos. kimonos. saris. sun dresses. gowns. jewelry. earrings. noes rings. lip rings. tongue piercings. belly rings. gauges. eyebrow rings. necklaces. pearl strings. leis. bracelets. bangles. cuffs. watches. friendship bracelets. rings. pendants. lockets. broaches. boutonnieres. pocket watches. cuff links. hats. crowns. circlets. flower crowns. helmets. hijabs. turbans. baseball caps. cowboy hats. brocade. doublet. gorget. bracers. masks. cowls. braces. glasses. sun glasses. eye contacts. pajamas.
[ MISC ]  ~ balloons. bubbles. candles. battle. war. diplomacy. peace. money. power. clocks. photos. mirrors. pets. diary. fairy lights. madness. sanity. sadness. happiness. optimism. pessimism. loneliness. family. friends. assistants. co-workers. enemies. loyalty. smoking. drugs. kindness. love. sex. hugs. duality. sin. lust. greed. wrath. envy. sloth. gluttony. pride. virtue. chivalry. honor. piety. charity. diligence. chastity. gentleness. aggression. romance. hatred. grief. pity. success. bitterness. sorrow. joy. fear. anger. good. evil. relativity. vampirism. sapphism. life. birth. time. death. illusion. silence.
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