#FUCK SORRY. FORGOT 2 TAG. :

[halsaph]

Something I haven't seen anyone else point out but is soooooo important to me is the progression from "dont ever touch me again" in NE to Amena being allowed to play with Murderbot's hair to try to make it feel better in System Collapse

#murderbot diaries #the murderbot diaries #murderbot #I still can't tell which of these is the main tag bc some people only post in one and some post in all 3 or just 2 of them and like idk #system collapse spoilers #forgot that one fuck sorry

[headcrabfever]

💌 peace and love on planet autism 💌

I LOVE OLD MAN YAOI !!!!!!

Swagless Below Cut <3

#the funny thing is we haven't even gotten up to gay^2 bubby/dr feelgood's part in the y2kvr readalong yet #i just got possessed ¯\_(ツ)_/ #hlvrai #sorry gamers im main tagging this i spent too much effort on it #bubby #dr bubby #prof bubby #bubby hlvrai #theres so many!!! quadruple combo bubby!!! #y2kvr #almost fucking forgot that <3 #if you saw me post this onto the wrong blog no you didn't #apologies to normal people (i am not sorry (⁠◠⁠‿⁠・⁠)⁠—⁠☆) #doodlin

[trannypresident]

ohh demons are real u guys. i need to break a smart soft-spoken boy. ik the ohhh intelligent sub being corrupted thing has been done a billion times over on here but it's so fucking good. meeting a guy and indulging him on his ambitions and interests and learning the mechanisms of how he thinks just to use it to turn him into my mindless toy... what, are you surprised i could subdue you? it must've been so hard for you to even try to resist when every fibre of your mind and body is begging for me. oh honey, that facade doesn't fit you any longer. you're no less simple than a machine, and anything can be reprogrammed as long as you read enough into the documentation

#✎🐂 #sorry i lowkey want to fuck computers. my blog my rules #t4t nsft #t4t ns/fw #ftm t4t #t4t mlm #trans nsft #trans t4t #dumification #sorry also that all my top posts so far have been abt guys. theres just something special 2 me about deeply altering a boys psyche 4ever #let me reprogram you <3 #queer nsft #i forgot that tag.

[hailsatanacab]

ur new chapter....... i will never emotionally recover,,

jk i loved it, just not the kind of thing one should read after being in a car for 5 hours straight

on with the memes >:)

the last one feels quite on the nose lol

gonna go pass out now haha

How do you think of these??? How???

for chapter 6 of cetbwa

#dpdc #dp x dc #batman #danny phantom #cetbwa #close enough to be whole aagin #hey i did it!!!! #i did all the tags!!! #ah shit wait i forgot to tag you again lmao #tellmeabtspinos #now i did it!!!!! #now sit there and let me talk at you about the memes because #my goodness?????? how in the hell do you even think of them?? #i tried you know that? when i was posting yesterday?? #but i was like 'there is nothing in this chapter that is meme worthy' and then you go and hilariously prove me wrong haha #you are so clever and funny and i bow down to your memery #ugh you just cant say memery without sounding like such a dick haha #okay you ready for this???? 1) to see my username in a meme was fucking weird and it made me shout out loud #i loved it so much haha #2) danny :( baby :( im sorry im way too mean on you! #3) i had no idea that end note was gonna get everyone that way haha but im also so glad it did! #part of me wishes the fic switched povs so we could see what damian is thinking becauae it is SO MUCH for him right now #completely understandable #but im so far into it that i cant change it so i gotta do something haha #4) ..... i almost kinda dont want to comment because by the end of this fic Danny’s gonna have like 200 cards 😅😅 #he's traumatised okay????? opening up is hard okay???? #(unless its a vivisection you just have to lie there for that 😘😘) #5) it might be on the nose but it made me scream 'THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT IT IS!!' when i saw it so its absolutely worth it haha #ohhh mmyyyyy gGOOODNNENNESSSS i cannot get over how good these are #ah shit i hit tag limit and i was gonna ask how your day was and wish that your car journey wasnt too bad so quick ty ilysm these are amazi

[trenchcoatsbi]

Happy five months to the Trenchcoat!!

psstt check out the stuff under the cut there’s more art and it’s pretty cool stuff if i do say so myself

Hi so I’ve been meaning to draw anons, like for fun and my enrichment (<- i really like drawing things for people i like) and uh that sketching session I had like three days did net me a lot of terrible awful rough sketches I could work off of, so i kinda just bit the bullet and started doing shit. so uh yeah that’s why there’s bonus drawings this go around for the blogiversary! There’s 2 more bonus drawings on the way btw!! I just did not have the spoons (or the ability to keep my joints normal enough) to be drawing long enough everyday to finish four full drawings from scratch with multiple characters in each, so the other two will be posted in the next few daysish hopefully…

sorry to anyone not included in one of these/in the other two I did try my best to remember as many of our frequent askers as possible but a lot of the anons who haven’t been chatting recently kinda just got buried by the qsmp folks lol…. speaking of the qsmp yall are pretty much the reason there’s group drawings and not just all silly doodles like the one with me and Vale (<- which i technically drew last month and could’ve posted at literally anytime but shh that doesn’t matter). I mean group drawings are not easy either but fucking hell you guys are three drawings all on your own…

I had to try so hard not to ask you guys what you looked like since I wanted this to be a surprise and since I just made up designs for the most parts here's who's in the bonuses!

Bonus 1:

Vale (🌾🪶 anon)

Bonus 2:

official-big-q

llulah anon (twice technically lol)

wilbur (ethercollective)

bad & foolish (itty-bitty-ferns)

q!pac anon

Bonus 3 (I might repost this drawing later with edited shading. it's too dark looking at it on my computer screen ugh i hate how colors look different on different screens):

💙🐏 anon

🦁⛰️ anon

Voidling anon

#phil posts #guys i’ve been going insane keeping this to myself btw I was so close to going to the discord and jsut posting the bonuses early over there #luckily my terrible sleep schedule knocked me out enough to keep me from doing that #i literally finished bonus 3 uh like at 2 am this mornign? something like that idk it kept me up cause my ipad kept crashing #like its not the most layers I've used for a drawing but I sure did put a lot of overlays on for the shading... #should i tag the anons here? probably. will i? no. god no sorry guys i don't wanna tag yall rn #anyway working on bonus 4 now let's goooo #i fucking forgot ot post this it was literally why i got on my computer fucking helll

[devilishdelights]

could not be mc because if i heard a voice speaking to me i’d just think it’s on me and my brain. like oh no i’m hallucinating voices again haha, makes sense since i’m in this stressful insane situation :)

and then at some other point when it does become unbearable and i realize it’s NOT me id just ask to move to purgatory hall. (would ask diavolo directly and give my reasoning as to why because lucifer is a dickhead and would say no simply because he can)

#there is a chance diavolo says no too but…. i am going to be annoying. u brought me here against my will i have a right to be annoying. #so i’ll just go 🥺🥺🥺🥺 at the angels until they INSIST upon having me ❤️ #sorry id rather room with the angels and some old guy than demons that barge in your room and yell 24/7 like i can get that at home #baking with luke and simeon and learning magic from solomon sounds so fun and peaceful #ok fuck i forgot solomon’s cooking. id jusf tell him not to fuvkin add that weird ass mushroom he found outside no ifs ands or buts. i #will become the second house mom. (simeon is the first) #yk how fun and soft domestic life would be with them though….. #throuple simeon mc and solomon and their kid luke #i think of that sometimes #however if beel or mams gave 🥺 eyes i’d feel bad….like okay i’ll stay i’m sorry…..pls forgive me 👉👈 #then mams says some stupid shit 2 seconds later and i’m fuckin leaving again #these tags are so long this is why i abbreviate shit LOL

[starringplatinum]

back at it again with my silly little stocean edits B)

#my posts #stone ocean #jjba #jojo's bizarre adventure #hermes costello #narciso anasui #weather report #stone ocean spoilers #im very proud of these #i simply think vitiligo weather is a god tier headcanon and i wish i saw it more #blue anasui is my fav of his colour palettes no explanation needed #and every day i miss hermes' gold eyes more #oh man i forgot abt her alt name spelling for a sec #ermes costello #there #sorry im used to the english manga translation and also just like it more #anyways batch 3 killed me Fucking Dead how are you all doing #hermes #anasui #forgot i tagged chars by just their first names on this blog fr the most part so i added the last 2 tags

[palebloodpresence]

what if i said my genuine opinion of "rom the vacuous spider" is that she's actually not like, peaceful because she's stupid, she's just extremely fucking chill bc she's so enlightened. like she WILL defend herself but really she just wants to hide in her cool lake world and hide dark rituals

#idk i have crazy amount of thoughts on rom lately (makes a post thats half tags) (im sorry in advance) #like that she was blessed by kos.... now how you interpret HER and her relationship w the fishing hamlet may vary but like #kos strikes me as sympathetic towards humans (who are not hunters. it is the HUNTERS nightmare. though ive always wondered) #(why are there research patients there? what did THEY do?) #(anyway. idk i like to think that rom was very kind (if a bit. dumb maybe? but like tbh thats so subjective.) and thats why kos blessed her #thats extremely cheesy and sappy for bloodborne ikik but like. ye #though ive also seen other theories on how she might have ascended that ARENT related to kos giving her eyes #or ones that focus on the cut content abt kos being ebrietas's name at one point in development #which has VERY different implications (+ tbh? more likely #ebrietas has a more confirmed affinity for helping humans and also the whole 'altar of despair' grieving #(which re the character model: tbh i think its MEANT to be rom #but they didnt design it very accurately) #anyway thats all thank u for coming to my impromptu ted talk #OH WAIT edit i forgot to add i think we should consider WHO is calling her vacuous. the brygenwerth scholars? we know SO little about #1. who she was #and 2. where she earned this title. for fucks sake shes not even that spider shaped. whos to say this moniker is accurate? #not trying to start shit. i would love her even if no thoughts head empty #but like i hc her as niceys idk

[gothamghostwhispers]

[ @bugboi-of-gotham ]

Oh no….

#whispers #bugboi #but only mentioned #only in gotham rp #only in gotham #dc rp #security footage #(I know I said I wouldn’t finish this tonight but I ended up finishing it) #(also this is what Artem looks like I included their general body shape their scaring and their peircifs even if most aren’t visible) #(*piercings sorry I made that tag at 2 am) #(hope you all like it haha it’s been years since I’ve drawn a fully colored piece like this) #(going to bed i think night all) #oc artwork #(Artem usually binds but they’re dancing alone in their home so like I didn’t bother with it) #(Artem has 3 scars that are visible here but the one on their head is a bit hard to see cause they always cover it with hair #) #(they will never admit to their feelings though so it’s time for the secretly pining portion of the story) #(I forgot their glasses asdfgjagsii fuck) #(my favorite part of this aside from like the plot implications is the surprisingly gender affirming riddler shorts)

[aq2003]

oh btw i get even more why brennan (like me) clocked sophomore year fabian as fucked up and sad even if some of the other pcs were like "what are you talking about dude" . it's because the basic core theses of fabian and leiland eftbk as characters are actually pretty similar

#AND matt mercer was like 'yes absolutely. my character has so many issues' meanwhile b4 lou could even say anything siobhan/adaine #went 'fabian isnt depressed his life rules.' #which like. 1) deeply incorrect statement. 2) fairly in character for adaine to say. 3) unfortunately this caused #a pretty big shift in tone w regards to how seriously fabian's arc ended up being executed #2.5) i could write a whole other post on how point 2 could be a super interesting thing to explore w adaine #she starts off so aware of there being no love from her parents towards her. so she sees love between a parent and a child #and cant conceptualize their relationship being ultimately harmful. like she learned long ago that there was no point seeking approval from #her parents meanwhile fabian made it his whole entire life's goal to do just that thing. both of them are fucked up in opposite directions. #crunchy concept yet very unexplored. and i'm not expecting this to happen in a potential s3 im just throwing ideas around like basebal #d20 #eftbk #fantasy high #sorry wrote all those tags then forgot to elaborate on how fabian and leiland are similar anyway it's this whole idea of #having this unhealthy dependency on the approval of someone you admire to the ends of the earth despite them being #fully and clearly a toxic influence on you. The whole illusion of inflated self worth howthat all crumbles when you Realize how fragile you #whole entire worldview was. and THEN you have an embarrassing breakdown in front of ur friends #and this is SO terrifying because you have really tried your best to look really cool and put-together in front of them #it's the 'getting knocked down SO hard and having to build yourself up by recognizing the love from your friends #+finding something completely different from the person you hinged your entire being on in order to find your way to the surface' of it all #also galfast/whitclaw are surprisingly similar narrative wise it's so funny to me. th storytelling series of nat 1s against an op enemy </3 #i think it WAS easier to execute leiland's character arc in the way it was bc a) he was played to be so CLEARLY insecure from minute 1 #and b) it is very easy to condemn ripoff sauron and say 'yeah this guy sucked and we're glad that leiland and maggie are free from him' #meanwhile for fabian. a) he has convinced himself that nothing is wrong with him even though there so clearly is #and b) you have to acknowledge that bill loved his son so deeply yet was such a bad influence on him #it's such a bittersweet-bitter complexity and i imagine it would be super hard to pull off esp when bill and fabian's dynamic is #played as fairly comedic most of the time. in this vein of 'this evil guy is so evil but he cares about his son this hard and it's funny' #and also just the fact this kind of bitter complicated parent-child dynamic is very rarely portrayed and pulled off well. #WHY the fuck are these tags so long if you read all this i'm so sorry

[tombware]

seeing like a mini debate about ast*rion vs daer*n ar*ndae in regards of quality and i might be specifically seeing only one sides opinion because. i do not think Mr. D is more compelling. ultimately i think theyre quite different as well so idfk

#censoring because i dont want it to pop up in peoples searchs #i might be biased because of 1. d*erans terrible voice acting 2. i have a harder time feeling text-based scenes #i guess the argument is more in regards to their romances and yeah okay d*erans progresses more naturally/feels realer ill give him that #but also i feel like there are more limitations to making a game with proper cinematics. if its only text you have more leeway to make #a relationship progress better and feel more believable idfk #d*erans facetious pseudotsundere antics are very cute but. i will never get over astarions act 2 scene and the graveyard scene #and if you dont talk about their romances im sorry i think astarions storyline wins. #i will say i like the way daer*n words things a lot its quite yummy #basically i saw daer*ns romance and thought “ohhh cute” and forgot a week afterwards. but also hes too much of a young pretty boy for me #i do keep thinking about camellia though. i dont think shes well written but her ass' crazy #it was really cool that her romance's ending is that she fucking abandons you 32rwrgew love herrrrr #you know what im adding more tags because upon further reflection i think part of my opinion is informed by the fact that im not a romantic #so that d*erans romance is more romantic doesnt really affect my opinion because i romance characters to see more of them #not for the romance experience. so idk if thats why i disagree with so many people #do you know all those headcanons that want to make tav way more relevant in astarions life than theyre supposed to be? #i think my disapproval of that is kind of related to this as well. whys tav the bus driver all of a sudden. idc about them

[dinerfries]

WHO IS THIS GUY LITERALLLY WHO ARE YOU

#ribsy art!!!!!! #NOT fucking tagging #sorry im insane about a podcast ive never listened to and only listened to the first ep for free then forgot then remembered #and then became autistic about fake made up versions of them in my head!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #if you can gues........ gold star....... if ur mean.........im shooting u in the face #drew this back like a month ago and debated posting it here for a looonnggg time but i just like it sooo much #anyway be fucking nice 2 me <3

[venichors]

they kill eachother 8 times a week and people still say love is dead

#sorry for re-up i fucking forgot to tag it with baroaso #baroaso #dgs #dgs 2 spoilers #the great ace attorney #tgaa #kazuma asogi #barok van zieks

[alstroemerian-dragon]

Hi I saw your tags on that hajihiko art and that bit about your fic sounds really interesting if you don’t mind I kinda wanna hear more if not then I’ll happily wait for the fic!

youve activated my trap card aka asking me to explain my thoughts !!!! this might get long

my fic is basically a long form. uh. character study? relationship study? thats pretty much just hajime and fuyuhiko having Very Intimate And Personal Conversations (Five Times!) over the first. year? post wake up. and in one of them they have a lengthy discussion about the whole concept of any of them having kids

because hiko is like. hiko is the kind of person who is Very Practical And Realistic (though some may say Pessimistic). and he is of the opinion that things can only be calm and good for so long before shit hits the fan again right? so, in that case, having children with them is only going to make things worse. first, putting kids into an actively dangerous situation is pretty high up in his List Of Terrible Fucking Things Someone Can Do (which is fair, because it is, but also because. Yknow. Personal Experience). second, children being with them is, from a purely practical standpoint, going to be a Huge amount of baggage if they ever need to Leave Right Now Very Quickly. kids are also an ENORMOUS weakness if the enemy ever discovers their existence. so in his mind, theyre a huge disadvantage and just generally a Terrible Fucking Idea.

weirdly enough, though, in the conversation, this is not his argument. because in the circumstances, theyre both kind of in a very vulnerable and open place for this conversation, and so he comes at it from an emotional standpoint. and fuyuhikos emotions around them having kids are complicated.

theres the guilt, right? theyre all classified as war criminals, basically, and are guilty of some of the most heinous acts known to man. they may be being left alone, and they may be repentant and in recovery NOW, but the effects of their actions are gonna be felt for a long time, probably decades. do they even deserve the joy of childcare? of having their own children and raising them and seeing them grow? additionally, they have no idea how long theyre gonna be stuck on those islands. maybe even forever. keeping their kids trapped there when they did nothing wrong aside from. well. Being The Kids Of The Remnants. is almost cruel, right? but if they dont want that, they basically have to give their kids up at some point, maybe even to the future foundation to be integrated into the new world. but when do you do that? when theyre babies, so they never know who their real parents are and never have to reckon with the impact they had on the world? or when theyre young adults, with the full knowledge of what their parents did and who they are, and that the world, which will definitely be utterly fucked for a long time even after the tragedy is officially classified as ‘over’ (whatever that means), will despise them just by virtue of who gave birth to them?

either way, theyre gonna lose their kids at some point. and thats going to hurt. not just the kids themselves, being thrust into a world like that, but the remnants too. those are their children.

fuyuhiko also just… has a lot of guilt and fear around having kids because of his upbringing. you cant tell me he isnt so afraid of turning into his parents, of endangering his own kids, of being too angry and too volatile and too broken to care for them properly. so in his mind, the only real fix to the situation is to just never have them in the first place.

but hajime… hajimes situation is a lot different. first off, in my funny little brain space hajime is very very much a trans man, and though his relationship with identity and gender specifically is very messy due to The Horrors, he clings to his identity as a man in the same way he clings to the name hajime hinata, as an anchor to stability and purpose. if he is hajime hinata, then he is also a man, because hajime hinata was one. this is of course a huge simplification and i could make a whole other post about hajimes fucked up gender shit but its NOT THIS ONE so were moving on. anyway, his relationship with having his own kids therefore is very complicated, as many trans men will tell you, and this is… complicated by another thing i wont go into because its very sad and not really the point and also kind of a spoiler. anyway.

but aside from just himself, hajime is also extremely practical. the difference between his practicality and fuyuhikos is that while fuyuhiko’s practicality is rooted in a childhood of danger and violence and ruthlessness, hajimes is rooted in analytics, because thats just the way his brain works now. numbers and percentages and chance. on top of that, though, what balances out that practicality is that in hajimes brain, one of the most important things about Being Human is Having Human Connections. its how he fights the boredom, fights off the constantly encroaching emptiness in the back of his head. people are complicated and messy and a lot more unpredictable than his izuru conditioning would have had him believe, and he revels in that, in understanding that people have habits and recognizable traits while also doing the weirdest shit possible when you least expect it. having human connections helps him feel human, helps him feel his emotions the most strongly, and he clings to that.

so he understands, on a very base level, why some of them would want children. he understands that a lot of them probably will when they wake up. he understands that they will all adore those kids when theyre born, that the fifteen of them will be a village, will do everything in their power to make sure those kids are happy and safe and understand the dangers of the world while not being subjected to the worst of it until theyre ready.

but hajime also understands philosophy and psychology on a very high level. because you know. the horrors. so he also can reckon with the fact that its not an easy question to answer. should they have kids? would it be ethical to have kids? they dont have an answer thats going to satisfy everyone. some of them are going to stubbornly insist none of them should. some of them are going to be desperate for them. some of them arent going to care. hes skilled in medical knowledge (again, the horrors), and if there are accidents they can be dealt with, but some people arent going to want that. he and/or mikan could probably handle childbirth, as long as theyre not actively in danger, but again, theres the question of whether they even should.

thats. the basis of their conversation. they dont end up with an answer, and i dont think i honestly have one either. could they potentially have children at some point in their lives? probably, yeah. but the logistics of that, of when they would, when the kids would leave, how they would be raised, is a lot more complicated than just ‘cute domestic childcare.’

BUT THATS. yeah. its really funny that this ended up so long because that conversation is maybe a whole 18% of the total length of that chapter and thats. being lax on what constitutes as ‘part of that conversation’ fjshfjsjfjjsjs. the thing about me is that i can not shut the fuck up to save my life, so they discuss like. SIX different topics in that conversation. it makes me very afraid that people wont be able to follow it or will get tired of all the dialogue but. Thats Just Something I Will Have To Deal With.

someday ill post this fucking fanfiction. im trying to get at least. four? of the chapters done before i start posting because i have a long history of starting to post chapters/segments of a fic only for my fixation to crumble and then i never finish it. im hoping building up engagement w this blog will help so people will talk to me and keep my writing lmao. im glad youre interested though!!!!!! ive put a lot of love into all the writing ive done for dr so far

#oh no i need an ask tag #uh. uh. fuck. #answering machine #gunfr0st #personal #meta #danganronpa #super danganronpa 2 #im so sorry if you expected a short or concise answer. i have worms. in my brain #and ethical dilemmas are like fucking catnip to me #make me go ‘oohoohoohoo for me?? for me you say????’ and then i write 30k words of characters talking about it #sorry it took me a bit to get to this i wrote out most of this when i first got this ask #and then i had to go shopping and take the husband to work etc etc #took a hot minute. thanks for ur patience! #crossing my fingers that the readmore works #oh shit i should probably. main tag this huh. i totally forgot about that

[spghtrbry]

hello dear opera tumblr. once again it’s me with my stupid carmen doodles (also one exclusive jonas kaufmann picture lol). as usual, context in tags

#carmen opera #carmen #don josé #escamillo #micaëla #im taking a deep breath and starting to type #the first one uhh.. im obsessed with the fact that carmen calls him canary in the book OKAY pls dont judge me lol #the second one is kinda the same thing #the third picture umm.. so ive watched a staging with kaufmann and schrott and.. this.. this just happened. you should be grateful for that #s the only thing i decided to post #4-5 are about those fucking cloaks DID YOU SEE THEM i mean. don jose a certified emoboy. #then... oh its just a sketch based on a moment from a book. when he plays mandolin #yes i drew a guitar but um.. guitarist solidarity okay?. #then theres just some stupid jokes nothing special #and the last one is a kaufmann doodle. so ive sent a photo of him and said that he looks like a ram and my friend asked me to draw him with #horns lol thats it #OKAY IM DONE. i had like 2 redbulls so dont be surprised #im sorry #OH AND I FORGOT TO TAG THIS WITH #jonas kaufmann #now im done.