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ravennaortiz · 12 days
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Your Boyfriend is a Bitch headcanon SOA version
Summary: How the guys would react if they overheard some guy hitting on you and telling that your boyfriend is a bitch. Inspiration came from the song below.
Tag List: @keyweegirlie @hatersaremymotivators @meera10 @youngadult9016 @littlefrogbrain
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Our sweet Juice is amused at first that goofy grin plastered on his face as he sips his beer. He figures it was obvious that you are with him since the guy literally stepped in between you two as you guys were sitting and talking at the clubhouses bar. Guy must just be to caught up in how beautiful his Old Lady is. Then he hears the guy tell you that your boyfriend is a bitch and he could take him. "Alright buddy" laughs Juice that goofy grin slipping into a tight smile as he grabs his shoulder. Slipping off the stool he steers the guy out the door. "Be back in a bit babe" he calls over his shoulder to you.
"Surprise surprise he couldn't take me. Guess you are stuck with me" states Juice smugly as he rejoins you giving you a kiss on the forehead.
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Chibs has grown used to the "youngins" hitting on you and such. He used to be quick to swing but your calming nature had him using patience and words a little more often now than his fist. This time though he puts the young man through one of the tables. It's hard to say whose more shocked between the three of you. "Think you can do her better Laddie?" Chibs chuckles darkly as he shakes his head at the trembling man under him. "Why don't you join me and my Ole Lady here in the bedroom. One of us can learn some pointers".
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Happy turned away from the pool table when he heard the new prospects response to your decline of a date. Your wide eyed expression, tight smile and nervous chuckle when his eyes met yours told him he had in fact heard the idiot correctly. It was nothing to the prospects expression as he turned to see who you were looking at. Happy simply rolled his toothpick from one side of his mouth to the other for a moment before speaking. "I'm her bitch boyfriend.
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Jax is swinging fists before the guy knows what is happening. He demands the guy to answer him between every hard blow. "Think I'm still a bitch?" Are you blind? Couldn't see her crow? The ring?" "Did you miss my arm around her waist?". Jax only relents when Chibs and Opie pull him off the guy. Without another word he pulls you to the dorm hallway to relieve some more of his anger in a more enjoyable way.
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Half-Sack is quick to be in the guys face. Newly patched he feels he has a lot to prove still. He makes it clear he doesn't need a gun to win a fight. Which does not last long and leaves the guy hitting on you knocked out and being dragged out of the clubhouse by Happy.
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At first Tig thinks you and Kozik are playing a joke on him when you two tell him what happened inside while you were getting a drink. The two of you loved to rile him up and play jokes on him. He also can't wrap his mind around who in their right mind would tell his gorgeous, pregnant wife that she could do better and they could do her better. Especially not after you two had been together for ten years. The tears that start to well up though have him up on his feet and inside, dragging the man out by his kutte. Once he gets your nod of confirmation he pulls him toward the ring.
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Opie while usually level headed and one to think things through before reacting. Can't help but to punch the guy in his face before he can even get his sentence out. While he agrees with the guy that you can in fact do better than an outlaw biker, no one else gets to say it.
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Kozik would have let it slide. Being called a bitch and stuff did not bother him. What bothered him was how uncomfortable you got and how the guy would not back off. The quiet whisper of his government name from your lips had him grabbing the offending guy into a chokehold and yanking him out of the clubhouse to teach him a lesson on respect.
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Rat had his teeth gritted as he served drinks from behind the bar. Still being a prospect he was limited on what he could do to a patched member, let alone the VP of another visiting charter. "You have my permission to handle that" stated Jax as he came around the bar, having heard what was happening. Rat nodded his head in appreciation before yanking the guy over the bar top. There were perks to dating the sister of the mother charters President.
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juiceortiz · 1 month
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DROP AT 12 PM EST TODAY!!
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drabbles-mc · 2 months
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Reminders
Herman Kozik x GN!Reader
Warnings: 18+, light angst if you squint but it's mostly fluff
With the help of This Prompt List by @creativepromptsforwriting and my trusty Wheel of Names with every character I’ve ever written for, I’m aiming to write a fic in 500 words or less every day of March. We’ll see how far we get!
Prompt: lake
Word Count: 200
A/N: I've missed this dude i can't lie 🥰
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Kozik never talked to you much about his life back in Tacoma. You never pushed him about it, either, figuring there was a reason he kept most of it to himself. Whatever his life was back then, it had landed him in an MC, and it had also been a life that made him up and move to Charming.
You were helping him through the daunting task of unpacking his boxes into the new house. You’d stumbled across one that had photos in it, some framed, some not. One of them was clearly him as a child, standing on the dock at a lake holding up a fish in his hand.
He saw the smile on your face and walked over to see what it was you were looking at. When he saw the photo, he allowed himself a smile too. It wasn’t all bad, even if a good portion of it had been, but it was nice to have some reminders.
“You were so cute,” you said with a grin.
“Hey,” he pretended to offended, “I still am.”
You tilted your head back as you laughed before leaning over and kissing him lightly on the lips. “Yes you are.”
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bullet-prooflove · 1 year
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Hold My Girl: Herman Kozik x Reader
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It’s on a run to Tuscon that Kozik breaks away from the group and diverts to a small neighbourhood on the outskirts of the Sonora. It’s a quiet street, too quaint for the likes of him with his leather kutte, and a bike that crashes through the tranquillity.
The house he pulls up in front of is one he knows well; you’ve changed the colour of the door. It’s a soothing sage instead of the vivid red it was before he left. It fits better with the white exterior of the small dwelling. The honeysuckle is still there on the right side of the doorframe, the scent fills him with a sense of home as he stands on the doorstep and raps his knuckles on the door. He had a key once, but he lost it somewhere back in Charming. He can hear music on the opposite side of the door, something low and acoustic, he knows it helps you to concentrate when you sit at the kitchen table working on lesson plans. 
The sound of it makes his heart ache because it reminds him of the things he’s missed since he’s been away. He remembers mornings in the kitchen, watching you over a sunshine yellow mug as you emerge from the bedroom in his t-shirt and nothing else. He remembers how the last time ended with him making love to you on the coffee table, his hands in your hair as you kissed him. It’s moments like that that make him forget anything else. It’s just you and him, and nothing else exists.
When the door swings open it feels like he can’t breathe because you’re standing there and he’s forgotten how beautiful you actually are. His memories, the ones he’s carried for the past few months don’t do you justice. His gaze falls to the necklace that hangs around your throat, a tiny silver moon, it’s nothing really but it’s everything at the same time. He knows what it means, your still his, you still carry a part of him with you, the same way he does with that tattoo above his heart.
He opens his mouth to speak but you’re already in motion. He laughs as he wraps his arms around your form, clasping you close. It’s perfect, the way you fit against him, like the two of you were made for one another.
“I can’t stay long,” he whispers into your hair. “I just wanted to come by and hold my girl.”
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tumbleweed-writes · 11 days
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Juice: “one out of four people experience same sex attraction at one point in their lives. There are four of us standing in this room right now.”
Kozik: “I hope it’s Tig, he’s really attractive and has great hair.”
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imagininghim · 11 months
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Chapter 30
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A/N: It's been so so long since I've wrote and I tried to re-read the other chpaters to remember what I've written. So, I hope it's as good as before.
I do apologize for the short chapter. I am working through going through all the chapters and editing them and making some minor changes, I will update if there is any major changes!
My original plan was to stay in par with the show but I have decided to change that and go in a different way, there will still be some parts that are in par with the show but most of the story will start to go in a different route.
I am currently finishing up the end of my Psychology degree which is why I haven't written in a while but I hope you guys still enjoy it!
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Waking to the sun bright in my eyes, Jax's arms wrapped around my waist. I smiled brightly as I glanced down at my hand to see the sparkling diamond ring on my hand. I twisted towards the nightstand and reached for my phone.
"Happily ever after won't be so happy when I get my hands on you." The message read from an unknown number. My stomach dropped as I slipped out from underneath Jax's grip and proceeded to get dressed.
I glanced back at Jax, noticing he was sound asleep before heading out the door and out into the club. Walking out I seen Tig and Chibs sitting at the bar.
"Goodmorning Dollface" Tig chirped as he poured up a cup of coffee laying it on the bar and sliding it towards me.
"Good morning, I'm gonna head up to the roof for a little while." The boys both nodded as I rose up and proceeded to the roof.
The sun was shining, beating the heat into the roof. I placed the cup of coffee on the ledge, hauling my phone out again re-reading the text over and over again.
What am I going to do?
I paced back and forth contemplating whether or not I should tell the Jax and the club or leave it, but I was torn away from my thoughts by the sound of foots steps approaching behind me. I jumped when I felt two warm hands taking ahold of my hips.
"Hey, you okay?" I felt some of the tension leave my shoulders when I heard the sound of Jax's voice. Turning to face him, I slid my phone into my back pocket of my shorts and gave him a smile.
"Yeah, of course. You just spooked me a little, is all." He looked at me a bit skeptical before shrugging it off and nodding.
"You weren't there when I woke up, I came to find you and Tig said you were up here." I took a seat and picked up my coffee.
"I just came out for a bit of sunshine and fresh air is all." Taking a seat next to me, Jax reached over and took the cup from my hands and took a sip.
"The club and I have to do a run today, we should be back in about three days. I got Gemma and the prospects checking in on you while were gone." I nodded with a small smile, the thought of the text swirling around in my thoughts. "Are you sure everything's okay? I can try to sta-"
"No!" I cut Jax off before continuing, No, I'm fine. Just tired, you go deal with club business and don't worry about me." I could tell that he knew something was up but he gave me a nod and a quick kiss before climbing down the latter.
Sliding my phone from my back pocket, I re-read the text over and over again.
What the fuck am I gonna do?
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The boys finished in church as the prospects loaded the guns into the duffel bags, I leaned against the bar as Jax made his way over to me.
"You stay safe, don't leave here unless someone is with you." I gave him a small chuckle, laying my hands against his chest playing with the strings on his hoodie.
"I don't need a babysitter Jax. I am a big girl, I can handle myself." He stared at me without blinking. "Okay fine, I'll make someone comes with me." He gave me his famous Teller smirk before placing his lips against mine.
The sound of someone clearing their throat made us tear apart. Jax turned around to reveal the Opie standing behind him.
"It's time to go." He nodded before turning back to me.
"I love you, stay safe. We'll be gone three days tops." I pressed my lips to his. Pulling away I spoke,
"I love you, stay safe." And with that they headed out.
When the club was empty and the boys were gone, I felt my phone vibrate.
"Looks like someones all alone with no big bad biker to protect them."
Fuck.
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obsessedasusual · 2 years
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Better than Prince Charming - Herman Kozik
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Summary: If Kozik can rely on one constant in his life, it’s Happy’s sister.
Warnings: swearing…. That’s all folks!
Note: 1.7k - Remember when I fell down my Kozik rabbit hole? I’m still there😌 wowowowowowow I have been in a FUNK lately. Work is crazy, been writing so many reports that I’ve had no motivation to write anything else riiipppp. So this isn’t great, but I finished it!!!! Had to get it outta my head and try get back into the writing groove! Peace.
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A massive moving truck backing into your mother’s driveway wasn’t exactly what you were expecting when she had mentioned your brother and his brothers would be stopping by.
You stilled your movements of mixing the muffin batter and watched as a guy in a kutte jumped out of the cab and started directing the driver back further.
It wasn’t often both you and Happy, and a few plus ones, were able to visit your mom at the same time so when you could, she went all out with the food. And you, living a whole lot closer to her than your brother in Charming, had been roped in to help prepare it.
Just as you were about to alert your mom, who was busy in another room dusting a cabinet that didn’t need dusting, about the guy you didn’t recognise, the driver's door of the truck swung open and another Son jumped out.
This one you recognised. Blonde hair, tattoos, aura that screamed Cali surfer dude. Herman Kozik.
Abandoning your post in the kitchen you made your way out of the house and into the front yard, “Who the hell let you behind the wheel of that thing?”
Both heads snapped toward you at the sound of your voice. The one you didn’t recognise stared in confusion, while Kozik’s face broke out in a grin as he began to walk toward you, “How ya doing, sunshine?”
When he reached you he had no hesitation in wrapping an arm around your shoulders and pulling you into him in greeting, placing a kiss to your temple.
You smiled at him as you broke the hug, “Long time no see, Sarge,” you nodded toward the truck, “you planning on moving in or what?”
His gaze followed yours to the driveway and the younger man awkwardly standing around, “Maybe I’m planning on opening up an alcohol shop.” He gestured briefly to the writing on the side of the vehicle, “Happy’s running late, said he’ll be here this afternoon.”
You raised your eyebrow at him, “Can’t wait. Who’s your friend?”
Kozik nodded toward his fellow Son and gestured for him to make his way over, “Meet Miles. Miles, Happy’s sister.”
Miles’ eyes widened as he clicked to who you were, shaking your outstretched hand when you told him your name.
“Ma’s gone all out on the food for you guys. Hope you’re hungry.”
Kozik beamed at the revelation and nodded toward the house, “Lead the way, sweetheart.”
You started back toward the door, “Flattery gets you nowhere.”
The second the three of you stepped inside you were pushed out of the way as your mom stepped excitedly to greet the two Sons, namely Kozik.
She had gladly claimed him as one of her own after the first time she’d met him. Much to the dismay of you and Happy, suddenly finding yourselves fighting for her attention while she fussed over the blonde.
‘What a nice boy!’
‘So respectful, he just did the dishes. I didn’t even ask!’
‘And a bit of a looker too, mija!’
The smirk on Kozik’s face as he made a show of greeting your mother told you he knew exactly what you were thinking. Being the favourite was something he made sure to rub in your face at every opportunity.
Rolling your eyes you moved further into the kitchen to slide your abandoned muffin batter into the oven. Listening to Kozik and Miles being affectionately force fed and simultaneously being grilled on their eating habits at home brought a smile to your face.
“Something funny, sunshine?” The blonde called from his seat at the table. You shook your head as you carried the bowl of fruit salad to join the feast.
“Not at all, Sarge.”
You took a backseat while your mother doted on the two men, only chiming in when necessary and returning Kozik’s infectious smiles whenever he threw one your way.
Finally, your mom listened to the men who were claiming to be full and stopped trying to damn near spoon feed them. You began to gather the dishes and retreat to the sink to start the washing up.
Although he was your friend, he wasn’t your friend. He was Happy’s. However, you had become reasonably close with Kozik over the years. It wasn’t unusual for him to call you while he was in Tacoma for advice, or just to rant.
You were able to put pieces of his life together through conversation. Knowing that his family life was broken to say the least, it was strangely comforting to see how at home Kozik was around your family.
Lost in your thoughts as you washed the dishes, you didn’t notice Kozik had joined you until a sharp sting on your arm pulled you back to reality.
“Ow! You asshole.” Rubbing where he had used the tea towel to playfully whip you.
Kozik shrugged a shoulder, smirking to himself as he picked up a wet plate, “You were zoned out.”
You rolled your eyes at his excuse and refocused on the sink in front of you, “How’re you anyway? Haven’t seen you since you joined the Charming boys too. Finally sick of rainy Tacoma?”
He chuckled as he dried the plate, “Something like that, I’ve been good though.”
“So no more Sergeant, huh?”
Kozik clicked his tongue, “No more Sergeant. Just me and my bike.”
He sounded relieved at that. You didn’t know the ins and outs of the club, not even close. But you could imagine being the president’s left would leave a heavy weight on anyone’s shoulders.
“What about small town life? Adjusting to nosey neighbours?”
“Nah, my neighbours hate me.”
You giggled at that, not seeing the way Kozik smiled at the sound.
“They’ll come ‘round. Bake them some cookies or something.”
“Yeah, because I’m well known for my baking skills,” he laughed, he was definitely not, “What about you? Still no man?”
“Nah, still waiting on my Prince Charming.”
With your eyes still focused on the sink in front of you, you missed how Kozik fought to bite back his relieved smile, “Cool.”
“Super cool.”
“Bet your mom’s pleased,” he teased. You let out a breathy laugh.
“I wouldn’t be surprised if she married me off to one of the men from her church at this point.”
He threw his head back with a chuckle at the thought, “Nah, Happy’d never let that happen.”
“You think he’ll stand up to our mother? Have you met her?”
Kozik nodded in understanding, “Well, I wouldn’t let that happen.”
You peered at him from the corner of your eye, smiling knowingly.
He defended himself right away, “I wouldn’t! Hell, I’d marry you if I had to.”
“Oh yeah? Gonna sweep me off my feet?”
“What, like I couldn’t?”
You dropped your hands into the sink with the dishes and looked at him with a quirked eyebrow, “Such a charmer, Herman.”
“You said you were after a Prince Charming,” he held up his hands in mock defence, “I’m better.”
Miles appeared in the doorway before you could respond, motioning to Kozik to follow him. The blonde threw the towel in his hands lightly at your face and left you with a wink.
Finishing the dishes you moved to watch the commotion in the front yard.
Your mom joined you in the entryway while you watched the guys as they loaded whatever it was that your mom had been storing for them back into the truck.
“Such nice men aren’t they?”
“The best of the best, Ma,” you laughed at her endless propositioning.
Such nice looking men, you thought to yourself as you watched Kozik reach up to pull the truck’s roller door down. As if he could read your mind, his head turned to you, eyes locking from across the yard. A classic Kozik wink and a bright smile was flashed your way as he locked the door.
He called out to Miles who was rummaging around in the cab and began to walk back toward the house, the younger Son in tow.
“Heading out already?” You questioned as he drew closer.
Kozik nodded, “Sooner we hit the road, sooner we’re home.”
You watched as your mother pulled Miles into a hug and shoved a tupperware container full of food into his hands before sending him on his way. He waved at you and called out his goodbyes before he turned back to the truck.
Next Kozik was tugged down to her height for an embrace, “Come back soon, mijo! And make sure you’re eating well. You can’t live off take out.”
He pressed a loving kiss to her hair as he chuckled, “Yes, ma’am.”
She pulled back and patted his cheek lovingly, turning and making her way back inside.
You both watched as your mom trotted off to the living room to continue cleaning things that didn’t need to be cleaned for Happy’s arrival.
The sound of Herman clearing his throat drew your attention back to him.
“You gonna come visit us in Charming anytime soon?” He leaned against the door frame looking every bit like a high school jock.
You raised an eyebrow, “You willing to house me for a night? No way I’m bunking at Hap’s.”
He let out a laugh at that, nodding in understanding, “You bake something for my neighbours and we have a deal.”
“Consider it done,” you smiled up at the taller man, “Safe travels, Sarge.”
He reached out to ruffle your hair, knowing exactly how it would get on your nerves, “See you soon, sunshine.”
Flashing you one last smile he turned and made his way out to the truck where Miles’ was waiting patiently. Once he had taken his place in the driver’s seat you left your spot in the doorway and joined your mom in the living room.
The older woman glanced at you with a cheeky smile on her face as you sat down, “He was making eyes at you again.”
Instead of taking the bait and responding, you kept your sight focused on the TV in front of you, biting your lip in an attempt to stop the bashful grin threatening to spread across your face.
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noellawrites · 11 months
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Now im wondering what Kozik is like as a yandere! He seems so sweet but maybe reader underestimates him bc of that haha. Like he’s subtly manipulative
KOZIK MY BABY THE LOML
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ugh he is my favorite and also my husband.
he’s definitely going to be subtly manipulative, SO jealous and a little controlling. but he’s going to do it all with those puppy dog eyes, so you don’t even know it’s happening.
he is rarely violent with you. one exception is after late nights at the clubhouse with him, he gets pissed if you dressed like a whore or flirted with any of the guys. he’s going to push you against the wall and show you how a real man fucks you.
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alisbackalleybbq · 7 months
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Want to hear the new fanfic idea my brain started kicking around?
So Kenny Johnson who plays Luca on SWAT played Kozik on Sons of Anarchy.
My brain’s idea is somewhat of a crossover. Reader is Chib’s daughter. She got really close to Luca when he was undercover in the Sons. It was like a brother/sister closeness. One day, the cops raid the clubhouse and a bunch of them end up in prison. The cops told them that “Kozik” had federal charges and would be in federal prison. She never heard from Kozik again even though she looked for years.
Cut to her being an ER doctor in LA. SWAT comes in because either Street or Tan got hurt on a call. She’s super confused to see “Kozik” there with police.
Anyway, it would be a lot of turmoil and Deacon would try to fix things. They’d end up getting together.
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whiskeyswriting · 11 months
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Sweetest Rides (Moodboard)
For @writercole
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From the day he saw you, he knew the perfect moment and place to propose to you. Now the day is finally here and he’s excited.
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ravennaortiz · 4 months
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Wolves Among The Sheep
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Summary : Next installment of Not What It Seems. Chats between the Reader and Juice as well as the Reader and her plants in the club.
Tag List:@callsignwidow @danzer8705
Text conversation 4 months after the events from Silent Leaving.
Juice's phone dinged as he was sitting on the bench with the prospect Half-Sack
-Reader: Miss you. Be on the lookout for dying sheep.
-Juice: Miss you too. Got it.
-Reader: You should come stay next weekend
-Juice: Will do
Half-Sack looked over at Juice as he sat his phone down. He was nervous about messing up but eager to prove himself. He looked down at his phone and saw the okay text.
"You know what a weird thing they tell you when your deployed?" questioned Half-Sack as he looked out over the parking lot. "What?" asked Juice. "To be on the lookout for dying sheep. Don't want to kill them though because they have explosives in them." replied Half-Sack as he waited nervously for Juices response. Of course she picked him. "Lets go for a ride" suggested Juice as he got up and made his way towards his bike. Half-Sack quickly followed him.
11 months after the events of Silent Leaving
Juice is at the readers house helping out with the baby.
"Thanks for coming down. I knew this was going to be hard.....but not like this. I thought once he was born it would just click." you stated as you sat on the couch far away from Juice and your newborn son who he was feeding. "Of course. It is okay to feel this way you know? Your trying to be a good mother and the little guy knows that." replied Juice softly as he looked over at you. You simply nodded. "I think we should bring Kozik into the mix. He needs a place to stay since he got kicked out. He can stay here and help you" stated Juice as you met his gaze. "Okay" you stated after a couple moments of thought.
2 years after the events of Silent Leaving.
Text message from Kozik to Juice and Half-Sack
Kozik: Yo boys, Queenie said to tell ya 3 of your 4 prospects are her boys. They will come to you at the old barn off 44 at 11pm tomorrow.
Later that same night
Juice: Soooo how many kids does your dad just have running around?
Reader: Working on figuring that out......He's my full brother by the way....not just half.
Juice: Wow
Day before Home takes place
Reader: I'm coming home tomorrow baby
Juice: I'll be waiting
Kozik to the plants
When Queenie arrives remember most of you don't actually know her. If you blow this or become a liability your done.
Text to Kozik after arriving in Charming
Reader: Give Tara, luanne and Gemma a little fright tomorrow night. Club is throwing us a party, they want to take me to dinner at Frenchies....Run us off the road.
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juiceortiz · 3 months
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OKAY HERE IT IS! THIS WILL ALSO BE POSTED ON MY IG: @BABYBUNPINS PLEASE GO LIKE IT AND FOLLOW ME THERE TOO I'M BEGGIN
(Also, the artist and I decided Happy totally BALD would look VERY odd in the chibi style so we gave him very short brown hair like it is in a few seasons. I REALLY hope you guys like it. I'm gonna be doing a poll *probably on ig* on what types of merch you guys want to see this on so please go participate!)
I'd also like to thank @argentineaggie for the inspo for this. The Dream Team was created because of her amazing Juice and Angela fic over at @loveinkfanfics!
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clogginbloggingoggin · 3 months
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new theory just dropped: the shield and soa are in the same universe in the same way that vice principals and the righteous gemstones are.
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bullet-prooflove · 1 year
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Bad Days: Herman Kozik x Reader (feat: Alexander 'Tig' Trager)
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Tagging: @darqchilddaydreamz @proceduralpassion @im-just-a-mississippi-girl @words-and-seeds @danzer8705 @yourwinchesterbros @mysoulisasunflower
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Kozik is on a run to Bakersfield when he finally picks up the messages. When he pulls into the rest stop and checks his phone, he sees seven missed calls. Five from his brother and two from a number he doesn’t recognise. When he listens to his voicemail his heart freezes in his chest, it feels like he can’t fucking breath because he’s taken back to that place six months ago when you held his hand and told him you had cancer, he swore he felt his spirit leave his body in that moment and he has the same feeling again as he stands beside his bike listening to a message from the hospital up in Sonora.
He can’t vocalise what’s happening, but his distress is evident. It’s Tig that takes the phone from his hand, Kozik looks at him with agonising fucking eyes as he listens to the messages one after the other. Jax is the one that tells him to go, when Tig informs him of what’s going on. They’ll make the run without him.
When he gets to the hospital, he’s frantic, his brother meets him at the entrance and explains that what happened. He’d found you unconscious in the kitchen, blood streaming form a gash in your head when he’d returned from grocery shopping.
Kozik knows what’s happened, it’s day three after your most recent and hopefully last round of chemo. The worst fucking day because it’s when all the side effects hit. Nate was supposed to stay in with you, make sure you didn’t overexert yourself, because his girl, even cancer can’t keep her down. You’re a law unto yourself.
It turns into a fight, one where Nate tells him to go fuck himself, because he didn’t sign up to put his life on hold to take care of you every time Kozik decides to take off with his motorcycle club because he can’t handle being around you. Kozik doesn’t correct him, he doesn’t tell him that the reason he’s not home as much as he wants to be is because he’s earning to pay your medical bills, so they’re not hanging over your fucking head when you’re trying to recuperate. He wants you to have access to the best care you can, because he wants you to survive this, because he can’t imagine a life without you. He should be there, he fucking knows he should, he wants to be, but he needs to provide too.
It's late when Tig shows up, Kozik doesn’t expect it. Things have been fraught between the two of them since Missy, it’s been the reason Tig won’t let him patch in despite the fact he fucking needs to in order to stay in the area, in order to be with you.
“How is she?” He asks quietly as Kozik looks up from his clasped hands. His gaze strays to you, bandage over your left temple from where you hit the corner of the table on your way down. You’ve been in a deep sleep over the past couple of hours, a side effect of the poison that’s running through your system.
“Concussed.” Kozik tells him. “They’re keeping her in for observation, the chemo, it can complicate things. They wanna make sure she’s doing ok before they release her.”
“How bad?” Tig asks softly.
Kozik shakes his head, his eyes fucking burning because this is the first time, he’s talked to anyone but Nate about any of this. No one in the club knows his reality, he tries to keep his two worlds separate, he doesn’t want the shit he does to taint you, to ruin the relationship the two of you have.
“They caught it early.” He tells the other man. “She had an op a couple of months ago, the chemotherapy is just to clean up anything that’s left over. The problem is it makes her so fucking sick, and she hates it, she tries to do the stuff she’s used to doing and I’m not there to stop her.”
“Alright…” Tig says, clasping Kozik’s shoulder tightly. For a moment there’s a flash of what they used to be, brothers in arms, comrades, someone the other could rely on. “Do you need to take some time?”
Kozik swallows hard against the well of emotion in his chest. He doesn’t know what the fuck he should do right now. He needs to be here; he needs to earn. He’s torn between the two because either choice means he’s failing you in some way. He runs his hands over his face.
“I don’t know what the fuck I need right now.” He says honestly.
“O.K.” Tig says, reaching into his jacket and withdrawing an envelop before handing it to Kozik. “Your cut from today.”
Kozik’s eyebrows furrow as he feels the weight of the cash hidden within the confines of the paper.
“But I didn’t make the run.”
Tig shrugs his shoulders.
“It doesn’t matter. Just take a couple of days and spend some time with your girl, I’ll square it with Jax.”
“It’s your take, isn’t it?” he tries to shove it back into Tig’s hands but the other man steps back holding his palms up to prevent it. “I can’t…”
“Yea, you can.” Tig asserts forcefully before gesturing at the bed. “Your girl needs you and you don’t need to worry about the medical bills hanging over your head.”
Kozik looks back at you.
The woman he loves, the woman who needs him. His beautiful, strong girl whose doing her best to kick cancer’s ass, even if it means she’s doing most of the work on her own.
“Thank you, brother.” Kozik says, it comes out fractured, his voice breaking as he uses the back of his hand to wipe at the moisture from underneath his eyes.  “You have no idea how much this means to me, to the both of us.”
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Better SOA Episode Titles
"Laying Pipe" should have been "Don't Fear the Reaper."
"J'ai Obtenu Cette" should have been, "Fear the Reaper.
"Papa's Goods" should have been "A Father's Work."
"Red Rose" should have been "Sympathy for the Devil."
Lastly, "Seeds" should have been "Jax is a manwhore and we love him for it."
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pumpkin-writes · 5 months
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doing my usual rewatch and fuck kozik didn't deserve that ☹️
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