#I AM OK NOW DON'T WORRY

[timeladix]

#oukey i'm pining this #relevant to my personality ig...?...probably #I AM OK NOW DON'T WORRY #hurt like hell but now we're good #THE FACT THAT LONG HAIR ELI GOT ME ON THE FUCKING FLOOR THO💀 #star wars #eli vanto #thrawn trilogy #thrawn books #star wars thrawn #mine #meme #send help #/j

[just-a-girl-with-a-pistol]

I played a thing.....

#lies of p #LoP #pinocchio #uhhh yeah he existeth now #i like the game #my first ever soulslike :> #so far im having fun #although i am noticing moments where my auditory processing issues get in the way #but thats not the fault of the devs #will be back to your regurally scheduled rainworld and Lor posting soon don't worry #just cool game so wanted to do something #also poopet guts :> #ok so im gonna dip study and draw #have fun #go drink some tea you deserve it #and uhhhh #yeah! #have a good one

[pocketramblr]

Dash simulator

Blog 1: lol anyone else seeing a lot of strawberries in new recipes now? sometimes its fun but i really dont get the appeal of adding it to everything. why did you make strawberry garlic bread

Blog 2: u kno im not a fan of strawberries, i really like the rich sweet and sour notes from oranges, oranges and chocolate is such a good combo. i altered a recipe for a smoothie with oranges last week and it was soooo good ill give you my notes if you want Reblogged by: Blog 1: ahaha yesss i love chocolate and oranges

Blog 3: I canNOT believe the hate im seeing to strawberries right now, like, you know guys know the rule don't like don't bake right?? you know you can hit the back button right?? honestly what's wrong with yall

Open draft- wait guys you know there's a difference between leaving a comment on a recipe saying you hate strawberries and the recipe writer should never use them, and going to your own blog to say you don't really like strawberries, without naming any specific people or recipes right? you know there's a difference right?? - Save - Post - Discard

Draft discarded

Blog 4: why is everyone jumping on the strawberry hate train right now. what is wrong with you. Reblogged by: Blog 5: I knowwww like guys some people stop baking because of reading things like that, please stop it, if you don't like strawberries you can be quiet about it

Open draft- im so sorry if anyone's getting sent mean messages or comments about what they're writing and baking, but i'm literally not seeing any of that and if you are, please use the block button. but someone making a post on their own blog is not that, and if you can't see the irony in you being allowed to complain on personal blogs but not them i can't help you... - save- post- discard

Draft discarded

Blog 2: are strawberries even in season?

Blog 6: woo cherry pie!

#trying so hard to be a blog 6 rn #im discarding those drafts #but clearly it has been too much for me as this one is getting posted #like i really am sorry if any. strawberry antis are directly being rude to anyone #that isnt ok #but i have seen zero of that on my dash or in the tag #i saw a few blogs saying lol they don't like strawberries #and then i saw a ton of blogs saying how dare there be any negativity at all #and seeming to act as if those blog posts were specifically about disliked fic authors i mean recipe makers #which... if any of them were... i didn't see it because of how i blocked large swaths of the fandom like three years ago #when i realized that it was determined to blow up a discourse topic every single month #and if there are people doing that. please. do what i did. block en mass #if you open a recipe that turns out to have strawberries in it and you cant hit the back button but instead leave a nasty comment that is a #you problem #but also if you see a random blog post about someone saying they dislike strawberries- hate strawberries even- and you feel personally #attacked and start crying about how now you never want to bake a strawberry shortcake again and they're so mean #that is also. a you problem. #'what fandom is this pocket' dont worry about it #not one i have any mutuals in #which. considering the mass blocking and the annoying chronic discourse explosions. perhaps is not surprising

[h4desian]

Takaritsu Week - 2023

August 3rd - Day 4 - AU/Free Prompt

For this @takaritsuweek's day prompt I offer... my fem takaritsu AU ahahah so original it's not like it's almost my entire art tag ahaha

This is a redraw of my first ever fem!tkr art!!

#takaritsuweek #takaritsu week 2023 #ok to be honest i had a different au for this prompt but i still need to fix a few things before i can start drawing/writing about it #you'll see it someday don't worry #but i am not lying about this being a redraw #i wanted to see my improvement!! maybe this can become a thing from now on? #i can redraw this drawing every 6 months to see how much i've improved #sekaiichi hatsukoi #takaritsu #takano masamune #onodera ritsu #fem takaritsu #my art #genderbend #fem nostalgia

[kimmkitsuragi]

whew haha

#🗒 #my mom is like 'ok it's set let's tell everyone' and im like 😭😭😭😭 !!!!! #are u sure!!!! are u sure it's set like ???? 😭😭😭 #ughhhhhh after this much trust i will literally kill myself if i dont get ANY scholarship lmaooooo #but also like. is it set now!!!! really !!!!!!! is it !!!!! #(excited but horrified and anxious) #like. like like like........ like i mean #um........ for real now? like are we sure for sure ?? #i honestly will be like 100% on my way to [redacted] and still be like haha. is it for real #are we sure . will this actually happen #that's. crazy man #i cant help but feel like im asking for too much again. ughhhhhhh #yes hello hi. this blog has been my main outlet for emotional breakdowns about the same subject for um #(checks notes) a few months now. truly is anyone else bored of this ? because im so over it #but also like. things just dont get clear !!!!!! ever !!!!! #how can i be sure how can anyone be sure that i will actually be going lmfaooooo #i hate this waiting period i hate it why cant i know if i got anything or nah. but please don't say nah #ughhhhhh . alright. whatever it's not like i care that much honestly -_- #(threatens to kill self every day a few times over this btw) #anyway um let's. be positive #it will go great tomorrow 🤩 they will want to give me money sooooo bad 😍 #and i will receive an email this week 🤗 about the wait list thing for SURE 🥳 #i am doing amazing dont worry guys. im sooooo chill rn #Sorry for the constant embarrassing personal posts lol

[daisywords]

nothing like getting very minorly told off at work to make me feel physically ill for the rest of the day

#logically it's like. ok no one told me not to do that and it was ambiguous #so now that you've said not to I won't in the future. case closed #but it's like ahhhhhhhh so who even told you I was doing that in the first place #and why. were they annoyed? and more importantly did they present the situation accurately to you? #or do you now think I was doing something worse than I actually was? #second of all it wasn't complicated to explain so you didn't need to slack me to tell me to stop by your office #you could have just said it over slack. two sentences #a real win for the inclination to assume that everyone thinks I'm annoying and bad at my job and they regret hiring me #<<skewed for sure but there is a tiny bunny rabbit in my chest who needs a 99:1 positive to negative feedback ratio and she's not getting i #anyway I don't ever want to be seen as resistant to criticism so I'm always just like okay :) 👍 #resisting the urge to explain or justify but then that just makes me worry everyone assumes the worst of me #bc I'm not making it absolutely clear where I'm coming from #and the answer is. bestie they aren't thinking abt you at all it's not that deep #also. it makes sense that I am worse than everyone else at my job bc I am the newest and the least experienced #and also! this is the first time I've ever worked in an office environment! first time I've ever worked full time! #I don't know what I'm doing! I deserve a little grace! #anyway yikes yikes yikes #yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes

[torchickentacos]

hot take but I think that those youtubers who 'expose' alleged mental illness or medical condition fakers are doing more harm for the rhetoric surrounding mental illness-and the people who really have it-than the people supposedly faking it to begin with.

#i mean neither are good but like #what they do is set a precedent of doubt whenever someone makes (mental) illness claims #it sets a precedent of finding and uncovering people who fake it and is just very bad imo. #inevitably i think this makes life ahrder for people who experience these conditions #especially for those who myabe have it but don't check off every symptom #and have to worry about maybe being seen as a faker since they don't have the msot extreme or visible case #idk. just rambling #worth noting this usually goes for things i do not have so i cannot in detail give opinions on specific diagnoses that this trend applies t #to* #however i do stand by this opinion as of right now #at worst. fakers spread misinformation and monetize/benefit from mental illness they do not have #at worst the people who expose this set a societal and online culture revolving around finding out who's REALLY got things #and who REALLY experiences it #which just. is icky. you aren't entitled to knowing anything about anyone's medical history. #plus imo if someone goes out of their way to fake something for attention then. there's probably a mentally ill brain doing it #like ok you don't have whatever you're claiming but like. mentally well people don't fake things like that usually #is this a cold take?????? like if i'm wrong then i AM open to other opinions and i'll change mine #but my initial opinion on this is it icks me out #inabber this is a pointed message. iirc he also made amber heard jokes #which like. i think no matter what side you're on with that #maybe. don't joke about domestic abuse. or alleged abuse if that's your stance on it. #like either way that's just shitty #ANYWAYS.

[doctorweebmd]

look i think the thing people forget is that My Hero Academia is not a typical shounen. Its purposeful. Its well written. Horikoshi does not DO throw away plot-lines. He doesn't ignore plot holes. Over the past 10 years he has proven, time and time and TIME again that this is an incredibly thought out, narrative-driven brilliant story that has taken popular tropes and preconceptions and turned them on their head.

Have a little faith.

#imagine you're in a horikoshi dick-riding competition and you're up against me #but seriously. with the most recent few chapters i'm continuing to be in AWE of what he's revealing and how he's executing it #so many shounens are like: i'm gonna put my guy in a situation! #haha now i'll put him in another situation! forget about what happened in the last arc that don't matter #the ONLY other shounen i can think of that stands anywhere near this in terms of writing is FMA #look ok drag me over the coals i DO NOT CARE #its truly the king series of 'not original idea but fucking stellar execution' #look and i'm not even gonna TALK about the art (jesus fucking christ. horikoshi.) #or the character creation (how did you make us give a shit about a 30+-character ensemble cast? people here are starting WARS over them) #or the WORLD BUILDING THAT IS SO SUBTLE BUT SO POWERFUL #rewatching season 6 (again) in preparation for season 7 #and obviously. i am biased. but. dude. #i trust horikoshi with my life #whatever choice he makes on how to end this is right #because LOOK at what he's built over the past 10 years #...dont worry about the posts i just worked 3 night shifts in a row on an amount of sleep some might call #uhhhh. bad #so. don't worry about it. its the delirium #i love you my hero academia

[pyrriax]

hi everyone remind me to never look at deviantart again

#haunted ecosystem #probably jsut take this post at face value tags are if youre really curious 👍 #i was trying to find something. immediately got blasted with a person who i did not want confirmation was out of prison is out #if im weird the next few days this has been an un-fun experience 👍i just wanted to look for some furry bases ok not. dread. #i just wanted to work on beest & saturn </3 #actually feel nauseous ah this is going to be fun im going to go. draw things. do something. i need to get rid of this dread #why did he fucking follow my new account there? why? didnt he get enough? didnt he fucking get enough god i. #sorry chat im feeling things and if i remember this later i'll probably delete these tags but i need to just put this somewhere #im not a kid anymore i can handle this i shouldnt be this scared but fuck i am. maybe it wasnt just paranoia! joy joy joy oh joy! #tomorrow will be better tomorrow i'll forget about this and i'll move on like i never saw it and i'll continue being happy #i have people that love and care about me and that i talk to every day i have people that i trust and know i can rely on #i don't have to be scared anymore i don't need to worry i'll be fine and that has to be true because things are better now

[daz4i]

a bit insane to know there's people out there who think i'm hot shit tbh. you know i'm a pathetic cringefail loser who literally can't do anything, right?? please raise your standards 😔💔

#had a meeting with my mentor/guide/man i really gotta figure out some english word for her today #and basically unprompted she brought up that like. she thinks i'm amazing for having goals and working to get them #which i was honestly baffled by bc. i don't do anything 👍 #my past self sets shit up for me to regret later bc i hate doing stuff. that's it #never heard anyone describe me as ambitious but in her eyes that's like a defining trait of mine #i'm highkey worried i'm gonna disappoint her 😭 and. everyone else. #my method is usually to do the bare minimum so no one develops any expectations #and that way they're always surprised when i do more #unfortunately this plan falls flat bc for some reason ppl keep having expectations of me #not ill intentioned ones. idk if that's the words. ig they're more like hopes? #like they hope i'll do more they hope i'll be better. not for themselves but for me #and then that inevitable disappointment hurts in a different way bc you know it comes from genuine love #i can't even be mad in that case 😭 like what are their expectations of me. for me to be happy?? #(honestly in that case i AM angry you should def drop that that's literally impossible 👍) #ok now i'm rambling. sorry. ig this conversation fucked me up a bit bc i've been real stressed since #vent #kinda??????? #ask to tag

[an-aura-about-you]

sometimes the best thing about a day of work is that it's over.

#work whinging in the tags #a coworker was out today and will be out on Monday as well #Monday it won't be as bad but today it sucked because this week's the week I do my day team's banks #I don't bother telling my night team this because every time I did before it didn't made any difference #I busted my ass working on the early banks getting them as done as I could #but of course I still get one bank like 6 minutes before my break and it's got a query that requires me to look at 500 items #so naturally I'm late to my break but fuck y'all I AM gonna take my entire break #so of course by the time I get back I already had a bank waiting for me #and I couldn't keep on top of some of my day team's bank work because of it #one of my day team banks ended up taking like an hour between doing that work a 1200 item query & working 4 other banks on the side #and THEN the person who hands out banks forgot to assign one to me until I had already clocked out #for the record they got the bank about 20 minutes before I was scheduled to clock out they had plenty of time to do it #and then I said that I can do it but it was going to be overtime at this point #and they said 'that's okay' so I took that to mean I was supposed to do it #so I said 'ok I'm working on it now' #only for them to ask 'are you working on the bank?' #like yes???? I literally just said I was?????? #and that's when I realized that they possibly meant 'that's okay' as 'don't worry about it you can go for the night' #but if that's what they meant THEY SHOULDN'T HAVE USED A PHRASE AS AMBIGUOUS AS 'THAT'S OKAY'

[yahuanbk]

Fun fact: Did you know you could romance your partners in Cassette Beasts?

I didn't!

Light spoilers for the Kayleigh confession and knowing who all partners are below.

(Unless you don't want to know ANYTHING it's fine, honestly)

I mean, I knew the hearts were for something but I thought it was just friendship or someting. It wasn't until after I read the achievements in steam, after I had already done the guitar scene with Kayleigh that I undestood what happend. So yeah... here's a recreation of what happened:

K: Thanks for listening to this deeply personal stuff...

A) That's what friends are for. B) I could kiss you right now.

Me: That's what friends are for.

K: So... what did you think?

A) It was great! B) I could kiss you right now.

Me: *sharing a screenshot with my frinds laughing at the choices* It was Great!

Me: *reading the Steam achievements* oh.... oh. I could have romanced Kayleigh???!!!!

Yes, answer B was indeed the same both times.

Yes, although its paraphrased the relevant stuff was this.

Yes, I am blind and now I have some understanding of how "some people just can't see the signs".

Yes, it took me like 4h to see the achievements.

No, I could not go back to a previous save.

Furtonately, I hadn't found all my partners by then and I could see if anyone else interested me. Unfurtonately, the new companion I found was Barkley. Furtonately, I found Viola later and, after some grinding, I got her to max hearts.

So yeah, quite the emotional rollecoaster.

#cassette beasts #in retrospective they ARE called partners but I didn't get it ok? #Barkley don't worry you are best boi #I really am blind aren't I? #“I could kiss you right now” like friends do obviously #cassette beasts spoilers #I consider Eugene as a bff who would help you skip class and then go to get a burger #Meredith and Felix are both cool so maybe next time?

[willow-lark]

i don't usually get insecure about my writing but i am reading this back & banging my head against the wall i feel like i still have so much to write even though i've been working on this for TWO AND A HALF MONTHSSSSS I'M NOT EVEN FINISHED WRITING ALL OF ITTTT (though tbf this is by FAR not the longest it's taken me to finish a wip) i s2g the world has never seen blander prose. the action is falling FLAT and i can't make it flow right & i'm gonna have to go back and edit all of this shit and that's gonna take FOREVERRRRR & ugh i thought i could see the light at the end of the tunnel but i very much Cannot actually. no one's in character and there is zilch actual worldbuilding & idk what the hell is going on!!

#if anyone wants to beta this lmk 😭 /hj #i've never worked w a beta b4 but for this fic i think i'll have to #i am so worried about it y'all don't even know #ugh ugh ugh !! #lark screams into the void #also #[insert fantasy au tag here] #byler #lark writes #OK IM GOING TO SLEEP NOW BYEBYEBYEEEEE #lark stop making herself sick right before bed challenge IMPOSSIBLE #<-lol i literally just made a post w like the same tag lmao #can u tell that im spiraling

[yangjeongin]

i hope i actually Can do the full hyunjin bday countdown bc the 10 sets i have done are lowkey bangers if i keep up the quality for 20 more sets (lol....) then it's so over for every other bday countdown i've ever done

#carly.txt #it's like the sunk cost fallacy now now that i've done 10 sets i'm like well i have to do the rest of the series or it doesn't make sense #and i already put this much effort in so.... #why have i only made 10 sets since like september but think i can make 20 in a month. can i. #I CAUGHT UP ON TIMESTAMPING YESTERDAY so THE WORST PART IS OVER???? #for the most part. there's like one set that i'm worried about having enough gifs for and that'll require work from me #another that will undoubtedly take me a few days bc it's extra as hell #just realized i have another set i don't have enough timestamps for oh now i have anxiety #i think that's on me tho for not remembering to look for moments for it #in my defense timestamping for 30 sets at once is too much for my brain to handle. i can't remember all that #me: timestamping for ten different things #also me: oh shit i'm supposed to be timestamping for 20 other things too shit #we have some that will be 8 sets instead of 10 sets or 9 sets but that's ok. considering. i am making over 300 gifs for this.

[frenchiepal]

._.

#well guys #i flunked my exam #like i actually failed with the worst grade possible #am i overreacting or why am i shaking rn #i thought i'd done ok #not well but ok #enough not to worry about it anymore #and now i have to study for an entire month again #(and think about it during my whole trip) #even though i don't really know what exactly i did wrong?? #oh jesus help #i can't believe this #like i knew it wasn't good but it sure as hell wasn't the worst grade ever either?? #fuck #well i registered for the second exam #jay speaks

[ghastspidergwen]

9 and 10 for the music ask game!

also, i hope you're well :D

~ ness <3

9: A song that makes you happy

something that feels big and Broadway-y, the first few examples that pop into my brain are A Musical from Something Rotten, Sincerely, Me from Dear Evan Hansen, and Rich Set a Fire from Be More Chill

10: A song that makes you sad

Better Than This by Set It Off or Turning Out pt.ii by AJR

#whipped-for-fictionals #gsg answers #and I'm doing ok rn #ran out of the stuff that helps with my anxiety last week and I am feeling it now #but I'm getting more soon #don't worry!