#I didn’t see it till after

[existinginth3background]

Mk cuz y’all like him

#lmk #lego monkie kid #mk #monkie kid #lmk fanart #lmk mk #✨trauma✨ #Ignore the little space on the side #I didn’t see it till after

[djsherriff-responses]

Goth Rayman costume in Laserhawk but it was while in college as he was going through a goth phase.

I think Rayman’s college days would’ve taken place around the 40s or late 50s. Going with the fact Rayman is older than Eden and taking some consideration on how long it took Eden to go from a business company to rebranding the USA as their own property , Eden’s take over of America was most likely completed no later than the early 60s. The cyberpunk tech in the setting where the year is 1992 definitely throws some screws into how this timeline came to be, but i imagine the previous decades would’ve had similar fashion trends to our world that just ended up with more technological advancements

That’s a long winded way of saying goths weren’t a thing till the 80s and thus no goth college Rayman : (

Greasers were a thing in the 50s though 👀

#captain laserhawk #ask me #asks #rayman #I wanted to make a hippie joke but they didn’t really become a thing till the 60s #The reason I think Rayman would’ve been at college in the 40s/50s is because i think it would’ve taken Eden YEARS to become what it is now #And considering how Sarah was a brainwashed kid I imagine the cast that’s on the younger side were born AFTER Eden got full USA control #I’m still admittedly confused why the show is set in the 90s besides 90s game console references #Like in Sarah’s back story as a kid the year would’ve been late 60s/early 70s #And yet it doesn’t look much different to the 90s #I imagine “video game logic” but like come on #Could totally see Eden using old school 50s sit coms as propaganda

[rav3nmuse]

I wanna take a ride

#pleaseee why are all of your TikToks how my brain works #I’m sorry I’m posting one of your TikToks again but lmfao everyone needed to see this #I legit didn’t realize it was your account again till after o downloaded #black reader #choso kamo smut #choso #choso kamo #jjk #jjk choso #jujustu kaisen #jjk smut #my fyp

[galaxymagick]

I wasn’t sure I’d get one as I didn’t last year but, I got a birthday message on 🫧 from taekwoooon..

It says ..

Happy birthday ❤️ Thank you so much for being born. Eat a lot of delicious food and have a happier and more enjoyable day than anyone else. I will always be by your side to congratulate you. Happy birthday ❤️ Luv u

#beckeo.txt #my birthday #* #it’s a selfie from during tebas land I can’t remember if it’s the same as what others got on their birthday messages last year #I’m guessing it’s a preset anyway loll with esp the amount that are gonna be on the app #but I don’t care 🥺 I’m glad I got one this year after seeing ppl get theirs last year and I didn’t #I still wonder if they didn’t start them till after mine had already passed anyway…

[dreamertrilogys]

i’m trying to rmbr when exactly the last concert i went to ended (since i wanna go to another one soon hopefully 🤞) but i genuinely can’t find ANY record of it at ALL. fuck why aren’t i more of a screen-ager i should’ve posted abt it on instagram the moment it ended or smth :(

#the ONLY thing i can possibly think of is phone calls. but apparently to see my further call history i have to check w/ my cell provider #AND WE JUST SWITCHED TO ROGERS LIKE 3 DAYS AGO. GODDAMMIT #.txt #the timing is relevant bc i’m not allowed to go to concerts + i’m only allowed sleepovers in a very limited quantity + my curfew is #slightly l8r than it was last yr so i wanna see if i need to use a sleepover if we end up going to one.. #i didn’t text anyone when it ended. i didn’t post abt it anywhere till like the day after. i didn’t dm the friend who’s place i spent that #night at. we walked to a further streetcar stop just for funsies so i can’t even check my presto history. GOD #ik i called my parents right after it ended bc my dad called me during it but it was too loud 4 me to pretend it was just a sleepover so i j #told him i had bad signal lol

[crowcryptid]

Today was supposed to be the beginning of learning 3d sculpting

It didn’t happen

#shout out to both my mom and grandma walking into my room every 15 minutes so I can’t do anything #I just. cannot do things when people can see my screen. get out #and they kept walking in so I didn’t even start #let my try to explain #it’s like if you have an appointment at say: 2 pm #and then you can’t do anything all day till after the appointment. cause if you start something you might be late to the appointment #clearly the correct choice is to do nothing but wait #im normal. idk what you’re talking about. #anyway. #when one of them walks in it like. resets my insanity waiting timer #brain is like: ok we have to have an hour of no interruption and no one walking even remotely near the door before we do anything #im normal. #maybe tomorrow they will leave me alone?? ha. haha.

[oflgtfol]

fucking stabbed myself with a brand new razor blade today at work i was bleeding everywhere i was leaving blood droplets all over the floor

#brot posts #the cut itself is like 1mm wide but its right at the edge of my thumbnail #and might be deep? #idk it was bleeding too bad to see #so i guess it was just a bad place to get cut and was just bleeding superficially way too much #but i didn’t even realize it was dripping blood till after and then i looked down and was like. oh god

[raeathnos]

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#called about the medical bill and what I got told made no fucking sense #‘you paid what you had on the payment plan off already and this is a new bill’ #which it’s not it’s the same one that’s been there since November #regardless they said it could be added to a payment plan in a few days #but that also doesn’t make sense #I guess I’m gonna wait till Friday cause that’s when I get paid #and then if it’s still not letting me add it to the payment plan I’m gonna just pay it off #the person I talked to wasn’t helpful and was kinda mean #the second I was like ‘are you sure it’s new? I had that exact balance left after the $2k bill’ #they got an attitude with me #I wasn’t mean about it I just had questions cause I wanted to understand and not get in trouble for a late bill #and I could tell they didn’t want to deal with me and also thought that I was stupid #like you know when someone thinks your dumb so they talk real slow? 🙃 #I have so much anxiety about phone calls this wasn’t fun 🫠 #and I don’t really feel all that confident about the bill either #I know it’s their job I know they can see more than I can on my end #but how is it a new bill if I had the exact same amount on a payment plan at that start of the month? #and also the exact same amount after I paid off the $2000 bill after Christmas? #doesn’t add up to me

[bioshocked-astroghost]

Idk who I’m making this post for, feel like i just wanna get my thoughts down. If anyone wants to comment they’re welcome to

Just played Oblivion for the first time ever, put almost 5 straight hours in….

Would it be weird to say it managed to make me feel homesick for Skyrim?

Idk man it’s not bad and maybe once I get a better grip on the mechanics it’ll be better but not only am I immensely lost with how the personality/speech skills work as well as generally confused by almost everything, but Oblivion’s map layout just feels so….lonely. Barren and lonely. It made me sad lmfao I saw Skyrim on the map and was like omg home :,(

I don’t hate it though! I just think I have to get used to it, though I can’t stand having to figure out the 4 or 5 inventory/journal tabs, I’m so so so confused by them

I do appreciate the automatic dual wield with weapons and magic, wish they kept they in Skyrim. Felt the same way about that particular mechanic when I saw original Bioshock used it after already playing Bio Infinite first

I am however having a BLAST with the battle music cut-out and the way characters absolutely either rag doll or launch when you kill them and the infamous zoom-in on faces <3

I think, everything else aside, my main frustration is how lackluster quests are compared to skyrim. It just doesn’t have the same urgency, and the way they’re organized in the tab feels like they’re hidden away sort of? Idk something about Oblivion just isn’t encouraging me to go and explore or talk to people or do quests the way Skyrim does

I am aware that these are practically two completely different games despite sharing developers and lore/storylines but when it’s a game from a specific series usually you expect that they’ll have at least a similar vibe. Oblivion struck me the same way Morrowind did, which is that it’s lacking in the same excitement I feel playing Skyrim

But again, I understand why! There were YEARS between these games and a lot has changed and they’ve gotten better at art style, mechanics, etc which therefore will produce different games. I really really really wanna enjoy Oblivion (I’d also like to enjoy Morrowind but god that felt almost tedious) so if anyone sees this and has advice for how best to enjoy Oblivion (minus mods! Wanna finish it normally first) I would greatly appreciate it

#i want to love oblivion and I think I can I just get so caught up in differences #my problem is I play either the newest/most popular game in a series first (not on purpose! just ends up that way) #and then I see the other games and I’m like ooooo lemme see #but I end up loving the new game mechanics so much that it RUINS the first games #like when I mentioned the Bioshock series #i LOVE Bio Infinite it was my favorite game till I hit skyrim #I’m aware of the problems of Bio Inf but I loved the art style and mechanics and music and most characters #but anyway I played it first and OFTEN and then I was like yknow I need to try the original #and it just. was not clicking #i was so frustrated by its gameplay mechanics and I was just completely lost with the storyline :( #after 9 hours I gave up on it #gave up on Morrowind after 3 or 4 almost exclusively because I tried to play it like Skyrim and #couldn’t get past being weighed down by ARROWS #also didn’t like how the map was set up #I’m. not good at trying new things with the understanding that it won’t be like what I’m used to #hopefully I’ll get a fuckin grip someday lmfao #oblivion #skyrim #the elder scrolls #tes iv: oblivion #tes v skyrim

[binders-and-beanies]

When people are like “omg how have you been on T so long how have you had top surgery it’s not fair” ,,, bc I am older and started the processes rly early,,,, like that feels so mean and I wish a quick accessible transition for everyone who wants it I just dunno why I’m supposed to feel guilty for like how the passage of time works or that I was on T sooner than ppl who didn’t realize they were trans at the time,,, and like it took me significantly Longer to access these things than the average transition stories I hear. It’s just that I Started Trying earlier. Also like if people are constantly gonna call me an old man and claim to be excited about trans elders you can’t be like mad that someone has been on T more than a couple years

#like yes i started T rly young it also took 2 years of appointments to get it #when I know people who just got it thru informed consent which RULES it’s just like ok but you see how that was faster right #and w top surgery it took years to get a consult (and then only 6 months till surgery after that) #but I’ve heard of ppl just. calling and scheduling a consult and having it be soon #and I was never like supposed to feel jealous of anyone so when ppl act like I’m sooo privileged for being further along.. #I’m not saying it’s bc I tried harder or anything like that but there were obstacles that those same ppl didn’t have #I just. went thru those obstacles at an earlier time #like genuinely i hope u get these things by yesterday if u want them. #it just doesn’t make sense to be mad that I started T in 2015 if u decided u wanted it in like 2022. I did not personally stop u #mine #txt

[horse-time-babey]

thinkin ab how a twidash fic I stumbled upon when I was like 10 was an integral part of my queer awakening. weird that that’s a part of my character development.

#not in a way of me liking the ponies or even bc i liked twidash (i didn’t) #it was just my homophobic child brain seeing characters I enjoyed be portrayed as loving each other #and it not being looked upon as a bad thing #I remember finishing the fic and loving it so much I saved it as a pdf to my laptop at the time #& i convinced myself I just thought the writing was really good #recently found the fic again after some searching #spoiler alert I definitely did not like it for its writing #but there is something to be said for a scared child finding solace in that fic #not knowing why it was so comforting and enchanting #making excuses for why i could’ve enjoyed it so much #so ty random fanfic author for writing your queer little whump fic #i stayed homophobic till 8th grade lmao. but the seeds of acceptance were there

[nazumichi]

i bet shirou does the dog thing where they’re home alone and sadly looking at the door every couple minutes all “when’s everyone coming back….. hello…”

#raii talks a lot #this post was deleted first time round let’s try this again #i bet they had kuros company till it went “wow you’re sad get well soon” and flew to its perch so they just layed sadly on the couch #like they know michiru is at a sleepover with naz and nina but what if they never see her again :( what if she doesn’t come back :( #they also know jem and melissa went out for groceries but where r their emotional support elderly couple….. no melissa to call them a #handsome young man??? they might as well die #this close to either mourning or chasing after marie because they think she’s been gone too long absolutely in pieces worrying abt her etc #and she walks in five minutes later looking completely fine and they scowl “i didn’t care you were gone” as if they weren’t putting on #their super special punching gloves to fight a whole bunch of people. nightmare scenario where pingua is with them and they want everyone #to come back so bad already. they/theming shirou because i was writing it btw ahee

[galariangengar]

💭

#the past 2 nights I’ve had dreams with the guy I kinda have a crush on & went to the same hs/college with (but only had like 1 conversation) #like always my dreams take place in some kind of school setting #first dream was I walked around for awhile till I found one particular classroom that I went into #I then had to do some kind of project in front of the class that involved like acting??? but could have someone else help me #after looking around for a moment/I asked him to help me with my project #so he did/ I had to go to a couple of marks around the room and act out a couple of scenes #he helped out with props and was also like acting alongside with me #in the end after doing all the scenes/we did good and got a good grade #last night was a hella weird dream in the first half #I guess like me and him were like already dating and comfortable together #maybe a bit too comfortable cuz uhh I was in the bathroom in the dream and he was with me… in the stall #idk we were there for a little while and I guess he was just waiting for me #after I was done we walked together to class but uhh the bathroom like transformed into a classroom so we didn’t go that far #we were watching a movie in class and had to take notes I guess #then for some reason I moved away from him and sat closer to the front but my view was blocked by the projector #still can’t get over the fact that the past 2 nights I’ve had dreams about him… #he also recently reactivated his personal instagram account after awhile cuz some sketchy page of a girl was threatening to blackmail him #god… I really do have a crush on him… it was his birthday last week too and he reposted a video his mom posted and he grew a beard 🥰 #god I wish I could talk to him and get to know him more but I’m too chicken and too afraid #I think soon I’m gonna talk to my best friends about this and see what they think/say #UGGHHH I really do like him a lot don’t I??? 🥰😖👉🏼👈🏼 #jazz uses curse! 💜

[astralstarlight]

i really have to read the rest of the chapters so that i can confirm my thoughts, but tr genuinely feels like it ended somewhere during/after the bonten arc for me

#tr 277 #tokyo revengers spoilers #i literally still read like 10-20 chapters after that but it just didn’t feel right #and obviously i kept up with the weekly spoilers etc #but unfortunately i think i’m still going to feel this way even after reading till the official end #we’ll see though #i kind of lost interest in tr after that so that’s probably why #— alathea speaks #i still love all the characters so much though </3 #so it’s like hard to hate it or anything

[olgunny]

i’m gonna vomit why did they shave Gustafa, god the bachelors had such a horrible downgrade. Except rock I guess, they didn’t change him. Such a shame that you can finally gay marry but the guys look like that now wahhhh

#muffys my favorite wife but I’ve always hated her kid #namis a great middle ground and I absolutely adore her kid #and celia i’ve had a grudge against since childhood so I don’t consider her #but man after seeing marlon I was like okay as long as Gustafa isn’t changed but broooo #I was scared they’d shave him AND THEY DID #can’t have anything pshhhhhhhh #I didn’t really have any attachment to the bachelors anyway since i’ve only ever played a wonderful life and not another wonderful life #but still #I wanted to like marry someone I haven’t before but I just don’t think I can now #who the fuck knows the game isn’t coming out till next year so whatever

[munamania]

hm. it’s now been a week since i was supposed to see her last shit sucks

#like whatever man #maybe she really didn’t want to come. i’ll prob never know. i really think it was the bf #and it’s like. yr gonna stay with someone that controlling? sigh ig i don’t know for sure #now i think she like hates me or whatever or doesn’t want to see me and i thought that a few times before class but now i won’t know till #august lol and like. i’m prob not gonna be the one to talk to her yk #she’s like. the ball is in her court even just in a friendship way yk i initiated a lot #and she seemed to like talking and hanging out and then completely falls off the face of the earth #if she doesn’t lit have to be in proximity to me so. why am i wasting my time worrying abt her #i mean she chose to hang out after class and stuff and didn’t seem to want to split #but beyond that yk. #it’s like why should i bother if she wants to stay with him and loves him then clearly yk there u go #just because there’s something there doesn’t mean she’s going to or wants to like act on it idk #and like. whatever. ig her best friend wouldn’t talk to me if she like hated me lol #it’s all just so dumb and confusing i don’t get her and prob should just keep my distance #at least until she sorts her shit out #bc. i’ve put myself out there plenty. again even in a simply platonic way #i still kinda wanna punch his face but like. i also don’t hate him ig idk #and like honestly who the fuck were they to even look at me twice for being on my own fucking campus #sorry u think u own this shit just cause idk ur an annoying couple lol #i think. i think i’ve sympathized a lot w her bc i really Really think she’s repressing some shit #not just bc i want her to like be gay with me lol i just do based on talking to her #but that doesn’t rlly give her an excuse to toy around w me like this. like why did i not know he was in the picture till after our last #class. not that i’m entitled to that info but if he’s gonna be mad based on how we interact ? and completely blame me #like. idk did ur gf tell u she didn’t exactly tell me to back off at any point whatsoever #and like maybe i was a dick for not completely backing off after finding out. but i also didn’t like. get as completely flirty as before lol #yk? whatever. i’ll accept where i was maybe an ass about it shdhdhshdhd but i just think it’s shitty #if she’s never gonna have the space to explore other feelings bc. they lit lived in the same building #and were around each other Constantly and she didn’t seem to see her friends much #like it seems so suffocating… not to mention constant texting when they weren’t together #like who am i to judge as an outsider with yk biased intentions ig but like. it’s weird it’s fucking weird