#I felt that about the bed 😭

[parkersbliss]

i'm from a tropical country and these days it is SO COLD 😭 can't even turn on the ac in the car smh 😭 im more of a warm to neutral temp bed girlie so it makes me so uncomfy having to lay on a colder bed.. i hate it so much i wouldnt survive the snow

i have yet to watch criminal minds pls 😭 BUT I WOULD SO WAIT FOR THE DAY that you write for matthew murdock.......... hes so hot he lives in my head rent free and i just know you would do sooo well writing for him seeing how well you understand five's character sm -✨

I was born and grew up in the most southern part of florida and now I’m here 🧍🏻‍♀️ ironic I actually checked the weather and it’s 60° tomorrow 😭

I have seen a little bit of daredevil (not even one season but) I adore matt murdock 🫶🏼 and yes he is fine af 😫

#I felt that about the bed 😭 #too cold? not sleeping #too hot? also not sleeping #this is why spring is my favorite season #maybe I should finish daredevil #I’ll add it to the list 😭 #you’re so sweet #🥹 #gracie answers 💛 #✨ anon

[mattodore]

can you describe matthias and theo night routines? and their sleep schedule

<3 ly

Theo doesn’t get a lot of sleep since he’s either out partying into the long stretches of the night or up studying until the words begin to blur on the page. I’d say he normally falls asleep around 3AM-4AM and doesn’t wake back up until 7AM. Four-ish hours is pretty average for how much sleep he gets a night… maybe less at times if he’s more stressed than usual. I should add that he does sleep more when he’s staying over at Matthias’s or vice versa, but generally he tries his best not to let Matthias distract him from studying before bed… which only ever works out about a quarter of the time. Matthias can be... very persuasive.

In the case of Matthias, well… he’s a chronic insomniac whose insomnia is exacerbated by hallucinations and nightmares. Unsurprisingly, his sleep schedule is terribly inconsistent, but if he does sleep then I think he normally manages it sometime around noon and will stay asleep for about an hour or two. It’s actually very rare that he falls asleep during the night—especially after Theo begins to sleep over, as Matthias prefers to read and watch over him at that time instead. Theo has fits in his sleep (from nightmares that he never remembers…) and Matthias gently calms him so he doesn’t wake up.

The only time they fall asleep at around the same time is when they’ve been at it for a while and both need a break. Matthias doesn’t stay asleep for long, though… maybe an hour at most. He does sleep easier around Theo, but that’s mostly just when Theo is awake. I think Matthias finds a lot of comfort in knowing Theo is there watching over him. He went through a lot at the reformation school and there were many times within those years where sleep would be abruptly interrupted and then he’d be back on the killing floor, so to speak, so having someone there to watch over him… I think it really helps. Then, on the other hand, Theo sleeps pretty deeply after they’ve been having sex. There’s never a time he feels more cared for and adored than when Matthias is making love to him, so it's... a relaxing experience. It puts Theo's mind at ease and I think it’s probably when Theo feels the safest. So he'll sleep for a long while after, feeling cradled in Matthias's presence, his anxiety finally snuffed out.

As for their actual night routines… hm. They’re very different, especially before and after the start of Echthroi. 

Theo’s night routine stays pretty much the same throughout the story. He’s not one for self-care, like, at all. Because of that, he doesn’t necessarily have a routine… Theo’s honestly only really meticulous in his studies and everything else suffers for it. However, Theo physically cannot fall asleep unless he’s checked the locks on the windows and doors and closed all of the blinds and curtains. That’s the one routine of his he’s always sure to follow through on, even when he’s intoxicated or sleep deprived.

Otherwise, what else he does as part of his “routine” is up in the air. Sometimes he showers before bed, other times he showers after waking up. Sometimes he combs through his hair all nicely and other times he just impatiently rips his fingers through his hair and shrugs. Sometimes he forgets to brush his teeth, other times he forgets that he’s already brushed his teeth and ends up doing it again. He’s a bit of a mess. If he’s actually aware/awake enough to put himself to bed, then he’ll messily wipe any makeup off his face post-clubbing and/or he’ll shower post-hook up (if it’s the pre-Matthias part of Echthroi). If he’s tired from studying he’ll put all of his materials away and then flop down on his bed. If he has to see his parents in the morning then he’ll wind up in the bathroom for too long, brushing his teeth until his gums bleed. If we’re talking about Theo in the post-meeting Matthias part of the story then he might take a cold shower to try and get Matthias out of his head for a little bit, or he’ll find himself laying in bed staring warily at his phone. Hm… and in general Theo will hum lullabies to himself so he can fall asleep easier… it’s a childhood habit.

By nature of Matthias’s insomnia, Matthias doesn’t exactly find himself preparing for bed during the night like most people. He does, however, still run through his personal care routine at around 8pm. He showers, brushes, flosses, cleanses and hydrates, primps and preens, and then he’ll usually find himself entertaining guests or a partner for the night.

For Matthias pre-meeting Theo, he’s often not alone after dark as he has a string of men with whom he takes to his bed or a list of faceless people to call on whenever he wants to be surrounded by bodies and chatter. There are still quiet nights where he’s by himself or just with Imani, but they’re relatively few and far between. For Matthias post-meeting Theo… woof. He did sleep around here and there still, but I think he gave it up pretty early on… his mind was always swimming with thoughts of Theo and he couldn’t focus on nor did he find himself interested in the men he’d have under him. So after meeting Theo his usual night circuit changes and he often finds himself staying home and reading with some wine and the occasional glance at his phone, waiting for a response. Matthias does a lot of waiting when it comes to Theo.

If they're together at night (when they’re dating), then Matthias will usually make dinner for Theo. He likes feeding him (by hand, even, though Theo often protests). Normally Theo will have a few textbooks with him that he can study from while he waits for dinner and he always winds up going "give me a minute" when the food is finally done. They'll enjoy each other's company just fine at home or they'll go out for a drive or a walk. Theo often winds up getting roped into following along with Matthias's night routine and will poke fun at how fussy Matthias can be as Matthias does skincare beside him in the bathroom. Theo tries to get away with studying again later in the night, but Matthias likes to distract him as he’s personally offended whenever Theo whips out his textbooks past, like, 11PM. In general, they'll wind up having sex at some point, or multiple points, and then they'll shower together. After they towel off and Matthias dries Theo's hair, Matthias will most likely end up reading to Theo until Theo falls asleep. If Theo wakes up during the night, Matthias simply kisses him back to sleep.

#i feel like i should add a cw for theo brushing his teeth like that but have no idea what i’d tag it as… #river dipping #asks #anonymous #oc extras #theodore doe #matthias evanoff #a burning house to live in #echthroi #ts4 #laying on my stomach in bed kicking my feet in the air and smiling at my laptop screen <3 love you toooooo #i'm sorry it took me so long to get around to replying to this but the horrors... yk how they can be i'm sure #literally took me weeks to write this out... those questionnaires took a toll on my brain clearly but i love them so it's okay #let this get away from me in length a bit but. well. dennis reynolds voice i've got shit to say etc. etc. #no but ummm... honestly my personality disorder is still being a little crazy atm so i'm still not really ready to talk much um. #and i'm probably going to continue to stay offline here for a few more days... #but i wanted to finally post this bc i really am sorry for how long it took me to get around to it... #and i also wanted to say thank you to everyone who sent me messages even if i didn't respond bc i felt embarrassed. huge kisses <3 #seeing the ''24 days ago'' timestamp on this as i finally go to hit post... woof. again i'm so sorry 😭 thank you for letting me talk #your ear off about them tho!!! seriously so grateful to have someone who's curious abt them like huuuge kisses for you as well!

[sukugo]

Ok, I need to scream this at somebody and I feel like you're the right person. WHAT THE FUCK is the deal with hayden Christensen in the early 2000s?? I don't even like men, I'm a lesbian, I don't find men attractive I don't want to have sex with them, I don't like men. But what the fuck is up with early 2000s hayden christensen?? Like what?? I'm sorry??? I want to lick him. I want to spank him and make him cry. And like.. what the fuck?? How does somebody's voice even sound like that?? How are lips even that pouty??? I want to push anakin skywalker face down into a mattress and make him fucking sob?? Anyway. Um. Why is he so fuckable? It's like completely ungodly?? And I'm sorry did I mention the voice?? Like what? What the fuck?

SCREAAAAAAMMMNNNNNN

ANON ARE U ME? DID I WRITE THIS? bc it literally feels like i lost consciousness and sent this to myself HDASJDHASJDASD

which is my way of saying GOD YEAH FUCKING MOOOOOODDD. I GET YOU SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA. I AM ALSO A LESBIAN WHO WANTS TO FUCK YOUNG HAYDEN CHRISTENSEN

u're so correct about everything, he's so fuckable, he's so insanely fuckable, i don't fucking get it either 😭😭😭😭😭😭 LITERALLY!! WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

lick him and spank him and fuck him into a mattress while he sobs.... yeah.. yeah yeah YEAH

this man unlocks Feelings inside one that are just. crazy. lusting after a man. can u fucking believe this anon. 😭😭😭😭😭

#the 'i don't like men' bit..... the attempt at self-reassurance about one's lesbianism GSKFHDKDHFNSDBNS #anon u have no idea how much i get it. #i love you #ur entire message is also what i go through daily #but like fr fr i don't know what they put inside that boy LIKE HELLO THAT'S NOT NORMAL #bc i don't think ive EVER in my life. felt such lust for someone. ever. oh god #and the fact that this is specifically about young hayden anon we are LITERALLY the same person #f.ask #celebs #hayden christensen #omg anon u know those daydreams in bed and u're like half asleep so they kinda mix and become half-dreams and very vivid. #yeah i had a hayden one last night. oh god. #yes he was crying yes he was whining yes he was pleading to stop yes he looked so fucking DELECTABLE. #i don't remember the last time i dreamt of fucking girls now i only dream about him DSHKFSJDHAS 😭😭😭😭😭 #anyways i wish hayden knows that there is a devout group of lesbians who fantasize about fucking him in the ass and making him cry #OMG where is my lesbian anakin-fucker club post #in conclusion: YES YES ANON I GET U SOOOOOOOOO MUCH WE ARE IN THIS STRUGGLE TOGETHER

[rox-of-iu]

Hey, just felt called to let you know that your MQF from SVSSS doodles give me such life and inspired how I write MQF in my fics. I love how you depict him and your art style is so refreshing and cute!

Just thought you should know. Hope you have a good day!

HELLO HI THANK YOU SO MUCH??? 😭😭😭💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜 GLAD TO BE OF SERVICE HAVE A FANTASTIC DAY OR NIGHT

#THANK YOU ANON I WILL GO EXPLODE NOW #jbfkdjh #sorry for caps this actually means so much to me you have no idea #thank you for stopping by to tell me i really appreciate it 💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓💓😭 #my specialest little guy...........im so glad that ppl like him hes so dear to me #im literally in the middle of making myself a bag pin with mqf cuz i had to go 'fine i'll just do it myself' hahjkhfd #to be entirely honest i have made more small bits with him in the meantime and i have lots of bigger projects in mind with him but #i kinda hit an art funk this past month and felt p bad about my art in general #so not much posting have been posted and not much more even made #but this ask watered my crops and cleared my skin hdfjkdhfgkdf thank you #anyway cant post the older doodles cuz theyre tied to something thats still a wip and kinda embarrassing cuz im trying something new lol #but maybe ill post some lazy crumbs that i have and try to get back into arting #sorry for rambling this just made me really happy i need to explode something with my mind #i literally went to bed cuz its way past 1am here but then i noticed the notif and threw myself out of the bed lol #but now im going back to shreep #but anon im sending you good vibes and wish you good times with your fics :))) thankyou again for the kind words #asks

[thedrotter]

sweet sweet re:kinder community... I would like to ask y'all how you came upon the game and your experiences with it because i wanna know. im genuinely so curious to hear about other people's experiences and little opinions about this game because of how wild the game is (/pos) I'd love to hear it. do ramble to me about it

#re:kinder #not art #so in my case i once saw someone talk about it in a video and some scenes with the very vague context really struck with me #i was like wow...that is so sad... i wonder what goes on #but the thing is i watch videos talking about games like that ALLL THE TIME while im multi-tasking so i FORGOT FOR A YEAR?!?!? #until one day i was sick in pain on my bed could not move. and then it came to me. yes. “RE:KINDER. I SHOULD PLAY IT.” LIKE OUT OF NOWHERE #i will never understand how i dying of pain remembered a game i saw once BY NAME AT LEAST A YEAR LATER when jve heard of so many games #and you wanna know why it stuck with me. i saw in the video an image of the “as if id be reborn as a princess” line #i did not know the context but it was devastating #AND WHEN I PLAYED THE GAME when that scene game i was shocked to silence😭😭 BECAUSE I BASICALLY WENT COMPLETELY BLIND?? #I DID NOT KNOW THE LITTLE KID WOULD BE THE ANTAGONIST???? AND THAT HE WOULD HAVE SUCH A SAD STORY?? #like. i saw the sad coming i knew it was bound to happen yet i could have never been prepared for how hard it would hit me #I HAD TONS OF FUN but at first when i finished it i was so confused and so lost i was like welll.....what a game... TOO STUNNED FOR WORDS #then i thoughr of it for 20 minutes and bawled my eyes out and realized it was art #so when i got to my second playthrough i CRIED LIKE CRAZYYY😭😭 I WAS BLOWN AWAY IT REALLY HITS YOU #personally it admittedly hit close to home and while it made me bawl my eyes out it was also very comforting i felt very understood #AND IT WAS CRAZY FUN TOO i was not bored once the first time i played through it i was sleepy but i was so excited to keep playing😭😭 #its funnt becayse i was initially apprehensive about playing cuz im sensitive to stories where sad things happen to kids #but i played it regardless because i was like “but what if its one of those scary media that hit close to home and i enjoy” #AND I WAS RIGHT. BUT NOT ENTIRELY BECAUSE I DID NOT THINK IT WOULD HIT AS INTENSELY AS IT DID😭😭 IT WAS MYCH MORE THAN EXPEVTED #many ways in which it impacted me but if i started listing them i would not shut up . so for now it is enough #IN SUMMARY WOW.. WHAY A GOOD GAME!! PLAY RE:KINDER!!! #i rambled more than i intended to i do apologize

[sirpeppersto]

me every time i remember we're getting married

#he mentioned the ring again today so im not gonna be normal for a bit #auaauauauuauaua husband and wiiiiife :D im gonna be his wiiiiiiife and hes gonna be my husbaaaand #im so glad things are going well in my life rn but even if they werent i would probably still feel amazing bc im marrying this fuckin guy!!! #ever since the beginning its felt like we're meant to be together and now we're actually going to be Together #i try not to talk about him at all times even though i want to cause i dont want to be annoying(i.e. i hope jakey dies) but like #he genuinely is such a wonderful person and hes so kind and protective with the people he loves #hes so smart and has a lot of passion in the things he does and hes always trying to be better despite how shit things have been lately #i love this man more than i thought was ever possible and he loves me just the same. he's for real my dream come true #and now hes saving up to get me a ring 😭 im the luckiest girl alive bc HOWWW did i find him HERE of all places #:))))))))) my nyquil triple strength gummies are probably about to kick in so im gonna leave it here and go to bed #but augh i love him so much its so crazy to me that he exists and hes mine and im his. everything is worth it bc i have him

[evermoredeluxe]

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#gonna be an absolute hypocrite so look away for a minute please #NOT her mouthing what matty said at his about ‘this one’s about you you know who you are ily’ during cardigan of all songs btw #‘and when i felt like i was an old cardigan under someone’s bed you put me on and said i was your favourite’ 😭 #arshia talks

[theflyingfeeling]

...🤧

#god i hate being on my period and being so flipping emotional and just wanting to cry for random reasons #my current reasons: cute doggo pictures and also the fact i'm up and awake instesd of in bed asleep?? 😩 #last night i cried about fictional people #both about their problems as well as the fact they're leading more exciting lives than i do 😂 #which makes no sense i knoooooowww but i was feeling crap and lonely okay #can't wait to be home tonight to cry some more. as a treat 👌 #crying is healthy! i just wish i knew why i felt so shitty last night 🤔 #i guess i was just exceptionally tired. i work only 4 days a week but somehow this week has felt never-ending 😭 #i've had an alright week in general though? nothing to complain really so maybe it really just is period stuff 🙄 #i hope anyone reading this has been having it a bit easier this week 🤍

[arsenicstrudel]

talking to my mother again———>cannon balling myself into a meat grinder

#if i even kinda explained what were talking about i feel like ppl would get mad at me for posting about it #its fucked up my father is v fucked up #and i can’t handle the way my mother has always defended him #my entire life i never felt like anyone wanted to protect me #crying in bed with my kitty 😭😭😭

[jakeperalta]

totally forgot that I agreed to plans tomorrow night and now I so deeply don't want to go

#i only agreed to it last friday but at the time it felt like ages away #so it was entirely out of my mind until i got a message today about train times #i agreed to go because my sibling asked and i know they're having a bad time at the moment #but when it means after work having to go straight out and travel into the city #and even worse travel back again alone #it feels like such a mountain of a day when i'd rather be in bed 😭😭 #talking

[flowerakatsuka]

i ended up changing kuroba's voice claim to mitsuki saiga recently so i thought that now would be a good time to make a vc showcase for them!

kuroba typically sounds more like makoto while speaking with others, having a pretty pleasant & gentle tone, but will speak with a slightly flatter affect when around people they're more familiar with, ( kinda like dropping their customer voice. ) they're also more likely to be more expressive when interacting with people they're close to, like nao's examples.

#makoto and nao are close to what i imagine kuro to sound like #but i think mitsuki saiga's natural speaking voice is a little bit closer #it felt weird using interview clips as vc samples though so i just stuck with makoto and nao #also can we talk about how much range mitsuki saiga has as a voice actor? bc holy shit??? #absolutely wild that kagura from azumanga daioh and kuranosuke from princess jellyfish have the same seiyuu #now i gotta scamper off to bed bc i've got another opening shift by myself tomorrow 😭 #mj ocs #oc : kuroba #mj rambles #videos #osmt

[pepprs]

hi mutuals not to doxx myself but im in boston literally rn :D 🤯🤯🤯

#purrs #took a 2.8 mile walk around the hotel and tmrrw i have a session at 8:30 am that i have to be up at6 for so i can get ready and rehearse #bc i haven’t rehearsed at all to this point LAWLLL 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰and im goi ng to. a scary fancy dinner tmrrw night lole. but it’ll all be ok. this k #kinda feels insane and fake like all of it. and my melon carton spilled in the subway and it was so embarrassing and i was very stressed. im #nervous but excited i wish this all felt realer but it’s nice and im excited to see more of boston. kinda crazy to be in a city where ppl #are alive and there are lots of sights and smells and sounds and things and it’s just there all the time every day. also kinda crazy to be #in massachusetts as a destination when the last time i was here as a destination both my grandparents were alive and their house existed 😃✌️ #but i am trying not to think about that. but if i get to visit faneuil square i might cry lol #conference tag #also i have HORRIBLE motion sickness like even lying in bed under the covers i still feel like im on the train and the ground is swaying #underneath me…. wtf 👩🏻 but it’s fine. i am a normal girl i made it to boston and i have 2.5 days left here and iam looking forward to living #them and having smth to look forward to every day 🥳I just need to not be nervous. but also we are doing orientation in the BALLROOM and it’s #fucking massive like why’d they make it so big 😭😭😭😭😭 help

[wasteland-lover]

been having dreams of a certain yt boy as of late

#not the same boy as last like this a different one #this one’s real #and the dream played out like a cute little wattpad story too😭 #so basically the scenario was that we were next door neighbors #kind of like a boy next door/ childhood best friends trope yk? #anyways he had called me and we were just chatting it up on the phone #and he was sounding all happy and excited about whatever tf he was talking about which was cute asfff😭 #so as we’re talking on the phone im like ‘ykw lemme pull up to his place bcs i miss my man’ #but as im packing my bag about to head out the door #his mood does a complete 180 #like he just starts sounding all depressed and shit #then ofc i start pressing him like ‘yo what happened r you okay??’ #and he’s like ‘yeah😢 don’t come over anymore😞😞 i gotta go😕’ and hangs up on me #and im standing there like ‘oh no😱 my bestie/lifetime crush is upset😨 i gotta get to the bottom of this🧐’ #so obviously i got over to his house anyway #and bitch💀 #when i open the door to his room #tell me why i find this man crying over some damn JJK LEAKS😭😭 #bro was sitting at the edge of his bed tearing up at a manga panel of GOJO #anyway i felt like there was something deeper that was making him upset but then i woke up so who knows #and yeah that was my dream last night #maybe it’s all a sign… #[wp] #wasteland faves👩🏿‍❤️‍💋‍👩🏿

[maraeffect]

ugh had 2 go to the ER today for like 7 hours because my heart went a little wonky 🥴 was probably maybe a side effect from the new infusion i got last week. just like. DAMN. i'm so fucking glad to be home and in bed 🥹😮‍💨

#i had to go on a totally empty stomach except for like. a bowl of cereal around 11am 😭 #autumn was finally able to bring me fast food around 7pm before they let me go #all that time for a blood draw. ekg. and 1ct scan. LORDDDD. they were packed i felt bad tbh #anyway I'm apparently stable enough to be home tonight yay!! very excited that I'm about to sleep in my own bed #with my partner and my kitty 🥹💖 #round 2 #chatter

[bl00dw1tch]

the way i have absolutely no business being the way i am

#horse.txt #vent // #sort of. too high to be sad abt it im in anthropology mode and listening to music that makes me feel sexy so its fine yk #anyway i typed a whole bunch of other tags talking abt how and why i feel this way by going through a few of the events i can remember #from my childhood that Might explain why im so emotionally guarded and struggle to open up anymore. #bc i Wanted to say they all felt dumb and juvenile esp since ive actually like #made peace with most of the ppl who were involved with them #but the Anthropology mode was just tearing it all down as i typed it bc that Is just a ridiculous way to look at it no matter how you cut it #doesn't matter that nobody involved really Meant to deal that kind of harm and i dont need to hate or blame anyone in order to acknowledge #that it still just Happened. like thats a Memory already babe no do overs. #which is kind of just accidental therapy so sick. love that fir me genuinely! #but also yes theres the bitch part of me that still wants to discredit it bc acknowledging that it happened =/= Fixing My Issues #so im still at square one technically. ive just been pacing in circles on it for a while ig #EVEN WORSE that the Scale of my issues is so incredibly mundane compared to so many of the people i seem to meet. #sitting in bed crying abt not having friends for a few days in elementary school when other ppl have jojos bizarre adventure levels of Lore #i know im not technically invalid for feeling the way i do or anything but god. if it doesn't feel fucking Embarrassing to open up about😭 #its impossible NOT to feel stupid and sensitive for having these first world ass problems. And letting them hold me back #bc ppl not liking me for any reason makes me sooooooooo fucking scared So fucking scared its not even funny 😝 #at least. ppl in my Circles. im pretty ok about being assertive with randos #still some work to be done on it but its better than whatevers going on with my personal relationships rn #sincerely to my mutuals and loved ones who see this i swear to GOD i love you so so so fucking much and im so. im trying to figure out this #the stuff thats got me so distant and bad at keeping in touch. its a whole slew of feelings about how i see Myself--not yall #i double pinky promise cross my heart im extremely serious #thank you for being patient with me you mean more to me than im capable of putting into words right now #alright theres a shot of tears in the hollow of my collar bone time to wrap up this post #daily reminder that i love body hair. there's some honesty. #😎😎😎💪💪💪 #the Quaritch under the cut is just to make me feel better bc i love him and i think hes so pretty. hes like a security blanket

[zaddyazula]

not even funny how hard i was crying yesterday like jesus christ

#honestly might be the hardest i’ve cried (at least in a very long time) #like i was a MESS #and what was it at??? #jjk spoilers #jjk season 2 spoilers #NANAMI. AND MAKI. AND MEGUMI AND TOJI. #i was crying for like 4 episodes straight or something and then toji decided to pull that ‘not zenin? i’m glad’ EXCUSE ME SIR #also like toji’s alright he’s not my favourite but OH MY GOD and his eyes changed 😭😭😭😭😭 #i’d just finished crying over nanami getting barbecued and then i was off again #i got spoiled for him dying on tiktok spoilers are basically inescapable but oh my god #in the scene where miwa is crying over mechamaru like hands crossed in her chest leaning over that was actually me #i literally had my head parallel to my bed and my arms crossed to my chest like i can’t get communion or some shit 😭😭😭😭 #and i had to keep turning my head to look at my tv and just kept sobbing #because by the time he actually died i’d stopped crying because it had been like 5 episodes or something but i was sobbing #and it caught me so off guard when jogo got them i was literally staring at the screen going ‘WHAT?’ before i started crying my eyes out #the pipeline my camera roll goes through its pictures of nanami from like the first episodes of the season and then it’s me crying 😭😭😭😭 #i felt so ill about it all i literally couldn’t finish my dinner i ate like a birdseye chicken fillet and then had to give up #also keep in mind i dedicated my entire day to jjk like i watched the movie and then watched all of season 2 in like 9 and a half hours #so when nobara died i was so exhausted i couldn’t even cry i just sort of went ‘you what’ at the screen and had to sit there in pain #but it was so so good all the same like damn #jjk #jujutsu kaisen #jjk season 2 #zad talks