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Everything is Blue

Pairing: Loki x Reader

Content/Warnings: Body image issues, fluff

Words: 2195

Prompt: Can you do something where the reader is half frost giant/Asgardian or human or half dark elf/Asgardian or human? They could be really self conscious about what they are or afraid like Loki is of his frost giant heritage and he could help the reader be more accepting of themselves? Idk I’ve never seen a piece where the reader isn’t Asgardian or human and I think it could be really different 🤷🏼‍♀️

Thank you to @skyrenx for requesting! Hope this is okay, it’s been a while since I’ve written anything!

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“I’m not so sure I’m gonna go,” Tying your shoelaces you stood straight, avoiding the glaring from the women before you. “I mean I’ve never been a massive fan of the heat and I always burn in the sun anyway -”

“You’re going and that’s final young lady!” Stomping over to your drawers Darcy began to pull out various underwear and t-shirts while Jane unzipped your travel case you kept under your bed. “Even if we have to hog tie and gag you, you’re going.”

Hip bumping her out of the way you took over sorting through your underwear, tossing in a bikini or two just to make them happy. “Will you stop man handling my underwear if I agree to go?” Your hand stilling you spun to face them both, “I’m not even sure I wanna know whether you were serious or not about the threat to hog tie and gag me...I wouldn’t exactly put it past you to know how.” Quirking an eyebrow at Darcy who lifted a pair of lacy underwear from your case, you began throwing the few summer items of clothing you had at them.

You could hear the smile in Darcys voice, “Who did you wear these for?” Jane snatched them out of her hands and stuffed them back into the case. You rolled your eyes, the topic of your love and sex life was a touché subject at the best of times. “My mirror.” You replied dryly, folding the only two summer dresses you own into your bag. “There, I’m packed. Happy now?”

Your summer wardrobe really was pathetic. Your luggage consisted of a few of your nicer pairs of underwear, a bikini and swimsuit, two dresses, a pair of shorts, one skirt and a few vest tops. “You seriously need to go shopping.” Darcy sighed, zipping the bag as you grabbed a jacket from your wardrobe.

“Just think,” Jane began as you grabbed the case off Darcy, “Sun, sea, sand and most importantly...Shirtless superheroes.” Giggling along with her you had to admit that the vision was pretty convincing. “Trust us, it’ll be so worth it.”

“This is so not worth it...” You mumbled in front of your mirror. Tony had kindly paid for a team vacation to Isla Bastimentos in Panama as part of a ‘team building exercise’. Or at least, that’s how he put it on paper for taxes anyway. You were here for a week and had been fortunate enough to have been given your own room for the duration.

Turning to get a better angle you tried to suck in your stomach and push your chest out, a fake cheery smile plastered on your face. “I’m so happy to be here!” You spoke in a fake cheery tone, slumping back into your natural stance you groaned. “Who am I kidding?”

The thought of having to stand and socialise with women like Natasha and Darcy made you want to be sick. Natasha had the perfect body, all womanly curves and toned abs while Darcy was the perfect hourglass, round hips and even rounder breasts. You however, were more like a nice plump pear. Rubbing your thighs and hips you wished that you were as voluptuous on top. Scowling at your pale skin and ice blonde hair you grabbed the straw sunhat that Pepper had leant you and threw the white cover up over your shoulders.

“Stupid tropical climate, why couldn’t it have been a nice team holiday to the Arctic?” Everyone had congregated on the strip of private beach in front of the beach house. You slowed your pace, torn between which camp of people to visit first. The frantic waving of Darcy made your decision for you, wrapping your cover up around your frame more you gave a small smile at the group sat on the sand.

“Why are you wearing that?” Darcy sneered a little, trying to pick the cover up off your shoulders as you sat down. “Because!” Shrugging her off you pulled your hat down a little more, “I told you I burn in the sun, lobster red isn’t my colour.”

Smiling in thanks you took the cocktail from Jane and said a quick hello to the two Asgardians sat with you. Since the remaining Asgardians had settled in ‘New Asgard’, Thor and Loki had been Avenging. The two once quarrelling brothers had now reconciled and formed a semi-normal relationship with each other.

Eyeing up a spot in the shade, you quickly stood and joined Loki under a parasol. “You don’t like the sun either?” Stretching your pale legs out in front of you, you let your toes bathe in the sun. He chuckled from his position next to you, laying on one elbow with his eyes cast forward on the horizon. “Heat doesn’t exactly do my Jotun heritage any favours.”

“I forgot about that,” You mumbled, “I don’t like the heat either. Doesn’t exactly agree with my powers...” You’d wondered for a while about Loki’s heritage, everyone had said how he was the disgraced prince of Asgard, the stolen frost giant baby that Odin had used as a pawn in his plans, but to you he’d always just been Loki. The sarcastic guy who listened to your venting and read books with. Trying to sneak a sideways glance at him you saw him staring at you already.

“And what exactly are your powers? I don’t recall you mentioning them before.” His words wasn’t as harsh as you probably thought they were, but to you it just sounded as if he was calling you useless. You are useless, what good is an avenger who can’t control their powers?

You picked up your cocktail, watching as the liquid slowly began to freeze over and the glass crack as ice encased it. Handing the frozen glass to Loki you pulled your knees up to your chest as he sat forwards, studying the glass in his hand.

“You can’t control it.” He guessed, having placed the glass on the sand, the ice melting in the sun. You shook your head, “No,” you replied with sadness in your voice. “Not fully anyway, it gets hard to control it when I get emotional.” You could feel a blush creeping onto your face, “I don’t mean to, it’s just that everything seems so much sometimes and...” You cringe at your words, “And I sound pathetic.”

Rubbing your hands over your face you couldn’t believe how much you were babbling, but you and Loki had always had a strange relationship. You’d gravitated towards each other naturally out of your love of books and quiet, conversations began small and eventually grew to you seeking each other out for hour long conversations about the mundane and everyday. Conversations turned to comfortable silence and comfortable silence turned into peaceful sleep. It wasn’t unknown for the two of you to wake tangled together, apologies and blushing glances thrown between you both.

He smiled, “You do not sound pathetic Y/N.” Rolling onto your front you leant up on your elbows, your sunhat on the sand beside you. “What if I’m like you?” You blurted, his eyebrows furrowing. “What if I’m a frost giant like you?”

His smile was tense, “Your mother is too small for a frost giant,” He began, thinking of the time he’d accompanied you to a family dinner. “Your father however...” He was curious now to say the least, his hand twitching at the thought of being able to find out with a simple touch.

You snorted at the mention of your father, “You know I never knew who my dad was. Mum said that he came and went quicker than I was conceived.” Loki smirked, an idea having formed in his head while you were talking.

He turned to face you fully, his green eyes glinting with mischief. “Why don’t we find out?” Sitting up on your side you shifted a little closer, curiosity in your eyes. “How?”

His gaze dropped, confused you looked down. A royal blue crept along his hand, working its way up to his wrist with intricate patterns engraving itself into his skin. Your eyes met his, “Do you trust me?”

“Always.” You replied, not even having to think. With a boyish grin he took your hand in his and watched as the same royal blue began to creep from his hand to yours. Frost giant.

Tears brimmed in your eyes as you pulled your hand away quickly, a nervous smile on your lips. “Well...that explains a few things.” Laughing a little you felt a sense of peace overcome you, you’d waited so long to find out why you were cursed with these powers and now...now you knew.

“Loki,” You spoke, a lump forming in your throat as you threw yourself at the God next to you. Wrapping your arms around his neck you laughed a little as his wound around your waist. “Thank you.” You breathed, his hair tickling your face.

Your heart began to beat quicker as you pulled back, his arm staying secured around your waist. “It’s not as bad as I made out,” Scrunching your face up in confusion you realised quickly what he meant. “When we spoke about it before, about Jotunheim and Laufey...” His eyes softened as he searched for the right words, “It doesn’t define you, Y/N. You’re still you.”

You opened your mouth to speak when you heard a whistle from behind you, both of you turning to see Tony and the rest of the avengers walking up towards the beach house. “Hey lovebirds, lunch time.”

"Coming!” You shouted, your voice breaking a little. “You’d think he’d give it up with the ‘lovebirds’ thing by now...” You joked, a nervous blush on your cheeks.

“Hmm,” Loki hummed, “You’d think.”

If the day hadn’t been long enough from the travelling and socialising, then the night seemed to be even longer. Drinks and party games had kept everyone up until midnight, and the swirling feeling inside your head only seemed to feed your insomnia. Sitting up in a huff you knew your insomnia was a demon of your own making. Heaving a sigh of defeat, you left your room in your t shirt and panties and made your way up the flight of stairs.

“Going somewhere Y/N?” Your head snapped to see Thor exiting the bathroom, glass of water in hand.

“I uh, I was just...Well I was-” Who were you kidding? You were desperate for some sleep and there was only one way you were going to get it. “I just need some sleep.” You admitted with a whisper, eyes dropping away in embarrassment. “I’m so tired and I can’t sleep alone anymore, it’s just not the same.”

Thor looked you over, baggy t-shirt and messy hair with bare feet he couldn’t help but think that you were the best thing that had happened to his brother in a long time. “Well I won’t keep you,” Turning for his room you climbed the last few stairs. “Oh Y/N?”

Turning to see his hand on the doorknob you tilted your head in question, “Try to keep the noise down, eh?” Mouth flailing open like a fish he sent you a wink before disappearing into his room. Clamping your mouth shut you turned with a shake of your head and stopped before his door, too tired to dwell on Thor.

Pushing the door open as quietly as you could, you were hoping that the room layout was similar to your own. The door closed with a soft click as your eyes adjusted to the darkness, you were half hoping that he couldn’t sleep either. That the comfort you gained from each other was mutual. Perhaps you’d gotten it wrong, paused halfway between the door and the bed you had second thoughts, you could easily sneak back out and he would be none the wiser. You’d tell Thor to keep his trap shut, and raid the wine bottles that were left downstairs to help welcome sleep.

“Are you going to stand there all night or are you going to come to bed?” His voice cut through the dark as you watched him sit up and turn the bedside lamp on, “Because I don’t know about you, but insomnia seems to have become my new best friend.”

You gave him a small smile as you toyed with the hem of your t-shirt, “And here I was thinking I was your best friend.” His face softened as you padded over to the bed, his eyes never leaving you. “And here I was thinking we were more than best friends.”

You couldn’t hide the smile no matter how hard you tried, instead, you leant over him to turn the light off and settled beneath the sheets. Twisting to face him on your side, he mirrored you perfectly. “I guess we really are lovebirds then hmm?” Teasing him a little you leant in and pecked your lips against his before turning over, your back pressing into his chest. You felt him press a gentle kiss to your shoulder as his arm pulled you closer, “Goodnight Loki” You murmured, earning you a tired chuckle. “Goodnight Y/N.”

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