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#I hate that damn chicken
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protective-mama-bear · 2 months
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Having the urge to draw this three, i could see them as a trio that is fricking chaotic and unstoppable... also brutal :)
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derpinette · 3 months
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i have a weird relationship with weight because i hated eating more than anything the moment i was ready for solids ( i hate chewing with my entire life always have & will ) which made me underweight for most of my life ( to this day ) & during late primary-middle school this made me actively suicidal because i felt like something was wrong with my sex because i just was not developing whatsoever prompting me to have a years long phase of trying to gain weight in any way i could ( #EPICFAIL by the way ) & i was already insecure but i felt seriously so unforgivably ugly after bullying not just at school but by adults of my entourage. but then i did in my late 15s which prompted the pendulum to swing in the other direction & suddenly i FREAKED OUT & thought well being skinny is pretty much all i have & know myself to be & clearly it is not going to last forever so i Better preserve it i was delusional about how skinny i thought i was actually i look stumpy & weird i have to prove myself. But now i am normal again kind of
#also i used to get beaten to finish my food nearly daily & it would take me forever to do that like literally hours with no exaggeration#just made me hate eating even more. now my technique is eating as fast as possible before i even realize how overwhelming#the sensory experience is & i can just be done with it VS the pain&dread of eating slowly -> disgust of Everything+hyperawareness#eating tightens my muscles like i hate it so fucking much catching the food putting it in my mouth CHEWING swallowing#what a damn chore#so i always liked cheese it was my “safe food” pretty much the only thing i liked#i even hated the foods autists usually like like fries & fried chicken meatballs ETC. HATED.#i was/am more of a soup & turning all my food into varieties of Slop kind of girl nothing hard for me please...#i experienced middle school during the like ♯Thick era of the world which was honestly a good thing like for The Populace#but i felt like killing myself because i felt like an unforgivable fugly genetic failure & people did not hesitate to let me know#anyway either way i would be unhappy caus if i did gain weight during puberty i would have a meltdown about all the Changes#so i feel content for the time being about only losing the fat in my face & getting age appropriate wrinkles really#trying to enjoy the privilege of thinness while i have it because it will not last forever 0_0 but that should not matter anyway...#the privilege of thinness: being way uglier than others & constantly looking like a gibbon dying of disease + no energy or strength ever#JK people are much MUCH nicer to thin people & they do things for me on account of looking physically incapable so um yay i guess#light at the end of the tunnel that is very significant in the grand scheme of things socially. ♯CountingMyBlessings#also i was raised on ♯HAES tumblr from 2014-2018 i truly believed in that & was so damn envious i was not curvy & beautiful LOL#so i never hated overweight people really i think for the most part the SJW tumblr values stuck with me#but now i know it depends on your base frame & genetics & there is no guarantee to what you choose to do (naturally) acceptance is peace#sorry for the gigantic Arse post i just needed to get that off my chest for a long time. not on here specifically just in general#oh & i am a ♯Grignoteuse but grignoter (grazing) is different from eating in my mind&body#& my insecurity was not a result of wanting to fit in really but kind of in the sense that i wanted people to stop berating me for my looks#like body wise only & also not understanding why every other girl looked like a girl blossoming into a woman#& i looked like i was transitioning to Malnourished (unsexed) Ape made worse by bein GNC.& like the need for control later on & erthang ETC
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chloe12801 · 2 months
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I’m on an E-board for one of my colleges clubs. We had a huge drama with a similar club and they took all our members and just suck. I’m literally having nightmares about wth we are going to do and why the bad guys always win and why we always suffer in this life. It’s frustrating :((
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yemme · 1 year
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Uncle Jim... couldn’t be me.  All these foster kids he gotta take care of... including his man.  The Thailand government owes him checks.  He gotta take care of his sisters child, she’s busy hoeing with limited profit (Been gone most of her child’s life, could have been married 3 times over with dead husbands, nothing to show for her work.)  Now, coz coz gets his lil’ girlfriend pregnant Uncle Jim is at the pawn shop to do right, it ain’t his seed.  His man, college graduate, a professional is at his door, homeless.  That grill gate needs a security camera, Medeco lock, and a password.  Should’ve called the show Moonlight Beer cause every time he’s stressed he gotta drink... The man can’t even light up a cigarette, it’s not cause of “bad influence “ either, it’s a habit he can’t afford to have cause he’s busy bailing out everyone.   All the people that used this poor man... outside of his family as well.  Change your name from Uncle Jim to Stranger Jim and buy that one way ticket to anywhere... solo.  Jim your man is cute but you need rejuvenation time alone...
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tdutb · 7 months
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yr-obedt-cicero · 1 year
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The most torturous experience is knowing you have plenty of access to a good amount of the Hamilton's children correspondence through the Library of Congress, but their penmanship is such garbage and incomprehensible that I do not even want to try and transcribe half of it.
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itsjustpoopeh · 13 days
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it is 80F. with 85% humidity. at 9 pm. it is barely MAY summer is going to KILL ME
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My mom is watching the one-piece live action WITHOUT ME
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observethewalrus · 4 months
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whyyyyyyy do I associate my hair so closely with my gender presentation, brain please just let me cut it ffs
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dubiousdoctors · 2 months
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<- guy who can't seem to get a job EVER
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kaibaswifey · 7 months
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ugh just realized i have work on kaiba's bday =_= like i'll literally be gone all day bc commute is so long + shift is long ughu ghghghgjhdiegjeg
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lusalemaart · 11 months
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Like a couple of weeks ago there was a Drawfee video where they put their names into a Pokedex entry generator, and I decided to do it with my name.
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shuxiii · 8 months
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dont worry anon just play this song in front of shu she starts acting like a rabid dog with extra anger issues #worksmartnothard
IT WONT WORK ON ME BC LEEHI ONLY IS PLAYING ON MY SPOTIFY AS I UPDATE CHINITA 😝😝😝🫰🫰🫰
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crayonurchin · 1 year
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I don't hate being food sensitive I like my preferences and respect my body's need
but I do hate that food sensitivities don't let me eat chicken legs and wings and drumsticks because sometimes I want to pretend I've snatched meat from the table and run off down an alleyway to feast on my humble victory like ANY victorian urchin would >:c
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anaalnathrakhs · 2 months
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im supposed to call or go to the psychiatric unit to finally get hospitalized but i cantttt i cant im scared i dont even know of what but im scared
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