#I’m venting

[succubusmunson]

just wanna feel loved

#shut up bee #ignore me #i’m venting

[chloe12801]

I’m on an E-board for one of my colleges clubs. We had a huge drama with a similar club and they took all our members and just suck. I’m literally having nightmares about wth we are going to do and why the bad guys always win and why we always suffer in this life. It’s frustrating :((

#the president of that club is a white twink asshole #with a chicken little haircut #and my academic advisor is their club advisor and they brought her into the drama so I hate that hag too #I have a right to be pissed when that bitch called me out by name for no damn reason and belittled me and my friends #if Trevor was real I’d sic him on them #cannibalize that man T #I’m venting #none of this is real it’s all in Minecraft #cafa #cafa oc #times like these I’d die for t to be real and be my bf #they are the least diverse group of people too never seen so many white bitches in one room #the rage in my veins will kill me

[ghostwithaheartbeat]

Day three of holding everyone’s laundry hostage until my father takes a shower.

The last of my father’s beloved white socks have fallen to the filth. There is little hope, and even less in terms of rest. The battle is ongoing, and it feels often that I am fighting alone. Morale is low; my ally in this conflict, mother, is injured. I long for the days when I can rest. When this war will cease, and all will be clean again. The dishes done, the people bathed, the laundry washed and folded. Alas. We know the struggle will never end.

I am Sisyphus, and my father’s horrid stench and apathy are forever my boulder.

My father is a war profiteer, and I am a hapless young recruit greeting a doomed mission.

Last shower date: December 25th, 2023

#collective tag #it spoke #i’m venting #but like… only half serious #god I am so so so so tired. #I’m so pissed man #at just. everything #this house is falling apart around me and It’s like I can’t do anything #I have begged and begged and begged this fucking man to take a goddamn shower. #I cry about this #because he just doesn’t fucking care #I CANT DO EVERYTHING!!!!! #NOT FOREVER #huge ass ants everywhere? sure. fuck it. why not #piles and piles of laundry? okay. I can do that. #not paying the mortgage until our shit gets shut down and mom and I yell at you? #cooking halfassed meals that are only barely tolerable to you and inedible to everyone else #and then complaining when we don’t eat them despite how much we’ve all told you? #and leaving the whole kitchen to rot? #PISSING YOURSELF REPEATEDLY AND NOT CHANGING YOUR PANTS BECAUSE YOU DONT FEEL LIKE IT AND NEVER SHOWERING FOR MONTHS ON END? #I’m just… words cannot describe how tired I am right now. #mom has a broken foot too so I also have to take care of her even more than normal #how did baby me handle this all the time on top of school? #‘yeah sure i can take care of two fucked up angry disabled adults on top of my crippling childhood trauma and schoolwork!’ #—> #‘I swear to fucking god I will telepathically make my heart stop beating by sheer force of fucking will if I hear you call for me again’ #delete later #deepest apologies to any poor soul that reads this #i really just needed to cry and scream and cry harder again until I throw up #and maybe a hug

[lucysmacleans]

bruno: okayiwentosaybyetokamranandhegavemehiscar anditoldhim i-

nakia: oh absolutely not! start from the beginning and SLOWLY!

bruno: fine! i went to meet up with kamran, said to him and i told him liked him, and i hated him almost kissing kamala…don’t make that face wait for it, he said he liked be back bruno, said my name TWICE, not BRAIN! and we kissed and said the second i make it to california kamran comes and sees me, and he gave me his CAR

nakia: hussy you stole kamala’s man, oohh drama

bruno: you’re a demon

nakia: thank you!

#bruno x kamran #nakia bahadir #ms marvel #ms marvel spoilers #marvel #i’m venting

[lonelyhumanoid]

Never in my life have I wished I had a bidet in my bathroom.

#seriously don’t ask #this isn’t some reverse psychology shit please don’t ask #I’m venting #I’ve been screaming in pain for the past few hours #and that might’ve given it away but still don’t ask

[justabigassnerd]

hey y’all just wanted to hop on and give a lil update real quick

ik I haven’t given any indication that I’m writing the next fic for y’all. I have the request up on a document and it’s ready to be written I just truthfully do not have the motivation

this may come across as ungrateful and I really don’t want it to sound that way but I was a little upset at how my last fic didn’t do as well as previous ones. the Hangman junior universe is so special to me bc it wouldn’t exist without y’all and I released this latest part so excited to hear y’all’s thoughts and stuff and it just kinda… bombed? idk maybe I’m being dramatic, maybe it was shitty writing, either way it’s knocked my motivation and confidence slightly

I’m trying to find my feet again to continue writing because I don’t want to abandon you guys and I love writing but I may just need a wee bit of time to get back into it.

again I don’t want to sound rude or ungrateful because I really do appreciate every note I get but some days are just tougher than others

all the love for y’all <3

#justabigassnerd #justabigassnerd rambles #vent #tw vent #i’m venting #vent post #vent tw #vents

[ryan-waddell11]

I’m miserable right now. I just want to scream. Someone hire me asap.

#i’m venting #it’s a struggle #please help

[csbenthusiast]

I miss writing my silly little things 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 BUT MY BRAIN WONT LET ME

#{ella rambles🧸} #I actually feel bad ngl #I had like #MORE THAN A MONTH to reorganize my life and stuff #but I got sick #and I’m still so tired #anyways #I’m venting

[porcelaintoybox23]

I saw the most brain dead tweet about how we have to tag ships based on sex positions and general dynamics for (specifically Asian) fandom. The first I can understand for smut fics but how the fuck does that work for general dynamics. Why the fuck are people so anal and entitled about this? They were demanding this of non-sexual fics and art. Am I the only person who keeps my ship dynamics the same unless it’s an AU? Why would I change character personalities? Sulemio or Mioletta (I don’t super ship, I think it’s cute tho), why would their dynamic change? I’d keep their personalities the same.

I don’t fucking care. Block me. You sound ridiculous acting like it’s a personal attack when someone tags based on name preference or no preference, especially when there’s no sexual content. Was fandom always this entitled? Weirdos harassing people over who tops/bottoms, dictating how someone tags something when it’s in the right fandom. I’m not tagging who fucks who when I’m writing a story. Read at your own risk and learn how to live in a world where people can do things and you just click off.

“Respect other cultures” I criticize my family’s culture constantly. No one is free from critique.

Straight up, I ran from the MXTX when I saw tweets with hundreds of likes mocking people for having the pairs switch. Like, “the author says you’re wrong lol” because fanfic has always depended on what the author says. People literally saying that Hua Cheng bottoming is offensive to the author and people shouldn’t do that. DO YOU KNOW WHAT FANFICTION IS

I understand when someone tags a ship that’s not there, or rates a story G when there’s graphic violence, but this isn’t that. Leave people alone. Stop mocking people over a personal preference. Block people, like how I blocked that stupid thread.

#shipping #fandom #fandom discourse #ship dynamics #this is why queer ppl irl get harassed #it’s 2014 again #curate your experience #calling people lame or weird because they like switches #i’m venting #I hate entitled people #losing your shit over sex positions #go outside #I’m here to commiserate #if you disagree idc #whine somewhere else #top/bottom discourse #i guess?

[little-moonbeam-666]

Ok I’m gonna be honest here and I’m just gonna pour my fucking heart out…. Here we fucking go!

Over the past 11 days I’ve have 4 panic attacks. There was a point in time where I’d only have 4 panic attacks PER YEAR. Now it’s over the span of under 2 weeks. My mental health is literally crumbling around me and I feel like I’m drowning. I’ve honestly thought about killing myself at least 3 times in the past month. And on top of it, I can’t openly express how I feel because I’m a stay at home mom of 2 small children. I can’t let them see me break. I can’t let them see me as weak. They don’t understand why mommy’s sad and I can’t explain it to them in a way they’ll understand.

My husbands literally no help. He’s an alcoholic and it’s only gotten worse over the past month. If I try to talk to him about how I’ve been feeling, he has to one up me. Tonight he told me “just be lucky I haven’t pulled the fucking trigger on myself yet”…. As if that’s supposed to make me feel better….

We’re struggling financially. We both have horrible depression and anxiety. Our kids don’t understand why we’re so sad and so angry all the time. It’s a never ending cycle of pain and exhaustion and I just want it to stop.

I just want it to stop.

So if you read this whole thing, thanks for listening to me vent. And if you feel like popping into my asks to cheer me up that would be awesome.

Ya know what?….. just send me Joseph Quinn and Jamie Bower. Or Thomas Raggi and Victoria De Angelis. That would make me happy.

#auntie kendle is having a mental breakdown #help #i’m venting #please be nice #I just need friends #ask #ask kendle #auntie kendles rambling #auntie kendle

[mrsblackruby]

It makes more since for Billy to be alive to me than dead at this point I know I sound all types of crazy but it’s true 🤡 stranger things ain’t following no logic principles hop off my eggplant. The Duffers just done with his storyline and don’t want to do my rat king justice damn I’m salty like chips…

#clown on me all u want #i’m a clown #and i’m proud of it #it’s alright if you think differently #i’m venting #billy hargrove #stranger things #stranger things spoilers #case in point #Hopper was eviscerated and would not have survived in the real world

[the-bibrarian]

I’m enrolled in a course to become a librarian, and the very first lesson, on important dates in the history of books and libraries still credits Gutenberg with the invention of the printing press in 1450. This is very much not an auspicious beginning :|

#feeling rabid right now #😡 #i’m venting #just ignore me #this reminds me of the librarian who told my daughter’s class #that mythology only referred to Greek mythology #it’s one thing to be ignorant #it’s another thing to be ignorant and present yourself as an authority

[death-under-knj]

i remember the morning you left me here to die

the disposal of my flesh and bones

it brought a smile to your face

you were finally at peace

you were home

#my photos #abandoned #ethel cain #trauma #mommy issues #i’m venting #trailer #southern gothic #trailer park #nicole dollanganger

[overly-dramatic-artist]

Turns out a lot of the things I’ve attributed to anxiety, anemia, and autism/adhd might actually be multiple sclerosis

So that’s super fun

#i’m venting #my summer break has been fucking fantastic thanks for asking #was locked out of my apartment yesterday bc they switched the locks and the office closed as soon as I got there #got back into dance to choreograph a show and I screwed up my ankle #I’ve been so inwardly emotional I feel like I’m going to implode #oh and last night I basically retconned an entire chapter I was writing bc it wasn’t a vibe anymore #to be fair it was only like 1500 words at that point #so not a huge deal

[hxpelessnurse]

Sometimes I think about how if I hadn’t ended things with my ex and cut him off completely in 2020/2021 I would probably either be married and miserable right now or I would be still fighting with him to get his ass in gear and start the moving/marriage process.

#ooc #i’m venting

[justabigassnerd]

ngl I thought I had my writing flow back but one little thing knocked me down and I don't wanna do shit anymore

I shouldn't be letting things get into my head like this but it's really fucking hard bc I am someone who takes things to heart very literally.

I am so sorry I really am trying and I want to write stuff for y'all but I keep letting comments get in my head and it puts me down

again, I am sorry and much love to y'all <3

#justabigassnerd #justabigassnerd rambles #tw vent #vent post #vent #i’m venting