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hyperfixatedfandomer · 9 months
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“Who gon’ pray for me?
Take my pain for me?
Save my soul for me?
‘Cuz I’m alone you see…”
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“If I’m gon’ die for you,
if I gon’ kill for you…
Then I’ll spill this blood for
you.”
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(Inspired by this Tik tok 🥹 and images provided by this acc)
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hourglass-dreams · 1 year
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My Story With Encanto
(I apologize for not posting this yesterday! I was so busy because of holiday but here it is now ❤️)
How I Discovered Encanto
I will be completely honest with all of you, I've never really been a big fan of Disney Animation Studios (I ADORE Pixar though). Not only because of the company itself, but because a lot of the movies didn't resonate with me, particularly the modern ones. The only modern ones from the studios I like are Tangled, Zootopia and Moana so when I heard of Disney making "Encanto", I wasn't too interested. The only thing I knew about it was a particular song trending wildly on Tik Tok, (you know what it is 😂). I had no idea it was from Encanto originally, I thought people were cancelling Bruno Mars over something and they made a song about it 😂.
That was until my best friend got into it in late January/early Feburary and reccomended it to me. We have similar taste but when it came to this, I was skeptical. But, I gave it a chance! I watched it on Disney+ and I think at first, I wasn't really that into it. I liked it! It was just one of those things I needed to watch again to get the full grasp of, if that makes sense.
So. near Valentine's Day I watched it again with my then girlfriend, and that's REALLY where it hit me. The story, the characters, everything felt so real to me even though I am not from a Latino household. That's how the hyperfixation started!
Why I Love This Film
There is something so beautiful when a movie reflects a culture different from yours and does it as well as this one. I was so revealed when I saw actual Latin Americans, actual Colombians, talking about how authentic this movie was. It opened my eyes to a different view of life and family, it has filled me with so much sympathy for these families who have to endure generational trauma and oppression that impacts them in so many ways. The cast of characters is also SO diverse and feel like genuine people, not some walking stereotype.
Speaking of characters, I cannot tell you how much I've resonated with Mirabel and her story. It's rare for me to relate to Disney protagonist so this was a huge surprise. Not only do we both have curly hair, hazel eyes and glasses, but I understand wholeheartedly feeling out of place in your own family and feeling like you'll never be good enough. I am the only adopted biracial child in my family, I am also disabled and LGBTQ+, I also do not share the same religious views as most of my family so growing up, I struggled and still struggle so much with finding my worth and purpose. Mirabel also has the same exact personality that I had when I was younger. Energetic, bubbly, and kinda got on people's nerves (I'm also the youngest of three brothers) 😂. I'm also sensitive and try my best to understand different perspectives. (We're also both Pisces??? I swear, the similarities are a little scary).
Another character that doesn't remind me of myself, but of my oldest brother is Bruno. He doesn't have the same personality or anything, but how my family treats him as "the one we don't speak to or about except on holidays" reminds me so much of how the Madrigals basically act like Bruno doesn't exist and if he does, that's bad. My brother and I are both LGBTQ+ but since he was the first one to come out, my parents shut him out and understandably, he distanced himself greatly. Even though he was around (kind of?) when I was growing up, he always felt so far away and I never understood why until I got to an age where I could comprehend it. He lived about 2 hours away and I wasn't able to visit him that often because of distance and my mom thought he would be a "bad influence".
Isabela reminds me of my current best friend when we were both in middle school. She was kinda popular and treated as a golden child and that made her act well.. not too nice. (But I wasn't that nice to her either). Especially when were in music class together, our teacher at the time always pinned us together for some reason, and that made us absolutely HATE each other. It was actually when she got involved with this obnoxious boy that broke her heart where we found middle ground 😂 and realizing that we have more in common then we thought. (This is the same friend that introduced me to this movie!)
This may be why I latched onto Isabela, Mirabel and Bruno the way I did.
I will admit though, when I first watched the movie, I didn't think I would like Isabela as much as I did. I feared that she was going to be this hyperfeminine "mean girl" stereotype Hollywood loves to shove in our faces. I am so happy they didn't do that with her, her arc and character as a whole feels so relatable and raw.
And of course I love everyone else! Luisa is such good representation for those of us who take on more than we need to, older sibling or not. It's so awesome to see a muscular woman with a lower voice in a Disney film! The dynamic between the couples in this movie feel so warm and again.. authentic. It's so adorable!! I wish we could have gotten more of the warm colored family but I understand why we didn't. Maybe in a series we will!
The music is also just... way too good 😂. Another thing is that I barely knew who Lin-Manual Miranda was, I knew what Hamilton was but I never got into it because musicals were just not my thing. (I've started to get interested in them because of Theatre class and this movie).
But I knew this was a musical of course, and I did not expect I would love the music this much. I still listen to the soundtrack and I love all of the songs the same! I swear this is the only movie where the main character has a song that I can sing in my own range 😂 along with some of the others. Waiting On A Miracle and What Else Can I Do? in particular struck me (and they're the most overlooked!)
Why I Love The Fandom
Despite the really weird and problematic a part of this fandom has done, I can't deny the sheer amount of creativity, passion, love, and understanding this fandom has. From the fanart, fanfictions, headcanons, fan events, and fan made songs, this is one of the few fan bases that have made me feel like I was part of a family. I've met so many wonderful people in this community and learned so much about Latin American culture from being part of this and I am so thankful.
No matter how much time passes, all of this will have a special place in my heart.
I Love You All ❤️
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madsportfolio · 8 months
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A second Sydney show being added last minute ( and olympic stadium might I add ), further laments just how in demand they are right now. As the lights dimmed, a single alarm tone went off. One of those generic apple ones that makes your insides cringe with the PTSD of a rude morning awakening. Up on the screen, a camera man began following a bed being wheeled through the back halls of the arena, the pair eventually both ending up on the stage where tens of thousands of fans were howling for them.
Crawling from the bed, was the scrawny 30-something year old self proclaimed protagonist of the evening. Sauntering over to the microphone set up in center stage, he armed himself with an acoustic guitar before  mumbling simply “Hi…my name is Matty”. An uproar from the crowd raucous enough to promise ear ringing for days to follow. I was so utterly fascinated by all of it; the adoration, the performance, the man who needed no introduction past his first name. I’d been waiting to catch first hand a glimpse at this spectacle for months now, ever since I opened my Tik Tok app to indulge myself in the ever pitiful ‘doomscroll’ last September, when I couldn’t help but notice a recurring subject popping up every third video I scrolled through. It felt like I should check what year it is, and what platform I was using, since I distinctly remember this same phenomena in 2014 on the now deceased website tumblr. A slew of young girls running to fit the heroic-chic inspired aesthetic, that consisted of fishnets, chain smoking, black chokers and heavily underexposed photos. Doc Martens probably should have sent this man a gift basket as a thank-you for the sales they generated from this era. I am of course talking about Chesire band The 1975, and their triumphant leader & front man, Matthew Healy to be exact. 
So where did the resurgence come from nearly 10 years after what some would call their peak? Or was what we saw back then just a taster of what they and he is capable of? It would be naive to assume that their success is only due to their eclectic style, when so many bands have done the same thing ( most likely even musically superior ), only to wind up existing in the public as a small font on a festival lineup, while 1975 nab the headline spot.
Personally, I surmise that their huge prominence has to do with something else outside of their sound entirely. Simply put, Matty Healy serves as a modern blueprint of ‘how to be a rockstar.’
Rock isn’t dead, it’s just the age of rock as we knew it that is. With the monopoly of ticket sales, social media and streaming services forcing the sales of individual songs and albums to be pretty well obsolete; the smart ones have turned their enemies against them, utilizing social media and the hysterical nature of young girls to cement themselves in music history and rewrite a new age of rock.
Long have young girls been picked apart and made fun of for their hysterics. Within the music industry, that looks like being labeled as nothing more than groupies or fan girls; when in reality the entire career of most musicians throughout time are heavily reliant on this very demographic. The Beatles famously having the term “Beatlemania” coined after the frenzy, and evidence that suggests that even Mozart had ‘groupies’ during his hay day. This was confirmed back to me as I watched him on stage, swigging from a seemingly endless bottle of red wine with a cigarette held between the same fingers that held his microphone. Guess who was by eye account of the majority demographic? Girls aged 16-25. But how does female fans equate to world domination?
Well, Girls are obsessive, Girls are loyal, and most importantly, Girls TALK. The single smartest move anyone that wants to be thrust into the public domain could do is to pull ‘stunts’ that make girls tell other girls all about what caught their attention. Stunts that our friend Matty Healy, has been all too familiar with on this particular tour. How about an erotic rendition of wanking on stage? Or  bringing a different fan up every night to (consensually ) kiss during the song robbers?  Perhaps my favorite stunt was eating a hunk of raw meat, pumping out a few push ups, throwing up, and then crawling into a hollow TV set…
Its bizarre, its unpredictable and its oh so the best marketing strategy one could harness.
By dehumanizing himself on stage, he humanizes himself to his fans, making him feel more accessible through this rip in the fourth wall.  They are creating the ultimate fantasy, one that is the core topic of countless wattpad stories, and one that has girls literally camping out in the hopes that they’ll be the next lucky contender pulled onto stage. 
There’s a bountiful of articles floating around online about how lame the band is, how problematic he is as an individual, but I truly believe what all of these are failing to see is just how fucking genius this performance is. To Matty, the world’s his stage and he’s the star. 
Even within conversations I had with my own friends, there is an air of “doesn’t he just seem like a bit of a wank?” And yeah, it’s undeniable, I’m sure he is the guy that most people would avoid getting stuck in a drunken conversation with at 3am, but calling out his apparent insufferability only further binds this notion that Matty IS today’s version of a ‘rockstar’. Almost as if we forget why the advice ‘never meet your heroes’ exists, perhaps being slightly pretentious and insufferable just comes with the job title. Which star throughout time can we truly say never once had this attached to their persona? Certainly not Jim Morrison, nor Freddie Mercury, Mick Jagger and David Bowie, and lest we ever forget John Lennon comparing the Beatles popularity to that of modern christianity. Being a bit of a prick seems to become more excusable, the more talent you behold. 
But is this arrogance a bad thing? Or in this world of Iphones with cameras able to record every move, entire threads on reddit just waiting to pick apart the 6 second clip, and pretty much every other social media channel giving the ability to ‘cancel’ someone at the drop of a pin - have we just now been able to see up close the performances and attitudes that we weren’t able to in the past? In a world where you are socially scrutinized for everything you do and say, its refreshing to see someone in the public generally not give a fuck. He’s a PR nightmare every time he shows face to the public, or logs onto his social media accounts. 
He’s the guy you would never take home to mummy, as opposed to the other clean pop stars we have in the charts ( aka, Harry Squeaky clean Styles ). He is to Harry Styles what the Rolling Stones were to the Beatles. Dirty, unhinged, unable to predict their next move. 
We for one, welcome this new breed of rockstar and commend the 1975 for being trailblazers in this resurgence;  A resurgence of teenage girls with posters of stars up in their bedroom that their parents disapprove of. A resurgence of polarizing celebrities who, even if they are a bit of a dick, at the very least will never be boring just for the sake of ‘playing it safe’. A resurgence of rockstars for the modern world, in a time where we need it most. 
The 1975 ‘At their very best tour’ is one that shouldnt be missed, even if you cant get behind their pop-y sound, its worth it for the sheer showmanship alone. On a seemingly endless tour where you never know exactly what you are going to get, every show is like its very own lucky dip. 
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honeymoononvenus · 8 months
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MATTY HEALY
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A second Sydney show being added last minute ( and olympic stadium might I add ), further laments just how in demand they are right now. As the lights dimmed, a single alarm tone went off. One of those generic apple ones that makes your insides cringe with the PTSD of a rude morning awakening. Up on the screen, a camera man began following a bed being wheeled through the back halls of the arena, the pair eventually both ending up on the stage where tens of thousands of fans were howling for them.
Crawling from the bed, was the scrawny 30-something year old self proclaimed protagonist of the evening. Sauntering over to the microphone set up in center stage, he armed himself with an acoustic guitar before  mumbling simply “Hi…my name is Matty”. An uproar from the crowd raucous enough to promise ear ringing for days to follow. I was so utterly fascinated by all of it; the adoration, the performance, the man who needed no introduction past his first name. I’d been waiting to catch first hand a glimpse at this spectacle for months now, ever since I opened my Tik Tok app to indulge myself in the ever pitiful ‘doomscroll’ last September, when I couldn’t help but notice a recurring subject popping up every third video I scrolled through. It felt like I should check what year it is, and what platform I was using, since I distinctly remember this same phenomena in 2014 on the now deceased website tumblr. A slew of young girls running to fit the heroic-chic inspired aesthetic, that consisted of fishnets, chain smoking, black chokers and heavily underexposed photos. Doc Martens probably should have sent this man a gift basket as a thank-you for the sales they generated from this era. I am of course talking about Chesire band The 1975, and their triumphant leader & front man, Matthew Healy to be exact. 
So where did the resurgence come from nearly 10 years after what some would call their peak? Or was what we saw back then just a taster of what they and he is capable of? It would be naive to assume that their success is only due to their eclectic style, when so many bands have done the same thing ( most likely even musically superior ), only to wind up existing in the public as a small font on a festival lineup, while 1975 nab the headline spot.
Personally, I surmise that their huge prominence has to do with something else outside of their sound entirely. Simply put, Matty Healy serves as a modern blueprint of ‘how to be a rockstar.’
Rock isn’t dead, it’s just the age of rock as we knew it that is. With the monopoly of ticket sales, social media and streaming services forcing the sales of individual songs and albums to be pretty well obsolete; the smart ones have turned their enemies against them, utilizing social media and the hysterical nature of young girls to cement themselves in music history and rewrite a new age of rock.
Long have young girls been picked apart and made fun of for their hysterics. Within the music industry, that looks like being labeled as nothing more than groupies or fan girls; when in reality the entire career of most musicians throughout time are heavily reliant on this very demographic. The Beatles famously having the term “Beatlemania” coined after the frenzy, and evidence that suggests that even Mozart had ‘groupies’ during his hay day. This was confirmed back to me as I watched him on stage, swigging from a seemingly endless bottle of red wine with a cigarette held between the same fingers that held his microphone. Guess who was by eye account of the majority demographic? Girls aged 16-25. But how does female fans equate to world domination?
Well, Girls are obsessive, Girls are loyal, and most importantly, Girls TALK. The single smartest move anyone that wants to be thrust into the public domain could do is to pull ‘stunts’ that make girls tell other girls all about what caught their attention. Stunts that our friend Matty Healy, has been all too familiar with on this particular tour. How about an erotic rendition of wanking on stage? Or  bringing a different fan up every night to (consensually ) kiss during the song robbers?  Perhaps my favorite stunt was eating a hunk of raw meat, pumping out a few push ups, throwing up, and then crawling into a hollow TV set…
Its bizarre, its unpredictable and its oh so the best marketing strategy one could harness.
By dehumanizing himself on stage, he humanizes himself to his fans, making him feel more accessible through this rip in the fourth wall.  They are creating the ultimate fantasy, one that is the core topic of countless wattpad stories, and one that has girls literally camping out in the hopes that they’ll be the next lucky contender pulled onto stage. 
There’s a bountiful of articles floating around online about how lame the band is, how problematic he is as an individual, but I truly believe what all of these are failing to see is just how fucking genius this performance is. To Matty, the world’s his stage and he’s the star. 
Even within conversations I had with my own friends, there is an air of “doesn’t he just seem like a bit of a wank?” And yeah, it’s undeniable, I’m sure he is the guy that most people would avoid getting stuck in a drunken conversation with at 3am, but calling out his apparent insufferability only further binds this notion that Matty IS today’s version of a ‘rockstar’. Almost as if we forget why the advice ‘never meet your heroes’ exists, perhaps being slightly pretentious and insufferable just comes with the job title. Which star throughout time can we truly say never once had this attached to their persona? Certainly not Jim Morrison, nor Freddie Mercury, Mick Jagger and David Bowie, and lest we ever forget John Lennon comparing the Beatles popularity to that of modern christianity. Being a bit of a prick seems to become more excusable, the more talent you behold. 
But is this arrogance a bad thing? Or in this world of Iphones with cameras able to record every move, entire threads on reddit just waiting to pick apart the 6 second clip, and pretty much every other social media channel giving the ability to ‘cancel’ someone at the drop of a pin - have we just now been able to see up close the performances and attitudes that we weren’t able to in the past? In a world where you are socially scrutinized for everything you do and say, its refreshing to see someone in the public generally not give a fuck. He’s a PR nightmare every time he shows face to the public, or logs onto his social media accounts. 
He’s the guy you would never take home to mummy, as opposed to the other clean pop stars we have in the charts ( aka, Harry Squeaky clean Styles ). He is to Harry Styles what the Rolling Stones were to the Beatles. Dirty, unhinged, unable to predict their next move. 
We for one, welcome this new breed of rockstar and commend the 1975 for being trailblazers in this resurgence;  A resurgence of teenage girls with posters of stars up in their bedroom that their parents disapprove of. A resurgence of polarizing celebrities who, even if they are a bit of a dick, at the very least will never be boring just for the sake of ‘playing it safe’. A resurgence of rockstars for the modern world, in a time where we need it most. 
The 1975 ‘At their very best tour’ is one that shouldnt be missed, even if you cant get behind their pop-y sound, its worth it for the sheer showmanship alone. On a seemingly endless tour where you never know exactly what you are going to get, every show is like its very own lucky dip. 
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astranva · 3 years
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TikTok Series | Anyway, so.
Word Count: 1.2k
Category: Fluff
Warning: Idk, language? Idk anymore but no heavy stuff it’s literally just TikTok content
Request: for your tik tok series i can imagine y/n and harry trending and harry would be like “what did you post now?” and it would actually be the fans this time. the “i’ve never seen two pretty best friends” with videos of them being like they are both pretty so that’s a lie. loving that series
** THIS IS SO CUTE I LOVE IT! i hope you like it, and let me know what you think 🤍
// masterlist //
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The numbers only went up with your TikTok; the views, the likes, the comments, and the followers.
What started as just you having fun during quarantine, ended with a verified account and demanding fans of your boyfriend asking you to take part in many challenges and pranks.
“y/n’s tiktok is basically just her cooking or pranking harry or dueting stans’ videos with a hood on and i love every second of it”
“tiktokers: doing stupid shit to gain money
y/n: anyway dudes, here’s how to make grilled cheese with no cheese for if you’re too broke to get any”
“when y/n duets thirsty tiktoks I just can’t help but think of how much I want a partner this chill”
“can anyone start any new couple challenge already? I want new harry & y/n content k thanks”
Fans were vocal about how much fun they had with your TikTok, some adding sentiments that made you emotional like;
“never thought I’d feel connected to anyone who’s with harry but here’s y/n replying to tiktok comments like we’re all a bunch of friends”
“I kid you not, the reason why I’m excited to eat at school is because I’m always excited to try y/n’s easy recipes and I just love her so much”
“not me meeting y/n, harry styles’ gf, at the grocery store today and greeting her like we grew up together bc that’s how I feel about her”
Along with laughing together at videos, you and Harry also seemed to always have a new catchy song to sing around the house ever since you first installed the app, with how it has helped artists’ music go viral. Hell, even funny songs would get stuck in your brains.
On your phone was proof of that. Standing behind an oblivious Harry as he cooked one day, he was in shorts and a tight top, flipping toast on the stove as he sang, “Chicken wing, chicken wing, hot dog and bologna, chicken and macaroni, chillin’ with my homies,” wiggling his butt as he did.
You hadn’t posted since the “How well do our brains work together” TikTok you posted with Harry, so when you saw yours and Harry’s ship name trending with 84.7 million views to it, you were confused to say the least.
Sitting beside Harry as he was on his laptop, you moved closer to lean against his side, his arm reflexively wrapping around you.
“We’re trending on TikTok.”
“Aren’t we always?” He smugly asked, looking at you.
“No,” you laughed, “Usually after I post something, yeah, but I haven’t posted in two weeks.” You said as you clicked on the hashtag, seeing pictures of you and Harry in many videos along with different faces with titles.
Clicking on a video with 6.3 million views, you and Harry watched as a girl filmed herself with the background music sounding and someone speaking through it, “I ain’t never seen two pretty best friend. It’s always one of ‘em gotta be ugly.”
The music then stopped, Nicki Minaj’s voicing being heard, “Ummm...Chile. Anyway, so,” before Noahplause’s song, Runnin’, came, and with it came pictures of you and Harry.
A picture of the both of you from Dunkirk’s premiere; Harry in his suit with his arm around your waist as he looked down at you with a smile. You in a dress that matched the color of his suit, one hand on his chest and another on his shoulder, smiling to the cameras.
A picture of you lying on the sand at the beach in your swimsuit with your eyes closed, Harry’s head resting on your stomach as he looked up at the camera with a neutral face, it being a picture from when he was filming the Watermelon Sugar music video.
A candid picture taken by paps of Harry standing behind you with his arms wrapped around you, his chin resting on your head as you stood in a park with a couple of friends.
A selfie you had posted to your Instagram story of you lying your head on Harry’s shoulder, him looking to the side, making his sharp jawline perfectly appear.
A picture of you and Harry kissing from one New Year’s party you attended; your hands on his cheeks, his tangled in your hair. It was a low-quality picture, but it still showed clearly that it was the both of you.
You and Harry were watching with amused expressions, laughing in surprise at the trend his fans seemed to start.
“This is so cute, what!” You laughed at the video, “Let’s watch another one and duet it.”
“What does that mean? What do we do?” Harry asked, looking at you.
“It means, I’ll choose to duet so when I post it, the two videos will be aligned together and we’ll watch that video as we record.” You explained, scrolling before pausing the next video and tapping on ‘Duet.’
“So, it’s like a reaction?”
“Exactly,” you nodded, “Ready?”
“Yes.” Harry grinned, turning his body slightly.
Your phone showed yours and Harry’s faces, both of you with small smiles before you made sure that the mic was opened and began recording, the video you were reacting to beginning to play.
It started with a ceiling as the man spoke his line. When it came to the guy saying “two pretty best friends”, Harry had mouthed along, gesturing between the both of you making you laugh.
Nicki then spoke, and in came Runnin’ with pictures of you and Harry.
First one was of just you smiling to the camera.
At this, Harry’s smile widened.
Second one was Harry smirking at one of his shows from 2018.
You hummed, nodding slowly.
Third one was of you with makeup, an eyebrow raised and a hand to your temple, posing for the camera.
“Insanely good.” Harry said slowly with a shake of his head, eyes fixed on the phone. You cooed, pouting at his comment.
Fourth one was of Harry smirking in the tulle-detail, off-shoulder trench coat from his Vogue photoshoot.
“This one, yes!” You exclaimed, causing Harry to laugh.
Fifth one was the same picture of the both of you from when he was shooting his Watermelon Sugar music video.
“I love this one so much.” Harry said before giving a genuine closed-lipped smile as he remembered the exact moment the picture was taken.
“Right?” You smiled.
Sixth one was a video of the both of you dancing, your arms around his neck, his hands holding your waist, as it showed the both of you grooving with Harry singing to you with a smile on his face.
“Shut up, I didn’t know this existed.” You gasped, Harry chuckling.
Seventh one was a picture taken by a friend of yours; your eyes were closed in childlike happiness, Harry sitting beside you and looking down at you with a dopey smile as one of his hands squished your cheeks.
“Hey, that’s my lockscreen!” Harry beamed, instantly holding his phone to yours, showing that the last picture was, in fact, his lockscreen so excitedly before the video ended.
Posting the video, you added a caption to it:
“we have the biggest smiles on our faces. you’re all so adorable thank you😭 (also 10/10 for calling us best friends)”
“We are best friends,” Harry said, letting out a sigh before dramatically wrapping both arms around you, giving you a squeeze, “Best of!”
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honeyatsu · 3 years
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Can I Steal It From You?  Hitoshi Shinso x F! Reader
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Warnings: Spoiler, sorta.
Summary: You and your best friends are playing a game of truth or dare, when someone suggests you do a rather bold Tik Tok challenge on your crush.
A/N:
I got this idea from the Tik Tok trend where you ask to steal someones last name, y’know like that one song but I don’t remember what its called lmao. The first time I saw it was from the Tik Tok user: urghurly. 
I haven't creatively wrote in a long time. I’m just trying to get back to it.
Enjoy if you read.
You stood by your friends, Momo and Mina, nervous and shaking looking at the purple haired boy across of the hall where you three were standing. The two girls giggled and nudged you to go on with their dare. “C’monnn y/n, you gotta do it!” Mina exclaimed giving her a shove towards the direction of the boy.
The three of you were playing a game of truth or dare, when Mina scrolled through her phone to find a tik tok challenged, grinning at you saying she dares you to copy the exact challenge: to go up to your crush and ask to steal their last name from them. Your face heated up instantly, knowing that your crush was no secret to them. Hitoshi Shinso, just transferred to class 1-B. You had a crush on him since the sports festival, when he used his quirk on you to get to the next round.
When you approached him after it worn off, your reaction was far from what he expected. You praised him, saying how cool his quirk was and how one day he was going to be a great hero. Since that moment, you saw each other around school and had small conversations, you would often initiate all of them. You tried to take any opportunity you had to talk to him because since that day, you really liked him. Not only was he incredibly handsome, his demeanor was so laid back, unlike many of your classmates, and you saw how hard he worked and how determined and passionate he was to been seen as a hero.
“He is never going to speak to me again.” You groaned as you hid your face in your hands. Mina and Momo couldn’t help but laugh at how shy you were being, considering you are actually pretty outgoing and rarely get flustered this easily.  
“You got this, girl!”
Before you knew it, you were pushed and hit something- No,someone.You gulped and looked up and saw him looking down at you, a confused look on his face and a small pink tint on his cheeks. You have never been this close to him.
You could feel your two friends from the back of your head. They were watching, there was no turning back now.
“Hitoshi…” you said looking up at him, eyelashes fluttering and an innocent smile on your face. He gasped as his eyes widened, as the hands he had used to catch you, placed on your shoulders, let out a soft squeeze. Shinso considered you a friend but you weren’t on a first name basis, not yet anyways. He liked it.
“H-hitoshi…what’s your last name again?”
“My last name…L/N, you know it…You basically make it a mission to talk to me every day…it’s Shinso.” He teased back, his calm and cool demeanor coming back as soon as it left.  
“Can I steal it from you?”
He stared at you, dumb struck and his mouth open with no words coming out. What was he supposed to say after that? “A-are you flirting with me, l/n?”
Before you could apologize, assuming his reaction was not a good one, a fit of laughter broke your and Shinso’s attention away from each other. Watching Mina approached you and snatch you from the boy, placing her arm around you.
“I can’t even tell who’s more flustered! You two are so cute!” She said with a large grin. Shinso just stared at the two of you, still blushing with a confused look on his face.
You left Mina’s grasped and stood in front of him, looking down as you apologize. “I’m sorry for embarrassing you!” You raised your eyes to look at his face. He’s still blushing. Gosh, he must think I’m so weird for that.You thought to yourself. “I-it was a dare! You see, there was a tik-tok challenge and-”
“Oh.” He cut you off. He was no longer blushing and his facial expression unreadable. Annoyed, embarrassed, and …disappointed? No, that couldn’t have been it.
“I didn’t know I was such an easy target for your joke, l/n.” He moved out your way and started heading towards his class, “see you around, l/n.”
“Gosh, he must hate me.” You muttered to Mina as you two started walking back to your class. “How awkward and embarrassing.”
“Y’know Y/N, you didn’t have to tell him it was a dare. He looked kind of disappointed, if you ask me.”
I most definitely lost any chance I had with him.
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Every interaction since that moment was dry. You’d shoot him a smile and wave, he would barley acknowledge you, giving you the smallest wave and barley a grin. You’d go up and try talking to him and he’d dead the conversation before it even actually started. By now it has been a week since that interaction and you’ve basically given up on any idea of confessing to him. In your mind, not only did you embarrass him by having him be the victim of your little dare but you also overstepped a boundary with him. Calling him by his first name unprovoked, not even knowing if he would be comfortable with him and flirting with him when you two haven’t joked like that before.
While you were having your internal crisis, Shinso had his own mental conflict when it came to you. Of course, he knew you were powerful and strong, you were in class 1-A. Hell, he chose to use you during the sports festival because he knew just how powerful and beneficial you were to him. He’s also not blind, you were veryattractive. The way you praised him during the sports festival after he used his quirk on you without your consent caught him by surprise and he took a mental note of who you were. After that, he saw you more often. Shinso was the type of guy who kept to himself really, it was always you going out of your way to speak to him. You two were friends, sort of. He was too busy trying to prove himself as capable and worthy of being seen as a hero, he figured making friends and thinking of others was a waste of time. He had work to do, he had to focus on his goal. But you just kept coming around.
And after your little prank, you seemed to cloud his mind. You took over. Your laugh, the way you smiled, the sparkle in your eyes when you speak to him, the way he felt you nervously shaking as you called him by his first name. All he thought about was how he wanted to hear you say it again. He’s never thought of anyone romantically; he didn’t have the time to. And here you came along, with your praises to him, your attention, and your pretty face he couldn’t get out of his head. He had to settle exactly how he felt about you and what he wanted to do about it.
Walking back to his dorm, he saw you outside sitting on a bench in your athletic wear. You had probably just gotten back from working out.Now or never, I guess.He thought to himself before silently taking the empty spot next to you.
When you noticed him sit beside you, your eyes grew wide and heart started beating faster. He’s sitting so close to me. “S-Shinso.”
He gave you a lazy smile as he slowly turned to you, “Oh? You remember my last name now?”
“I-I’m sorry! I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable or any- “
“Say it again.” He silently said before looking away and blushing.
You blinked a few times, dumbfounded at what he just said. He wasn’t mad? He didn’t feel disrespected by you crossing that boundary with him?
He sighed turning back to face you, looking straight into your eyes. “Ever since then, I just wanted to hear it again. And I couldn’t get you out of my head either. You’re really pretty, you know?”
“I-I’m sorry…you’re not mad? I thought I made you uncomfortable.”
“No.” he left out an airy laugh, “I was kind of disappointed it was just a joke though, why me?”
You took a strand of your hair and began to twist it along your fingers, a trait you picked up on when you got nervous.
It was time to confess.
“I had to do it to the person I have a crush on….” You muttered, still not looking at him and playing with your hair, holding your breath waiting for his response.
If you could only see the dumbstruck look on his face as he heard you silently confess your crush on him. He wanted you to repeat it. You had a crush on him this whole time? When did it start? What did you even see in him? He took a deep breath and decided to make a bold move at this very moment.
He slowly took your hand in his, intertwining his finger with yours. He took his free hand and lightly held your chin, turning your head to face him. “Tell me when to stop.” He studied your face as he slowly brought your faces closer together. Your wide excited eyes, your curious expression, the way your lips were quivering as he brought his face closer to yours.
Your noses were touching.
He was waiting for you to tell him to stop.
You never did.
Your first kiss was short lived, a simple sweet peck on your lips. To your disappointment, he pulled away as quickly as he kissed you. “S-sorry, first time doing something like that.” He whispered to you.
“Me too.”
And there you two sat, staring at each other both flustered and nervous. You had the widest grin on your face as you slowly took in everything that just happened.
“Shin- Hitoshi.” You corrected yourself, “Does this mean we’re….”
He smiled as he gently squeezed your hand. “Yeah, you’re mine now.”
I gotta thank the girls for this one.
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It’s no longer TMI Thursday but I’m bored at work...
1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say?
“I thought you lived in Brazil?”
2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?
Absolutely nothing
3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?
Nope! Unless it’s something crazy like heroin or opioids
4. Is your last name longer than six letters?
Nope, 6 letters exactly.
5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?
Drunk.
6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?
no
7. What does your last received text say?
“BITCH SHUT UP”
8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
Twice
9. Where was your last kiss at?
Karaoke bar
10. When is the last time you saw your sister?
this morning
11. What do you drink in the morning?
water
12. Where did you sleep last night?
in my bed
13. Do you think relationships are hard?
yeah because no one likes to put in effort and the always end up being one sided. when the main person who puts in the most effort stops being the one to text, schedule hangouts, etc all of the time, the relationship slowly dies off.
14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?
nope!
15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?
none at all
16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?
sunny. rain just makes me sleepy
17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?
nope because my mom made it up
18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?
black jeans
19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?
probably not
20. Does anyone like you?
not that I know of
21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?
no i haven’t
22. Is the last person you kissed gay?
gay? no. queer? yes
23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?
i can’t stand a lot of people but i’m losing any sleep over it
24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?
i’m currently designing one and i just need to stop being a scaredy cat and go get it done
25. In the past week have you cried?
yes because i am proud of how far one of my faves has come
26. What breed was the last dog you saw?
the last dog i saw was my own dog and she’s a shih tzu
27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?
out of the shower. but i don't really dry off per se, i just chill around the house in my towel until magically i’m dry.
28. Have you ever kissed a football player?
never
29. Do you think you’re old?
nope and i feel a lot younger than i am until i have to pay my annoying bills
30. Do you like text messaging?
yup! it’s my preferred method of talking. either texting or dming is fine.
31. What type of day are you having?
i’m having a pretty chill day
32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?
umm yeah. i currently have my nose pierced so i guess the answer is yes.
33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm weather. one day i’m gonna move to california because i need sunshine and warmth to be happy.
34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
not really lol
35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?
relationship but flings can lead into one.
36. Are you a simple or complicated person?
simple
37. What song are you listening to?
genesis by dua lipa
38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?
always. i never apologize if i don't mean it.
39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?
yeah 40. What made you start liking the person you like now?
i don’t like anyone
41. When did you last receive a text message?
2 seconds ago
42. What is wrong with you right now?
i’m bored
43. How well do you know the last female you texted?
not that well but we’ve known of each other since 2012
44. Does anyone disgust you? lots of people do. donald trump being at the top of that list
45. Would you date someone right now if they asked? yeah
46. Are you in a good mood right now?
yeah
47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?
my grandma
48. What color shirt are you wearing? black 49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear? nope 50. Anyone you’re giving up on? yeah a few people 51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
no i don't even remember who that person is no shade. when things happen to you as a teenager you honestly think the world is gonna end and that it’s against you and then you grow up and suddenly you can’t remember who was involved or why you were even so upset.
52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?
all of the time. i just hate seeing people waste their potential by not even trying.
53. Do you like rain? nope it makes me sleepy
54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks? no because i drink
55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?
nope
56. Do you like to cuddle? yeah
57. Are you shy? no 58. Do you get along with girls? very well 59. Have you dated the person you texted last? no 60. What do you carry with you at all times? my phone and wallet
61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?
yeah
62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months? yeah 63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship? no 64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute? it would've been cuter if my forehead wasn’t sweaty
65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?
the list is way too long
66. How old are the last three people you kissed?
early to late 20s
67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?
i do my nails by myself all of the time but i’m not against paying   68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?     i’m not a fan of animal print so neither
69. Do you have any stickers on your car?     i don't have a car
70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?     both
71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?     iphone
72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?     pizza hut is fucking gross
73. Do you like diet soda?     why bother?
74. What color are the walls in your room?
cream 75. Are you 16 or older?     older 76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?     no, i watched the first season in high school and A had me shook and I never watched again
77. Do you have a job?   
yeah
78. What are your initials?     C.T.M 79. Did you ever have braces?     yup in middle school/early high school. which sucks because i lost my retainer and my teeth slowly spaced back out an now i need invisalign
80. Are you from the south?
nope, i’m from boston, massachusetts but my grandma was born and raised in alabama
81. What does your last status on facebook say?  
chile idk i haven’t been on facebook in months 82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? 
nope i don’t even remember who it was  83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?     mom 84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?  
yup i’ve done both at various time of my life 85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? 
Get Out  86. Do you smoke?     nope 87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?     depends on the event but flip flops all the way
88. Is your phone touch screen?     do they still make non touch screen phones besides landlines?
89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?     curly
90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?     no...
91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?     pool. 92. Have you ever made out in a car?     yeah 93. …Had sex in a car?     hmm 94. Are you single or in a relationship?     single
95. What were you doing last night at midnight?
   crying with the girls in my group chat over 5H finally getting the respect they deserve despite the industry working against them
96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?     last night. I live in the hood which means we don't need a special occasion for fireworks.
97. Do you like the camera on your phone?     again, are they still making phones without cameras?
98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?     lol
99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?
no i can handle my liquor   100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?
i don’t care for anyone on facebook tbh  
101. Name your favorite Kesha song:
tik tok, your love is my drug and blow 102. Do you have any tan lines right now?     yeah 103. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?
i worn this exact outfit before  
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