#I wanna disintegrate

[mistylakeee]

Rememeber when Inej tricked Kaz into climbing onto a chapel roof with her in Crooked Kingdom and his response is “curse you and all your saints.” And then he smiles to himself without realizing it. SMILES? TO HIMSELF? What a loser. So whipped he’s out there thinking about how Inej outsmarted and smiling about it? The bastard of the barrel?? I love it when arrogant men become pathetic I miss kanej💕

#kanej #inej ghafa #six of crows #soc #kaz brekker #crooked kingdom #kanej brainrot re-ensuing in 3 2 1 #it’s been 2 years since I read soc for the first time #I wanna disintegrate #and now I’m about to graduate college #😃😃😃

[mini-uzzy]

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#this has been.... #THE. LONGEST. FUCKING. MONTH. EVEEEEERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!! #i wanna disintegrate #wyn talks :) #tw vent

[suntails]

the weight of family and the pull of gravity

#those are song lyrics listen im running out of dramatic one liners to use as captions HGFJKD #i like the DRAMA!! the DEVASTATION!!!! if it doesnt feel fitting to the emotional weight i feel then i will DISINTEGRATE ON THE SPOT #the pic looks more saturated as i post it than it does in photoshop so hmmmgh not sure how the balance will be? c'est la vie it's j for me #u can rip those fuckign birds from my cold dead hands. i wont give them up. sleepie made fun of me for my bird motifs BUT I LIKE THEM #I NEEDED THEM FOR THE COMP IT GGRGAGAHAHHH #twst #twisted wonderland #twst silver #silver vanrouge #twst spoilers #ch 7 spoilers #oh yea i wanna make an animatic to that song once ch7 is done. maybe.. i fucking HATE making animatics but its SOOOOO SILVER #blame lettie its her fault #suntails

[thresholdbb]

I've come back to Time and Again... it's a threshold day miracle!

#IT'S NOT DONE YET #yes I've been droning on about it forever and no one cares anymore very boy who cried wolf #apparently I mostly needed a deadline and new lightbulbs #but i remember why I abandoned ship #cosplay updates #time and again cosplay #I've been talking about it for long enough though like damn #not actually threshold for once #but it is our high holiday and usually I would point to a Christmas miracle no matter the time of year #ignore the wrinkles the iron lives on the other side of the house and the ironing board is disintegrating #the colors look so saturated :/ #I have a week and part of the roadblock is all the other projects I wanna do #my very cool 40 year old yardstick gave me a splinter #yeah I'm doing another so that I can go meet Kate Mulgrew it's a whole thing

[mortjcia]

#baldurs gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 astarion #baldurs gate #baldur's gate 3 #astarion acunin #my durge #astarion #astarion x tav #i love this scene so much it makes me wanna disintegrate

[highcaliberstupidity]

Dog Days Pt.1

Part 2 (TBA)

Soap's never been much of a dog person.

He doesn't mind them, really, he'd loved the pooch he grew up with. But a stranger's dog, specifically a large one, yeah, any man was right to be wary of them, right?

So it's totally excusable for him to yelp like a scared little kid when a forty-kilogram German Shepard assaults him via slobber and tongue in the middle of the park. Minding his own business, drawing away, and then BOOM, several kilos of a very heavy, very wet dog that seemed intent on drowning him in its drool.

Casting his sketch pad and pencils to the side, all he could do was throw up his arms, calling for mercy as the big bastard just kept licking.

"Bloody 'ell, Riley, down!" A gravely, thick accent shouts and the assault comes to a very sudden end. Not before the bastard sticks a paw in his gut for good measure, that is.

For a long moment, all he can do is lay there, blinking confusedly at the blue sky as the slobber starts to dry.

Disgusting.

"Shit, sir, are you alright?" The sun and sky are blotted out, dark brown eyes full of concern and messy blonde hair snatching his attention. "Swear he's not usually like this, got a bit too excited and broke'is damn leash."

All Soap can bring himself to do is stare, blinking stupidly as his jaw falls open a bit. The mutts owner is nothing short of god-like, with wide shoulders and a slender build that tapered out of his line of sight.

Despite the black medical mask covering the lower portion of his face, the big brown eyes expressed all he needed to know as he gaped up at him.

Christ, the fucker was beautiful.

"...Sir?"

"Am I dead?" Oh, good fucking going MacTavish. "Cause you look like an Angel." Yeah, way to put your foot in your mouth you fucking bampot.

Promptly the pale, beautiful face scrunches up, and he could swear he sees a tinge of pink flush across his cheeks. "Did you just hit on me?"

"Did I?"

"Christ, did Riley hit your head off a stone or something?" Actual concern blooms in his eyes now, kneeling down next to him with a low huff. "Most sane men don't try to hit on someone when they're covered in dog spit."

Soap promptly lets out an affronted noise, sitting up fast enough to nearly brain his own skull of the strangers. "Oi, is'yer mutt that slobbered all over me!" He puffs, doing his best not to stare now as his higher brain functions slowly kick back online.

"Right, sorry bout that, he's usually pretty well behaved. Not to sure what got into him." As if summoned, the mutt in question, 'Riley' went in for another lick, only to be gently scruffed by the blonde. "Nough of that lad, leave the poor bastard alone. " He grunts, amusement clear in his tone.

"So, any chance I get to know the name of my beautiful savior?" Jesus Christ, apparently his higher brain function wasn't back up to snuff just yet. The blonde looks at him, and Soap can't quite tell if the squint of his eyes and furrow of his brow is a grin or a grimace.

"Mm, maybe." Brown eyes evaluate him for a moment, fingers toying with the torn end of the leather leash. "Have a coffee with me to make up for Riley, and I'll tell ya."

Soap grins despite the flush of heat that spreads across his own cheeks. "I'sppose I could be convinced, I even know one that's mut-Riley friendly." The blonde snorts, but there's a twinkle in his eyes now.

Yep, definitely grinning.

Pushing up from his squat, the blonde leans down to offer him a hand. "Well, lead the way then, mohawk."

#simon ghost riley #cod ghost #ghost #ghost x soap #soap x ghost #ghoap #soapghost #ghostsoap #soap #john soap mactavish #john mactavish #riley the dog #posted this ages ago on twitter but #didn't get much traction? #since twitters disintegrating before our very eyes I'm gonna start porting some stuff over #don't have a whole ton yet but we'll see! #i wanna write more of this and tbh it makes for a good easy warm up writing thing so #hopefully you'll see more of this in the future #it'll probably remain a twitter/tumblr exclusive unless I feel like breaking it down proper for Ao3 #Caliber's writing #Dog Days AU #calibers writing

[wrongfourtytwo]

Wing tats whatever himboifying this old ass

#scp 106 #scp fanart #corporal lawrence #scp lawrence #soos amugos #soosie Baki #mreow #mrrp? #simp #pansexual tears #I can’t believe I wanna fuck this guy #pan pain #bi cryptid #it burns when he kisses <3 #I’d disintegrate so happily #i’m mentally ill

[vincentt-hskshjs]

help i really wanna post sumthiong wit the octonauts but i dont know wgat to post raah

helpa mea

yuurr

crashes into your wall

i mite post the other options if im leik

done with t he favorited option

cuz im v silly

aha

,,

whoops forgot to add a fanfic

but i mite include a fanfic in the post anyway ahahah,,,, eeuuuh,,

#octonauts #polls #help me i’m dying #i really wanna post something cause my account is gonna disintegrate into ash and i dont want thart to happen ahah #silly polls

[gunsatthaphan]

~ Monthly BL Breakdown: August 2022 ~  

Disclaimer: ALL shows can be streamed here or here, as well as on Dailymotion and Youtube. For more info on where to watch what, check out this post!

New breakdowns coming at the end of every month - feel free to add stuff! -> previous breakdowns

What came out this month? (green tick = seen or currently watching)

🌟 P.S. I Hate You (bl sideplot) - August 1st (Thailand) ✅

🌟 War of Y - August 2nd (Thailand) ✅

🌟 On Cloud Nine - August 6th (Thailand)

🌟 21 Days Theory - August 7th (Thailand)

🌟 Papa & Daddy 2 - August 8th (Taiwan)

🌟 The Eclipse - August 12th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 My Only 12% - August 12th (Thailand)

🌟 My Freaky Love Story - August 12th (Philippines) 

🌟 If Tomorrow Never Comes - August 13th (Philippines) 

🌟 180 Degree Longitude Passes Through Us - August 14th (Thailand)

🌟 Love in the Air - August 18th (Thailand) ✅

🌟 Takara-kun to Amagi-kun - August 18th (Japan)  

🌟 What If - August 22nd (Thailand) 

🌟 Work From Heart - August 25th (Thailand) 

🌟 About Youth - August 29th (Taiwan)

🌟 Football Guys The Series - August 30th (Vietnam)

🌟 Semantic Error: The Movie - August 31st (South Korea, theaters)

🌟 Ghost House, Ghost House - August TBA (part-bl, Thailand)

Monthly likes/dislikes

❣️ The Eclipse - no comment. it’s phenomenal. F & K are delivering and I didn’t expect anything less lol. They really made the right call casting them for this because their chemistry is 🔥🔥🔥 The characters are nuanced, the progression and the pacing are on point and I’m super curious to find out more about Ayan and his uncle. Also neolouis are intriguing and I’m loving neo in this role! So excited!!! 11/10. 

👎🏻 Coffee Melody - I don’t wanna say I had high expectations for this but I was excited and the first 2ish episodes were actually pretty good - but then it went downhill and by this point it’s just bad. The pacing is off, it’s slow, boring and repetitive. Like if some random dude breathing near Plengrak is all it takes for DuanYi to have the emotional breakdown of his life then maybe yall should call it quits for good lmao. It’s been like this for 7 episodes now. I’m tired. I’m gonna sit through the last few episodes but I wish it would go by faster. 2/10. 

New series announcements

🎥 My Partner - Date TBA (Philippines) 

🎥 My Last Love - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 2 Worlds - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Future - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Tin Tam Jai The Series - Coming 2023 (Thailand) 

🎥 Iron Lady Academy - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Hot Bamee and Yummy Gyogung (from the author of My Secret Love) - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Love Bill - Date TBA (Vietnam) 

🎥 House of Stars - Date TBA (Thailand) 

🎥 Ever After - Date TBA (Philippines) 

🎥 Choco Milk Shake - Date TBA (South Korea) 

🎥 Egoist - Coming February 2023 (Japan) 

🎥 Hit Bite Love - Coming 2023 (Thailand) 

🎥 Shadow (starring Singto P. & Fluke N.) - Coming March 2023 (Thailand) 

Other news from the BL world

❗️ The Thai BL “Why R U” is getting a Korean remake. The production company (same as Kissable Lips) confirmed that the show will have 8 episodes and MaxNat will have a guest appearance, which they have already filmed. 

❗️ Filming for the upcoming Korean-Thai BL “Love is Like a Cat” (starring Mew Suppasit and others) has wrapped. The series is scheduled to air next year. 

❗️ Jimmy Karn has withdrawn from the upcoming bl “Middleman’s Love” due to personal reasons. As a result, Tommy S. has withdrawn from the project as well. Filming has been postponed indefinitely as there will be a recasting for the lead roles. The upcoming related series “Bed Friend” will supposedly still air as planned. 

❗️ GMMTV announced a 4th season of Safe House. The contestants are Tay, New, Perth, Chimon, First, Khaotung, Gemini, Fourth, White, Mond, Sing, Foei & Prom. The show will air from September 5th - September 11th on GMMTV’s youtube channel.

❗️ Script readings for the upcoming Thai BL “Never Let Me Go” have started. Shooting is scheduled to start next month. 

❗️ Singto Prachaya and Fluke Natouch will star in the upcoming Thai BL “Shadow”, which tells the story of a student in an all-boys highschool who has supernatural visions while being bullied for being gay. He falls in love with a new student who seems to be the only one who understands him. Filming has already started and the show is scheduled to be released in March 2023. 

❗️ RUMORS: With the #GMMTV2023 event approaching in December, the production + filming for a lot of mockup trailers has begun. Thus a lot of theories have emerged about upcoming series. The most talked about rumors are the following: 

MilkLove GL

OhmNanon series 

TayNew comeback series 

AouBoom BL 

DewTu series

PerthChimon BL 

EarthNamtan series

JossLuke BL 

nothing is confirmed obviously. 

Upcoming series & movies for September

☝🏻 Till the World Ends - September 3rd (Thailand) 

☝🏻 GMMTV Safe House Season 4 - September 5th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Club Sapan Fine 2 - September 7th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Fahlanruk - September 11th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Coming Back Again/Once Again  - September 15th (South Korea) 

☝🏻 More than Words - September 16th (Japan)

☝🏻 My Tempo (Musical) - September 22nd (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Ai Long Nhai - September 26th (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Self, We See You - September TBA (Thailand) 

☝🏻 Happy Ending Outside the Fence - September TBA (South Korea) 

☝🏻 A Shoulder to Cry On - September TBA (South Korea) 

☝🏻 Osmosis - September TBA (Philippines) 

#doreens monthly bl breakdown #thai bl #bl drama #upcoming bl #update #bl news #screaming about the why r u remake #like?????? #lord save us #dgjhfdfgf #dude i dont wanna go out on a limb but if we get a jossluke bl then thats the end of the world jdkhgfd #like could you imagine #we would all disintegrate #also im irrationally excited for sapan fine 2 lmao #its gonna be wild #no idea how they managed to recruit all these a-listers lmao but im here for it #bring the crack #also im so excited for the singtofluke project!!! #fluke is literally in everything these days #good for him!!!! #he deserves it #💜

[saisons-en-enfer]

There's certain things about the time you left I feel bad but at least I know what to expect We can leave but I don't need to Now move on even though I wanna be with you

#now move on.... even though i wanna be with you #disintegrating to this right now #i know i said i wanted this to be my wedding song but still #the lyrics are hitting me deep right now #favourite songs #kontravoid #faceless #EBM #Bandcamp

[that-foul-legacy-lover]

yes hello my life is now complete

#hush n shush wifi #not brainrot #aaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #I'M SO HAPPY I FOUND FOUL LEGACY MERCH #WHERE'S THE AUTHOR'S CARD I GOT I WANNA FOLLOW THEM #NOW MY MOTH PIN HAS A FRIEND :DDDD #woo i am very tired so *disintegrates but happily*

[draco-doodles]

the discourse between queer people arguing on the validity of bisexuality if a bisexual woman ends up with a man as her end game is Not something i wanted to see today

#‘god forbid i want more actual gay relationships’ #NEXT CALLLERRRR NEXT CALLERRRRR #its giving the energy you receive in middle school or high school where you would date the same sex and then you would date the opposite sex #‘wait i thought you were GAY’ #well you see #i am literally bisexual #which you know #is still classified as being gay #gatekeeping our own people????? #genuine question what IS wrong with you #it makes me wanna disintegrate like spiderman in infinity war #biphobia #literally shut your mouth until you decide to be nice again #if i could curse people with that i Would #LITTLE MERMAID UNTIL NICE AGAIN FUCKER #LEARN!!!!!!

[fishfacedterror]

i am not looking forward to my dash being increasingly nothing but american politics leading up to next November

#fish world problems #like i know its kind of a 'drowned or stabbed' situ n i genuinely do hope that all the facists in your parlement disintegrate spontaneously #but like. i dont live there and i dont wanna. theres nothing i could do in 2016 or 2020 or in 2024

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#sometimes u just gotta have a cringe fail weekend. is what i tell myself bc i let the fact that i forgot to check my new #email completely obliterate me. also i haven't been sleeping enough. also just the normal thoughts in my head #by which i mean the part of my brain that demands consequences for inattention by means of suffering. devine punishment. #which is irrational and annoying but knowing that doesnt seem to help. so ive just been laying here in the hopes i come unspooled and start #to disintegrate. which is annoying bc ive got stuff to do #specifically bc i am supposed to b a TA this semester. which is what i figured but also feared #so. thats gonna b a lot. tho not as much as my old school bc they dont make TAs do literally everything here apparently #but. itll b a lot. and also i have to finish signing up for classes. bc i didnt do that back in April by my brain was melting. also i have #to keep doing my job and dealing with my data. ugh. well. being a TA isnt so bad. i do like to help ppl learn even if im not very good at it #like. i struggle with thr talking to ppl part. like the transition of ny thoughts to something thst makes sense #oh well. hope i end up teaching something im not too unqualified for. i could do soils. Ecology. uhhh. maybe intro bio but i never even took #university level biology. i just skipped upper level courses. that's probably it. anything else would b a lotta faking it #ugh. im tired. i should go to sleep at 9pm. thr sun hasbt even set and i should sleep #tomorrow i have to get my shit together. but also i wanna email my new professor like hey bro like what do u want me to do??? #like how do i start in this lab? when do we start talking. like just not to b pushy but whats thr procedure? #i like Structure but also its like weeks until the semester starts so we got time. im just a lil nuts #jesus. its gonna b an interesting semester. hopefully fun but uh it is sorta like taking a boat out when u can see big ominous clouds #like im sure ill b fine but also i might get dumped over into a watery grave. i just. i have a lot of papers to write #and its gonna b hard to b a student on top of that. partly bc what im gonna b doing now is almost completely unrelated #which is probably y ppl stick to the same track they stsrt on. that awkward moment when ppl ask u if ur gonna keep working with bi0crust #and ur like uhhhh no fuck that actually the work ive done in the past 4 years makes me hate myself✌️ #so we r back at square 1. well not 1 bc its sorta related but its a pretty big reset #itll b fine once things start. its just thr anticipation that kills me #unrelated

[midnightcrustcat]

i still can't believe that alice: asylum got cancelled

fuck

#kevin's random rambling moment #the fact that like sm concepts and efforts the team made all just turn into nothing cuz of ea #ea is my eternal enemy #i am bawling and in shambles #edit: the fact that ea declined them but they also don't wanna sell the ip to the team as well #ea what da fuck is your logic why are you doing this you are going to fucking make me fuckin explode reform and disintegrate completely #god i hope ea goes bankrupt and never returns #sorry im just very upset about this

[honestlyvan]

3 and 6 for your personal takes on post-war Cybertron? owo

3. Climate or weather

So during the war, especially after the Energon wells started getting dried up or diverted, Cybertron's atmosphere developed into a bit of a dustbowl due to many of the mechanimal macrofauna that had critical atmospheric and geological maintenance functions suffered from a lack of access to fuel and the widespread habitat destruction. Static storms weren't actually that common outside of the Sea of Rust and Mithric Sea before the war, but with the fine dust in the air not being filtered out anymore and the ground layers being subject to more erosion due to a lack of maintenance, there was at one point several electric storm supercells just, like... roiling around the planet.

They died down once the Allspark was removed and Energon production on the planet stopped -- meaning that after the activation of the Omega Lock, surviving Cybertronians had an opportunity to start from a neutral system with little established weather patterns to deal with. This was not good! This was, in fact, a huge issue because none of their solar and wind power would work, with unshifting air and high vapour clouds stopping a lot of the radiation. They had to start rapidly reintroducing macrofauna and try to get some kind of a climate going before the population grew too large to support all over.

6. Architecture or buildings

The basic.... thing, the basic building block of Cybertronian construction, is a bent metal sheet riveted together with another metal sheet, because a lot of the ground is either thin metal sheets with little gaps, big metal sheets with big gaps or mixed metal gravel that is easy to melt into sheets. A lot of lower-end Cybertronian housing looks like origami, because the sheets aren't even riveted, they're just stamped together in features that look like folds from a distance. Post-war this kind of decorative stamping and clever use of scarce material meant that a lot of the newer buildings were designed to have their visual appeal be in the cleverness of the construction, the illusion of being made out of a single sheet of metal despite having impossible dimensions for it.

(It's debated whether this was some kind of a political statement about the unity of the species. Of course, you'd probably have to ask the architects, but reconstruction era architecture stayed popular well into the second golden age, for being both economic and aesthetically pleasing.)

#re: still weather -- I wanna say this was caused by Cybertron starting to spin slower after the Allspark was removed somehiw #but I'm not sure how yet #I need to look into planetary geophysics a little bit before I can say anything #I just like the idea #they were away from Cybertron for a fairly short time in the timescale of the planet #but if they'd stayed off it for longer the planet would have eventually essentially disintegrated #the white hole that is the spark of Primus was doing a lot of work keeping it together in the first place #so gravity just legit started getting weaker #Transformers Meta #Maccadam #Also yes this is technically #Transformers Prime #but IDK how Cybertron gets revived in the comics #plug in your own plot points I'm not the boss of you #van's answers #red the dragon