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acridcandy · 1 year

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helloooo! i know i owe everyone everything and even still have things in my inbox to reply to ( sorry about that omg ) but i'm here anyway to make a plot call for aera's birthday event! she'll pretty much be on cloud nine the whole time due to all the attention and having yoojung as her date ♡ ; and she'll definitely be working the room because she's coming as a saint but changing into a sinner after midnight with a costume change ... because it's her party and she gets to be as dramatique as she wants! anyways, below the cut there's some ideas off the top of my head but please like this post if you would like to plot and i'll come to you! i'm happy to brainstorm and as always, please feel free to hit me up via disc as well, as it's always preferred over tumblr ims!

so she's making an attempt to not get too drunk ( tipsy at most ) or blasted because she wants to actually remember this event. but you bring party favors and she's trying to resist temptation but damn it's hard

while there's no vip section there is a vip list so that those she cares about don't have to wait in line to get in. you walk to the front thinking that you're on the list but end up being turned away. when aera is called to fix the "mistake" all she can say is an uninterested "wow, that's crazy..." ( hint: it wasn't a mistake )

all the fun of getting ready and whatnot! because you can expect aera's outfits to be extra and she'll probably need some help putting them on LOL but this can even extend to sometime prior, like coming up with ideas for outfits or shopping!

flirting with the wrong person and then proceeding to ignore them out of embarrassment after the masks come off and she realizes her mistake

oop or in that same vein, maybe they do know who each other are but the anonymity that comes with a mask gives a good excuse in case they get caught

sneaking away with someone for a just to get some reprieve for a bit, could end up looking like something different is going on

aera going to the one of private rooms for her outfit change prior to the midnight countdown and barging in to see something that she Was Not Supposed to See ( open to interpretation! )

you're someone that she's mad at / usually argues with and find it so odd that she's treating you so much better than she usually does, too bad that only lasts for tonight. maybe you use that for your advantage?

you're one of the very last people to leave the next morning and aera is tired and uncomfortable in her dress and wants to go home but you can't take a hint for some reason. or maybe you help her kick the stragglers out?

#﹠ ㅤ ♡; ㅤ oocㅤ ▫ ㅤ𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐥𝐥 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 𝐧𝐨𝐰 #xoxo.event03 #* oh also these will also be shorter threads too! or at least i'll try to LOL

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barnesbabee · 3 years

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𝓹𝓵𝓪𝔂 𝓭𝓪𝓽𝓮 - 𝓯𝓲𝓷𝓪𝓵

|| ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ || ⇜ᴘʀᴇᴠɪᴏᴜꜱ - 21

⟿ ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴀʀʏ: No sensible person would turn down their boss if they looked good as good as Seonghwa. But maybe they would wish they had…

⟿ ᴄᴏɴᴄᴇᴘᴛ: CEO!Seonghwa x reader, bestfriend!Yunho x reader || Social Media!AU || no gender specified for the reader

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Panic settled in the room as Seonghwa's words echoed in your heads. Yunho was dead, Mingi disappeared, San wasn't waking up and the body was gone.

And meanwhile, you were getting railed in Seonghwa's office. You felt sick to your stomach, not knowing what to do, or where to even start.

"Someone say something!" Jongho yelled, at the top of his lungs, finally breaking his calm character.

The silence in the room was heavy and you suddenly felt as if you couldn't breathe, as if someone was gripping your throat from the inside. As if on cue, San groaned and his eyes fluttered open.

"What the fuck?..." He groaned, as he sat up straight with the help of one hand.

San rubbed the back of his head with his other hand, hissing as he moved it up and down slowly.

You and Seonghwa ran towards him and knelt beside the man.

"San what happened!?"

San sat against the sofa, feeling too sick and too dizzy to sit up straight on his own. He took a couple of breathsm trying to recollect what happened before he blacked out.

"There really isn't much to say, right after Y/N left Mingi asked me to get him something from the kitchen and when I came back someone, I'm assuming Mingi, hit me with something in the back of the head. Next thing I know I'm waking up next to Jongho."

Seonghwa stood up, visibly stressed and irritated.

"Y/N I- I can't take this anymore. I'm tired, I'm stressed out, I wake up, go to sleep and go through the day stressed but I try to keep calm and be reasobale but I just can't anymore! I need to rest, I need time!" Jongho said.

His voice was shaky, his face was red and his eyes were desperate and tired. He had huge bags under his eyes, and he looked as if he wanted to cry, but was too tired to do so.

"I... I know. I know what you're feeling because I'm feeling it too, but the body is gone, and you know that if the body is found we'll all be questioned by the police and if he turns himself in he will also be questioned by the police and we both know that in either case they will be asking questions. The body is decomposing! They'll start asking why he didn't come right away, what happened between the murder and the confession, and it doesn't take much for Mingi to break! If he goes down he'll bring us with him!"

Your voice was unstable from crying, and you, just like every other person in the group, regretted helping Mingi. You should have stayed mad at him. You shouldn't have babied him and helped him cover up a murder. But it was too late, friendship and compassion won over you as if you were in a kid's cartoon where the power of friendship could overcome anything. But it didn't.

"Each of you get in one of my cars. We're splitting up and looking for him. Keys are in the ignition, let's go. The sooner we find him, the sooner it will all be over."

Seonghwa turned his back and started walking towards the garage, giving them no time to oppose themselves to the plan, or to complain at all.

Four motors roared in the garage as each of them left in their respective car to look around. He couldn't have gone very far, it had only been a couple hours and Mingi had no car and no money for a cab.

It was becoming increasingly hard for San to throw off Wooyoung. They had been spending a lot of time together and these past few days he had barely talked to the younger boy, making the latter suspicious that either San had gotten tired of him, or that he had found someone else. Either way Wooyoung was panicking and constantly blowing up San's phone, which was just the cherry on top. After the 10th ding sounded from his phone, San pulled over for a second and called Wooyoung.

"Heeey Woo." He said, trying to sound as sweet as possible.

"San what's happening? Please tell me if you're getting tired of me... Don't give me any hopes, because I really like you."

"What? No Wooyoung, I like you, like... a lot. Really. But I've just been busy with consoling Y/N, and there was a bunch of issues in some paperwork from my part-time job so I had to work on that as well, it's just been a very tiring couple of days, I'm sorry... Can I get back to you once I'm done? I need a little rest."

As far as Wooyoung knew you were still upset at Mingi.

"Alright fine, but I expect a nice homemade dinner once you're free."

"Of course baby."

San hung up with a sigh, relieved that he bought his excuses, and started the engine once more, resuming his search.

San was driving around the town, searching places with fewer people and hidden spots where rarely anybody went to. He ended up in a couple bad neighborhoods, which in retrospect it wasn't very smart since he was riding a Rolls Royce, but they hadn't been making good choices the past few days. Seonghwa headed back to the cabin where they had found the body, you searched every bridge and police station and Jongho went to his apartment.

It was minute 12 of driving around when you received a call. It was a group call with everyone involved.

"The body is back in the cabin. It's covered with all the leaves and shit we put here."

"Don't touch it, get out of there for now. I'm still trying to get to his house, anyone got anything?"

Jongho's question was met with a bunch of no's.

"Well I'm almost at his house and I can see- oh my God. I found him. I found him he's standing on a balcony and I think he's gonna jump everyone get here!"

Jongho hung up and you told Seonghwa the address. Thankfully you were close by and got there in no time. Jongho sprinted up the stairs and by the time you and San got to the house he was trying to talk Mingi out of it. Mingi was standing on the edge of his balcony, on the other side of the railing, but still holding onto it. Jongho was crying and begging Mingi to come to his senses and to come back inside, as he gripped his arm.

"It's no use Jongho, just let me go! This is not up to you!"

You and San got up to the balcony as well, trying to talk Mingi out of it.

"Mingi please! We'll get through this I'm begging you, we can't lose you too!" You yelled.

You wanted to stay composed but you couldn't help the tears streaming down your face. Even Jongho, who was usually very uncomfortable displaying his emotions, was crying and begging.

When Seonghwa got to the scene, he was terrified. He didn't know what to do, which was a common thing throughout the past few days, and it was killing him.

Everyone was pulling on Mingi's left side, trying to pull him up along with Jongho, so, without anyone noticing, he jumped outside the railing, and slowly walked towards Mingi without him noticing either.

Once he was close enough, he grabbed the man and pulled him up and over the railing, while holding himself stable with one hand on said railing.

However, Mingi's selfishness was bigger, and in the end, he showed that no matter what other people did for him, he was going to put himself first.

Mingi was mad, he thought his friends were being selfish and had no say in the matter, so while being saved, while going over the railing back into his house, he kicked it away with all the strength in his body, making him fall back.

Seonghwa, who was holding onto Mingi, failed to grip the railing harder and fell with Mingi, looking into your sad, panic-filled eyes as he fell to his death.

You bent over and watched the man you loved fall, in what felt like slow motion. His body hit the ground, and with an ugly cracking noise, Seonghwa's head split open.

You sprinted down the stairs, and once you got down to the ground people were circling the two men, taking pictures and gasping at the scene. You shoved away everybody in front of you so you could reach Seonghwa. His face was nearly intact, but the pool of blood surrounding his cracked skull told you there was no way he'd survive. His chest moved up and down quickly, for a couple of seconds, indicating the intense pain he was in.

"Seonghwa I'm sorry- I-I'm so sorry! Please... I love you..."

Just as the last three words left your mouth, you could see his lips twitch, before his chest stopped moving, before his eyes lost all of their color, before his body went limp in your hands. You stayed there, holding the face of the deceased man you once loved, your clothes soaking his blood and you cried out for forgiveness.

You didn't dare look at Mingi, but you sure hoped he was dead.

But he wasn't. And in the end. When the ambulance and the police came, they took Seonghwa to the morgue and Mingi to the hospital. Mingi ended up surviving after intense surgery, but not for long, because you would end up killing him.

"You don't get to live!" You told Mingi, as you stabbed gagged him and stabbed him over, and over, and over.

He died in a slow, agonizing way, just like you wanted him to. After all he put you, San, and Jongho through, after the sleepless nights, the constant stress, after staying the love of your life he still thought he'd get a second chance!?

You made sure he suffered, and you made sure he knew how much you hated him as you pierced your old, blunt, and rusty knife into his body.

San and Wooyoung ended up fleeing the country, and Jongho joined the military, both too afraid to face the reality and their past actions, seeking any refuge outside of their past lives. They did end up hearing about Mingi's death, and neither of them seemed to care. After everything, they just gave up on him completely.

You were arrested for Mingi's murder, but after confessing everything, and giving a couple touch-ups where you removed Seonghwa, Jongho, and San from the story, and after leading them to Yunho's body, the lawyer from your case pleaded not guilty, and blamed your acts on the heavy toll the incidents of helping your best friend, and the death of your lover, had taken on you, and the judge agreed that you should be under house arrest, with a government assigned professional that would assist you, take care of you, and report back to court.

Was that the end? Was that all there was to your life? That seemed to be the case... Sooner or later you'd end up joining Seonghwa however, you knew that much, you just hoped he was somewhere waiting for you.

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shotosimp1 · 3 years

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naps

sugawara x GN!reader.

Authors note: helloooo this is my first ever fic so if I did something wrong or its low key cringe don't hate me lmaoo so this fic is basically that you're daichis sibling and you and sugawara are like close friends who love taking naps togather I don't want to spoil anything so I'm going to stop here. ⚠️Important note⚠️: when suga is talking the text colour is purple. And when you're talking its blue :D genre: fluff. warnings: nothing but if there is dont be afraid to tell me! Here is this playlist i made for this fic i hope you like it! :D

being daichi's sibling came with its pros and cons. I cant lie to you he is a good brother but that doesnt mean he isnt protective of you. And no, no boyfriends. But the best thing about being daichis sibling is that you would get to spend time with the one and only crush of yours sugawara koushi. Everything about him just made you happy. He is so caring and sweet you just couldn't halp yourself from falling for him. And because sugawara and daichi met in middle school they were very close. And with that he came over to hang out like at least once a week. You didn't mind as long as daichi let you be around for a bit you just wanted to be around cutie

And with that you and him would chat every now and then Just getting to know each other more. Both of you would talk about your hobbies and interests and life etc. You just found him so interesting you just kept wanting to be around him more and more. And daichi as the good brother he is will try to leave you two alone for a couple of minutes to have a good conversation together and would excuse himself with "oh im going to the bathroom" or " um im going to get a snack" and it works too!!

Finals were close and the boys, daichi suga and asahi came over to study it was their second year and you were a first year student. Suga would help you study and help you understand the things you couldn't and all that jazz. You felt kinda flustered whenever he says "good job!!" And gives that warm smile of his. It was around 1:12 pm and all of you were too focused on your work and didn't remember lunch....Yeah I know unbelievable. "Mmmm god I'm so hungry" "shoot we didn't eat lunch" daichi said looking at the clock "its 2 something pm there is still time for that just go order _______ or something" -"ahh your probably right" asahi said "okay okay should we all go get _______ i mean we should get our mussels movi-" "im not going anywhere im tired" "okay fine what about you asahi?" -daichi- "sure" "and what about you ____?" -asahi- "nahh I would rather stay sorry.." "eh its okay we'll get going yeah?" -daichi- " yeah let's go" -asahi- and boom you two are alone.

"You look kinda sleepy" he said as he chuckled for about. 10 minutes both of you were kinda silent he was laying on his tummy on the sofa while you sat on the floor near the desk you were studying on. "Kinda actually" "oh? Well mabye you should take a nap" "sure.. but uh you look sleepy too" "hm? Oh yeah i am " you both laughed a bit. "Wanna sleep in my room? It would be more comfortable there?" " well what about you?" "My bed is big i will be just finee" seconds after you said that he starts..to grin? "Ooou you wanna sleep with me that bad?" "You're honestly making me regret my choices." "Hey!" "You can sleep on the sofa bye bye!" You said as your going to your room and him of course following you.

"Cute room kinda messy tho" he laughed " can you leave me and my "messy" room alone" "fine fine" he said chuckling. Both of you layed on the bed and him falling asleep almost instantly from how tired he was. It was peaceful sleeping next to him. I mean yes you were blushing at the thought of him being so close to you but it still felt so peaceful and nice. You turned around to face him. It sounds like too much but he looked like an angle. You stared at his features for quit a while.. he's just so nice to look at. "Can't sleep?" "what the hell!? You scared the living shit out of me!" He laughed. He asked you again "can you not sleep?" " yeah actually" you said still mad at him for scaring you like that. He asked if he can come closer and you said yes. He but a hand on the back of your head and gently guiding it to his chest. And with that your head is on your crushes chest. You tried your best to not show how surprised and flustered you were. "Do you feel comfortable? Can i put my hand on your back? it would feel even better" "s-sure I don't mind" he started to rub soothing circles on your back. Seconds after that you fell asleep..in his mf arms ahh.

"Sorry we took so long the line there was kinda long" No response. Both asahi and daichi left the house for about an hour. They looked around the living room to see that no one was there. "Hm that's wierd" -asahi- daichi agreed as he went to check your room to see if your there. "Oh.my.god." asahi heard him and went to see what's up. "Wait aww that's kinda cute" "what! No its not!" Asahi laughed at how angry he was from just seeing his best friend cuddling his younger sibling. "Hey..hey! HEY!!" "Hmm what what do you want cant you see were sleeping here ugh" " yeah i CAN see and get your filthy-" " why are you so mad? Its not like I did something to them I was just helping them sleep" " I mean he has a point..plus I'm sure its just a nap" -asahi- "ugh fine...CAN YOU ATLEAST MOVE YOUR HAND OH MY GOD" "Why are you yelling...?" You said as you got woken up from your brothers yelling "its nothing..get up its time to eat" daichi said as he went downstairs to eat. Asahi mouthed a 'sorry' to both of you and went to fallow him. "Did you sleep well? I hope I didn't make you feel uncomfortable or anything.." "No no!! It.. it was nice thank you" "great!! Let's go downstairs now im starving..." you both laughed as you went downstairs to eat.

From that day whenever the both of you found the chance to nap together you would do it. Suga tired from practice? nap time! Stressed? Nap time! Sad? Nap time! It's like both of you were nap buddies and you loved it. Daichi couldn't really do anything at this point. Don't get me wrong he was SO happy when you actually found someone to hang out with and actually be comfortable around. But he just didn't like the fact that the both of you were so touchy its like you guys were dating. But you always denied him saying "no no he's just a close friend nothing else!!!!" Until...

It was a Saturday night you and suga were in your room watching a barbie film. It was a chill night both of you got snacks and watched the movie in peace. sugawara kept giving you these side eye glances every now and then you noticed them but didn't say anything. It was the last 20 minutes of the movie and he did it again but this time it was a side glance his eyes were fully on you. "What?" He giggled and said nothing. You were confused a bit so you paused the movie and looked at him. "Is there something on my face?" "No..you just look pretty" he smiled. Both of you were eye to eye and very close. His eyes would go from your eyes to your lips as he came even closer. He gently took your hand in his as he said "can i kiss you?" You were in shock your heart was beating as you nodded. It was gentle and sweet you swore you could right a whole essay about how that kiss was the best thing you have ever experienced. "AHM AHM!!!" Both of you pulled away almost instantly as you saw daichi standing in your bedrooms doorstep "listen- its not what it looks like okay??" "Uhuh..koushi have you been dating my sibling behind my back?" "WHAT? no!! I swear-" "come downstairs cuz we have some stuff to discuss here"

You sat there confused but genuinely so happy 'I kissed him..' 'holy shit i actually kissed him!!' your mind was running with thoughts 'wait what if we start dating?' 'Oh my god!!!!' 'Wait what did daichi mean when he said "discuss some things"??' "Hey im back..." he smiled nervously at you "oh hi!" He smiled as he sat down on the bad next to you "um suga" "yes?" "what did my brother 'discuss' with you downstairs?" "You know "don't hurt their feelings!!" And "don't even think about cheating on them!" And he may or may not threatened to kill me if I did" you giggled "all that because of a kiss? Its not like were dating" " ..Well what would you do if I asked you to be my partner right now hm?" "Uhhh!!??!!? I- I dont know mabye say yes or something" he laughed "well then do you want to be my lovey dovey partner?" You giggled a bit as you nodded "tsk, man i kinda wanted to hear you say "yes please please i do!!" Oh well.." "really suga.."

I hope you guys liked it ♡ again this is my first time ever writing fics so I hope its not that bad

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iceboundolive · 3 years

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Rambles below because my brain in a trash fire and I'm gonna get hella personal so if u read this thats on you lmao

Idk if anyone is gonna read this who can related but like.... anybody find being aroace like.... vaguely traumatic? Not in the being actively targeted or anything kind of way, but in the 'being unable to properly fulfill the shoes society has given you' way?

Im glad that asexuality is growing increasingly visible because its true that not everyone wants to fuck and there's nothing wrong with that. But sometimes I don't even know if I'm really ace or just have such low self esteem that physical contact can make my soul shrivel up. Im fine with hugging coworkers and casual contact with them, because at least in retail, that's just being friendly. But the second it happens outside of that with a friend, that safety cushion of 'coworker' is gone and any contact can carry a double meaning (even if you don't want it to). I see friends make casual contact with each other on couches and things and I just get so fucking jealous about how at ease they are with that. I always have to like, hype myself up to do things like that. Constantly feeling like the body im in is insufficient in some way and that every flaw I see on myself will be noticed by another person. So the thought of fucking just seems overall like a bad time. Probably ace, regardless of the other stuff tho but whatever.

Its the aro thing that fucking kills me. Every god damn thing in society is focused around love and finding a partner. Commercials, music, movies, books, fucking everything. And here i am, too uncomfortable to relax around family or friends ive had for years. Living with someone forever? Yikes. But where the fuck does that leave me? I get to watch friends have relationships and shit and be happy, and like I can be good friends with someone but thats something ill just never know. And I mean I can deal with that, but I *hate* (and its probably due to ingrained expectations) thinking about the future like 'im going to be 30, then 40, and then die alone with no family left and probably no friends cause who wants this weird perpetually single person hanging around like a third wheel all the time'. It's so fucking scary to think about and I just.... im tired. I'm mad at being alive and I'm mad about being like this. Maybe things would be different if every movie didn't have a romantic subplot? I dunno, I don't know where I was going with this and maybe its a little due to the pandemic happening but overall the pandemic hasnt changed much. Im alone now, and I was alone a year ago. At least now I have an excuse.

(Edit to add that the worst thing about this pandemic is feeling like you can see everyone's 'affection meter' for u dropping as the months go on and feeling like you'll never be able to repair that loss. Like a rift has been formed and now its an inevitable path towards never speaking)

#talking about aroace stufd #oh i understand now #twas an unexpected/previously unknown trigger that occurred at an inconvenient time that spawned this

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shinkookiefanfiction · 5 years

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SHE'S MY NOONA

Chapter 17

The show was already starting and we were asked alot of questions. Jungkook and IU looked happy, i kept looking at how Jungkook treated her nicely.

I never thought he'd look this happy with IU his dream girl. Perhaps this is what he wanted why would a noona like me even stick around him? Or have i been fooled by his words that i found myself almost falling in love with him.

" you have to eat." Eun woo who was beside me tried to feed me " arasso." I smiled at him as i opened my mouth to eat. " woow, my Min ah is very cute when eating." He cried as he adorably pinched my cheeks making me nervous as he continued watching me.

I managed to hear form aside as people complemented us " wow those two make a cute couple...but Jungkook seems to be off mood but he's keeping up." The staff cried.

It was true i could sense Jungkook was not himself today even though i kept seeing that smile it wasn't the true one.

During break i wanted to go see him while he was with IU talking " Jungkook can i talk to you?" I stood there as hisreaction changed after seeing me. " IU and i are tal-" " aniyo don't mind me maybe she's a fan you have to talk to her." IU stood up and left me and him.

There was a moment of silence " what do you want?" " hey why are you always behaving like that towards me, like yesterday you got mad without any reason." I said as my feelings got hurt "you...you i hate the clueless you..you'll never understand cause you only think of yourself." He cried

" now you are dating that bastard, i thought you...ani..goodluck." " why do you hate me that much...even your answers are not clear for me." I cried as he was about to leave.

"You...i don't want you to be my noona...i just hate how we are cause it's funny i just keep on laughing at myself it's uncomfortable ." He said as i just realised that my feelings were just nothing but a lie. I could only remain in tears standing there infront of him making fun of myself.

" arasso i hope this is our last show but kumaoh for everything." I said when somebody came and held my arm "Min ah....what are you doing?...yah who do you think you are to make her cry!" Eun woo cried at him trying to control his temper.

" lets go Min ah" he grabbed my hand as we left for the set.

End of p.o.v

IU' s p.o.v

I managed to overheard their conversation. It was a heart to heart conversation and from what i saw Jungkook seems to be inlove with her who also does not understand him.

We went back at the set and Jungkook was just right next to me sad and in deep thoughts. I wanted to do something for him. " yah Jungkook, i hate this show actually." I said to him as he faced me. " wae? Ooh am i making you uncomfortable?" He asked with tears in his eyes.

He then realised how stupid of him to cry " ooh mianhaeyo, my eyes hurt." He rubbed his eyes but i stopped him " are you sure it's not the heart." I asked " actually i overheard your conversation with her." I cried realising he was panicking " actually she's our photographer." He tried to defend her " you don't have to hide i know you like her...don't ask how but i've been watching you guys since we arrived...you couldn't stop staring at her." IU cried as she smiled.

" ooh i didn't mean to hurt your feelings." He apologized nervously " aniyo..you didn't have to...i also loved someone..he's just normal but he made me smile all the time." I narratted " so did you two be together?" He asked curiously "i never told him but the time i decided to do that it was too late, he got someone else so i had to give up." I sadly ended the story.

" Mianhaeyo." " aniyo i'm just atleast happy that person gave me something i lost a long time that is why you shouldn't be like me because the time you think you have is running out." I cried as i pat his head.

End of p.o.v

Jungkook's p.o.v

She warned me. I began to wonder does she have the same feelings for me just like the way i do? " what if -" " you should have courage to face it, it's better to confess than not to try."

She was right, all this time i have been behaving like a child also not considering her feelings. I looked upto her, i must have hurt her feelings again. I hated myself for making her cry while i promised myself not to make her cry.

2day of show

I woke up from my tent seeing the staff prepare everything till i saw her Min ah who also just woke up. She was yawning cutely till she stopped when she saw me but this time she didn't smile at me and just left.

I was about to go after her when Eun woo had already taken the chance " yah were you planning to go after her now?" IU appeared out of nowhere "aagh?!" I had nothing to answer " you have to be careful many eyes are watching you, you don't have to forget you are a public figure any move you make may affect your career and mostly her." She said as she left

" IU kumaoh i wish to repay you." I thanked her " you can repay me....we can be friends." She smiled. " IU can you help me?" I cried

Meanwhile

" i don't want to ask you how you knew him but do you like him?" " yah Eun woo what are you saying?" " andwe, you don't have to answer even if you like him or don't please look at me first." He held her hands warmly " Min ah don't delude yourself stars will always be like that." He rubbed her salty tears which were strimming down her rosey cheeks. "Kumaoh."

Meanwhile

Min ah was so happy that the first episode of the show had been aired and they have been getting alot of response.

" today's episode we will play different games but today for this game we are going to exchange partners." The mc cried as he laughed " exchange?" Min ah muttered when she realised she had to be with Jungkook

"Min ah-" " uhm excuse me i have a question." Everytime Jungkook would want to apologize and talk to her it always get interfierd.

Later

Shin min ah's p.o.v

Why would he want to talk to me even after what he said. The mountains area was really amaizing i needed fresh air not long till i heard the staff " yah who the heck is she? Every man in our area says she's so pretty." I smiled at myself they might be jealous. " i don't like her what did our boss even see in her? She's not rich or something." " Eun woo looks much better with Im yoona even their parents arranged for them to meet." " i really hate her she's just going to use every guy in our area especially our innocent Jungkook, i guess she's targeting him."

These words were just hurting me and i just stayed there as usual not doing anything " didn't you also hear Eun woo and Im yoona used to date till she made them break up, she was the reason for their breakup." Mwo why would it be me, what wrong did i do to deserve this.

I was about to leave when i saw Jungkook looking at us. I felt very embarrassed and wanted to run away from there cause i was so tired and it seems no one cared for me.

End of p.o.v

Jungkook's p.o.v

I watched her do nothing just like that time still i didn't do anything was i a coward to accept things since i always get scared of loosing that is why i always tried hard in doing everything and that is why i ended up being Mr perfect.

"Yah!" " oppa!?" The girls cried " oppa? what you were just saying now i heard it all." "Mianhaeyo you heard?" They replied " but it's true she's the evil one." One cried " yah are you really my fans cause if you are you don't talk bad about people unless you know them?" " Mianhaeyo." " don't talk like that again about her cause she's not the things you described you should understand them first." I cried at them and left.

What was that i did? I was able to fight for her but i needed to find herI was able to see IU and ask if she's seen Min ah but she didn't. " why don't you go to ask Eun woo?" " yah are you sick how can i ask...i'm really worried about her." I sighed " well you should worry since we are close to the woods.

" and the shooting is about to start." IU cried " lets just go and ask manager " aniyo he'll worry too." I then stood and decided to go find her since this was all my fault. " yah! where to? the shooting." She cried " to me she's more important than my career." I ran inside the woods hoping to find her.

I was inside the woods finding and calling out for her name " Min ahsshi ×15" i kept calling as i looked around. " Min ah sshi Mianhaeyo please come out!" I cried

I then heard sound from far " Min ah is that you!" There was a moment of silence till " go away don't come here!!!" I heard her cry a little bit further i wanted to know where she was if she spoke "Min ah mianhaeyo, about what i said those all came out because of anger,ne?" I cried " can you come out...so we can talk." I said knowing that she was somewhere hiding " yah im good at hide and seek." I cried "ne your good at every thing." She spoke as i realised she was behind a tree.

" ne i'm mr perfect but there is only one thing i realised that i wasn't perfect to achieve." I cried she was silent for a while " don't you wanna know what is it?" I asked as i sat on the other side of the tree.

" what is it?" She asked as a smile formed on my lips " my...bracelet." i cried as i could sense confusion in her head " what bracelet...do you mean your grandpa's..you could have just asked for it." She said "...how could i ask back for my heart while i gave it to you?"

" your...heart?" I heard her soft mutter that made me confess indirectly to this clueless girl.

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