#I'm pretty upset about it honestly?

[kirby-the-gorb]

they sent my wife home from work ostensibly for using a cane, even though it didn't interfere with her duties as a medical resident and the whole point was she was well enough to work with the extra support. (even the most charitable interpretation, that they assumed the presence of a mobility aid meant she was too ill to work regardless of what she said, is a serious issue.) happy disability pride month I guess, kirby's fixin to start whackin.

#kirby #coronavirus #ableism #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #I'm pretty upset about it honestly? #like. it belies a fundamental misunderstanding of what mobility aids even are #(treating them as a symptom rather than a solution) #and it further pushes anyone who might benefit from use of an aid away from using it #because they're essentially told they have to burn the extra spoons to be able-passing or not show up at all #she could have worked today! #she wasn't an infection risk and she'd been doing a good job of pacing. #but their weird hangups cost her an extra sick day instead. #if they pull the same stunt tomorrow I will be talking to people in my capacity as a disability advocate #regardless of whether they want to listen to her.

[helpimstuckinafandom]

Crazy how easily people came together to hate watcher and hope the whole company went down and to boycott it. Y'all can't even do that for stranger things

#anyway i'm glad the apology came out #they touched on all the criticism pretty well and took accountability and are fixing things #took the weekend and thought through their shit #honestly hope the fandom can do the same #because yes it was fair to be upset yes there was fair criticism #but as always it devolved into ''actually i never liked this anyway'' and pinning the decision all on steven #i'm not exactly a steven fan and again there were actually good criticism for him (esp. a ceo) but COMPLETELY pinning this on him - #- with such fervor was nuts #like i've never seen such an upset like this #direct your righteous fury at companies funding the genocide of palestinian #bring this kind of energy to issues about netflix's bullshit #watcher

[bahrmp3]

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#personal #now that the new year's has passed I feel like I can talk about it I did not have a good time lmao it started fine I guess? I was going to #play music for the new year but then mum made a comment about me still on laptop so I shut it bc ok fine let's not #then it was down hill from there? like I ignored it and was like let's not make a thing out of it so we are saying what we liked this year #/ what we want to do and mum goes and for my son I want x y z and didn't mention me so joe asks her and for if she has anything to say for #me? any wishes? but she doesn't lmao later on she goes (if only you would say what you want we do not know anything about you) #she didn't even mean it she said just to hurt like I was taking a video of this and lit off frame my face is dropping #later on she goes (and you didn't even say what you wish for us either) as she leaves and later when I'm talking to my brother #and I protest this he goes (welp what can I even say? like I told you before are pretty selfish) and idk what to say I was surprised I #don't think I'm selfish tho? I legit was the one to cook for us and got cake? I try so much but keep being labeled selfish this is the #second time he tells me that in the last two weeks I think and both are unfounded ngl anyway all of this pales in the last thing #so we call dad to say happy new year! Well joe does and I mean ok I was still pretty upset about what happened an hour ago so ofc I wasn't #cheerful when calling dad lmao but like I was saying all the right things anyway? but Joe kept gesturing at me to smile its a phone call #and after the phone call he has like (why are you always so depressed? if I were you and I finally got a laptop I would be flying from joy #why are you always so down? why can't you just be happy?) and I honestly don't know what to say lmao ok so I wasn't flying from joy with #my laptop but idk how to say it here but then like what's worst? being hurt and not a person recognising that you are hurt? and in fact #asking you why aren't you smiling? or idk being too depressed for others?? what's funnier is mum later on was like (don't let anyone words #change you you shouldn't yield to others) in reference to Joe's speech but like hello mama?? not 2 hrs ago??? #anyway so I asked her if I shouldn't be listening to her words then? and she was saying yes with confidence like does she not #see either how she hurts me? how she keeps hurting me voer and over and over??? #God I should have made that pizza and truly be selfish maybe I wouldnt have been hurt like that #tbd

[foxgloveinspace]

saw your tags on my post and i hope you find that ‘spark’ to really go feral over sleep token again! they’re so much fun to be batshit crazy over, there’s just so much going on and they all seem like such genuine dudes i can’t get enough

that post was sparked by seeing a video of vessel sobbing through the end of ascensionism and like i was so done for after that. like physically shaking so i figured i needed a break for a bit 😂

also i think that altar sounds like an awesome idea! as soon as i move my dresser into my new place i’m setting up an altar on it

1). i am trying so hard to get it back, for real for real. I lit the candle I associate with them this morning, and thinking about the *altar thing has helped a bit.

2). share a link👀?? if you still know the video?? even if you don't know the video still, maybe send some others?? I would like to be a menace over them lol.

3). * I am now going to info dump to you about my sleep token altar a bit. Cause I am thinking too much about it lmao.

(readmore cause this got long and something... 'tragic' happened.)

(a little.. background, I am currently irl in the closet for everything including witchy stuff lmao) So far my idea for stuff on it includes: a small back prism, a small whale statue, a small apple pendant (each to represent the three albums). A bottle of oils (the little one I made, but also maybe something like the prayer oil we talked about). The candle I associate with them. I'm kicking around getting the incense holder if it comes back in stock on their website. bones/teeth (wolf, I'm thinking wolf). I'm thinking it'll be a little place on my main/working/creative altar. I might also try to find a tarot deck that i associate with them, I think that would be fun. something else I have been thinking about, but it would be so freaking expensive to do, is making a rosary with the 'offical' -

shit.... fuck shit fuck. I think I just spoiled myself on accident cause of google. I didn't see much but i think an old pic of vessel came up, but fuck google man. I went to google the official scythe pendant and google change sycthe (yes misspelled like that) to members for some reason, I am so confused and actually mad. Ok. I think I have forced my brain to forget. worst google fuck up ever.

ok, so ... trying to move on... I want to make a rosary with the official scythe pendant, some tahitain pearls and some black amber beads. I think that would be so pretty, and nice to hold and maybe wear. ( i know traditionally you don't wear them, but like.... I am making one to a band/fictional god lmao, it's not traditional at all.) but that would be very pricy for a piece of jewelry and I would probably never wear it cause of that haha. it would be like 400$ to be able to get the supplies.

#grumping ahead about the thing that happened in the end of this no spoilers i wouldn't do that to you. #I think I know one first name now. I am pissed. fuck google. I probably know what Vessel looks like fuck.... no spoilers but personally? #i am correct he's pretty. #I have never been so anger at google in my whole life?? why did it do that??? it took the top search from scythe to MEMBERS///// #I have never been more angry about being right about someone being pretty in my whole life fucking fuck. #ok I'll stop complaining it had to happen eventually but i'm pissy now *grump*. #I think.... I've already blocked it from my mind already... I think I know IV's first name tho?? or III's. Poo. I know it was down the list #so it wasn't Vessel's name. ugh. That was so upsetting and especially after the stress of the afternoon. Ugh. #our oven is borked and is putting out co2. so we have no oven for christmas oof. i was gonna make cinnamon rollsssss man. I'm sad. oh well. #I have calmed down by the time I am posting this. but dang I'm very upsetty spaghetti about that. honestly more upset about this then the #oven haha.

[whathebrick]

what people don't consider is that bai hua has the potential to be just like macaque and that's why teach is so protective of her. he doesn't want her being 'corrupted'

#🧱 — your mother buys you megablocks instead of legos. ( ooc. ) #🧱 — throwing up the shade for a little bit of sunshine! ( bai hua. ) #🧱 — cuz’ luck’s got nothin’ to do with it. ( headcanons. ) #granted teach dramatizes a lot about what he went through even if it was super fucked up #he just.. projects so much on bai its crazy #granted he projects on anyone who reminds him too much of swk or himself #teach sees so much of himself in bai especially because of the white hair #to him she represents a part of himself that was ruined and corrupted so now he wants to protect her purity and peace of mind #she also came to be when he was still fucked up and 'evil' #so the projection was even worse then #lmao basically?? he's a helicopter parent despite not actually really being a part of her life and its honestly pretty sad #she doesn't know who he is and i think if she did find out she would be upset he wasn't “there” for her #in the sense that she doesnt know him and doesn't know a thing about her powers or being half celestial monkey #macaque really thought he could get away with letting her cosplay as a human her whole life lmao turns out when she gets to be a certain ag #she isnt gonna be able to control that shit #wow i'm thinking a lot about my girl today

[rancidarling]

must my brain sound like an edgy incel chronically online gamer that screams slurs into the mic when they lose a Fortnite match -_-

#like whenever I'm #idk ig splitting would be the right term here #every thought just becomes a violent stew of slurs and view points that I don't normally have otherwise #got nothing against fat people but if I'm splitting on one #you best believe my thoughts are gonna revolve around every generic fatphobic insult you've ever heard #even though I literally don't even agree with any of it.... #goes for literally anything you can discriminate against too #honestly it feels pretty gross #and gets pretty weird when it's like... demeaning against women... when I'm also...a woman #like good job brain you insulted yourself in the process #I guess these are like intrusive thoughts in a way? #idk the racist ones in particular just feel really gross #like did I REALLY just think that? for real? girl who ARE you #I know not to take it too seriously bc 1. thought crimes aren't real and #2. if the switch hadn't flipped and I wasn't temporarily upset with that individual #I wouldn't think a single discriminatory thing about them. I wouldn't be vehemently insulting them and cussing them out with vitriol #it's just 'oh I hate you now' *cue an endless steam of random swearing and slurs and discrimination and violent feelings of hatred* #and then back to 'oh you're cool I love you again' with a 'what the actual fuck was i just thinking??' #...... I can't believe these are my moral standards of gross #like oh noes I called someone a stupid fat bitch....in my head.... that I don't even agree with 90% of the time #I never say any of this out loud at least. thank the stars I know how to hold my tongue #r.r

[thatkinkyautistic]

Randomized sadness event

#It's okay I'll be fine I'm calming down more now lol #It's kind of silly for me to be upset about this stuff when I have tony and maverick and some other guys that I love that really do love me #but nonetheless it's still distressing for me :( I'm getting over it again though #this is nothing new for me #I'm pretty used to guys either being honestly kinda immature or not wanting to share me #which is understandable honestly it just still hurts that i can't have them #it is what it is and that's okay! #i just need to be thankful for the times i did share with them and be gratefil and satisfied with the others #but especially Tony holy fuck do i love this man #text #omg grateful*

[pop-n-schlock]

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guys!!!

#splatoon #splatoon 3 #honestly I kinda like that they're rerunning old catalog gear #since I didn't get to play drizzle 2022 (i got the game for christmas) #though i do see where people coming from with their grievences #but at the same y'all should probably chill out a little 😅 #i'm personally more interested in all the new decor and that new Enperry shirt to be any sort of upset about this #pretty sure once 5.0 drops this'll all be a much lesser concern #besides we're getting all new decorations and emotes even in the latter half of the catalog so there's still something to work towards #sorry for making the tags very lengthy i just had quite a bit to say about this #also for anybody who played the first season this is just free cash so win-win?

[nmzuka]

I had the thought recently of Ribbon and KC having a League match against each other and it being a very "don't go easy on me" kind of thing

Was picturing it being at Snake Park and being a pretty close fight but Ribbon ends up winning when she actually uses one of the snakeboards to her advantage and takes KC completely off guard

He'd be proud but also like "damn I really shouldn't have taught you how to snakeboard huh?"

But also thought of some folks online giving him shit and starting rumors that he threw the match to let her win...

#zuka rambles #RibbonCobra #i shared this thought on Twitter a few days ago #but sharing it here too cause I can actually tag it so it doesnt get lost to the void/forgotten hhhh #maybe some day I'll draw some stuff based off this hhhh #I'm also not really sure where it would go after that... #am sure Ribbon would end up hearing about the rumors too #and she'd be like... a mix of mad and upset #mad cause wtf do people think she couldnt beat him??? #and upset because he's getting shit talked for her winning hhhh #honestly think KC would be pretty whatever about it #probably more upset too like wtf you dont think she could beat me???? lol

[p0cketknives]

full offense but people are allowed to dislike the recent wwdits episodes and leaks for the finale – it doesn't mean we don't understand the genre or characters in the show it just means we think it sucks

#wwdits #wwdits leaks #wwdits spoilers #my hot take is that it doesnt actually matter if the episodes ''make sense'' for the characters #I'm just not a fan of it and I think my reasons are pretty valid #it's a comedy but you can't argue we just aren't meant to care about the characters because of that #I'm honestly tired of how the show sets up the vampires starting to respect Guillermo #then immediately goes backwards like none of that development even mattered #it's just unsatisfying #and dont even get me started on what they did to marwa #it's not an overreaction to be upset that the only woc on the show was basically made into an object and then a white man as a joke #I don't care how cruel and inhuman nandor is meant to be the writing is just in poor taste #it's not satisfying or enjoyable to watch like I didn't even think any scene with her was funny #anyways those are my opinions #I'm right about all of it but whatever to people who want to feel intellectually superior defending writing that kinda sucks

[troubadour-malin]

vent in the tags!

#so i have a few original stories on wattpad #one dates back to 2019 #it's the first piece of writing that I've ever completed and while it obviously has its flaws i'm very fond and proud of it #it gets a lot of reads and someone started reading it and leaving comments this week #and i'm always grateful for readers and comments but like #at first the person seemed to enjoy it #and then they started to complain about the length of the chapters #and fair enough I get that 100 words is pretty much very short for a chapter #this is a short story and I made it to feel like 'fragments' of thoughts and story #and honestly the length of the chapters is one of the things that got me to complete it eventually #but alright. This reader doesn't like that it's so short. I'm not upset about that it's a perfectly valid point to make. #and ok even if i didn't ask for it i guess that counts as constructive criticism so i get where they were coming from #but then they kept on commenting about how it was 'ruining' the story and how 'unpleasant' it was #and that what is bugging me right now because like... i put my work out on the internet for free #and while you have every right not to like it #it's hurtful to read that what you poured your soul into is 'unpleasant' to read..... i get that not everybody is gonna like what i do but #i just can't understand why they didn't just... stop reading instead of pushing and commenting some more about the same thing. #I know i'm upset over a really small thing and ultimately as long as I'm happy with my own work it's all that matters #obviously i'm no professional writer and criticism could help me get better but I find this kind of 'criticism' especially unhelpful #I wrote this back when I was sixteen and it's for free on wattpad so obviously it's not gonna be perfect or even good #I made this for myself first and then decided to share it with other people so why do they act like i'm responsible for 'ruining' the story #HOW COULD I POSSIBLY RUIN A STORY THAT I WROTE MYSELF what the hell #I don't even know what I'm trying to say actually #I'm just upset about this and how rude some people on the internet can get without even realizing #anyways if you read all this i hope you're having an amazing week #so' speaks

[chewwytwee]

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#okay yeah this is gonna be a litle bit of a venttttt #so like... idk I'm always just kinda upset and dissapointed at least a little bit that i did piano and not art #like its honestly petty as fuck but like #idk I didnt dislike drawing #but like I wasnt all that good at it and thats fine #but it was just super frustrating seeing my art which objectively wasnt all that good #get way more publicity as some silly hobby I had than my music which is like the most important thing to me #its just frustrating #like I'm way better at piano i put way more time into it #and im fucking PRETTY GOOD AT IT #like im FUCKING NOT THE WORST AT PIANO #if anything i'm WAY more fucking competent at it than I probably will ever be with any kind of visual arts #and thats FINE but its just the fact that like #the observable facts are just that there are more people out there who care about furry art than classical music #and its dumb but its frustrating just kinda knowing that the things that i really care about are always kinda gonna be second fiddle #im in furry circles and obv in those circles its just like #you dont get social cred or get noticed or get notes or likes or any kind of validation #unless youre making a really narrow kind of art and that DOES include music and writing #sure there are some super tiny ass niches for it but like its a niche #idk I just wish that people noticed classical music in the way they noticed my art #and its saddening knowing the kinda harsh reality is that just isnt really gonna happen

[thepixelelf]

A reminder to fully call me out when I've accidentally written a detail to make my MCs exclusive!! Inclusivity is important to me

#and I'll never feel upset to be told when I've messed up in that way #which will undoubtedly happen every once in a while because I write imagining myself as the main character #obviously i have fics where readers' characters have certain traits #but i always try to warn about them #tell me about those too!! #if reader has a trait that i don't feel like changing; i will put a warning/note in the info section of the fic!! #also when i talk about certain traits my characters have I'm only remembering coma's coffee allergy #and the fact that wws mc could speak mandarin #i guess i didn't warn about the allergy but honestly that is not an inclusivity thing sorry #stickynotes.tpe #inclusivity.tpe #this is ok to rb btw #you don't have to #but it'd be pretty cool if you're a writer and somehow read all my dumb tags #and got to here and thought 'yeah i Would like my readers to let me know when I'm being exclusive' #but again you don't have to #confrontation is hard #i get it

[rosemirmir]

Last night I dreamed Toei announced a mini series that was focused on Ankh that took place directly after OOO 10th, and when I woke up I think I almost had a mini heart attack

#I would totally watch it if it existed. I'm honestly kinda upset this was just a dream #but I also don't know if my heart could be able to take it and see how they would explore things post OOO 10th... #that v-cine just absolutely broke me. I get really sad if I think about it for too long #idk what the synopsis was in the dream but i'd guess is it would focus on his life post the v-cine + Ankh trying to bring Eiji back somehow #If something like that was made i'd be down. It would be pretty poetic if Ankh did that (and then the two FINALLY got to be happy) #I am not holding my breath though. I've been burned by Toei before even getting into toku. I dont expect them to retcon things #hopefully one day im proven wrong but im not gonna get my hopes up about it #at least we have fanfic to fix things #linky posts

[boilingrain]

There's some stuff from past Zelda games that I really hope makes it into a new game (if not Tears of the Kingdom than possibly a different future game)

Like, I especially hope that the Twili and/or the Minish reappear at some point. I think the Minish are more likely to show up again out of the two, if only because the ending of Twilight Princess makes it pretty unlikely that we'll be seeing much of the Twili in anything that's actually canon

I'm also hoping for at least a reference to at least one Dodongo. Please we didn't see any in BotW. Where are they

Also while I doubt it'll ever happen, I hope we see the Kokiri again one day. Or at least have them referenced in something other than location names and names shared with non-Kokiri characters. I love the Koroks, but I just feel like the Kokiri were just all around more interesting

Another thing I hope we get, but sincerely doubt we will, is anything regarding Termina (excluding stuff like. Majora's mask & the Fierce Deity showing up as non-canon clothing/costume options). Like, we know what happens there in the Child Timeline, but what about the Adult Timeline & Fallen Timeline? Does anything change? I have questions and they're probably never getting answered

Also I hope we see either the Happy Mask Salesman or Ravio appear in a future game. Preferably with no context as to why or how they're even there. Again, I doubt that we'll see much of either of them in anything canon (excluding a remakes/remasters of games that either appeared in), but also I just think it would be funny for either of them to show up again with little to no context as to why. Especially the Happy Mask Salesman

I could go on and on about other stuff from past games that I want to see more of in future games, but it's already late as of me writing this and the main reason this is even readable is because of autocorrect

#loz #tears of the kingdom #(I guess? Since I mention it & I'm talking about my hopes for future games I think it counts) #While technically not canon we did get several things relating to TP in BotW so. Fingers crossed for the Twili coming back someday #I won't really be upset if none of these things comes back (or is even referenced) in TotK. Probably mildly disappointed at most #I'll probably enjoy the game anyways #I'm honestly pretty easy to please with games. Especially with like... LoZ & Pokémon #I can look past the weaknesses of a game as long as it's fun to play

[prideandpen]

im so mad about having feelings what is this bullshit

#so i am always trying to be less embarrassed by my feelings in general as a whole #which means admitting my feelings and allowing myself to express them #and there's a whole catalogue of reasons why i have to work at that which we're not gonna get into #but what i am gonna say is that im real mad about having crush-like feelings for someone #who i haven't known that long! and know online! and lives in another state! and has his profile on the app i'm using set to 'friends'! #im just gonna throw myself in a trash compressor this is fine #honestly at this point im pretty sure im hard wired to only be in interested in people who arent an option because trauma #im just so upset about it nobody look at me