#MADE ME WANNA DIE

[scrunchedupsocks]

Do not invite me somewhere I have to pay for parking. I am so serious

#19 dollars for two hours and not even in a city???? #made me wanna die #like this is all just greed. we cant even have public transport

[wubblehrts]

I think one of the most painful things I've had to smile and nod through on Twitter is people calling wubble siblings like I had to take a second and recuperate after reading that on my tl it physically pained me

#wubble #THEYRE DATING #actually i saw someone on tiktok say they couldnt dat bc shes ace #made me wanna die #shubble #wilbur soot

[kaijuno]

I took an adderall and went shopping and did my taxes and filled out more disability paperwork and called a lawyer about it and got gas and the mail and I did all of it before noon what the fuck is this what it’s supposed to fucking be like???? Shit is this easy for y’all??? God damn. God fucking damn it I’m pissed I’ve been on hard mode this WHOLE FUCKING TIME????

#and no it’s way different than being manic because being manic just makes me wanna like #fuckin do drugs until I die or something #but this made me wanna do positive stuff like run errands #guess I’m making another dr appt

[mutuallyassureddevotion]

what's up rusame fandom

#i told you guys i was a rusame account..... #the hands in this made me wanna die they were so hard to figure out #aph russia #aph america #rusame #amerus #aph hetalia #hetalia #axis powers hetalia #alfred f jones #ivan braginsky #russia #america #art tag

[puppyeared]

meow

#i feel like i should have made his ears a little bigger in th first pic. maybe ill go back and edit it later #GET WRINKLED IDIOT #i first thought of drawing him as a sphinx cat bc i looked at his third eye like hm... if he had wrinkles he could hide his eye #its also very fun imagining him wearing head coverings and hoods cause hes so fucking nakey #kinda makes me wanna draw him more... sphinxes are fun to draw. i kinda wanna make a sphinx design now <- loves designing characters #a thought i had while drawing this is that if only few had seen narinder before (like the lamb and previous vessels) then not many would #know what he looks like. since hes supposed to be death and the only time you see him is when you die and pass on i guess?? #so i think it would be an interesting situation if the lamb just introduced narinder as some guy without telling anyone he is or used to be #the one who waits.. smth like a false idolatry situation so everyones like. oh wow our leader has been channeling the messages #of the one who waits for so long its almost like they have become death itself!! ^_^ and narinder is just. standing there #maybe if he gets enough power he can grow more eyes between his wrinkles like in his eldritch form. that would b cool #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl narinder #cotl fanart #my art #myart #doodles #the one who waits

[solarpunkani]

"Oh no, someone's attracted to the aesthetics of my -punk movement but doesn't know the praxis and history behind it like I do--"

OK. Tell them. Make it a teaching moment. Everyone who's in your movement learned the background from somewhere at some point, maybe this is that point for that person. Give them a jumping off point that they can dive into later.

"Oh but I shouldn't be responsible for teaching baby -punks about the history and the how-tos and--"

OK. Then don't tell them. You don't have to be responsible for teaching people with a budding interest in your group the ins and outs and how-tos. That's fair and valid! It can be a lot of work. Someone else will handle it

"But I'm annoyed that they would try to claim to be part of/be interested in my community without knowing all the details that I know after being in it for months/years/decades, they're dumb, they're posers, they're--"

OK. Then don't engage with them, if it's that bad. Maybe someone else will come around and tell them the history, maybe they'll pick it up on their own, maybe they'll just enjoy the fashion elements for awhile.

"But they shouldn't claim to be part of the -punk community if they don't know the--"

I feel like we have a few options here. People can either talk to them, share the history, share the values, share the praxis. Or they can just chase off anyone who even thinks about dipping a toe in their community, and then wonder why it's dying off later down the line.

I dunno, maybe I'm too naive and patient or whatever. But if people are entering your -punk spaces without knowing The Rundown of what you feel they need to know, maybe being nice about it and informing people instead of immediately assuming stupidity and malicious intent could help you make a new friend. Even the loudest voices in a space had to learn from somewhere, and not everyone has the luxury of being in the space as the History was Happening--whether it's an age thing or a not being aware of the space thing. Or maybe I just don't see what the big deal is behind people hating people who like the aesthetic of something and don't know the behind the scenes history about it yet.

Because I believe in the word 'yet.' No one comes into this world knowing everything about everything, and we're all constantly learning new things. I'm not gonna degrade someone and call them a poser for not knowing what I know. Because if it were me, interested in a scene but getting chased out and called a poser? I wouldn't hit the books and study up, I'd go 'that fuckin sucks, those people sucked' and then avoid anyone and anything having to do with it.

So chase people off and call them posers if you want. But if your community starts dwindling, don't be fucking shocked.

#out of queue #ani rambles #punks and posers #i cant even call this a 4am hot take because its 7pm but like #idk i keep seeing posts about like 'how DARE people think I bought my punk clothes how DARE they not know the how-tos and DIYs' #or 'ugh people only care about the ~aesthetics~ of my movement if you don't know shit get out of here' and like #maybe I'm just a shy ass introverted nerd whos scared of social rejection! but I avoid that shit like the plague #so if someone were to reject me based on not knowing about something I'd never even heard about? something i was JUST getting into? #there's a high chance I'd just scram and never look back. i don't wanna be the one who causes that emotion in someone else #granted this is coming from someone who STILL doesn't know how to make her own patches or worked up the courage to do direct action praxis #outside of offering neighbors to my tomatoes and trying to talk to people about what I'm passionate about #but still imo unless someone's a malicious intentional bad actor i dont see the point in scaring newbies off #thats how movements die imo #i know this is my solarpunk blog but its not a solarpunk specific thing #i think the main post that inspired this was about store-bought versus self-made spiked leather jackets #which honestly just feels petty to me but who knows. #might delete later

[stiffyck]

I'm posting it before I can back out

No one will ever see me again goodbye I'm going to chuck myself off a cliff now

#i dont even wanna tag this #its bad quality on purpose btw #i totally could give you the hd version but i would most likely have to kill myself to do so SKFFKVKSG #my urge to draw gay people is strong but my embarrassement is stronger #gtws #jimmy #trafficshipping #hermitshipping #i dont even know if i should tag it with my art tag.... #ill do it. just for you guys. but i will be ignoring it every time i see it #my art #OKAY I SHOULD STOP RAMBLING #GOODBYE EVERYONE IM GONNA GO DIE IN A DITCH NOW NO ONE TALK TO ME #solidaritimes #i was made aware there is another tag for them: #scaridarity #which is somehow worse #(i do not like their shipname its so. weird idk how to describe it djgkrgls) #how do people draw kissing this is EMBARASSING #okay okay ramble over i really nees to stop procrastinating and just post it

[harlondes]

focus point

#homestuck #davekat #dave strider #karkat vantas #SORRY FOR DAVEKAT POSTING DO YOU GUYS STILL THINK IM COOL #im ngl working on this made me wanna die #it was fun to paint though i should do this more

[hyponautica]

i forgot this wip existed for like 20 days. gotta love school /s

#i finished this and then chanted ''i think im going to die'' to myself for the next 5 minutes #i have a strong love-hate relationship with this piece. the lineart made me suffer extra hard and i was very stupid while doing it #i literally chicken scratched the entire lineart. yes my hand was THAT consistent. for 5 hours. FIVE. IT HURT EVEN MY HAND. #I NEVER GET ACHES ON MY HAND FROM DRAWING... BUT PERFECTIONISM DIDNT LET ME STOP- AND I DIDNT WANNA- #clownpierce #lifesteal smp #fanart #digital art #illustration #art #completed art #hyponauticart

[mockingmolly]

The 30′s episodes in c2: In our mutual acknowledgment that we’ve been going about things in ways that are A Bit Fucked Up, with much deliberation, and on the condition you still Do Not Ask abt my personal history, I’ve decided to trust you to hold me accountable in an attempt to do better moving forward. Maybe you’ll allow me to do the same? Oh and btw we still think you’re SUPER cagey - could you stop making blood pacts maybe? :/

The 30′s episodes in c3: We’ve only known each other for less than a couple months but we’re family and you all know me better than I know myself. We would and have died to keep each other safe, and those left that *haven’t* died would go through literal hell to return those that did to life. A couple of you have outright tried to kill the rest of us but honestly nbd! we all have bad days :)

#critical role #bells hells #the mighty nein #the differences between them or SO fascinating to me #like tm9 weren’t trusting enough! BH is a little TOO easy to trust to the extent it almost feels codependent? #i wanna dissect and study them #(also to be completely fair Molly DID die to keep them safe and they definitely tried toget him back/did go thru hell to regain the trio #but despite the lengths they were willing to go through the reluctance to trust was still SO heavy #meanwhile bh has party members turning on each other and aside from “hmm we should keep an eye on that” there’s just?? no fuss made over it? #then u had Yasha and most of them were so willing to assume the worst of her even tho they considered her family at that point #they actively thought fjord might go corrupt or that Caleb would betray them for *so* long #its INTERESTING

[stealingpotatoes]

ITS FUCKING OCTOBER ?????? THERE'S TWO MONTHS LEFT OF THE YEAR AND I'VE ALREADY DRAWN OVER 1K ARTS THIS YEAR ?????????????????

#WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #I AM LITERALLY ARTS GEORG #I WANNA BE LIKE OH I NEED OTHER HOBBIES BUT I LITERALLY DO HAVE OTHER HOBBIES. I HAVE TOO MANY OTHER HOBBIES ALREADY #AND A DEGREE IM STUDYING FOR. AND A JOB SOMETIMES #I THINK I JUST NEED TO STOP DRAWING TIL NEXT YEAR (jk i could never do that i think i'd keel over and die if made to not draw for a week) #talk is cheap #?!??!?!?!??!?!?!??!?!!??!?!?!??!?!?!?!??!?!?! #HELLO 999 CALLING THE BOBBIES THIS IS ILLEGAL #AND IMPOSSIBLE I DONT THINK A HUMAN BEING SHLD B DOIN THIS/?

[pianokantzart]

If smiles could light up a room, Luigi in this moment would be a flashbang

#the poll on my dash made me rewatch the scene #the face of a man who thought he was going to die #just to be rescued by the brother he's looked up to his entire life and thought he'd never get to see again #hey how about I cry??? I wanna hug him so bad #Mario Movie #super mario brothers #Luigi

[luck-of-the-drawings]

"And soda; runs off into the street..." "...and soda... is totally okay!"

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi suckening #cw blood #something something cracking open a boy w the cold ones #IF THERE ARE ANY MISTAKES I MISSED I SWWWEAR TO JEBEDIAH. IF I STARE AT THIS ANYMORE IM GONNA DIE IT NEEDS TO BE DONE #ALSO RRRAAAHAHHHGHGH CAN I JUST TAKEA SECOND TO SCREEAAMM ABT HOW MUCH I LOVE SODA AND EMIZEL.. LIKE THERYE SO CUTE.... #THEY ARE HOMIES THAT KISS EACHOTHR GOODNIGHT. THEY CARE SO MUCH FOR EACHOTHER. SODA LOVES SODA AND SODA LOVES YOU #do u guys remember how willing he was to share blood w his vampire bestie. like cmon. remember when emizel memorized sodas Soda Schedule. #LIKE CMON.... they just have eachothers backs so much. ouhhh my god... ANYWAY SO THE ART HUH. I FEEL LIKE I SCRAMBLED W IT FOR A WHILE #DRAWIN IS HARD..... i think i did well in the end tho.. i like the lil heart beat effects. and i hope i made soda look Suffieciently Scared #i ALSO had fun w the teeth. i however did not have fun w the walls. if i had more drugs i mightve done every brick in more detail #but i didnt WANNA!!!! this will suffice.I HOPE IT FLOWS WELL&THAT ITS CLEAR... IVE STARED AT IT SO LONG IT IS NOW VISUAL SOUP. HELP!!! #i want my comics to have more Pauses and Space and Thought and Momence. i feel like normally they go so fast. but THIS time #i think i did good.... huuoouhhhh.... comics are HARD art is HARD but i am HARDER. or something. OH YEAH I HAVE MORE ART THINGS #soda was RLY HARD FOR ME TO DRAW FOR A MINUTE..but i like where his design is now. i wanted his hair to be curly swirly.like soda fizz #i THINK thats all my thoughts for now. if u have thoughts u should spill them in the tags i looooove reading tttaaggsss #have a goodnight i gotta go to work soon. maybe. unless the casinos power goes out AGAIN. OR SEOMTHING... UUGHHH MY SCHEDULE IS IN SHAMBLES #I THOUGHT I WAS WORKIN 3 DAYS INA ROW SO I RENTED A WHOLE DAMN HOTEL BC THE JOB PLACE IS FAR AWAY.. I HAD TO CANCEL THE WHOLE RESERVATOn #annd im MMMMAD ABOUT IT!!! like ill get over it ofc BUT IM PEEVED!!!! IM INCONVIENIENCED AND GENTLY AGGRIVATED. BUT OVERALL FINE. #hope yalls weekend goes well. sleep well. if u get the chance to.

[lesbianaang]

my main critique of yellowjackets is that the writers team would benefit from more lesbians. i mean this both in that more characters should be queer, but also that it’s baffling to me how often, particularly with the adult storylines, we are cutting back to and centering men on this show. i think it’s pretty obvious that the yellowjackets and their relationships to each other NEED to be the center of the show, but that feels a bit minimized when we are frequently focusing on the yellowjackets’ relationships to jeff or walter or travis or the fucking cops or dead adam! like what was the point of isolating the adult yellowjackets in the middle of the woods FINALLY together if all the men were going to invade the reunion before it got anywhere interesting anyways? WHY are we bothering to talk about them, when there is YEARS of betrayal and sisterhood and jealousy and regret and longing to unpack with them together?

#i think the teen scenes do this much better (bc there’s not much of a choice lol) but the Travis stuff in s1 made me wanna die #and i don’t like that s2 ends with a situation that will likely end in them being split up again #i just don’t get it — the yj together IS the show! #it took 1.5 seasons to get there and we’re just gonna hit reset? #feels dumb to me idk #but anyways i think lesbians would have a better eye for much much men are being centered in these women’s lives lol #yellowjackets #yellowjackets spoilers

[moeblob]

Garet is literally so friend shaped. I can't believe how friend shaped this boy is. (top pic is actual dialogue)

#golden sun #garet #ivan #guys im sorry i spent all day on this and also a smidge of oc art #im in pain and im not going to die but wow #my sister was like do you want me to drive you to the hospital and i told her i do not have the finances for that so no #and then she texted me fifteen minutes later to say #if its only the money issue i will help cover the costs #and i wont say what she googled that made her so concerned as an end result but uh lets hope it aint that ??? #hopefully i can sleep tonight cause i have almost zero sleep in my system #bc i started to hurt a lil after midnight ?? like then i postponed sleep to take pain meds #and then woke up constantly and couldnt stay asleep #so i really just wanna go to bed

[antsyandpantsy]

idk if ill finish this so here another silly berry

#the tights made me wanna die #splatoon #splatoon fanart #agent 8 #agent eight #splatoon agent 8 #splatoon agent ocs #agent ocs #agent oc #octo expanision #Berry (8) #fanart #my art