#OK THIS BETTER SEND THIS TIME

[mismess]

Cat boy Devineaux

YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH YEAH that’s what I’m talking about babbbyyyyyy

#chase devineaux #carmen sandiego #carmen sandeigo netflix #carmen sandiego 2019 #carmen sandiego netflix #Carmen sandeigo #digital art #art #illustration #catboy #lekko's art #it was only a matter of time #OK THIS BETTER SEND THIS TIME #I’m lucky the ask didn’t get eating as well #carmen sandeigo 2019 #too many tags whatever

[heartorbit]

a mob of emus for an artstyle game on twt! ^_^

#project sekai #emu otori #the usernames are all their public twts so if you use that evil platform check out their art ^_^ #many of them are on here with the same users even.. be gone from my sight vile bird #the one on the bottom right is Mine but ive never had an artstyle in my life so it may not be obvious to the viewers. sorry. #pjsk #prsk #proseka #only my beautiful mutuals beautiful art can make me do LINEART #i was going to ask on here but realized i dont have mutuals bc this is a side blog. sniffle. hell on earth #I dont have much to scream in the tags. semester is almost over. Im sleepy. I designed emu a huge seord for an assignment #but the 3d model turned out Bad. it looks ok from the top but you turn it and see Problems. #its been a month or so since i modelled that and i have gotten better so i want to try again with no time crunch + pressure #its a fun looking sword. magical girl sword type shit #EVERY TIME I THINK ABOUT THE LITTLE PRINCE WXS STUFF I END UP AWAKE UNTIL 3AM BECAUse it GETS TO ME #WAAAAAAAAAUHGH. I HAVE CLASS IN 11 HOURS #GOODNIGHT. IT WILL BE AS IF ALL THE STARS WERE LAUGHING. #oh my god wait i did this this weekend bc i was like yaay i have a weekend without any assignments due #I just forgot abt one. Bc my email hasnt been working properly and didnt send me the reminder for it. i will spend my tuesdah drawing a gun

[3amsnek]

we will always be here.

happy pride <3

#trans pride #trans positivity #transgender #transgender pride #pride art #pride month #trans artist #lgbtqia #dragon #my art? #did some different/experimental stuff w this one largely bc I rly wanted to make it but Really didn’t want to do neat lines for the flag bc #pain #been trying to finish some form of it all month long :’/ finally got somewhere im ok with #meant to post it yesterday but then I decided it would actually be better if I just ignored the internet completely and made myself a #catboy wizard hat from an old flannel sheet instead #and I was right #gotta make ur own serotonin sometimes. a lot of the time #i rly don’t know what to caption this one. feels like I should Say something but words rly aren’t my strong suit especially ones that matter #but fellow trans ppl know that i am sending you so many virtual hugs even if I can only do it in tiny dragon form #we r going to be ok. somehow

[mod2amaryllis]

who else haunted by an apology you never got the chance to make???? 🤪🤪🤪

#this isn't too serious this is about my college roommate #i was awful and i think about it all the time and wish i could send her a pizza and say any resentment is justified i'm so sorry #but i don't keep track of people. i don't know her last name i don't know how to contact her or if she'd even want that #i just think about it constantly for some fucking reason #if you're out there....man i'm sorry i didn't try harder to be friends i was 19 and at my absolute worst #I'm sorry about the illegal rat cage i never cleaned #literally i wish i could pay you reparations you wouldn't have to say a word to me just receive 'you didn't deserve that' + 50 usd #i think part of why this particular memory is so persistent- and has been for years like it constantly comes up when i'm tired- #is because the stakes are relatively low #like i was just a shit. i was just annoying and unkind. and then we both moved on and i'm better now and i assume she's ok. #the scope of it is just small enough.... like a burr. in my brain. #I'm hoping if i throw this into the ether i won't think about it as much lol #m2a

[800db-cloud]

Hello hihi!! Lately I've gotten into Pizza Tower and every time I search up Pizza Tower fanart for some inspo, your art always seems to pop up! Just wanted to say your PT art is a big inspo for me and I love your art It's very cool and nice to look at!!:D Soory for rambling sdksjkkjs

that is so so sweet and aauuhg… tysm that really does mean a lot to me 🥹

#era.txt #dingo-asks #i have a really really REALLY hard time responding to things…. it’s a thing im sorry #but i get so many nice things and its soooo overwhelming ?????/POS.?? like i dont deserve you #ppl are so nice to me and nice about my stuff and im trying to learn to be better abt accepting it <\3 #i get a lot of ppl sending messages and whatnot that are so nice and sweet….. im so very sorry if i dont respond #but please know that ive most likely seen it and i appreciated it 🥹 responding is just very difficult for me #ok sorry for the ramble in the tags MSJDJDJ but ya. tysm

[icewindandboringhorror]

I have a big google doc thing where I keep track of media and stuff (putting everything in loosely ranked categories), which is mostly just for my own reference so I know what tv shows I've already seen before, etc. and I never really look back through it, typically just a quick "okay, watched two movie in the past 8 months, need to quickly slap them somewhere in the lists. okay. done. save document. exit". But today I was actually reading through some of the old notes and there are like... MULTIPLE places where my comment is basically "It would have been good if it were about elves" or "I wish there was a fantasy show made in this same style" or "It's well made, but I just keep thinking about how I would like it more if everyone was an elf or was in old 1700s costumes" or etc like...... lol.... Most biased media ranking system on earth blatantly made by someone with an extremely hyperspecific range of narrow interests. It'd be like if a food reviewer only had 5 foods they actually liked, so they'd just go to a pizza place and be like "eh, the pizza was okay, but I just think it would be better if it was cereal instead. :/ ...2 out of 10"

#Which.. I mean... I am allowed to be biased because literally it's just for my own personal reference (or occasionall #y to send to friends or something if we're discussing the topic) so like.. nowhere am I saying 'I am the god of perfect taste and these #rankings are objectively the absolute truth and everyone should have my same opinion' or anything #BUT still.. it's funny to me sometimes #'Succession would be 100x better if it had the same cast/character quirks and shaky camera style and #acting choices/weird dialogue and general concept etc. EXCEPT it takes place within an elven noble family or something #managing the family business and everyone is in fantasy costumes now'' like.....okay...... but it's NOT that way..soo... thats not the show #''I like the acting style/general tone of Fleabag but i don't care for any of the characters or any of the subject matter and I wish it was #set in the 1800s and had vampires and was about magic instead'' okay..... again... you are making up an entirely new show in that case lol #OR my other beloved typical complaint ''The concept is good but theres too much plot and action and not enough people just sitting #around doing nothing and exposition dumping world and character lore'' ''this needs more goofy sideplots and filler episodes'' #''this Drama was too dramatic I think it should be more lighthearted & people need to sit around doing nothing just being weird more often' #''the Action Movie was ok except for the action scenes - which I skipped through all of- but I liked the costumes and worldbuilding'' etc. #ERM sorry your plot has too much plot. also elves have to be included somehow. bye #BUT SERIOUSLY!!!!!! I literally genuinely believe that any show I like (or even dislike) could ALWAYS be improved greatly by #putting people in fantasy or historical costume/setting/etc... why the FUNK would I want to see bland jeans and cars and cell phones #when I could see elaborate velvet cloaks and fantastical landscapes and interior design and innovative takes on historical or #magical technology or etc. etc. etc. I LIVE in the modern day. I see it all the time!!! BORING! stinky!! boo!!! #ANYWAY... another social divide for me.. People love to bond by discussing media. which is hard when I'm like #'I literally will not watch something at all unless it fits into one of these 10 extremely specific categories which are all i care about i #the entire world''.. I say this and yet I still dislike most fantasy or historical things I've watched lol. ok TWO main criteria then!! #it must 1. be in a different world or time period. 2. be goofy silly. Nothing ever has BOTH. It's always overly serious boring drama action #fantasy/history stuff OR it's comedic lighthearted but with modern day characters... WHY.. anguish and woe and so on.. #ANYWAY jhjnk... at least I can make that divide. Some people seem to project their own personal preferences and get really emotionally #defensive if you say you didn't like something - as if the fact that they DO like it is some Objective Truth or something rather than just #opinion/preference based. I can still easily say ''this is well made/well written/acted/good in a technical sense/has a lot of #points of appeal that most people would be drawn to/etc'' and admit that it's a GOOD show probably. I just PERSONALLY think its #bad because my tastes are very narrow. Some things ARE actually made badly but. things are not bad INHERENTLY just bc they dont suit ME lol #Better to recognize/accept whats odd about you and be peacefully aware of it than just being mad at everyone all the time for not fully #agreeing with you even when you're the one with the Weird opinion in that case lol.. I am right though :3 but.. lol... still. i get it

[abigail]

I don’t talk about the issue with my hand on here because well.. it’s extremely personal and I rarely even bring it up with my irl friends tbh but !!! I’ve made a huge step in hopefully.. uh. healing it, and I feel somewhat confident what I’m doing will actually help me so much.. I hope so at least.. I’ve had this issue for truly as long as I can remember and I don’t think it will ever fully uh.. go away, I suppose.. but the idea of it being better than the state it currently is in just….idk. I could cry thinking about it, happy tears I mean !!! Im trying not to get my hopes up because I’ve tried so so so many things in the past and all have only helped a little bit for maybe just a few weeks but this., it just feels different, it feels like it might actually work.. I hope it works

#i know I’ve been very vague about this but like. yeah.. #I’m hoping if I actually write it out and mention it to people then somehow it will help.. idk.. that’s silly I know but still #anyway please send love and strength that my hand will begin to heal.. even if it never fully heals #as long as it gets better than what it’s currently like.. idk .. I’m being so vague sorry lol #also I’ve had asks before about why I wear a glove all the time - hopefully if this works I won’t have to wear it !!! #that’s likely far in the future though .. it’s a lot to try and heal but yeah .. ok :-) #a

[puppyeared]

@crow-cap GET BOOPED IDIOT

#i saw what you left me HOW DID YOU GET SO MANY IN. CHRIST #you can evil boop by hovering over the boop button for about 10 seconds. or count the number of times it spins 6-7 times ^_^ #actually wait youre probably asleep by the time u see this BUT HEY #whats a little booping between friends #doodles #friends #crow #puppysona #sona #BTW I STILL CANT DECIDE HOW I WANNA DRAW U. IF U CAN HUMOR ME LET ME KNOW HOW U WANT ME TO DRAW U #OR EVEN BETTER IF U EVER COME UP WITH A SONA DESIGN SEND IT TO ME AND ILL USE THAT. OK LOVE U <3

[quilleth]

I'm going to need a dlc to go fist fight mystra, mizora, and zariel. IDK how we get to deal with Shar or Vlaakith so might need to throw them in there too.

I'm on a quest to fight some gods, devils, etc for fucking with my friends. Like no, fuck off. You already had a chance to not be a dick, now meet me in the fucking pit bitches.

#quilleth plays baldur's gate #cazador's not here because i already know we get to beat the shit out of him #mizora is so slimy...like...ew can you fucking NOT? #i get she's wyll's patron but did she need to be so skeezy about it? #literally first thing after she shows up is me/ my characters going 'ok we need to break your pact wyll' #she's gross and you deserve better #mystra and zariel are self explanatory i think #idk what's up with shar but like.....seems sus. but shadowheart's personal quest is so tied to the main plot #so i haven't seen much #vlaakith is sounding pretty sus for the bits i've unlocked so far from snooping in the creche #bg3 is just turning into me going 'ok time to beat up everyone in your lives' with the companions xD #except tara. she can come on the beat the shit out of mystra again mission. #bitch should've stayed where she was #idk enough canon dnd/ faerun lore to know where that was but i'm going to send her back

[deus-ex-mona]

ngl sometimes i think about how chizuutan could’ve probably been converted into an aiyuu stan if she had been given just 1 more honeypre (rip) event

#we should’ve let honeypre cook frrrrrrrr #her one and only 4⭐︎ was of her crying over lxl’s bond man #driven to tears over their bonddddddddddd. honeypre chizuutan gets me yk #she was soooooo close to getting better never forgive the eos #the way the jk trio’s main story was like 50000 times better than the [redacted] anime still sends me thoughhh #i still miss this stupid game lmao it’s the only rhythm game that i could consistently pfc songs in with no perfect lockers #just honeypre things #chizuutan chizpost #ok im done with talking about her for the week; time to go back to p3p

[todayisafridaynight]

SPEAKING OF DOGS since I've decided it's tradition to send pics of my guys with their pups... may I interest you in McQueen the toy poodle and Dumbbell the chihuahua+mini-dachschund...

DOGS

#snap chats #these are so important to me…. i love guys with dogs…… #DUMBBELL 😭😭😭 goofy as hell name but theres also mcqueen………….. #ohhhhh theyre so cute im gonna throw up…… #unrelated ramble time…. they didnt have kirby gachas today :(((( but they had kuromi and melody ones… #i already rolled twice cause Spoilers im sending one to jess but i kinda wanna try to roll for kuromi cause i got two melodies #teyre both diff but still…… BUT THE GACHA PRICES WENT UP AGAIN I SHOULDNT I ALREADY SPENT SO MUCH #we will simply deal. its ok :) #can someoje tell me why i got chicken instead of pork for my ramen 🧍 it tastes good but the pork woulda been better….

[54prowl]

I remember this person I used to consider a friend way back who only interacted with me to police what I did or to mention some other person copying something they did and just having general bad juju. heavy black hole vibe...

anyway if you've read this and the tags, drop me a paw print boop 🐾🐾

#ooc #open tags at your own risk and grab a cuppa #cuppa ready? ok let's go gamers #which is so funny like idk!! #''i can't believe someone would write the same trope after i did and it gets more notes'' #''oh prowl i also had that idea last week'' #be normal!!! #it's the holier than thou 'i write better and put more effort in my fanfiction than you do' mindset that you need to burn to a crisp fr #but it's also the tone policing and white woman pearl clutching that i could not handle #it's also the sending themself and others (incl me) anon hate #and the vaguing on dash how can i ever forget!!! #glad that's over #anyway if you have a person like this in your life....cut them off #they are siphoning your energies and you are not a healthcare worker to sit there and wait for them to get better #tons of friends out there to make with the time you'll be saving from their drama lbr #anyway freely and liberally nuke your old accounts #nuking old accounts feel like a weight off your shoulders #life is good if you make it good babey #ok im done #idk why i thought of them suddenly #they're probably into bts now or some other thing

[leafy-m]

alizayd for character opinion bingo 🧍🏽‍♀️

Thank you! 💖

Alizayd al Qahtani is the fucking best. There is no contest. He's empathetic, he's a sass machine, he's got a backbone made of righteous steel, he's a nerd raised to be a jock and was the best zulfiqari of his generation through sheer determination. He's the smartest (and tallest) man in the room that loves to help people and is also an oblivious social loser. He's a math genius and an economic wizard that outsmarted the Royal Treasury's best accountants as a teenager to secretly fund and make the Tanzeem's illegal transactions untraceable, and *During a Recession* got a millennia-old decrepit hospital to be completely rebuilt and functional in like 6 months. He also actually listens to people, and did possibly the most romantic thing in the series by building Nahri her private Cairo-themed office. He's self-sacrificing and self-denying to a fault and all he wants to do is fix things (and swim, and read), and he perfectly fits into soldier life and civilian life.

My man has the best character arc of the trilogy as he learns and grows past his early prejudice and indecision while sharpening his best traits. He is constantly reevaluating himself and his actions while still holding on to what matters to him, like his faith and his idealism that Daevabad can be improved. Even in the depths of his bitterness or grief, he always returns to trying to do the right thing, and not holding unrelated people responsible for the actions of others. He has the best motivational speeches in the series. His great grandpa is a crocodile and their scenes together are hilarious.

My man Alizayd has some Lord of the Rings: Return of the King-level epicness, in how he is descended from both Zaydi al Qahtani and the marid-blessed Armah. Zaydi, who rallied the djinn world against the genocidal Nahids and overthrew them to take Daevabad 1400 years earlier; and his ally Armah who commanded the marid to help take the city and Suleiman's Ring, and made the ultimate sacrifice by staying allied with the djinn. Ali is constantly compared to Zaydi in City of Brass and Kingdom of Copper, but there's this steady transfer of similarities to Armah in Kingdom of Copper and Empire of Gold, until Ali is truly representing both sides combined as he aids Nahri and a global army that he put together in three days to once again take back Daevabad from a genocidal Nahid. The man is a fucking legend, and with any other author or director it would unquestionably be at the forefront of the story. Instead it hides in background details foe readers to piece together, like it's barely worth mentioning.

This is because my man Ali also has the self-confidence/self-esteem of a shy beetle hiding six feet under the earth, and the author's subtle/vague writing style and inability to stand up for what she's trying to say when people misunderstand has created... how do I word this... A lot of wiggle room for bullshit?

Ali gets dragged a lot for being self-righteous and a fanatic, because characters that are threatened by him in the book call him that, and readers parrot it without any consideration or critical thought. Is it self-righteous to be against slavery? Or to create personal boundaries regarding drinking and premarital sex? Is it fanaticism when he argues against corruption, or practices his religion *in a completely normal way?* I dare say no! But Ali is both black and muslim, so he gets a shit load of shit from every corner, and with the author unable to really clear things up and too cowardly to even admit that Ali is her favorite character without immediately asking everyone to forget she said that (Oops. Also: no), it makes me very, very concerned for whoever ends up playing Ali in the Netflix show. Because if past is any pretext, he's definitely not gonna get paid enough for all the harassment he'll face. And if the author can't stand up for her characters and book themes now, how will she do it when the audience is much, much bigger and louder? :/

As much as I love Ali and his countless parallels with Nahri, and have a thousand headcanons for him (and a thousand fic & art ideas/wips), the series itself (or rather how it undid all its narrative themes in the end to appease loud fans who never understood what the series was trying to say in the first place, along with the author's blindspots regarding the Nahids/Daevas), has made me incredibly bitter. 🙃 I am someone who worships canon encyclopedically and remembers everything, and have come to the unfortunate realization that I cannot in good health ever read this series again.

So my beloved blorbo Ali exists for me in a weird dimension that I cannot really interact with anymore. Made worse because I still desperately want to see fandom stuff, but then also viciously tear apart everything I find. 💀

Idk how to end this. Thanks for the ask! ☺️

#The stupid thing is that I'm still trying to finish my fics #Because I LOVED writing Nahri and Ali???? #Like yes my god he deserved better; but when they worked it was So Good 😭💖 #And I feel guilty because We Fucking Won in River of Silver and I still can't get past my bitterness #Doesn't help that the final story is a time paradox and proves that no one on Team Daevabad is doing any due diligence with fact checking #Don't even get me started on the changes to the Gazebo scene -- I'm still mad about how she watered down his lines #I literally cannot think about this series without ranting #Even the good parts just remind me of how it gets fucked up later #And most people don't even notice??? All the praise I see makes me feel insane #And all the Dara fans and other readers completely misunderstanding the series makes me insane #I've never seen a series ask its readers to remember so many details and nuances; and then Get Worse the more you understand! #And not in the 'oh its so much more tragic' sense; but literally 'they stopped fact checking things' sense #It's a series that runs on vibes but is also completely against the vibes its sending out #Fuck I wish I could quit this series 😭 #How do other fandoms manage this kind of bullshit omg #Hhhh #Ok I'm done #Alizayd al Qahtani #The Daevabad Trilogy #Long post #My posts

[seedlessmuffins]

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#i think ive been burnt out for awhile #like exhausted nothing makes me happy anymore burnt out #i know i need to work to be able to afford things but it is so much and my job is so draining in every way #i feel guilty because i was late to work today i slept through my alarm #but it is because im so stressed all the time my body just doesnt respond anymore #ive worked like 8-13 hour days every day for the past two months and at this point im tired #i dont know if i can do this anymore but genuinely if i dont i will not be able to afford school next year #its a struggle #and then i feel guilty not answering texts or asks even though i love getting them and reading them #because i legitimately dont have the energy to reply #its also why ive been a bit less active but i dont have the energy for it #it makes me feel guilty which makes me feel worse and just sends me deeper into the spiral #it will get better but im not at the positivity place yet #it will get better but right now it fucking sucks and i am absolutely bone deep exhausted and tired of waking up #im in an ok place but i just need to be taken out of time for a bit #k.

[blazersparker]

Trying to have a decent and productive text conversation with my father (in real time)

#marbleztalks #who fucking fuck #god #ok sorry for the incoming rant #he wantw me to go to college rn #like. next fucking month #and i havent started my senior year #lots of ppl are graduating a year early but theyre going to PRIVATE COLLEGES !!! #WHICH REQUIRE LESS FUCKING SUBJECTS #AND LESS GRADES #And THEREFORE LESS FUCKING TIME #and my parents want me going to THE BEST MED SCHOOL IN THE FUCKING COUNTRY #GOVERNMENTAL COLLEGE #AND WANT ME TO SKIP A YEA R????? #ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY #literally how r u comparing me to my friend in a private german college when u would not send me there ever in your life #yeah they graduated early. they also didnt take A levels nor did they need an A star in A levels #ok enough. im gonna study a bit and hope my head feels better soon #auhg

[lobpoints]

Me and my friend would have killed KJH and PM studio with a hammer I told you that

#They are not doing shit to better the situation every new statement they made are just them doubling down further #thinking about HHPP confirmed that they have been discarding fans good 2 days ago which laterally after they announce new HHPP event too #like ok nice timing #reminded me of when lor ending was first released multiple backer including my friends didnt get their name listed in the credit #despite the fact that they paid $60 for it #and multiple people have to send email to PM for them to fix the situation like ok #like nice showing of lack of management and lack of consideration and respect for fans who support them i guess