#So I think they can heal all together

[add1ctedt0you]

AU where the core's transfer doesn't happen, but wwx loses nonetheless his core too. Both coreless jc and wwx go to jyl who decides that it's a good time to say fuck and they run away. While the war goes on, the yunmeng siblings start a journey of healing/ or becoming their worst self

#I believe in them #So I think they can heal all together #It's amusing to me how people have agreed in fic that wwx can success the impossible of forming a new core but can't success #the *very impossibile* of surviving without one #It's also sad because you are agreeing with him about how he without a core isn't enough or it's just an easy solution so *boring* #I want them to be selfish! #And I think in this au they can heal together #Because wwx thinks he needs to be strong for everyone - jc watching how wwx seems capable of cope starts to cope too with his trauma #And in all of this they have jyl - someone who will buy them foods and love them even if they are coreless #And they are all free from duty sexism and classism #Rip to yunmeng jiang

[quietwingsinthesky]

you think sam ever wonders if dean would have tricked him into saying yes to lucifer again if it meant saving his life.

#like. disclaimer: Dean would Not do that. not even if he was desperate #up to you if you think it’s because that’s where he draws the line about disrespecting Sam’s autonomy #or because he’s just so fucking furiously jealous that Lucifer has already gotten so much of Sam to himself that dean won’t give him more #either way he Wouldn’t. but. sam doesn’t know that does he. #the facts sam has are 1) dean okayed an angel entering his body and 2) dean lied to him about an angel being in his body #and 3) dean probably would have kept lying about it after ‘Ezekiel’ left. never told Sam what was in him. #so what’s the difference between one angel and another really? especially since Lucifer could have made that offer with much more experience #of course he can patch Sam up. he’s done it before. he’s torn him up and put him back together so many times. child’s play really. #I think the only comfort Sam would have about this is that Lucifer would not be able to help himself from giving away the game #he wants Sam’s attention sooo badly. he’d want Sam to know that he’s healing him from the inside #well then. what’s worse. his brother lying to his face about the devil possessing him. or Lucifer being the one to tell him everything. #can Sam kick Lucifer out? yes I think so. does Sam think so? very different question. after all. he couldn’t push Lucifer out last time #that he let him (hallucifer) in <3 #spn #sam winchester #lucifer spn #Dean winchester

[purplecatghostposts]

Rise Leo meeting the 2012 Gang except after like, less than a week he says something along the lines of ‘Man, I can’t believe that all versions of me and my brothers and our friends are queer!’ And the whole 2012 Gang FREEZES because none of them are out to each other because they just assumed they were the only gay in the group and Rise Leo was able to figure everyone out like THAT.

Cue Spider-Man pointing meme where they’re all like, “YOU’RE BISEXUAL AND YOU DIDN’T TELL ME?? WE COULD’VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT THIS ALL THIS TIME??” While Rise Leo is like “…You guys didn’t know?? Really??” Because they were all so focused on “Oh my god I’m gay… How do I come out to my family…” to notice that ALL of them are gay.

#rottmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt crossover #The Rise gang is all out to each other because Rise Splinter is a raging bisexual #While 2012 Splinter doesn’t even know he’s bisexual #(He is. Source? Because he has all queer kids.) #All turtles are queer. Not a single one isn’t #I just think it would be funny if Rise Leo pointed it out thinking it was like. A universally known thing only to find out it really isn’t #After that the 2012 Gang gets even closer and they all band together to watch queer shows together to heal their souls #‘2012 Gang is all queer’ applies to both Casey and April too. Neither of these people are straight #Afterwards they form a goddamn line outside Splinters door being like ‘Hey dad… I’m gay.’ one after another #and Splinter is supportive bc he loves his boys but he’s confused why they’re all coming out on the same day #So he just keeps giving personalized speeches to tell them he loves and supports them no matter what #And then later pulls Rise Leo aside like ‘My Alternative Son… I grew up in a very traditional household. I have no idea what a Bisexual is’ #So Rise Leo gives him the rundown so Splinter can better understand his kids #and then is like ‘Hm. this Bisexual thing sounds… Similar to how I feel.’ #and. yeah <3 #you get the idea #SB Speaks #SB Rambles #this got off the rails oops-

[shima-draws]

Props my head up hey. I’m still coming up with character concepts. And I’m trying to decide what kind of Vibe my healer girl should have 👀

Quick refresher on her:

Soft spoken and kind, she takes care of the group’s injuries and provides support in battle. Everyone’s a little intimidated by her bc she’s scary when they don’t immediately come to her for medical treatment after battle, or brush off their injuries. Grows close with mute girl. Is the calming presence of the group, and everyone comes to her when they are stressed. (This causes her to have a complex about being the calm one, the cheerful one, the one who always has their shit together. This is unhealthy. Lmao) Is also some kind of royalty. She and edgy boy bond over their garbage experiences with the upper class.

I’m either going to make her a water elemental or a forest elemental (both of which are capable of having healing powers!) but I can’t decide if I want to go with a fluffy winter theme (probably using ice as a numbing agent with her healing) or an autumn theme (just bc most forest elementals are associated with green colors and I think an autumn themed one would be neat). So I’m coming to YOU for opinions!!

(Secret third thing possibly being a time elemental who can “rewind” the state of someone’s body to heal injuries. But I don’t have an outfit theme for this one. Suggestions are welcome)

#EITHER would be good bc I don’t have a fluffy winter or autumn themed character yet. #My initial thought was to give her a mermaid theme for the water elemental but. That’s kinda cliche huh #The cool thing about ATS is that ice and water magic are lumped together. So water elementals can make water AND ice depending on who it is #And I don’t really have an OC that specializes in icy water magic yet #Let alone one with healing powers as the focus #Anyway. ANYWAY. Sorry about all the polls #It is true I love hearing from you guys and getting opinions and feedback #This just in girl with ADHD and MAJOR indecisiveness thinks tumblr polls are the Best Thing Ever #Shima speaks #Among the Stars #ATS #Shima’s OCs #Polls #Poll

[untimelyambition]

now that we’re on the topic i would fucking love to read through the sheet music for nerdy prudes must die… not even to play or try and put on my own performance but just so i could read it and follow along with the show to try and work out all the harmonies

#this is a complete hypothetical #i get why it’s not available ofc and why thats not something you can access or even something theyd want to try and market or sell #but in the way of like. #imagine i could check it out of a library and just have one or two watch throughs of the show with it in front of me #and finally FINALLY pick out all the different notes im hearing clearly so it all clicks together in my brain #i dont even really do that much music anymore so my sheet reading skills are probably out the window #regardless imagine how fun that would be to just peruse the score while you listen to the songs #would heal something in me i think #i dont want/need to own it and certainly wouldnt want it for like putting on my own show or reproducing it or anything like that #i just think it would be fun to flip through like a magazine like a coffee table book like a film script #anyway you should all totally buy the bonus content and digital download of npmd if you havent already it is 100% worth it #im having the time of my life #TEAM STARKID I LOVE YOUUUUUUU #npmd #nerdy prudes must die #starkid #tilda rambling

[venti-death-watch]

yknow based on freminet’s emphasis on being controlled & the director’s weapon vs making his own decisions, and looking at xiao’s everything, if one of the house of hearth kids is going to betray the fatui/join the traveler i’d kinda expect it to be him

#thoughts #they all have complicated emotions around arlecchino but. she directly saved the twins #and lyney’s got his whole responsibility thing & lynette & lyney will stay together #but frey… if he ends up in a place where he can make his own moves/decisions. id be very interested in what he’d choose #he was a child assassin for the previous director. arlecchino paired him up w the twins. i don’t think we know what he does now? #besides diving and fixing things. and we know he doesn’t like killing & that it’s stunted his emotional/mental growth/made him distant #and all. so i’d be very curious as to what’ll happen especially w xiao/frey living weapon/our master’s knife parallels #genshin impact #freminet #and w the traveler intersected. it’s not like xiao is perfectly healed. but freminet isn’t even out of the toxic environment yet #he seems to find a sense of comfort in not having to make the choice bc he offsets the guilt from murder through it #if he doesn’t have a choice and he’s just a weapon/windup toy then he bears no responsibility. and all #anyways save my boy from the fatui. get him outta there!!!!!!! #he’s already canonically su/c/dal if he doesn’t get out someday….. #anyways xiao freminet meeting when. self recognition through the other. i think xiao would dislike/be uncomfy w freminet. #frey take ur fate into ur own hands challenge #also someone get this boy some serious therapy.

[boxwinebaddie]

omg, so re: a sad sweet anon in my box who was worried that i divorced the boys forever; they're FINE, baby!!!! i promise </3333 it was just a really bad, fucked up month and they're Fine after that (unless i create some other problems, but for now i will spare you)

BUT THEY ARE FINE, MY LOVE!!! SWEARSIES!!!!

i promise you that that on the night jerseykyle gets in that nasty bar fight defending ravenstan's honor (in his absence) against a band of idiot incel transphobes and shows up on their old apartment door step all broken and bloodied before he gets reluctantly tended to and patched up by punk rock nurse ravenstan via several hello kitty bandids...at the end of that exchange, they get back together. c':

kyle also says i love you. <3333

it's kind of a lot for me to speed run entire scenes because they take so long, but just for you, petal, i'm gonna try and get you the sparknotes on the ravesey reunion asap. and please know that as emotional compensation, in lieu of the jersey can't say i love you ask that i was never able to finish/threw into other answers...

i will instead be writing you...

the jersey CAN say i love you ask!!!!! eeee!!!

it's very cute; i'm excited about it.

tldr; ravesey is fine, i'm sorry for scaring you. :'c i promise!!!! i am a hurt comfort writer even though no one believes me!!!! i'm just so much better at the hurt part than the comfort, but i'll comfort you!!

so please hold darlings, and rest easy knowing that.

-mean nasty evil sea witch neen

#nina speaks #oh my god i promise i didnt permanently break them up #i kno its hard to tell bc of all the hurt but IF I HURT THE BOYS ILLL ALWAYS FIX THEM THERES ALWAYS A HAPPY ENDING #like i will never leave them broken or sad or miserable #i know i ended pep like that bc i couldnt finish writing it but it ends very happy and the boys start dating i promise #i am going to start spoiling it to you via voice message soon #i'm sorry for hurting them so often i just like...i am not good at fluff im a crazy dramatic bisexual girlie its too mundane for me #i need action and drama and hell like thats where i like to live which i'm so sorry if yall are sick to death of me #its just the most fun for me to write im sorry ill fix em #also ravenstans hair post them back together is pink bc the red slowly starts washing out and he looks SOOOO CUTE #I LOVE YOU PINK HAIR RAVEN LITERALLY SO CUTE JERSEY CALLED HIM PEPTO ABYSMAL BUT #HES BEING A HATER HE THINKS ITS CUTE #kuromi emo boy king #but guys guys guys i would never leave the boys broken i would neve rleave you with no hope never ever EVER #there is always a light at the end of the tunnel for as much as you hurt i will always heal you im sorry ily ily ily #i got asked to post the drama post makeout mv fight dialogue but i dont want to stress yall out anymore so ill wait #idk why this genuinely created concern for me but i want yall to know that i am like not torturing the boys endlessly and write hurt/comfor #its just hard to task manage all my asks and...anyways ill try to answer some nice asks so we can breathe easy

[ssreeder]

Hi pook 😢 ( sorry if u don’t like the nickname) but I’ve been reading your series and I am reading Into the Fire (chapter 8) and I’m just wondering why you made Sokka give in so easily when people tell him to control himself that’s not Zuko. Because I would imagine that he would be more stubborn and more focused on what he wants instead of being caring. Even though he’s a caring and kind person I feel like being in prison would make him more selfish and less understanding of other people if than makes sense 😭

Like it just aggravates me when I see Katara try to idk really baby him and control him a bit (not mentally) it just kind of annoys me. Because even though Sokka loves his Sister I feel like he shouldn’t listen to her for real.

But that’s just me because that’s my opinion coming from someone behind has anger issues/ gets angry easily 🤷‍♀️

I love love love this series btw!!!!

I added your other ask too so I could respond to both! Hiiii hellooooo I don’t mind nicknames it’s actually nice because then I can keep anons apart haha

as for your comment about sokka I gotta say you’re probably the first person to tell me sokka isn’t angry enough haha. Which is fine because everyone’s allowed to have their own opinions, but my thoughts on LIAB angry sokka is his intelligence is often battling his emotions. I think sokka is smart enough to know he isn’t supposed to be lashing out at people the way he is or clinging to Zuko so tightly to where they both can’t breathe. i also think he is desperate to be back to his “old self” without actually wanting to be his old self. I do think he is fighting his path to healing every step of the way but even with all the time spent in prison he is still SOKKA. He cares for people he loves his family and he knows from watching his parents growing up what a healthy relationship looks like - his codependency to zuko is probably not it. I doubt it will change much, but when people tell him ‘you need to chill’ Sokka is very much like I FUCKING KNOW BUT I HAVE NO CHILL!!! NONE! ZERO CHILL.

but I can’t imagine sokka wanting to hurt anyone who doesn’t deserve it. Or fighting his friends and family to isolate himself anymore than he already is. I have learned that writing a more emotionally triggering fic does stir up emotions in people and causes them to project onto the characters a bit which is fine but everyone processing trauma differently. & sokka is doing it his own way just like zuko is.

Also…. This is a fanfic and I don’t know if people wanna read sokka being a raging asshole for 50k… so some of the realism in healing gets lost to word count because unfortunately I can’t spend years and 1000k helping these boys overcome their trauma so some of it has to be rushed a little for word count / plot purposes haha.

Liiiiiiisten here pooki-anon you come yell at me anytime about liab I’ll be right here to soak up every word! Thanks for the ask I’m glad you’re enjoying the series!!

#I have tried to take my time with the healing arc #Because we spent SO MUCH TIME dismantling the boys #I wanted to give them the change to be somewhat put back together to where they can at least function #I do agree with you anon! #Sokka could be 10000x angrier he could close up and say fuck off to everyone but it’s just another hurdle to climb over #His anger has been a reoccurring theme because I do write liab sokka angry #He has a right to be angry too!! #But I don’t know if people wanna sit and read sokka going in circles with his anger anymore than he already has #I love love love a good healing arc and I’m trying to take my time with the boys but…. #*word count and plot point and me eventually wanting to work on a project that isn’t LIAB haha* #I do think sokkas a mess right now #But damn it I want him and zuko to snuggle and him and Katara to laugh and his dad and him to pal around and toph and Aang to give him shit #And momo to pull his ears and appa lick him and idk all the fun sokka stuff we miss #I can’t do that if sokka won’t be open to healing and being less angry #Which is why I’m allowing him to progress haha #Ugh now we gotta work on zuko!! -> #Zuko: “why I’m fine??” #Boy is NOT FINE but he is damn good at acting fine haha #Thanks for the ask anon #Ill #give you the tag #Pookianon #Liab #ITF #ask

[leos-regression-cove]

I think it says a lot about me as a person now that that the easiest way to make me cry as a child (and still now. I didn't think I'd tear up while writing this lmao) was to imply that the majesties and wonders of childhood and imagination are all a dream that inevitably leaves us as we get older that we can only regain in death and that the vivid inner worlds and personalities we give our toys in our early years either feel abandoned, vengeful, or die entirely as we age.

#i would literally have to leave the room for some movies or skip the endings of others because I found them so upsetting #a quick list of properties this post is about: #frosty the snowman‚ the polar express‚ the Carebears movie: the next generation‚ the velveteen rabbit‚ peter pan #the third tinkerbell movie‚ winnie the pooh‚ toy story 3‚ narnia‚ the wizard of oz (books)‚ the miraculous journey of edward tulane #and the songs goodbye yellow brick road‚ hey there delilah‚ and rainbow connection (by my own 9 year old interpretation) #The idea that adults can't access magic and it is something you HAVE to grow out of and this mystification of childhood upset me so much #I'm so glad I can put it into words now that I'm older #there are also probably many other properties that fit this description btw #like the brave little toaster and the raggedy anne musical I think #but after being traumatized by the velveteen rabbit I purposefully avoided most movies about toys #there are a lot of christmas shorts I also skip for that purpose #so anyway I'm putting it down this low for a reason #but I was reminded of this because now I'm using these same tattered toy and attatchment motifs in my own writing #but subverting that original meaning by sewing the toys back together so it becomes about repair and healing AS WELL AS the horrors of time #but also how such things can bring magic to people of all ages #and how love and comfort can still be provided by these inner worlds so many years later #the world is filled with beauty and wonder at any age and turning to cynicism and rejecting that reality is NOT what 'growing up' is about

[quirkeduptransguy]

DUDE i Just started getting into the callous daoboys and im so sad i ignored them for so long there so damn good ... i love them so much already

(also is sysc from seattle ? i thought they were from cali but if theyre from near me thats epicness too:3

unless u were talking abt smth else . in which case i have embarrassed myself and i will now leave)

yesss same!!!! I’m going to a show of theirs in april funnily enough :3 also I was talking about the blood brothers being from seattle sorry <///3

#my dad’s way way way more into the callous daoboys a #ignore the a. than I am #but I think they’re very good #the switch ups and their mathcore stuff have grown on me like crazy recently #originally the frequent switch ups were what turned me off but ive grown past that #vv excited for the show. however considering the broken bones I’m just hoping it heals up in time for that #and I also hope I can go to this gatsbys a #merican dream show in April but alas. New York I can’t exactly travel up there cause of some car stuff #but they’re soooooo good. often I recommend them to people as ‘early patd if they were better’ #but they’re way more than that. i love them so bad #oh fun slightly adjacent to patd fact now that I mention it #iirc Johnny Whitney’s one clothing company designed shirts for them before?? #at least I read it on wikipedia but idk. I need to see what they looked like #Thursday too…… #which makes sense they’ve done shows together and I read about Thursday considering reaching out to tbb for an album #which would’ve vv likely sucked in all honestly but I would’ve still listened to it #I’m about to go down a fun fact rabbit hole omfg #okay I’m done here I’m being a nerd #evil neighing compilation

[spitblaze]

what if my Void and @doktorpeace's Erato had spiderverse counterparts....and they were both spidermen.......and they kissed.........

#spitblaze says things #wip #ocs #void #masks #uh. lol this is what i was saying before #might have to buff les's design out a bit #but i think les's backstory is 'bit by the spider at a young age and it just didnt do anything for a long time' #'until the Inciting Incident where he got sucked into a black hole from a faulty particle accelerator' #'and instead of getting all Spots about it the spider powers managed to save him' #cause in his NORMAL story hes got like. sort of a metahuman autoimmune disease? #he already had a latent metatrait in a healing factor but once that got mixed with the weirdness of the black hole stuff it just became #les's atoms tearing each other apart and pulling themselves back together constantly and it hurt SO BAD all the time #i could go on a rant. the point is that in this case whats keeping him together isnt a healing factor but the latent spider powers #does he even need the web if he can just fall at terminal velocity in any direction to 'fly'? #no but hes also a weeb nerd who couldnt lift his way out of a paper bag #so like. probably for the best for him to develop a bit of muscle mass #anyway erato (spidrato)'s deal is that they're an artificial spiderman #i mean. obviously. robot. but like specifically made by the Spiderverse HQ #for the purposes of. idk. subduing rogue spidermen or something #either way their project was scrapped until Viceroy reactivated them and gave them purpose #anyway thats all i really have for them so far lmao this is way too many tags

[arowrath]

what to talk about in therapy today ... 🤔

#text #neg #i know i should talk about The Trauma but like #i dont know . its just #euck . i dont want anyone to know What Happened except for people who Absolutely Have To #which is like. title 9 guy + the investigator.and thats it #but i also like . dont want to talk about how i Feel bc its the same shit over and over what if talking abt it doesnt help #and i know how itll go ill talk abt it and we'll talk abt coping mechanisms and then the conversation is over and i think this therapy isnt #right for me. which sucks. and i dont want to deal with that right now or ever #And like can i even get better without talking about it. can i even get better at all #like how do i when i have so much older shit to work thru too. its all tied together i cant just heal one part of it i dont think really #and its also like. nothing has really Happened with The Situation this week its just been me getting really scared and really sad #over and over. so i dont have an update or anything for him i just have. yknow. I Feel Sad And Scared And It Wont Stop #and we can talk about coping mechanisms but it wont help bc ill use them in the moment but that just gets me thru the moment #it doesnt get me thru Everything. it doesnt fix the problem #and its also like What does.what does fix the problem #or do i just live like this forever

[stinkrascal]

seeing everyone on the tl getting bg3 has me feeling like this 🧘

#nature is healing #i will take a quick nap and then it is bg3 time #bf said he wants us to start a campaign together! #we did one w our friends but it was um very chaotic lol #this time it will be just us so the game can progress better #i still havent beaten act 2 im slacking i dont even think im close to beating it tbh #oh but anyways i hope u all enjoy the game!!! and then we can all talk abt our ocs together ok :D

[4giorno]

dealing with my post game depression by celebrating that i finally have enough fave screenshots of my beloved character to make a 3x3

#some sweet some silly and some just pretty <3 #put my new fave in the middle <3 jdkfjsjdkdkd i still cant believe there was even more stuff i missed in act 2 #listen i have a metric fuck ton of clips that i cherish but these are just ones i love AND i can effortlessly think abt the context #without the context being there #hopefully so many pics dont lag out your dash too much sorry ⚰️ #now that its over i can say i rlly loved how i played him in combat this time around #not in any way thats very powerful lmao but the circlet of arcane aquity finally had purpose so with that and arabellas shadow blade #and the strange conduit ring he could do solid psychic damage and use all his spell slots for cc and healing #and the blade made it possible for him to do a one round concentrated blast in a pinch #so even tho it wasnt like strong it just felt like all the pieces fit together #hhhh the sadness after the game is RLLY bad this time i thought i wanted to play my other characters but i think i cant play the game at all #for some time well see for how long. i think ill watch a patho classic playthrough again bc i need some comfort thing to watch

[desiredcrescent]

saw your tags on the 'inflexible honor code' post and now i'm obsessed please tell me everything about daeris...

Omg hiii heyy thank you for asking after my sweet man Daeris ❤️ Sorry i had to organise my thoughts a bit because it's like word soup in my brain fr if i said everything I'd be here for waaay too long,,,

but yeah to not ramble too long i made a paladin dark urge and wanted to see what'd happen next while putting my guy THROUGH it. and boy is it working overtime. The story is really writing itself which is pretty neat.

(some pics of my purple lad and an alt hair that has me a bit weak but hmm...)

This is Daeris, my half-drow Paladin!! Somewhere between the most gentle and giving soul you'll come across to a fault. He will do anything and everything for you, for it's all he knows (both pre start of game and after a few days of collecting his thoughts).

Upon awakening with no memories and a distant bloodlust, he swore an oath of Vengeance for those broken and murdered individuals he saw on the Nautiloid. He swore his oath to destroy those responsible.

Despite the lack of memories, The gaze of Ilmater is piercing as the god's teachings are pretty much scorched into Daeris' mind. Where did they come from? He's not sure, but this code is holding him together at his core. To lend aid wherever he can, to take upon the suffering of others, to place all others’ safety above his own, and find mercy for others in his heart is all but second nature as he feels watched by higher forces.

Something about the relatively normal-giving ideals of the church of Ilmater clashing with the violent desires of the oath of vengeance to create a destructive martyr, someone willing to sacrifice everything, his life and personhood included, to meet the needs of others and remove their suffering to the best of his abilities. He may not be much of a healer, but he can be a fighter, your sword to destroy those who perpetuate the suffering.

He stalked the Nautiloid completely beside himself, as he takes in the pain, trauma and grotesque scenes before him (accidentally turning someone into a mindflayer will stay with him teehee, but at least for this his god showed forgiveness), while also arousing his own bloodlust.

So he walks a tightrope: between his faith and his bloodlust.

Both seemingly instinctual, his devotion to Ilmater being a sign of years of worship (most definitely his foster parents’ doing, not that he remembers them), and his bloodlust stirring within him at the sight of viscera. His only resolve is to try and find the middle ground.

Once upon a time, in the mass of long lost memories, he swore an oath of devotion for everyone that couldn't fight for themselves in his city. The preservation of life and the protection of others being the core of his morals. His concept of mercy and forgiveness with more leeway, more space in his heart to offer himself to every person he comes across.

However now he fights for the blazing memory of all the suffering endured, to fight recklessly, until the job is done. To smite out the core, and hope that with the roots singed the suffering others share with him begins to lift.

but yeah sorry for the huge rambles there, I wrote so much (500+ words) and had to take so much out lmao (another like, 300)

#not even going to the fact that i planned for his build to be a palabard #for him to have that moment where he can consider supporting his allys over throwing himself in the midst of it #healing and finding a hobby from the recesses of his memory #WELL WHEN HE KILLED ALFIRA LEMME TELL YOU #oughhh #thats a whole nother post man #even a potential fic in the works #(i havent been back that save on since that scene so whoops) #but yeah thank youuuu ❤️❤️ #I read ur posts on durge!cyrus and i keep pointing and giggling thinking abt Daeris at the same time #they would be so interesting to put in a petri dish together #both trying to be the best warrior. bleed the most because it's all they know. etc etc #bg3 #Daeris (Durge)

[ladyhavilliard]

i've long understood why representation is important but i don't think I actually felt for myself how important it can be until reading loveless and watching Isaac's journey in heartstopper this year... My best friend is ace, but we have very different opinions/feelings/experiences/whatever when it comes to this. I have known about the aro/ace spectrums for so long. And yet knowing and actually seeing/reading someone go through a similiar experience resonates with you unlike anything else.

#i don't like talking about my identity irl. i am not ashamed to say it now that i think i figured it out #but i still don't talk about it more. even with friends #i just... while i know talking about things helps.. i have always preffered to 'heal' and go through things more quietly #I seek support from friends but in the way that i want them to be with me and just spend time together and make me happy #they keep me as happy as possible so i can work on my shit quietly inside my head #and while this is usually helpful for me #there are often times when i hate myself for everything. my struggles. my identity. everything about me #but seeing characters go through these things #have the same thoughts #and yet they are not anything less because of it!!!! instead it is like a missing piece has been found #and i just... i know on a theoretical level that there is nothing wrong with me but i do need the actual reminder #and georgia and isaac are both similiar to me in some ways and the fact that i can relate to them outside of being aroace just makes #me feel all the more human. all the more valid #idk what i'm even talking about #it's just... i didn't realize how much i needed to see someone with my exact same thoughts in order to figure out that #there are so many other ppl like me. we might be unique but we ar also the same and so i am not alone in this #even when i'm quiet and lost in my head. i am not alone in this <3 #aroace #heartstopper #loveless #sorry this is mostly a rant #as anything i have lately posted is