#They both agreed to see other ppl in this time dw dw dw
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Every so often I remember, out of nowhere, that I was adopted, and it just throttles my entire world view for a solid 5 minutes before I go back to normal.
#Like okay mom was my bio mom#But papa was TECHNICALLY my step dad#And the doctors just Assigned Him The Legal Father#Since him n mom were only separated when she got w my bio dad#They both agreed to see other ppl in this time dw dw dw#But papa wasn't able to have kids bcuz of measles#And I don't know sometimes I remember this#And it's just#Fucking wild#Like this man really went haha I can't have kids I won't ever have to deal with children being little shits like I was to MY parents#And then he was just Assigned A Child (me)
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Doing a aphmau pdh/ MyStreet rewrite!
(Tw for mentions of og Ein, depression, bullying)
If u like the og mystreet then that's fine! I'm very nostalgic for the series, I just think it would be fun to rewrite it! BTW LOTS OF THIS MAY NOT BE CANON TO THE REWRITE LATER ALSO THis is just what I jotted down, also I haven't rewatched the series yet and I'm waiting for my school to have another long break (srry for over explaining lmao)
Aph
☆biromantic
☆Ace
☆trans girl
☆ autism+adhd
☆ *didn't meet Aaron online (kind of?? I'll explain later, it's not complicated dw)
☆ she/her
☆ likes video games (dating sims, rpg, combat)
☆ very physically affectionate w/ her friends and family
☆ freshman in s1 15 year old, sophomore in s2 16 year old, graduation days 18, 18 in falcon claw universality 20 at the end, 22 in the big move, 22 in my street s1 23 at the end, my street s2 23, my street s3 24, my street s4 25, starlight/when angels fall 28
☆kind of oblivious (not dumb)
☆stubborn
☆ competitive
☆ *First ment Aaron in some combat video game voice chat like 2 years before pdh starts (they are both very competitive, as u can imagine it didn't turn out well, nether of them remember this.)
☆ slow typer bad grammer
☆ *her and Aaron will have a rivals to playful rivals, to friends (pdh), to lovers (llp) arc. Wowza slow burn*
☆ In band (pdh)
☆basically kind to everyone
☆quite and awkward when u first meet her but once you get to know her she's a chatterbox (seriously she will not stop talking)
☆her parents separated when she was 6
☆ her dad was always chasing greater opportunities, always bussy with work
☆ aphmau moves in 5th grade leaving all of her childhood friends behind in the process
☆ aphmau was bullied in middle school bc she was "weird" and "annoying"
☆mental health got bad
☆ by the time she was in 7th grade she didn't have energy to eat or get out of bed, or just take care of herself in general
☆ aphmaus mom thinks it would be beneficial if she was homeschooled (aphmau agrees)
☆aphmau is homeschooled for 1 year and doesn't go out
☆ aphmau *somehow* misses irl school and begs her mom to transfer her
☆ aphmau has struggled w/ depression snd anxiety since she was a kid (yayyy genetics :3)
☆ more confident online then irl
☆ likes to draw and paint
☆ has a very stylelized art style (does that make sense??)
☆ LOVES THE HOLIDAYS!!! Specifically Christmas and Halloween!
☆ A bit squeamish when it comes to horror
☆ unhealthy obsessed w/ purple
☆ likes to cosplay in free time
☆ had a crush on Garroth for a few months when she first came to pdh, she confessed and he rejected her, they are still friends
☆ may drop out of falcon claw university when shes a junior (this may change later)
Ein:
☆ Ein is aphmau half brother (NO ROMANCE!!!)
☆ Ein is one year younger then aphmau
☆ Ein transfered schools because of the forever potion revival project (fprp) because they (the fprp) found out that kids of the ppl who advertised the forever potion
☆ the plan was to get the people who advertised the forever potion and/ or the kids of the people who advertised the forever potion (who were experimented on), Ein being one of them, to join the project
☆ Ein wanted to get close to aph (FRIENDSHIP) to get her to join the project also because he wanted to see how much better her life was (he thought his dad left him for his other family *aph, savanna* he did not)
☆ he isn't close w/ his mom
☆ He became jealous of aph
☆what I'm not gonna do is Ein being weird towards aph, making up rumors of them dating, and him basically making her his sl @ v 3 because what the actual fuck, he does other fucked up shit though (stealing aphs stuff, making some of her peers and even some of her friends hate her for a short period of time due to spreading rumors abt her, brainwashing her to hate Aaron and her friends and want to kill them)
Aaron
☆freshman in s1 15 year old, sophomore in s2 16 year old, graduation days 18, 18 in falcon claw universality 20 at the end, 22 in the big move/my street s1 23 at the end, my street s2 23, my street s3 24, my street s4 25, starlight/when angels fall 28
☆ demi-romantic
☆trans guy
☆ he/him
☆ likes rpgs and combat video games (or any game with an interesting story and/or visual)
☆ fast typer rlly good grammer
☆ in Band (pdh)
☆ on the track team
☆ anger issues
☆is in therapy for it
☆ stronger then he realizes
☆ got into a fight while trying to stand up for someone, he won but got expelled as a result and transfered to Phoenix drop high
☆ he's trying to manage his anger in a more effective way that doesn't involve coping in self destructive ways or yelling at others (his solution for this is Journaling and working out)
☆ really neat hand writing
☆ Super anxious when it comes to socializing due to his parent sheltering him and being super strict
☆ can't tell when people are being sarcastic/ joking
☆ the internet was his safe space, to escape the stresses of school, life, family, etc (same for aphmau)
☆ he pushes away any who shows interest in being his friend fearing that his parents would prevent him from seeing them (this changes throughout the series)
☆ he was forced to Socialize w/ her when he was seated next to her in both werewolf history and English, in English they had a project and they were assigned as partners
☆ he started dating aph at the end of love love paradise
☆ loves trashy horror movies
☆ likes Halloween bc he likes watching cheesy slasher horror movies
☆ competitive
☆ can play the guitar
Katelyn
☆ sophomore in s1 16 year old, junior in s2 17 year old, graduation days 19, 19 in falcon claw universality 21 at the end, 23 in the big move/my street s1 24 at the end, my street s2 24, my street s3 25, my street s4 26, starlight/when angels fall 29
☆ very athletic
☆ out spoken
☆ bisexual
☆ she/her
☆ Captain of the volleyball team (pdh)
☆ VERY COMPETITIVE
☆ had braces in s1
☆ clumsy
☆ anger issues
☆ bruises like a peach
☆ like Aaron, she's trying to manage her anger in a more affective way (sports is her way of doing that)
☆ extroverted
☆ very loyal
☆ protective of the people she loves
☆ she's very "act first face the consequences later" or however that saying goes (she gets better dw)
☆ gets good grades
☆ LOVES classic literature AND she is ASHAMED (UNRIGHTFULLY)
☆ Theater kid in disguise
☆ really likes singing and songwriting but would rather die then preform infront of anyone because she has stage fright
☆ LOVES BOY BANDS AND POP (Very ashamed of this)
☆ as you can tell she's ashamed of her interest she doesn't want to be bullied again
☆ used to be a pick me girl from 4th to 6th but then she ment an even worse pick me girl and that scared her out of being a pick me
☆ she is rightfully very ashamed of this phase in here life
☆ likes watching cartoons
☆ likes pop, boy band and rock music
☆ has a secret love for fandom and cosplay
☆ desperately needs to learn the saying "to be cringe is to be free"
☆ has a lot of siblings
☆ and no she will NOT hit Travis or anyone!!! I'm not even sure her and Travis will be in a relationship in my rewrite
*note: the forever potion can be used for anything, not just mind control*
#aphmau#phoenix drop high#my street#aphmau phoenix drop high#aphmau pdh#aphmau mystreet#minecraft roleplay#aaron mystreet#aaron pdh#aaron Phoenix drop high#ein mystreet#ein pdh#ein phoenix drop high#katelyn mystreet#katelyn pdh#katelyn Phoenix drop high#aphmau rewrite#aphmau mystreet rewrite#aphmau pdh rewrite#aphmau Phoenix drop high rewrite#pdh rewrite#mystreet rewrite#Phoenix drop high rewrite#mcyt#mcytblr#zombieghosts mystreet/pdh rewrite#zombieghost talkz
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hi em! i was gonna make this anonymous but ta heck w tht LOL okay so this is gonna b a long one js bc i wanna b as clear as possible for u but i jus wanna kno ur opinion on this n im sorry if this sounds redundant (given what ur whole acc is abt) but i saw this tiktok that was basically talking abt how ppl who read rp (real person) fanfics r weird , disgusting , and freaks (that one hurt ngl😭) and ig bc i never interacted w ppl who read them i had no idea this was such a controversial thing yk? so it kinda hurt and i got hella defensive bc these fics have helped me thru some hard times n r my safe space (esp ur acc i love it sm ur fics r quick n easy reads but so so good! and i love tht u write wholesome sfw fics i don’t like / can’t read nsfw rp fics) and r good when i need a quick romance fix bc i have none irl (tmi fr sorry!) but honestly it made me feel horrible abt myself bc im like damn am i sick freak for reading this even tho i read the sfw n wholesome ones?? n they were sayin the y/n , self inserts were even worse! 😭 n idk if this makes me ignorant but for the life of me i couldn’t figure out what made it weird! nsfw ones r different but regular romance or fantasy? esp since i never see this take when ppl mention they used to read one direction fanfics or mindless behavior & august alsina ones (these were popular among the black community for context!) like everyone laughs n reminisces i feel like ppl r a lot more critical n harsh on kpop stans tbh but i even thought abt deleting my tumblr bc i felt wrong for doing so it made me question myself for awhile just being honest anyways i’ll get off my soapbox im so sorry this is so long i jus wanted to give as much context and detail as possible! if this is too much please disregard but idk i just wanted an opinion on this take from a fix writer and i assume u read some too correct me if i’m wrong! thanks so incredibly much in advance and i hope we can b friends one day! 🧸🎀✨💌💕🫶🏽
this is so real of you omg ok first of all, thank you for going out of your comfort zone to do this! things like this make me so happy cuz you coming out of your way to do this (comfort wise and time wise since it must’ve taken you a while to write sm, esp considering the technical difficulties 😭) makes it all the more meaningful. and i rlly appreciate you coming to me of all ppl too! so thank you!
secondly, i agree with you on all the things you had to say !! i was once in your shoes, and if i’m being completely honest, a part of me is still navigating this as well. like some things i still question for example is if there is rlly nothing wrong with this, why do i feel the need to hide that i read/write? but for the most part, rn i am definitely set on there being absolutely nothing wrong with this! i can definitely see where these other ppl are coming from if they had never thought much of fanfiction or reader inserts etc. bc it’s probably similar to how i felt before being more exposed to fanfiction. but imo these are fantasies i just imagine in my head anyway and are almost like dreams to me yk? and so imo, they’re harmless. in fact, writing and reading ffs help grow my creativity, which is smth i value. cuz not only am i doing this for entertainment, i’m also doing it for the art (this is in terms of writing more so than reading but can still apply to both). however, similar to you, i do believe that imagines can be taken too far, as that is what aligns with my beliefs, such as nsfw fics (which is not anything personal at all to nsfw writers!). that imo can be harmful for the mind and spirit etc. (sorry if this is getting too deep and personal 😭)
ugh this is honestly so nice to talk about and have someone relate to on this cuz literally the things you are saying describe me !!! and dw, i have and never had any love life,, it’s non existent, believe it or not! so dw, you’re not alone 😭 like we can be delulu tgt 😭😭 and ahahaha yesss like i can’t tell you the amount of times i considered deleting this app or stopping writing/reading. it was challenging to process. but after doing so, i have come to the conclusions i mentioned earlier (how i think reading sfw fics are harmless). it’s literally just a form of harmless entertainment lol so i don’t see why ppl have to be so judgmental about it and can’t just mind their own business 😭 so dw, coming from a fellow reader and someone who has faced the same dilemma, you are not at all a freak 😭 and don’t let anyone let you think otherwise 😤☹️
also i can’t go without saying a huge thank you for all the kind things you had to say about my works :((( <3 that is so sweet of you to say and is so encouraging. it’s smth i’m finding i need a lot of, esp lately, so i rlly appreciate that and it means a lot. this whole ask and talking about this is rlly quite meaningful to me tbh 😭 so thank you for coming to me and being so brave to bring this up! 🫶🏻 also, yes let’s be friends omg !! i’d love that 🥹🫶🏻
#thank you for this truly 😭#i feel so…. not alone anymore loll#em answers#thatsadoutsider <3#also if you’re comfortable lmk your name!#i want to give you a more personal tag :>#only if you’re comfortable ofc! <3
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In light of all the one night stand discourse I’d like to propose my “Lestat isn’t actually that good of a lay.” hot take. At least with strangers. I think in the books he makes himself sound better than he is at everything. And he can just hypnotized people with his mind powers to make them think he is the absolute best. Yeah he eats period pussy but he is a vampire so that’s not a sacrifice or anything that’s just a treat for him. And the black tar heroin stuff is coming strictly from Louis who was so down bad for this man and also I do believe Lestat was so obsessed with Louis that he gave him the best dick of all time. I don’t expect most to agree but I shall die on this hill 🫡
Also also also I know none of this is serious BUTTTT I do find it interesting that the fandom goes on and on about how Louis is an unreliable narrator but then a lot of them use Louis’ “black tar heroin dick” as absolute gospel. Like I wish they would believe Louis like that in other instances BUT I know the poll was for fun so I’ll leave it at that lmaoo
no u definitely making points anon come to the mic.. sexual experience ≠ good experience lol. & w lestat i feel as though he , like all these other immortals , practice a certain level of self delusion in various aspects of his life. books wise vampires never could have sex (tho they be tonguin eachother downnn gurl) and this plays a role in their estrangement from human life. a semi erotic , eternal creature languishing in desire, destined to be lusted after but never being fully able to act on its lust, an incomplete being seeking the memory of desire in the sanguine. which is why bloodletting n consumption is transparently sexual. but amc verse they have that & sex, and in this the contemporary understanding of the vampire as the erotic is complete. lonely, eternal, but can be an agent of desire as much as it is desired. a lestat whos been abandoned time& time again may brag of his eros, but will take his heart out of the equation when it comes to people he has casual sexual encounters with.. n like i said on my twt period pussy prolly taste like candy to them lol. esp w a side of fibroids (vampire chocolate). yes vampires age out of needing to feed but clearly lestat amc wise isnt strong enough to be in the sun so he do need to feed & whos to say they couldnt have a lil fun. he has psychologcial love n obsession for ppl but sees casual sex as a sort of food reviewer’s best eats guide manual lol. & as for louis yes! funnily enough, lestat is where louis shows his inconsistencies nd self delusions glaringly. louis speaking like a resentful ex in 1973 vs fawning over a gothic romance in 2022-23. i was his superior in every way v. he was my maker and lover. what happened to make louis loathe the memory of lestat in 1973, and what makes him look back fondly on him in 2022? he omits the 1912-1917 years, breezes thru the 6 years w/ claudia before she left, the years of depression/ennui w/ lestat & the recuperation from his traumatic beatdown. these are some of the most glaring gaps in louis’s narrative & most if not all of them have a lot to do with lestat. granted i do think for louis, a louis at the time whos never had any sexual experiences that went as far as lestat beforehand it was an addictive feeling. the little drink is an explicit pun on la petit mort (the little death = an orgasm) & is shown to induce pleasurable feelings in human and vampire, but takes a great amount of restraint to even sustain w/o killing the person. lestat showed this restraint, a desire for intimacy with louis in that moment that it would be very addictive for louis who was starved for true intimacy& even to a louis now looking back w the knowledge of vampirism n what that entail..currently in a failmarriage… tryna rile his 2nd husband up.. likeeee. dw twizzy we both overthinking this we cockwatch 2dcharas over here🤝
#yn.#yn answers#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#i gotta be up so early tmrw lawd#dont be too surprised tho this website full of whites in self induced misery who dream of a lestat saving them#its y ep5 pissed em off so much lolz they couldnt believe white daddy could do dat😹😹😹😹
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sorry late for the controversial ship ask thingy ! either mahokabi or the ship between king dedede and dark matter swordsman! idk the ship name of this one. i've seen it a few times and it's always this yandere-esque thing where dedede doesn't look like he really enjoys it? i was wondering if you'd seen it? thank you! i hope these controversial ship thingies aren't taking a toll on you or something. take care!
oooo these two in particular make me think you spend a lot of time in the jp fandom space. theyre pretty rare otherwise. also dw im so chill but i super appreciate the concern :D
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magokirby gets an instant L from me for having way too much ship art thats indistinguishable from anything else. you see mags and kirby standing remotely close to each other and you go "oh thats cool ar- ah. マホカビ ...." otherwise its like. i know a lot of ppl hate this one cause it has the same vibes as me//taki//rby, which in a way i kinda agree because as kirby is the most popular character to be shipped in the jp spaces, it falls under my somewhat broad red flag territory of "uh oh two extremely popular characters together", but honestly i think this one is way better than mtkb. at least its way more plausible for magolor and kirby to be in the same age group. that said i still get really weird vibes from the content out there... i dont bother looking into it enough to Really pin down what the issue is but sometimes it feels like people like to romanticize a manipulative magolor too much
matterdede i think is what its called, though im not sure if thats just an umbrella term for any sort of dark matter/dedede and dark matter swordsman has his own term. Yeahhh agree with you anon. like i said id be a hypocrite to bash any sort of enemies to lovers but this one in particular really just makes me think Why. im so Why about it im struggling to properly convey any thoughts on it even. not a bad Why. just a neutral Why. but like. Why
my friend ships matterdede on the downlow actually, shoutout to him and i trust his takes in particular so i refer to him: ships only good if you flip the power dynamic. dms having power over dedede in their relationship leads to weird yandere relationships like you specified. dedede having power over the relationship leads to. okay im so sorry im gonna be honest i still dont know but hey its better than before at least. this is probably a personal side effect of me not having any attachment to 64 sob sob im so sorry swordsman i have no clue what to do with your ass
i think like. this gives me the same vibes as dam//eta//meta where i can kinda see it if i squint really hard. like it works as a concept that says something deeper about both of the character's inner states and development rather than being a traditional romance. but also whenever i see it out in the wild im right back to square one of not remotely getting it at all. likeeee if you want to make matterdede a thing of dark matter swordsman learning how to experience emotions through dedede and dedede. okay i still dont know but ill say growing from trauma sure. and then both of them get to understand each other in a unique way by being bonded or whatever then cool i guess? but then at the same time if you go that route i dont see them being traditionally romancey in the slightest and so any art i see like that throws me off?? i dunno i have a lot of thoughts. none of them manage to overshadow the initial Why however, which i think is the issue
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lowkey, in steddie fic where rnance is a side pairing it sometimes feels like it's done to in some way do away with both Robin and nancy. like with Nancy it's the whole "pair the canon love interest with someone else so they don't get in the way of the ship" thing but gay, and with robin it sometimes feels like it's done to make her less of a presence in Steve's life to like make more room for eddie(or whoever) and Steve's reaction is almost like it Has to be positive to not put a strain on their friendship bc that's not what they want the story to be about.
and sometimes there's even the vibe of like steve has to cheer robin on to not be in the wrong, but robin gets put in the wrong bc she gets too involved with nancy, leaving steve sad, eddie comes in to rescue steve from being Alone, and after steddie get together robin comes back and apologises for being too into her girlfriend, and then everything is swell! idk there's just vibes sometimes that the motivation for rnance as a side ship is doing every character involved a disservice.
but like i get that sometimes u have a ship that u can't imagine not being together, so they are together in every story u write, even if for the sake of the story u want to tell, maybe they shouldn't be.
hmm yeah I see what you mean, I dont think it's necessarily like what ppl are thinking when they write these side plots it's just one of those things where you spend like three or whatever chapters Just writing about steddie and then ur like wait what were the other characters doing? okay they were off kissing too. tbh most of the time it gets revealed that robin has been hanging out with Nancy in steddie fics after Steve and Eddie just went through some sort of conflict so I think writers tend to want to have a bit of an emotional break like we Just went through some relationship angst/change but dw there's no angst about ur ex and best friend dating! lol and then robin provides some emotional insight to Steve about Eddie and then everyone kisses and is happy like ive come to expect that if Steve and Robin are fighting for any reason once they make up the romantic relationship will go through some sort of change too I mean it's classic romcom but yeah I do agree that robin dating someone is often done to get Steve and Eddie alone sort of in the same way the younger teens are there but not really there you know like steve's hosting them all the time and it feels like he's barely ever talking to them lol like the amount of times ive read about Steve and robin going to a gay club and then they almost immediately separate is a little funny to me. I think they would be nervous little wallflowers the first time they go to a gay club but that's just me
anyway yeah I think this does go back to ppl just not wanting to deal with stancy lmao like I get it I dont ship it either but I think waving away their flirting/potential romance rekindling as just some weird thing that didn't really happen lol justtt doesn't do either of them a favour. I know Steve was definitely having a manic episode in those last few episodes but still.
this is something I can only really say about r/nance in steddie fic tho bc I am not reading r/nance....zero desire <3 then again I dont think ive actually read a steddie fic in a minute I kinda hate Eddie at the moment in a bit of an older sibling hating the new baby kind of way rn. like wdym we're not giving him back to the hospital lmao
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https://www.tumblr.com/rachdam/748285087964151808/hot-take-but-main-tags-are-for-everyone-whether-u
no no dw its normal to react like that when youre upset!
agree its frustrating that not everyone wants to tag properly. look i dont talk about any sensitive topics on tumblr or twt but on ao3 im very careful to put all the tags that apply especially when it can be triggering. ive already come across unpleasant surprises cuz of people who hadnt tagged their fics correctly, i know what its like to come across something u dont want to see and its awful
unfortunately though other than reminding them to properly tag their posts or blocking them, idk how to fix this issue & its very frustrating. and EVEN twts word limit shouldnt be an excuse cuz u just need to add a simple #proship and youre done no need to put out a whole sentence lol! anyway yes agree that tumblr is infinitely better than twt for tag space
no need for forgiving either tbh, of course u were upset at the time and it showed in your writing, but the point you emphasize is very important! people should learn how to properly tag their stuff both for people who are looking for that specifically or those who want to avoid it
ngl its nice to talk to someone whos antiship aligned (from what i can tell lol) and have a civil conversation for once. have a nice day!! ✨
Yeah honestly it's bad on both ends I don't think ppl should have to be exposed to content that could potentially trigger them blegh. Even antis will put horrific things and then crosstag just to be rude which is. Super fucked up. I wish people could be Normal and Nice to one another and take other's feelings into consideration but it's the internet so. No peace here ig 🙄
I appreciate you (as well as several other proshippers) being so kind despite how upset I came across, it gives me a lot of hope that hey!!! Some people actually DO care!! 😭💖 If the other proship spaces are gonna be kind Off then at least the Tumblr ones are gonna put in the effort to be kind 💪🏻 I absolutely have to give credit where it's due
I hope you (and everyone else!!) have a super nice day!!!
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💀 there r so many blogs i come across on here that fill me with violent rage, but i think the most notable for me is that gaudiest patronuses freak. they’re weird for many reasons, (pretty sure they were either antiblack or a self identified as a fujoshi, or both, or something else, can’t remember) but the last thing they said that i saw was the their fairly popular post abt how performative activism is actually good and valid because “people are at least paying some attention uwu”, during the height of the George Floyd protests, with other useless crackers agreeing in the notes of it. i hate them so fucking bad every time i see someone rb from them it’s an instant block
IN RESPONSE TO THIS POST
ASDFGHJKL this was sent months ago and I always meant to answer this but I kept forgetting lol but dw my friend, your feelings of distaste and disgust for this tumblr user is valid! Thanks for sending this in - I love hating on ppl together 💜🌙☁️💧🌱🍓
I actually know nothing about them, tho I was notified by someone that they were not a great person after reblogging from someone that followed and reblogged from them. I forget all of the details but I did look thru a call out post and it was... a lot lol. But I guess the HP ref in the URL gives enough away!
It’s so goddamn typical of yt ppl to think performative activism is good, esp in regards to BLM cause it ONLY benefits yt ppl! Like how does someone exploiting the oppression and pain of marginalized groups for “clout” and social capital and looking good helpful to the groups they claim to support?! “Influencers posting black squares and infographics they didn’t bother to read thru at least gets info out to a large audience and influences them to help” when these influencers try to talk about things they don’t fully comprehend or don’t even try on understanding and learning about and end up spreading misinformation or being hypocrites. “At least ppl are paying attention” as if anybody owes them ANYTHING when yt ppl are at fault!!! like wtf you wanna cookie for pretending u give a shit for something YOU are responsible for fixing?!?! to more ppl that will pretend to give a shit just to make themselves feel better and give themselves a pat on the back. “Oh I’m such a nice, kind, educated white person because I shared this infographic!!” They are fucking despicable - they don’t do shit for activism it’s only about what activism can do for them. In a nutshell, performative activism only works to serve and appease their white saviour complex, the brave heroes to the poor pathetic and helpless people of colour!!!
Thank you for dropping this into my inbox (months ago lol). I did end up blocking not only them but the person that reblogged their posts lol. I rlly don’t need useless whities that pretend to care about ppl’s suffering and fight for rights just to pat themselves on the back and make them look good in my proximity.
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so i should be doing hw rn but i don’t want to do that so take some trans reddie hcs instead
it’s gonna get long so i’m putting it under a cut
richie comes out first
he comes out to the losers before anyone else, even his parents
his parents are a bit confused at first but they support him and are really great with his transition
it takes eddie longer because of his internalized transphobia and repression
he eventually realizes that people usually don’t search up “am i transgender” quizzes if they’re secure in their identity
and cis girls apparently are fine with being called ma’am and young lady?? and they enjoy dressing up in skirts??
like he’s just clueless for a long time because he doesn’t have really any girl friends and sonia is sonia so nobody talks to him about this stuff
richie coming out actually helps him a lot cause then he’s able to ask him questions and richie can explain his perspective
and it doesn’t sound exactly like how eddie feels but it’s enough where he’s like okay there’s definitely something happening here
tbh i don’t really want to focus on the trans angst part atm so let’s skip to college
(if anyone wants stuff about eddie and sonia/high school reddie i’ll make a separate post)
so they all go to the same college bc i said so
eddie and stan room together and so do bill and richie bc as much as they want to be around the other they mutually agree that their rooming styles are too different and they’d probably end up getting on each other’s nerves a lot
they’re over at each other’s rooms all the time anyway so it works out
eddie’s developed his own style at this point
he started out trying to look really masculine and then realized that wasn’t really him
he tried wearing one of bev’s skirts and it made him super dysphoric so he doesn’t wear anything like that but he’s comfortable now with a softer, light academia style
meanwhile richie’s more of a gender fuckery type
at the end of high school and into college he really starts experimenting with style
he’s still sort of a fashion mess but he’ll wear skirts and dresses and loud patterns and for the most part doesn’t care how he’s perceived
he still gets dysphoria though !! he presents across the gender spectrum depending on how he feels that day but he’s not a fan of his chest and he doesn’t like being referred to as a woman
so he gets top surgery first
eddie spends practically all his time at richie’s dorm taking care of him
bill’s obviously supportive but he doesn’t necessarily want to be taking care of him 24/7 cause like. he still wants to be social and stuff so he’s happy to let eddie take care of him
richie’s pretty drugged up on painkillers the first day or two and he’s constantly talking about how handsome eddie is and how he’s such a good doctor
and maybe an i love you slips out but richie pretends he doesn’t remember and eddie pretends he didn’t hear it
they’re still not together at this point but it’s obvious they’ll get together because they’ve been flirting since they were pre-pubescent
it’s not until richie starts healing up and can wear the things he used to wear but without dysphoria that he starts to question again
and ends up coming out as nonbinary <3
he’s still happy with he/him pronouns but the losers (at his request) start using they/them for him as well and those are really good too so he ends up using he/they
because richie is sort of the blueprint for eddie’s transition eddie starts to question himself as well
but ends up staying with the trans man label because, especially after talking more to richie about it, he realizes that he doesn’t feel the same about gender as richie does
eddie doesn’t start physically transitioning until college
he binds but bc of sonia can’t start T until he turns 18, which happens his first semester
some stuff he only feels comfortable talking to richie about but he’s blushing the whole time anyway
like how richie’s big dick jokes weren’t entirely untrue
and he doesnt show richie but he’s like. is this normal
and richie wants to laugh but they dont want to make eddie more self conscious than he clearly already is so they’re like yeah dw and it calms eddie down significantly
they end up meeting a bunch of other trans ppl on campus and they’re both so fucking happy bc they love the losers (and most of them aren’t straight) but they never got any trans exposure besides each other in derry
so it’s really nice to see other trans people in varying states of transition and like. see that they’re not alone
also everyone thinks they’re a couple because they literally show up holding hands but they just blush and stammer out a weak excuse and everyone exchanges glances and then leaves it alone
eddie kinda freaks out when it’s his turn for top surgery
he’s terrified of surgery and anesthesia and richie has to pull him away from the computer a lot because he’s psyching himself out learning about all the things that could possibly go wrong
but they’re there for him every step of the way
so are the losers of course but none of them have been through it
and richie keeps reassuring him like “look at me, i made it through just fine and you’re way healthier than me”
cause lets be real richie smokes weed and probably vapes and doesn’t have a real exercise routine
meanwhile eddie goes to the gym four times a week and goes on runs and takes vitamin supplements
so surgery happens and richie’s right there holding eddie’s hand when he wakes up
and now it’s eddie’s turn to be kinda loopy and he just stage whispers, “i know you’re in love with me”
and richie’s just laughing nervously and looking around and he still hasn’t let go of eddie’s hand
like they have no clue what to do so they’re just like haha okay time to go back to sleep and eddie just shrugs and passes out again until the nurse wakes him up and it doesn’t get brought up again
everyone pitches in to help out with eddie’s recovery
seeing his flat chest for the first time is a super emotional experience
he only lets richie be there with him, which the others pretty much expected
he completely breaks down and richie holds him on the bathroom floor and neither of them talk for a long time
but then richie helps eddie put his shirt back on so he doesn’t pull the stitches and then they both just sit there on the floor and talk for a long time
and that’s when eddie finally confesses
they’re both completely lucid this time, so there’s no mistaking it for anything but the truth when eddie tells richie he’s been in love with him since middle school
and of course richie reciprocates and that’s their first kiss
and when they pull apart richie just murmurs, “does that mean you want to be the first to see richie tozier’s big dick?”
and eddie laughs and pushes them away and the spell is broken
but he doesn’t say no
#this is kinda all over the place but if anyone wants more elaboration on anything#or just another post like this#more than happy to oblige#also i hope this goes without saying but like. all trans hcs are valid#even if they differ from my personal hcs!#im also like. heavily projecting so you'll never see trans hcs about bottom surgery on here bc a. its not smth i want and b. not smth i know#all that much about#so i dont want to write about it#and i also don't think richie would want it#maybe eddie would but again thats not really my area of expertise so !!#also#have ur own hcs but pls dont shit on others' especially when theyre drawn from my personal experience#i dont think anyone will but i want to put that out there just in case#trans reddie#trans richie tozier#trans eddie kaspbrak#college au#drugs cw#weed cw#surgery cw#nsft#ish
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Hi Dan!! ✨✨ MA'AM YOUR SERENITEAPOT???!?!?!? 😳🥺 The anon was too stunned to speak 🍰🍰🍰(think of this as a standing cake 💀) it's so beautiful!! The scenery, the clipping and everything... It lowkey looks like heaven in a teapot 😩 and i see that you have done that certain hot spring tutorial on yt by unlucky tabibito(?). Kinda really warms my heart that you do your teapot 😤😤😤 It aint common to find ppl who do their teapots yk 😌
Ooh the first realm you have chosen is called Floating Abode, if my memory serves me right :DD
I do have some ideas too if you're gonna make a guide for your graphic design tutorials/recommendations!! (Lowkey a sucker for art or designing stuff;;)
— how to do filter or fx combinations/favorite filter combinations
— recommended tools to use for specific preference on how would the image/edit look like
— favorite fonts that you also think are must have 🤩
— just random editing ideas that could possibly help others have an idea or inspiration for editing.
— icon/header ideas or inspiration
— favorite color schemes/vibes
Didn't knew PicsArt have grown a lot already- it's been years since i've touched that app tho sadly they lock some new featured behind the "gold/premium membership" :((
I do wish to be able to read your 3k milestone works when i have the time- so i could possibly talk about it??🤭 Hehe.
About you being a Jean kinnie, it makes sense!!🤯 Given your hardworking personality both in irl and as a genshinblr writer, you always manage to post great fics??!?! Like WEEKLY. And so many times in a week. 😰🥺😳 Plus, you're such a sweet person! Despite the busy sched, you still take your time to write atleast one fic for the week + engage and interact with your followers/moots/anons!! 🤔🤔 Remember to not push your self to hard and be sure that you are genuinely enjoying what you do, ok?? :D
I still can't absorb the fact that 2.6 is this week. As in THIS week 😰😰😰 heavens, my life is barely together and i am afraid to lose 50/50 on ayato now 😩 Wishing you the best of luck in your pulls too, everyone!! 💗💗💗
That's all for now!! 😚 Take care and have a good day, Dan!! 💞💞💞
— sincerely, 🍰.
AIHSJD TYSM COMRADEE 😍😍 and yes i did got the hot spring area from @/unlucky tabibito’s tutorial from youtube :DDD i super agree w you on that one, ppl using the teapot is not someone you often would see :,)) and yep you’re right about the name, i kept thinking that the name was adeptus’s abode 💀💀
and tysm for those ideas !! ill def ss this and keep it in my photo albums in case i decided to do tutorials on my edits :DDD i honestly hate picsart for making a lot of fx and some features limited for the sake of making people use the membership 💀💀
i was never the same person ever since my best friend irl told me im a jean kinnie, my mind was blown — it makes sense why jean used to came to me in wish (i have c4 jean and im not proud of it) 😧😧😧 and dw !! ill try my best to not push myself and continue doing what i do passionately <333
i can’t believe 2.6 is so CLOSE either 😰😰 im so excited to get ayato even tho im on 50/50 💀💀 i wish you luck on your pulls as well as everyone who’s going for the characters that will be available in 2.6 :DDDD !!
take care as well and have a good day comrade 👊👊👊
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omg 300 followers??? i remember finding your account at around the 200 followers event, and holy crap you grew so fast 😫 congrats!! 🎊 you deserve it, you're so talented and your writing is AMAZING! it's a pleasure to read <3
anyways, for the event:
my romantic f/os are machi and shalnark
personality: i'm mostly introverted and super awkward around people i don't know that well, but once i get to know someone, i'm more talkative and outgoing. i would probably consider myself more book-smart rather than street smart (totally didn't forget how to use a toaster once) i like to plan things to the very last detail. i'm not rlly the biggest on pda, just something subtle. my love language is probably quality time. i also tend to tease the ppl i care about.
hobbies: i like to talk/hang out with friends. i also enjoy reading and making cookies sometimes. playing violin is also probably one of my biggest hobbies too
appearance: i'm pretty short, wear glasses, and have dark hair that's kinda long (wow i feel like i'm writing a wattpad description right now 💀)
anyways, i think that's it? i'm sorry that's so long, i didn't anticipate it being that long whoops. thanksssss and have a great day/night! <3
AH HEY!! omg THANK U SM THATS SO SWEET <33 well its great to have u here bc im always happy writing ur requests :)) the more info the better so dw!! have a good day or night too enjoy these ;D
Event post: here
u could tell I had fun writing this cause I think this is one of the longer ones ive written my bad for the long read😩
Machi
- Due to her amazing intuition, Machi had this feeling that you and her were probably going to get along well. With that, there was something about you that made her intrigued. Even though most of your first interactions might’ve been a little awkward with your shyness (I mean who could blame you though she’s so pretty), Machi still came back to talk and learn more about you. She’s pretty happy that she still continued to talk to you, because Machi did end up noticing how you opened up more to her. Not only that, but there was a great connection between you guys!!
- You and Machi both agree that you’re both not that big when it comes to PDA. You both do like holding each other’s hands, though. Sometimes when you’re in public, she’ll shyly grab onto your hand (don’t mention it though, because she might get a little embarrassed).
- She always remembers your interests, and knowing that you love to read, sometimes Machi likes to gift you books! She’ll usually take recommendations from either Chrollo, Feitan, or Shalnark (he doesn’t read that much but he does know lots of good ones out there).
- One day you were baking cookies in the kitchen when she noticed the smell lingering in the air. “I didn’t know you were baking cookies,” she asks, to which you nod in response. After that, she then offered to help you out. (Based on my hc’s) Machi is actually a pretty good baker, but she doesn’t do it too often!!
- Now, everything seemed pretty normal at first, you and her were just following instructions perfectly, nothing too bad, right? Well once she booped you on the nose with some of the batter, that simple action was what started a whole food fight. You then responded by taking some batter on your finger, and then putting it on her nose. Well, she returned this favor by putting MORE batter on your face (you can see where this is going...). it didn’t take long until globs of cookie dough, flour, sugar, and other ingredients were being thrown in the air.
- Though the kitchen ended up looking like a total mess (and the cookies were nowhere near being done), the quick food fight ended up with you and Machi smiling exchanging lots of laughter. Sure, maybe you had to start all over again, but at least y’all had lots of fun!!! Buttt you weren’t sure how you guys were going to clean all this up...
Shalnark
- Despite being a little shy or awkward at first, this didn’t bother Shalnark from wanting to get to know you more. Sure, conversation at first was often lead by him, but he always noticed how you would actively listen and chime in here and there. Though you were a little quiet, Shalnark thought that this was so cute!! From this, he just wanted to get to know you better.
- The more you would talk to each other, the more and more you started to open up towards Shalnark. To him, it’s actually surprising at how different you were compared to when Shal first met you. He always jokes about how awkward and cute you were back then, contrasting to how extraverted you were around Shalnark now!!
- Now, Shalnark is more of a PDA type of person, so sometimes he really can’t help giving you a bunch of kisses in public. Then again, he’ll also respect this and will hold off on those random bursts of affection. At most when you’re in public, Shalnark will just hold your hand or wrap his arm around your waist or shoulder.
- Since you both love to hang out with each other, Shalnark will always ask you out on dates to new places! Most of them are a surprise because he wants you to really see your expression once he surprises you. The only information Shalnark will give are things telling you how to dress and such.
- I can imagine Shalnark surprising you to go on a carnival date (like those ones by the boardwalk)!! He won’t tell you this before hand (since it’s a surprise of course), but the only hint he’ll give is to dress kind of comfortably (but also nice if you want). Shalnark takes you in the afternoon, and once you arrive to the place, your eyes bright up with realization!!
- The whole time there, you guys are just running around the whole place, going from game booth to game booth. As competitive as you guys are when trying to win, at one point Shalnark plans to win you one of those giant stuffed animals! He also doesn’t let those rigged games get in the way of winning that prize!! Even though it was his first game, Shalnark ended up proudly winning it for you!!
- The rest of the time there was the spent on the rides. After a while, you guys decide to go on the last ride of the night, a somewhat big wooden rollercoaster that overlooks the boardwalk and the sea. As you guys began to slowly go up the lift, you turned to notice the beautiful sunset from how long you guys have been there. Maybe admiring the orange and yellow hues from the sun made the mood much more romantic, because once you guys looked back at each other, you and Shalnark managed to swoop in a quick kiss at the peak of the rollercoaster.
- Immediately though, you guys were interrupted with the quick drop of the ride. Though unexpected, it still didn’t ruin your time because it was still so much fun!! Eventually, you and him got off the ride, still very giggly from the adrenaline. After that though, you and Shalnark then leaned in close to finish that rollercoaster kiss, a perfect end to an amazing day.
a note from the author: you and your f/o’s are canon B)
#the toaster thing fkjjfk#sometimes I forget that its bad to stick a fork into a toaster#I literally wrote the majority of this on the floor at Macy’s LOL#300 followers event#hxh#machi#shalnark#f/o#selfship
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first off, hello 🤷♀️ anon! sorry i missed you out
and secondly, dw, marius is my favourite too lol, he reminds me a lot of my younger cousin who i lived with when i was younger. i was always the one who took care of him and marius calling me older sister just set off so much memories of my childhood. the both of them are also vv similar in personality, attention seeking, playful and artistic so i always see him whenever i look at marius.
artem is probably my second favourite ngl, ever since i read his ssr where he was jealous and got drunk (what a good combination lmao) i just grew so soft for him. at the end of the day, he's just a vv soft sweetheart who's insecure that we'll leave him :(( i have like 3 ssrs at lvl36, two of them are artem cards and the other is luke. i vibe with luke too bc i love the childhood friends trope, it's top tier. and as for vyn... i have vv mixed feelings abt him. i feel like he could so easily see through me if he was real and i'm just like, how about no. he's rlly pretty though, like rlly pretty.
*major spoilers*
and you've finished the archon quests!!! personally, i feel like the ending felt a bit rushed(?). it's weird bc i thought the resistance war against the raiden shogun was supposed to be the center of the story, but it just devolved to us helping yae with the entire war being swept to the side. and i already knew somebody was gonna die, and as soon as i saw that teppei had become the captain, i just knew.
it's interesting bc i would love to explore what happened to la signora and scaramouche to make them so disregarding of human life. like, i don't like them, but i want to understand their minds. it's sad to read signora's artifact's background honestly. and the fact that her crown said she used to be called rosalyne, that she had perhaps once led a more innocent and naive existence. i dunno, to me it seems like a good ending for her honestly, she had already lost herself after her lover's death and brings pain to many others, i don't think she can rlly return to being her again.
and honestly, a lot of people are talking abt scaramouche not telling signora he already had the gnosis and saying that he orchestrated her death, i don't rlly think so. i feel like he's just that apathetic to human life, even if it's someone that stands on his side, he just doesn't care enough. it also says how he never got along with anyone, not even his fellow harbingers, so i don't know why ppl expect him to seek out someone he doesn't like just to warn her of danger.
i vibe with scaramouche and la signora as the antagonists bc they're good antagonists, but as characters, well. other than the fact that they're pretty, they have like one likeable trait and that is their loyalty. they would do anything for the tsaritsa even if it cost them their life. i'm rlly excited to see what the tsaritsa has in store for us in the future.
considering our sibling is nicknamed 'the prince/princess', i wonder if there's gonna be a day where we're gonna have to go toe to toe with them. if we had them backed them into a corner with no way out, i wonder if they would kill us. it would be an interesting twist if we could actually die, but i feel like the protagonist halo will prevent it lol and i'm sorry bc god, this is so long.
— r. anon
marius. that’s the tweet. man,, you dont realize how in love i am w him?? like,, this man was literally my only hope when i fell horribly sick. i cant w myself now that i’m hearing it w my own voice. it must be nice to remember the good ol’ days… i despise my cousins and i dont have siblings so i dont really have that sort of connection w him. to me, his onee-san is just a joke? a petname? idk but it simultaneously makes me so mad and giddy just like childe’s existence does
i like vyn bc his vibes are sus but at the same time, he’s cares abt our mental health 🥺👉👈 no one’s ever said shit like that to me… jokes aside, luke is seriously threatening his spot bc of his blushing bs like pls 🤲 i’m so weak for that shit give me more. artem makes me soft too like,, he keeps mentioning that he trusts us and he’s just…. HE’S A BIG TEDDY BEAR THAT BLUSHES AT LIKE ACCIDENTAL HAND BRUSHES GRRRR. in conclusion, i love them all.
but man,, give me ssr luck… literally, im in pain…
now that the excitement’s worn off, i can now judge things properly. i think that… the pacing is horrible. like the plot is good, genuinely, but there’s just,, so much to explore abt this. if you think abt it, this is the climax and yet we didnt get much. scratch that. we got a lot but it’s all underdeveloped that it felt like nothing. we go to sangonimiya, got promoted, became captain for like, one sec before we are sent onto an investigation that didnt really produce any results bc app teppei alr knows everything? and then the delusion thing is a good plot point but it’s not really explored? just… a lot of things are left unexplored and i think that story wise, a lot of the possible lore explanations went down the drain. it would’ve been nice if we saw more abt the rebellion and if we had gotten to know whats the real deal w the commissions but eh… idk… i would’ve rather done more quests abt this whole storyline than like… do that whole dance w the three people who lost their vision in 2.0.
if im going to be honest, la signora is such a wasted character. like maybe her death was just for the shock factor or maybe it’s to prepare us for more harbinger encounters in the future.. idk but she’s such a good character from what we’ve seen but we know jack shit abt her and her motives. we know a little from the artifact set but beyond that, what do we have?
precisely! that’s how i feel abt this whole thing when we’re talking seriously. like w ei, i dont really agree w whatever they’re doing but i want to understand why they do the things that they do. everything has a reason and their psychology is just interesting to me.
i think scaramouche’s nature makes it easy for him to disregard human life. call it arrogance or whatever but ultimately, he’s seeing himself as smth above all these people bc he’s more or less capable of standing toe to toe w a god. why should he bother telling signora? it’s not like he gains anything if he does. i think that when he got the gnosis, he’s just ‘well she dies if she dies. who cares abt that? i dont have any need for incompetent colleagues anw’ i agree and i dont think he orchestrated her death but at the same time, he just allowed it to happen too.
as for signora, i’m actually surprised? for the most part, i think that the harbingers took their posts for selfish reasons. for scara, it’s to entertain himself and pass time. for childe, it’s to fight and grow stronger. for dottore, it’s to conduct dubious research w/o anyone stopping him. i expected signora to have some similar motive like power or money but it seems like she does actually believe in the tsaritsa? it would be very intriguing if signora’s main motive in becoming a harbinger is simply bc she is loyal to the tsaritsa and her will. bc in contrast, i think scara and dottore are more loyal to the fact that the tsaritsa can give them what they want, not bc they actually like her. actually, idek if they’re willing to die for her lol. like i wouldnt be surprised if they suddenly abandon post in a life or death situation but who knows…
in any case, they are very good antagonists. i like yo think that the tsaritsa isnt as bad as the game portrays her to be… of all the gods, she’s the one im looking forward to the most but… haha… what version would that be….
i’m almost certain that they’ll make us fight our twin maybe before we face the unknown god? if one of them dies, i would be very sad. like legit. but knowing mhy, well, our twin is almost 100% a walking death flag.
anw i’m shutting up rn— i also spoke too much kahdjabdhakbsjansb—
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AGREEEE, WORKING OVER THE WEEKEND IS THE WORST esp since im in uni full time and i work 9-5 on the weekends which means... no breaks for me ever.. 🥲
MASSIVE CRUSH ON OIKAWA OMGGG I SUPPORT THIS!!!!! but i am unfortunately much older than 15 and still enamored by 2d men 😔 life’s rough like that HDJWKDJ YES ATSUMU CAUSES PROBLEMS ON PURPOSE.. HES THE WORST!! btw.. ive heard that the oikawa to atsumu stan pipeline is very real... so if u get to s4.. u may develop atsumu brain rot like me 👁_👁
OOO alright run on, extracurricular, vincenzo, true beauty, love alarm, & perfect crime. NOTED!! ive actually been meaning to watch extracurricular for a while now, it looks so interesting!! now that it has the wincore seal of approval i must watch 😤 OMGG SAKURADA DORI I SAW HIM IN ALICE IN BORDERLAND!! super good show but really gore heavy at some points 👁
ahh ok thank u for the reccs, ive been thinking about starting demon slayer too!! shoplifters sounds really interesting :oo crime??? i havent watched a full movie in a while so i will def check it out!! THESE R ALL GOING IN MY NOTES APP.
NEXT YEARRR omg it sounds far away but i know time passes so quickly nowadays so I WILL WISH U LUCK ONCE AGAIN 💛 i hope u update us when the time comes!!
UGHWHHD EVEN THIS SYNOPSIS IS MAKING ME MISS UR WRITING?!? I LOVE THE WAY U WORD IT... “given a choice to pretend, you find that jaehyun is the lesser of the two burdens to bear” AHHHHHHH omg “he’s in a relationship and doesn’t rlly care about the soulmate system” THIS IS ALWAYS SUCH A PAINFUL SCENARIO IN SOULMATE AUS PLSS!!! Wait is the soulmate of yn gonna be an oc/vague character or another member :O EITHER WAY... PAIN! THIS IS GETTING ME SO EXCITED AND U HAVENT EVEN MENTIONED ANYTHING ABOUT WHAT JAEHYUN’S LIKE IN THIS FIC YET
RUNWAY CHARACTER CAMEOOOS YESS I LOVE RUNWAY YN!!!! i actually reread it last night and ugh i was reminded how much i love yns personality... just the process of experiencing all tht self doubt with them!!! so real & makes u root for them :’)
“if jeno plays edward i need him to that apple scene like taemin did” WHHHHHWJDJJWJDBW THIS MADE ME CHOKE ON THE WATER I WAS DRINKING LMFAO
GODDDD THESE TROPE/MEMBER PAIRINGS, HARD AGREE HARD AGREE!!! HAECHAN AND RENJUN ARE E2L 100%!!!! i think bc the ppl in the bff2l category cant convincingly hate yn back LOL
“gets complimented on his lyricism often but like every song’s about you” STOPPPPP HES SO PERFDCT FOR THIS TROPE!!!!!
OMG I SEE EXACTLY WHAT U MEAN ABT SICHENG IN ROYALTY/CHAEBOL AUS... i think like u said it’s because of his poise & the way ppl are generally in awe of him but also bc of his reluctance to open up!! more reserved until he trusts u... funny and kind but sometimes perceived as aloof... those r some prince tendencies! “what are corporate businesses but modern day kingdoms” LMFAOOWJDJ SERIOUSLY THO
“mans really said i will not give you any onscreen idol personality to work with” HDJWJDJWJSJ LITERALLYYYY this is why i have trouble reading jaehyun fics sometimes bc sometimes they can feel “inaccurate” but its mostly just bc there’s no Standard Personality Stereotype to go off of. but a random & uncommon trope i think he’d pair well with is exes to lovers!! Yes im basically just a jaehyun + angst advocate.
“i think most of them would pair well with bff2l??” FACTTTTTTT and no im not just saying this bc its one of my favorite tropes.. heh... i think i told u this before?? but ur like the main reason i started enjoying e2l!!! i didnt like it before bc i love the PINING in bff2l but then i started reading ur works n was like OH SHIT! THERES LOADS OF PINING HERE TOO...
i think yangyang is not bff2l or e2l, he is in his own category which is Annoyer2Lover HDJWKDJ ex: troublemaker, wasted nights
OMGGGG I DID NOT EXPECT ROYALTY AU TO HAVE SUCH A LARGE LEAD IN THE SURVEY??? and cryptids is so low 😔😔 cmon guys, vampires r fun!!!
WE R LITERALLY WRITING ESSAYS TO EACH OTHER RN BUT I LOVE IT 🥺🥺 its a such a nice break to read ur response when im burnt out from studying!!
OMG IM GOING THROUGH #moonwrites AND IM LITERALLY AN IDIOTTTT IVE BEEN OFF TUMBLR FOR SO LONG I DIDNT REALIZE THAT ROMEO ROULETTE HAD A PREVIEW OUT????
“And I get what out of this?” “Me?” IM IN LOVE WITH THIS CHARACTERS PERSONALITY ALREADY LMFAOO
“—and when this whole game you’re playing is over, you’re going to say I rejected you.” ?!?!???? THE WAY JAEHYUN IS A LITTLE SHIT! THEIR PERSONALITIES ARE BOTH SO FUN PLSJWJDJEJ IM MORE EXCITED NOW!!
pls disregard the part in my last ask where i asked abt romeo roulette.... i had no idea all of the information i needed was sitting right in front of me 😔😔
- tata
WHAT 9 TO 5 ON EVERY WEEKEND???? the system has failed you this honestly feels like a villain origin story 😭 when does it get better???
ALSO let me answer the other asks separately for better readability lol we really out here writing essays GOOD THING i have practice writing but like. this is infinitely better to write 🥰
PLSSS SOMETIMES I WILL SEE AN EDIT/TIKTOK OF OIKAWA AND BE LIKE DAMN I REALLY NEED TO CATCH UP I MISS THIS MF also are you daring me to ruin my life for 2d men bc i will do it without hesitation. wait till i watch hq again and get that atsumu brainrot with you he seems annoying enough for me to like ^_^
AND YES PLS I WAS SO ABSORBED IN IT!! extracurricular was the most gripping show i’ve watched in a while like yes enough teen romance give me two unhinged teenagers doing crime 🤩 AND OMG??? THAT’S WHERE WE SAW HIM TOO and although niragi was literally vomit-inducing human trash, sakurada dori is like. a good actor. except i hated coffee&vanilla which starred him it was literally so cringe i couldn’t 😭 i blame the writers for that though. IM EXCITED FOR S2 OF ALICE IN BORDERLAND THO i really like horror (and i can tolerate gore if ive been desensitized enough) and like i read the manga too!!! the games were really interesting (although morbid).
😭😭 MY NOTES APP IS FULL OF RECS FROM FRIENDS ALL OF THEM HATE ME FOR NOT WATCHING THE SHOWS BUT LIKE. i binge 3 or 4 at a time and strike them off and then go 6 months without watching a single tv series hhh.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! I SURE WILL UPDATE !!! it’s so exciting to think about grad school sometimes :33
AHHH IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE IT AND THE PREVIEW TOO SGSDJKDS there’s a few differences in the actual fic i think bc i changed up the language (and i dont remember what else bc i refuse to look at my writing) JAEHYUN RLLY IS A LITTLE SHIT he’ll be like hm yeah im pretty chill :) and then proceed to beat yn at her own game at times. (she wins mostly dw) the fact that i made her soulmate cha eunwoo like girl if i were you i’d crash their relationship 🥱 (jk) but like. jaehyun too is 🤩 despite being dry af
ASDKDSKDS YOU REREAD ALL (ALMOST) 19K WORDS ??? IM SO GLAD YOU LIKE THAT FIC SM AAAAHHH IM FEELING LIKE AN ACTUAL AUTHOR 🥰 i loved runway yn too they were like boss attitude with 20% anxiety.
LOOK JENO BETTER BE PULLING MOVES LIKE THAT TO IMPRESS THE GIRLS 😤 if he hits himself in the forehead with the apple, bonus points bc that was true comedy (as invented by taemin)
AND YES. LIKE I KNOW MARK HATED DONGHYUCK SO MUCH HE WANTED TO LEAVE SM BUT LIKE HE’S TOO NICE WITH EVERYONE ELSE 😭😭😭 i cannot picture him pissed off apart from that summer fight </3
thinking about dejun getting rejected by a girl he wrote a song for. rip brother.
IM GLAD YOU PUT THAT INTO WORDS BC THAT’S EXACTLY WHAT IT IS!!! he’s got all of these regal qualities but he’s still human ykyk so it makes for the most amiable person on earth 😌 i love this characterization of him!!
oof exes to lovers with jaehyun... i had a similar idea a while ago (with theme song sincerity is scary by the 1975) that i discarded bc i don’t think i’m cut out to write that 😭 (YET) so i will keep this is mind. u r so right about jaehyun feeling inaccurate bc it’s like he’s very mild in personality onscreen sometimes?? so him having strong personality traits makes me go 🤔🤔 that man is overreacting. (jkjk but like you get the idea)
WAIT RLLY OMG BC OF ME???? i would never enjoy e2l irl bc irl dudes are 🤢🤢 and if they annoy me i will end them. but in fiction the mutual pining and initial disgust at yourself for liking the other??? helllooo 🤩🤩🤩 especially if it’s in a romcom style <3 bff2l is also better in fiction bc if the relationship doesnt work out irl and the person become uncomfortable with me i will just get annoyed jskshdl
LMAO YOU ARE SO RIGHT ABOUT YANGYANG HE’S JUST THAT™ DUDE skgkhs he feels like someone fun to hang out with but he would annoy you the whole time. also he is cute 🥰
AND EXACTLY!!!! IM HAPPY FOR ROYALTY AUS BUT CMON. LOOK AT THOSE VAMPIRE TEETH. feel like media ruined vampires for people 😔
THIS IS SUCH A NICE BREAK FROM STUDYING HONESTLY!!!! im like working on two semi-large projects AND studying course and out-of-course material simultaneously so my brain is a little fried. thank u for this 😘
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Same anon i have ONE more question for u and thats WHERE DID U FIND THESE TWO??Istg I’m literally a creep magnet! Anyone i meet turns out to be some sort of creep one way or the other and u found TWO GEMS AT THE SAME TIME?? I literally fell in love with both of them with ur descriptions and now im stressed bc hOW DO U EVEN CHOOSE? But logically yes it’s a great idea to just get to know them more and maybe see in the future how they’ll react to a conflict, i think thats how u really know some1
omg that’s actually so true i agree!!! seeing people in stressful and upsetting situations always brings out their true colours!! i also find when ppl drink the truth comes out too so i’ll just wait👀 but also!!!!!!!! i literally get you completely tho i usually only attract the WORST creepiest men trust me 😭 i guess i just got lucky lately?? 🥺 up until now it’s just been dating the worst men sjlfkdjfldk but actually i met leo boy i believe on bumble omfg??? i opened our convo by roasting one of his prompt answers ieufhldkfjdf and pisces boy i met when i was drunk as hell!!!! earlier this year i was out drinking with friends walking through the streets, and him and his (also drunk) friends came up to us to talk fjdlkfjd and him and i drunk decided to get married (we didn’t dw JLFKDJFDLKFJ) and we exchanged instas but i couldnt stop thinking abt him after that tbh🥺🥺 i even dated someone after that but i still couldnt stop thinkin abt that pisces so i had to end things and i barely even knew the pisces then like...his power..i h ate it here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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About dw- same. I actually weaned off the show when Clara was there- I didn't like that they were changing companions from regular people to vague important mysteries. I saw episodes every here and there but havent seen any of the newest doctor yet- seeing the reaction to it though I'm glad I haven't! If you find some really good dw books, can you please share? I'd love to interact with the dw i knew and love again
Nah sorry, we don’t agree here.
I LOVE Clara. I LOVED her plot, I loved her character she’s my ALL TIME FAVORITE.
She wast “reduced to a mystery” she was an interconnected whole of motifs and little connected details of which that plotline was only one part.
I get that RTD was good at doing everyman characters - that was his strength, so it was a draw for a lot of people; And I get that ppl who prefer that sort of story aren’t necessarily going to like the high-concept type of stories Moffat did, just because of personal taste. I for my part thought RTDs characters were a) shilled a lot and b) too linear, that’s why they were mostly 1 season affairs, there was a point A and A point B, one specific lesson and that’s it, not so much this wider field of associations and elements to play with. That said this is a personal taste difference; I still loved Rose, Martha & Donna and they’re iconic.
I also liked that Amy, Clara & co had more edges. RTD’s had like cute relatable good girl flaws. Rose was a bit insecure, which is relatable; Martha had trouble asserting her own needs which makes her look giving, Donna was a tad abrasive and maybe had a narrow focus as the start but she got over the latter and the former is a strength when it makes her be assertive when needed.
And that’s fine. Those are legit personality types, they’re interesting and good as basically good people - some people are mostly good, and they’re supposed to be heroes. I’m not for this cult of “flaws” as the ultimate mark of a good/realistic character.
It’s a legit, good story. But it’s not the *only* legit type of story. I’m very much against this modern tendency in fandom that you can only empathize with someone if you can somehow convince yourself they’re an underdog.
At the same time Moffat’s characters get the sort of flaws that have a bit more bite, lead to costly mistakes, actions that could lead them to treat others unfairly or make others legit dislike them - Stuff like Amy’s difficulty with commitment, Clara’s perfectionism, high standards and calculating streak, and River who’s somewhat crass and impulsive in the eps where she’s younger and even once she matures past that sort of keeps back her real feelings a bit....
The one most similar to the sort of characters RTD made would probably be Rory in that he’s a basically good person who just needed to be more confident. I don’t think Bill would fit either category, but she has a lot of presence with all her quirky questions & reactions & habits, and there was this mentor dynamic and the interesting premise with the tutoring etc and the particular way she stumbles into mysterious events...
I think Moffat approached it not as making “a pov character” but an interesting character, an interesting sub-story on its own that it would be interesting to have interact with the main plot.
The classics had both what you might describe as “regular people” and more high concept stories like ppl from space or with wacky backgrounds. It was never the rule that they must always be like this one specific type of character...
Also, what IS “ordinary”? What IS flawed? What is relatable or interesting to one person might be boring to another.
The problem with Chibnall is that he couldn’t be farther from the other two inthat he’s not much about characters at all and even when he actively tries to give them traits or lines or whatever they’re bland and indistinctive and really not memorable.
He has no idea that specificity, the sense of a personal story and inner consistency, as well as edges, are what make stories and characters appealing so he has no qualms doing a big retcon that really shaves a whole of that off from the main character making them at best and at the most optimistic, a completely different sort of character and at worst totally undermined.
This is my opinion on the matter, at least; As I said, personal taste plays into it somewhat.
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hey so uhhhh some like major triggers under the cut!!! im physically okay dw!! just like!!! having A Time
got dragged by the coworkers to go see m*dsommar (dont want it to appear in the tag), thought it would be okay bc it looked like cabin in the woods meets weird swedish cult and like i dont like supernatural horror bc demons are real and scary but like slasher flicks are okay, not my preferred movie, but ive been so depressed and need to get out and be social more, so i agreed to go
i am not okay holy fuck that was so incredibly triggering i almost threw up multiple times and im still dissociating and i cant breathe and i dont know why i just didn’t get up and leave but i was so afraid and didnt wanna seem stupid in front of the coworkers and one of them drove me there (i shoulda taken the bus home)
not only was there an EXTREMELY graphic murder-suicide in the first 10 min perpetuated by the main character’s ‘crazy bipolar’ sister, there were multiple flashbacks to it throughout the film, as well as several other on screen suicides related to the cult bit
really shitty ablesit tropes about psychotic breakdowns
SO MANY scenes where ppl do hallucinogenics and maybe that’s what drugs feel like but it was like watching dissociative episodes from the inside of my head over and over and over
fairly gorey, though that’s not actually that bad for me, i just peek through my fingers and it’s fine, i expected a certain degree of gore since it had murder cult in the woods vibes and i can handle it with only mild amounts of nausea
WEIRD GRAPHIC SEX RITUALS FOR LIKE 10 MINUTES i was near tears and it kept flipping between that and another scene so everytime i thought it was over it WASNT and i cant cover both my ears and my eyes and it was SO LOUD i could hear it with my ears plugged and it never ended and my brain was screaming at me to leave of go hide in the bathroom so i didnt have to see what essentially was p*rn but i couldn’t get up and i was so afraid and im not sure if it was fear of judgement or frozen in horror but i feel so guilty and dirty and my OCD and scruples are through the roof and this was after i already almost threw up bc of the on screen suicides and i feel so guilty and sinful and im so afraid bc like i /could/ have left, SHOULD have left and just taken the bus, but i didn’t and so doesnt that mean i /chose/ that and im just a dirty sinful person
i cant breathe and i feel so physically sick and my brain i just oh gosh im going to scrub my apartment til i pass out or i might just pop some benadryl to knock myself out bc i have work tmrw and i have to leave earlier than usual bc im at the further site
im just
this is all my fault i should have read the imdb page but i didn’t bc im a stupid sinful bitch and i just
i cant
i cant i cant icant icant icant
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