" I've missed him every day of my life. But I didn't realize it."
Oh ok. Ok. Ok. Im cool. Im chill about this. cool as a cucumber. <- in tears
twamie nation how are we feeling. Because im going insane.
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It's horrible, makes your eyes melt looking at it, and I can't draw- but I made some fanart when I was bored one time.
SHUT YOUR HERETIC MOUTH, LOOK AT THIS?!?! OH MY GOD IT'S SO PERFECT?!?!?! PLEASE???? I LOVE THEM YOU DID SO GOOD
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i still remember one of the softest and most gratifying moments in mdzs for me was when after the second siege, wwx is so tired he passes out and lz carries him to take a nap, and they both get some cuddles out of it. like, it's very soft and romantic by itself, but also, MAN.
he'd gone through so much both physical and mental turmoil with the stab wound, the accusations, the memory flashback, the blood pool corpses, etc. i was exhausted FOR him and when he finally got to take a little nap and receive some comfort from his favorite person in the world. well. maybe i cried a little
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title: teeth parasite <3
dear diary,
today, i randomly got that bpd feeling where you forget who you are and feel your surroundings fade away, like in a dream.
i know this happened because i was thinking about the song caraphernelia by ptv, but either way, i went to my bathroom and started flossing my teeth because we had beef tamales for dinner. my gums bleed a lot when i floss, it's not a surprise anymore, but whenever i saw the usual leak of red between my teeth this time, i felt the floss fall into one of those too high up spaces it shouldn't. it caught between my teeth, and i realized i'd have to pull pretty hard to get it out. and then i was convinced, this is a dream. i dream about losing my teeth all the time.
it was a dream, and in the dream, i was going to yank on the floss and all my teeth were going to get wiggly and fall out. then i saw something in the reflection of the mirror i was looking in: a shape on the wall.
it was you, darling. i found you. you were on the wall, watching me. you were in your usual form, one of those black grey and brown ones. you weren't moving either, just resting there on the wall.
you always seem to show up whenever i think about you.
get out of my fucking house. ill kill every single one if i have to, and i'm the sort of guy who slices strawberries then takes the part with the leaves on it outside for the animals instead of tossing them in the garbage.
it's getting cold out, and i know those college hoodies aren't keeping you warm. i know your joints hurt. i know your bones are rubbing against each other in pain, and while we're on the topic, did you ever get that dislocated rib put back in?
i know you're hiding in my house to feed off my warmth.
fucking parasite.
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thinking about itama’s description from the databook that says he was deeply adored by his older brothers so hard that i am going to throw up and fuckinh DIE
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Sorry hold on I need a moment the realization that I’m back in court just hit me and I’m gonna start crying
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Hello I'm going to see sleep token at Red Rocks i apologize to everyone for how annoying i will be when I hear TMBTE live
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when- when i want to draw, but i also wanna write
I just wanna be creative :<
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soooooo fucking mad i wont be able to order the obey me artboons wWAAAAAAHHHHHH
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