#You all sound insane. like genuinely.

[buckttommy]

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#“I'm loyal to Buddie” #Do you not hear how detached from reality some of you sound when you say this? #None of this is real. You live so much of your life online that you think these are real problems and real stances to have #Your life is a Black Mirror episode #You can't be “loyal” to Buddie because it is not real. It is a made up ship about two characters who are also not real #You all sound insane. like genuinely. #Fucking Christ. #Really legitimately worried about the state of some of your minds to think that any of this actually matters to the degree that you think #it matters. I love BuckTommy. I love Buddie. I love both at the same time. But when I turn my phone off? They disappear. #Close my computer? Poof. It's gone. Turn my TV off? As if it never existed. #I do not pledge my fidelity to make-believe #Jesus fuck. You guys...

[kendallroygf]

btw this is probably one of the most insane and telling scenes in regards to stewy nd kendall. like the stewy-marcia interaction first off. the way it’s so clearly paralleling kenstewy with logan and marcia. stewy and marcia literally watch their respective persons in silence. also important to note that stewy was one of the first ppl to greet logan when he arrived probably bc he knew that one of the first things logan was going to do was approach kendall and he wanted to get in there first to gauge the situation + logan. but stewy’s concern for kendall in regards to what could happen when he’s in close proximity to logan is so clear and almost synonymous with marcia’s own concern/love for logan at this point. like it seems intentional that they were shown to be like. logan and kendall’s respective partners here

#kenstewy #succession #stewy hosseini #stewy/marcia interaction just in general is insane. like she greeted him with such warmth. you can tell she genuinely fucking likes him. #like that’s soooooo . us brown ppl always win btw ! #but also it’s like. the loganmarcia kenstewy parallels you could make… #marcia was the only one to completely understand and unequivocally love logan while knowing exactly who he was and what’s he done. and she #supported him stuck by him etc until he betrayed her #like he grew careless of her and took her for granted. and does that sound familiar? like that happened to my guys kendall and stewy. insane #ALSO throughout this scene you see stewy greet logan and marcia -> watch kendall talk to logan -> see him walking kind of fast in some #direction until caroline approaches him (and even then he doesn’t chat for long at all) -> then finally he finds kendall and sits down to #talk to him. like throughout this whole scene he’s just following kendall around😵‍💫 like it’s literally a party and he’s like. running after #kendall the whole time. and when he sits down he’s like. hey heard you talked to your dad lol. like he wasn’t 8 feet away watching kendall #intently stood next to marcia while it was happening. like that’s super insane #kind of unrelated but not really but stewy has the worst case of anxiety i’ve ever seen like he’s sooo anxious. he’s mentally ill fr and #i love him with all my heart #stewy #kennystewy #p

[capn-twitchery]

i had a dream last night that i reached building the railway and the start of it was mr fires inviting the PC to a masquerade ball via a very flirtatious letter. i was posting i was excited for it, i sent asks like "damn i get why you like mr fires now" and everyone was laughing like "just wait"

but the ball was a coverup bc while fires is dancing with you he was talking railway strategy the entire time. you spend so much money on your outfit and he just shows up in the same robe. it was a trend to draw your character super dolled up next to 0 effort mr fires

for some reason not going to the ball was devastating to me and i decided i had a vendetta against mr fires. i woke up genuinely convinced it was real

#fredspeaks #insane dream. why does my brain just dream up mundane almost normal things instead of cool things #i hate that anytime you say you dream sometging it sounds super fake but i just spent like 5 minutes half asleep #genuinely convinced this all happened #also take a wild guess who i sent the ask to in the dream (yes it was prophet)

[suncaptor]

nothing will make you sympathise with conspiracy theorist ideology more than having a seemingly rare reaction to a vaccine lmao.

#reading articles that try to falsify genuine incorrect information about the covid vaccines from 2021 is making me feel insane #'there's no way the covid vaccine can trigger an autoimmune disorder' uhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH #factually extremely wrong! #they're soooo condescening too like why on EARTH do you think people who are genuinely sick or scared would believe you. #they'll be like there's no scientific evidence that anyone can be harmed by the covid vaccine <3 blatantly untrue. #I know that part of this is retrospect like obviously since more studies have come out and all #but it's infurirating bc they're from the time *I* was having those symptoms *and* telling doctors about it *and* being told the connection #to my other severe symptoms from the covid vaccine were Utterly Impossible (since proven false) and that if the symptoms WERE related #it meant i had a life threatening illness at worst and had a high chance of losing my vision at best #likeeeeeeeee #doctors still DO NOT know what the fuck they're doing do NOT trust anyone who gives ANY 100% answers #i don't know why i'm doing this i just said to stop obsessing but i'm just reading pages and articles on countering misinformation to make #sure i don't -- i want to know the conspiracy theories to recognise them immediately right #and then people are just saying bullshit to defend themselves #i mean most of the anti covid vacc people were also far right so i don't have too much sympathy for their vaccine ideology #but like. fucking hell what a way to push people into conspiracies. #you CAN'T counter misinformation by SPREADING MORE MISINFORMATION #just because it SOUNDS BETTER and MORE REASSURING to say there's not chance of harm doesn't mean you should #there's A LOW chance of harm THAT IS MUCH MUCH less high than the impacts of covid #god I'm pissed off. 2021 i was so fucking terrified of spreading this shit just by talking about my lived experiences. #to say i was not taking the pandemic seriously OR anti vax is so blatantly ridiculous considering who I am as a person but that doesn't mea #that the covid vaccine specifically didn't make me ill :////// #delete

[shatterstar]

marvel.com slash contact

#hello I am some weird guy I want to tell you about my beautiful daydream world so you can put it on your tv show #this is genuinely probably how I would phrase it #I'd get a little freaky with it and pull like horror visuals from the inferno episode and mix that with the cyberpunk #I think longshot era mojoworld had rules and a lot of structure and everything was very tightly controlled by mojo #if longshot is not very far out from the. moment when mojo & the spineless ones became crazy (when arize transmitted the #TV broadcasts from earth) #then mojoworld hasn't really seen much evolution in the way the world works by the time we meet longshot #I think the physics are different there and 'magic' exists (really just magic to us because it's different physical laws) #and the universe is kinda duct taped together with magic and Spiral's will or whatever and outside the universe is the wildways #which are all cosmic horror whatever #and over time that starts to bleed in. you know. by the time 'star comes around #I just want. time horror. infinite chaos horror. probability horror. and of course The Doppelgänger #I also just want someone to animate his hair soooooooo badly please please please I saw it in my dreams. literally #Do I sound insane be honest

[kkujo]

something i don't see people talking about is the way hyperfixations come in like stages and cycles like it's not just "i'm obsessed with this thing" it's like. euphoria from finding something new and it brings you so much joy and then as that initial dopamine rush wears off you start to get more and more down and feel isolated as you start to realise that no one else cares about it as much as you do and you feel silly for being so into it and the thoughts become repetitive and boring so you get more and more depressed and lonely and then you inevitably lose the hyperfix which leaves you drifting feeling miserable and hopeless until you start the cycle again. idk if i explained this well or if other people will understand but it brings genuine phases of euphoria and straight up depression and this is why i get annoyed when neurotypicals use words like hyperfixation to describe like, an interest. bc it's not. just an interest it becomes who you are and when you lose it it's like losing yourself and you spend so much energy thinking about it that it interrupts your daily life and it's so fucking draining 👍

#like if i see one more nt being like hyperfixation this hyperfixation that SHUT UP!! YOU HAVE AN INTEREST #talk to me when you stay up until 6am every night bc you can't fucking sleep bc ur thinking about it. #talk to me when you can't process emotions in a normal healthy way because you can only relate it back to your hyperfix #paired w madd especially it's IMPOSSIBLE to be normal about shit i swear 2 god because the second i'm upset or lonely it's straight back to #immersing myself in another world and being someone else and not facing my emotions instead letting 'someone else' deal with them #not just negative emotions yk it's anything it's fully immersive to the point i end up not knowing exactly who i am myself bc i'm rarely #myself in my head yk #and it's so isolating #and this is why i get mad when people use these terms lightly bc they don't fucking get it #oh you're hyperfixated? oh you're delusional? you're delulu? watch this #< guy who has delusions that all of his friends secretly hate him bc he's too insane abt xyz media and who feels alone bc no one else is as #into it even though it wouldn't be reasonable to expect them to be #like i'm constantly questioning whether all my friends are secretly against me & finding me annoying anytime i talk about it but it's fine #it's so fucking isolating #i'm not losing my hyperfix yet thank god but i am in the stage of like realisation where the initial euphoria has worn off and i'm like #fuck no one else gets it. no one else is thinking about it like i am. and it's so lonely #< like not to sound like 'i'm 14 and no one gets me' or i'm not like other girls or whatever 😭 #it's not me being dramatic i genuinely. know that no one else is spending every waking moment thinking about the things i am the way i do #and it's so incredibly depressing i can't even explain it in a way that will make sense #because i want to talk about it so fucking bad and i can't. even to my friends and gf who always listen i end up feeling annoying #and then i get genuinely delusional not like tiktok girl voice delulu like i genuinely start questioning my entire reality #just if i talk about something a little too much #bc i'm convinced i'm fucking annoying and no one gets it and they're thinking bad things about me #but i know they wouldn't. but it feels like they are #idk #anyways !

[vendettasfanfictioning]

fucking LOVE happy queer revelations. you mean to tell me this character goes through the whole "oh i like women. i like men. I don't think I'm as straight or as cisgender as I thought I was" arc WITHOUT ANGST???? they get to ask their already-out friends and colleagues and even love interest????? they get to develop a healthy identity uninterrupted by the heavy burden of societal prejudices and just explore for the sake of experiencing different things?????

amazing.

#bonus points if the text doesn't involve alcohol or drugs or some other unhealthy thing #like genuinely unhealthy #it may sound like plain salted chips to you but to me it's a delicacy it's an art form it's fucking liberating and cathartic and GOOD #im so fucking sorry to everyone but this is about a human castiel fic lmao #buT HAPPY QUEER REVELATIONS!!!!! MY BELOVED #i need this trope to be more popular istg im going insane #internalized homophobia + dealing and unpacking all that is so fucking neat don't get me wrong #BUT HAPPINESS!!!! y'all should try it sometimes😭💀 #supernatural #castiel #fanfic #destiel

[roobylavender]

although i have a lot of hard feelings about romance novels and often come out of them 9/10 times with hatred and embarrassment laced into my heart i do think most people can agree that romance novels at large have developed in response to the control over people's sexual lives and how that's subsequently led to a desperate desire from the sexually repressed to be equal participants in a sexual environment. it's not so much that women want to be in relationships with dominant men to whom they play housewife or baby incubator or worse. it's that women want to be in relationships at all. and because the standard for relationships at large is the nuclear family, this is what subsequently shows up in your literature. why do you think religious women in particular are such a huge audience for romance novels despite the often conservative environment they grow up in? it's bc the consumption of romance novels does not exist in spite of that conservatism but bc of it. to be gatekept from any expression of sexual desire until you marry or until you fornicate for the purposes of having a child is to breed in young women a desire for what we would now no longer consider practices entailing any self-respect. you're kept in an ideological cage all of your life, naturally you reach for what's immediately out of reach rather than consider that there could be more out there that is available to you. it sucks! it's sad, it's horrific, it makes me wanna cry. but i can also never quite blame women for it bc they're not the ones who've created this environment of sexual conservatism (ie the real puritan culture, the one that hypersexualizes virgins by obsessively protecting their chastity prior to marriage bc said chastity can only ever belong to one man). man has. religion has. patriarchy has. why would i focus my hatred on women who are merely coping with the status quo rather than the systems in place that we actually have to change to allow for more sexual freedom and agency?

#to be deleted #like to tell you the truth. do i consider myself to be more self aware than most romance novel readers. yeah #but i'm twenty six. i grew up in a household where dating and sex were completely forbidden and i still live in it #and at all times i feel like i am constantly yoyoing between 'do i want to get married just so i can experience what sex is like' #and 'sex sounds horrid and controlling and disgusting and i would rather die a virgin' #sometimes i feel insanely deprived of an outlet and yet i don't ever pursue one bc the associated psychological guilt is unbearable #and then on top of it i'm a born hater so whatever high i presumably /could/ get from romance novels i simply. don't #but that's not the case for every woman. not every woman is born a hater nor has the mental fortitude for that #some of them want to cope. and idk i feel so bad like it makes me feel actively. depressed that this is what they have to turn to #bc they genuinely don't understand that there's more. that what's being held away from them like a reward #isn't actually a reward. it's bare minimum. it's exactly what religion and patriarchy want them to do #and unfortunately i am nonetheless party to it! i am convinced i could never kiss or have sex with a woman even though i vaguely want to #bc the religious guilt is supreme. it rules my brain despite not ruling it in so many other areas

[nobodybetterlookatme]

Okay I'm not saying that this semester's students suck ass bc I'm not there to teach them, but isn't it just such a coincidence that the vast majority are failing so miserably and they don't have someone who will tutor them outside of class and go over notes and skills with them, while the previous semesters did have that and the majority passed? Super interesting stuff. Too bad we'll never know if things could've been different if they had just fucking paid me :)

#can you tell I'm peeved lmao #i went to one of the classes today just so i can keep it on my resume #and holy fuck #weeks into the semester and they should have the basics down #they do not #absolutely floundering #granted I'm sure I'm not actually the reason lmao #like yeah i helped a shit ton of students outside class too #but they probably could've passed without me #these new ones tho are awful #no drive no nothing just looking for others to blame for their own failures #i didn't even stay the whole time like i was planning #bc i found out that they hired four other fucking people for the program #who all have less experience than me #and have been with the program for a way shorter time than i have #who don't do half the extra shit i do #and don't get me wrong this isn't a slight at them they're all fully qualified #but why the fuck not hire me #like i genuinely am so pissed #have to email my supervisor but I'm too upset to make it sound civil #like fucking fine if you don't wanna pay me you never get to see me again #I'm not working ten hour days plus extra outside of class for nothing anymore that's insane #I'll keeping being a private tutor for the students but I'm not doing a single thing for the program without pay #i mean holy shit hiring at least four other people and not saying shit to me?? #like fine that's fine fuck you you're getting an email ultimatum good luck finding someone else willing to do all that for free #i cried about it for like an hour and now I'm just mad lmao having a super normal one rn #anyway #not snz

[perilegs]

i pass pretty much all the time but hm. ive heard interesting stuff from drunk ppl i know who dont know im trans

#''haha when my bf was talking about you and i asked to see a picture he showed me one and i was like... is that right? bc i thought that was #a girl in that pic. i mean only bc i didnt expect him to have any girlypop friends haha'' #yeah i mean that is an average thing to say and not mean or anything but it hits a bit different when im trans #i mean the person saying that didnt know and if they did they would have never said anything like that #but it's still a bit. hmmm. #also the topic of my looks came up and it's funny how everyone thinks i'm cute #i wish i could b masc hot but im fine with being cute. not everyone can look good the same way #but like it's so common for the only compliment transmascs get being ''cute'' for various reasons but i think in my case it's just my #wavy hair and slight babyface and round features #which yeah ok whatever i'm still young - ive got plenty of time to start looking less like a boy and more like a man #as in even if i was a cis guy id look pretty much like this #though! im only 2 years on t so i cant wait what the future holds for how i'll look :3c #well almost 2 and a hlaf but yknow #also i have a slight. can i say this. ''tranny voice'' which. slay. but i was told i ''sound like a femboy'' which #once again super funny that ppl say that stuff bc they genuinely cant tell im trans #the only reason i pass is bc i get read as [justin mcelroy voice] kinda faggy #oh that guy over there with wide hips and feminine manners and voice and small feet and hands [compared to cis men] with an apparently cute #face who doesnt seem to know anything about stereotypical guy stuff? thats a cis man #and i love that #but also one of these ppl is not cis #if you saw me irl you'd know im insanely easy to clock for trans people #but yeah whatever im just amused by all this it's kind of fun having ppl not know im trans #but also i have a new friend who doesnt know and i think i should let him know at some point if it comes up bc idk man. it feels like im #living a secret life or something. like obviously no one has the right to know im trans but. i can make the choice of wanting someone toknow #but also hes my only guy friend who lives in this city. well technically not the only one i have another friend but we never hang out irl. #anyways i dont want to ruin our broship #i dont think itd get ruined and if it did itd just mean whatever but im still scared #agh idk #leevi talks

[starblaster]

it is really fucking insane that someone compared my stance against cops being defined as 'laborers' to the swerf argument that sex work isn't labor, on my own post, considering the fact that i am literally a sexworker. like, do any of you actually hear yourselves? what labor are cops providing? militarized violence against black people? is that labor to you? do you really think that's comparable to manufacturing work? to teaching? to plumbers and electricians? to sex work? to anyone in the working class? are you fucking kidding me? are you for real? are you seriously for fucking real?! police unions are not labor unions. they're police unions; that's what i said. this is not a fucking "no true scotsman" or "shifting goalpost" argument, and if you're accusing that stance of being those things, you do not understand what "labor" means! you don't!

#infuriating #seriously genuinely fucking insane #i've been blocking every idiot making additions to my post #it is so clear to me that none of you have ever actually been laborers in your entire fucking lives #all of you shitbrained idiots bickering in the notes #you people sound like little annoying jordan fucking petersons arguing with each other #shut up! shut up shut up shut up! and also die!

[fabulouslygaybean]

i fucking love ii. oh my god. im sorry but he's genuinely so fucking cool and im losing it

#im just totally in awe of his skill #the dude's fucking amazing #got sucked down a rabbit hole of watching his drum cams and i genuinely cannot sit still now bc im fucking hyped up #watching him play makes me wanna yell and run around like a madman. his energy is completely fucking infectious #he makes it look so easy but he's playing all this complex shit so perfectly and so cleanly and it's insane #cleanly? is that a word?? i don't think it is but whatever. you get my point. his sound is clean as hell. #i know im like the thousandth person to say this but he really does play like he's conducting an orchestra #his movements always look so calculated and controlled and precise and it's so damn fascinating to watch #i admire him so much. fuck. i can only dream of ever having that kind of skill

[longhands]

I know this is silly but like. There’s something about Trigun. Vash is just so… trans. Seeing him actively rebel against what everyone makes him out to be is. Something. He feels so real to me. “When did we become so different?” is something I think about a lot in my own life.

I guess the finale of stampede just gives me this rush I can’t stop thinking about. I felt seen. The person he should be able to trust, be able to talk to, be able to relate to, sees him as misguided. Foolish. More importantly though, Vash is an object instead of a person in that to them, and he says “fuck that” all while holding empathy for them. It’s ugly and sad and self destructive and so real.

Anyway, what i’m saying is if he can do it. Maybe, maybe I can start being brave about my gender. I’m sick of stuffing myself back in the closet for family that thinks I’m a Poor Little Girl. I’m 21. I have been out to my parents for 7 years. I’m going to say what I need to say and I’m gonna start defending myself.

#here’s to scraping together funds for T lol. #in all seriousness he’s fucking. GOD LOOK AT HIM HE’S TRANS #there’s enough canon basis for it that I like. genuinely feel represented. i’m insane about him #nobody is doing it like his queer ass. nobody. #we’re not even breaking into the aroace reading here like. he’s so much you guys #if you’re reading these tags i am BEGGING please give trigun a shot it’s life changing #(do i think vash is Normal Human Variety trans? probably not. however i looked/sounded like kid vash and nobody can take that from me.) #(HE’S SO WEIRD LITTLE GIRL TO DEMIBOY PIPELINE) #longhands rant

[bogos-bint3d]

Oooooooo you wanna find me great incredible Undyne centric content that I haven't seen before and will be consumed by ooooooooooo

#i say this because you genuinely cannot understand just how insane over her i am that i have legitimately seen almost all the interesting- #-content about her #i am not fucking kidding #if its on like the first 3 pages of anywhere ive searched for her ever. i have seen it. tumblr youtube ao3 google i HAVE SEEN!!!!!!! #ok well not as much with ao3. simply because im always searching for something specific on there. so like. there probably will be some- #-really good things on there i havent seen yet #but still. i have very high standards if there is anything I don't like ill spontaneously combust #and im legitimately like 94% i know literally every single thing about her mentioned in the game. so you wont be able to surprise me with- #-anything there either. but also you never really know so #i mean yeah just feel free to talk to me about her at any time. I wont be able to start the conversation. because like i just cant #but if you mention something interesting enough in the first sentence ill probably be able to keep the conversation going for a good while #sorry i probably sound really rude and snobbish rn cause im all like ''ugh i already know everything im so smart'“ #''whatever show me will be beneath me'' BUT I SWEAR THAT IS NOT HOW IM TRYING TO COME OFF #IM REALLY REALLY SORRY I JUST GENUINELY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET ACROSS HOW I N E E D IT TO BE SOMETHING NEW AND SOMETHING THAT ILL REALLY- #REALLY WANT TO SEE #IM SO SO SORRY I HATE THAT I SOUND SO RUDE HERE I JUST. like guys i just really want to see something new‚ something thatll make me happy. #sigh #okokok. #all good guys #uhm. yeah. maybe if you find something maybe tell me but also idk because what if i already know about it then dont know what to say. i just #i j . i dont even know man #ok im done #undyne

[evansbby]

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#not to sound annoying but I literally can’t believe the response this fic has got #like it’s honestly insane to me #i can’t wrap my head around it #how did it get 900+ notes in the first 24 hours??? that’s insane!!! #you guys are insane!!! #and the responses and feedback and messages????? #i really thought y’all had forgotten about this fic and few cared 😭😭 #also I genuinely thought y’all wouldn’t like this part #I’m sure some people don’t #bc I didn’t like it when I was writing it #well I didn’t like parts of it #dhsjsjsjak #but it’s truly crazy #so many people said they cried???? #BAUXHSMXMAKS wow #guys thank you so much I never thought smth I wrote would get so much love #I’m so taken aback and have been all day #I’ve read every single reblog comment message tag everything #ooofffff I love you guys thank you

[kkujo]

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#seeing weird t //rf takes abt surrogacy is so. 😨 'you can't pay to use a woman's body!!!!' ok first of all that is. Not how it works. #like. obviously in some situations people choose to be a surrogate as a last resort which is absolutely not good #but i really really really hate this black and white mentality these people get where if it's bad sometimes it's labelled Bad #some ppl genuinely choose to be surrogates bc they enjoy the process of pregnancy & helping people achieve their dream of starting a family #'surrogacy should be illegal' do you realise how fucking insane you sound? #forcing women into surrogacy should be illegal sure. but can we like. focus on making a society where women don't feel forced into that. #rather than ruling it out and labelling it bad overall when it's so much more nuanced than that??? it's really really weird? #if a woman knows the risks of pregnancy but genuinely wants to experience it to allow someone else to have a child?? #that's? their choice? #the least f*minist thing you can possibly do is say hey actually it shouldn't be allowed for women to do that w their body #like you do realise that sounds fucking crazy right #and then the whole 'they only 'enjoy' it bc they've been conditioned to think that blah blah blah GOD do you HEAR YOURSELF... #why are you acting like all women are immature children incapable of making informed decisions. #in the name of f*minism too like you must realise how patronising it is. #'she THINKS she wants it but no one wants that!!!' or maybe you just don't understand that different ppl feel differently abt stuff. #if YOU don't want to be a surrogate then don't 😭 it's no one's place to tell anyone what they want. #and for those with fertility issues etc etc who can't have their own children biologically it's such an immense kindness & blessing #to have someone willing to carry a child for you. like it's really incredible that people choose to do that #and undermining it by acting like they've been groomed into it by the patriarchy...... hello. #anyway rant over it's just such a weird take and not what i expected to see today #'just adopt' yes adoption is super important and there are so many kids who need homes but. it's also an extremely lengthy process #and rlly difficult sometimes too #& if a couple wants their own biological child that's their choice yk as long as everyone involved is ok w it ur opinion does not matter😭