#actually put in the goddamn work

[gay-otlc]

Stop using gendered language to talk about periods right the fuck now

#before you say something along the lines of 'men have no idea what periods are like' consider: shutting the fuck up #especially if you call yourself pro trans! #actually put in the goddamn work #anyway. i'm pissed

[audliminal]

I think the crux of what makes the rat grinders so damn rage-inducing is just. How fucking entitled their whole stance is. Like sure they've put in a lot of time! And frankly, if they were just trying to graduate, put in the work, and get out with average fucking grades that would be fine.

But instead the first thing we know about them is that they feel the treatment some people (the bad kids) get is unfair. And like. That's what makes it so frustrating when the revelation comes of what they've been doing for the last two years. Because in those two years they have risked nothing and helped no one. Killing rats in a trainee forest doesn't change anything. The rats are just there. They're not a threat to anyone, there isn't any danger. Nobody needs to be doing that.

Meanwhile, the bad kids have quite literally saved the world three fucking times. The number of people who have directly benefitted from the actions of the bad kids is astronomical! And they have risked so goddamn much in the process. They have repeatedly put everything they have and are on the line, with the only beneficial reward they've gotten being their grades. Hell, mostly their success has just resulted in them being burdened with more work!

So when these fucking rat grinders show up and start complaining that the bad kids are getting favored unreasonably, they and we all know how absolutely bullshit it is, because the reality is, the bad kids have put in so much more work than the rat grinders have, for barely any reward.

#dimension 20 #fantasy high junior year #also was anyone else kinda mad at the way gorthalax talked about three hours every day like it was an amazing amount of effort? #like im not doing that math right now but id wager if you actually looked at it the hours the bad kids habe put in are much fucking higher #like there was obviously more downtime in freshman year but for basically all of sophomore year they were always on-the-clock #even working in their fucking sleep like goddamn

[running-on-a-broken-record]

MadPat with Reader getting yelled at in the Pizzeria

Totally not based off my experiences with working at a pizzeria

Mad loves having you work with him. Even if it’s only part-time, every time you're at the pizzeria, he's in a noticeably better mood, and the other employees are grateful.

He sometimes just lingers around the area where you're stationed so he can watch you work.

He's in the kitchens, observing one of the new employees to make sure they're not messing up. It's his absolute least favorite part of owning the pizzeria, and he's definitely not pleased. All he wants is to go home and just spend time with you.

It's actually kind of surprising that he hears the commotion coming from the dining part of the pizzeria, because the kitchen is loud, but he does, and his attention is drawn to it.

He's mostly expecting it to be some child being scolded by its mother- god he hates those creatures- or some employee that dropped a pizza by accident.

But... he finds you, basically surrounded by three teenage boys.

They're yelling, and you're clearly not sure what to do, because your eyes dart between them and you're definitely scared.

"How hard is it to make a fucking pizza?" One of the kids, the one with the bad hair, yells directly at you.

He pulls you away from them quickly, now enraged that they would dare speak to you like that. It hurts him how you panic a little more at the feeling of being pulled away, but he hides you behind him, out of sight. You cling to him desperately.

"Is there a problem?" Mad says through gritted teeth, fighting each and every one of his demons to not murder the kids right there and then.

"We ordered a pizza ten minutes ago, where is it? It can't be that hard to make!"

"Did my employee warn you there would be a wait?"

"No!"

His eyes narrow. He's seen you work. You always let customers know about the wait for their food. So not only are these idiotic kids yelling at his best employee- his lover- but they've been ignoring you too. It's starting to look exponentially worse for them.

He wants to kick them out. The way you squeeze him a little tighter after the boy yells again only fuels that.

"Are we going to get our pizza or not?" Another one of the three teenagers says, frustrated for no reason at all, really.

He thinks for a second. "No. Get out."

"What?!" The teenagers all shout.

"You're banned from my pizzeria. Get. Out."

The boy with the bad hair scoffs. "Fine. Come on, guys."

The three boys and a fourth teen, a girl, leave. The girl, without the boys noticing, mouths an I'm sorry, and he nods slightly, turning to you to make sure you saw it too.

"Are you okay?" He asks as soon as they're gone, holding your shoulders.

You shaking from the encounter makes him furious, and once again he debates adding to the list of missing children in the pizzeria.

He doesn't even care when your shift ends, he's the owner of the place and he can do what he wants. He tells you to grab your stuff and clocks you out and takes you home.

He's literally so soft for the rest of the day, because seeing you being yelled at made him so angry and protective that he just wants to make sure you're okay :)

If you want to go back to work later that day, he'll probably let you, but he will keep a closer eye on you.

#I have never gone this feral for a post goddamn #I actually headcanon that Mad doesn't visit his pizzeria unless he absolutely has to #and that he prefers to stick to the paperwork side of things #but visiting is inevitable #anyway for the sake of this fanfiction we will pretend he works there frequently #i wrote this instead of sleeping #tw swearing #tw yelling #I feel bad putting a whole other story in the tags but I feel the need to mention all of my thoughts #“the kid with the bad hair” genuinely had the worst/weirdest hair I've ever seen in my life #tw mentions of murder #I want me a man who would murder annoying teenagers for me :( #madpat #game theory #fnaf the musical #matpat #matpat x reader

[twistedappletree]

AINT NO FUCKING WAY

#new girl working for my client asked me for money?? #TWICE #then when i didn’t answer she had the nerve to drive to my clients house unannounced #and DEMAND my client to give her money???? #she literally just got paid saturday #like she was actually in my client’s house screaming ‘i need money NOW’ #what in the FUCK #WHY IS NOBODY EVER JUST FUCKING NORMAL HOLY SHIT #ALSO #how is it my clients fault that you already spent all your fucking money??? #how is it MY fault either???? #what in the goddamn fuck dude like i’m actually #flabbergasted #and that is NOT okay with me at all #coming into my clients house and treating her that way???? #i actually don’t think it’s safe to keep her after this #my client lets her use her credit card and she knows where the cash is kept in her house #like after that i would not put it past this bitch to try and steal #broooo i’m so fucking on edge over this #why are so many people so goddamn manipulative and dishonest and straight up TRASH #i’m so mad i’m so fucking m a d #apple babble 🍎 #non fandom

[magentagalaxies]

vent incoming:

got my grades back for my courses last semester and most of it was to be expected, mostly A's, maybe an A-, etc. but i honestly can't get over the fact that my independent study (the buddy cole documentary) was for some reason given a B. like sure getting a B isn't bad per se, I usually get at least one B every semester and i honestly don't really care about what my exact gpa is as long as i can graduate, but come on. this school put me through months of psychological torment over this project and didn't even have the nerve to give me a B+??? i'm still coping with the self-doubt they forced on me and this bullshit is not helping!!

#honestly it's kind of hilarious ngl. especially bc i also got my documentary work counted as an independent study the previous semester #and the previous semester even tho i barely worked on the doc itself #(mostly just planning and putting together the crowdfunding which was still a lot of work but like compare it to the past few months) #they were willing to give me an A (my school doesn't do A+ so this is the highest mark possible) #vs this semester. like i'll admit my final assignment was late and could have been more polished #but i was literally on tour in documentary-mode 24/7 for several weeks. i filmed an entire comedy special! i put together a live interview! #not to mention having to fucking negotiate with my own college censoring the footage they'd promised me of an event i put together #and play nice with a professor who literally outed me on twitter in an attempt to cancel one of my best friends #at this point the ''B'' feels more like a petty grudge than anything else #like ok we can't get away with *actually* fucking over jessamine's grades bc clearly ze did do the work. but let's just give zir a B #like i will admit the audio quality in my final isn't great. and i could have used more polished footage in some sections #but counterpoint: 100+ students were arrested at a protest while i was editing and i was having a mental breakdown #the fact that i finished *anything* is goddamn impressive especially after they essentially conditioned me to hate myself any time i was #working on a project i loved!!! #due to the aforementioned student arrests my college did put out an option where we could change any letter grade this semester to pass/fai #so anything passing wouldn't impact our gpa if we didn't want it to. so i could just change the B to a ''pass'' #but really what's the point. ''B'' is still a good grade and my GPA is fine (3.65 on a 4.0 grading scale. 2.0 is required to graduate) #it just sucks that after what i went through last semester i feel like nobody takes it seriously #i was reminiscing earlier about how it's honestly kind of funny how after that professor outed me on twitter #i was at the hotel with scott like an hour later sobbing and having an existential crisis about my relationship to gender #and scott was so supportive but also awkwardly being like #''i know i should offer the crying child a tissue but where the fuck are the tissues in this room what do i do'' #and he just handed me a full-on towel instead like oh my god he was trying his best but also so clearly out of his depth #but of course i then had to remember how when i told that story to a different professor to be like ''this is how much scott cares about me #this guy called me fucking UNPROFESSIONAL for crying in front of the subject of my documentary????????? #like yeah maybe so but how DARE you call me unprofessional when a different professor tweeted my full name and gender without my consent #in an attempt to fucking cancel one of my friends for ''misgendering'' me for using pronouns i'm fine with him using!!! #i don't think i'm ever going to be able to forgive my college and i don't know how i'll be able to get through one more semester #that experience genuinely changed things about my psychology that i'm not proud of and i need to work through #so if i have to miss a goddamn kids in the hall event because i have class this november i am going to set something on fire

[aperfecta-rt]

Underswap Sans and Papyrus as Pokemon! I rembered I could draw and therefore drew

croagunk has "lazy stretch" vibes and sans is small n cute but packs a punch- and he's shiny so the colors can match :]

#underswap #pokemon #underswap sans #underswap papyrus #stufful #bewear #croagunk #toxicroak #idk if toxicroak can actually withdraw the hand spikes #but THIS ONE CAN #papyrus doesn't wanna accidentally stab somebody #and sans stufful/bewear is extra fuzzy bc #well its bc i say so n its cute lol #papyrus was the bigger one for so so long #until sans finally evolved to be almost 7 goddamn feet tall #but papyrus was ready to be the one carried and not the one doing the carrying #so it worked out #bandana dont fit around his neck no more #so he puts it on his arm or his tail

[jen-with-a-pen]

ATTENTION TO NEW FOLLOWERS AND EVERYONE IN GENERAL:

Please, for the love of God and all other holy deities, PLEASE HAVE YOUR AGE IN YOUR BIO.

It can be ANY ONE OF THE FOLLOWING OPTIONS:

Classic: 18

Spelled out: eighteen

Spelled out in a different language: dieciocho

Cursive: 𝓔𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓽𝓮𝓮𝓷

Morse Code: .---- ---..

Roman Fucking Numerals: XVIII

Just please... I'm on my knees here. My mutuals, friends, and fellow authors are in our knees here. Begging. Pleading. Please read our bios and abouts that clearly indicate we are 18+ blogs.

I personally don't want to block obviously active blogs. I don't. I want you to enjoy my blog and my works just as much as the next writer and blogger. But I have clearly indicated in my bio that my blog is an 18+ space.

I do not write a lot of 18+ content personally, but I do reblog the majority of my mutuals work who DO write 18+ content. And I reblog general adult content. Because I am, we are, adults. We want to make sure our spaces are just as curated as yours.

I don't think we're asking for much here. Just PLEASEEEEEEE have the common sense and decency. Help us help you help others.

#i will start tagging active followers in this post who do not have their ages in their bio #ive been messaging new followers politely asking to not only put their age in their bio but to actually look like a person and not a bot #but if you are reading my works that ALL CLEARLY HAVE PSAs ON THEM #and if you are following me and GOING THROUGH AND INTERACTING WTIH MY POSTS #then you have SEEN MY BIO #my bio that says this space is 18+ #fr i do not like blocking obviously active blogs but goddamn people

[blackvahana]

ohhhhh Sleep is definitely one of these trees isn't it.... its absolutely a waking (as in IT is waking up in me) aspect

#i. have. ugh. ive been weiiiirrrdddllly side-eying Hypnos since I discovered he existed (not getting into why. he reminds me of hermes. #he reminds me of lull. thats all im saying) but the point is because Divinity Of Sleep hits home in ways i havent been comfortable explorin #in myself so i was. looking outside me. i dont need outside stuff. godddddddd ok #ramblings // #creation: the forest // #aspect: sleep // #fuckkkkkk ive been having issues w sleep for so long now - and i only really recently started believing im not fucking insane and that #astral stuff does actually happen - that i completely forgot in the beginning of working w spirits post-twins i fucking #was helping people getting to sleep and Hermes fucking called me something to do with sleep and my energy was - goddamn it #i literally. naturally expand into comfortable bedding. my bedroom is like a shrine space to me not because of how its used by others #(though spirits were treating it like that BECAUSE of this aspect) but because my energy was inhabiting it like an extension of me. #i was the calm. i was the relaxing into sleep. i was sleep itself. i was that which lulled people into sleep and dreaming. oh my god of #COURSE this realisation/remembering happens after i craft a crystal for my twinflame that filters out nightmares and whatnot #because. that thing. isnt a spell jar put together with ingredients and wishes. i manufactured the goddamn journey into sleep #it rewrites the falling into sleep itself manually (or. i manually programmed it. left it to autonomously repeat that action) #it was a complete ''i know how falling asleep and dreaming work this is what causes nightmares this is what causes dreams'' and #grr grr grr ok

[lesbiansanemi]

You know. I thought that the more time that passed I would be less angry with the whole ex-roommate situation. The opposite is true. The more time passes the more unreasonable it all felt and I think about new facets of it that are enraging

#like did you know !!!! the boyfriend REFUSED to have any conversations with me or spend time with me before he moved in #he would not interact with me. he ignored the vast majority of my attempts at conversation #and then my roommate moved him in without asking…. #this dude wouldn’t even SPEAK to me #and there were several times plans were made for me to get to know him and hang out #and he cancelled last minute EVERY time #one of which was dinner while my gf was visiting and that really pissed me off #the excuse was that he was ‘too anxious’ and at the time I tried to be understanding #but you’re telling me this mf was ‘too anxious’ to have a fucking conversation with me #but was NOT too anxious to move into my apartment without asking throw out my shit and then demand I get rid of my cats? #are you fucking kidding me????? #and the fact that the ONLY two times he had genuine conversations with me #was when he and my roommate wanted me to put them on my Costco membership I get through work #and then when they were FUCKING DRUNK #SO drunk they barely remembered it the next morning #like what the actual fuck #this guy was such a goddamn douchebag #kaz rambles

[kuiinncedes]

me puttingon the filters "remote" and "data science major" on this job site from my university and just scrolling thru and applying to a ton that don't need cover letter without reading the qualifications/requirements 😀

#data science major is enough LMAO i'm slightly qualified at least right #if they get back to me i can read/reconsider LOL #bitch has to write a goddamn cover letter at some point tho lmfao #tmrw i'm getting together w my friend who also needs to apply for jobs i'll surely write a cover letter then right for shore #bro there's this unpaid internship that is like pretty fitting for me #but it's fucking unpaid which is so annoying lmfao #didn't realize it was unpaid until today (i saw it like yesterday lmao) #anyway looked at my email and reminded that i have to reply to an email abt a job i actualy have rn lmao 😭 #and just didn't do this semester #but i want/need to get back to it #but i've spent the last week rotting and doing absolutely nothing #idk where the motivation to do things is gonna come from LOL but we gotta do it #i gotta put work time like scheduled out in my gcal or smth to make myself actually do it :\ #and even then it probably won't rly happen lol #ig i spent the last while lying here clicking apply -> submit resume to all these jobs that don't need anything else LOL #so i'm not completely doing nothing 😀 #i also have done a bunch of club stuff 😀 for the club that i am no longer director for but ya know #i need to wash my hairrrrrrrrrr lmao ;-; #jeanne talks

[dredshirtroberts]

it is not slacking off to write or create it is not slacking off to do things that are fun i am not slacking off or procrastinating right now i'm allowed to do things i enjoy doing for fun including playing games and writing and such

#if i say it enough i will remember it's true #can you guess which aspect of capitalism i'm struggling with today? #it does not help my bones are somehow WORSE than yesterday even after all of the rest i took so that's Super Fun:tm: #so i've got that on in the back of my head #ugh #i... am putting off calling my grandma - i meant to do it last week but i got too in my head about it #and uno reversed myself into forgetting to do it at all until the Worst Times Possible #(generally around Normal Fuckin Meal Times) #i want to call to wish her a belated mother's day and check in re: grandpa but also... #also i don't want to have to do a phone call i don't want to talk to them about anything at all #they stress me out to talk to and it makes me super uncomfortable to be on the phone in general let alone with a Heavy Topic over our heads #like.... i'm comfortable with where i'm at acceptance-wise with Grandpa's whole situation #and i know i am late for a better relationship with the pair of them in general #like i'm not going to repair a relationship that wasn't built to collapse down to this point this is as far as it got built up to #i'm not building more relationship between me and someone who i know is passing soon when they didn't take the opportunity either #like they had just as much chance as me to improve our relationship after i became an adult and they chose to use my mother as #an intermediary which has stunted their connection to me and that's not my fault #i admittedly did not reach out but i was not taught i could safely do that to anyone #because my parents badmouth literally any person they know for one reason or another #i regularly fuck up in conversations with my grandparents because i'll say somethign that is a holdover from my understanding of them #through my parents and it's like. kind of really insulting! and i've been doing it my whole life and i know as soon as i get their reaction #and i can't recover because i don't actually know them at all #so i can't be like ''oh my god i know that's inaccurate i have no idea why i said that'' because i *don't* know until after i've done it #every goddamn time it happened the last time i got a call from them too #like... my bio fam/family of origin is just not good at keeping in touch and i know i'm a product of that #and i know theoretically how to adjust for it but it does require work on the other end of the line too #and unfortunately i know my bio family too well and know they won't do their part #i grew up in the group project everyone hates #and i'm on my way to deciding they can show up to the presentation day without me #i've started a new family project over here with blackjack and hookers

[orbmanson7]

:(

Very bad grade in therapy today

#thought i could make progress this year and yet here i am having done jack shit by now #what has even been the point #i just wanted to do something today that didnt feel awful like try to encourage people to watch a show or play a game #and now im just right back to Why do i bother staying alive? im never going to make any progress #and even if i do I'm going to just be worthless the whole time and waste precious resources others could be using #oh yes just try saying a nice thing to yourself for once! yeah sure that will help when i cant do anything worth a damn #i want to help people but i have no skillsets and no money to further my education and teaching myself gets me right where i already am! #continuing like this is like spitting in the face of anyone who is actually out there pursuing their dreams and thats not fair to them #they put in all that hard work and im over here being a whiny ass bitch bc i want so badly to do better and learn more #but the only thing holding me back is that im a dumbass who cant do anything right and no one will ever think differently #why am i trying to make myself something i can never be? what is goddamn point if its just a waste of everyones time and effort #i just... it feels like the least i can do is just stop taking up space #free up some oxygen for someone who really needs it and shelter for someone who truly deserves it #i shouldnt even have these things and yet i complain about how much gas i have to pay to commute to my jobs #like such an asshole #and i said i so much in these tags bc im such a selfish jerk who coearly doesnt care enough nor has a worthwhile vocabulary to say otherwise #theres just no fucking point to any of this #... #its cold today #might be a good day to do my favorite plan #actually yeah fuck it im gonna go #hope you all stay kind to yourselves and enjoy your 2024 #you absolutely deserve it and everything you can get out of it #keep being amazing yall #see you on the flip side or whatever #orbs thought bubbles

[dykeredhood]

Love the fact that I can’t even find technical terms to refer to my assorted parts that I’m actually comfortable with

#HRT is great but it makes me feel silly and incompetent when I have to refer to a general area #and I am NOT!!!!!!!! incompetent #it’s just that existing technical terms do not work for how I consider my actual parts #I am so very aware that the only way I’ll make it into someone else’s bed is from being witty and charming I have no sexiness to bank on #maybe if I was a suitably skinny tboy with the desire and means to wax his vulvular area I could put out #‘content’ with a good goddamn look at my whole cuntal and vulvular area #personal

[here-there-were-dragons]

every time i think the "staff can do no wrong and any form of complaining or expressing literally anything other than "yaaay love it <3" with no further comments is bashing and literally evil we should never say anything that could even potentially be interpreted as mildly critical ever because ~some artist who worked hard on this is probably reading the forums and might feel bad if we ever express anything but praise~ also we must be constantly positive at all times unless we're passive-aggressively shaming someone for having an extremely polite and apologetically worded criticism and if you ask the staff for literally anything you had better be prepared to preface it with 3 paragraphs of apologizing for breathing air" attitude is bad on tumblr, i take one look at the forums, and holy fucking hell is it SO much worse on site

#i go for years at a time without ever bothering to look at fr forums #and then every time i do i remember why i stopped #it feels like a goddamned cult on there and every time i dip my toes i come out feeling slimy and sick #as if i just spent an hour being aggressively gaslit by my extremely manipulative grandmother #what the fuck is wrong with everyone #i'm glad i decided to keep this creepy fucking fandom at arm's length and mostly just lurk years ago #that place is not a healthy environment for anyone to be in #flight rising #legitimately the single worst fandom i've ever had the misfortune of being adjacent to #and in such a creepy and insidious way too #they'll call you an entitled whiny baby to your face and then convince you it's your fault and you're a horrible person for feeling offende #it feels like being neck deep in the absolute worst kind of preformative sj spaces #you know the ones where everyone interacts primarily via callout posts and there's discourse over if crossdressing is cultural appropriatio #that kind of toxic sj space type energy #but somehow combined with like this weird feeling of being in a mormon church in a deep south town #where all the “nice grandmas” will try to put poison in your food if they find out you're gay or voted blue even one time #and it's somehow gotten SO much worse since the last time i looked on there #they've got people literally apologizing for existing what the fuck how is this normal to any of you people #this is so far beyond toxic positivity it's like. crossbred with passive-aggression and shaming and metastatized into something new entirel #it's terrifying. i hope flight rising never shuts down just so that whatever the fuck this is can stay semi-contained. #pro tip: the more a fandom is universally convinced it's Wonderful and Welcoming the faster you should run the other way #actually good fandoms don't have to constantly reassure themselves and everyone that they're great and perfect and toxicity-free #nor do they react with immediate borderline violence to the slightest suggestion there might be anything wrong with the fandom culture #anything wrong other than “people like you who think there's something wrong with our perfect community” anyway #on that note also any fandom that insistently calls itself a “community” just. yeah. no. #get out while you still can. #fandoms work on corporate logic if they're trying to convince you they're your family or friend that's not just a red flag #that's a whole damn red fabric store

[fractallogic]

Finally, on Friday night, after my last day of work where I had to get up at 6:45 every day (and 6:30 if I didn’t want to be late), I am in bed by 10:30

Still watching YouTube but whatever

#but I find solace in the fact that it’s because I’m so goddamn tired #BECAUSE I have been getting up at 6:45 for four months and haven’t been able to sleep #so. it’s fine actually #I can’t wait to start working at like 9 AM on Monday like a normal person #but also what IS my new job going to be like #I get to be A Linguist again but how does it work!!! #everything about this company is so proprietary and so secret!! #I had to sign an NDA and a couple other contracts that were like ‘no seriously. N D A.’ #but I do get an allowance to set up my wfh office so I better put that to good use.

[exopelagic]

help I just wanna play splatoon but I have to revise :(

#I started playing it again this week and it’s so much more fun than I remember #I’m having a great time #I got up early today!! but I was then falling asleep trying to watch my lecture #and I have another to do (last one!!) but I. stopped working at 12 to ‘have lunch’ #actually seeing it’s the last one is a very good motivator and I only have like 40 minutes of it left #i can do 40 minutes easy and then start writing it up that’s not bad at all #if I say I’ll go until 6 for now just to have an end point so I’m not trapped in The Endless I’ll be fine #but goddamn people keep texting me (if you can read this it’s not about you ily) and I. would like to not deal with them specifically rn #aaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA okay fuck that will deal with that later it will have consequences but it’s fine #I have to wash up too >:( #it’s just a plate but still #okay fine. I will. go wash up. and then lecture. by which time probably around 5:20 #and I can spend ~40 minutes writing out the basics of the two lectures I watched today that’s manageable I can do that #and it would put me a significant step forward which I need rn #and if I can do that okay for just 1.5 hours. I can have some time before i eat to play the silly squid game <3 #luke.txt