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nightmarish-fae · 1 year
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professor blake (alex blake/academic!reader)
a/n: I originally wrote this little one shot as a request for @prentiss-theorem. I usually don’t feel very comfortable with sharing what I write, but I have been badgered (lovingly), so here we go. I am not a native English speaker, all mistakes are mine.
pairing: alex blake x reader
genre: silly fluff
warnings: swearing
word count: 767 (one-shot)
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It was fun, sneaking around with Alex. Not that you were really sneaking around - neither of you needed or wanted to keep your relationship a secret. All the important people in your life knew. But neither of you quite felt the need to tell your colleagues and students at Georgetown when you started seeing each other and eventually, it just slipped your minds. And then, it became sort of a game, seeing just what you could get away with and laughing at how confused people could get trying to put two and two together over shared dinners and glasses of wine. 
You couldn’t be happier. When you took the position of Latin professor at Georgetown, you didn’t quite expect the impact the position would have on your life. On your first day, you managed to bump into a fellow professor and spill your coffee on both of you, which, in turn, made you burst into tears. It might not have been an entirely appropriate reaction, but the stress and terrible previous work experience made it too much for you to handle. 
Even so, it turned out to be one of the best things to ever happen to you. The woman you managed to get your coffee all over, a linguistics professor Alex Blake, blew your breath right away. She was gorgeous. And smart, funny and ridiculously kind. You found out very quickly, because she insisted that the coffee related mishap was her fault, soothed your tears almost immediately and persuaded you to let her buy you another coffee. You knew, on that first day, right after you parted ways, that it was either this woman or no one else.
And you were right. You continued to bump into each other, which in turn evolved into planned meetings when you found out just how much you had in common.
It was easy, falling in love with her. It was easier than breathing. And, by some strange sort of miracle, she fell for you too.
That’s how you ended up cuddling her in your shared bed, in your shared apartment, with a ring on your finger and a cat curled on the bottom of the bed. Sometimes, you felt like crying from how happy you were. It wasn’t all easy. Her FBI job led to late night, dangerous situations and countless arguments. But both of you pushed through, determined to do better for the other one. 
“What is going on in that head, huh?”
Alex snapped you out of your train of thoughts, handing you your coffee mug along with a kiss to your forehead. It was your first day back to work after returning from your honeymoon and while neither of you were quite ready to burst the bubble, there was also fun to be had. 
“Nothing, just thinking how lucky I am to call you my wife.”
That earned you the sweetest possible kiss, carefully pressed to your lips while those clever hands cupped your cheeks. 
“Sweet talker. See you for lunch?”
You simply hummed in response, heading for your lecture with the goofiest smile possible plastered on your face. It was impossible to get rid of. And what made the whole thing even better was what was about to follow. You and Alex made a bet. She insisted it was impossible no one knew about the two of you. You in turn, insisted that the name change was going to come as a shock. The stakes were high, but you knew you had this. Alex overestimated the intelligence of university students. 
It was exactly as you presumed. As soon as you walked down the steps, facing your class, a wave of confusion rose. 
“I thought Professor Blake was meant to be teaching this class.”
You only leaned back and looked at your nails.
“Well, yes. That’s me.”
Trying not to laugh was almost an herculean effort. Their poor little confused faces as they tried to put two and two together filled you with joy. Eventually, they succeeded and you thought you heard what sounded suspiciously like ‘lucky bitch’ coming from one of the girls closer to you. 
“I am indeed lucky, thank you very much. Not sure about the bitch though. Now, because you all managed to score me a weekend getaway with my wife, there will be no pop quiz next week. For the basics…”
As you droned on about the syllabus, your eyes flicked towards the door. It was open and Alex was standing there, leaning against the frame with a hand over her mouth, trying to muffle her laughter.
Life was good.
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lovelytsunoda · 2 months
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tell it to my heart // jenson button (instagram au!)
summary: jenson and his pop-culture icon wifey celebrate their wedding anniversary and the fans reminisce on how they got there.
pairing: jenson button x 2000s actress! reader
faceclaim: sarah michelle gellar
notes: genuinely sarah michelle and freddie prinze have my whole fucking heart…he’s truly and utterly infatuated by her and they just love each other so much, I’m getting weepy just looking at their wedding photos-
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2000sthrowbacks On this day in 2010, "Scooby-Doo" and "I Know What You Did Last Summer" actress Y/N Y/L/N announced her engagement to Formula 1 driver Jenson Button. To celebrate, we're counting down our favorite Y/N roles, starting with Daphne Blake in "Scooby-Doo" and "Scooby-Doo: Monsters Unleashed!"
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user how jenson bagged this baddie i will never understand
-> jensonbutton i still don't understand it either but i love her and she loves me and i hope it stays that way
user mother
user I can’t believe they’ve been married for ten years already….they haven’t aged a day
user I love how they’re both majorly successful in their own fields yet still managed to make time to support each other, even when it meant that YN had to turn down an audition for ‘the ghost of girlfriends past’ so she could be there to watch brawn win the championship
user real talk, has jenson ever asked her to wear the buffy the vampire slayer costume in bed (because if i was him that's what i'd be doing)
->y/nbutton only once and it was awkward for both of us.
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jensonbutton happy anniversary to the love of my life, the most beautiful woman in the world, the mother of my children. she's definitely too cool for me, and i take that in stride. in fact, on the day we got married, fernando asked me if i still wanted to go through with the wedding, and that i should tie you down before you realized you could have literally any man in the world. needless to say, it felt surreal that you chose me. we've spent fourteen beautiful years together, and i can't wait for fourteen more.
i love you, y/n.
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y/nbutton i love you more and more with every passing day xx
fernandoalonso you were punching way above your weight class hermano
-> jensonbutton and yet im the one with a wife and you're not?
-> fernandoalsonso shut up
alex_albon she's everything, he's just ken
-> user LMAO ALEX WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE
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user dilf
-> y/nbutton agreed.
-> user milf
-> jensonbutton yes.
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gamma-rae-bursts · 1 year
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Home is Where the Heart Is
Yn is a former BAU agent, currently working at Georgetown. She met Alex whilst working for the FBI and is navigating her life with her and their son, Ethan.
Pairing: Alex Blake x Reader
Content Warnings: kind of CM case talk
Word Count: 1800+
Genre: Family Fluff
A/N: I'm going to stand by the fact that Alex Blake is the softest of the soft people, hence this needed to happen. I also hate how little recognition Ethan got in the show so I'm gonna give my boy what he deserves here. I'm thinking of making this into a series of one shots, different Blake Fam x Reader scenarios (may include some angst, knowing me it will) so please let me know what you think of this <3)
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Joining the BAU was a dream come true, your way of making the world a safer, better place. And it just so happened to come with many other advantages. Although the beginnings were a little rough for you, feeling very out of place while being surrounded with FBI’s finest agents, soon enough they made you feel like a part of the family, like you truly belonged with them. And throughout the years you got to be a part of the team you’ve formed some of the best friendships with people that you knew you could trust with your life. But there was this one agent you held especially close to your heart, Alex Blake. Ever since she joined the team, the two of you were inseparable. One evening she finally asked you out on a date, to which you have immediately agreed. Falling in love with Alex was easy. Loving her even more so. Months went by and with that your relationship grew, soon enough you were introduced to her son, Ethan. The most precious little boy to ever exist. Not so long after that you moved in together and just a few months in Alex asked you to marry her. And this was your life now, you’ve never been happier.
But there were some definite downsides of the job. After all, there is only so much a human can take, the BAU knew it better than anyone else. There is only so much evil you can be exposed to before it starts consuming you from the inside out. You used to hold onto the last string of hope in each investigation, the hope that the last missing person would be found alive and there would be a somehow happy ending to this story. But at some point, even that was not enough. Over the years you’ve seen some of the worst horrors this world had to offer, you were met with death and misery at every step of your days. You’ve seen families torn apart, lives snatched away prematurely, unnecessary pain inflicted onto so many individuals. You’ve seen enough. You’ve had enough.
Making the decision to leave the team was not easy. You’ve spent countless hours contemplating whether or not to make that step before even mentioning anything to Alex. And after weeks of thinking, weeks of constant arguments in your head, making lists of pros and cons to both options, you finally decided that your time with the team has come to an end. 
Breaking the news to the team was easier said than done. You made a detailed plan how to tell each and every one of them personally, but when the time to put the words into action came you came up with a much better idea. Hotch was the first one, after all he was the person you handed your resignation letter to. Penelope was the second in line (or so she thought), you couldn’t stop yourself from making fun of her for the last time. In reality, you told the whole team that you were leaving and what your plan was, except for her. You knew the blonde woman could not hold a secret in for the life of her, so you all made bets on how long it will take her to spill the tea. When you broke the news to her, one on one, you talked about it as if you didn’t want the rest of the team to know. It took her a whole hour and thirty-four minutes to break, telling everything you told her to Morgan and Spencer. 
That was it. You were no longer an agent working for the Federal Bureau of Investigation. Just a short few weeks after leaving you managed to secure yourself a nice position as a lecturer at Georgetown University, finally putting your PhD in Biological Sciences to use. 
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Working at Georgetown was peaceful, the change you so desperately needed. There wasn’t much going on, your days mostly consisted of teaching, going over the material for your classes and marking your students’ papers. To some it might seem a little too boring, but you loved the newly found routine. 
After finishing marking of the last papers, you’ve had for the day it was time to go home. Alex was away on a case for the past few days and you’d be lying if you said you didn’t hope for a phone call from her, telling you that they’re on their way back. 
Just as you got into your car the sound of your ringtone filled the space, getting rid of the silence that previously surrounded you. You smiled to yourself as you read the name that popped up on your screen.
“Hi honey.” the soft voice on the phone spoke, “I think I might have some good news for you.” Alex added, you could tell she was smiling from the way her voice sounded.
“Please tell me you’re coming home; I don’t think anything else would classify as good news at this point.” you replied to the brunette, hopeful you got it right.
“I am, indeed, we’re wrapping up at the station and we’re going to head straight to the jet.” your fiancé said with the usual for her calmness, you, on the other hand, could not contain our excitement. “I’ll see you in a few hours?”
“I can’t wait! I’ve missed you so much baby, so did Ethan” you stated, your voice filled with excitement. “He’s been begging me to do crosswords with him at least five times a day and you know how much I suck at them”
“Oh, come on, you’re not that bad” Alex chuckled, “I’m sure you’ve got at least one of the words right.”
You rolled your eyes and chuckled at your fiancés’ words, the bar for you was set really low, yet somehow you still managed to underperform. “Nope, not a single one, I don’t think Ethan will ever stop making fun of me for that.” Alex laughed as the words left your mouth, “but what can I say, I’d like to see either of you in my lab”
“I think putting me there would be a major safety hazard and you know that” the linguist added, still laughing at your previous statements. “I’m gonna have to go now but see you in a few hours, I love you sweetheart”
“I love you too, Lex.” you assured, after which Alex finished the call. 
On your way home you made a few brief stops to run some errands, you also picked up some of Alex’s favourite takeaway. Cooking wasn’t your strong side, but baking was, and your fiancé was completely aware of that. You usually opted for ordering food when it was your turn to make dinner, another effective tactic you’ve developed over the months was trading your cooking turns by agreeing to make some of Alex’s and Ethan’s favourite desserts.
The last stop you had to make on your way home was the little boy’s school. 
“Hi Mama!” the squeaky voice roamed through the space in your car as Ethan entered it, making himself comfortable in his car seat. 
“Hi honey, make sure to fasten your seatbelt” you replied to him softly. Ethan was a complete copy of Alex, dark, somewhat curly hair forming beautiful waves, big hazel eyes, contrasting with his pale skin, which was covered in light freckles, a precious addition to his face. “How was your day at school?” 
“It was okay!” the little boy cheered to you, “Is mommy coming back home tonight? I really miss her.”
“She is actually! I’ve just talked to her and she should be back in the next few hours,” Ethan’s eyes lit up at your words, “don’t you worry you won’t have to do crosswords with me again” you added chuckling.
“I love you mama but you’re really not good and them.” E.T. teased, a cheeky smile plastered on his face.
You laughed in response to the dark-haired boy’s words. The rest of the drive home was peaceful, Ethan told you some more details about how his day at school went, talking about some of the friends he made, the teachers and what new things he learned that day. It wasn’t long until you reached your final destination, you took the food out of the car and the two of you started heading towards your apartment.
When you opened your front door a lovely smell of your favourite dish filled your nostrils, that’s when you knew Alex, was already home.
“Alex?” you questioned as you and Ethan started taking your shoes and coats off
“In the kitchen!” the woman exclaimed, you knew she had a habit of giving you the wrong time when she planned to come back home, wanting to let you know she was coming back yet still wanting to somewhat surprise you.
“MOMMY!” Ethan called as he ran to the kitchen, filled with joy and excitement to finally have his best crossword buddy back in the house.  “I’ve missed you so much!”
“Aw I’ve missed you too love bug,” she said as she gave the little boy the biggest hug she could, simultaneously picking him up. “And you, I missed you too” the dark-haired woman smiled as she directed her gaze your way. 
“You said you’d be home late in the evening!” you jokingly snarled as you took a few more steps towards her, letting her place a soft kiss to your cheek.
“You can’t blame me for wanting to surprise two of my favourite humans with a nice meal, can you?” she giggles as she put her son down.
“I see we’ve had the same plans Doctor Blake” you smiled as you put the bag with Alex’s favourite takeout on the kitchen island, at which Alex laughed and proceeded to place anther soft kiss, this time on your forehead.
The evening went by peacefully, filled with laughter and Ethan’s snarky remarks regarding your crossword skills. You decided to have Alex’s pasta for dinner, saving the takeaway for the next day, or a midnight snack. Etty was delighted to finally be able to do some crosswords with someone qualified and you just enjoyed watching the two people you loved most. The three of you ended the evening snuggled up on the couch of your living room, Alex in the middle so both you and Ethan would get equal amounts of hugs that you so dearly missed. You decided to watch one of Ethan’s favourite disney films, Frozen. As much as you didn’t want to admit that in front of Alex, it was one of your favourites too. The little boy ended up falling asleep halfway through the movie, snoring gently as he was curled up, wrapping his arms around Alex. When the film finished, you carefully took him to his room, tucking him in his bed, leaving a gentle kiss on his forehead. You joined Alex in your bedroom, wrapping your arms around her in an attempt to hold her as close to you as possible until both of you drifted off to sleep.
This was your happy place. Your found family. Your home.
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storiesofsvu · 1 year
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Hey besties.
So thanks to an influx of new followers and from different fandoms and interesting requests I’ve been getting I figured it was needed to repost this.
Things I WILL NOT write for:
-Non con or even CNC
-Age gaps. (Realistic ones are fine. But i refuse to do 18 year old super genius yn who graduated Harvard already and 40+ year old character falls in love with them).
-Basically YN under the age of 30. I’m in my mid 30’s and most people in the industries that my fics involve would be in that age rage, or late 20’s at best if you’re looking under, go elsewhere.
-Underage yn’s. If you want a fic where yn is the chlld this is NOT the place.
-stories involving losing virginities. While i may write someones first experience with the the same sex, or a specific style, i do not write virgin characters
-pregnant y/n’s. It’s very rare I will accept requests involving pregnancy
-Male yn’s. Nothing against it but as a female, esp when it comes to smut I’m uncomfortable writing it.
-Same goes for medical conditions. There are certain that I am familiar with or are easier to research or I have close friends who can give insight to, otherwise i feel like I’m not doing it justice and also dont want to offend. Dm or send an ask if you have specific questions.
WHO I Write For:
(just because there is someone on my masterlist does not mean i still write for them. i only write this list.)
Law and Order(SVU/OC/ OG)
-Rita Calhoun, Casey Novak, Elizabeth Donnelly, Alex Cabot, Grace Muncy, Tonie Churlish, Melinda Warner, Pippa Cox, Sonya Paxton, Amanda Rollins, Peter Stone, Mike Dodds, Joe Velasco, Sonny Carisi, Rafael Barba, Terry Bruno.
-Ayanna Bell, Samantha Maroun
-Calex, Barhoun, Calvak, Novelly, Benhoun.
Criminal Minds:
Emily Prentiss, Derek Morgan, Alex Blake, Tara Lewis, Aaron Hotchner
House of Cards:
Heather Dunbar, Jackie Sharp
-Duckie (heather x jackie)
Homeland:
Elizabeth Keane
Grey’s Anatomy/Private Practice:
-Addison Montgomery, Amelia Shepherd, Charlotte King
NCIS:
Abigail Borin, Anthony Dinozzo
Chicago PD:
Hailey Upton, Kim Burgess, Erin Lindsay, Kevin Atwater
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alexbllake · 3 years
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Anyway  - Alex Blake x Reader
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spare tip, ma’am?
based on this song.
taglist: @emilyprentisslittlewhore​ // @temilyrights​ // @utterlycomplicated​ // 
warnings: sad talk about feelings, depressed reader
You weren't a stranger to bad days, but lately, you have had a lot of bad days. You tried to keep it under control by distracting yourself with books and movies. When they didn't work, you went deep into work, spending hours analyzing and reading cases and  doing reports.
But today it seemed that nothing was working. You kept trying to focus on the case report in front of you, but it was almost like they were in another language. You just couldn't focus on what they were saying. Feeling defeated, you went to grab another cup of coffee, only to bump into Alex.
“Hey, Y/N” she said “How are you?”
“Hi, Alex, I’m fine and you?” you asked, trying to summon your best smile 
" You don't sound very fine” she said 
“I’m just tired, that’s all” you said trying to convince her
Alex knew you aren't fine, you looked more than just tired. She had been watching you for the past few days and she knew something was off with you. She could sense that you needed comfort and someone to rely on.
“Let me take you home” she offered
You were too tired and drained to refuse her offer; you accepted, and after packing your things you followed her towards the parking lot
The ride to your home was silent. You couldn't find words to start a conversation, any attempt you made sounded dumb, words just seemed to escape, and you didn't have the strength to find them again.
“Will you be okay alone?” she asked after walking you to your door
“Can you stay?” you asked her 
“Yes, of course”
Alex entered your apartment and went straight to the kitchen to make something for you to eat while you went to the bathroom.
You hoped in the shower when the cold water hit your body, you secretly hoped that would make you feel better. After trying to wash the tiredness and your emotions away together with the sweat from the day, you emerged from the bathroom.
“I made tea” Alex said when watching you come out of the bedroom
“Thank you” you muttered
“Do you want to talk?” she asked, sitting on the couch and gesturing to you to sit on the empty spot next to her.
“I don't know what to say, I'm just so tired all the time and when I'm not I feel empty inside like I never will experience happiness again” you confessed avoiding her gaze
“My love, that’s not true, you will feel happiness again and this feeling will go away” she said trying to comfort you
“It’s so hard to believe that, I'm so sorry” you cried breaking down “If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart”
Alex pulled you to her lap, wrapping her arms around you she hugged you tight, kissing your forehead she said:
“I know it’s hard and you feel like this is going to last forever, but I assure you it will not and you will be so so happy that you won’t even believe it.” she reassured you “And even if it takes a while, I will be here for you and I will do my best to make sure you have a reason to smile everyday”
Upon listening to Alex’s words, you cried even more, letting all the tears you had suppressed earlier fall. You hugged the older woman, hiding your face on her shoulder.
The older woman had to hold her own tears. She cared about you and seeing hurt caused her pain. Alex promised herself that from now on she would support and take care of you. Nothing was going to hurt you as long as she was alive.
Alex stayed like that for the rest of the evening. She held you for hours, her hands switched between rubbing circles on your back and caressing your hair. She felt your body relax to her touch. You had stopped crying and now you just hold on to her. 
“Why do I make you so food and then we can cuddle more?” she said, breaking the silence.
“Yes, Please” you answered.
You and her went to the kitchen, you sat on the stool and watched her moving with ease through your cabinets and fridge. You could get used to it, to this domesticity, to having Alex in your space.
“Do you need help?” you asked
“No, you just sit there and look pretty” she answered smiling.
Going back to your place, resting your face in your hand, you settled in for watching her work. Alex had managed to do what you couldn't do, she was able to distract you from your thoughts and anxieties for more than just a couple of minutes, the only thoughts you had in your mind right now was how cute Alex looked when she was focused or the way her eyebrows frowned.
You got up from the stool you were in and walked in towards Alex, hugging her from behind you confessed
“I think i love you” you said burying your face in her back
“I think i love you too” she confessed, turning around and hugging you.
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nightmarish-fae · 1 year
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fragile line - Alex Blake/Reader prompt fic
a/n: hello there! i come emerging from the depths of a writers block to offer an old prompt fic I wrote for @prentiss-theorem. the prompts were 'How did find out?' and 'Are you ashamed of me?'
as always, i am not a native speaker, all mistakes are mine.
pairing: Alex Blake/Reader
genre: angst
warnings: mentions of casual drinking/smoking if that puts anyone off.
lenght: one-shot
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You should have known. You should have known, when you started this…whatever it was that you had going on with Alex that you were in too deep. How couldn’t you be. Alex Blake was everything you had ever dreamed of. And apparently, you weren’t. 
At first, it was fun, just sneaking around, making hiding and staying unnoticed a competition. You were glad to be hers, to be allowed to touch her hand, kiss her, make her laugh in the safety of your apartments. Eventually, it became your normal. At first, you didn’t mind. Everything was so new, she was freshly divorced…it made sense. But then a month had turned into four, then eight and at last, a year. But nothing changed. 
You loved the brilliant linguist with all of your heart and making her uncomfortable was the last thing on your mind, but this whole thing was starting to make you feel tired. Even when you were together, there was this bone deep weariness and unease settling into your body. Still, you never said anything. You couldn’t bear to lose Alex and at first, telling yourself that you would gladly take whatever she decided to give you worked. But of course you wanted more. 
Not much, just…to be able to hold her hand while out and about, to hug her without having to maintain a friendly limit, to be able to moon over her to Penelope and JJ.  
It appeared to be a stalemate. Progressively unhappy, yet too in love to do anything about it. But all fragile peace was destined to break at one point. And yours came on what was supposed to be a happy day. 
It was your one year anniversary of sorts. While the two of you never outright said anything to each other, you were together anyways. And so you planned for a quiet night in with a good dinner, wine and movie. For a while, the underlying sadness didn’t exist, there was just happiness. 
Somehow, you managed to be one of the last people in the bullpen, helping Garcia out. But finally, you were free. Enthusiastically packing your bag, you turned towards JJ, who was packing up as well.
“Alex already left?”
If you knew what JJ was going to answer you would probably never let the words leave your mouth.
“Ah yeah, I think she mentioned something about spending some time with her husband?”
It felt like someone pulled the rug from beneath your feet and you hit the ground in the most painful way possible. You didn’t remember much after that, only that you quickly made your excuses, all but running for your car. 
Every single part of you was working on an overdrive, brain coming up with conspiracy theories, excuses and reasons to hate both yourself and her. Somehow, you got yourself home. You had no idea if she was even in there. Heavens knew you didn’t want to be angry, but there was no helping it. 
It suddenly felt like you were the butt of a practical joke, reminding you of when you got asked to the prom as a prank. 
A small part of you was dreading the confrontation, but there was no avoiding it. Your red rimmed eyes were a dead giveaway. That, any maybe the way the door slammed and your bag flew on to the table. There was no sign of Alex anywhere, which only drove your brain more confused. 
Beelining for the fridge, you opened the wine and stalked to your balcony with a glass, which is precisely how the linguist found you when she arrived - leaning over the railing, glass in one hand, cigarette in the other. 
“Hi, I brought the-you said you’ll quit.”
Her voice sounded faintly accusing and the gall of it made you whirl around, a sarcastic chuckle leaving your throat.
“Right. Like you told JJ you were…what was it…going to spend time with your husband? Which you don’t have anymore? Unless I’m wrong about that too?”
Alex looked absolutely floored. And guilty. Setting the bag on the table, she took a deep breath, opening and closing her mouth a few times, being speechless for once.
“How did you find out?”
Your eyes widened. Really, that’s what she was going to ask?
“JJ mentioned it. Honestly Alex, I just don’t understand why…”
Suddenly, your brain supplied a very clear reason, one that explained the past year perfectly. You wished you could be more like Hotch, perfectly stoic and calm in face of everything, but you knew there were tears gathering along your lash line and you were shaking.
“Are you…”
Your voice cracked in the middle and you had to restart.
“Are you ashamed of me?”
In the perfect world, Alex would start protesting immediately, explaining it was just a massive misunderstanding. But she was quiet. And when that quiet went on for longer than your brain liked, you’ve had enough.
“You know what? Forget it. Forget I asked. I don’t think I wanna know anyways.”
Storming past her, you grabbed your bag and headed out of the door, leaving her alone in your apartment. 
The sound the door made must have sounded similar to what felt like your heart breaking.
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storiesofsvu · 6 months
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What wips do you have currently, and what's on your list to get to?
Woof. Loaded question.
Brb while i get the laptop & wip notebook out lol.
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How do I even organize this?! LOL. okay, starting with what is already in word with a blurb/prompt/etc. I'll give ya the working titles/how i've referenced them if i have/if they provide context.
Addison Montgomery: -1 fluffy xmas related for bingo (holiday party i think? where the dr's meet reader for the first time)
Abigail Borin: 2 smut pieces
Rafael Barba: 1 smut, 1 angst based on Good For You(potential), Barba x the cam girl series,
Barhoun: 1 mini series, harvard au including carisi and amanda. 1 fluff, 1 poly fluff. 1 poly series where they meet reader at a sex club and show her what it's all about. 1 smut one shot involving some pegging. 1 poly!barhoun where they're struggling to make it work and realize a third is what they're missing.
Alex Blake: "fluff wip" no clue what that is lol. she's also got another series on the docket that i should probs start working on the outline for soon.
Calvak: girl dinner smut, it's nearly done.
this is gonna get long so keep reading lol
"Club Sandwich wip": yn's friends with JJ, has met most of the team over the years. she's casually dated both emily and alex, now she meets tara and emily teases her about who she's gonna take home and then comes up with a solution where she doesn't have to choose.
Emily Prentiss: halloween smut where new kinks are discovered, obvi Solace in Solitude is a wip, fluffy one shot where the team discovers emily's married for the first time, a s*gar m*mmy Emily x reader series that will likely be the next one i work on. There are 2 other series i've been thinking about that i can't really say too much without giving away the major plot points LOL.
Heather Dunbar: heather x the stripper series, heather & her plaything series, where she's married but her & rob have a relatively open arrangement, also xmas cards fluff piece for bingo. There's also a big political thriller style series I may delve into that would be poly jackie x reader x heather
Hotch: 1 smut piece for xmas bingo, 1 probably series ft hotch x jack's ft babysitter (like a full ass in their 30's childcare person, no huge age gap shit).
Also while we're talking about Hotchner's, I've got a couple of ideas for Haley Hotchner x reader series that would be a combo of fluff and hurt/comfort/angst.
Joe Velasco: a series AU where he never got out of the gangs, rises through the ranks to be one of the top guys. he and yn meet at a bar and she's not quite sure what he does. -Also a semi follow up to Under Over where they go UC together again but with the roles reversed, it might just be a one shot. -1 fluffy/semi smutty one shot where they're admitting feelings
Sonny Carisi: a hurt/angst piece where he and reader realize their relationship is over
Elana Barth: has a couple of smutty pieces, and some more req's in the ask box rn. and a series idea floating around
Olivia Benson: 2 smut, 2 angst/hurt pieces. One of which i'm attempting to focus on to get done lol.
Rita Calhoun series: x a make up artist who rita takes a liking to but reader is concerned she has a deal breaker. 1 mob boss rita AU. 1 vampire!rita AU (this one will feature the rest of the squad, all supernatural creatures and a crossover ft criminal minds)
Elizabeth Keane: 1 bingo one shot, 2 potential series.
Temily: 1 smut piece, 1 comfort fluffy piece
Tara Lewis: another couple of comfort fluffy pieces. i think there's a smut piece hiding somewhere too.
There's a handful of other random ideas ive had that i've scribbled down in word for series including various characters, another svu x criminal minds crossover. I've got an idea for an Amelia Shepherd series that I'm gonna start thinking more about after christmas.
And all of the above doesn't include what's currently sitting in my inbox lol.
I'm going to continue focusing on one shots over the xmas season esp with the extra responsibilities at work. So if there's something specific you want to see first, lmk and if you want it really bad/faster, you know where to buy me a kofi.
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storiesofsvu · 6 months
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Random ask time! What's your favourite fic you've written? What's your fave fic by someone else?
Oooo okay. So i did a couple. Some one shots & some series, for a few diff fandoms cause i cannot pick just one 😂(for myself)
By others:
Please by @iamnotoriginalphil (alex blake)
I might be on crack, i cant find the link so have this story instead!
And
office hours by @happenstnces (alex blake)
Cherry Blossoms Emily fluff. Just super cute & makes me wanna die in how many cavities i gave myself
Post Its Tara super cute fluff with teasing from the team.
Show Off v dirty Hotch smut. Its currently the piece of work with the most notes. (I hope emily to overtake that soon lol)
Classified Affairs Heather Dunbar (House of Cards) series. She’s readers s*gar m*mmy and everythings hella spicy at first until its just one twist after the next & it turns a lil political.
Im just really proud of how everything came together with it & how intense of a story it turned out to be, cause that was not the original plan 😂
Serendipitous Secrets & Surprises
An SVU series that of what should be canon. It begins introducing yn to the squad & reintroducing old characters (to be included into a lawyer based spin off show). Eventually yn’s wife is revealed & then we continue down that story line that i pulled from canon itself. Im just really proud of how well it reads like an ep of the show, and how much it deserves to be canon LOL
Mr Pickles
A one shot excerpt of “SSS the early years” prequel that I wrote that covers like, 20 some years of yns relationship with her wife & the moments that tied everything back to one thing.
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storiesofsvu · 1 year
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Hi bestie!!!
my request for the bingo
Alex Blake x yn
Rainy Day
The team is finishing a case but getting caught in the rain. Yn wears something scandalous under a white button-up that becomes very visible to the rest of the team and leaves little to the imagination.
Alex doesn't appreciate that others get to see what's specifically hers. So when you both are back at the hotel, she reprimands you for letting the others see you in something only for her eyes.
SMUTTTTTT 😏
Okay. Since i had another rainy day req that i *really* want to do, imma do this with the “be a good girl & spread your legs” prompt but everything else will be the same
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storiesofsvu · 1 year
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1, 11, 16 and 20 for get to know you fic writes asks <3
1- do you prefer writing one shots of multi-chapterfics?
mainly series! you can play around with characters more, delve into the feelings, complications, you can include multiple themes or stick to just one. i like working on the plot, it gets my brain working better. i enjoy one shots for things like bingos, writing new characters or shows, and obvi fix it fics. and any requests i get i like to expand on peoples ideas/req's.
11. link your 3 fave fics right now.
ooo... okay... two that i cant stop rereading & some shamless self promotion of one of my fave series
16. how many fic ideas are you nuturing right now? share one of them?
oh good god.... i think around 17 that are either currently in the midst of being written, or on the bingo card.
and a whopping 25 series ideas. some of which i will definitely write and some that when i just looked at them now i went "eehhhh" so i probs wont be writing all of them LOL.
One idea that i'm excited for and do plan on doing relatively soon is Rita Calhoun meets a make up artist through a client that she takes a liking to, they end up on a first date, rita's smitten, but yn's worried that she has a deal breaker considering rita gives off the no kids vibes and she has a young daughter at home. Rita's willing to give it a chance because she's so smitten, and just cutesy fluff and chaos ensues.
20. have you noticed any patterns in your fics? words/expressions that appear a lot? etc?
YUP lol. I LOVE a good trope of what you think is gonna be a one night stand with a stranger but the next morning you walk in to find out you now work with them/they're the child of your boss/they're your besties sister/etc, etc/
There's also tons of words/phrasing, especially with smut recently that ive been noticing are go to's for me.
Thanks for asking! ☺️💕
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