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The Wicked Witch of Lang and The Boy From Adler

Finn Ames x reader

Synopsis - Part of the magia lupus, you wanted nothing more but to own the love of others. Feeding your sadistic desires, you are defeated by Rayne Ames. But upon being defeated, you are told that what you're doing is bad. Forgiven by an underclassmen from Adler, you get a glimpse at love and fall hard.

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"Are you alright?"

You opened your eyes, struggling to do as you were blinded by the light. Half expecting see to the divine visionary who beat you to a pulp, you were slightly afraid to wake up; Then again, that prick never cared to apologize to anyone that wasn't the headmaster—especially to someone like you.

"What it matter to you?"

The Adler kid flinched at the sound of your voice as he slouched. "You're bleeding a lot a—and..."

"Beat it kid, unless you want me to give you reason to leave."

This Adler brat acts as if you and your peer weren't trying to kill him and his bud minutes ago. That was what you were doing; Trying to hurt them in order to steal their coins. It was going so well, too! Love was defeated, but then you and Milo came back to complete the job! HOORAY! NOT! The Adler prefect decided to show up and absolutely destroy you and Milo.

Now that Abel is defeated, you have no motivation to get up. You were far too exhausted from trying to lay a hit on Rayne that you feel numb. It wouldn't be too bad to sleep here for the night if this brat left you alone. He just had to come back after his friend defeated your boss.

Kids........would you count as one too if you're only like a year older? Nah.

"I—I–I'll take you to the nurse, so please don't hurt me."

Despite being Rayne's little brother, he really didn't belong at Adler or the school at all. He's far too shy and cowardly: His friend was the one who did all the fighting while he just sat there like a pretty, little pathetic princess. Why was he even there? You really hated the students from Adler.

Even so, you didn't say a thing as the boy did his best to walk you to the nurse's office.

As he laid you down on the bed, you couldn't help but look at him more closely. Though his hair and eye color were similar to his brother, he had freckles, and his eyes were so much bigger. As you felt yourself being lulled into a sleep, you couldn't help but think how adorable he looked.

This was your second year at Easton Magic Academy.

You were assigned to Lang.

You wanted to mistreat others.

There was nothing remarkable about you; Born as single‐liner, there was no way you could ever stand out or succeed in life with your skills. Yet, despite all that, you wanted to be loved without having to earn it. You didn't want to expect it, you demanded to receive it. You didn't want to deserve it, for there was no reason for no one to not love you. However, as a single‐liner, that was easier said than done; That is, if it weren't you.

In the middle of your first year at Easton Magic Academy, you fought Abel.

You were pretty cute: Beautiful, pristine, and as divine as that fake goddess Aphrodite. That was your ticket at love. Able to make the minds of anyone who so much as had feelings for you. They just had to fall in love with your appearance or hate every fiber of your being and......BAM! Under your spell. Just thinking about how cute you were or how horrible your personality was, and they fell that easy. Love was the ultimate form of control.

You wanted to abuse others.

You wanted to see those who threw their love at you to grovel at your feet. You wanted to see them cry in pain and anguish as you rejected their affections. You lead them on and drop them the moment they professed their love for you. What you wanted to be in control, not love.

It was because of your reputation as the wicked Witch that Abel took notice. He fought you, and you fought back. Your senior didn't seem to be affected by your magic, and so you had to change tactics. If this big‐shot thought you were just looks and talk, he got another thing coming. That was because synthesis was what you specificalized in besides your basic magic. No one will ever know the struggle and effort you put in synthesizing new spells. Science and magic were the two things you made into one. But does any of that even matter when Lang's prefect beat you?

You were sixteen when you joined Magia Lupus.

What you lacked in magic power, you made up with knowledge. Using your knowledge about magic synthesis along with science, you were able to amplify your magic power. As terrifying as a double-liner, you were the proud member of Magia Lupus.

"Abel, I think I'm dying."

You felt so warm. You want to jump all over the place. You wanted to move and do something: Sitting still made you nervous. Your heartbeat went rampant with each and every thought of yours.

"Why do you say that?"

"Because every time I get close to that Adler boy, I feel ill to the point I can't sleep, eat, or mistreat others."

Abel sat in his chair as he sipped his tea, staring at you as if you were a kid he was babysitting. "Then don't see him again. You two are in different dorms, so avoiding him isn't that diffi—"

You slammed your hands on the table as you brought your finger to your throught and made a slicing motion.

"Suggest that one more time I'll fucking end you goddamn spoiled brat." You sat back down as you continued your rant. "Bit that's the thing—HE'S TOO CUTE! He has six little cute freckles on his face. His eyes are a lovely golden color brighter than any light the sun is able to illuminate. And the streak of yellow in his hair is so AHHGHAHAAAAAHHHHH! How can I stay away when he's so cute, adorable, divine, pretty, beautiful, charming, sweet, precious—AHHHHHHH! I WANT TO OWN HIM! TO SEE HIM SQUIRM AND ALL FLUSTERED AS IF HE LOVED ME!!"

You kicked your feet as you held your face to squeal. Abel sat there as he drank the last bit of his tea and then promptly stared at you as if you were the most peculiar thing to exist. At this rate, with your sadism and obsessive behavior, there was no way you would ever be married off.

"I do believe that you may be in love with young Ames."

"His name is Ames?"

"Finn Ames.....You didn't know his name before this?"

You love Finn Ames, that is a fact.

You never had been in love: Love was something foreign to you. You had no parents to receive or reciprocate love. You had no desire to befriend others, nor did you expect it. The only thing you ever truly loved was to mistreat others. You loved to see the pain and agony in people's expressions. You loved to be in control of their thoughts and choices. You loved obedience.

But after realizing your feelings of affection towards Finn Ames, you stopped your mistreatment of others. He was so afraid of you when he first met you—so afraid he froze in place. He was afraid you would hurt him and force him under your spell. He didn't want to be around you a d that was the worst pain you ever felt.

After realizing your feelings of affection towards that boy from Adler, you tried to better yourself. You didn't want to become who Finn was afraid of; You didn't want to be the wicked Witch of his fairytale. You wanted to be someone who he wanted to be around by he his own free will.

"You could use your magic. There is doubt that Ames finds you attractive."

You thought about how easy it would be for you to use your magic and have him in your grasp—and you almost did it. The next time you met him after waking up from the infirmary, you were going to use your spell. You wanted to have his heart so badly that you were willing to sell your soul if it meant owning Finn Ames. But when he looked at you and smiled, you felt your will waver.

"I'm glad you're alright."

"I tried to hurt you and your friends, and you're glad that I'm alright?"

He told you how, though, you weren't the greatest person, seeing Rayne hurt you made him feel guilty. Rayne was his brother, and he went too far when he broke your wrist and wand.

"Though I'm no longer not upset about what happened, please don't hurt anyone anymore."

You didn't want to be something he couldn't like. It was because of that you refused to use your magic on him. Breaking the spell on all the students you enchanted, you took your first step into becoming someone better.

You refused to see Finn Ames again until you became a better person.

You were absolutely disgusting, as told by Rayne Ames when you first tried to fight him prior to the Lang and Adler rivalry: He was right. You were someone who used revolting language to dehumanize others. Your behavior and attitude were abusive and manipulative. The reason you were placed in Lang was because of your ambition to control others. You were the most wretched person out of Magia Lupus. Not even Abel could match that.

So you asked Abel and Abyss to help you improve your manners and to manage your anger. You didn't want to lash out while with Finn. You didn't want to see him afraid of you ever again. It was difficult at first, but you did get better.

Asking for help was your second step.

"You're glowing (literally) today."

"Abyss! I spoke to him today!"

"Good for you."

When you finally met Finn Ames for the fourth time, you professed your feelings.

"Finn Ames of Adler, I am here to profess my love for you!"

"Huh?"

You weren't an expert on relationships. You never had been in a relationship. As a result, you weren't familiar with how to go about forming one, much less one that is built of mutual love and respect.

You were shocked when he rejected you. Rejection wasn't something you weren't familiar with. However, you weren't ever on the receiving end. You almost relapsed and used your spell on him, but the want to do so weakened when he smiled at you sadly.

Finn Ames was an amazing person. He said he didn't know you quite well to even consider a relationship with you and that you, to summarize, weren't his type. At the very least, he wanted to be friends before he considered anything more. Though he wasn't afraid of you, he was uncomfortable.

This was your mistake. You shouldn't have avoided him for as long as you did. There was no basis or reason for wanting a relationship with you. It hurt a lot, but that was fine; He said you two could be friends instead.

Accepting rejection was your third step.

"Abel, they have been rather mild mannered today—and not as belligerent as usual."

"I have seen; It's rather disturbing to see."

"I'm actually right here—you guys know that, right? You want me to really hurt you, don't ya' Aye?"

It has been three months since Rayne Ames beat you to the point that your beloved was concerned enough to go back and get you. It has been two months since you and Finn became official friends. In those three months you've changed a lot. You used to struggle hard trying to resist the heavy desire to enchant Finn; Now it's not even a thought that comes to mind. You used to feed your sadistic greed, but now it makes you feel sick. You used to be abusive towards others to the point people were afraid to look at the witch of Lang in fear of being controlled; Now you spend most of your days trying to better manage your anger and mood swings.

Despite the changes you made to your character, the students did not forget your abrasive behavior. You often spent time alone away from the social spotlight. The negative attention you once thrived in made you feel dizzy. Abel and Abyss were the only ones who didn't mind your callous behavior. Just like two older brothers, they often scolded you or apologized for your brash behavior towards the divine visionaries. Unlike everyone else in Magia Lupus, they didn't judge you because of your single mark. Besides, they were happy to help you better yourself. They helped make that loneliness in that first month much more bearable.

Sometimes you found yourself longing for Finn when left to your own devices for too long. You hated that you belonged in separate dorms: Lang and Adler. Separated by the architecture and natural terrain, not even love could convince you to transfer. Despite being in love, you had your other ambitions that required to be at Lang than to get Finn to reciprocate your love.

Even so, you couldn't help but grow envious of his friends. They have no idea how lucky they were to be able to see him everyday. They were also so lucky for Finn to be so carefree around them; He was never like that with you.

There would be times you wanted to say hi but run away when you see his friends. He would be so happy when he was with them: Something he wasn't always when with you. It hurt a lot to see how differently Finm treated them opposed to you. The reason you would always go in the opposite direction was because you didn't want to impede his happiness. You would hurt regardless, so why hurt him?

It would take half a month later when Finn began to open up.

"How are your studies going?" You sat with Finn in the academy library, watching him as he studied.

Finn groaned, and he brought a hand to his face. "Honestly, not so great. I have no talent in magic—I mean, I barely passed the entrance exams, and I'm already struggling with this class—"

"I can help you. I already passed my second year, and I'm one-liner like you. Despite that, I was still able to join Magia Lupus and am at the top of most of my classes; That's excluding magic power! I'll end that prick—I'll be able to assist you in a way that others can't."

That's exactly what you did.

You did your best to teach him the material. It was the first time in your life you truly ever helped someone without ulterior motives if you ignored your desires to wed him, but that was besides the point. Point being, you never helped someone if it meant you couldn't hold something over their head.

You even went as far out as to tell Finn your own personal spell: "Damnation." You told him about the spells' weakness and how it could easily be bypassed if anyone wanted you dead. You told him many other flaws in your skillset and of your own insecurities. How your peers often thought less of you than the others in Magia Lupus, especially after the whole Rayne thing.

"Finn, I wasn't lying when I said I love you."

That was no lie, and Finn didn't know what to say other than he didn't feel the same.

"I'm sorry..."

"Don't be, it's like you casted a spell on me."

Sometimes, it felt like Finn Ames did cast you under his spell.

Even after your many confessions of love, Finn never pulled away from you. Sometimes, you swear that he blushed, but it always be replaced by a saddened expression as he rejected you again.

Despite all of that, Finn grew like your company. You were so much more calm and tranquil to be around when compared to his friends. You listened to his concerns, and you could understand. Though Dot and Lemon both had one line, Dot was special, and Lemon didn't have the same struggles as he did. Finn felt like a burden to them and Rayne; You were burdened with the fact you'll never be as powerful as the other members of Magia Lupus. Unable to use the same magic as second and third liners, you were rather quite normal.

That's what you liked about Finn. He was able to see through your sadistic hobbies and horrible personality and hold your heart. Rather sly, considering you usually stole and broke them afterward. However, you're glad he did so.

You love Finn Ames with every fiber of flesh and blood: That is true. Your love for him is true and genuine, and that is no lie.

However, Rayne Ames, Divine Visionary, you really hate him. It's low-key hard to like the guy who broke your leg and arm plus your very expensive wand. Then again, you were part of the group attacking students from his dorm..........You hate Rayne Ames!

"What the hell are you doing around my brother?"

You knew Rayne had never liked you since the day you two met. Believing you to be the repulsive thing to exist, he despised you. So to see someone whom he hates dearly around his little brother, it made him uneasy.

"The hell you care? You don't even care about him! Why care now—ah! Hey"

Before you could react, a blade appeared close to your neck.

"Listen! I—I just," you choked on your words as you struggled to open up to your soon-to-be-murderer about your feelings for his brother. "—I love Finn! Alright! That's all there is to it! I won't hurt him if that's what you're so concerned about."

You held your hands up as you tried to step back, but more blades appeared, keeping you in place.

Rayne grimaced, "Like someone like you could ever love someone. I've seen how you really are; You really think Finn would ever like something as disgusting as you?"

The blades disappeared as Rayne approached and grabbed you by your shirt.

"If you don't want to end up in another coma, stay away from Finn."

Rayne threw you to the ground and began to walk away.

You felt your nerves crash on you all at once. You really wanted to vomit from just fear alone. You grit your teeth as your hands formed fists.

You hate Rayne Ames.

"You goddamn fucking piece of shit! How dare you call my love a sham! What the hell would you about me anyway! So what if you think my love was built on a lie? I REALLY DO LOVE FINN AMES! I do so much I have no idea what I'll do with myself if you force me to stay away. Listen—I'm sorry for trying to hurt him back then. I hate myself everyday for that and yet Finn found it in himself to forgive me." You shouted as you dug your nails into your thighs.

Rayne stopped walking, and you continued to speak, keeping your head low in embarrassment. "I—I hated him so much that I wanted to hurt myself when he helped me. Look! I understand why you think I'm lying, but please do believe me when I say that I love Finn!"

Rayne didn't turn around, nor did he say anything. He just continued walking back to his dorm, paying no attention to you.

You bit your nail before yelling again, "i—I'm not going to stay away from Finn, do you hear me!"

He just kept walking.

You really despised Rayne Ames.

You hadn't seen him since that day. You continued to spend more time with Finn, and that detestable brother of his never bothered you again. That was until the end of the world was soon to come.

You tried to reach Finn to help him with training. As strong as you were as a simple one-liner, Finn didn't have the same experience to use his magic to the best of his abilities. As he trained(?) with divine visionary Kaldo Gehenna, you taught many defensive and offensive spells best suited for his skill set.

"Keep your head up and chant!"

"Don't waver your will or else the spell will reflect that fault! "

"Easy now, keep your breath steady."

You were a strict teacher because of love. You refused to ease up on your teachings because it was Finn you were mentoring. Finn wasn't as capable as you, and that was the truth. He didn't have the same talent, nor did he have the same experience. It was for this reason you refused to allow Finn to forfeit himself.

"I did it!"

You wanted nothing more but to keep him to yourself like a caged canary: To keep him safe in your grasp and sheild him from the horrorsof your most ugly form of love. Ultimately, the only thing stopping you was your love for him—and that love was so much stronger than your obsession. You had faith in Finn Ames as he did for you.

So as innocent zero finally came, you had faith that Finn could manage himself as you two remain apart.

"Damnation."

Your personal magic was truly disgusting as you found yourself using it once more. However, you can't help but enjoy it in a cruel fashion—It was what helped you to push back the swarm of monsters. To damn them into the most horrible, grotesque, and horrific curse: Love. As you cursed those horrible monsters, you blessed your fellow magicians by helping them express their truest forms of love and manifesting that love into magic.

You felt your ears ring and blood seeping out your nose. There was only one giant left and you were far too tired from using your magic on hundreds of little things: People, monsters, animals, it was too much. You really wanted to see Finn Ames one last time.

"(Y/N)! Now's not the time to rest."

"Abel? When the hell do you ever shut up?"

With the giant now taken care of, Abel stood in front of you. With the doll in his hand, he looked down on you. You really wanted to strangle him at least once in your lifetime.

"Finn—"

"—is fine! He's with Rayne." You interrupted Abel; Not like that brother of his would leave Finn alone in a time like this. As much as you despise Rayne, you have to admit he's so much stronger than you can ever hope to be.

"Finn Ames is with Mash, the magicless student. Likewise, Mash is currently fighting innocent zer—"

You interrupted him again.

"Why didn't you say so!? LET'S GO! ABYSS! YOU TOO!"

Fueled by pure motivation, you stood up and grabbed Abel and Abyss to help Mash and his fight against innocent zero. As you three ran towards the big fight, you encountered other students from the academy. Accompanying you three were once the enemies of the world's savior now turned allies. Thinking about how you once hated Finn, it was quite ironic.

With your future on the line, you'd be darned if the world ended today.

"—then allow us to assist you."

You hated that Abel actually looked and sounded cool when he said that: Not that you would ever admit that. You're still mad at him for a reason you long since forgot about.

"(Y/N), use your magic on us, yeah?"

And so you did.

Creampuffs, rabbits, dolls, Mash specifically, girls, music, pain (what), parents.......sisters, and lovers: It was an array of true and pure love and affection all around The one that made you jump was when you saw yourself.

This part of your magic is a secret that you will take to your grave.

The rest of it was a blur. Exhausted and depleted of most your energy, you didn't even realize someone sat your fallen-self up.

"You're alright!"

Hearing Finn made you smile, though not by much when he hugged you tight. As painful as the embrace was, you were happy to see and feel him breathe.

As you felt yourself doze off, you felt a sudden burst of energy. You jumped up and hugged Finn yourself. Burying your face in his neck, you two toppled over.

You two couldn't help but laugh as you held eachother.

"—would you like to go out on date sometime this week?"

You jumped out his grasp. Holding your hands to your chest, you felt yourself burn up. Just as when you first realized your feelings for Finn, you didn't know what to do first.

"I—I do! Three days from now at some Cafe or through a butterfly garden! Anywhere you want to go, I'll be over the moon! I'm actually—" You embraced him once more. "I really do love more than I have thought I could."

"I love you too"

Once as the Wicked Witch of Lang, you fell in love with the boy from Adler. In doing so, you became akin to more of the Princess who fell in love with the prince.

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"So, you're dating Finn."

You and Rayne sat next to each other in the extracurricular class you share.

"Yeah, and what about it?"

"Just very surprised is all."

"Hmmm."

You don't hate Rayne as much anymore, but that isn't to say you like him as a person.

#mashle #finn ames #finn ames x reader #reader is from magia lupus #i love finn so much #😔😭💖💕🫶😫💞#mashle x reader #ill always love you more than your older brother fr

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