#and I am so tired. shut the fuck up man.

[actualalivecreature]

sorry you’ve hijacked posts about trans men too many times mom said I have to take away your tumblr

#i am so tired #shut up shut up shut up #let the boys live and shut the fuck up #if you you are not trans masc #a trans man #or do not get mistaken for one bc of how your transness presents #leave posts about the tboys alone #ri speaks #trans #queer #transgender #trans discourse #queer discourse #discourse #transsexual #transandrophobia #i love you trans men

[soullessjack]

hi im tired and in a teeny bit of pain and I’m fed up with jack being used to fix and absolve dean so heres them mutually getting their shit together like they actually should okay goodnight send tweet

#I’ve had this for months but I am so sick and tired of this fandom #so very sick and tired #jack isn’t there to coddle a grown ass man for his traumas please shut the fuck up forever 🤞 #parentifying a man with parentification trauma just bc he isn’t grieving healthily is weird as hell fuck y’all #also LET JACK BE ANGRY ABOUT SHIT #I am. so fucking tired of this place HE IS NOT A RAY OF SUNSHINE GET THAT THRU UR FUCKING SKULLS #sorry if this is mean toned it’s because im being mean and have several contributing factors to my behavior and loss of patience #spn #supernatural #supernatural fic #spn fic #jack kline #dean winchester #dean and jack #dean winchester fic #jack kline fic #fix it fic #except they ACTUALLY FUCKING FIX IT ON BOTH SIDES.

[meowmeowmessi]

petition to cut out laporta's tongue and feed it to the dogs

#i have so much RAGE reserved for the man my word i am going to COMBUST #shut up shut up shut the FUCK up stop bringing up messi whenever you need a scapegoat to pin your failures on #keep his name out of your fucking MOUTH #this club and their fanbase is so fucking embarrassing worshipping this obese fraud #he makes deals with nft sellers and zionists your club is now sponsored by the suicide forest dude who promotes crypto scams have SHAME #take that mes que un club motto and shove it up your sanctimonious ass you goddamn hypocrites i am TIRED

[toastsnaffler]

thinking abt the touden siblings got me sniffling and weeping....

#im.too emotional abt them to properly explain #just rly glad to see autistic characters in media that i can deeply relate to and share experiences with. its such a rare thing #and i feel so protective of them i dont give a fuck abt fandom normally but some ppls bad takes lately are getting under my skin #like just say u hate autistic people and leave. stop calling laios a fucking freak im going to kill you with my bare hands #ppl think theyre so smart and funny for making posts like haha hes thr type of autistic that makes everyone uncomfortable and wish he- #would shut up or go away. im going to start hitting u with a brick until ur a bloody pulp #and thw way ppl treat falin so differently just bc shes not a guy. even tho theyre both clearly autistic and struggle socially #like wow thats crazy. do you act this way abt autistic ppl irl too #whatever just liberally blocking ppl abt it i dont fucking wanna see ur stupid posts #anyway.. back to thjnking abt their backstories and crying a little. masculinely of course #man i am soooo tired im so glad its the weekend i want to melt into a puddle and soak into the carpet and stain it forever #but we dont.have carpet.in this flat so.i guess ill just go to bed...... #well maybe a little elden ring first #i would reallt like to draw sometime this weekend too. need to muster up some creative courage #but thats a problem for tomorrow... zzz #.diaries

[justin-peudeau-reblog]

I would have loved Jesus in his enterity if he didn't bring the eternal suffering in Hell stuff into his story. It just feels soooo tyrannical and imposing. If it wasn't for that, unironically, I would have follow him way more easily.

#exvangelical #to christ or not to christ ? 🤨 #honestly I don't follow high manipulative mcfuck but most of his reasoning are actually super life advices #I will hand him that #but either way the hell the rapture the apocalypse the unrightful the worldy people #that just super anxiety powder you could have shut up about that part holy man 😭 #the number of time where I was a child and that I considered killing myself before entering the earthling exam #and now I am still struggling to determine what is good for me to learn about and what is shit #I am in such a anxious and unstable mental state right now just bc I don't know of I really help people at all by doing wordly things #it's like my life really doesn't matter but the other around me are also contamined by my sinful life #so the more I wait the more unhappy my surrounding get and it's all my fault for not obeying #damn I am so tired I feel fucking drunk #it doesn't help that the world outside the evangilical circles is so fucked up 😓

[valerieismss]

Oh my god this girl is driving me crazy STOP ASKING ME WHAT EVERYTHING MEANS GOOD GOD HOW ARE YOU IN COLLEGE

#I swear if I search up what does this mean or do you guys get it on my iMessages #yes yes I’m helpful and of course I respond and explain everytime because that’s the right ethical thing to do #but lord have mercy I am so tired of this girl #like it’s pretty straightforward man just shut up. ask the professor? I don’t fucking know everything #valerieisms

[mangocatastrophe]

Hi, new to the site, I have not anything interesting to say so here’s some art

#shut the fuck up #comic #my persona #i am so tired man #That’s not alcohol btw #thats apple juice

[urbanbirdbud]

it’s been. a very rough afternoon

#fun to know that even while in the midst of my worst disassociative episode in the past year I can still cobble together a good meme #anyways um. about to tear down literally everything I ever derives joy from in my room and put into storage and never speak more than needed #to my dad. I am. so so tired. every time I think things are looking up and I can relax in my own home something has to happen #and then I need to slowly rebuild any safety I felt beforehand. I hate knowing my stuff was looked through and I dont know to what extent #anyways yeah. yearly deeply oversharing personal post over. gonna go hide literally half of my mortal possessions in a box somewhere #personal #no rblogging etc etc #edit: having another breakdown bear w me #I’ve scraped myself down to nothing for peace in my family I grovel and shut up and bear it fucking all and even then #they have the fucking audacity to ask me more? to put away the few reminders I have of people who love me things I enjoy #and the friendships Ive held onto like a dying man does to water? #they say they care about my mental health and how the devil affects everyone insidiously. I think they should take a long deep look #in the fucking mirror. open their eyes to how fucking close I was to just. giving up while I was suffocating under the veil of religion #and no before anyone asks I’m not gonna do anything stupid. I’m not one to live for spite but I trudge on hoping to get somewhere better. #just gonna have a short cry before bottling it up and dealing w it ten yrs down the road. not gonna go thru another ‘check in’ to lose more #oops forgot my little tag -> #ubb chirps

[vulturereyy]

21 denials this week alone and counting, without even any chance at interviews.

If anyone has referrals to fucking anything at this point I'll take them because I can't even land a chance at an interview. I've been job hunting for something better since mid last year. I don't think I ever stopped job hunting from moving here. I dont even know how I'm supposed to work when I can't even get an INTERVIEW anywhere. Holy hell.

My commissions remain open as well if you'd like to get art of Hollow Knight blorbos, ocs, D&D characters, and more. Information in pinned.

#sorry for so many vents lately but jesus fucking christ #like i have been trying to fucking get a better job for almost a full year now #i have experience! i have open availability! what the fuck is wrong with me that i cant even get hired at “easy” places!? #vent #personal #sorry #im so fucking tired #my current jobs dont have more hours either so its ??? fuck man #i am barely fuckin scraping by with the income i have #when student loans come around i am fucked #currently fucked while waiting for my ebt to get re approved and last time it took 4 months bc they fucked up #“nobody wants to work” shut the fuck your mouth

[cherrysnax]

not to SYS! on main but like comics Miguel reads just like Robyn and older leo to me it’s soooo weird

#more rob than anything else tbh mostly because of the very blase way of reacting to things #ironically i haven’t read much dick so I wonder if his uh voice would remind me of rob too #Chevys doing most of the heavy lifting with writing SYS! but I am the co-writer and creator and I wanna make their job easier yknow #also I’m autisming #teehee one day seeing rob up theee with the other blue vigilantes #‘but silver/cheri Miguel’s costume is black’ SHUT THE FUCK UP ITS BLUE TO ME #oh miggy. I need to hit him with a brick #I feel bad for like longtime fans of Miguel because I’ve been a fan off and on for years and I’m #already #tired of the mischaracterization from fans #and oh my god I’m tired of seeing his cervix #his box is all up n down the tl so much I can smell it #I think #I’m going to hell for that last sentence but the way #i was talking abt SYS… I’m still rlly excited for it even if I’m nervous you know #I fee somewhat confident in my ability to DRAW people #but to tell a story? nooope. sequential art scares me but that’s what practice is for #and all the art books I uh acquired #man why do I type exactly the way I talk I’m so annoying #why do I get weirdly self loathing so late at night get a job

[dokitm-arch]

accurate, canon and correct representation of silver vanrouge during his time in spirit realm with jamil in endless halloween event.

#👹 ` ⟪ ooc. ⟫ / SHUT UP PLUTO. #i s2g that man was SO FUCKING TIRED during this entire thing #it shocks me he hasnt conked out from that exhaustion #silver sir? how does it feel to the mlg and CARRY THE ENTIRE NRC? #AND NOT TO MENTION LILIA AND MALLEUS WERE BEHIND ALL OF THIS? PRACTICALLY MAKING AN ESCAPE ROOM? #its a fucking miracle silver hasnt more than just shouted. if i were him i wouldve PUNCHED lilia MDKMFKFMTGKTGTGMTKGMMKT #im telling yall. silver is underappreciated. he is KING energy. #GIVE HIM THE GODDAMN RESPECT 2K22 #👹 ` ⟪ crack. ⟫ / I AM RUNNING WITH SCISSORS! #also had to deal w jamils violent outbursts and was THEN forced to rob as well. smfh. #he is so done. so fucking done with everything. #silver in a nutshell: (: this (: is (: fine.

[fractallogic]

Me, the last person for the question “so what are your plans for the break?” to come around to during lab meeting today: idk it depends on when my mom dies and how much of the ensuing work absolutely needs to be done by me in colorado, because otherwise I’m either staying here or maybe going to see my dad in CA

Everyone else, who has answered various kinds of “staying here/visiting family/etc”: 😨

Me: don’t worry she has brain cancer!! It’s been like this for like seven months now

Everyone else: 😨😨😨

Me: oh yeah no it’s a good thing, it’s a relief honestly, she’s like, very unaware and close to death at this point

Prof, who has known about this since July or so: it does get that way, you know. *waxes philosophical about death and how college is stressful and important, but in the grand scheme of things, it’s not THAT important*

Prof: so on that note, I guess I should let you go! Have a good break everyone!! Congrats on finishing the term!!

Me: SORRY GUYS 😬

And then the prof and I had a nice very straightforward talk about how yeah, I don’t entirely know if I have to go, but it would be nice if I didn’t need to, and I’m not her executor but yeah it IS kind of weird that her boyfriend of ~5 years or so is, and hahaha well one of many reasons I’ve been mostly estranged from her are her weird decisions about things

But for real I’m very much looking forward to having some certainty about anything soon. Can’t wait to stop traveling as much. Can’t wait to just like, NOT think about death and brain cancer all the time and go down to my normal volume of calls from family members. Can’t wait to stop thinking about my mom all the gotdam time. I am TIRED let me REST

#AND IM GONNA DO THE SAME THING TO MY MAIN LAB TOMORROW LMFAO god #I AM sorry to like. rain on your parade #but I am also very tired of tiptoeing around a subject that I no longer feel emotions about #except for the one that’s like ‘I can’t fucking wait for this to be over’ #mom’s dying. almost dead. shutting down. just is. #basically up until September or October it was extremely upsetting because maybe the chemo will work maybe the radiation will work #but even in September I was like no. no way she makes it out of this. #lbr this SUMMER I was like nah no way. #but you know. it’s as good a time as any for her to die #I don’t have many emotions or memories around Christmas that will be ruined by her death #it’s during a break so I’ll be freer to travel if need be #idk man bring it on #I just don’t want to deal with all of the fucking planning afterwards #please let someone else do all of that

[i-am-thevoid]

genuinely uncomfortable with people being attracted to me lately esp when I KNOW they arent seeing me in the way I want like please fuck off and leave me alone

#that one person who kept messaging me after i said i was goin thru shit a d couldnt talk and they proceeded to CONTINUOUSLY FUCKING message #being all like ohhhh youre ao my type shut up and fuck off I said i cant do this and another who makes it so awkward but afterwards will #text tge same thing everyday im sorry but im too tired to deal with conversations rn #and im atarting to tgink hey maybe im not interested in relationships at all!! #im just a manwhore in theory but i cannot deal with commitment #idk im so bad at tgis stuff #but like cmon cant i just live my life theyre projecting shit onto me and assuming my gender/sexuality like FUCK OFF let me BE MYSELF #please #rant cause ig this is actually pissing me off? #i wish i knew how to deal with this shit man. help #IM LOSING MY MIND AND ITS NOT FUN. PEOPLE IN MY LIFE PLEASE SEE THAT I AM 2S AND STOP ASSUMING #doesnt help that ive never really been hit on before genuinely and am kinda new at this and very confused (fellas got a touch of the tism)

[blitzgamev]

*hacker voice* im in

#i was there for the whole of 10 minutes because im fucking tired man #i managed to have an 2h30~ travel be 5h instead :) #shout out to the person who complimented my tubbo jacket tho #i did Not catch your name and am far too awkward for my own good lmao #i keep being jumpscared by people mentioning streamers i know like #no shit im at twthcn but my brain hasnt gotten that memo lmao #oh i also passed by rt which was wild #losing my mind a tad Again because its sinking in ill be meeting people #... i am going to be So Annoying on here about this uhm sorry but also not sorry #shut up blitz